some people just aren't meant to be happy edition
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Previous edition >>5998336
This isn't a nice ediiton
>>5999744
>some people just aren't meant to be happy
Screw thinking about things, let's go shopping!
gross
Anyone else here read VNs for ultra-compressed escapism from grorious nippon?
It's awesome. Maybe it's because I'm ridiculously good at self-inserting.
>>5999744
> A new SCP is born.
>>5999745
No, It's only on consoles, mostly handhelds.
If you want a PC game you can get lost in, play something like Terraria or Don't Starve, you could always emulate some classics too.
>>5999729
MMORPGs. Maybe a weeb one like Phantasy Star Online 2, where you can be the little gril.
>>5999778
that's hot
>>5999755
Pookie?_ the csgo guy??
>>5999777
Those double trips... They saved me
>just had a dream where my genitals were violently ripped off during a car accident and instead of feeling pain I just started cheering and jumping around bloodlessly before being told by a random passerby that the government would have to make me a vagina now and threw me his hat in celebration
jesus christ we're fucked
>>5999778
if you play tera you can literally be a little girl btw
>>5999424
>tfw youve been able to see the entire term of visible pregnancy in a regular customer since Ive been working here for like 8 months
>tfw every time her and her husband come in is a reminder that ywn get pregnant
>>5999469
im fine
my feet are a little better
>>5999777
I've already played don't starve. How is Stardew Valley? I hear it's pretty good.
>>5999794
its bretty good senpai
>>5999755
The truth isn't nice sometimes
>>5999794
I haven't played that yet so I don't know, I hear it's good too!
>>5999780
There's so many fashion options and a lot of sliders, guess that's why the game is kind of a hotspot for weebs ERPing. The actual gameplay is really nice too, fast-paced and fun.
>>5999806
I thought they closed it down
oops
6 more days until EDaye is a thing
>>5999744
>filename
robin did you seriously make this edition for all of us to post in
like are you fucking kidding me lmao
>>5999813
Everyone plays on the JP servers. Most of the servers ("ships") are japanese majority but ship2 has a very large english community.
The register page is on japanese though, but there's guides on how to register if you google.
>>5999757
Rob Van Dam
>>5999818
I forgot what our couple name was
>>5999759
robin can make it, she is going to have a career within a few years and will afford her surgeries even though she would have long learnt to hide what upsets her
I'm killing myself tomorrow, I hope my brother doesn't have his kids with him
tfw no bath/shower in 8 days
yet i still smell like fresh pine
>>5999818
edie, the only person in this thread kidding anybody is when you think you pass
>>5999827
what do you have to do tonight that's so important? shit post here?
>at theater
>girl and guy come to sit down next to you
>girl says "its ok I'll sit next to her"
>Things that never happened before transition
>>5999827
Hate to say this, but you probably should kill yourself. You're far too old to successfully transition and live a happy life. Come to terms with that, detransition, and/or kill yourself if you can't bear with it.
I'm one for merciful euthanasia, and I too know the pains of not passing, except, in my case, I at least have hope to cling on to. You don't. It really sucks, I feel you.
Maybe in your next life, if it exists.
>>5999838
was it a dark movie theater? that would explain a lot.
>>5999815
>>5999826
i think it was edbin but i like edaye too (◡ω◡ *)
i'm lowkey excited af. actually no i'm highkey excited af.
>>5999831
that sentence doesn't rly make any sense idk
why can't I stop thinking about dying
I used to be terrified of it as a kid but now there's nothing I'd savour more than getting hit by a bus or something and just being wiped out without even being aware of it
no more fear
no more sadness
nothing
why can't I enjoy good things
why can't I be grateful for what I have
why am I so fucked up and why can't we fix it
I want help, I'm open to help, I ask for help, but the NHS drag their feet so much with mental stuff and I'm too poor to go private
>>5999836
my brother and sister are home and able to stop me, they'll be at work tomorrow morning
Sheen why don't you just lose weight? Go to /fit/ and read sticky.
>>5999831
I'll say it again, women literally seethe in anger when Edie walks by
>>5999846
so you really are as dumb as you look lol
>>5999838
> Tfw you blush and get all flustered whenever someone refers to you with female pronouns to the point of speechlessness.
Help.
>>5999757
why do you put zero effort into your appearance? Just put on some makeup sheen.
>>5999854
they probably just got a look at her man hands and recoiled in disgust
>>5999830
same desu
>>5999791
>is yumes puppet and agrees to kick me out
>still saves my images
Shiggy Diggy Doo
>>5999845
>was it a dark movie theater
I'm going to give you a second to rethink your question
>>5999830
you're probably just noseblind and smell awful, why haven't you washed? I'm depressed as all hell and even I wash
>>5999865
Disgust and seething rage while there boyfriends look at her are the same thing desu
Can I be a cute yet
>>5999855
no i mean the sentence literally doesn't make any sense grammatically, like read it out loud
>edie, the only person in this thread kidding anybody is when you think you pass
>>5999863
edaye is cuter i will admit, i hadn't thought of it
>>5999868
what happened doesnt change the fact that fooly cooly is a great anime
>>5999874
sound like another faye delusion to me. stop hugboxing this already shit thread
WHITE WHALE
HOLY GRAIL
>>5999845
kek
>>5999862
then I look like a man with makeup on
>>5999874
That's not uncommon when you look like a complete mockery of their gender.
>>5999869
nice dodge, faye. the simplest explanation is certainly true in this case. they just didn't get a good look at you.
>>5999847
>Want to die
>Tfw too scared of pain and failure to try and cut my wrists/throat
>Don't own a gun cuz not murican
>Don't want to traumatize some poor truck driver by going to the nearby highway and diving under a truck
>>5999875
You are hot
where can i go if im drunk and need a lot of attention
>>5999875
>male swedish metalhead/10
id suck ur dick
>>5999876
makes perfect sense. sorry if the structure was too tough for you. i guess you don't get to read any real literature hanging out in camwhore rooms all day.
>>5999889
your make up is shit
you're shit
i bet many beautiful girls never transition because they think they'll end up like you
like holy fuck
> Tfw you make high pitched cute noises.
> Tfw mom scolds me for not sounding 'proper' enough.
> Tfw she won't let me out of the house with anything but a knee-length skirt or longer. (I like ones halfway down the thigh).
I think she's a bit too protective. I guess I'm not going to be bringing any guys home, I'll have to have fun at their place instead =/.
>>5999875
is that a wig? lol
>>5999898
/soc/
or here if the chaser daddies are awake
>>5999446
please kill me
>>5999894
I'm gonna do nitrogen exit bag if I do it, it seems reputable enough
still gotta do more research on how painless it *really* is, though...
and also I still haven't worked out the practicalities wherever/whenever I do it 'cause I can't lug a gas canister around on my own
>>5999894
>hang yourself
>balloon party.jpeg
>jump off a building
>take alot of pills
>rob/some other crime and rush police
> 8ch net suicide
dont do it though, you ve only got one shot and mommas spaghettis already on your sweater
>>5999905
it's hard watching a mentally ill person play dressup. most people don't want to have to give into delusions like that.
Hey girls.
