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>>6014081
>8RH0ns3.jpg
y-you too
=]
>>6014081
F R O G E
Nth for working out to git fit for summer
>>6014089
HOOOOOOOOOOONSSSSS
![[HorribleSubs] Bakuon!! - 02 [720p] 00:17:13.951.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/X0WESdk.jpg "[HorribleSubs] Bakuon!! - 02 [720p] 00:17:13.951.jpg")
>tfw no qt mtf bike
nth for
>tfw no pet frog
>>6014080
I know SOMEONE is catfishing using my fb photos. I got a screenshot of my photos being sent to some person on tumblr.
Hips wasn't blocked on my fb until only a few days, and he's mad at me for not letting his little 12 year old gross boy ass fuck me. It could possibly be hips.
Also, I'm going to stop posting this photos. I know y'all are wary of fursuits
Smokes like a damn train. Still cute though.
http ://webcamrec.
com /-gKd8Pr2RZ
>got a D on an english paper because something something in-text citations what is a literature review
>told to completely rewrite an essay in german about "food culture" by thursday because the essay i turned in is a bitter and disrespectful piece on why i hate people
>also reported to the dean of students because my german professor is "seriously concerned" about me and the "dark tone" of my essay
>meanwhile, i have three other papers between english and german to worry about due next week that i haven't been able to get started because of the shit that just came back
>don't even want to go back to college but i can't find work to support myself because i'm barely qualified to do anything and i'm too autistic and unconfident to interview
someone kill me
>>6014123
>>told to completely rewrite an essay in german about "food culture" by thursday because the essay i turned in is a bitter and disrespectful piece on why i hate people
did you write direspectful stuff about us?
why
>tfw puked 3 times on the bus to and from field excursion for palaeoclimatology course
thanks again, dyspraxia
and we got back so late the fucking pharmacy was closed, I'll have to pic up my new inhaler tomorrow
ALSO I BOOKED MY FIRST BLOOD TEST, WHOO THANK YOU BASED NEW GP
>>6014118
aw :( I think it's cute!
my fwb got his cat ears and tail today, he looks so fuckin cute <3
HOW do i come out to friends
HOW
HOW do i come out to friends
kill me dad
>>6014103
I used my elliptical for 40 minutes this morning
reminder being trans isnt as bad as being a nigger
>>6014123
Accept the D, do better next time.
Did your essay even ostensibly follow the guidelines, or was it totally off-topic?
Tell the dean to blow you, this isn't kindergarten anymore
Hurry up and tend to those other papers, don't waste time on asshole administrators
I'm sorry, I know that feel. You gotta soldier through it, okay?
>>6014140
what if I am trans and a transracial?
does that make me transtransnigger?
>>6014103
what's you're workout routine?
>>6014145
It means you need to go to the fucking gas chambers.
>>6014154
low iq
>>6014143
>Accept the D,
>>6014137
>tfw you went to a concert like five months or so ago
>same line problem
>just waited in line for like 10 or 15 minutes instead, waiting to be clocked
>no one said anything or even really looked at me funny
i was rly nervous tho
>>6014154
yummy yume~
>>6014134
iktf
>talking to dad on phone today about moving out soon
>"just come and work with me, you know I love you, live with me and your mum forever"
>"I don't think that would be conducive to my personal development, dad"
>"sure it is, then when you and [FEMALE FRIEND'S NAME REDACTED] get fucking like rabbits and have kids they can live with us too, three generations under the same roof"
>"1. that sounds like like something out of texas chainsaw massacre, I don't want to be in a sheltered hick commune, 2. I hope you're not still expecting me to have grandkids"
>"why not, you're not a faggot are you?"
>"no, I just don't think I'd make a good parent, I can barely take care of myself. it doesn't matter, there's other stuff I can contribute to the future of our species than my shitty genetics- art, politics, science, a legacy-"
>"genes. you need to pass down genes. pin [FEMALE FRIEND'S NAME REDACTED] down on your bed and tear her fucking panties off, it doesn't matter that she's a bit dykey, she'll come around"
>"okay dad"
>mfw the friend of mine he always pervs on, including saying this shit well within their earshot, is actually FtM and seeking HRT atm
Oh my
Russian board is interesting board
>>6014174
Isn't your dad a psychopath?
