Spring edition
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▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
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Previous thread >>5929878
>spring edition
Now is pretty much the last chance to build a beach bod, get to it!
>tfw ur not a real life neko
Post butt you whores
>>5932443
wow thanks a lot
>>5932468
awww thank you hunny! but i think maybe ill go with Cassandra
>>5932465
read the response just below this one!
>>5932475
i am one with myself! like why should you care what people think anyways? why does it matter what they think? u pry wont like the same things like what i want to do with my life. like music! and death metal...it is what it is.
i just realized something...i dont care about Metallica anymore, Ulver is my music fix.
Ulver is my poison.
>>5932482
Young Robin Williams was cute though; would've made a decent femboy if he had just grown his hair out.
>>5932497
>TFW your not a real life gril
;-!
>>5932490
inb4 kayla posts pic of double d cup bikini models and calling them "average"
>>5932490
Hello, you mentally ill faggots. How's life treating you?
>>5932495
I have a penis
Tips on how to not into crippling depression and a fatalistic frame of mind?
Hey Red if you're still around just be safe ok? I guess I just dont know how I'd react if I was super high and being fucked by someone I just met.
xth for wanting to be a girl.
How is everyone doing tonight?
>>5932527
lurking in the TC and wishing i had irl friends
>>5932509
That pic scares the shit out of me every time I see it.
My forehead's not quite that big and neither is my brow, and I don't think my eyes are quite that sunken in or small.
But otherwise, it's fucking eery.
>>>5932509
>would've made a decent femboy if he had just grown his hair out.
I am growing my hair out though! The back is starting to touch my collar, I can cover half my ears and my bangs to my to my eyebrows.
I'm really fortunate I finally have a job that isn't managed by a harpy who is paranoid about guys having long hair. I might need to start wearing a hairnet in a month or so though.
>>5932501
h-how's this?
>>5932503
first of all if you are serious then go to a gender therapist, not in two years do it this week
secondly no woman dresses like a bimbo, even bimbos in porn wear normal clothing and makeup
thirdly you are acting super creepy
fourthly don't use the word hon/Hun, we make fun of people who use that word like a fucking stripper
Jesus Christ take a good long look at yourself
>>5932536
Mines better.
>>5932524
But that's like an activity that happens any time from 19-24 for young people in college.
However, the drug dealer and crappy boyfriend bit is shitty and shameful
>>5932532
come here and lemme hug u
>>5932539
well what about this one then
>>5932523
just look at me and be thankful you aren't this bad.
>>5932541
Thats pretty much what I'm referring to. I'm all for fun but most of drug dealers I've met haven't been the... cleanest of people.
>>5932518
Can i suck your gt?
>>5932545
I deleted most of my Sayas because of you so you win this time!
>>5932482
I was in St. Charles/O'fallon
>>5932518
let me drink your semen out of your girl straw
>>5932542
n-no just ignore me
>>5932554
awhhh you didnt have to delete them
now i feel bad
what can i do to make it up to you saya anon
>>5932555
Yeah, it's never near me. Most of the time when people visit Missouri it's St. Louis. Or if they're really unfortunate it's Kansas City.
Even the "touristy" Branson, MO area is drying up. The people who would get a kick out of visiting a tourist trap like that are getting too old and their kids aren't falling for the same shit.
>>5932561
Eat my candy.
>>5932563
Just saying because i lived there for a couple years.
>>5932524
i'll try.....my bf loves me though! he tells me what to do....i always have other partners....
>>5932567
shes from dagashi kashi, its airing right now
>>5932564
b-but the only person's candy i can eat is yuki-anon's!
So yeah, pretty sure I'm going to do Kitsune
>draw a boy
>call it a girl
why is this allowed?
>>5932568
>tfw no red waifu to have gangbanged by randoms.
If thats a regular thing, taking the preventative drugs keep you from getting hiv around 90% of the time. Usually much reduced cost if you talk to the local A.r.c.
>>5932576
>reposting
Why is this allowed?
>>5932576
>tfw no one will ever mistake you for a girl
If Trump makes anime real I'm putting in my petition to be a trap on day 1
Red post spitroast vid
where are u on the chart mtfg
i hope ffs can make me an 8
I was born in the closet and I'll die in the closet
>>5932568
Part of me is just jealous that you get to live and have a fun and unpredictable life like that I guess. At least you enjoy yourself.
