headpats edition
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Previous thread
>>5780384
>>5782512
Remember that femboy who was crying over his self made problems? Well I think he's the one who just made that how to quit your estrogen addiction thread
>go to doctor for check up
>"wow your skin has really gotten...soft"
>he rubs my arm
>mfw
How do I get my doctor to molest me?
>>5782512
>tfw no one will ever give you a headpat
hmm
is it weird to be into a guy 10 years older than me?
>>5782543
>My HRT doc made me go naked. He touched my junk.
You can't really beat that. But I got HRT at first visit.
>genuinely despise acting masculine
>always act masculine by habit
>pretend to be a girl online
>don't act masculine when i'm pretending to be a girl
what's gonna be easier?
>unlearning my automatic masculinity
or
>cutting my losses and transitioning
the thought of being a girl or a guy doesn't really bother me either way
a body is only a body and a pronoun is only a pronoun
>>5782568
>tfw endo did that but he was ugly and weird
>>5782554
>tfw I want charming guy in class today to give me headpats
hes really funny =]
>>5782543
>tfw your endo gave you a prostate exam after a year on hrt
It was so uncomfortable having a doctor stick his finger in my butt.
>>5782600
Oh and he gave me a breast exam in the same exam. I felt so violated. :(
>>5782591
>tfw find out he isn't even an endo and there's actually no such thing as an anal ejaculate holding test
>tfw had my first lewd with a guy today
Feel pretty good desu
>>5782543
My Endo is a woman and she would feel up my boobs. That's normal right?
>>5782526
>hormones are $100 a month
who is literally this retarded lol
>>5782627
What happened?
>>5782639
>tfw no lesbian endo
>>5782673
pretty lewd stuff desu
This is a blue board, but safe to say I'm no longer a virgin :^)
>>5782640
Its free if you get your insurance to cover it.
>>5782679
>tfw will stay a virgin forever because I am ttoo buttfucking ugly for any guy to do lewds with me
>>5782639
idk, I got asked out for dinner by my doctor. it weirded me out and i ended up changing practices.
>>5782679
Describe it then.
>>5782697
I kinda got pinned down, stripped and lewded right in the mouth then butt
Was nice
Netflix and virginity loss :^)
>>5782512
>headpats edition
Next thread should be Pogeymanz Edition tobhon. We Sun and Moon now, get hyped grillz.
>tfw this almost kind of maybe makes me not want to kill myself at least for another year or so
>tfw video games for children are the only thing that make me happy anymore
>>5782690
iktf ;_;
>>5782700
yah, i got the fuck outta dodge pretty quick, i dont need that from my doctor.
>tfw you will never pass
>tfw transitioning is a waste of time
>tfw evil doc keeps hugboxing me
>>5782700
I seriously hope I'll get breast cancer.
I wish I was brave enough to end my miserable hon life. Let's just hope I will be fortunate enough to get all types of cancer.
>>5782568
>tfw I had to wait 2 years before I got HRT
>tfw I got even more masculine meanwhile
>tfw he also made me go naked and touched my junk
fucking europe i hope muslims burn this place to the ground
>>5782692
>tfw my doc will never ask me out for dinner.
;~;
I hate my life so much. If only I was cute.
I just look like a fugly Slav boy instead.
>>5782737
i remember a year ago when i had visible facial hair all over my neck, chin, and lip, my goddamn endo says "oh you should start dressing and going full time now, your facial hair is barely visible"
do they teach endos to hugbox us, or...
>>5782543
>be in military health care
>secreting hormones
>shrink wants me to get a primary care appointment
>picture old military doctor telling me to take off my shirt and jacket
>doctor stares at my breasts
>makes me take down pants to confirm suspicions
>panties and a tuck
>tell her you'll make the appointment
>will never make the appointment
>>5782801
Fuck fuck fuck that is so mean of them, lying right to our faces. Mine once said that male puberty barely touched me! Seriously fuck I hope my endo dies in a fire.
>>5782764
yeah idk, it creeped me out, but i dont think it was them genuinely trying to creep on their patients. i just chat a lot with people and i guess that makes some people forget their professionalism.
>>5782775
you shouldn't ever date your doctor, there's a line there
>>5782801
>you are better off than most people in your position
>you're andro
>your voice isn't very deep
fug off
What's good senpais
>>5782561
Pretty hot. Read it in a manga once.
