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"Hang in there" edition.
▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Conent%20Clinics.pdf
▶infographs suck for makeup
▶Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
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Prior Art >>5598989
>>5600603
Yuri is the purest form of love
Awoo~!
>>5600585
Not sure if your lsp or a random anon, but thanks i guess
>>5600600
Great falls definitely seems a lot smaller than Edmonton, the greater Edmonton area is like 1 million people. Culturally they're probably pretty close though.
A place like Red Deer or Lethbridge is probably what you're looking for though if you're looking for a Canadian version of a city of 60 thousand in Montana.
>>5600614
but 2d boys are a qt!
Gonna do a time lapse of the snowfall.
>>5600620
Wasn't me, honestly I'll not comment because I know you'll feel weird about any commentary on your boy voice.
>>5600603
ʞɔns oʇ siuǝd pǝʞɐos ɯnɔǝɹd ou ʍɟʇ
>>5600625
I'd kill myself if I didn't see the sun at least couple days a week
>>5600621
Yea, it's really about how few people are there and how the scenery looks. Idk, I'd be fine with edmonton probably. Idk, i have to see it first! Also how the fuck to citizenship. Whole thing seems like a pain.
Your comment about Regina was really funny btw, i giggled. I didnt say anything about it earlier but it was appreciated.
IDK why but this is kind of amusing.
>>5600590
well I don't rlly have much hands-on experience with canadian food culture and stuff and there are definitely differences but there's some overlap too from geographic proximity in some areas and past migrants passing through on their way down to new orleans, there's a lot of boston/new-england culture too
It's like watching the tropics get swallowed.
Since Palms are kind of tropical plants. And this one is a subtropical variant.
what should i tattoo across my chest
s a d b o y s was already taken.
>>5600645
M O R B I D
Also, the palms height is 34 inches from ground to the top of the highest frond. Which makes this last photo kind of hilarious.
I just imagine the palm being all like "HALP!"
>>5600648
already taken by a qt.
>start transitioning
>becoming more and more like my mother in appearance and attitude
Is this normal? It's freaking me out.
>>5600645
"tfw
No boobs ;_;"
>>5600660
no, thanks. i don't mind my breasts.
>>5600621
lethbridge sounds warm
star anaethetist anne lawrence taught at the university there i thought, tho
would rather be in montreal, i like density, but yeah still wintery. continental wintery less extreme than prairie wintery, but still miserable
>tfw was going to see her tomorrow
>tfw can't until thursday now
>>5600657
it's not not normal
>>5600657
Normal as fuck yo.
>>5600645
-->CUM HERE<--
Spent the whole day doing math work and feel like I've made no progress. Pfft..what a feeling..
>>5600645
see me in the club with it tatted on my chest
>>5600670
noted. if only it'd actually work like that.
So now that the snow is ended, I'm going to have some first world Anarchy.
>>5600666
GET BEHIND ME SATAN
it's okay to be a fatty for a day, right?
>>5600638
I don't know a lot about the process for citizenship sadly, but I do know it becomes a lot easier to get citizenship if you have work in Canada or are going to school here. Also, you could just get hitched with a Canadian, that also works ^^
>>5600641
It makes me sad that I've never been to the New England area, I really need to get down there someday. Seems nice ;_;
>>5600657
This is entirely normal, albeit disturbing when it happens.
>>5600665
Lethbridge is prairie cold, but warmer than Edmonotn at the very least. I'd definitely say that Montreal is a better place to live if you like urban centers though.
ANARCHY!
N
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H
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I'm wild and out of control!
>>5600635
wow grass, dark in colour, no melting frozen dog shit in it
>Haven't eaten in two days
>Really not hungry
>Can't be bothered to go to the shops to get groceries
I wonder if I should be worried about this.
>>5600673
s e e m e i n t h e c l u b w i t h i t t a t t e d o n m y c h e s t, see me in the club with it tatted on my chest. catchy, i like it.
dear kayla
FAINT
it's spelt FAINT
FEINT is a fencing move
FAINT is losing consciousness out of fear/shock/etc.
>>5600682
make sure to do it before climate change completely fucks up the local sealife
maybe if I just don't drink I'll die in a few days
it's got to be easier to kill myself by not doing something than by actively having to do something, right?
>>5600682
Cant get a job prob, have no money for school. Will you marry me
http://strawpoll.me/6618158/
http://strawpoll.me/6618158/
http://strawpoll.me/6618158/
>>5600657
it happened to me too desu
>basically same sense of fashion
>same taste in music
>losing my tolerance for spicy food
>same tolerance for alcohol (none)
>also prefer wine
>growing love of starbucks
>similar personality in general
>wear boots constantly like her
>probably same career choice
>>5600686
...maybe eat a snack
your stomach is probably in starvation mode or something so your metabolism is just being really slow
>tfw got off work an hour early cause of blizzard and barely had to work today cause of blizzard
>>5600714
Hey Gem
Shameless discord server plug
invite link: https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww8t2Oe
>>5600719
hey kup, what's up??
>>5600698
>it's got to be easier to kill myself by not doing something
nah, starving/dehydrating yourself to death is a very long series of increasingly-hard decisions to kill yourself plus increasing pain, rather than just one very hard decision
>>5600678
pretty good song
>>5600714
I guess this is the loss of appetite I was told would maybe happen when starting sertraline.
>>5600723
Kinda bored and wanting out of Australia desu
>tfw no gf or bf
i hate puking
i hate myself
my brain hurts
>tfw chaser
>tfw none of you qts will ever be my gf
life is pointless
>>5600744
I'll suck your dick, I'm desperate for validation right now.
>>5600744
Take tit tacs and invade safe spaces, that's what most chasers do anyways right?
>tfw u have control of the courts and the senate
>tfw too dangerous to be left alive
>>5600744
>hasn't even tried flirting with any of us
Are we just supposed to throw ourselves on top of you?
>>5600732
Oh cmonnn itd just be for the citizenship. I promise, we only have to have sex on our wedding night.