>>5999875
SWEDEN YES
>>5999911
Talk to me, anon~
Tell me how you feel
tfw never pass
>>5999920
hey
>>5999905
weird
>>5999916
I am yet to hear a successful case of ODing, I have a friend from high school who's done it 7 times and survived every time
my granddad shot himself with an antique pistol, the only other people I know personally who have killed themselves were 3 NEET friends of acquaintances who overdose on heroin together
>>5999889
>>5999904
Except it's futile. He's an ugly, old transitioner. Even with heavy FFS, the most he can hope for is to be an ugly, borderline passable woman.
I mean, look at the nose-to-lip distance, it's huge. The ratios on the face are all off, he's fat, has greyed facial hair, etc. etc. Even has dark rings around his eyes from a shitty lifestyle, and a masculine nose. The only silver lining is that his lips have potential, but it's otherwise futile.
He'd be best off becoming a faceless fat man and living vicariously that way. Either way, I would never propone transitioning in that state.
>>5999931
its pretty easy to overdose on heroine desu.
I know two people who died the first time they tried it.
>>5999921
do you also enjoy living though?
>>5999931
trying to kill yourself is very likely to end up just paralyzing you or giving you brain damage.
you think your life sucks now...
>>5999916
Hanging I actually don't know much about, I always assumed it's pretty painful. No idea where the heck to get one of those fancy gas tanks though, or if they're really effective or just a meme, so can't say much.
Jumping off a building I don't want to because if you survive the initial impact, you're definitely making it through. It's too public, there'll be help soon and they won't let you die like you want.
>Pills
Yeah right, like they do anything. Their success rate is like 6-10% if I remember right.
Also police here don't do shit, remember, not murica. Same issue as jumping off a building too, if you survive you'll be rushed to a hospital.
they're probably fucking right now
he'll have meaningless sex with her but wouldn't even touch me a second time
;~;
>>5999889
even when I try my absolute best I have a caveman brow, a mans hairline with a combover to try to hide it, and no I can't get bangs because there's not enough hair there
I have a philtrum that even William h Macy would think I'd long, then there's. my shitty old sun damaged skin
that's just my head
my shoulders, hands ribcage everything is above average man sized
I will never afford SRS and I can't lose weight because I eat too much shit when depressed
I am too old and too damaged physically and mentally to make it and this has been true since I started, I can't do it anymore
>>5999744
post tier list !
>>5999949
what happened anon?
>>5999956
sure thing anon
>>5999956
Deliverd
>>5999953
this is the best I can do and it has a favourable angle that doesn't reflect reality
>>5999958
i get dumped, friendzoned
the real kind where you're together briefly but he's weirded out by sex with you and dumps you, not the fedora tier kind
>>5999936
oooh reminded of this excellent movie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6uBkJSbQO0
>>5999904
I say to them don't become like me, don't repress until you're a piece of shit far too gone to make it, transition early and be happy
>>5999925
i feel like killing myself to be honest
>>5999959
>Not on the list
Phew, for a moment there I was scared seeing all those old trips. I dropped mine like 8 months ago.
>>5999959
I am too unpassable ugly to even be in the tier list
>>5999985
Why ):
>>5999946
>>5999985
Best feel
>>5999959
shit doge, been posting here for mad years, so glad Im not to be found off my selfie game or loose/invested enough to be known and displayed as being sub-par or disgusting or sheesh even known well enough to be of note
$$$$$$$$$
>>5999959
>aife being that high on the list
top kek
>>6000000
Can't compete with that.
>>6000000
Check'd
>>5999969
that sounds painful :(
>>6000000
おめでとう!
>>6000000
Dayumn Pookie
wear do you get all those fuckings berds
>tfw only 6 more days until you will hold her hand
>only 6 more days until you cuddle her in bed
>only 6 more days till you'll suck on her tits and kiss her lips and pull her hair and dominate her
>only 6 more days till you'll sneakily try to make her cum when she least expects it after dressing her up in sexy lingerie
yis this is good
>mfw all these (You)'s
>>6000000
damn, nice sexts
>>6000000
NOT
LIKE
THIS
>>6000002
But if you kill yourself I wont be able to have fun with you~
>>6000031
Welp fuck my shit senpaitachi
>>5999975
I always fall asleep during that movie, not because its bad but because its always late at night and im high when Ive watched it
I love the beginning of it at least
>>5999959
So many things wrong with this list. Like, why isn't 'pheinechin' in great tier?
>>6000033
Let's kill ourselves over never getting our senpais love
s/o to whoever recommended I pluck my mustache; pulling hairs out of my face one by one is a great way to express my self-loathing
holy crackers my forearm is getting big o.o
>>5999959
Can you replace my picture with my new one, plz + thanx f a m
>>6000040
watch all of it, it's a classic
danny boyle is a fantastic director
How long would it generally take to go from male voice to reasonably passing female voice from step 1.
>she isn't your gf
Just like
>I didn't leave this place b/c people are assholes to me and call me ugly
That de-nile rriver tho.
>>6000042
okay
do you want me to stream myself doing it?
>>6000052
two weeks
>>6000052
If you're super dedicated and use girlvoice 24/7 after a month, around 2 months.
Expect 4 though.
>>5999959
i look different now senpai
>>6000048
hey baby <3
>>6000033
B-but you we don't even know each other, how can you love me/be cancer to me ( •᷄⌓•᷅ )
>>6000036
I'm trying!
>>6000047
hairy/10
>>6000058
you lie!
>tfw no one even pays attention to u in the r9k kageshi
kill me
>>6000059
I'm going by the Reddit method of swallowing to train muscles first and then speaking. Is this a normal way of going my it?
>>6000056
Sure but we should do it together it'll be a great show
>>6000041
dunno
>>6000048
sure
>>6000047
is that a good thing?
>>6000076
daily reminder to all that as long as you don't use girlvoice 100 percent of the time youll never master it
>>6000024
>>6000053
I've been gone so long, I forgot how to quote
>>6000062
Hi most amazing girl in the world <3
>>6000080
Thanks
>>6000083
I need to train my neck first to hold my larynx up so it doesn't sound retarded though, don't I?
>>6000084
this image scared me
>>6000076
FYI, the biggest trick is finding *how* to alter your resonance. Depending on your experience with that, you can wind up spending much more, or less time than others.
The rest is just practice and making things second nature.
>>6000083
Is also 100% correct. You don't want to switch over to girlvoice all the time until you have a borderline passable voice at least though. No need to form bad habits.
At that point, only speak in girlvoice. If your vocal chords are tired, just be mute. It will NEVER become second nature unless you let your guyvoice die.
>>6000091
absolutely positively no ;/
>>6000096
The neck muscles is resonance though? Like a higher larynx to limit airflow?
Do y'all get hit on by black guys exponentially more than other people. If I'm alone or at work i get either directly hit on or i get those "i wanna fuck you" eyes from about 60 of the black males i encounter.
So i was at work and this tall lanky probably druggie and some other pot dealer and his iron on "crooks and castles" shirt that come regularly start talking about how they know where i live and how they see me walking to the corner store or at Kroger and they holler at me "you live right over there. Did i mention i think the lanky guy might be homeless.
No more late night red Bull runs
>>6000100
Higher larynx is pitch. Resonance is idfk I still don't get it, it's like using your head as an echo chamber instead of your chest
>notice myself getting slimmer from the autism medication I got prescribed a month ago
>all my butt acne clearing up
>feel like I could get a cute transgirl gf
>remember that im a manlet and I could never satisfy their sexual needs like a bear mode daddy could
>>6000098
Link the best training method pls.