>>5782805
You were in the military?
Did a lot of guys grope you since you were the most girly person around?
>tfw your penis leaks precum for an hour after sex or masturbation
So annoying. I wish HRT didn't cause my thingy to turn into a precum waterfall.
>>5782678
Glad to hear it wasn't too bad. Hey don't doubt yourself too much. You should focus on what youu can do better and learn for next time if anything, interviews are practice (I say this going through the same process of learning to interview better lately)
>>5782512
/mtfg/ I need your advice/thoughts (sorry for the wall of text i really tried to be as brief as possibly could)
. So recently I admitted to myself that I would be happier living as a woman, I can say that with 100% confidence in myself.
I'm 21 years old and have always considered myself more feminine than masculine but it's not like growing up i felt an extremely strong urge that something was wrong with my body/gender. I basically just kind of grew up accepting i was a feminine guy and all of the "signs" that i might actually not be a boy i just wrote off as interesting but not really important.
What i'm trying to say is that I never really felt like i was repressing this feeling i was just too dumb to realize what it all meant until about 6 months ago when i started to really really act on the urge to be a woman. My dilemma is that even now i don't feel extremely uncomfortable in my body i just know in my heart i would be happier if i were to successfully transition. I think the main thing thats keeping me from going any further than where i'm at now though is that i'm not sure if i could successfully transition and i'm pretty sure i would be happier as being gendered a man for the rest of my life than being stuck in a gender like limbo for the rest of my life never quite passing as either gender.
Again sorry for the huge wall of text and i really appreciate anyone who takes the time to read this and respond... i'm open to all forms of feedback other than trolling ofc.
Where can I find out the prices for individual procedures with Bart? I'm guessing there's no such thing as starting to save up too early.
Hi /mfg/! How's your day going?
I'm having an awesome day! Here's a picture I took this morning. I started the day with a plane flight, & now I'm on a road trip. I love both of those things, so I'm pretty stoked.
I present to you... Cascadia.
Also
I hope that (You) are doing well
>>5782820
>you are better off than most people in your position
I laughed internally when my endo fed this line to me.
>>5782847
you are just a AGP fetishist, don't transition
>>5782859
>you are not the 50 year old hon i have to listen to
yeah thanks, i know. now, help me pass, asshole.
>>5782824
I did have a guy grab my breasts once, because I had gyno since I was little
and there was this friend of mine that I would wake up to him cuddling me when I passed out over at his place
is this the thread??? i am confused.
pls help me sound like a girl and not a really fem boy
https://clyp.it/pziasujz
>>5782859
I think they're trained to feed you these lies so you'll go fulltime or they're just used to having 50 years old hons there.
>>5782820
are you my mom?
>tfw your step dad just blurts out that you don't pass as a boy
i knew i passed as a man!
im pretty sure this is the thread >>5781676
retarded OP
hey once your nuts are gone, would it be a good idea to get on injections?
only to resuce the physical labour of hrt ofc
>>5782857
>woke up this morning
>go online
>check facebook, see a photo of myself
>start crying loudly
>manly voice crying like a fag triggers me even more
>cry even louder
>basically screaming into my pillow
>cry until I pass out
>woke up a few mins ago at 9 PM
welp missed all my lectures today, nice work mr. hon. probably not gonna live to see this summer.
>>5782847
What do you look like? It's hard for pre-transition trans people to judge their own features well; dysphoria paints your perspective every time you peer into a mirror. Honestly, if I'd not began living as a woman, and simply popped pills, I'd still be OK with the decision. Hormones are divine at attenuating dysphoria.
>wake up
>depressed again
>3rd week in a row
>tell my best friend im probably going to suicide next week since my parents are going away
>nobody is going to find my body until my parents arrive
>i have enough antidepressants to do it
>my best friend doesnt know where i live, nor any way to contact me
life is horrorifying
![=] des.png](https://i.imgur.com/k8u1D4D.png "=] des.png")
>>tfw might be going to Uni this year
>>5782910
wake me up
>>5782918
oryx i love your drawings
>>5782918
>making a decision to better your life by going to university instead of hoping posting on /mtfg/ will eventually fix it
stop no what are you doing
>>5782918
>tfw cant wake up
>>5782901
hmm.. I'm about 5'10-5'11 and weigh around 130 pounds.. i'd say besides my face, my body is extremely feminine besides having pretty broad shoulders/long fingers. As for my face.. this is really hard to judge objectively... some days i feel like i could pass with effort/time and live a normal life as a woman and other days it seems like an impossible task and that I should just forget about all these feelings/ find a different way to cope with them.
