Hopeless edition
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Previous thread >>5643304
Hi
Hello
It's me
Hey there!
>tfw no bf or gf
>hopeless edition
good night grills
never forget to stay hopeful and do your best !
>>5644438
is this where we sadpost
No one gave me advice on the acid so I'm just gonna do it tonight.
Probably gonna hold off on making an active attempt at finding a gf tho
>>5644456
>tfw I'm okay being single
why do i persist if i know ffs/srs is out of reach?
>>5644446
How do you deal with how many people disagree you're a woman because they don't think being a transsexual is real? Do I just go about not giving a dang about them?
>>5644465
iktf
>>5644465
teach me pls. im desperate for the love and validation of another
>>5644469
Just get a job you lazy shit. It's not as unrealistic as you think. People make bigger/more expensive purchases all the time.
>>5644473
Yes.
>>5644471
>Should not do it desu
why? I need reasons. I can't just not do drugs without reasons
>>5644473
Yep
just keep living your life and ignoring them lol
>>5644436
>tfw sometimes you worry that you're not actually trans but an otherkin whose other self coincidentally happens to also be a human
>>5644472
Mado how can you be such a cute girl and then claim intersex? Why waste such a thing
Oh and to the anon I missed who asked if you're around I'm into everything, boy girls don't matter.
>>5644475
Maddie please don't fall into the trap of seeking validation through love, down that road lies a lot of pain.
>>5644473
How can transsexuals be real if our women aren't real?
I went to a cafe cafe before surgery.
I am so scared of other humans. How do I get over this? How do I get out there and find a job and become a normal person? Seriously.
>>5644494
I posted about otherkin last thread, I see people asking how we can be real if these fucks who claim they're not even human aren't real. It gets really annoying and otherkin are actively harming us because they want to be special snowflakes while we have an actual reason for all this.
>>5644491
im into you :3
>>5644493
>>5644456
ill be ur gf
>>5644497
Slowly increase your interaction with them over time
If you're really that bad with it, can you do grocery shopping? Just speak to the cashier a tiny bit. It's basically their job to make small talk lol
Or if you have any hobbies try to find other people who are into it too and become friends with them!
>>5644491
What a pan
>>5644488
Being intersex doesn't mean you can't be a girl any more than being male means you can't be a girl, though... (Mado's a cute no matter what she is or how she identifies, so it doesn't matter anyways.)
>>5644512
wow im listening to madonna right now thats pop music
were made for eachother
>>5644496
c u t e.
>>5644504
Welcome back to sadness hell Caddy.
>>5644297
>looks more fat afterwards
>hair looks ugly wet too
IKR, idk whats up with that
maybe its like if you have naturally slights curls?? (like nothing super curly, but just a wee bit) bcus they like stick to each other when wet and it makes you look like a wet rat or something gross
>>5644299
ehe that might be it
but oh my god its the only way, melting showers *-* gaaah
>>5644504
;_;
>>5644512
If you think that you're broken now, just imagine what will happen if that source of validation tosses you aside. Why do you think I'm as unbelievably fucked up and damaged as I am now? I don't want you to make the same mistake, you deserve better.
>>5644488
You flatter me anon. But its just how I feel. I don't think its being wasted!
>>5644503
Anon~
>>5644510
Best pan desu senpaitachi
>>5644538
i want to touch you...
>>5644532
>maybe its like if you have naturally slights curls??
Yah !!
I have a little more than slight but it just looks like idek a wet dog when my hairs wet lol idgi
And it takes foreverrrrr to drive too.
>>5644504
Caddyyy what's wrong s:
>>5644538
tbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbhtbh
Pan ppl are usually cool tho tbqh senpai
>>5644438
>hopeless
the worst feel desu ;~;
I think I spotted a real female hiding in the picture.