>>6014174
I don't like this country
>>6014152
as a guard? or as an inmate? Iam cool with either!
>>6014170
>yume
>low test
hahaha
>>6014140
that actually brightened my day, ty anon
>tfw your gf sleeps all day
>>6014174
oh and another gem from that call, when he handed the phone to my mum
>"you realise you're going to have to have your hair short again, don't you? nobody will hire you looking how you do now"
>"I just don't want it short, mum, I'll get it trimmed but I've got to figure out how I want it cut, maybe I'll book a consultation"
>"why don't you just get it short, you look nice when it's short!"
>"I was thinking maybe I'd get a fringe at the front so it's not in my eyes at least? that'd be better right?"
>"you can't have a fringe and then keep the rest long, you'll look like a girl. you're not a tranny. ...are you?"
>"no"
>"exactly. we'll get it cut when you're home next, don't worry"
>worry intensely
>>6014131
mostly about my family
>>6014143
oh there's nothing i can do about the english paper, i'm just upset because it was like 7 pages of actual research and i'm NOT any kind of writer
there were three points to the prompt
1) what is food culture
2) what is food culture to you
3) what is a meal that was memorable
i wrote a brief couple sentences about meals being a time for people to spend time together and communicate, and i wrote a goddamn novel about my personal nonparticipation in "food culture" and why i hate spending time with people and communicating, then i wrote about the time i ate like five plates of sashimi tuna in hawaii
i just ignored the email from the dean and i'm doing my best to make it through the end of the semester but this essay could kill my grade in german if i don't get a new, less offensive version turned in in 2 days
and now i have to go tutor some neighbor kid in english for the ACT so i'm not 100% broke
>>6014159
>"Hey guys I have something to say - I'm trans"
idk why i find it so hard. i know they'd be accepting. theres just like this mental block i cant get past
>>6014174
jesus. thats rough. im glad my mom snooped through my stuff that one time and found my diary cause if she didnt i'd probably still not be out to them either.
What are some fictional characters that are transition goals for you?
>>6014203
>diary
i thought those were just for writing shitty poetry about clocks and dying
>>6014187
I'm literally in steroids right now, I am the opposite of low test.
>>6014182
I've described him as a "psycho" colloquially in that he has viciously antisocial and cruel behaviour, idk if he is clinically though
he fits the profile of OCD + schizotypal personality disorder exactly though, and my sister is very close to the same. I've been trying to convince them to see psychs for years but my dad doesn't believe in medicine and psychiatry even though he believes in aliens, witches' curses etc. and so there's no fucking way he'd let my sister see a psych, let alone submit to one himself. This is how I got to this old without my obvious problems, which I brought up with my parents again and again, being diagnosed or treated. He thinks mental illnesses and disabilities are made up and my mum's totally under his thumb when it comes to use of the car, finances etc.
>>6014208
>about clocks
Wat
>>6014208
it was. but it also served the purpose of being my therapist before going to a therapist
>>6014081
This is now a turtle thread
>>6014209
Delete this you harlot
>>6014196
Robin, you have to tell them no. You'll get your hair cut the way you want it cut, they can worry about their own damn hair.
>>6014209
thats not why you hate me senpai
>>6014220
never
I could literally hold you in my arms right now and you would love it like the girl you are
>>6014168
>go to concert
>use mens
>little kids stare at you
I hate not passing
>>6014214
I like clockwork
>>6014223
are you my sister??
>>6014233
nope
>>6014201
Tell your professor that this is academia, and that whether an essay is offensive or not should have no bearing on your grade. Appeal to a superior if he doesn't grade you fairly on the essay you already wrote and turned in. Have fun with the neighbor kid :3
>>6014203
Shame and anxiety are really strong emotions, but you can push past them - I believe in you!
>>6014134
I did it one by one.
"So... I'm going to be transitioning to female."