>>5932572
What a shame! Its good candy.
post pics of your bulge in your panties
Does anyone have to fight the urge to bite their nails? I want them nice and long but...
h-hi mtfg~
um so work was ok. i ended up spanking my ass 596 times. it was kind of intense lol. but a new record! i made like 300 without cumming which was good, but kind of wanted to make more. i was too tired tho from all the spanks. on the bright side i have tomorrow off and thenn assuming my monies comes in tomorrow (which it should unless it takes till tuesday) i'll get to buy my tickets to go see faye and it'll be so great and ye. ^__^
how was your night mtfg? did you do anything cool for your easter? any productive sunday plans?
>>5932594
>mfw noticing the condoms in that pic after I posted it.
Here I thought I was more subtle.
>>5932572
>>5932594
Threesome when
>>5932600
The armpits already made it super lewd anyways, I don't think the condoms made it that much worse, heh.
>>5932604
Oh my..
>>5932509
wtf
>>5932599
wtf
why'd u spank so much
>>5932604
@____@
>>5932512
>tfw ur not a real neko girl
>>5932587
1.0
>>5932604
Eh.
>>5932592
The closet isn't so bad really...
pick one
>>5932587
i think im 6.5
>>5932597
>>5932615
Yuuuuup
>>5932563
I liked Kansas City when I visited. What is wrong with it?
>>5932587
-23.5
>>5932587
3.5 on a really good day
>>5932587
0.5
>>5932627
Ugh. Wtf is with this rotated shit
>>5932611
threesome anon p l s
>>5932614
armpits are sort of an unspoken signature of dagashi kashi
>>5932594
yours is probably good but hers is the only one for me :3
>>5932600
saya anon is lewd!
>>5932587
8 or 8.5
>>5932604
Oh my.
>>5932611
Soon.™
>>5932635
SOON.
>>5932604
hnnng moar
>>5932627
>>5932645
Those are interesting. Its like a half almond/stiletto with major french tip.
I miss my coffin cut teal but they were too long
>>5932648
nah
>>5932648
Square cut makes hands very masculine hands, and oval is for old women.
>>5932645
maddie you're such a fuckin girl
>>5932663
>.<
>>5932568
Red the thing that annoys me is you say he got you doped up and then sold you for drugs. That's kinda sleezy.
If you're fine with it then whatever but.. meh.
>>5932665
you're my chubby wubby princess <3
>mfw trying to tell my mom about faye
i was just gonna text her like 'would it upset u if i told you i found a girl i want to date' but everyone in the tinychat told me not to say that lmao
>>5932619
idkk they like to torture me and kept tipping completing the goal to get me to do it more!
>>5932596
here u go
>>5932673
>listening to anyone in chaserchat
>ever
Edith you know you're smarter than this.
>>5932604
Does Aphex Twin actually know how to suck a dick?
>>5932673
how many times did you sex faye up?
you didn't get her preggo did you!?
>>5932661
Pointy nails are for Cruela DeVils
>>5932676
Its part of the game/job.
>>5932673
you do realize you started as a guy right? like this isnt the same thing as coming out as lesbian lol
man you're really far into delusion
>>5932673
wowie did u get lots of $$$$$
>>5932677
kayla?
>>5932675
I don't see no bulge
gtfo cissy
>>5932683
Im okay with that.
>>5932688
But they both started out a guys so it's really just super confusing.
>>5932696
>they both started out as guys
So no matter how you slice it, it's super gay.
>>5932694
>cissy
lol u wouldn't be saying that if my face were in the pic
it's just tucking + my heel smooshing my junk
![1459130492582[1].gif](https://i.imgur.com/aqulcZd.gif "1459130492582[1].gif")
do you squirt when you cum /mtfg/?
>>5932704
this is hot. down gt down!
>>5932710
no just be bi for fucks sake stop trying to pretend you're some snowflake shit
>>5932701
Faye and Edie like to make scenes for attention. Faye is just an army soldier that takes HRT to chase
>>5932716
No just see the joke for fucks sake stop trying to pretend I'm some snowflake shit
>>5932710
Trans+trans= transbian usually. Or if they have both undergone srs then its lesbian.
That's my understanding at least. Could be wrong.
