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>>5466393
Not gonna lie, it was pretty masculine.
I'm not sure if manageable or not because I'm a retard when it comes to these things.
nth for no bully plz
The thread image made me dysphoric way to go anon.
>>5466369
Maybe it got softer 2 years and 9 months after that pic
;_;
>>5466378
What do you mean?
>>5466392
>tfw u are an abomination of nature and shouldn't exist
good shit
>>5466392
new discord link https://discord.gg/0XFIQ4xa7RdCpEUP
>>5466397
as you wish
>>5466405
ur cute, don't worry
>tfw maddie will never do your makeup
>try on some qt clothes
>they don't fit my wide linebacker shoulders and they almost tear
>try on a bra
>doesn't fit my ribcage
>one boob is half out of the pad
I hate my fucking dadbod.
>>5466402
You're welcome.
>>5466405
iktf
>>5466329
iktf
>>5466408
so you think because you pass you get to rip on me all the time for no reason other than to make me feel bad? At least i know you're the one who has been fucking with me.
>>5466400
LMFAO this is super rich coming from you
>>5466404
It probably did
either way, I'm sure you can make things work.
>>5466410
>dadbod
>tfw
I don't want to look like my dad ;~;
>>5466420
Maybe my jaw at least, I still think my chin is a huge problem ;_;
>>5466415
i don't even rip on you all the time. there's a good chance there are more a few people thinking you act like a complete moron
>>5466415
I rip on you because you've been an asshole forever and you think you've changed but you really haven't.
>>5466420
>I don't want to look like my dad ;~;
I got the face of my mom and the body of my dad. So I'm 1/10 of a what a normal girl would be.
>tfw will never be cis
>tfw will always be plagued with dadbod
The ride never ends.
>>5466424
Perhaps
Best you can do is try
If it becomes a huge issue or continues to cause a fuckton of dysphoria, you can get surgery. Good luck
I just rubbed hot sauce on my dick because I hate it so much but I think this was a really bad idea.
kill me f a m
>wake to rumbling
>house is shaking
>worry that it's the start of the big PNW quake
>can't be bothered grabbing clothes
>can't bring myself to move someplace sturdy
>figure i'll die the way i lived, apathetic and naked
Was only a 4.9 about 10 miles from me. Quakes are scary. I'm moving to the prairies.
>>5466431
I got the face of my mother
and my body
well
I'm definately less wide than my dad, I think I got a lot of my genes from my mothers side, grandparents included. But both my parents are kinda broud shouldered. I reckon I got my chest from my dad, but it's not as wide (thank fuck). One thing I can say for certain I got from my dad was his hands and feet, which are kinda small so that's good at least.
>>5466433
Dude...
>>5466433
wtf
>>5466434
Sauce? Looks fake.
Everyone post which trip they want to kiss the most RIGHT NOW
>>5466433
really senpai?
>>5466432
>just get ffs :)
>>5466434
well that's enough mtfg for the day
color me jealous
>>5466449
How about you fuck off with the dumb trip crushes?
>>5466453
>color me jealous
Have you ever been another color
>>5466452
I never said just get it
I even said in a previous post urging you to save up for it.
Don't put words in my mouth.
>>5466433
You might want to go to the er desu..
>>5466458
like kayla, she's too stupid to understand that you can improve your life with goals and effort
>>5466400
Hypocritical much?
Its not our fault you're a hon
>that op
>>5466449
Everyone go to the last thread and ctrl-f (You) and post how many you get RIGHT NOW!!
am i gud yet
p90 and knife only
>>5466433
Nice made up story Kayla
>>5466467
Don't bully me
>>5466478
>casual
>>5466415
hey! I'm the person in that picture and whoever posted it here isn't me. I posted that in the passing thread last night. I know a lot of people dislike you but just know that I don't and hope the best for you.
>>5466476
31
Is that good?
>>5466482
i don't have enough time before work to play ranked desu
>>5466487
I can't even play ranked yet because of this new dumb level thingy and it's too much of a grind to get to level 3.
>>5466484
Are you as passable as Kayla?
Nah, none of us are, shes such a goddess
didnt even need HRT, did it just out of spite
didnt need surgery on her face, did it because YOLO!!!
didn't need more than one outfit, because what!? are we THAT materialistic?
posts on every board on 4chan, because everyone needs a little dose of Kayla's ultimate wisdom
I mean really, dont you want to look as hot as Kayla?
Anyone with loose skin on face? How do you deal with that shit? I'm in my 20s god damn it and have skin of 40 years old smoker.