I know of that reddit one, CandiFLA (who doesn't exist anymore) and Deepstealth
>>6000091
>>6000096
my voice coach would sort of lay down the law, as in, while I was talking to her, she would say "OKAY---- from now on you will not talk any different than how you just spoke to me", kind of locking me in and holding me accountable.
you need to use it use it use it. Im at the point now where trying to sound like a guy makes me cough and wheeze.
>>6000108
nope
whenever I see black people they stare at me in a scary way like they are going to kill me
>>6000112
Autism meds, huh? What's that like?
Fellow autist and I'm curious
>>6000100
It isn't. That's pitch. That's one out of two of the major things that go into voice. Resonance is the most important part though.
Resonance has to do with where you're speaking out of. Men typically speak out of their chests. Women typically speak out of a mixture noses/throats/mouths.
I'm fixing my nasally voice while I'm at it by trying to decrease how much I speak out of my nose and increase the amount I speak out of my mouth.
>>6000114
I didn't use internet resources.
Invest in a good coach. It is S O F U G G I N W O R T H W H I L E
that being said, look up singer warm-ups. the warm up routine for singers is identical to your purposes.
>>5999964
This is a pass. The best you can do is good enough.
>>6000086
sit on my face desu
>>6000112
>butt acne
Holy fuck is this r9k?
Also WHY THE DICK ARE SO MANY OF YOU ON R9K?
PLS STOP WITH THE AUTISM
>>6000108
Black men have higher testosterone than other nationalities and are hence more prone to do creepy shit like directly hitting on you like that.
There's also the social factor of 'git dem bitches'.
>>6000080
please add me to the thing. the bottom is fine. thanks.
>>6000112
what autism medication?
>>5999964
Pretty fucking good shans
>>6000129
Yes maam
>>6000112
>>remember that im a manlet
Time to transition, failed male
>>6000017
thanks gem
i have alcohol to be my friend tonight, it's almost as good as falling asleep in his arms right?
>>6000079
What the, don't kill yourself, live with me and be bullied.
>>6000103
Of who?
Should I get a trip so you can filter me?
>>6000053
who said anything about her being my gf? we're cousins. kissing cousins
sorry u had to leave tho....
Is there any better feel than squishy ball syndrome?
They're kinda fun to play with. Squish. Squish. I hope you never produce testosterone or sermen ever again.
my nipples itch really badly :(
>>6000121
Theyre pretty nice. Its called concerta which im pretty sure is ritalin in an extended release form. Completely destroys my appetite all day long and makes me feel a little bit more confident and less like a retard. Also makes me really good at league of legends which is a plus.
>>6000130
s-sorry ill go back to lurking after this post
>>6000136
see above
>>6000142
haha nice meme that one is really good
>>6000122
>tfw can only make my maxamilla vibrate while humming if I lower the pitch I'm humming at
>moves straight to chest entirely the moment I try and raise the pitch at all
>>6000150
do you scape?
>>6000160
meme?
>>6000153
People are dicks, it is what it is.
Nah, you Dont text that much, send that many pictures to each other, and ... I mean... The lewdness and further girly awakening of Faye to come...
I'm calling it now, one of you will eventually break down and not be able to do the long distance thing.
I just came back to see what the trips were up to.
K, hon out...
>>6000161
> Tfw you have an androgynous voice to begin with and most of the time, I don't have that much resonance going.
I just need to figure out how to strip resonance out and everything will be great.
>>6000144
alcohol and wrapping yourself in a huge blanket and holding a pillow close and crying your eyes out might help get it out of your system a bit
>>6000169
Also no prior voice training
>>6000158
HOW DO I MAKE IT STOP
>>6000150
But death sounds so cozy. Finding a place to live for the next month is gonna be interesting
>>6000160
Huh, that's... not what I was expecting. I take concerta XR sometimes, but I was prescribed it for my ADHD, not autism.
>>6000174
i've been doing that for weeks with no improvement
this has made being trans feel like a special sort of hell. we'd still be together if i was cis
Legend of Korra marathon tonight <3
tranny postin tranny postin
>>6000165
Just who are you exactly
>>6000183
Hitch a plane ride and live with me, if you try to hit me though your butte will never be the same.
>>6000153
we will seeeee. i'm movin closer and all that stuff and we're not in a relationship yet, so whatever happens, happens.
hope you feel better about the image stuff!
>>6000160
wow
shame the active ingredient is a class b drug in the UK or I'd try some, it's gonna be ages before I can get my ADD looked at professionally
also, just realised I've forgotten to take any of the piracetam I've been trialling since March for the last couple of days, wonder if it's the withdrawl that's making me a lot more suicidal than I have been the last week or so
>>6000198
Can I live vicariously through you because my mtfg transbian relationship failed?
>>6000186
Happy almost birthday btw >.>
hello what is going on1
>>6000219
thanks for your sympathy anon ;~;
or at least the (You)s
>>6000207
Even if you have to put a lot of effort into it, passing is passing. Please don't kill yourself, even though the other anons are pushing you to. *tentative hug*
>>6000171
oops, i forgot how to respond too i guess lol>>6000198
>>6000208
i-i guess. wait who r u?
i'm gonna try to get her to take loads of pics with me tho since we didn't take nearly enough when i saw her. i need to live vicariously through them when she's not around too t b h lol
>>6000196
i'm your worst nightmare.
>>6000238
>RS3
more like you live the nightmare
>>6000227
ive been there
dont worry, youll get over it and be a better person for it
>>6000235
I'm an anon. Always anon.
I was in transbians with elanna for a couple months.
>>6000200
Yeah I can only get it 30 days at a time and I have to see my dr each month to get a refill cause of how its scheduled here in the US. I am surprised its like that I mean, its not even really that great I cant see it having that much recreational use. I have thought about breaking down some of the pills though so I can get a big dose instantly to see what all the hype is about.
>>6000150
no its okay
i shouldnt even be here im just depressed and alone
>>6000235
When'd you get so agp?
Not that I'm complaining
>>6000253
I'd make it better if I could, anon (╯︵╰,)
>>6000241
i tried playing RS3 but i gave up. i can;t load the world. my pc is gay. i play OSRS.
>>6000261
its okay, i think im just gonna kill myself or something
Been on hormones for two months and my acne has gotten so much worse than it was pre HRT. What is going on? And my skin is dry as fuck now. I drink like 3 liters of water a day
>>6000270
until you get your dosage correct the meds can actually increase test production
>>6000243
o-oh i think i heard about that maybe? i'm sorry anon friend :(
>>6000254
idk i guess 3 weeks ago when i met faye lol
haven't been that happy in a long time.
>>6000108
i think i genuinely hate being black, i have this fear that i impart that kind of impression on everybody i come into contact with and I really dont want to leave the house anymore
>>6000270
Welcome to the bad side of womanhood. Dry skin is a thing and it sounds like your chemistry has changed quite a bit.
>>6000270
Check your levels, but for all you know you might just be sensitive to it puberty wise.
Remember how 1 out of 500 girls had acne in school, that might be you
>>6000275
What do you suggest I do? Fuckkkkkkk
I take 100mg spiro , 2 mg estradiol
What are the earliest effects that taking hrt can have? I'm a shut in NEET fetishist. Im not trans but I love to fap to trannies and I think what estrogen does to their body is really fucking hot like the skin softening and tit sensitivity/growth. Also ive heard that it makes you crave cock and changes your orgasms too that sounds really arousing. I kinda want to just take hrt to experience this stuff but I dont want to grow tits that are permanent. Dont rly care about it making me infertile desu
>>6000108
It's a thing ferals usually do and black people in America are disproportionately feral.