Which was met with: "oh. That makes sense," or "I'm super happy for you, but not much of a surprise," or some similar variant.
It's awkward as fuck, but the responses usually remind you how cool your friends are.
>>6014134
it just sucks
there is no great way to come out, just gotta get it over with when you're ready/cant hide it
>>6014215
Oh I get that
I'm writing an autobiography but it's on a flash drive that basically never leaves my person
>>6014140
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz9ZMD9KFNg
I COULD HAVE BEEN A GOD
>>6014248
youd be surprise
>>6014222
I know, I've been putting my foot down for 3 years now, you've all seen my oldest pics with the lego man hair I used to be forced to have with them cutting my hair in my sleep if I resisted and shit. If I had to move back in with them though I'd probably cave under the pressure as well as just generally losing it, they already bully me over it and keep calling me a tranny and stuff despite not being out to them and it's only moving to uni that made me be less stressed enough to start defying them. It's really hard when you're weak and disabled and facing down an industrial worker and former karate trainer who once punched a dent in a solid wooden door in front of me though. Oh and I don't get a lock on my door, I've had about 5 fitted so far and the moment he wants to speak to me he doesn't even knock, he just charges the door and rips it open, pulling the screws out the wood.
My childhood wasn't physically or sexually abusive, sure, but on an emotional level it fucked me all the way up. I still can't confront people IRL or talk to men his age at all without having to fight off total breakdown and crying wherever I am which is one of the reasons I think I might have some level of PTSD. It made surveying for my dissertation a lot harder.
>>6014201
>i wrote a brief couple sentences about meals being a time for people to spend time together and communicate, and i wrote a goddamn novel about my personal nonparticipation in "food culture" and why i hate spending time with people and communicating, then i wrote about the time i ate like five plates of sashimi tuna in hawaii
that doesnt sound too bad tho
>>6014196
Your parents know best especially since you'll never be anything but an hons.
I'm coming out to my mom in an hour.
What is the first thing I should say?
>>6014257
Well I'm told it's ungradeable or a 0 or something
>>6014255
...you can't go back there.
>>6014263
"Mommy, Daddy, I want to turn my outie into an innie"
How do I stop self-pitying??
yeah shit sucks, but need to get over it
>>6014266
I like it.
>>6014265
does my paranoia about work/degree and stuff and low self-esteem make more sense now? I've mentioned a lot of this stuff before.
>>6014263
I am so distant from my parents.
My mom literally cried because I never talk to her and tell her to go away when she ask how I am.
Fucking bitch
I need a hug. I've had an emotionally loaded day.
I feel hopeless today. Maybe tomorrow things will be better...
>>6014263
'this is your fault and if you don't support me totally in my transition, including financially, I'll sue for child abuse and I'll tell people you molested me. I love you mom.'
>>6014213
I can understand distrusting psychiatrists, and why he might not want to see one himself, but he has no business stopping other people from getting help. You really should move away as soon as you possibly can, maybe join a tranny house if one of them will take you.
>>6014255
They'd cut your hair in your sleep and punch through doors? What the hell, Robin, please never go back there. Find literally anywhere else to go, please, I can't express how bad for you that place is.
>>6014236
yeah, its hard to break a shame barrier thats been building since early childhood. thank you kind anon
>>6014238
thats exactly the reaction im hoping for. i hate the idea of people being shocked by it. i might do the one-by-one approach. idk. im gonna be living with all of my guy friends and a few other guys for like 7 weeks this summer. we're all being housed for work. so that should be interesting.
>>6014240
i could see myself waiting until boobs or something outs me. i need something to push it to happen
>>6014242
thats awesome! i want to write an autobiography one day. ive had a pretty weird life so far
>>6014269
im trying to figure that out too. ive at least learned that drinking only makes it worse
>>6014275
*hugs* <3 <3 <3
>>6014280
It's basically just a proxy for talking about my fucked up childhood
>>6014264
Tell your professor that if he can't grade a paper that met the guidelines, he's incompetent and unworthy of his job.