>>5782910
At least wait until like a day or two before they get home.
Bodies fall apart surprisingly fast at room temperature.
>>5782938
my other option is to take all the antidepressants and jump from the window, 4th floor, im skinny enough to kill myself from that height, but im still scared that they could save me somehow
>>5782922
>tfw laptop is broken so I can't draw any more
time to get that job and save up so I can buy one for my desktop...
>>5782925
9 years on /toy/ sure was a good investment
>>5782928
>>5782942
Naaahhh. But if you're really worried find a higher building
>>5782942
that sounds pretty painful senpai, are you sure you don't want to try getting your hands on a tank of nitrogen or something?
>>5782942
They would definitely save you somehow. Inevitably someone saw or heard you hit the ground. Unless maybe you land on your head or something.
are we really giving suicide advice?
>>5782896
I'm sorry, suicide-anon... That doesn't sound like good times at all.
Getting out of the house, & being out in nature, helps me maintain a good state of mind. When I am stressed & feeling lost or negative, being near the ocean or surrounded by trees seems to help me get back on track. Puts things back in perspective.
Bonus- you can do it solo. Don't have to deal with people. Introspection FTW!
I gotta get back on the road, but I'll check in later.
Take care, anon!
>>5782959
some of us aren't going to make it, that's just a fact of life
>>5782963
maddie it'll be ok
I want to detransition
I hate being a manlier man than I was before HRT
>>5782959
not everybody is made to live, suicide is just another way to end life, and trust me, there are many ways to end life that arent natural death.
to be honest, im thanksful for the advices, its annoying that most of the time people try to tell you that life's worth living and they dont even know anything about you.
>>5782934
No one can give you a guarantee that you'll pass. You're 100% sure you want to transition, but you're afraid of the result... let's say, hypothetically, you start HRT now at 21 before testosterone has more time to do even more damage. 3 years down the road, HRT isn't magic, you have no chance of passing, you're now sterile, and you have boobs. Would you be willing to quit HRT, live with the possibly irreversible* sterility, and pay to get your boobs removed?
Honestly, that's basically the worst of it. You don't have to socially transition until you ready, so the only things at risk here are your fertility and boobs. You can practise makeup, voice, mannerisms, etc. in secret while taking hormones, and when/if boymode starts failing, just go full-time. If it never fails, detransition.
If you do it this way, at least you won't have that little thought in the back of your head when you're 60, 'what if I had tried?'
* Sterility from HRT is not guaranteed to be permanent and may reverse itself after an extended time off HRT.
>>5782967
gay af seriously just get out of your bedroom fir like an hour
>>5782989
Kek
>>5782512
>headpats edition
And you weebs wonder why you are all alone.
why are there two threads???
I hate my ugly moobs so much
>>5783009
Cuz you're Irish?
>>5783007
Post photo so we can all have a laugh.
>>5783017
I wish CandiFLA hadn't taken down her voice training videos. I followed her advice and now have a 10/10 cis-tier voice.
>>5783021
looking at this picture, i realised it's probably not hard for me to get a body/face similar to that.
am i finally delusional? Possibly
>>5783017
Post voice recording. If it turns out you don't sound like a fag I am going to kick your ass.
>>5782998
forreal doe
all these lazy sad millenials
>>5783033
It's the good kind of delusion.
Who else /neverpassduetobody/ here?
>tfw have to wear for work dress code
>>5783041
Oh come on that's not you.
Why do I look okay under artificial lighting e.g. at night but during the day under natural lighting I look like a fuck-ugly hon? How do I know which to believe?! Is there any way of replicating the former in daylight w/ makeup etc.?
>>5783044
yeah, at least its working towards a goal
>that pic
okay i def have that body/better than that body
hooray for delusion
>>5783049
Oh yeah you're that weightlifter anon.
>>5783049
R.I.P. all your hopes and dreams senpai :(
>>5783053
apply make-up in natural light facing you.
and natural light is the one to believe.
>>5783059
Rip
>tfw only thing keeping me alive is stubbornness
>>5783049
Are you slouching? I thought I had huge shoulders until I just started consciously adjusting my posture until it was second nature. Turns out they're wide but not impossibly wide.