In Australia it's bogan retards who look like they've never heard of the concept of personal hygene
>>6000277
i miss old edie when it was all about gorgeous dudes '~'
happy for you i guess tho?
>>6000288
breast growth starts within like first 6 months
hey whats going on everyone
>>6000288
u r creepy lolhaha
>>6000287
thats pretty low senpai. standard beginner dose
you seeing a doctor or self medding?
either way get a blood test and im sure your dosages will need to go up.
>>6000277
Yah we haven't followed the mtfg tradition of dumping out drama here, but it's been between the lines. We're goodish though, just not together.
>>6000306
Self med.
Should I just stop completely and see a doctor, get an actual prescription, and get a blood test? Fuck, this increased testosterone shit is scary but my breasts are already budding?
>>6000280
>>6000197
You can both live with me, how's that?
Mado is going to be the submissive house wife. She belongs 100% to me though.
>>6000268
Oh well I play on a private server anyway.
>>6000269
That's not okay, things will get better for you.
god theres a cute trans boy that wants me so bad
>>6000312
Yo bird anon I play on vscape too. I don't play anymore because Dark Souls 3 is coming out, but what's your name? Mine's Coffee
>>6000316
>trans boy
ftms are not boys, boys don't have testosterone.
>>6000288
whatever
alldaychemist 2mg progynova 100mg spironolactone twice daily, morning and evening
>>6000243
so why did it end?
>>6000286
>1-500
What kinda freak school did you go to
>>6000312
good girl
>>6000312
>>6000296
GODDAMN
which race has the best dick /mtfg/
>>6000316
my first sex was with an FtM, was pretty awesome
we made out HEAVILY in front of like 40 people at a house party beforehand too
>>6000269
its better to hate them than yourself
>>6000329
Distance and her straightness. We've even hung out since the breakup, no juicy drama to share =/
>>6000342
amazon
>>6000300
Nothing much. I pretty much wasted my whole day playing League of Legends and I think I've decided the game isn't fun for me any more.
What's going on with you?
>>6000311
a blood test will tell you whats going on.
the thing with the body is that its smart.
and since naturally, you are in a male body, when it detects you having low T, it tries to make more. Its actually stronger then spiro. estrogen helps with this, but until your on the right dose your body will keep fighting against the medication
>>6000319
Guess~
>>6000331
STOP THIS
>>6000337
What's wrong :^)
>>6000344
i dont wanna hate him though
he didnt do anything bad to me
its all my fault
>>6000296
i-i still like gorgeous dudes and stuff, i-i just only want faye now y-yknow
i will try to post more boys as well as girls for u tumblranon
>>6000300
watching a movie wyd
>>6000308
well i'm glad that you're good then, that's what matters ^3^ like i said, only really heard about it briefly and elanna was super respectful etc
i know it's hard to avoid the drama tho sometimes. ppl always wanna talk and pry.
>>6000364
it isnt your fault
youre going to have to move on
>>6000356
So getting acne while on the second month of HRT is not normal?
I have breast buds and I don't ejaculate as much as I used to. I'm trying to get an actual prescription and blood tests done asap
>>6000366
desu I've tried to incite drama, with elanna's permission, but no one ever bites because I'm anon. It's no fun. No yous for me ;_;
>>5999948
Hey listen no one else said anything but please don't cry. Mentally ill? I guess technically? But you are treating it. You are going to cure it with pretty skirts and nice lipstick and you are going to be the most beautiful girl. Don't let them get you down. I love you.
I'm sorry if I say weird things I'm drunk and I just feel so many things.
>>6000387
Nope, not a single you for you! Ohoho~
>>6000370
how do you know
Post your rigs !!!
>>6000350
what is she like irl?
>>6000401
same thing happened to me
>>6000360
Do you ERP on global? Idk t b h
>tfw this is my edition
>>6000405
Same as one on one over skype. An adorable shy nerd.
>>6000391
not weird things, just stupid shit
>>5999854
What do you mean by this? Are they jealous?
>>6000409
i cant move on though ive never learned how to
can we talk somewhere else i want to hear more about what happened to you
>>6000375
get ur girlfriend to do it
>>6000387
L M A O, dramanon
you should have tripped and been rly cray about it. 'SHE LEFT ME WITH NOTHING !!'
>>6000389
s-still
i 'like' guy posts from time to time but then i see qt girl posts and i'm like o gosh. handsome brunette boys will prob always call out to me tho desu
>>6000411
I think you have an idea t b h, I even recall telling you I post here.
>>6000207
Hey sheen I know everything is shitty. Really, I know from the bottom of my heart. But can you kik me or something? My username is dommecat.
(Don't judge, it's from years ago and I don't want a new one)
>Its a hons post their gross pictures of themselves over and over again episode of mtfg
>>6000422
its not something you learn, youre forced into it
throw me an email at [email protected] if u wanna talk in private
>>6000425
Hmm... Are you Asian too? Or am I thinking of the wrong person
>>6000403
sure why not
>tfw you get off on bullying people
>>6000429
>edgar does nothing but complain non stop about how ugly he is
>makes the edition with a picture of his ugly ass self for all to see
this is why people hate trannies.
>>6000424
Do I need a name too?
SHE LEFT ME WITH NOTHING !!
>>6000429
me too anon
>>6000403
i think we have different meanings for the word rig
>>6000424
i just dropped her off at work tho. she's gotta go make pussy $$$
Fuck
>>6000431
sent
>>6000424
ill just flood you with qt lezzie stuff as revenge
im bi ive got enough
>>6000437
>my favorite feel
>>6000441
Hi. I have no cute picture of myself to post. My phone battery is ten percent. I have two hours to walk home.
>>6000437
>tfw you get off on being bullied
>>6000432
Hm, you'll figure it out.
I'll just tell you we talked for quite a while last time you were online.
Sorry
>>5999940
yeah, when you have something to do
else, naw it is better to just die when you lose sight of any self purpose
Have you ever considered playing a video game as a girl character?
>>6000440
very qt, now post butt
>>6000441
U look fine tho
>>6000449
>>6000437
same
>>6000448
hi oddish!
>cute pictures
this is hon picture posting hour, you're not allowed
>>6000453
W-were you the person who gave me rune armor?
>>6000456
I too, browse reddit.
>>6000455
well I guess that makes sense then
so what do you do then, won't work for me but I'm curious
>>6000439
L M F A O
NOW ALL WE NEED IS ELANNA
>>6000442
i mean u could give her money to rub ur tittays
>>6000447
i-i can live with that. i like qt les stuff lately cause i relate more idkidk
>>6000464
I just stole that from /v/ so ok.
>>6000456
.... why would you play as a boy?
>>6000456
>count meow-t
commie?
>>6000467
or i could just wait till tomorrow and have her do it for free
>>6000462
Correct
Can someone hugbox me please? I know I don't pass but I feel like shit.
>>6000465
stuff that is fun and keeps your occupied.
better to just end it tho. shotgun in the mouth is a 100% chance if you go right for it.
I am too much of a pussy to even try anything, and when I do I just end up hurting myself and going to sleep
>>6000475
what's it like to be a millionaire?