>>5932724
What if Faye were still insisting that she's actually just a boy with boobs, would that change anything?
>>5932724
I believe you're correct. Just fucking around.
>>5932587
currently hrt hasn't made enough of a difference for me to be comparable to cis girl composites
without ffs my best bet is 4 to 5, but again more to do with not being cis.
with ffs, 6 to 8 (and finally comparable to cis)
>>5932724
srs rarely rlly changes anything in most peoples' views
>>5932735
Again I'm no expert.
People can be whatever they want to be.
I'm just sayin most transgirls that like only other transgirls appear to be transbian to me.
>>5932587
Apparently like 90% of being attractive just comes down to being Asian.
During recess instead of running around playing games with everyone I would just walk around the perimeter of the playground by myself, or climb up the slide and hide in the little dome where no one could see me.
Post ur trutrans feels so I think I'm not alone.
Hurry the hell up..
>>5932752
Stop talking about what I did in elementary.
I don't think doing that makes you trutrans anyway.
>>5932752
i made origami and played four square with girls cuz i looked like one
what's the haps my fellow shemales
>>5932752
Watched my two friends play power rangers and pokemon
>>5932760
I was told I wasn't a girl and I had to play with the boys. I am misery.
>>5932744
It really doesn't matter what other people think. It matters what you think. You can classify people into one group or another but honestly in the end you're the one who decides how you view yourself and what you want to be.
Don't make fun of me for this:
True story, I wish I could have my brain put into a robot shell, the only thing controling me would be my synapses in my brain firing at a million miles a hour, it would be glorious.
That being said it's not going to happen in my lifetime.
>>5932752
not that i think that's a trutrans feel, but that was 100% me.
i don't get all of these transkids who come out by 7 years old and have tonnes of female friends.
i had very few friends full stop.
girls were universally mean to me, everything from name-calling to physically assaulting me knowing i wouldn't hit back.
guys were mostly mean to me, but some had the good grace to actually be friends with me. i couldn't afford to be picky about friends on the basis of gender-specific interests. more to the point i was repressing hard so although i didn't have typical male interests (ie sports and titty mags), i wasn't into princess dresses and tea parties either.
>>5932770
.....yes we can chill like so
>>5932770
>>True story, I wish I could have my brain put into a robot shell, the only thing controling me would be my synapses in my brain firing at a million miles a hour, it would be glorious.
>tfw you're too early to have a cyberbrain in a cyborg body
>>5932604
>>5932619
>>5932642
>>5932644
nice drooling you faggot cumdump
>>5932777
Get our Cyberman scum, you're only better at dying. Reeeee
>>5932781
that's just the aids seeping out.
>>5932752
I did that for most of elementary
year after year just sort of wandering around by myself
finding little places where no one could see
>>5932784
Cyberman bodies are super lame. I want to be like my Japanese animes.
>>5932776
tfw I'll never be a jameson model
>tfw tinychat is talking about /g/ stuff
>>5932790
True.. id take a GitS style in a heartbeat.
>>5932770
>in the end you're the one who decides how you view yourself and what you want to be
sure but it doesn't change what the rest of the world thinks
I think u may be underestimating the roles that hormones and chemicals and stuff from the body play with cognition and just attributing the stuff u don't like to your body
I mean a robot body is a ultimately body too and a sufficiently complex one would be similar to organic life and probably have similar fundamental issues we'd have to work against
>>5932794
high time we should remind them that /g/ doesn't belong in this relationship anymore.
>>5932770
>tfw born too early to be a teenage cyborg magical girl lesbian dork
>>5932803
Shit..
>>5932800
>I think u may be underestimating the roles that hormones and chemicals and stuff from the body play with cognition and just attributing the stuff u don't like to your body
So I might actually like myself more just because my hormone levels are different?
>>5932795
bookie
h-how are things
>>5932795
i mean't to (you) at reds aka walking cumdumpster not you
>>5932810
Happens for me, the way i smell changes too O.o
>>5932810
well the chemical balance u have does relate to how u feel about stuff...
>>5932817
I'm so glad that I don't smell like a man anymore; smelling musky is torture.
>>5932817
Just being less oily and gross does sound nice. I hear your skin is noticably softer too.
>>5932821
Yeah.. only weird thing is i dunno, my own pheromones turn me on? Its kinda screwed up..