>cowboys
Only if theyre black and french and not cowboys
>>5600724
every time I'm about to do it the irrational fucking survival instinct kicks in and I can't follow it through, I don't know how to push past it
>>5600757
I've been told that it's ok so long as you're alright with a loveless marriage where you get routinely cucked ;~;
Hangin in der
>>5600762
Holy shit, elanna, lets get married
#dead thread
I'm gonna go flirt with some weirdos on /r9K/
I'm outtie
>>5600758
>i don't know how to push past it
you don't push past it :^)
why do u want to die tho
sheen passed away whilst hanging in there
>>5600757
>Only if theyre black and french
come to vanier, they're polite. the white people otoh, are crackheads with destroyed vocal cords.
>>5600768
yay thats good to hear
how was yumes?
>tfw the dealer was out of shrooms
>tfw you'll never hug Dreamy Girl
>tfw Noun will never love you
>>5600773
feeling like a freak
knowing I'll never fit in
being disgusted by the way my body looks and feels
feeling like I'm a failure in everything I try my hand at
finding it impossible to lose weight
finding it impossible to work on my studies like I know I'm meant to be doing because HRT has sapped my energy and because I'm too busy curled up in bed crying over the above and trying to sleep whenever possible for as long as possible to make my life go by quicker
just the usual
>>5600769
Fuck, this wasn't what I wanted to learn
http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/helpcentre/answer.asp?q=357&t=5
>>5600782
Getting Canadian citizenship is hard desu
My ultra rich friend who has lived and worked there for years is having visa trouble.
>>5600768
hi madooo
how're things at the apt??
>>5600733
sounds awful
>>5600780
>out of shrooms
im sorry we did it all a couple days ago without you ;~;
>>5600782
>ywn be a cititzen of Canada
>ywn take advantage of their healthcare system
>you will always be stuck in Australia
Jdimsa
>>5600704
this could be a fascinating poll!
i was like openly a mess before, but i still dropped out of high school after starting hormones
>>5600758
Accept that you're alive for now, and find something to help you cope.
>>5600782
Damn. Now i can't get cucked
>tfw no bf
>>5600789
>Getting Canadian citizenship is hard desu
yeah this is true. i know two trans women from the states deported, barred for 5 years or something for overstaying, minor paperwork errors
hopefully this gets better with harper gone, but idk i'm still holding my breath for my legalised grass and there's been no luck so far with that either
I need trap/shemale love
https://www.reddit.com/r/GirlsInDiapers/comments/42daoq/oi_in_here_were_talking_about_the_tg_issue_if_you/
anyone else see this? lots of drama in the girls in diapers subreddit about whether or not trans girls should be allowed to post their diapered butts... if you have a reddit account, please come show your support
>>5600810
no love here. gtfo
>>5600684
pls send all ur preschool pics ;-; pls mom
>>5600815
Fuck you too then, you HIV infested vermin!
Can someone teach me how to be a rave slut?
>>5600825
easy peasy
>>5600782
>http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/helpcentre/answer.asp?q=357&t=5
>your Canadian spouse can sponsor you to become a permanent resident
http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/immigrate/sponsor/spouse.asp
tl;dr not citizenship, but you can live and work and eat poutine etc
>>5600812
Trip on edgar
>>5600825
Come party with me bb
>>5600830
Fuck off
>>5600824
So close and yet so far
>>5600743
Yeah that's normal. I notice that I'm a LOT like my mom. Both in looks and in temperament. Just accept that fact and you'll be A-ok!
>>5600749
I like to think that safe spaces are kind of dumb anyways so I don't really care.
>>5600816
What, you want more by the artist?
>TFW you'll never be forced to go on a field trip with the other preschool students by a domme teacher.
>>5600812
someone post stewer-brewer sam.
or is that who this is over?
>>5600832
>>5600825
mtfg rave party when?
>>5600838
agreed
>>5600838
come to the uk, we have the best raves
>>5600835
I WANT ALL OF THEM YES
thank u aria ^_^
Hey gals, going makeup/clothes shopping tommorow! Already got a skirt, mascara, eyeliner, and lipstick (so... not much :P ) what are going to be my essentials going into this week full-time? Thanks!
>>5600828
>you can live and work and eat poutine etc
that's sufficient naturalisation probs, but the url says spouse. i don't want to get anyone's hopes up, i'm not sure people know what they're taking on marrying random canadians
>>5600838
I'm definitely going to at least one festival this summer in BC, hit me up :3
>>5600781
ikmotf
what's your HRT regimen like right now?
as for losing weight, just pic related all day every day
>>5600734
>>5600807
>tfw bf
>>5600780
That's awful, we need to find a way to get you some shrooms.
>>5600845
>Thanks!
your welcome
>>5600856
fuk u asuka
>>5600845
Whatever you want to wear/think looks good on you desu
it gets more and more tempting by the minute.
>>5600793
Yeah
This country is pretty shit desu
I'll probably move to the Cascadia region or something
There's a moment of realization that you've accidentally started an anon down a dangerous path...
That day is today and me realizing that Frog is into diapers and being bullied into being a sissy....
>>5600860
>your welcome
>your
>Y-O-U-R
>tfw you leave Reddit and can't cope with common gramatical mistakes
>>5600856
Moap pls, i just gotta ask him ;_;
Hey, I haven't been on here in ages. I wonder if anyone even remebers me.
So I'm finally on the wait list for CAMH for their gender reassignment clinic. I'm starting to get really anxious lately because in all honesty I'm really scared to start taking hormones a bit...
I really don't think I'll end up looking all that feminen when all is said and done either.
>>5600778
Its fun, getting high and drunk. Just got done playing bf4
>>5600793
Pretty good watching stuffs making ramen. Its fine I was talking about last night we went to get more shrooms and he was out. So we just got weed
>>5600852
200mg spiro
4mg progynova
>>5600847
>i'm not sure people know what they're taking on marrying random canadians
Yeah I wouldn't recommend marrying randoms of any nationality, really... I only brought it up cuz trips were joking about marrying trips and then being sad cuz maybe they couldn't
>because marrying a trip from mtfg is totally recommended
>>5600870
really??