>>6014286
I may have started the second paragraph with "to me, food is only to prevent starvation while I write essays about bullshit I don't care about"
So there may be some justification for her
>>6014275
D: what happened?
also *hugs*
>>6014275
>tfw no bf
>completely and irreparably failing education
>to ugly for porn
what do??
>>6014301
work at safeway its a lot comfier
and u may make enough money to get an associates in the meantime
u got this anon
>>6014301
Become a monk or nun
>>6014295
>be me
>see the endo this morning
>met kate on a pass thread
>meet wiith her
>we hang out afterwards
>she goes out of her way to embarrass me
>she hits me
>I ask her to stop
>she hits me harder
>I cry
>she licks the tears off my face
>end life
>>6014280
that seven week housing situation is gonna be awkward as fuck. :/
>>6014275
big internet hug anon!!!!
who else here plays miitomo?
>>6014309
You deserved it
>>6014273
Anon I don't know why you're doing that, but could you maybe bully your mom a little less? I understand the irritation of dealing with some people, but it can feel nice to be nice, you know?
>>6014275
A *hug* for you. Have hope for tomorrow, okay?
>>6014293
Sorry for misgendering your professor, and what's the course about? If it's just German, than blunt honesty has an aesthetic value to it which falls under the umbrella of language, i.e. German. Try arguing that, maybe?
>>6014275
I hope you can find somebody nice to cuddle with and make the troubles melt away til the morning senpai <3
>>6014279
>You really should move away as soon as you possibly can
Yeah no shit, that's why 50% of my posts are about options for moving out and doing stuff myself and how I'm scared of not being able to afford FFS for years longer than those with parental support and not being able to vent my depression anywhere irl and stuff. I know how bad it is, I've seen my mum's personality change over the last 20 years, she's vindictive and vengeful towards people and has started actively fucking with my dad in un-productive ways, she never used to be like that. My dad's always been nuts and idk how the fuck they got together in the first place, but I've seen how it's changed her over time and how my sister (although she was always nuts like my dad) has gotten more and more anxious to the point of not leaving her room for 2-3 days at a time and missing exams, dropping hobbies etc. now and I'm terrified of moving back in with them because I know it'll happen to me. That's the main reason I'll probably kill myself if I fail my degree, it's my only ticket out of that rural shithole.
>>6014318
>I'll probably kill myself
Why wait?
>>6014310
yyyyyyes it will.
funny thing is that all the girls are staying in one house, and all the guys in another. but im really good friends with some of the guys so i'd rather be in the guy house tbhon. it should be fun at least
but idk if i want to come out before or during or after... its gonna be really awkward no matter what i guess
>>6014275
Please accept this hug.
>>6014272
Yes. It makes total sense. NEVER go back there.
>>6014280
Good luck, Grey. I'm hoping they are good to you, as well. It will certainly be weird when you're living with all of them, and they start to notice the effects hormones are having on you. Hopefully not too much so, or in a bad way.
>>6014317
I don't bully her.
I just shut them out and they know nothing about me or my feelings.
>>6014323
In case it works out... other people make it, so I keep trying to tell myself I'm not so ~unique~ that I have it so hard I can't do the same thing, and when I feel like that's wrong I just tell myself I can't trust my own judgement because I clearly have something wrong with my brain
>>6014301
Learn a trade, maybe something relating to construction or bookkeeping.
>>6014318
If you do fail your degree, don't give up. Even join the army if you have to, or become a hitchhiker, or whatever you have to do to get somewhere safe where you can happily transition in peace.
>>6014323
wowrude
>>6014330
Try not to shut them out so much, they're probably worried about you. I'm kind of a hypocrite for saying this, but you could at least let them in a little, talk to them about inane, meaningless topics just so that they're happy you're talking to them.
>>6014318
Parental support helps a lot, but you CAN manage without them. Like was suggested earlier, see what options you have to live with a few other trans people. It's a comparatively inexpensive way to live.
>>6014329
thank you!
yeah it should be interesting to say the least. 7 weeks is long ass time. im sure it wont take long before some asks "hey what are those pills for"
God damnit /mtfg/, why are there no passers posting for me to bully? I demand sacrifice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHCrd-tLo0M
I'm losing myself.