>>5644550
Pookie can you go back to being pookie and stop posting stuff that makes me wish it would happen to me k thanks
>>5644520
>>5644547
touching mado is nice desu
>>5644537
*kisses you*
>>5644556
is this one of those transgender support group meetings
>>5644556
What the fuck is this image?
Suporn patient meet up?
>>5644556
>that one man in a bright pink wedding bridesmaid dress
This is why so many people think AGP is a real thing because that is AGP as fuck. Someone put trip names on all these because it is our future.
>>5644555
hnngh muh heart. why are cats so perfect?
>>5644571
>>5644570
>>5644567
Look at the cuties on the right, if only I could pass as well as them ;__;
>>5644556
WHERE
>>5644558
>Pookie can you go back to being pookie
B-but why
>stop posting stuff that makes me wish it would happen to me k thanks
aaaa I love these though...
fills my shota needs ; __ ;
>>5644556
The fat one in white in the middle is probably cis.
Also CD conventions are so much cringe.
>>5644556
Never going to a trans support meeting
/mtfg/ is good enough
>>5644578
>those two on the right
>>5644580
In the middle, to the top left of the one in red, in front of someone in blue
Someone posted the link earlier "Femme Fever"
Lots of beautifuls womens
>>5644571
None of these people have ever touched or been in the vicinity of an e pill
>>5644585
how many more? god i'm jealous. i wish i had a cat.
>>5644578
How do you get so many old transitioners in the same place?
Is there hope for a 20yo who just came out to his mother? What should I do now? I am scared
>>5644578
Well thats it. This image just made me gag and cleared all thoughts in my brain of wanting to be a girl. Theres no hope in this path and this is what is out there representing us. No wonder it took 20+ years of living before I ever heard anything good about being trans.
>>5644591
What would you want to do if you weren't scared?
>>5644588
They are "natural traps' ;)
Imagine the permeating smell of man sweat filling the room
>>5644591
>his
nope :')
>>5644591
Start medical transition its ok to be scared
>>5644578
JESUS CHRIST
This is the best looking one I could find
>>5644594
Yeah, if that's the kind of company we're going to have then I'm going back to /femgen/ to hang out with the other boys with boobs instead.
>>5644606
Samwise sure had a hard life after Frodo left Middle Earth.
>>5644591
Do you have a therapist, does said therapist feel comfortable dealing with gender stuff?
Do you know of an informed consent clinic in the area? Do you know a doctor who could help you get mones? If all of this is too much waiting, would you be okay self-medicating while you wait?
Depending on where you are resources vary a lot in what they do and help for.
>>5644583
Me 2
>hons making fun of hons
>>5644578
what the fuck
check this out
http://www.femmefever.com/Pictures.html
These are all crossdressers.
>>5644614
>hons making fun of hons making fun of hons
>>5644530
Thank you. It's like a heavy wet blanket.
>>5644550
A laundry list of trivial things under a big feeling of dread and insecurity.
>>5644621
KAYLA
>>5644614
SHUT UP HON >:(
>>5644621
Thats Kayla in a couple years.
Look at this chaser in the front, such a pimp.
He got all the gt that night.
>highlights
1. Middle front green dress; jaundiced face
2. Far right; needing them spanx
3. Me, in the far back in the red, not standing on anything, just 8 ft tall
4. Middle blue dress, not bad!
and last but not least
5. The black lady in the middle left pink dress, i HOPE shes slouching or her physique is that of a gorilla in the least racist mannerism possible, built like a fridge.
>>5644629
*fart*
>>5644631
No, this is.
>>5644635
THATS A HUGE BITCH
>>5644635
What... What am I doing here? What am I doing with my life?
>>5644556
>>5644578
Normally I am not one to believe in agp shit, but holy fuck ....
They are all wearing shitty dresses, horrile make up, that would give me a run for my money if I wore make up a lot, pantyhose, I mean maybe for some outfits, but centerinally open toed, shit. I mean some of them pass in the second one as old ladies, but most pass just about as mcuh as I do.