>>5600874
:^)
>>5600879
weed is always good
How to get courage to grill voice people
I cannot. It is impossible.
>>5600828
I have a friend in Canada who offered to sponsor me if Donald Trump becomes president. As a Certified Nurse Aide and Nursing Student, how likely am I to citizenship?
>>5600862
>tfw bf
>>5600871
Where do we draw the line with sissy stuff? Can you be trutrans if you're into being a sissy?
>>5600875
Why isn't he asking you?
>>5600893
like me hes very very shy
>>5600893
I'd say so. Being a sissy can still be a female fetish to some degree. Like a kind of tomgirl woman or a turbo business lady who loves being turned into daddy's little girl or something
>>5600888
Transphobic and stuff
Nice trips btw
>>5600893
I honestly don't know. I think it's one of those "You do you" things. Like how a lot of drag queens eventually discover that they are trans by being into drag or something.
Me, I like maids. It's my little kink. But it's the subbing someone and occasionally being subbed aspect though played out in a kind of particular manner.
I've heard of people discovering that they are trans through their kink.
And then you have Chris-Chan.
>>5600900
It's funny because I haven't had a single verbal or physical altercation since I became an obvious tranny but I used to get called faggot all the time and had the shit kicked out of me once before this.
>>5600881
well that sounds effective at least... if you're depressed with E to counter the depressive effects of AAs then maybe your diet is lacking in some nutrients or too high in other things? low vitamin d or b, too high sugar intake... have you talked to a doctor or a therapist about any of this?
Does transgender jokes in media ever seriously offend you? I know it's kind of a weird thing to ask, but I recently I was playing a video game that I was really enjoying when something happened that hit really close to home. I don't usually get offended by jabs at Transgenders in video games and stuff like that, I often just shrug them off, but this particular one was pretty crude. Basically, one of the characters dies in a rather brutal fashion, and it's then revealed by the people examining her corpse that she had male genitalia. The characters then begin to joke about how she got what was coming and they would've killed her themselves if they really found that out.
idk man, I know it seems really SJW-like and childish to get offended over jokes but there was something about it that kind of stung. It didn't help that the character herself was the "geeky" type who used the computer a lot and stuff like that (which is something I feel incredibly self conscious about)
Sorry for the blog post, but I'm honestly curious if any of you guys have had similar experiences?
>>5600912
Japan shit always seems to be the worst towards us so that makes me frown a little sometimes
>Remy will NEVER
>EVER
>step on your dick
why was i even born?
>>5600918
sucks 4 u
remy stepped on my dick just the other night
>>5600912
Nope. No humor is off limits. Sure it stings a bit but guess what? The joke comes from a humorous observation. You just have to learn how to laugh at yourself.
A lot of SJWs never learned how to laugh at themselves. Hence why they get offended all the time. Jeff Foxworthy sums it up best.
"The best thing about redneck jokes is that they're all true."
>Posting another wtf pic for Frogs benefit.
>just ordered pizza
who else trutrans here? remember if you dont eat pizza once a week your testosterone levels revert to guy levels
Is the link for informed consent providers broken in the OP or am I doing something wrong? Does anyone have an alternative link?
>>5600919
i can't take it anymore. i am going to end my pathetic excuse for an existence.
>tfw can't stop being a NEET shut-in outside of classes
How I stop being boring ;~;
>>5600657
> tfw have the exact same personality and interests as my mom
It's weird sometimes tbqh. If I start to look sorta like her when I start HRT it'll feel even weirder.
>>5600920
Yeah, I guess you're right. I was always the one to get hurt-feelings really easily if that makes any since. It *is* just a video game, after all, and it would bother me more if the game was outright censored to be honest.
>>5600780
i feel this. wish i hadn't glanced past. may ur dreams come true, just want to say
>>5600920
Not that person, I don't mind humor but that didn't sound like a joke, just sounded outright cruel. Still not for censorship, but that's just shitty.
>>5600922
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
Somehow the s in consent was left out.
>>5600891
it depends on where you do it
if its in public just remember that you'll probably never see them again, and if you're trying it over the phone remember that they can't see you so if they gender you right then kudos
>>5600900
that sucks :(
if you ever seriously moved here though I juat thought I'd let you know that I'd treat you like a little sister and teach you how to do makeup and let you borrow clothes and stuff and visit constantly
>>5600921
nice! What'd you get??
I order pizza everytime I have a day off
I even have an account w dominos so adter every five orders I get a free pizza
good evening thread, how are you tonight?
>>5600930
it's not even that it's "just a videogame", it's that on another level it's "just life", this is all just some bullshit happening because reasons that nobody fundamentally understands
if you can learn to laugh at the terrible things life can throw at you then you're golden
>it would bother me more if the game was outright censored to be honest.
that's the spirit
>>5600896
Hm, I'd be far too nervous to make the first move, plus I'm super sub and want them to make the first move.
>>5600898
See but thats not what I'm talking about, Im talking about like actual sissy porn.
>>5600903
>Chris-Chan
Why do you have to mention that, what a stain on all of us.
>>5600912
Yes, that would seriously bother me. The tranny jokes they make in himym bother me. Theres making jokes and then theres being hateful.
>>5600921
I try but pizza makes me want to vomit when it hits my lower gut.
>>5600912
Jeez, what game was that? That doesn't sound funy at all...
>>5600948
dangan ronpa
>>5600892
oh wait a second, nursing?! there has to be a way. the country pretty much is just a thin border north of the states made up almost entirely of dying old people
How does everyone here avoid getting hard during sex?
My gt is literally swollen from getting fucked by my boyfriend all night.
>>5600892
>how likely am I to citizenship?