>>6000476
Why didn't you say anything earlier?? Haha I never knew you were bird anon. Anyway, what r u doing here: chasing or are you a train as well
>>6000468
:^)
3 months since starting hrt, is it normal to be emotional as fuck for no reason constantly
Like I was emotional before starting but I feel like I keep getting upset over dumb tiny things I wouldn't have before, and I keep feeling super emotional and protective of certain people and it's just a huge mess
>>6000456
>be oddish
>7 years old
>it is the year 2002 and your grandmother just bought you this new thing called a video game console
>a PlayStation
>you wanted toys but she decided to take you to the store and buy you this for your birthday
>bought you five games with it
>You pop the first one in
>the legend of mana
>at the start you can choose everyone one of two characters
>both have long hair and effeminate posture
>honestly cant tell which is the biy character
>pick the skinnier one
>that one is the girl
>Never really give it a second thought
>Years later you are a tranny
>>5999904
>I'll never be Natalie Portman
Well time to die
>>6000477
I can see fem in your face and hair, though it's not quite enough to pass perfectly yet. Not like you're far from passing though. Sorry you're feeling bad, I am too. Here, have a hug - *hugs*
>>6000467
i was gonna post more qt grills but then...
but then.... i got to these
yup mostly straight
>>6000488
Yous a girl now anon. Deal with it.
>>6000483
I mean I did tell you I posted here, and I'm neither.
And tbqh I felt like you wouldn't really care to talk to me outside those conversations.
>>6000482
>i5, 8gb of ram
>millionaire
damn, you neets need a job
>>6000460
But...but...you were posting cute pictures
>>6000477
just grow your hair longer desu
>>6000478
UK, no guns, hence researching nitrogen exit bag atm
I didn't realise how reliant me not being too depressed to function was now on weed until this easter holidays the last few weeks when I haven't had contact w/ my dealer
thankfully that changes next week, going to celebrate by trying to stay stoned as fuck for at least 72 hours and see what happens
>>6000488
Seems normal.
Gets more intense as you go along.
I remember texting a friend I hadn't spoken to in like a week asking if everything was OK. What's more is I was genuinely concerned that he had got sick or was in an accident or something and he was like 'Haha I'm fine, wow what have those hormones done to you?'
>>6000460
real hon hours desu
4:45am wew
>>6000496
I'm scared that I'm running friends away for no reason though and I don't know what to do
>>6000477
i like your shirt. very skyrimesqe.
Why cant you guys just accept that you were born with a penis and/or vag and embrace what you are? Unless you have a physical abnormality down there, you're kidding yourselves. The rest of us go along pretending to validate you to your face since that's the politically correct thing to do. You will never be truly accepted. You can feel it, you now it... but you carry on with these impossible, hopeless dreams.
>>6000477
What do trannies have against wigs? So many of you would look a thousand times better if you just got a nice wig that helped take the attention away from your awful facial structure.
>>6000461
this is me
>>6000467
She should be clubbing. I'll have to troll on my own.
I'd like to take this opportunity to announce I am pretending to be a boy and marrying erin so we can adopt a qt chinese girl.
>>6000510
trip on Kayla.
>>6000482
:^)
>>6000498
I need a better job.
>>6000507
yeah it's 4:45 AM for me too, weird
>>6000510
it's not a rational urge, that's why
you're not going to find many non-tumblr trannies who insist being trans isn't a mental illness
I'd fucking love to just be okay with being a guy but even glimpsing my reflection sends me spiralling into suicidal depression for hours and hours, there's nothing to be "proud" of about it whatever the parades and shit might think
>>6000510
Why do we need your validation? If I an hero, it'll be because I don't like how I look, without regard for your worthless opinions.
>>6000510
we can either be sad parodies of women or kill ourselves. most of us are too chicken-shit to carry out the latter
>>6000501
what? Just take a bottle of aspirins down with a shot of vodka and cut down under your forearm with a straight razor and quickly do the other.
done
have a bath too
get a hotel for a few days
holy shit what the fuck is this dumb nitrogen retard bag.
>>6000514
>this is me
my condolences
>>6000511
I want to get into wigs and wear shit like this but it would attract too much attention.
>>6000497
Hm, I guess I didn't remember. I'm sorry for using you like that. I was being selfish and it was something I had never done before. :(
>>6000527
you too
>>6000515
idk senpai once I find out whether I've passed my degree or failed it I'll make a decision
if I pass then maybe there's a chance I could get a good enough job to save up for FFS in 2 years time
if I fail then that means no FFS for years and also likely moving back in with my parents in our shitty rural hometown and I would gladly smash my head against a brick wall til my face splits open than do that
>>6000526
>holy shit what the fuck is this dumb nitrogen retard bag.
easier and less painful than your retarded method.
>>6000518
>that trip
>picking arc warden
cancer
>>6000528
It would attract a better kind of attention than your man-jaw.
>>6000518
haha benis :DDD
>>6000526
the nitrogen thing is supposed to be painless
I get serious acid reflux from alcohol and would likely just throw up and I doubt aspirins would be enough to make slitting my wrists painless
>>6000536
Then I really hope you passed your degree. Even if you didn't though, see if you can borrow monies and try again, I'd rather you be happy and achieve ffs than kill yourself. Toppest luck <3
>>6000537
at least with bleeding out you know what you are getting into as you do it. you have a chance to be like "fuck it" too if it is not worth it to you.
then you really fucking hurt yourself dragging a blade down and you give yourself a pat on the back knowing you at least put some effort into dying. Instead of just shoving your vagina in this pussy ass bag and not even recalling when you started to die
>>6000510
>just stop having mental illness son, its easy.
>>6000539
brb killing myself.
>>6000518
Give me back my fumos!!
>>6000546
what is wrong with pain? it is part of the whole enjoyment of it.
like jumping off a building wondering what the first fraction of a second of ground contact will feel like. Or the anticipation of knowing your head will explode.
I dunno, you might just feel cold and derp off and that is it. pretty boring and not very exciting
>>6000561
that FLCL poster in the style of Scott Pilgrim gives me a boner.
>>6000521
>it's not a rational urge, that's why
Well I hope you can one day accept what you are. Even if it means you are the most effeminate man on earth. I am bald, it took me 10 years to get over it. Now I shave my head and embrace it, even though in the back of my mind, it sucks, but I have to live with it, it is the card I was dealt.
>>6000559
Or you could just wear a cute anime wig and be my gf.
Like really. Its that easy.
>>6000551
If I wanted to die a good death I'd punch a bear or something, or leap into a volcano. Nitrogen exit is for quick and painless.
>>6000552
At least you acknowledge its a mental illness. Maybe you can find a treatment rather than a way to enable yourself.
>all these people replying to and falling for edgar's insanity
you'd get a better outcome by just talking to a wall. the wall is less ugly too.
>>6000547
>implying Student Finance England would give someone like me money to retake the year
I talked my way into uni on subpar grades in the first place senpai
>>6000551
what's wrong with trying to die with the least suffering and anguish possible? I see no reason to make myself be in worse agony than I was already, I want to enjoy my last moments of experience as much as I can whether I'm 21 or 80, or at least not be in searing, unquenchable agony.
>>6000571
well, if that is what you want. Just saying there is a lot more exciting things to think about.
fighting a bear would suck and you would either have your arms ripped off or just get eaten. Not that great dying a losing battle
>>6000538
Once HoNtrash, always HoNtrash.