>>6014348
If I see someone that passes, Ill send them your way
>tfw making yourself in dark souls
>>6014295
>>6014283
Nothing new to anyone here. Just waves of dysphoria catching up while I'm not passing yet.
Today, the focus is on lost memories and lost years. I'm 23, and I never truly got to live my life. I've had dysphoria since I was a toddler, and I distracted myself from my problems with academia, and, now that I'm out of university, even IF I were to pass, I wouldn't be able to experience an ordinary teenage, or even university life. Those days are gone. All I can do is get a 9-5 job and socialize with the little time I have left. I mean, in university, and high school, I sacrificed socializing and taking care of my body for academia solely to distract myself.
Even after all this heartache, even after all the sacrifices in my life, the golden years of my life are gone. I'll never experience the things I always wanted to, simply because I'm no longer at that stage in my life and simply can't. My folks are letting me live with them while I transition, but they've been not-so-transparently hinting that they'd like to see me get a job asap and leave the house. I feel like that pressure is part of the reason I'll wind up a total slut and/or a prostitute in the near future, because it's the only way I'll get to have my cake and eat it too.
I'm such a shitty drama queen.
>>6014359
Faye if you dont stop with the self depreciation im going to fondle the shit out of you.
Hi ~
>>6014374
UGLY
>>6014359
i would smooch this qt
>>6014359
lol
>>6014365
Let's just lay down the ground rules
no tickling, I'm not ticklish I swear ._.;
Don't touch the breasts, they're super sensitive and I've been known to moan inappropriately
>>6014363
I know exactly all of those feels :(
thats not being a drama queen, its just trying coming to terms with fate.
weve been dealt really bad cards and now we somehow have to figure out how to deal with it.
>>6014378
Hey Steven Tyler, how have you been?
>tfw no vagina
>>6014374
fuck off nigger
>>6014374
Hey Korra! What lovely meal are you preparing tonight?
>>6014339
You must be new if you think my medical records would permit me to join the army
Hitchhiking doesn't pay for HRT or FFS and hitchhiking as a hon is not a future I want to even imagine
>>6014341
Yes, it's a bit of a lottery in terms of finding people who can stand me but I'm going to at least try and find somewhere with fellow lgbt people if not specifically trans people, I've already decided on that
>>6014380
You get that anon was just hugboxing, right? No one would actually want to touch you.
>>6014382
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dt6iTwVIiMM
>>6014363
if there's one thing I'm glad about being autistic for it's that I never would have had an ordinary girl childhood etc. even if I wasn't trans, so no regrets in that sense
still sucks I missed out on a normal life but I can't pin it just on dysphoria
>>6014393
I just have a shit memory, so I might have read your posts in the past and forgotten the details. Anyways~ I didn't mean hitchhiking as a career, but rather as a means of getting the fuck away from where you grew up, and finding someplace new to settle down.
>>6014384
>calling red a dumb insult for no reason/jealousy
this meme needs to die
>>6014221
what the
>>6014277
nth for titchbits is fucking hilarious
>>6014359
When I play a game with character creation I A L W A Y S make my character as monstrous as possible
>>6014374
Hello friend 〔´∇｀〕
good morning sunshine sparkles
>>6014395
Wait so when me and Edie spend three nights together in San Fran this weekend, she won't be touching me while we share the same bed? I don't know anon
>>6014408
Not that anon but it was pretty funny. Mean but funny.
>>6014423
It's clownfaces job to pretend to like nasty men in exchange for attention, you are well aware of that.
>>6014406
oh
nah I'm gonna make my parents help me move out and transfer my stuff (including ~500 uncommon/rare CD singles, it's my aspergers thing) and then drop the bomb once they get back home
>>6014417
are you calling me some kinda faggot
>>6014417
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ps0UodUr_pM
>>6014417
Hi Kayla!
Anything fun going on today, or just more packing?
this is a test
do not reply to this post for it is simply a test.