Can't say for sure, but the process seems to be:
>get sponsored
>move to moosemountiemaplesyrupistan
>find work
>work and live and eat poutine
>work and live and eat poutine
>work and live and eat poutine
>keep repeating, because
>"You must have been physically present in Canada as a permanent resident for at least 1,460 days during the six years immediately before the date of your application"
>learn about Canadian history and culture, because
>"You must also show, in English or French, that you understand Canada’s history, values, institutions and symbols"
>apply for citizenship
>congrats, you are citizenship!
At least this is what I gathered from the links... ymmv
http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/index.asp
>>5600957
how am i supposed to penetrate without getting hard?
>>5600912
Any kind of lazy offensive joke is cheap. But being properly offensive can be hilarious. As Monty Python have proven time and time again, guys dressing up like girls is hilarious when you set it up right.
>>5600946
I suppose, i mean for all intents and purposes we are together just not "officially" if that makes sense and id rather he was my bf.
>>5600944
I'm okay, I think the full moon is messing up my sleep though.
>>5600912
are you sure that wasn't hanging a lantern on it or that it was being satirical?
>>5600941
Could I crash at your place sometime? I swear I'll be producitve and stuff.
>>5600615
>jörmy
cut ye fuckin fringe
>>5600981
>Not liking Awoo!
>>5600974
yes, pls do
just be warned that this is a pants free household
>>5600981
I did!
>beating myself up because depressed
>hit myself in the face so hard my ears ring for a full minute afterwards
>remember being 10 all of a sudden and learning about self-harming at school and thinking "jesus, that's awful, who would do that to themselves?"
>break down crying
fuck being trans
>>5600992
lol
>>5600987
Wait
Why pants free?
>>5600988
show us ^_^
>>5600937
Thanks so much.
I've been going through this process the traditional way so far, but the longer my therapist waits the sillier it seems. He's a nice guy and he seems to really know what he's doing, but the waiting just gets exponentially harder.
i miss sydney. i want my life back.
>Be me, not on mones or anything
>Into CD but no one knows
>Mom sends her coworker a picture of us during christmas
>"You look like twins!"
I'm not even mad, I'll take it.
>>5600992
I know this feel all too well. I used to scratch my face when I was young and bang my head on shit. I still punch myself sometimes too and end up sobbing on the floor until I fall asleep.
>>5600992
That's not a good sign, anon.
Now that you've seen what it's like from the other side of the situation, how would you explain your behavior to your 10-yr-old self?
>>5601023
"You've got no fucking idea, kid, no idea at all. Also, google 'transgender' and 'quality health, inc.'. Quickly. Please."
>>5600967
hm? why would that affect your sleep?
you should just do what I do, and become nocturnal. the moon is the sun.
>>5601003
It's shit
>>5601040
why aren't you full-time?
>>5601042
Cuz I don't pass well enough
>>5601040
I like your bangs desu. Very qt
>mtf
>don't want to transition
>want to treat mental disorder as such and get over delusion that I'm female
how do I go about this, I don't want to be a degenerate
>>5601044
i was full-time prehrt and i don't pass at all. you're crazy.
>>5601038
i wish i could stay nocturnal but my crazy stepmom wont let me even though everyone in my family is cool with it
>"you have to sleep like normal people otherwise its just not healthy"
>"well why isnt it, whats the difference if im still getting sleep?"
>"it's just not healthy!"
>"yea but can you explain why"
>"its just not!"
she did this for 30 minutes at dinner today and now i have to reset my sleep because shes been complaining about it and everyone wants her to just shut up
rip neet sleep schedule ;_;
>>5600603
The discord server link in the op is coming up as invalid in the app, am i doing something wrong? I've never used it before, i just installed the app, made an account, and tapped the 'I've already got the app' button.
>>5601048
HRT or lobotomising the stria terminalis region of your brain stem... good luck
>>5601059
isn't there just a way to accept that I'm a boy and move on with things? I don't want to be trans or a girl or a boy I just want to be cis
>be on open RP site
>open starter
>"cock dripping pre"
>wut
you ever get tempted to tell people on these sites you're a tranny so they'll fuck off?
>>5601040
please be my gf ill move to australia
>>5601060
>Your future
>>5601062
Good luck after you find out what she's in to anon.
>>5601061
I'm selectively open about being trans on certain RP sites. Though really we get into story so the concept of being trans gets moot after a while.
Keep in mind though that on the rp sites I go to, sexual rp tends to be made fun of.
>>5601066
?_?
>>5601060
Welcome to the fucking club.
No, there isn't.
Isn't life great?
>>5600871
they're just cute
im sad now
>>5601060
>isn't there just a way to accept that I'm a boy and move on with things?
if there was a way for you, you'd already identify as a boy by default and move on with things and would never have shown up here in the first place
>I don't want to be trans or a girl or a boy I just want to be cis
we all do
>>5601060
What makes you feel like you are trans? Would being considered female make you feel more comfortable? Happier? What scares you about transition?
>>5601052
ah, that sucks. my family used to be like that too and get mad at me for sleeping all day but they gave up and just accepted it and now they mostly pretend that I don't exist. they don't even pester me about getting a job anymore lol they're like "so are you working again?" "no work sucks" "oh." They're probably extremely disappointed in me desu :/
>>5601067
Most sites it is, because...well, most writers don't try writing sex. It's pretty hard to go into detail about putting the dingdong in the hoohah.
>>5601066
Please do tell ;3
>>5600966
Yeah, it means a lot if they're willing to be official. Is official the right term? I hope you get my meaning.
>>5601038
Being nocturnal is so much better.
>>5601060
You're fucked welcome to the club.
>>5601064
>>5601069
>>5601072
well I guess I'll just keep shooting estradiol into my butt and try and blend in with normal people as much as possible.
>>5601073
transition isn't scary per se, it's the fact that I have anorexia in addition to GID and some other stuff, and yet doctors treat the GID and anorexia in opposite ways.
For anorexia they confirm reality, for GID they confirm what is essentially delusion. I don't want to confirm that delusion, I want to be able to confirm that I am a boy and am comfortable with that, but I just can't.