>>5466490
i wish i was a sexy fetishist like kayla
>>5466490
she might be an asshole and you might not like her but it's not worth my time caring. it's cool if you find ripping on her fun or deserving but i don't hate anyone or want to make people feel bad regardless of they're a jerk or not.
if you are the one who posted my picture it sucks that you won't do one of yourself and resort to bringing other people into your toxic behavior. this is 4chan so this kind of thing is natural but hopefully you'll spend your time in a better way eventually.
>>5466490
It's funny because if this was first person it could literally be a post Kayla madr
>>5466505
Truth!
>>5466501
>tfw pretty good skin but manly features
>mfw it's Kayla vs Anons hour
Starting young at 18 means you're pretty much guaranteed to pass at some point, r-right?
>>5466513
>>5466513
Nope.
Source: me
>>5466513
Probably, just don't start as late as 20 unless you're feminine before hrt.
>>5466434
Someone in r9k said the guy died in a army rangers parachuting accident and it is fake as fuck
>>5466510
Take this as a lesson to not be an autistic retard and expect people to be nice to you after you half ass apologize
>>5466517
But what if I just become an ugly hon in an ill-fitting dress?
>tfw tiny girl hands, thin shoulders & frame
>5'11
i-i still got this, right...
>>5466509
I want to hug lainanon ;~;
I want to fuck shout anon so badly
>>5466538
What if she smells nice tho?
Alright this is gonna be a kinda long post and I would appreciate feedback.
I feel like maybe I'm not trans and maybe I have some kind of personality disorder and transitioning was a mistake. I have no bottom dysphoria, my tits are starting to bother me now that they are getting bigger and I have actually started to avert my gaze from looking in mirrors some days because it makes me feel bad.
My life is being impeded and restricted by being trans and I think I transitioned when I felt a tiny bit of dysphoria already growing on top of a huge pile of depression and loneliness. I have never felt dysphoria about being male when I was happy and in a good time of my life.
I also feel like the severity of my dysphoria is smaller than what it began to represent in my mind. I saw all the posts and testimony that if you have dysphoria then you have to transition or kill yourself.
I feel so fucking shitty right now because I'm pretty much almost presenting full time and it feels like I'm going in the wrong direction. I enjoyed having lots of upper body strength. I enjoyed having a hairy chest. This wasn't out of social reasons, but I have a tendency to jump into things and commit before I really have time to think about it.
Has anybody, or do you guys know of anybody who detransitioned due to similar reasons and they're fine?
>25 days till HRT
Just keep going ;_;
>>5466513
not if you hang around in the 4chan gutter with the rest of the failed transitioners.
>>5466533
Pretty much. A lot of people like tall girls and if you're otherwise feminine you'll be fine. No one is going to misgender someone form height alone, whether you're a FTM manlet or an MTF amazon. The only issue is that finding clothes for that height can be pretty difficult, but you should be good otherwise.
Remember, Taylor Swift is 5'10"
Are you guys still complaining about not having big bewbs?
Give it a rest already.
>>5466544
ask your fucking therapist
>>5466548
taylor swift is also pretty and talented. that makes a difference.
>>5466544
talk to a therapist about it maybe? I love my breasts and I think it is expected for mtfs to like growing boobs.
who /madbecausetheydontpass/ here?
>>5466513
Nope.
>>5466544
you're just an AGP fetishist gone wild.
folks, next time you think about transitioning, read this post again. it's the true essence of what most people on this board experience.
>>5466534
I'll hold you in my big manly arms bbbyyy
>>5466559
Just sad.
>>5466490
what do you have against me? Why are you doing this? Is it because I turned you down for a meetup?
stop posting 9 month old pics of me early into hrt
>>5466550
>my mom and sister are both Ds and not fatties
>I'm only 18 so I have plenty of time to grow
I'll make it to at least C, right?
>>5466565
are you sad because you're never going to be a qt3.14 anime grill like your avatar? because then WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING? did you not see this coming?
>>5466557
You forgot being an actual female. That's a considerable head start.
>>5466564
Lol I have not even had sex since I started transitioning. I just feel like I jumped at the first thing that was a glimmer of light in my shitty life and now I'm realizing that maybe transitioning isn't going to solve that problem.
>>5466568
that pic was from fucking week one, why are you doing this?
>>5466568
eww
>>5466569
you're a shitposting retard and everyone feels that way about you. the only thing you're good for is miss cock and even that's not impressive.
fuck off, hon.
>>5466569
It's because you're an asshole and we're giving you what you deserve
>>5466572
Most likely not but hope spring eternal. There's always implants so cheer up.
>>5466573
I'm not too bothered about being ugly, just want to pass.
Why so many angry posts, anon?