>>5932790
>Deux Ex sequel
>shit we need to rebuild jenson AGAIN
>but his body is too far gone! We must rebuild him from scratch!
>SOME TIME LATER
>I never asked for this, but...
>>5932794
install gentoo
>>5932822
same here friend
good to hear
>>5932760
>tfw when ugly boy hair
Also my mom and dad spanked me when my teachers complained that "i was too girly and not into boy stuff"
>>5932839
All the cool girls are into boy stuff senpai
who knew i would meet my transbian waifu on r9k from posting butt
i told my mom and she didn't care at all and said, "you're figuring yourself out and what you like and i think it's nice that you met someone" so yay
>>5932846
ur mom sounds dope
>>5932845
did u rlly
>>5932846
Woo. Can i have your mom pls? Mine's broken.
>>5932847
eye mean we're just chatting and flirting but she's really cute >.<
>>5932848
mtftm?
is that a thing?
>look in mirror
>See facial hair no matter how many times I shave
>don't have the money for electrolysis until I get a job after I graduate in a year
>shit at makeup and too terrified to wear any in case someone notices
Please just rip my face off
>>5932850
>//u//< gl maddu
Tfw no friends and no community
>>5932762
>NY
Where in NYC are you from?
>>5932858
>tfw friends and community that accepts you
>as a boy
>>5932855
people detransiton
>>5932856
>Get a decent razor
>Warm water on face
>Learn the growth pattern on your face
>Get a very good cream based shave cream
>Let cream sit on skin for a few minutes to soften hair
>Twice along grain to take off excess. Do NOT apply pressure.
>Relather each time, pull skin taught, go against grain once.
>Cool water to rinse.
>profit
>>5932847
ye she's p cool ^__^ she's always been more my friend than my mom but i figured i should tell her for general future reference along with the fact that i'll be in san francisco but i'm not going to be visiting her loool
>>5932849
w-well idk i'm kind of a lot to deal with as it is, it might be too much for her
>>5932862
I live in Texas.
My meds just get routed through NY when they come into the country.
>>5932856
Oh and lotion your dang face!
>>5932871
heh will u be visiting me wtf
>>5932871
Okay okay. Only good thing about mine is she'll probably forget every time i tell her.
>All your problems would of went away if it was possible to swap minds with an ftm at birth
JUST
>>5932855
mtftm and ftmtf are things, actually. I'm not sure if I understand them well enough to explain though.
>>5932890
O-oh o-okay :(((((((((((((
>>5932884
Im close. I don't want to necessarily be hyper-feminine. Im a bisexual bohemian girl stuck in a male hipster body.
Does anyone know the feel when you feel being trans is actually really great thing, like, no periods, you get to look pretty damn beautiful, like if you start hrt in teens you get this really awesome mix of some subtle male features that are desirable in women and you get the female features too. like idk it feels like you get the best of both worlds. having to get SRS to not have crippling dyphoria kinda sucks but like, idk it feels not nearly as bad as alot of people make it out to be.
TL;DR
tfw being trans is like being a mixed race person, just genetically and aesthetically superior to cis/single race people.
>>5932625
furthest left is only choice, all the others look like femboys ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>5932903
I actually get what you mean, I'm not sure whether I'd rather be a trans girl who started hormones really young or a cis girl.
But my dyshphoria (if I even have any) is small and I'm not trans so I guess my opinion is worthless.
>>5932883
I don't know.
I try to put myself into the trans timelines of MtF people in the before and after pics. And while I prefer the after and they seem so much happier when I imagine "would I be happy if I looked like that?" my brain still rejects it because I would literally not be me, I would be them. I think my brain would mentally reject a body transplant. I want to be -me- but female.
Fortunately HRT is a meme and the effects are super subtle and slow.
>>5932903
*Fondles your boipussi*
>>5932903
You mean kind of like the whole subgenre of futanari amazonians who have no further need of men or women and consider themselves superior genetically?
Its out there.
>>5932903
just cut off my gt senpai
>>5932911
No i mean a ftm can have my body and i can have the ftm's body.
Then my life wouldn't of been this shittt.
>>5932903
I won't ever complain about not getting periods but not being able to get pregnant and most everything else sux. Periods would be a very small price to pay for being cis for me tho.
But I'm trying to make the best of what I got. Its all I can do.