Being considered female would be great, but I don't want to force other people into doing something that would not come naturally to them, you know? Like I only want people using female pronouns if that's what they feel is appropriate, not because muh feelings
>>5601074
But Graveyard is the hardest shift to fill, so you'd figure it would be easy to get a job. Just tell every employer you're good with overnight work.
I'm going to grave in a assisted living facility
>Morning: Try to get everyone awake, get them to breakfast and back up again, repeat for lunch, respond to small old person bladders, shower people
>Afternoon: Same as before for dinner, get them undressed and in bed
>Graveyard: Light chores and occasional check on people.
>>5601066
dont care desu shes cute enough to make up for any weird fetishes
>>5601048
Forget you're mtf
>>5601084
piggybacking off this, I worked nights in an emergency department and the night shift was the best, you got the crazies sure but it was more fun than anything else and it wasn't super busy like evening shift, and you didn't have to wake up early like day shift.
just sit and chill with coworkers for like 30% of the time, it's p good
>>5601087
i-is that possible?
>>5601074
ah im jealous, they still care about every little thing i do so neetlife is hard
>>5601085
> It's knot like they're any worse than yours
>implying I even have any fetishes
>implying I'm not ace masterrace and a pure maiden
>>5601090
ER is quiet at night? I guess people are too sleepy to be assed coming in if they cut their finger, or to do other nutty shit.
As an aside, been thinking about being an ER nurse when I get my RN (I'm hearing LPN are less desirable.)
>>5601048
See you in 10 years when you realise it's too late
>>5601097
Can confirm, the ER is insanely quiet late at night.
t. someone that had to go to emergency at 3 AM once
>>5601040
>tfw you will NEVER have a face like this
>tfw look borderline birth-defect-ish and have disgusting long AND broad chin
>>5601085
liking woof is best taste though.
>>5601034
lol
ok, the second part... message to your current self, from you-10-yrs-from-now?
>>5601040
>Tfw Jormy is way cuter than you
>>5601082
I dont get caught up on Pronouns either
I don't even care if they call me by boy name
I just don't want to be seen as male when I m present ing fem
I'm passing now, but when day comes that I don't pass, I think I I'll give up fem presentation
I just play the cards I've been dealt and try not to worry, even though I do take passing seriously
>>5601107
"Why are you wearing womens' clothes? You look scary, get away from me. What do you mean you're 'me'? Arrrrrrrgh!" etc.
>>5601092
just move in with me, and we can enjoy the neet life together! :D we'll get a cat and bunkbeds and everything it will be great
>>5601099
Well then, get on it. Being a degenerate is better than not being a degenerate
>>5601044
You pass. You look like walking depression when you're out in public. If you stopped dressing like an angsty teenage boy and smiled once in a while you'd pass even more. Your girlfriend though.. she does not pass.
>>5601117
>Being a degenerate is better than not being a degenerate
there is nothing good about being trans over being cis, what a stupid thing to say
>All these passing people who say they don't pass
y
>>5601126
incentive. maybe tonight is the night.
Who /stargender/ here?
>>5601122
>b-but I want to make america great again
trans equality would be pretty great though
>>5601128
not me
>>5601113
lol
funny, but illogical... even if you repressed etc, obviously your future self would know what you were going through.
Try again... message from 10-yrs-from-now you?
>>5601128
Not a single damn person in this board. We all look at Tumblr genders and say "Stop reducing us to just jokes as part of your trend of being special snowflakes."
>>5601090
Just do what feels right to you and stay busy and productive. I think I've gotten further as a CD then if I identified as trans
I'll let time and my progress show me if I'm trans or not. I don't limit myself by having to be this or that
>>5601128
Am I high right now? I can't fucking figure this out. Even mentally insane people usually have some shred of sense for me to find. I literally can't figure out what is going through this persons mind at all.
those of you on HRT
how much are the meds costing you?
think i can find something that's 200 a month or under?
>>5601116
that sounds pretty nice anon, i dont really want to live here anymore
plus a cute kitten to pet would be awesome too
>>5601122
pol please, you can make america great again. Be america's iron lady
>>5601125
If you're trans, giving in is better than repression, obviously.
>>5601126
Gender dysphoria is literal insanity.
>>5601128
Anyone else feel this tumblr shit insulting?
Like they act like it's fun to be trans and what not.
>>5601138
$40 for 50 100mg cypro tablets
$6bux for 56 2mg progynova
>>5601133
no, my dysphoria didn't start until puberty and I hadn't even heard of trans when I was 10 so young-me wouldn't have understood, let alone recognised, now-me
>>5601129
yeah but shit like >>5601128 makes that impossible. fuck even my sibling is genderqueer and gets more angry and angsty and aggressive over it than I ever have over being trans. To the public we are all the same as those fucking clowns, and I can't help but feel like a tool when I try to indulge in being trans while claiming they're wrong, like where exactly is the line between legitimate identity and sheer delusion drawn, and why should I be the one to decide it?
>>5601136
see I tried just doing CD but all my friends just called bs on it and asked if I was trans
>>5601141
implying maggy wasn't a tranny
shit maybe I should move to britbongistan, I'd be better looking than 90% of cis chicks there
>>5601128
me, actually. literally just had an aha moment reading that. i've always felt wrong in my body and now i know exactly why: there is no gender that exists or will ever exist that will completely encompass who i am. i am stargender and proud. since stargender is a trans identity, i can no longer be considered a chaser. besides, how could a star be a chaser?
i'll take one trans gf, please.
>>5600603
you can see my future? how did you get this?
>>5601145
Idk , but this gif fits you're picture so I had to post >~<
>>5601145
That's what I said!
I do feel like tumblr has reduced us to this insulting level trans status that looses whatever legitimacy we struggled to win.
Further, sjws from tumblr have effectively piled us in with the crazies of their ranks forever and whenever we speak out we have "Repressed misogyny" or some other bullshit they can never substantiate.