>>5644635
okay now I know you are just ripping this shit from cross dresser websites
good on you hon.
I am going to go have my three shots and fap. First drinking alone in three months ... I had a good run, but I feel like getting drunk tonight.
>>5644634
Can she refer you to anyone? What country are you in?
Also starting is always understandably scary.
>>5644626
s: I'm sorry to hear that
Hope it imrpvoes soon!
>>5644635
>>5644621
>>5644578
STOP THIS
>>5644614
>being a hon
>20XX
>>5644634
>how?
Self med or Informed Consent imo
>>5644614
I'm not making fun, I'm just feeling a bit sick seeing everything I'm insecure about and hate about myself amplified and embraced to such an extreme.
>>5644635
Found Korra
>>5644645
hrt and losing weight worked so well for you. Good job.
sheen passed away
>>5644651
lol
I call this pic of me "blue steel"
>>5644648
uggo
>>5644661
o.O
>>5644651
korra has bigger hands, arms, nose, and chin.
>>5644646
Last time she said she'd ask her former class mates for references, Brazil
>>5644656
http://www.femmefever.com/Pictures.html
http://www.femmefever.com/before.html
>>5644655
losing weight maybe, but hrt did nothing major other than soften my skin. Laser, growing hair to frame my face and getting my eye brows threaded did the lion share of the work.
I still can't get a bf to save my life. I suppose i can get a mtf too, but fuck anything born with a vagina. A post op transgirl is fine though.
>>5644673
Oh shit, I didn't know they pay to look like that.
They charge out the asshole too, thats insane
>>5644673
>these people will be the first thing my family will think of when they think transgender
the closet seems pretty nice actually
>>5644673
You look like you're about to break down crying in that photo
>>5644680
My mom bust into tears when I told her I was going to transition because she's afraid I'll be like those people.
>>5644687
at least she didn't bust a rhyme.
>>5644680
Being afraid of becoming a person like that is a large part of why I waited so long to transition. Which of course has led to me looking like one of them now that I am transitioning. Fuck.
>>5644680
well they are transgender, but not transsexual. I know all this lgbt speak is bullshit .....
>>5644675
yeah, I watch joe goes and he went to a place that did that sort of thing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3qULfC0nG8
>>5644684
I remember that picture getting taken. I was dying. I didn't mean to grow the fucking beard either. i was in deinal about having a beard.
>>5644680
>Come out to family member
>Can clearly see the worry in their face
>Show them the inspiring timelines from the OP
>Their reaction lightens way up and they start saying things like "Oh wow" and "You can definitely look like that" while smiling
You're completely correct. The hons being linked are 100% what people think off the bat because thats who has always represented trans to the majority
>>5644693
my mom didnt care about timelines....
she asked me how id find someone who likes me after a while..prob the best concern
now she calls me a boy and offers me perfume samples
g-good shit
>>5644684
>me all the time
Where to buy "fem gum" ?
>>5644687
Its a really awful stigma and it is difficult to convince people of otherwise until they're around you in girlmode and see you aren't just getting your rocks off to it.
That's why Cait Jenner is bad for the trans community, people expect that we're like her even though thats many of our nightmares
>tfw know I could easily be dating, but always feel super insecure and immediately wonder why anybody would like me so I should just save my time and spend the rest of my life alone doing drugs to escape from reality
How do I make myself feel like I am worth something to someone? I've never dated someone for more than 3 months and I'm starting to get scared because the only common denominator is me.
>>5644671
That's possibly good, hopefully her old classmate is helpful. Good luck anon.
>>5644645
Your eyes scream of madness.
I've decided that I'm going to stop posting for the next while. I need to make some real steps towards actually improving my life and becoming more comfortable with myself, and sadposting about it here probably isn't going to allow that to happen. If anyone wants to reach me, I'll be on Skype and the IRC. Until next time, goodbye /mtfg/!
>>5644699
Your mom sounds like my mom.