>>6000561
I don't think so.
>>6000574
nah im not trans, i just saw the post on the front page. thought i could be snarky real fast then fuck off again
>>6000530
I don't want to get into this here
>>6000579
tfw no hontrash gf
>tfw you keep getting compliments
>tfw you just want cry
>>6000576
You will lose the entire feeling of agony once your mind settles and you stop thinking about that you are going to die. It will be pain and then compete calmness.
which is why a bath is nice
makes it even more relaxing
I am tellin' ya, physical pain beats mental pain
>>6000566
>>6000574
Dude, there's been decades and decades of research into finding drugs or therapy or life philosophies or whatever to cure dysphoria and there has been no widespread proof of anything working other than transition so far, and even then it's a lottery as to whether it works or not. It's shitty but it's all the scientific community knows works as of yet. Yeah, fingers crossed, they'll find a pill or something that makes us feel alright with what we've got but at the moment that pill is completely hypothetical. I'll be first in line when one is put on the market.
>tfw I will never be asked to dance.
I'm about to turn 22 is it to late to start transitioning or should I just kill myself now. Also if I were to start how long would I be able to hide it from close family hypothetically?
>>6000575
where else do you suggest I go to talk about this stuff?
>>6000597
Any age past 18 is too late.
>>6000591
Does therapy and medication for depression not help?
Its too bad that its expensive
Ayy lmao does HRT cure acne ????
>>6000546
The aspirin isn't for the pain it's to thin your blood and make you bleed out faster.
>>6000574
Most reliable treatment is transition, nothing else has been effective in relieving dysphoria. I'm sure your /pol/ opinions trump those of actual medical professionals though.
>>6000576
In the States we borrow money from banks n' shit. I didn't realize you had to ask the Queen.
>>6000578
Cutting your arms open would also suck, compared to nitrogen bag. If you're going to bleed anyway, might as well go hard.
>>6000588
Ur cute ;)
>>6000597
Depends how you look, but generally speaking it's not too late. Some anons will tell you that if you didn't start at 12 you're fated for hondom, so you should probably ignore negative comments.
>>6000591
Surgery is expensive and out of reach of most average people. That is the issue. Unless you can get universal health care to pay for all of it, most people are fucked since surgery is not an option. I'd get surgery for my head if I could afford to do so, but I cant. Instead I have to develop a sense of humor and live with my defect.
>>6000607
ya lmao
>>6000597
i started on my 22 birthday.
100% depends on what youre starting with.
you got 6-8 months until tits start to give you away
>>6000609
well, you also have complete control over it. you have no control over bear attack
>>6000567
But Im already some one elses gf....
>tfw bf tells you he'll never be able to listen to Fly Me to the Moon without thinking of you.
>>6000609
Please stop. Like idgi. I'm not attractive in any sense of the word, and I'm not gonna pass ever. I just want people to stop memeing on me. ;-;
>>6000617
you could attempt to reason with the bear or bring bear mace with you
>>6000597
22 is fine
Unless you're a fatass you're probably still in puberty.
>>6000597
22 isnt too late, as long as puberty didnt destroy you
thats when I started
>>6000600
So I should just bottle it up? Sounds like a great plan
>>6000606
To an extent, but as I understand not as well as it does for people with general depression
You've got to think about people transitioning as being accommodated as like that town they built in Denmark specifically for Alzheimers' patients to live in and feel normal, it's sad but at this point with condition like this it's just about coping with the illness rather than curing it, there is no cure as of yet
>>6000631
>tfw started at 17 but puberty had already poisoned me
>>6000571
There's no such thing as a good death.
Who /inhale carbon monoxide/ here?
who here knows trannys who have actually sudoku'd?
>>6000638
>says the girl with the cis tier face and is even shorter than me
>>6000530
what did you do to birdanon?
>>6000640
There's no such thing as a good future for me from what I can tell atm
>>6000645
Shut the fuck up you ugly old hon. No-one cares.
ive been told you shouldnt drink when taking spiro
what happens when you do?
will it kill you or just make you get drunk faster
>>6000645
also, fuck ffs
everyone can do without it
you also look like anonymiss except a disgusting brit
so just fucking go with it and stop being such a FUCKING little BITCH about everything
crossdress all the time
done
easy
wow so hard
>>6000653
It's embarrassing desu. Nothing serious or anything, though.
>>6000650
Only people I know who've done it were my granddad who did it after finding out he'd be wheelchair-bound for the rest of his life and 3 male friends-of-friends who were just disenfranchised and even poorer than my family, literally no hope or opportunity, did a pact, thanks again Tories
>>6000658
who quote
>>6000660
on spiro it'll just make you get drunk faster, if anything, Im pretty sure
>>6000660
kill you, both alcohol and spiro are hard on the liver
>>6000644
It's family dude. They always say that shit.
>>6000646
I'm not courageous enough for that.
>>6000638
>tfw hopeless at 17
I didn't know about IC until I was already a man! But, by then the hormones only gave me cone tits.
>>6000663
Uhhh, some of us are fucked entirely without it. See me for example. My lower face is all man. That makes me all man.
>>6000645
Pbad desu. I'm in a similar(ish) situation. If no degree, go home and start working for a little bit. Pay all your bills with credit card, and pay off credit card immediately, never spend more than you have in the bank. Build credit this way and, once you're able, take out a bank loan and retake the year. Then degree - job - ffs - happiness.
>>6000656
see above.
>>6000663
I don't give a shit about social transition, I want the physical dysphoria to be reduced because it's 100x stronger and a huge part of that is my face, the body's shit too but the face is what people (and I) see most of all
So do hormones actually work? I just look like a boy (not necessarily masculine but boy) and I'm pretty young. I feel like taking hormones is a total meme
>>6000683
it is a meme, they didn't do anything for me
>>6000679
Me holding down a job with all my autism and shit is still a pretty tentative notion until I've actually tried it this summer
I am NOT moving back in with my parents, idk how long you've been around here but if you've read my posts about my home life and childhood you'd understand why I'd sooner stick a butter knife through my throat than move back there
>>6000683
It's not a meme, hormones are practically essential.
none of you will actually kill yourselves youll just give up after your skittles and face paint can no long keep up with your aging male body and then you'll just become a NEET alcoholic chaser like me. This is your future.
>>6000690
>Your heart is what matters
Not to me, all I see is the deformed exterior, if we could just put up with and accept our bodies why would any of us transition?
>>6000693
Good to know, thanks. I still look like a boy and I want to cry every night.
>>6000682
well make it work
trannies who spend all their time in their fucking house talking to other trannies and taking stupid pictures of themselves provides a WARPED reality of what is actually out there in the real world.
Just go outside everyday or something
cake on make up and spend an hour finding clothes
Over time you will get sick of doing that all the god damn time and just chill out
christ
so what everyone looks manly
except ufuufufufu cause uufufufufu is perfect
>>6000697
MAKI?
>>6000697
cute future desu
>>6000697
>would get coffee with/10
>>6000683
I grew tiny tits and hady balls shrink. It won't change what you look like much. Then again, I'm a depressive hon who had no hope from the start.
>>6000690
A small group of people that refuse to give me their opinion unless we're drunk. They're hugboxers too desu.
>>6000704
Some of us are beyond what makeup can save.
>>6000703
Passing takes years normally, have patience.