>>5783058
Oh god, why would you do that.
>>5783056
>better than that
But men love that "I don't eat" look. It just screams "oh god pls feed me". They'll be begging to date you so they can take you somewhere to get some food in you.
>>5783055
Oh fuck that does sound like a voice of a delusional gay man. But do you know what will fix it?
MORE PRACTICE madds. So hop on it.
PRACTICE MORE.
>be gross unpassable younghon
>too much jaw even for FFS to shave off
>disgusting wide face with small features
>find pic of mom when she was in high school
>she looks almost identical
>now in her 60s so she's old enough you can't even tell but when she was younger she looked like a total hon
>tfw you had hon genes from BOTH parents
>tfw there was never any hope from the start
welp maybe in 40 years or so I'll be able to pass as an unattractive middle-aged woman, bye-bye any hope of enjoying my youth or most of adulthood...
>>5783068
what if by better i meant skinnier? why am i not drowning in dick yet anon?
>>5783068
If that's not you I apologize.
>>5783075
Probably because most guys aren't into skellies.
>>5783083
im getting too many contradicting statements, do i eat this lard cake or not?
>>5783075
If you're much skinnier than that then they probably think you're so hungry you're going to eat THEM and stay far away.
>>5783051
I know but it looks like mine tbhon
>>5783095
but surely that means i give great head right?
>>5783078
Oh well, you need to blow off some steam from time to time. Wallow away like depressed piggy but continue practicing tomorrow.
This is not a joke. The best sounding people I head the pleasure to listen too either put in the time and effort or had classical voice training (which amounts to same).
>>5783093
If you look like that photo eat away.
>>5783105
Nah, it's the fat girls that give good head. Apparently you wouldn't know what to do with something in your mouth.
>>5783106
okay i actually baked another 3 cakes today, i'll go eat one.
>>5783107
>>5783111
oh okay, desu i probably wouldnt know what to do with a dick, objectively speaking they're weird looking as fuck.
I would sell my soul to satan if I could look like a girl
Hons don't deserve female pronouns ever
![[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_00.48_.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/zp5Xwiz.jpg "[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_00.48_.jpg")
>>5783125
You do, you should sell your soul to look like a really pretty girl tho
>>5783125
>>5783135
I think you can get a better deal for your soul.
>>5783127
Oh come on it's just photos, don't make me feel bad.
>>5783143
Trans soul aint worth much, you would be lucky if it can make you into a 7 out of 10
Does anybody have that image of Kayla saying that everyone deserves to be raped and murdered?
>>5783160
No but I have her beautiful erect penis.
>>5783160
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNf9nzvnd1k
>>5783143
oh sorry I didn't mean for it to come off like that
if it wasn't you it'd just be the next time I see my cis flatmate that triggered it, it's not anybody's fault that I'm this fucked up
>>5783135
Hey there! How are you feeling today?
Having trouble motivating myself to leave for work I'm an unpassing honlord
Looks like I'm on my way to failure
>>5783146
Every soul us equally precious.
>>5782874
>waking up cuddled
Ugh. I need a a bf that likes doing that. Maybe it's a quality that can be trained?
>>5783179
You need to toughen up anon. Here let me help.
>>5783182
Cry a bit, dry your tears and go to work.
![[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_02.32_[2012.06.19_04.32.37].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/OLhdrZy.jpg "[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_02.32_[2012.06.19_04.32.37].jpg")
>>5783181
Bf is giving me attention.
All is allright in this world. Thanks for asking! How are you?
>>5783185
Souls don't technically exist, its a made up term for something we couldn't explain in past.
>>5783195
I don't even feel like crying. I just cant handle the shame and embarrassment and if I detransitioned it'd only get worse. Plus my job is retail with constant customer interaction and it's the only job I've been able to hold down
I'm backed into a corner
>>5783199
Glad to hear! I am doing well, just lazing about on a day off, I need to start cleaning my house some too but.. that's gonna be tomorrow I think. Hah.
![[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_06.21_[2012.06.19_04.41.04].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/dPXiAUO.jpg "[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_06.21_[2012.06.19_04.41.04].jpg")
>>5783204
That reminds me that I need to clean my place, its getting dusty.
Im just too busy wasting my time on internet after work to do that tho.