>>5644708
Yay!
Good luck elanna-chan
>>5644708
l8r
>>5644708
N-No Elanna! We need you! Dont go..
>>5644708
>tfw afraid to go to elanna's playground
>>5644708
G-Ganbatte elanna!
>>5644720
omg I fucking LOVE kittens.
>>5644707
kind of lol....
I think I was seeing demons and shit durning that picture.
>>5644708
yeah getting off mtfg is good honestly. I have waves where I post here out of sheer bordom. I don't want to bring up my trans shit with irl, irc, or most skype friends so I just shit post here and pretend I don't pass.
>>5644708
Breaks are good Elanna, hope you get better.
>>5644726
boop
>>5644705
Thanks, I hope next time I come I started hrt, goodnight
where's my anon girlfriend, i need cuddles
>>5644708
si se puede elanna!
you can do it!!
>>5644708
Do it! It sets you free.
>>5644737
wheres her left arm lmao production value
>>5644735
maybe i could be your girlfriend tonight
Plant has fallen. No longer a pure maiden.
chaturbate dot com slash xartemisiax
>>5644735
hi im here
>>5644723
A little bit better after I showed her some timelines, but she's still very worried regardless.
>>5644735
It's me, maddie. I was your secret anon girlfriend the whole time. We're super kawaii yuri ecchi together now. It was only a matter of time before I confessed myself to you like this.
>>5644760
no stop it its me
>>5644753
>xartemisiax
But that's not plant
>>5644699
ur moms dope desu
>>5644760
d-dreams do come true
>>5644762
>>5644754
>>5644751
ladies pls o-oh gosh
>>5644753
are you on cb all day
how do you find the trips
>>5644764
I'm your real anon gf, pls stay with me
what have I become? like last year I was able to drink a half 320ml of alcohol a night and be mildly buzz about this time last year. Now I am drunk after two fucking shots.
I know I lot weight and my tolerance went down but damn ... what is fuck up is that I feel more fucked up than when I did 200ug of lsd with low tolerance. At least it isn't a 12 hour commitment.
>>5644767
Me too
but she does make good food desu....
bring me one of her sammies lool
>>5644723
>I don't want to wait, but I feel a lot of shame
Feeling shame before you start never gets easier, sorry. You just have to get the process started in spite of how scary it is. Don't put it off for years like I did, I regret that severely.
>>5644775
we have some but idk if theyll still be good!
i will tho
>>5644772
dw anonette, i'm a pure and loyal maiden <3
>>5644773
I never was a drinker but I used to at least be able to drink it in moderation and not have any issues; I basically can't handle any amount of alcohol since starting HRT.
>>5644753
>pure maiden
Kek you're so delusional
>>5644783
>>5644772
dawww
EVERYBODY POST WHO YOU WANT CUMMIES FROM
>you'll never be a popular trip that everyone adores and eventually gets a trip gf
>>5644753
She doesn't have any education or skills and she's living away from home unemployed. What else do you expect?
>>5644778
I hope they are !!
she won't be there when we come on Thursday huh?
>>5644793
T i s h u
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>>5644797
You won't unless you start right now, anon...
>>5644797
>you'll never be a popular trip
true
maybe ill be popular with my gf tho
>>5644793
My bestfriend
>>5644797
You can't become a popular trip without at least getting a trip, Anon. (Not that that guarantees you'll be popular, of course; I'm not.)
>>5644793
>impostor
>le cummie meme
fuck off.
>>5644797
Been there done that, what a shit experience.
>>5644797
with elanna gone maybe it's a good time to get in on tripping
>>5644797
mados cummies are delicious
>>5644793
I wish to not be asexual
pls and ty
>>5644813
>tfw never be a popular trip
sup hons
fellow hon reporting in.
will meet you all in ten forword.
>>5644793
Mommy, of course.