>>6000664
nothing serious but he doesnt wanna talk about it and he suddenly stops posting??
I'm really exhausted and need to go, but everyone just know that I care about you all, and i don't want any of you to die. Please stay alive :c
>>6000712
>years
>years, as in, more than one year
>only 2 months HRT
Why live when I literally see no progress aside from breast buds and other minor changes
>>6000704
I don't think you understand how dysphoria works. I don't mean to be rude but didn't you detrans or something?
>>6000712
>passing takes years
nigger i was born passing bofore T :^)
>>6000704
are we still going fishing
>>6000719
>Why live when I literally see no progress aside from breast buds and other minor changes
that's literally the expected progress
what did u think was gonna happen
>>6000704
ufufu is literally so fucking ugly, I have no idea why everyone on here is so infatuated with her. Her face is rigid as fuck, her hair looks like shit, her eyeliner looks like it was done by a 6 year old, and she has the fashion sense of a 50 year old lesbian. Even Kayla is more attractive.
>>6000715
I was ERPing with him and suddenly went offline, thus giving him massive blue balls. Idk mang.
>>6000717
What if staying alive just hurts us more? I don't understand why you wouldn't want our pain to be over?
I'm not edgeposting I'm genuinely curious as to how this train of thought works 'cause I hear it a lot
>>6000728
You should get a hobby desu
>>6000719
I don't know what to tell you, 2 months and having breast buds is standard. Give it two years and tell me how you're doing? Like you're literally trying to justify suicide with impatience.
>>6000722
I don't get it, are you saying you passed before hormones or before puberty?
>>6000727
>>6000719
>ywn go beyond this level
>>6000732
why aren't you on tinychat?
>>6000597
I started at 22. Youll be fine. And youll get hips too. Better hurry.
>>6000734
maybe you just need the proper motivation!
>>6000749
>And youll get hips too
Bullshit.
>>6000755
you're in bc now? vancouver?
>>6000737
i passed when i was borned
>>6000747
You better have a good reason you haven't considered waiting a year to see if your fears are realized before acting irrationally.
>had a fun day playing airsoft with my friends
>couldn't escape dsyphoria and felt like i was going to puke sometimes or like i was a disappointment for not being more of a girl physically
>man
>dude
>bro
>[boyname]
>he
>had to keep using my guy voice
Being a total shut in seems kinda nice right about now
>>6000760
i apologize senpai
When does boy mode face usually fail? 8 months? A year?
>>6000747
You're always able to change your appearance
don't kill yourself over something that all of us have been through.
>>6000750
I cant think of anything that would motivate me to be seen in public
>>6000758
uhhhh ya
Hi my name is Bird anon chaser I wanna rape and chase all ur asses I wanna rape rape haha rape ha rape
>>6000764
are you not out to your friends?
>>6000764
im sorry
we can be in anguish together though
no one loves me anymore and im a shutin on top of it
>>6000760
What if you are >1 year on blockers and like 8 months on mones? Like, I haven't changed save for puff nips and no balls.
>>6000759
Yeah me too, then puberty happened.
>>6000765
Id say 14-18 months on average.
>>6000674
Spiro isn't actually hard on the liver, it's just that they still do it out of habit because the old orals (ethynil and premarin) were definitely hard on the liver.
>>6000663
>everyone can do without it
Almost true. But everyone here isn't part of that almost (look at old pics of Renee Richards).
The funny thing is some of the shit that comes out of the FFS peddlers is basically not even the beauty standard.
It definitely feeds off women's insecurities, but the beauty standard currently is women with stronger jaws.
>>6000683
You see yourself every day, so you don't have a good vantage point of the changes.
Also the distinction between looking like a prepubescent boy and a flat girl is meaningless.
>>6000772
people you like or the store
>>6000778
eyebrows/hair do a ton+more time
i didnt really notice anything till like 8/10 mo
hi pleb
>>6000775
im not and im like 1.5yrs
>>6000765
when u do ur eyebrows
>>6000705
please delete that
>>6000764
>you will never secretly find out your sissy friend is trans
>you will never hang out with him and your other friends and notice he is visibly uncomfortable for not being a girl
>you will never grope his butt when no one is looking and walk up behind him and grab his hips
>>6000788
>when u do ur eyebrows
>tfw
Anytime I did my eyebrows pre-hrt confused people a lot but I was bad at keeping it up.
Then when I did them after hrt it basically ended the sirs.
>>6000764
You just gotta get through the hard times and good times will follow
>>6000791
>tfw you will do this to Grace one day.
>>6000775
I'm out to them and that might be making it worse for me. When we talk online and stuff they call me Grace and treat me like a girl but then when they meet me I'm this fucking disgusting guy and I hate it so much.
>>6000777
I'm sorry, you've been talking to me today havent you?
>>6000791
>tfw nobody is going to grab my hips
it's a good feel because i dont fucking have any and im so gross
>>6000798
i dont know if there's gonna be good times
>>6000764
No, no being a shut in; just start showing up to your airsoft events as a girl.
>>6000784
oh, I was confusing it with cypro
>premarin
h e h I found out what that legit stands for the other day
>>6000804
yeah
dont worry about it im just a pit of negativity
i miss having someone to tell me they love me though
>>6000806
You don't get it there is zero chance in hell i could pass. I just looked like some gross acne scarred nerd with long hair today. showing up in girl clothes and trying to pass myself off as a girl would just be fucking pitiful
>>6000801
Get your Texan butt up here, treat me to a few nice last days, and then put me out of my misery pls
>>6000650
everyone here 18-19 hours from now
>>6000812
Fuck I'm sorry. I let a lot of people who needed me down today, I was gone all day and barely had cell reception in this airsoft place. It was in the basement of this mall up in Wisconsin and I just couldn't get internet or even call people.
>>6000813
I think I'd rather just treat you nice and prepare you for a happy life living as a girl. Cuz its gonna happen desu.
>>6000650
ive known 3
Hi Japan man here ,
Fuck you , ok !
>>6000823
that's sad
>>6000829
i dated two of them
>>6000650
Unfortunately I have. I fucking miss her.
>>6000821
i wish you were right
>>6000824
oh, no, they're respecting me, I'm just saying that about myself that im a disgusting boy and stuff
>>6000755
idgi
you detransed but you still present as female? are you trans or what???
how does one simply "get over" having dysphoria? like, literally nobody else has successfully beaten it in the history of trans research, at the end of transition either you pass, or you live with life-crippling depression for your whole life, or you pass but it's a mental illness so you still have the depression anyway, so what have you done so differently? I desperately wish I could have just lived as a guy and been okay with it but I was on the cusp of killing myself so I started HRT. how does it work from your point of view?
>>6000825
japan shitpost best shitpost
>>6000835
Well no wonder then. Heyooooo!
>>6000834
>my voice dont
it will if u train it
>>6000835
fuckkk
>>6000825
Hi
>>6000819
its ok, its not your fault
all i can really do rn anyways is whine to whoever would listen about how i wish i was loved again
just kill me
>>6000840
epic pwn
>>6000825
I like this guy
>>6000825
king of the japanman
>>6000804
Trust. There is always another good time to be had
>>6000837
Maybe you should get some sleep hmm? Stop being so down on yourself and rest so you can refresh your mind little Grace.