Floor is so diry, I don't even want to look down.
>>5783203
So what you are saying is that you have no choice? Go to work anon. It might be bad but not as bad as being all alone with your thoughts.
>>5783210
Doesn't hurt to, I may end up motivated to do some myself today but bleh, all mine really is is a bunch of boxes and junk like that mainly, did bathrooms again like a week or so ago so they aren't bad yet. The bigger thing for me atm is Laundry. I have like nothing left clean these past few days but haven't had the time. Also washer is dead ;-;
>>5783215
People seeing my disgusting ogre form is worse than my thoughts
I get stares. I fucking hate it
I like eating, I love concentrating on all those delicious flavors. It makes me forget my horrible horrible body.
hey all.
had a headache all day but in a good mood somehow.
how've yall been
![[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_05.06_[2012.06.19_04.37.17].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/kr9mIu1.jpg "[EveTaku] Inu x Boku SS - 01v3 (1280x720 x264-Hi10P AAC)[D33AB1CE].mkv_snapshot_05.06_[2012.06.19_04.37.17].jpg")
>>5783217
Your washer problem sounds way above my league.
Good luck tho.
>>5783256
Working. Work puts my mind of possible bad things, its great.
>>5783257
I wish I could kill myself. But, unfortunately, it's not in my nature.
big meaty throbbing COCKS
>>5783275
Go on..
>tfw the only times you are ever happy is to build to you up so you can be broken down again
>>5783332
Circle of life. Do drugs, be happy.
>>5783195
Would impregnate one after another/10
>>5783232
Well tough fucking shit. I think most people here got stares. And as you progress the amount of stares drops but they never stop.
Time to grow a thicker skin and get on with your life.
Nothing worse than pansy ass trannies.
>>5783360
>tfw no robo buddy
>>5783360
Go fuck yourself you smug bitch
>>5783261
>Work puts my mind of possible bad things, its great.
Words of wisdom.
>>5783275
Why Link rawr? Why be so mean?
>>5783385
No you don't manddman.
>>5783373
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R65wV3K-dw4
>>5783385
>tfw when you actually look like a man even with ffs
>>5783373
You can be mad at me at work. Now go be a productive member of society.
>>5783344
>tfw built a tolerance to all the drugs and now nothing can make me happy
>>5782984
Sorry for the late response I had a therapy appointment haha.. That was really helpful to read. It definitely puts things in a much more clear perspective for me, Thank you.
>>5782857
...the road trip continued...
I just got fucked while wearing black thigh highs
I'm a cliché
>>5783427
Tried acid, psilocybin, dmt, molly?
how do I stop torturing myself looking at cis girls ;-; I can't get over the fact I will never have the very bare minimum of comfort with myself
>>5783441
dont worry love
its about how it feeeeeeEls
Does bicalutamide cause infertility?
>>5783453
She looks like she could be a tranny actually
>>5783399
Fine you fucking bitch I hate you and I wish you would die
>tfw hon
>>5783435
Where?
>>5783464
As long as you go to work, and keep going to work, you can be as mean to me as you want. I know that you don't mean it.
>>5783472
Shhhhh I am trying to be anonymous here.
How are you all today?
>tfw parents keep telling me I look like Rik Mayall
he was a talented man but he was a MAN
>>5783461
that's Mary Elizabeth Winstead
>>5783490
horrible, I might kill myself tonight if I can find a beam high enough somewhere to hang myself from
I'm high off my mind and sleepy and happy.
how are my favourite girls doing?
>>5783461
>>5783493
MEW is purdy.
>>5783493
No shit sherlock, I know who it is
>>5783487
You're a bully
Why can't you just let me neet in peace
i wish my parents notice im depressed and tried to help me
i have been on my bed crying the whole day and they only get mad at me because they think im angry and because i havent made my bed yet
>>5783533
I am not in the habit of explaining my actions. Now go, young woman, corporate America awaits you.
>>5783490
Meh
>tfw ffs can't shave off enough jawbone to save me
>>5783585
Trip on ffs-anon.
>>5783590
Can people stop assuming every depressed tranny talking about ffs is me?
>>5783562
I'm sorry, you deserve to be happy and acknowledged ): you gon make it anon
>>5783585
you wrote that 3 hours ago. I'm sorry, but i'm sure Dr. Bart will be able to fix it
>>5783605
I am sorry, every depressed tranny sounds the same to me.