>>5466414
You can always throw on a coat
>>5466587
unless you're over 6'2
Good mornyan
>>5466565
perhaps your arms aren't as bad as you think they are. also i still want to hug you irregardless
>>5466596
>fine
>i will post continuously as Kayla without my trips for a few days
>>5466587
It is in outlying cases. The higher you go the less passable you are. Shoulders, feet, hands all of it scales proportionately to height.
>>5466602
I don't drop trip, you promise to stop mentioning me and I promise to leave, deal?
>>5466572
Depends on how lucky you are and if you have indeed inheritted their genes.
My mom and grandma and their side of the family have huge tits but I didn't get them even if I got their genes. HRT being a second puberty is actually a myth, you are injecting your body with foreign hormones and getting some very slight secondary characteristis. You probably won't develop to shit.
I mean my own endo told me I'd be delusional to ever expect anything larger than B in my lifetime and that's coming from a proffessional.
NEET shut in here
I am thinking about using my autismbux to buy some hormones and stuff from online just for "fetishist" reasons I guess. I want to feel the effects of estrogen and becoming a girl. I never leave my house or my room really. The thing is, I dont want to be on this shit for years. Are there any short term effects of estrogen? Just feely things are fine like maybe starting to be attracted to cock or perhaps changes in mood or thought processes. I'd really like some of the physical stuff too but I know growing tits takes a long time, I dont think I'll do them for that long. Are there any physical effects that happen early? I cant find any info on this.
>>5466575
you don't have to have sex to be AGP, numbnuts.
the rest of this post is the exact truth. a lot of people think "oh, if i just change something i can be happy". sometimes that's true. you just gotta shake things up and see how they fall.
unfortunately, this rarely works and you're the poster child.
>>5466584
What happened to the "one cup size less than closest female relative" rule? I'm fine with having smallish breasts but I would prefer bigger ones.
Implants look so gross though and I hear they impede lactation which is a big kink of mine.
>>5466606
AHHH
looks like a pedophile
>>5466596
i am not the one posting your pics, retard. everyone here hates you.
no one actually believes you'd leave anyway. 10 minutes later you'll be back on /b/ posting your dick.
>>5466591
being an ugly woman is worse than being a manlet. you should just detrans.
>>5466606
Faggot trying to make your shoulders look like a little kid
>>5466599
I don't think my body is that awful other than the lack of hips, all in my face really.
I would accept your hug!
>>5466621
I haven't posted on /b/ in weeks, that is you people reposting old pics.
I'm leaving now then, fuck you.
>>5466568
Rate my fucking terrible photoshop skills
>>5466632
lmao
>>5466629
Lain anon are you gay or straight?
>>5466607
You've done it all week, especially in non passing gen
>>5466612
you've come to the right place. /mtfg/ is full of fetishists like you.
the only real physical effects you'll suffer from is a smaller penis that won't get hard.
>>5466630
bullshit, you were on there yesterday
>>5466615
>one cup size less than closest female relative
A fairy tale. Look at >>5466609, what Ricky posted.
>>5466615
>I hear they impede lactation which is a big kink of mine
All I can say is good luck with that. You have enough of far more pressing problems. But I hope you end up like an anime girl for your peace of mind.
>>5466627
>being an ugly woman is worse than being a manlet
This simply just isn't true. You are not a man if you're a manlet.
>>5466639
I can confirm Kayla drops trip all the time.
Source: It's a secret and I can't say.
>>5466638
that question is nearly impossible for anyone to answer these days. there are actually times when two men in panties touch dicks together and call themselves lesbians. it's retarded.
>>5466627
being an ugly woman is much easier than being an attractive one
>>5466640
Really? That fucking sucks. Nevermind.
>>5466623
Then she would have it easier. The issue is still there but less pronounced.
>>5466630
>implying Kayla isn't loving all this attention
>>5466630
ladies and gentlemen, our prayers have been answered. Kayla is gone!!!
>>5466638
No
Why do you ask?
>>5466657
Well what are you?
>>5466612
Generally you start getting the start of tits around 3 months in but they grow very slowly. It takes anywhere from a year to two to start to get even just an actual A cup. You'll still get sensitive girl nipples if that's what you want though, but you can do that even without HRT just by playing with them regularly.
As for mental effects, there are definitely some but they're different for every person. Around 33% of hormone users experience a change in sexuality to being more interested in men or at least penises, but I'm not sure how much HRT you need for that The calming effect of hormones may just be a placebo thing caused by finally getting them as a dysphoric person and so might not happen for you. Other shit like acting/thinking girlier does happen but I'm not sure how long you have to be on HRT for that.