>>6000849
just me
I'm too irredeemably screwed to make it
>>6000842
yepp i out after that maybe
>>6000846
are u gay rofL
>>6000857
hey can u shut up chink
not before buying my girlfriend pocky tho
>>6000807
>tfw
The full name is cute. Conjugated equine estrogen.
I can only imagine that on some fetish forums conjugation is some old timey euphemism for golden showers.
>>6000857
hi kira it's good that you're not dead
>>6000864
Ha ! Ha ! I am not chick , no ! I am human being , ok ?
I rape your mother !
>>6000834
I refuse to believe that, unless like every single time you see them you're like "n-no im not a girl"
also my voice doesnt pass either but I still usually pass, regardless, and you look cis
>>6000868
That would be velly nice , friend . I in Tokyo University right now , but we can meet at Princeton University , ok? What coffee do you flavorful ?
>>6000838
>research
Most research doesn't actually give a shit whether people pass or not because it's highly subjective and people get fooled all the time.
Women have insecurities about how they look, it's normal,
Dysphoria is about sexual characteristics.
>>6000838
i dunno, guess not. more fun cding
you stop giving a shit and setting yourself to unobtainable standards
srsly, just stop listening to trannies
this might sound GAY AS FUCK, but just be yourself and stop trying to pretend to be something you are not. as in, stop contrasting yourself with others, go with what you have and do not do things you would not normally do to obtain a goal that is unreachable
cd
ask a makeup artist what might look nice
do whatever with voice
take hrt or do not take it
blaze 420
or just be happy with being a fucking basement dweller
http://strawpoll.me/7331569
http://strawpoll.me/7331569
http://strawpoll.me/7331569
>>6000866
rofl
I really hope Kira isn't dead though :(((
>>6000874
>boys don't say nothing
bcus they've known you for so long.
You get gendered fem from strangers.
>>6000881
No , you are typically typical American shit drink Starbucks , ok ?
Black coffee is acceptable answer .
>>6000884
>http://strawpoll.me/7331569
wtf do you even look like again?
>>6000732
Because I like everybody here, and if you kill yourselves I'll be even more alone. That aside, death promises the end of pain, but life offers the chance to attain happiness. I'd rather have everyone be happy than dead.
>>6000886
If you had the kind of coffee most american cities have, you'd drink starbucks too.
Road trips in the south made me long for Starbucks.
>>6000874
you pass more than me and Ive been full time for like 8 months now, if I can do it you def can
and I really doubt your voice is that bad
>>6000886
black coffee is okay but I like to variety sometimes, ya dig?
>>6000804
If they are thinking of you as Grace and treating you like a girl online, they probably don't suddenly think you're no longer the Grace they know when they see you in person; especially because quite frankly you're very feminine even in boymode.
>>6000894
i mean its not like i say im a dude xd im just me! thank you for the encouragement! excited to meet u and hang out
>>6000884
were all going to make it
in our own ways
guys how do I change my layout back?
Hello friend who become woman now ,
Why do you become woman when be man is so easy in life complications ? When you man , you do not worry much about anything . I think woman are inferior creatures of our specie , ok ? It is fact .
So why must you change and give up manliness to become a fake imitation unit ?
>>6000891
>>6000843
lets talk tomorrow and see if maybe theres something we can do to make you feel better, okay?
>>6000849
i had to see my reflection in the side mirrors of a car for over an hour and i could just see the little dents on my face from years of neglect and horrible acne
its fucking terrible
>>6000854
maybe if i delude myself enough
>>6000855
i definitely need sleep
im on 1 hour of sleep + a few minutes of drifting off in the car on the way there/way home
>>6000889
aren't you still on hrt?
I mean your advice is sound and all but that's because you have successfully transitioned
>>6000901
tee hee how did you know ; )
>>6000878
I wish I could think like you
I think our brains are just too different idk
am I the only one who can't relate to this way of thinking at all? I've tried to force it in the past but I can't shake the fact I'm lying to myself if I say I don't care, what I am is absolute garbage so I have no choice but to aspire to what other people are
>>6000865
no, the brand name itself is literally short for PREgnant MAre uRINe
>>6000904
Delete system32, you have a virus.
>>6000898
not me
>>6000912
opps forghetti'd butt
>>6000914
ehhhh well be your own garbage. the most selfdestructive thing is to look at other trannies and cry over it
>>6000905
u hear of futanari?
hear of fabulous ?
>>6000906
<3 you
image for u!
>>6000916
three of my fetishes rolled into one supplement.
perfect. -tongue moves in a circle-
>>6000919
i know its called the flu : (
>>6000905
>playing on easy
>ever
>>6000911
I am not
and yeah, I guess I sort of have. I still have manvoice, but aside from that it is good enough
>>6000924
>three of my fetishes rolled into one supplement.
ikr
>>6000889
like this, minus the aperture width distortion which makes my face look way less broad than it is IRL, especially past the eyes around the outside... see >>5999603
I wish I looked how I do in my pics, it'd be an improvement
>>6000878
desu yeah this is what i do and i have no dysphoria
tfw femboy
>>6000922
kill yourself
>>6000922
How do u get littlepawz to fit so snug
wth
they're so fucking LOOSE
>>6000934
Hello ,
I must presume you are man become woman , am I correction ?
If so , I think your hair is velly sweet . But you have a velly beautiful jaw I want to achieve like you ! Must you have beautiful parents with big American chins ?
Also why you become man to woman ? Being a woman is make life harder , ok ? I do not understand reasoning behind this .
>>6000909
o-okay
>>6000932
I swear last week you were talking about your mones
>>6000922
well aside from the fact that I'm not content with being myself, like, AT ALL, "being myself" means getting beaten up and having things thrown at me and my stomach churning when I look in the mirror, which isn't appealing to me
>>6000905
Because the feelings are strong enough that making life harder is worth it 1000 times over. Only pussies take the easy way anyways. Real men become women for the extra challenge.
>>6000909
Yeah I have the scars too but if you neglected for years start working torwards a better face today and it will slowly get better. If you do it alongside transition its just another thing about yourself that improves every day, however hard it may be to notice in the short term.
>>6000921
Yes you.
>>6000922
"Tell me, why does he wear the diaper"
>>6000904
dangit i want to use your trip but i dont know how to do ching chong letters
>>6000922
>ywn pat muff's diapered butt
>>6000943
it is pretty loose in the front- I just have a bigg butt
>>6000934
yeah you can do it
like I said, you look like an old /cd/ person I knew who did great
srsly tho, start cding all the time with makeup and you will slowly lose that dysphoria because you will stop putting the hrt on the fucking pedestal trying to make yourself into some warped image of whatever you want to look like
>>6000941
no you don't understand, add an additional inch of face all the way around but keep the features the same size and that's how I look without camera distortion
it's fucking horrible
>>6000978
doesnt distortion do the other thing
>>6000983
The way I heard it explained was that MTFs crave the female adolesence they never had, so they seek it out as adults.
>>6000988
it can go both ways, depends on the camera
that one squishes my face a lot, if I looked like that IRL fucking hell I might have had a chance, I wish
>>6000995
okay but that's not adolescence? the bitchiness and the drama and the sluttiness comes down to that but not this
>>6001010
There's a whole bunch of explanations and such online if you wanna look at 'em, it boils down to "they like wearing diapers."
>>6001003
shhh i think youll be just fine ive seen plenty of you
ffs yeah
get a consult or smth
>>6000080
>rawr
>Meh tier
Nigga you srs?