>>5932917
> just cut off my gt senpai
But you already had SRS....
>tfw youre a little horny and you want to stick your dick in the food you're eating
should I do it?
>>5932903
>you get to look pretty damn beautiful
Really? When?
>>5932903
If you weren't basically guaranteed to go sterile it would literally be the best thing if you start young enough.
And I only say that because losing a bodily function (being able to reproduce) is kind of a bummer.
The trade off is worth it enough though I guess.
>>5932918
I know what you mean but I've thought about the idea of a body swap and unless it was way young like you're implying I think I would still reject the body, it just wouldn't be about not being the right gender, it would be about "no longer being me" or something.
Then again I haven't felt right looking in the mirror for over a decade now, so I guess nothing would change? I guess I'd do it then. Better than my current situation I guess.
>>5932917
Come fly over to Korea, we can take care of it right away ;)
>>5932928
ur fucking weird
>>5932911
>I want to be -me- but female
Same.
I get excited over things like my hair growing longer and my breasts developing even though they aren't quite as nice as a ciswoman's because its MY hair and MY breasts and I fucking love them.
>>5932931
That right there is the epitome of good breeding and class. How dare you lol
>>5932943
>my gt is above my vagina
So you want to have another SRS when you just had one?
Nigga go outside.
>>5932945
yea probably
>>5932948
b-but i never had srs
>"Oh and thanks for staying and waiting to see if I was alright. It was fine the guy just needed a ride and couldn't drive because he had been drinking."
"Oh. You noticed. Eeeh. I still felt bad about that. But I guess you knew what you were doing."
">I'm good about that, i notice things, i stay alert and focused. Idk about knowing what I was doing but I fear no man."
"Haha. At first I thought you were putting up a "front" or something but you really are as cool and confident as you seem to be."
>"That may be the best complement I've ever got."
>"That's one thing no one should ever do, underestimate what I'm capable of."
Confidence is so damn attractive. I want to be this person.
>posting private conversations on public anonymous image boards
shhhh, don't tell
Fuuuuuck. I just had the biggest de ja vue
>>5932931
tbhon, like after a year or two on HRT. But hey, its a genetic lottery if you're going to be beautiful or not. Just have realistic expectations for your transition, if you're ugly pre transition you probably won't magically become beautiful. You also won't transform from a 6' tall guy to a 5'2'' anime girl. sorry. But you can transition from 6' tall guy to 6' tall supermodel.
>>5932962
Obviously use it as lube.
Have you never played with your food before?
>>5932960
>tfw I could've been a supermodel if I had just transitioned like 15 years earlier
>>5932960
What do you think the odds are of young Robin Williams becoming a pretty grill?
>>5932509
>>5932943
>tfw no surgically sterilized rusty scissors
I used this kind like back in mid 2000s. worked great 10/10 would do again. >,<
>>5932953
Oh ok.... so when you going to thailand to get your girltinker cut off with a rusty knife that was made in Imperial Japan during WW2 and found in a jungle?
Sure you want everything gone?
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO, today was interesting...
today i went to a psych ward to see my dad.
when visiting hours were over and me and my senpai were about to leave.... this loony lady approached me, calling me 'suzy?'
at first i just thought it was mistaken identity? i said "no, im x, sorry" "x?" "suzy, hi!"
at this point, its hit me, im dealing with a crazy person who thinks im someone im not
i feel an IMMENSE burden of responsibility in this moment and the world nearly melts away.
i try my best and struggle to talk fluently to her like a normal person, comng up with smalltalk on the spot going along with her thinking im someone im not. she keeps repeating "suzy? suzy, ive missed you!"
"ii-ive m-missed you too! u-uhh...-"
a bit of awkwardness like this goes on, with her repeating my 'name'
and in the middle of me trying to play along, she cuts me off, her expression still smiling, says
"you look just like my sister."
awkwardly smiling, i say "o-ohh.. i-" "where have you been?" her expression is blank now.
"oh you know, out and about, with the family and all. ive been working and all th-" "suzy!" "suzy what have you been doing?"