I try to make a stand against tumblr whenever I freaking can.
Like with this picture!
>>5601155
Your future of being a passing cute looking girl?
>>5601121
Huh? Are you a stalker?
>>5601160
physical freaks don't pass
>>5601159
desu everyone in mtfg does have serious internalized transphobia
>>5601140
cats are the greatest thing!!! :3
>>5601138
mine are 100% free~
>>5601164
cuz im a man
and ill never be a girl blah blah radda radda
>>5601164
>internalized transphobia
>not rational thinking
>>5601164
kek.
Top kek.
like, epic level kek.
>>5601151
>like where exactly is the line between legitimate identity and sheer delusion drawn
dysphoria is the line between identity and delusion
>>5601172
do you like railgun bexe?
i preferred index myself
>>5601151
>tfw maggie thatcher doesn't pass
>>5601172
>I have dysphoria cause my penis isn't dense enough to compact into a neutron star
>muh legitimate identity
>tfw even fucking Kroc has a better face structure than you
she'd probably pass if she lost the muscles too
>>5601170
>>5601169
>>5601168
prove me wrong, then: do you see a beautiful little girl when you look at this photo?
>>5601148
That's not the thought-experiment, anon...
What would the you-from-the-future say to present-day you?
i.e., if you're 20 now, what would 30 yr old you say to 20 yr old you?
>>5601182
no, I see someone who self identifies as a girly boy
>>5601179
she had ffs
>>5601172
and dysphoria is your brain fighting delusions
>>5601179
>not liking strong women
that's one tall glass of water if i do say so myself
>>5601161
Nope, but I randomly see you in public all the time. You're pretty easy to recognize with the bangs and all. I'm guessing we live near eachother
>>5601167
kind of, the state pays for all of my medical care since I'm so cute
>>5601182
I see someone who identifies as a Girl.
What I don't see:
Beauty.
Little.
Also, it should be noted that stefonknee is made fun of because people like her make the rest of us look like mentally ill idiots. She essentially reinforces the stereotype that Tumblr builds for us.
>>5601196
Where do you live?
>>5601182
why. just why?
prove to me people like this who the public see the most aren't a reason to repress or die
>>5601197
>kind of, the state pays for all of my medical care since I'm so cute
Tell me your story in graphic detail
>>5601201
do you see her panties
>>5601184
oh okay I thought you meant from ten-year-old me to now-me, misunderstood
er idk depends if I'm alive by then for a start, I have a feeling I won't be, especially if this escalates further, I used to only punch the wall when I was upset, now it's myself.
> all these cute anime reaction images
why does this make me feel so insecure? i'm not even ugly but whenever i come here i feel like everyone is so cute and i can't compete or something : /
>>5601182
>tfw even stefonknee has a qt boyfriend
i bet he's 7. she seems like the type who'd be into older guys.
>>5601209
I'm trying not to as hard as I can.
Also, I retract my earlier comment. I don't see a girl. I see someone who calls themselves a girly boy.
And for the love of all that is right and decent in the world can we post some scenery porn to get that below the skirt image out of my mind?
>>5601215
Are you remember to take your anime pills with your HRT?
>>5601204
Sydney :3
>>5601216
This is what nightmares are made of
>>5601215
You can be anime. Don't let your dreams be dreams.
where's kayla? she was actually pretty chill today, don't you guys think?
>>5601176
i like them both for different reasons, index is more story- centric but railgun is slightly more action-based and exciting, and both are about equally good for reactions... i'd have to go with railgun slightly
>>5601178
>not wanting to be a mother of planets
>>5601193
yeah the delusion of being male :^)
>>5601226
How do I beocme anime?
>>5601228
That's because Kayla and I became friends today.
I tend to make everyone I become friends with rather chill.
You see, that's the den mother specialty.
>>5601223
W-where in Sydney tho
>>5601226
>>5601218
if you can't beat em.....j..jo...join em?
>>5601235
Is she ok? I haven't seen her post since I told her to please call some help and she went to throw up.
>>5601208
no way it's way too lewd to post here!!
>>5601238
That's the spirit!
>>5601240
Last I talked to her was 3 hours ago. We had a discussion about the Military lifting the transgender ban and that seemed to brighten her day by a lot.
I feel like I understand her a bit better. A bit about how she acts makes a lot of sense in context now. I don't feel bad for her so much though. I just feel like I understand her.
>>5601242
Hi welcome to MTFG let me tell you about the time my friend got rammed up the butt by a thai ladyboy!
...Nothing is too lewd for this board.
>>5601236
How do I become 2D?
Have one of these things drive over me?
>>5601236
You of all people should know the kayla is ondore
>>5601226
>>5601247
she wants you to feel bad for her. she acts out to get peoples sympathies and attention because she has no personality
>>5601247
Glad she was ok after that at least, nobody should kill themselves.
>tfw i decided to start my transition this summer or sooner
> be 20, fem body, cute face
> black
am i good 2 to guys? If not how fucked am i?
what should i know? Is it harder to be black and trans? i think i'm pretty cute. not too dark.
>>5601179
>not lifting
>>5601259
>nobody should kill themselves
>hurr durr people should just live in constant emotional agony for literally decades
nice meme, some people just can't find happiness and it's idealistic and cruel to force us through this experience for longer than necessary
>>5601257
It didn't really work since I made the discussion more about what she can do. Afterwards she wandered off and was doing some chores. Last I talked to her was at 11pm edt.
>>5601259
I can understand her feelings and the wanting to kill herself bit. I had a really rough patch not too long ago.
>>5601260
According to tumblr you require your own board because we hate you or something.
Joking aside you should be fine appearance wise.