>>5644797
>you'll never be a popular trip with haters because you have a trip gf and then more haters when your trip gf leaves you for another trip gf who also dumped her trip gf leaving you to deal with the drama
>>5644793
why do I have to pick, just gimmie the full trip bukkake experience.
>>5644819
i want mommy to be platonic and coddle me desu
>>5644822
u got it
>>5644793
Jormo's crossdresser boyfriend
>>5644822
>trip
>bukkake
Pick one.
>>5644818
I know I'm a bad judge of it, but you don't look like a hon to me. (That may just mean that I'm an even worse looking hon, I don't know. Probably.)
>>5644742
I think you just blew my mind anon
>>5644797
>that everyone adores
is that even possible??
that sounds really hard
>>5644818
Idk what you talking about I'd hang with you
(and maybe hold hands)
>>5644839
>Is that even possible??
But everyone loves you gem....
pshoooo
reddit's being mean to me for no apparent reason. You wouldn't be mean to me, would you anon?
>>5644834
thanks i guess.
This will be one of the last times I post here though for a bit. I basically need to stop coming to mtfg. I only came back here for a bit because I needed some info on srs and now that i got it I guess i will go else where
my skype is mudkipz911 if anyone wants to get into contact with me. i am going to take another shot and go drag down a ranked lol game :3c
>>5644842
were you born with a penis and live in socal, if so add me on skype. well I mean you can add me on skype either way, but I kind of want someone to be with.
And before you ask, yes I view myself and other mtfs as women, I just can't stand ciswomen when dating. I tried it once and I was done with it. pre op or post op on the trans stuff is fine though, it is just me not being able to take cis women. Maybe it is the jelly of their body making me dysphoric?
>>5644776
Yeah
I'm probably going to come out sometime this year
>>5644850
Do you even know where you are, sugarpill-tits?
>>5644856
I don't even know what gender I am, hun.
>>5644839
>is that even possible??
>that sounds really hard
Check out all the love Elanna just got
>>5644862
To be fair, she got it because she was leaving the board. For all you know, some of those people were celebrating.
>tfw you have like 5 people who spam you with messages all day when you just want alone time
>tfw the people you want to message you never message you
>>5644845
idk why tho, I'm not funny or interesting to talk to and I'm probably conceited af, and I'm pretty dumb
also an anon hates me
>>5644850
Why is reddit being mean to you?
>>5644874
everyone has at least one anon that hates them
>>5644874
everyone except kit is hated by at least some anons desu
>>5644874
no youre very fun to talk to to, and very considerate
and you definitely arent dumb rofl
>>5644874
Anon haters don't really count.
>>5644849
Hi
Cute character desu
shoulda lasted longer...
>>5644870
>tfw the people you want to message you never message you
who tho ....
>>5644874
I don't know I think you're pretty genuine
and also not really mean to people and generally nice.
>>5644879
Kit's sooo nice!
>>5644858
Cutest cat so far !!
>>5644870
We really need to talk more because I love every moment we spend together. I don't like it when more than a few minutes goes by since I've received a message from you.
>>5644874
You seem pretty cool.
Also there's an anon that hates everyone it's nbd.
>>5644887
Idk how any1 can hate kit desu
>>5644874
That's part of why I stopped tripping. And I feel like I have nothing worth saying. Who gives a shit about anything I could post.
>>5644886
grace, avery, people who i've talked to like once or twice and then never since *coughcough*
>>5644902
>tripping in the first place
>>5644878
I thought I had an anon hater once but they stopped harassing me after only three posts. ;_;
>>5644875
Because I was posting a meme and they thought I was talking about democracy. I know there;s mean people on the internets but sometimes the proportions are surprising. Meh. More time to do something productive. Like be grill.
>>5644905
I had an anon put on my name and be mean to people once.
>>5644903
I love you!
>>5644879
i love u maddie
>>5644903
>avery
Oh !! I used to talk to her a lot I should msg her more t b h she's nice
>*coughcough*
H-haha
xD
>>5644915
Grace !!