"a-ah you know, busy with the job."
we got back and forth like this for about a minute..
i am desperately praying that one of the fucking wards would escort her away but unfortunately, and actually unsurprisingly, no one intervenes, and i knew from the very moment she approached me (she had been staring intently at me since i arrived) that i would have no help.
i felt a massive burden of karma. im dealing with an ill person. anything i say wrong, or dont say, could have unforseen consequences for me AND her. i could unintentionally extend her stay here, i could get hurt, and if i walk away and simply ignore her and pretend shes not there, thing will only get worse and ill probably go to hell.
so i keep talking. she seemed to switch personalities constantly, with no telegraping at all, and her facial expressions change wildly.
>cont
>>5932977
>What do you think the odds are of young Robin Williams becoming a pretty grill?
i r8 8/8
Are you telling me this guy wouldn't be cis tier?
>>5932983
Seriously? I mean, I know you wouldn't be the only one posting here that has done similar, but...
>>5932988
For fuck sake, wheres Red? Need someone who can actually take orders
Clean it up you filthy boy. Do what you're fucking told.
>>5932993
He would of looked kayla-tier.
>>5932998
Honestly, I'd take that.
>>5932995
It didn't actually work great at all, just a trip to the ER, some like surgical glue and mom sending me to an all boys christian middle school to fix my head, which 10 years later, obviously worked great. Going to get actual SRS in 3 months, it won't be exactly 10 years later after the first attempt but roughly, 11 > 21.
>>5932996
Why are we bullying Red again?
>>5932983
>pan self orchi'd
aaaaaaah
fucking cant believe people can go through that much pain
i understand why but i think id just pass out if i tried and i think i have pretty high pain tolerance
>>5932996
s-sorry mistress
>>5933003
Bullying? Read it again anon, id love to Domme her.
>>5932996
wtf
>>5932604
>dildo
>cum
what am i missing here?
>>5933004
I didn't self orchi, i didn't go for the balls, i was too stupid, everyone told me it was the penis that was the problem, so i tried to cut that off. honestly who the fuck is smart enough to know that your balls are what turn you into a man not your penis when you're that old?
>>5933002
What did you end up managing to do before getting sent to the ER? I hope the earlier attempt doesn't make SRS more complicated, at the very least.
>>5933010
>>5932991
she asks me
"have you been seeing anyone?"
i stammer, theres an awkward silence as she intently stares at me with a blank but curious face
"uuhm no, you know me, i-"
"you know you need to wait til you find the right one."
"yeah, i know, im discerning you know that!"
"where have you been?"
"you know, work and stuff. ive got to go soon actuall-"
"where are you going?'
"uuh, w-with my family"
"no. stay here, youre coming back with my family."
"i-i've got to go"
30 seconds pass during this exchange, and her facial expressions change from happy, to blank, to on the verge of tears, to blank again.
i even huggeed her in the middle of her telling asking me if i was seeing anone because i felt... obligated to.
"no, stay here. come back with me, suzy."
"suzy."
"suzy. sstay h-"
i walk, 5 feet, roughly 6 steps. im very worried shes following me, im also beside my mother and aunt as we are exiting the room. i turn around (we are in a long, 20 foot hallway or so in the middle of it, on the end opposite of where we are going it brances off into a T shape)
i turn around, and she's fucking gone. disappeared. did not here anyone escort her, did not hear her walk away, she must have booked it fast and forgot i even existed, and if i hadnt hugged her i wouldve thought she was a fucking ghost or something.
she also, i noticed, was staring at my mom, angrily nd seriously as she held my hand as we walked out.
this lady terrified the fuck out of me.
i felt responsibility inever did before. i feel like i truly changed and aged into an adult in these 3 minutes. we have to back to visit m father in 2 days, and ive just made my mom promise to stay in the car. id rather deal with this loon that risk her doing anything to my mom.
im home now.
and i just sent my boyfriend pictures of my feet with words like "fuck me, cum here, suck on these" because hes cringy like that.
what a fucking day, gals.
how are you all?
>>5933016
I got like idk, half inch or quarter inch through the base before i screamed and my mom ran in and saw what i was doing. Idk what it really did, but my gt is tiny as fuck, like same size as back then, and i don't really get erect ever. I'm going to Suporn and he's seen pics of what I did and Sophie apparently said that he said it won't be a problem, so just keeping my fingers crossed for now.
>>5933014
How old were you sempai?
>>5933019
>>5933025
y-yes mistress. ill do anything you say.
>>5933020
Future reference, you never play into a patient's delusions.