>>5601249
Yes, exactly. I'm paying my anime doc to run over me next year :)
Either way, nini emteefug
fuck why do I keep browsing /pol/, literally p much everything they say makes sense, tranny threads just confirm that I'm a mentally ill piece of crap. I don't want to be trans, I hate it every second of every day. It feels like I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't.
not to mention providers always have to be PC af and they only ever talk about transitioning and never about any other potential treatment
kill
me
pls
everyone assumes I have all the same views as the crazy sjws when me being trans comes up, but I disagree with p much every trans "equality" shit, or the fact it's a huge social issue despite being an illness affecting .01% of people. I just wish trannies would shut the fuck up and stop drawing attention to themselves. If you want equality then fucking try and fit in, don't try and normalize extreme deviancy from the norm
>>5601266
>According to tumblr you require your own board because we hate you or something.
what is this dank new meme?
>Joking aside you should be fine appearance wise.
i'd think so. the only real issues i have with my appearance are fixable with slight make up or a few months of better skin care and stuff. they also say you age better if your black.
>>5601274
Why not?
>>5601259
I should, I have no future and I'm too damaged
>>5601277
sleep tight hammers
>>5601277
You càn be chub and cute like umaru
Nini
>>5601279
dude honestly stop going on /pol/ for those threads or at least do it very objectively. you'll just end up becoming depressed and killing yourself.
Would you passed if you transitioned?
>>5601237
The northern beaches ^_^
>>5601286
>loser
>no friends
>not a girl
>>5601294
I seriously doubt it, but my therapist disagrees and I had patients call me miss about half the time, despite being on a really really low dose of hormones for like three months (5mg/wk)
>>5600603
Why are your guises memes so melancholy? Not all of us hate you, yea know.
Im a cis chick and i don't hate you. And im an ass.
>>5601301
We hate us though
>>5601281
Basically, tumblrista sjws believe that african americans... No I'm sorry people of color. Because that's soooo much better (Though it feels like certain cultural attributes are stripped away...) require safe spaces where white people and even white trans people have no business even talking to you because we all apparently have repressed racism or some such nonsense.
What's sad is I'm not joking about this. Here is the huffington post in March
http://www.huffingtonpost.ca/aeman-ansari/ethnic-safe-spaces_b_6897176.html
I personally feel that that kind of stuff is more divisive and brings to mind Jim crowe bullshit.
I posted a confederate flag and a KKK image, yet I did the latter more as a mockery of this shit. But really, to a casual observer, this stuff has kind of gone too far.
Ok, old lady rant aside, I will say that black people do age better. A good friend of mine by the name of John looks about 28 but the guy is freaking 55. It helps that he's completely bald of course but he doesn't have a single wrinkle on him and his dimple game is freaking legit.
>>5601296
You can go to a rave by yourself!. I actually like to go to raves and open airs and stuff by myself because then I can dance and have fun without worrying about my friends getting hurt or in trouble or something.
I also tend to meet a lot of really cool people along the way. I definitely would recommend it :)
>>5601301
We're literally desperate to be something we'll never truly be. Depression and anger are the only answers.
>>5601212
I know, anon, that's what concerns me. Obviously you're concerned about it too. That's a good thing (that you are concerned about it, and by extension, yourself).
So, let's give this thought experiment an honest try.
We're assuming for this that you are, in fact, alive. That you made it through this self-harm behavior.
>You have successfully transitioned
>You have work, whatever level of social life is comfortable/desirable for you, enjoyable hobbies/interests etc
>what would you say to present-day you?
>>5601301
congratulations, ~ally~
unfortunately the problems run deeper and whatever people say, transgenderism is a mental illness and a very sad and invariably serious and life-changing one, often debilitating and sometimes fatal
so we don't always respond rationally to compliments, public perception of us etc.
>>5601267
My secret is loose!
>>5601295
Be more specific!
>>5601304
I wish you wouldn't. There is so much you guys miss out on because of it.
Idk, as much of an ass hat that im in here. Im not really hateful at all. I value life even if you don't value your own, i value it.
Suicide risk factor = days nobody heard from them / average posts per day - (arguments + suicide scares + leaving posts + pictures posted) / average posts per day
>>5601315
Loose like your asshole honey.
>>5601310
You don't know that. What if some rich fuck stops being a fuckface and decides to give some of you forty grand or something? You never know you know
>>5601312
Well i might not know you or anything but i think some of you, look even better then my cis lesbian counterparts.
You guy's might hate it, but i love you guys. No matter what.
>>5601305
ungh that shit pisses me off like no other. Opression and racism without faces or motive. it's so fucking stupid. i can't even. i won't even.
It's crazy how the US is more racially tense in the past 8 years then it was the past 20.
Ty tho for responding :3
I'm also a full time college student atm who still lives with their parents during summer and winter break. so this summer or spring break when i go home what do i say to the doctors exactly to inquire about starting my transition? i'm on their health inssurance still, is it possible to transition on their insurrance without them finding out i'm trans or am i going to have to have that awkward talk finally?
>>5601323
when I go I'm not going to say goodbye
I'll just be gone and you will all know
>>5601327
OH MAN
What if instead of that I was just born a girl instead? WHAT IF!
>>5601315
Collaroy Plateau (near the IGA if you know it)
Your girlfriend looks familiar I swear I used to see her in Manly all the time in guy mode
>>5601329
On this matter the old lady has to throw up her hands and say "Sorry squirt. I began when I was all independent of her family". See, I come from a very poor family. When I was 18, I was on my own and didn't get the chance to do college until after the army. You might have to have that talk with your family. Though chances are they might have suspected for years (mine did. Though to this day mom insists it's just crossdressing).
Though if you're lucky, there might be a place like chase brexton (Well chase is in baltimore DC area, but the kind fo care they provide is what I'm getting at) around you.
It's worth looking into.
Also, when I hear that ethnic safe space crap, this is the image that comes to mind. Hence why I get knee jerk upset over it.
Love you~ :P
Someone suggest something for me to watch.
>>5601342
Have you read nagato yuki-chan no Shoushitsu?
http://bato.to/comic/_/comics/nagato-yuki-chan-no-shoushitsu-r505
Just to be clear, inhouse phamarcy doesn't require a prescription, correct?