>>6014430
do u have any buckethead
>>6014416
benis
>>6014417
its s-sunset shimmer...
>>6014433
is being a faggot a bad thing now wahhh
>>6014408
I feed on the insecurities of the beautiful. Feed me more passers /mtfg/, I desire to engorge myself on their tears.
>>6014444
>4444
Godly Quads
>>6014363
As much as it hurts, the golden years are ahead of you, not behind you.
>>6014430
>~500 uncommon/rare CD singles
That sounds neat. Any that you're particularly proud of obtaining?
>inb4 some obscure Somalian dreamfunk band
>tfw you will never be able to sing like Amy Lee, or even Kellin Quinn
Shit sucks famalam. I was in the choir until my voice broke.
>>6014449
I am your god. /mtfg/ shall have no other gods before me.
>>6014441
low test
>>6014442
it is if you dont want to be kindling
>>6014403
You're not autistic, you're just a retard (among other things).
>>6014417
love u kayla
>>6014457
no??? Ive watched princess amethyst though
>>6014429
But I'm not paying for it, you have to understand the difference between liking someone and having a job anon
>>6014458
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3yCcXgbKrE
meme
>Craigslist person I was gonna jam with cancelled because "something came up
On one hand, phew, don't have to worry about how I look today.
On the other hand, omg ur prolonging my anxiety and I'm gonna have to go through this whole silly ordeal next week
>>6014474
>>6014417
Hi Kayla!
do not reply to this post
this is a test, not an actual post
thank you
>>6014479
>fucking people from craigslist
the only reason to use that site is to flip cars cheap
>>6014479
Are you that harmonica Dysphoria Blues anon?
>>6014461
ill be kindling if i dont get burnt thx
>>6014488
I'm joining a band. I would never use Craigslist for sex. Ew.
>>6014489
Nope.
>>6014444
>beautiful
>passer
Haha okay!
>>6014479
Aww, sorry it fell through. Hey, at least you rescheduled instead of cancelling altogether!
>>6014469
You have to understand that while you might not be paying in money, you're paying in affection or attention. Clownface is going to use up her looks and then shell need a dupe like you to get it. The reason you're with her is because unless you give them some sort of exchange to incentivize the other party, no one wants you. This is why you'll be sleeping with a whore.
Is there ever going to be a meet up for us Brits?
I know there's at least like 5 or 6 of us.
>>6014492
you can be in my band if you can exactly replicate bird noises
>>6014444
>tfw anon hasn't bullied you in awhile
Ouch ;~;
>>6014500
i'll go if the brit meetup is west coast north america
>>6014493
It's true. I pick on you because you ignore me and I think you're a cunt, you don't make me feel insecure in even the slightest.
>>6014504
they said the tears of the beautiful, retard.
>>6014492
oh... its just when you said you would jam with a guy from craigslist I thought that was code for sex lol
im dumb
>>6014500
That sounds like a terrible idea.
Let me repress in peace
>>6014442
no it's mostly Scandanavian pop/folk-rock stuff or stuff from the northern-England art-rock scene
>>6014443
coming out, duh, the only reason I didn't upon coming to uni was because I still have to stay with them during summer/xmas holidays and I always end up with physical tics by the end of the holidays it makes me so anxious to live there already so coming out would have made living there unbearable
>>6014455
Well, there's a couple of early Coldplay ones that I think there's less than 1500 copies of, don't want to get too specific but they're worth enough for someone to steal.
Got a couple of extremely limited (<500 copies) Record Store Day vinyls from Peter Bjorn And John and the like, oh I also have vinyls I should have mentioned, what I queued for hours for in the dark to be at the front of the queue every year.
Rarest I've got are from the the band Field Music and their multitudinous side-projects, not too well known outside of niche academic circles (they're a band for readers of The Guardian and listeners of BBC Radio 6, let's put it like that) but they're universally critically acclaimed and are faves of mine... took one of the demo EPs by them to a concert to get them signed and David Brewis told me it was rare enough even the band didn't own any copies, so that was cool.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBqx9Tpmj-U
Currently trying to track down some early Maximo Park and PB&J demo EPs.