>>5783618
I'm not ashemed to use my trip when I whine. You all should know that already.
>>5783461
Don't be ridiculous
>>5783217
You're not the kari from wowg are you?
>>5783441
This reminds me
Would a humble 20 year old 5'6" 108lbs femboy such as myself be welcome to camp out here while femgen is slow?
Here's my resumé
http://i.imgur.com/Yi8Wkv1.jpg
>>5783652
wear'd you get the socks?
>>5783652
>http://i.imgur.com/Yi8Wkv1.jpg
looks male tbqh
I never get why you people associate borderline underweight with femininity.
>literally doing as much as you possibly can to emphasize that distinctively male skellington
I never get why you people all associate
Just ordered meds. I'm 25, so I know I'm fucked.but at least I'll have soft skin ^¬^
>just heard mom watching porn
Spiro causes so much pain
I just want to be off this shit drug
>>5783683
>just heard porn watching mom
>>5783704
no rly tho i was skyping her and all of a sudden heard a fuckload of moaning
like wat lmao
As someone who is pretty sure that I'm trans, how do I "start" the whole process. What is the first thing I need to do? See a therapist?
Advice needed senpais.
>>5783714
im starting by posting shit on here for a while
probably not the best start.
>>5783714
Go to an informed consent clinic
>>5783714
If you are ABSOLUTELY SURE then go to an informed consent clinic/order online and use that until you can get everything prescribed from a doctor. Look for gender therapists who can get you somewhere. Youre going to be waiting nearly a year unless you self med. Most doctors are unexperienced with this. Welcome to hell and health discrimination.
>>5783652
nice chair senpai. I have the same one
>>5783732
I certainly wouldn't mind one desu
>>5783775
I always wondered how to activate the new word filters
>>5783652
Be my bf pls
>>5783714
I talked to a therapist for a while because I wasn't always 100% sure and when I came around to it I decided it was time to start transition so I went to an informed consent clinic.
>Therapy if you need it
>informed consent clinic for same-day hormones
>SRS when you need/can do it
>>5783740
>>5783743
What is this informed consent clinics you speak of? Sorry this is all new to me.
Also this is why I believe I'm trans, but it would help to talk to therapist.
>cross dressed at an early age
>always wanted long hair and girls stuff as a kid
>jealous of girls
>not into girls sexually
>the whole of high school I was dead inside, and refused to believe it was because I wanted to be a girl. Brushed it off as some sick fetish
>got really depressed about going through male puberty
>through the whole Kaitlyn Jenner thing as well as 4chan, came to the realisation that I actually might be trans
>still in late teens (over 18) so I might still pass
>>5783787
Thank you for your advice as well, just saw your post
>>5783788
>What is this informed consent clinics you speak of?
Informed consent is a process where you go to a clinic that offers it and get on hormones. They will "inform" you about hormones and what they do, and if you're able to, you will "consent" to them. Then you'll have your prescription ezpz.
As for therapy, look for someone who specializes in gender or lgbt issues, they should be able to help you out. You could also start hormones and therapy at the same time, as hormones take about 3 months before anything permanent starts to happen.
>>5783792
>>5783787
Split bf custody? One of you gets me Monday to Friday, and the other on weekends?
>tfw no poz bf
>>5783684
Other than frequent peeing , nah not really
>>5783828
constipation/kidney pain each morning from not being able to drink water while sleeping/mild headaches all day (could just be e)/joint stiffness
>>5783635
No I'm Nycteri finally using my name instead of a screenname.
Why is the thread so dead?
>>5783847
>constipation/kidney pain
Are you self medding?
Thats probably from the estrogen pills your taking, i thought it was spiro until i found out it was the estrogen pills and i seitched tk estrogen injections and the cramps stopped.
>>5783853
kayla not here to bring a bit of chaos maybe?
>add some guy on kik
>we talk for a while, exchanging lewd pics
>he seems like he's getting attached to me.
> he starts talking about maybe living together in the future as a fantasy
> as soon as I cum I trait don't want to talk to the guy anymore
>I want to block him because I have other shit I want to do during the day than masturbate and fantasize about some stupid future with a random stranger
>but he seems incredibly lonely and all of this seems to make him feel better, and I'll feel terrible if blocking him makes him feel like shit
What do I do ;_;
>>5783893
Spend the rest of your life with me instead
how do I not screw up a job interview?
so what thread is reel thread rn?