>>5601331
I'd favour that exit myself also but I know at least no online or personally would notice
>>5601332
if only
>>5601342
i love you too~
>>5601344
F is for Family
>>5601351
29 going on 30.
I once read an article that said the average lifespan of a trans person was 30-32. I find the allegations to be without basis and utterly idiotic. So I like to hold those allegations up often times and mock them since according to that one poorly conducted study I should be dying here in a few weeks.
Hence the old lady jokes.
>>5601351
You've got to be kidding me
the .vu domain?
>>5601341
Thanks anyways! I'm not sure if my mom has caught on yet even though she finds my sister's clothes in my room 24/7 rofl. she acts so oblivious.
>>5601332
does anyone else not want to be a truly *real girl* because they think vagina is fucking disgusting? I start to think about it but then i realize i'll actually have one of those disgusting beef-wallets. fucking gross
>>5601331
You've accomplished a lot.
Many of us would love to simply be at the table like you in the birthday party pic
>>5601368
>tfw I wish I had a beef wallet
>>5601368
I'm keeping my peen
#ladyboy
>>5601337
Jeeze that's like 10 minutes from me. Do you have skype? Mines jormybb
>>5601356
sorry to invade your place~ :3
>>5601376
Jormy do you mind if I add you as well?
>>5601376
Rafu is real, no way!
>>5601332
Welp. I tried. Can't say i didn't
>>5601344
man seeking woman
>>5601387
I thought raifu was you shitposting
>>5601374
who /teampeen/ here?
>>5601389
who would even go through the effort to have multiple trips? not me, that's for sure..heh..yeah.
>>5601390
Slogan:
No penis, no diamond
>>5601373
JUST
Well since I was busy researching stuff on inhouse and not there, whats the equivalent to Estrofem and spiro on alldaychemist?
Also go into detail on the lieing part so I dont mess it up
>tfw probably going to be days until you see your senpai again
it actually hurts
>>5601358
i just torrented that recently, i hope it's good
>>5601391
Kayla tried today but fucked up in samefagging, kek
>>5601398
kayla does that shit every day.
>>5601403
Left the wrong trip on when responding to herself, and tried to delete all the posts, lol
Kayla is so creepy
>>5601376
where abouts? I'll skype you when I finish work, I finish at 10 if you'll still be around then >_>
>>5601410
you're saying that like i don't know.
>>5601392
i can dig it baby!
Who /stillikessportshere?/
g...go b...Broncos?~!
>>5601395
http://www.alldaychemist.com/progynova-5695.html
http://www.alldaychemist.com/aldactone.html
Probably, I dunno estrofem desu I've only ever had the progy.
do you guys think kayla faked the whole sleeping pills thing
>>5601413
If Jormy was a dinosaur, she'd be chaser-saurus rex
>>5601415
I hope you're feeling ok, I was really worried about you earlier desu.
>>5601417
I hate the patriots, but I wouldn't bet on broncos
>>5601424
lol hownew
>>5601427
I take threats of self harm pretty seriously no matter what.
>>5601420
Will the sun rise tomorrow?
>>5601431
i'm obviously not kayla. i hope she fucking died though honestly.
>>5601389
Anon isn't taking about raifu...
>>5601413
I don't really want to post my suburb here, I should be on skype later tonight tho
>>5601426
>tfw from indiana
Gotta support Pey Pey!
>>5601376
Time to upgrade to a stalker chaser instead of a hon.
>>5601440
Do you want to have it posted for you Jake?
>>5601441
Once upon a time I visited the area and the dome
Surrounding area had boarded up homes though
>stream with friend
>people keep asking who I was referring to me as a girl
I mean I know it's just because I have long hair, but it was a nice feeling at least.
>>5601449
Jake?
>>5601466
it's what they think jormies dead name is
>>5601469
Someone posted this a while ago but I think it's fake. Jormy is mysterious...
>tfw you're insane but everyone seems to think that you're sane
>>5601485
alright bateman
>>5601485
That is the secret anon, everyone is crazy and just hides it. That is why the internet and anonymity makes people shitty, they can be crazy and not worry about it.
>>5601485
I am the angel of death, the time of purification is at hand.
>>5601350
>least no online or personally would notice
oh I'll notice hon and I'll rub myself furiously to the thought of it
>>5601485
>family think my illness is ok
>I tell them society doesn't need more people like me
>"only you think that anon, just bee urself inside :^)"
>mfw
rip thread
>>5601527
rip in raviolis.
>>5601528
rip in the pocketoli
>>5601528
kayla who is supposed to be knocked out on pills, has been checking in all night while stuffing face w chef boyardee
So why has it been so dead this weekend? This is all I have and usually there are a whole bunch of posters.
>>5601553
A lot of the old posters seem to have left, I imagine they were the majority of the traffic
>>5601553
people stopped caring when gurofags showed up and now the gurofags are gone
>>5601555
Either that or a lot of them got banned.
I wish I wasnt such a bitch so I could just join the army or something. Anything is better than this life and if I survive I could transition afterwards. But I know I would die for sure.
>>5601557
I see some nip, nsfw
Not safe for dysphoric either
>>5601563
Shes trans btw.
>>5601566
Fuck offffffff
>>5601564
>>5601564
>>5601564
Go make this thread dead.
9 months post FFS and I still sometimes feel that my brow is too strong for the side.
Would it be worth seeing another clinic for a second attempt?
https://unsee
.cc/rominatu/
>>5601575
are you kidding?
>>5601575
You'll never believe words on the internet like everyone else but your face and brow are more than fine. More ffs would be a waste of money.
>>5601575
You're perfect I think you're being a little silly here
Should I bother leaving the US for a tracheal shave? I know American doctors are incompetent but it's a pretty simple operation, right?
>tfw sleeping for 14 hours
Living the neet dream.
>>5601659
I don't know too much on it, but back in 2007 I remember watching a video where someone who had said operation permanently lost her voice and required voice therapy.
I don't know if her voice has fully recovered yet.
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