>>6014507
>>6014463
I think you may have been on 4chan using the "lol autism" meme for so long you now cannot recognise actual real-life autism when you see it.
>>6014509
come, you can be my repressive boymode b/gf
>>6014504
i only bully hons or people who arent qt looking preHRT.
>>6014492
what do you play? Or do you sing?
>tfw considering camming as a male model
>>6014500
Do you honestly think that's a good idea? Don't forget I live in the UK.
>>6014519
My heart is dead
>>6014487
this is merely another test
do not reply or pay attention
do not question the purpose of this test
thank you
remember: please under any circumstances do NOT reply to this post
>>6014506
I'm sorry I don't pay attention to every person on the Internet >.<
>>6014525
Yeah your so ugly your probably going to kill them just by them seeing your disgusting face.
titchbits, oryx should have a gun before they ever have to get 50 kilometers of your face.
>>6014520
Why? Ugly people are good, they make you look better by comparison. One day Ill make /mtfg/ the ultimate honbox that passers don't dare approach. Why shouldn't the passers feel as awful about themselves as we do? Is this not justice? Why do they deserve to be happy?
>>6014499
lmao
anon
chillllllllllooooooooouuuuuutttttt
so I am going to ask my gp for a referral to a shrink, what kind do I want, a psychologist or a psychiatrist?
>>6014499
Why does this anon always attack me when Kayla starts posting, it's the weirdest thing
>>6014533
You should be, I could have been a bastion of strength and helped you come to accept yourself. Ill never hugbox you now though. So like, did you smoke heroin for a while when you were a whore? You've got some nasty sunken junkie cheeks.
>>6014558
Nah I mean I'm gonna move in wherever and then wait for them to drive all the way back home and then ring them or tell them on facebook
that way even if they want to fuck my shit right up I can just go out for a while and leave them with an empty, locked house they can't access without breaking the law and upsetting whatever housemates I get
>>6014560
I think the best part of postinf on here is you all assume its Kayla. Thanks Kayla for being such a toxic cunt for so long that everyone assumes that Im you.
>>6014558
you didnt listen
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
IT SAID NOT TO RESPOND
>>6014562
Thats besides the point, kill yourself you fucking freak.
>>6014560
Does it bother you that the only person willing to touch you is a literal whore? Its ok hon, lots of others on here have the same problem.
>>6014560
I am posting in 3 other threads right now and I really don't give two hoots about whatever drama is currently going on so just stop being a bitch to me
>>6014580
Kayla post a screencap proving that Im not you, your god commands you, redeem yourself and prove you're not shitposting anymore.
>>6014565
Nope! I stay away from the hard stuff. Just weed and psychedelics for me please. You're probably seeing the contouring on my cheek. I don't need to be hugboxed!
>>6014497
>Turns out he can actually do it today but it's gonna be just him instead of the whole band
oh boy, one-on-one interaction, my forte (it's not my forte)
>>6014502
CAW!
>>6014522
I'd be playing drums for them. But I also sing and play all the cool rock instruments (guitar & bass)
>>6014585
I did, but I knew the dealer pretty well, and I wanted xanax...he was really nice okay?!!?
>>6014587
>dont need to be hugboxed
You look like a straight up man, your brows look like shit, your jaw is rugged as fuck. You have some wierd emo boy haircut, dress in male clothing, and are like six foot. Hon, you need hugboxing.
>>6014594
>I believe women look like anime
>>6014593
Reminder that xanax can use rape.
>>6014518
Go away retard. I am surprised you have the gall to come back here after showing just how much of a creepy fucker you are.
pls kill me
>>6014593
you should stop replying to the troll posts, lol
>>6014602
ok
how do you want me to do it
>>6014585
its okay anon, its all over now
everything from here on out has a different course
>>6014602
Lipstick way too strong, besides that, pass 100%
>>6014598
Hey, he never goes outside, so he only knows women from his animemes
>>6014515
Mm, not really my thing but it sounds like it's a nice hobby that you care about.