>tfw look gross
>tfw look like douchy guy
;(
>>5783887
kek speak of the devil and she will come
naw, just fought traffic and got home from college which fucking sucks
test
>>5783918
both
>>5783931
lolirot
>>5783944
you've been here all day
>>5783954
? :(
>>5783959
nope, just got home 15 min ago
>>5783915
Drugs and alcohol
Who here man jaw?
>>5783944
Are you really in college or is just another instance of you playing make-believe? Not trying to be a dick it's just hard to always believe you since you do lie a lot.
>>5783863
hm..ill look into that then. thanks. its really becoming a problem.
>Just came out as trans to a guy I knew in HS that thought I was cis (I considered him a friend)
>Turns out he's a Ted Cruz supporter and starts telling me to kill myself for being a disgusting tranny whore
Don't you love how people can turn on you just for being something they don't agree with?
all my hair is falling out.
what am I going to do? why is this happening?
please please help me this can't be happening.
>tfw 28, been on hormones for 7 years, and never been kissed, held, or loved
>tfw haven't had a relationship of any kind in 5 years
>tfw only contact is work colleges and anons on 4chan
>cry every day on the train home because of loneliness
Is there any point? Sure I transitioned and pass but I was too late. I'm too broken from this whole experience. I want out.
so how do you tell between a compliment and a snarky remark? on the way to my truck I passed a group of faggots vaping and one said "hey beautiful" as I passed by and I put my head down and ran. I don't know if he was being a jerk or sincere?
>>5783981
at least you won't need to shave or do laser
>>5783981
Up the t blockers.
>>5783931
could be worse senpaitachi, you could look like i do.
>tfw turtleneck sweater mkaes you look like a really manly steve jobs.
>>5783954
fuggggg, 2x the/mtfg/ .5x the posts!
>>5783956
yeah it's >>5781676
>>5783966
this desu. the only reason i got my job today was because of k-pin.
>>5783971
>that
>man jaw
come on angie.
>>5783964
hows college as a 31 years old man?
>>5783974
yeah I am, been there all damn day ugh >.<
>>5783987
head hair, not bodyhair.
>>5783982
Do you really pass? Show a pic.
If you do I'm sure you could find someone on tinder?
>>5783992
I just feel gross when i wear sweaters but also feel gross when i wear girly things because my body is gross
>>5783984
Do you get random compliments from people on the street often or smarky remarks?
>>5783989
it's thinning, it's not like my hairline is moving up or anything. I don't think it's caused by T. Please kill me.
>>5783984
If it didn't actually happen does it really matter?
>>5783978
>ted cruz supporter
You should have seen it coming. I don't think any not-asshole can like Cruz.
I don't get it though, why people have to be bothered by us and other genders. Some guys were harassing a non-binary person at my college the other day trying to force them to be a guy or a girl. I don't get why it fucking mattered to think. Honestly I think they just wanted to get in their pants because the two dudes thought the non-binary person was born a girl.
>>5783993
im 26
>>5783978
seen it happen all the time.
be glad you found out, you dont need people like that around.
>>5783992
But it is pleb
>>5784002
There's literally no reason for it to be happening unless your T is going up. That's even the reason cisgirls go bald.
Go get a blood test.
>>5784004
Don't talk positively about non-binary people here. Mtfg hates non-binary people. Trust me, I'm non-binary and every time I bring it up I get shit on.
>>5783976
Yeah you should try switching to estrogen injections, your not self medding are you? Im sure if your using the legal route your doctor or therapist or whatever will prescribe injections.
>>5784005
nope
>>5784000
I don't know, it didn't seem snarky but I feel like I look like a monster so if anyone tried to compliment me I always take it as a personal attack.
>>5784005
lmfao
so how's it feel to be a virgin past 30?
>>5784013
Think what you wanna think about them idc, I just can't get my head around why it matters so much and why people have to go out of their way to force people to conform to what they want.
>>5784010
that's not true, hair can thin from stress and bad diet.
>>5784022
What's worse, being past 30 and living with your mom and getting beaten or being a virgin?
>>5784004
See though, I didn't know he was a Cruz Supporter. He said earlier when I had a conversation about politics with him that he was Trump supporter but I guess now he's a Cruz supporter, well, whatever.