>>5933028
11, I got kicked out of like 2 elementary schools, and had just been recommended to leave the one I was at, My mom had already been looking into the boys school so it was kind of my last ditch effort to fix my effort. i was sick of everyone telling me to look in my pants and saying, "look you have a penis" like this is why you have to do this and that and fucking everything the whole boy/girl divide in elementary schools was really bad for me, I'm also really dumb so I refused to listen when people told me to do certain things or go certain places. if you catch my drift.
>>5933040
Ouch, are you doing better nowadays?
>I'm also really dumb so I refused to listen when people told me to do certain things or go certain places. if you catch my drift.
I don't understand, sorry.
>tfw never tried to cut off my dick with scissors
guess im agp
howd you get kicked out of fucking elementary schools though
>>5933047
yes mistress. fuck. youve really got me hot now. but ill go curl up in my bed and dream about humping your leg mistress. woof!
xxx I've been on HRT for a while now and I'm thinking of cycling. I am in legal, prescribed possession of both spiro, estradiol, and progesterone.
Is cycling bullshit or what? I'm thinking of taking estradiol one week, progesterone the next week and alternating and keeping on the spiro as usual through out.
>>5933048
Ya doing better, I've been on HRT a while and have SRS soon so, like, thats all that matters. gt dysphoria still sucks, but i've found tricks to make it better over the years like showering with panties on, blindfold during sex, just like stuff in general to avoid seeing it. Maybe its not the best coping strategies but it works for me.
>>5933054
agp is stupid idea that was made to divide an already small marginalized community, if you're happier as a girl thats all that matters. if you prefer female pronouns go for it. if you're pre-op/post-op/non-op nobody should give a fuck. more power to you if you have the mental strength to manage your dysphoria and aren't bat shit crazy.
First one was after kindergarten, and like we did some dress up thing where we did a play, and screamed and kicked and fought when they wouldn't let me change with the girls and get a girl role. than the next one was after 3rd grade, since i got placed in a classroom with two multiple occupancy single sex bathrooms, and no matter how people explained it to me, it didn't make any sense to me why I wouldn't go in the girls one. Like I literally could not comprehend it. My mom had me tested for autism, but somehow i failed that test too.
>>5933064
Good puppy <3
I hope pookie didnt run off to play by herself. That wouldnt be fun at all.
>>5933069
prog allegedly freezes the breast formation, please do more research before taking it
>>5933035
yeah im aware, but the thing is
NONE of the medical staff escourted her qaway from me, and we were right in front of the checkout office. they were passing by me for fucks sake and they knew who we were her to see.
also, i felt like, if i DIDNT play along, and i simply ignored her, that itd make things even worse. she walked straight to me and looked me in the eyes and waited til i was sort of alone.
but yeah... i know now.
next time though, im going in alone. i saw how she looked at my mom. i was originally going to use her apporaching me as an excuse to cop out of going back and to stay back home, but after that, no dude. ill go in alone even if she approaches me again.
it woke me up in a way. longest 3 minutes of my LIFE. mentally aged me.
>>5933029
thank you
i really fucking tried
>>5933081
>prog allegedly freezes the breast formation
first I've heard of this. Got a link? And I've been on prog for a few months now.
Honestly haven't noticed any change at all.
>>5933001
no but i was afraid if i ignored her that i would ruin her life more by triggering an episode
i wanted to walk away or flag someone down but in the context and in the moment of it all
the very second i realized she was talking to ME and had waited for me to be isolated
i knew i couldnt back out. i knew i couldnt ignore her, and that if i said anything wrong, it would be as if i ignored her anyway. thankfully it ended up alright... i guess.
>>5933097
roll
>>5933097
>no emotions
they spelled tranny wrong
>>5933097
>no emotions
Haha, what; I'm pretty sure just about everyone on the transfeminine spectrum has a huge amount of emotional baggage they're carrying around...
>>5933097
me on the right
>>5933106
No?
come to therapedungeon if u want to hear squazz snoring
I want huge fake boobs but not to indulge or be associated with all that other stuff associated with them (bimbo lifestyle, sex work, etc). Being a titty monster just feels right to me. I've been experimenting with the rice test and E-cups just seem to look and feel so right.
Thinking long and hard about how I would have to tastefully play them down for when I need to be taken seriously for office work.
Can anyone relate?