>>6014607
pls don't troll i have been having a bad week ;-;
>>6014610
What about it had been bad?
>>6014602
Is that the Crow cosplay?
>>6014582
Wait I'm so confused, I don't know anyone who engages in intercorse for money, and I kissed like 10 people in Portland and like literally passed out being held last night, so like maybe try a different route of attack.
Oooo I'm old maybe try that
>>6014610
Your boymode doesn't pass, sorry.
>>6014614
>being harassed by a transphobe who lives in my building
>huge fight with family and had to cut the remaining relatives that still talk to me out of my life
>general work stress with upcoming deadlines
>broke ;-;
>>6014629
>being harassed by a transphobe who lives in my building
deets?
>huge fight with family and had to cut the remaining relatives that still talk to me out of my life
ouch, more deets
btw everyone has money stress rn
Ladies, are you sick in tired of struggling wondering who going to pay this bill or waiting on paycheck to come. Could you use extra income on the weekends or your day off. If so then apply even if you don't think youre a match let me (the expert) decide. Send in photo with contact info and why youre interested.
Little history about myself I'm a 29 year old African American who resides in Los Angeles. At the age of 19 I was taught how to pimp. I became very successful at it. Then when I became 22 I got even smarter and started my own escort/sugar baby service. Had paperwork and paid my taxes. I stop in 2014 do to the fact I feel in love.(that's now over and done with) but I gave up everything even bought new phone so I have zero contacts.
I tell you all this to say. I'm experienced in what I do and I'm starting from scratch. My plan is to build a exclusive members only club. Which would mean anyone who calls been screened and processed to the max. You keep 70 percent of your earnings for incall calls and 60 percent on outcalls. Protection and driver services provided.
>>6014602
You pass but you're ugly and the lack of clothing visible under your coat makes you look like you're an exhibitionist and totally naked. Lipstick is awful too.
I'm being brutally honest.
>>6014633
i don't have money stress
>>6014633
Yea I don't have money stress either, my dad pays for everything of mine
>>6014590
Are you sure you still wanna do it, and not wait for a... actually, this might be better. You can get to know him, and he can get to know you. If you become friends, then even if the other band members are put-off you'll have somebody to back you.
>>6014593
I'm not judging you lol, I'm just saying that you voluntarily got fucked for drugs ;3
>>6014602
What is this expression, it feels like you're sad or grumpy for some reason.
>>6014606
*nervous*
>>6014635
>>6014639
good for you, no need to rub it in anyone's face jerk
>>6014635
Do you work with men
How do you go back to repression mode after the realization that you're trans?
>>6014636
>>6014636
her blouse is clearly visible though
>>6014648
?
>>6014654
m a y b e
>>6014657
By being a dumbass who wants to end up killing themselves or becoming a hon.
>>6014635
>not going independent
I like living dangerously
>>6014657
Listen to lots of thrash metal, drink straight gin, buy a motorcycle, get a job doing paving
>>6014635
are hons accepted? i need that ffs monies
>>6014636
>Lipstick is awful too.
y?
>tfw gonna be in Oregon round June
Yay
>>6014660
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhuGB2S_TNo
>>6014657
If you value your sanity and/or your life, you don't. Cat's out of the bag now anon, I'm sorry.
>>6014636
>lack of clothing visible
You're being brutally blind
>>6014659
I like being bullied
>>6014645
I'm already all psyched up to go, so might as well, right? Plus I went and got my eyebrows threaded just for the occasion.
>>6014674
drag shit is like the blackface to trans people
>>6014657
THATS WHAT IVE BEEN TRYING TO DO
>>6014657
Repress harder; source: my 12-year-old self who realized he/she was transgender and was deathly afraid of judgement.
>>6014629
Oh... I hate that things have been getting worse for you. Wish there were a way to help out. Can't wait to stop being poor ;~;
>>6014670
yes
it can be worked around
>>6014668
ok
your loss
>>6014674
what is this
>>6014680
No, drag is the blackface of cis people, it has nothing to do with trannies and never did.
hey maddie, I still want to here the deets on what went down with your neighbor and family