>>5644920
>Grace !!
Hello !!
>>5644874
i hate you, and don't forget it
>>5644915
this is goals in a pic
have you bunch ever thought that maybe you're mentally ill and need counseling/a bullet to the head?
>>5644931
Have you ever thought about not trolling trannies?
>>5644930
of course, i hate you even more
>>5644931
Only every day
>>5644931
Nah have you?
>>5644931
wow gotem xD
you sure showed the people who are most likely to have considered suicide and have had counseling
>>5644934
but you guys are so emotionally unstable that's more fun
>>5644916
Ilu2 bae. I'm going to bed, nini
>>5644931
Shit you're right I should go tell my counselor I've been seeing for a year that I need counseling lol.
>>5644941
pro tip:
I don't think anyone here cares what you say if you're anon
it's not like you're the first or even the tenth anon to say these things in the past week alone
>>5644931
>need counseling
My counsellor told me I was trans
>>5644941
But it's not people like you that make us unstable it's ourselves lol
we already deal with this every other thread it's really quite boring.
>>5644944
well i did suggest two options, if counseling is not working you might want to consider the other one
>>5644930
>How are you ??
I'm pretty tired, it's getting late and I had a busy dayyy.
>What's been up lately anything new?
I started 2 classes at my local community college, English and History. Also trying to get a job now.
I got to go to an aquarium today and I saw some really cute dolphins !
How about you?
>>5644931
Yeah, I've got counselling, but I don't think I'm gonna put a bullet in my head. Thanks for the suggestion, I've thought of it already!
>>5644927
One day I'll be a teacher and Kiwi will be my housewife
>>5644952
Counseling has gotten me to where I need to be.
Have you considered going back to /pol/
>>5644948
i'm sure their job is to fix your problem, not tell you what you think is true
>>5644931
I don't think bullets to the head are receptive to counseling tbdesu
>>5644954
@_@
>make kiwi my housewife
wowie...
i want a bestie who has tickle fights w me and is like....is like in sync with me ... like a twin
>>5644959
Transitioning is solving the problem though.
>>5644960
it'll fix your problem, isn't that what you want? because the problem causes suffering
>>5644962
it's a lie tho, you will never be a girl
>>5644964
Do you try to commit suicide when you stub your toe?
I'm trying to figure out what makes you tick anon
What's your brain bug?
What's making you see the world the way you do?
>>5644970
Doesn't matter, I still feel good when I have an estrogen pill dissolving under my tongue.
i just blocked my dads laptop phone and tablet wifi on Mondays and saturdays between 11 pm and 3am because he called me a loser how pathetic am I 1-10
>>5644978
not pathetic...
desu i think everyone should be able to be pathetic before they become depressed
sounds like a cunt block him at random hours like make it change like 3 hours in the day time, 3 separate hours that are different each day
shit in his bed
>>5644970
Who wants to be a cis girl anyway? Anything that bleeds for 5 days and doesn't die is unnatural
>>5644978
Are those important hours for him?
hi mentally ill girl here, pretty constantly horrified by how tall and masculine i am, how are you
>>5644984
the point is that he won't notice for a while and he'll think its just some glitch when he does
>>5644964
>>5644970
One day, you will proudly tell your children that you anonymously told a group of unfortunate and vulnerable people to commit suicide because they will never get better.
Reflect on this, anon. It's senseless. Bullies are mentally ill, too, and I pity you for that.
>>5644985
hi
I'm okay
>>5644978
i mean like
probably 1-2/10?
depends how out-of-character that is for your dad
my mother for example has freaked the fuck out before but is generally pretty liberal? i guess that only applies until it hits close to home?
>>5644972
i don't have your mental illness, but from the way you all cry all day i can only imagine you're in pain all the time. much different from a temporary pain from a stubbed toe. also if you can't counseling to make you a willing male again, then you will never stop being in pain, because you can never be a girl.