>>5466408
>this is me
Reverse image is a thing ;)
>>5466649
People are so disappointed when they see my face that they just move on so I get a pass by default
>>5466658
they're a desperate tranny that will do anything for attention. they don't really care
>>5466658
I like both but leaning more towards men, they're better big spoons.
>>5466665
Why are you upset?
You've been angry posting this entire thread.
>>5466669
I want to know for shipping purposes, obviously.
>>5466669
what makes you think i am upset? i am just sick of seeing stupid anime girls next to stupid posts. it's disgusting.
>>5466662
Yes. All manlets are closet trannies. Deep down they know that they have no place in society and will never be respected. So they understand that their only choices are to do an Elliot, become a girl, or live a horrible life.
>>5466678
It's not like it's anything new here.
>>5466678
>>5466672
Oh okay.
>>5466678
You seem pretty bitter tbhon.
Of course I'm going to have sex. Nobody's proven to me that you can spread cancer. It's their duty to protect themselves. They know what's going on out there. They've heard about this disease. I've got gay cancer. I'm going to die and so are you
>>5466663
it's frenchfry
Can't we just be nice for once!?
>>5466662
>>5466664
When you're beautiful lots of other women hate you for it and are often really mean and hostile towards you for no reason, and men just sexually objectify and harass you to the point where most of them are a pain to deal with. Outside of whatever sense of personal satisfaction it may give you it's really more trouble than it's worth unless you enjoy being ostracized by one half of the population and made a target for sexual assault by the other.
If you base your self worth and happiness around sexual relationships then you have issues that run deeply beyond whatever you look like.
>>5466696
good luck finding someone hon
>tfw you hold doors open for guys and girls, let ladies go first, and treat your bf like you were trained to treat girls as a guy
pls make it stop I didn't ask for this training
i pass and stuff but I always get weird looks when I do shit like this
>if you were born 100 years earlier you'd probably just get killed in a trench or starve to death in a depression and not have to worry about this dysphoria bullshit
>if you were born 100 years later you'd live in an advanced society with extensive technology that allows anyone to live in the body of their dreams
>instead you were born in the perfect era to be a hon
Why is life so cruel?
>>5466700
https://clyp.it/ozlxcbau
>>5466678
Perhaps I need to return to Lenny posting
>>5466700
I agree desu
>>5466703
none of that shit ever happens. that's just pretty women trying to find a reason to feel like a victim.
you're just at transgirl anyway and know nothing about what real women go through.
>>5466708
Anon, you were born on the cusp of the singularity. Within 25 years the singularity will hit and we'll become immortal, eternally young cyborgs. Just hold on until they can fix everything, then explore the galaxy as a qt cyborg-girl.
>>5466708
Killing yourself now is easy though, so living 100 years earlier is irreverent.
If anything, killing yourself now is easier than it would have been 100 years ago, so you're better off.
>>5466706
I can understand why it might seem awkward if you do it for your boyfriend but why would random passerby think you're weird for helping them? I've always held open doors for both guys and girls and I've had both guys and girls hold them open for me, even old fashioned grannies. Where the hell do you live?
>>5466710
>>5466708
Life is suffering.
>>5466721
you don't really believe that kurzweil bullshit, do you? it's so far off
>>5466711
Ok you're posting something I posted a long time ago.
Your point?
>>5466711
That's actually kinda sad
;~;
>>5466719
if you were one yourself you'd be able to appreciate the truth in it
even your post is laced with bias against attractive women because of their appearance
how to stop bouts of dysphoria?
>>5466713
lenny posting would be best. it's a more accurate representation of you anyway
>>5466596
It's amusing that you think it's only one person you're replying to.
The truth is that you're human garbage that stinks up every thread you're in.
Nobody believes that you'll leave 4chan until your inevitable suicide.
>>5466732
Just snap out of it.
>>5466732
You go full-time and gain confidence in your daily appearance and the dysphoria slowly fades over time and then you eventually feel like a totally normal girl.*
* Assuming you pass.
>>5466733
More accurate representation of me? Explain?
>>5466732
watch as much anime as you can so you can stay distracted and pretend you're one of the characters.
then, come post on 4chan with pics of the same girls because eventually you'll become her.
>>5466730
What's sad?
>>5466739
you look like lenny?
>>5466739
hes saying that you look like a warty old man
>>5466738
I'm 25 days away from HRT and don't pass.
>>5466663
just a boy with a five head
>>5466731
there is absolutely no truth to it. it's playing the victim 101. real men instinctively go after what they want. women don't understand this which is why they rarely succeed at anything they try.
>>5466747
>tfw need surgery to ever pass
oh I see
Anon is just mad because someone pissed in his cornflakes this morning
>>5466744
>>5466745
I don't look like Lenny though
I'm not jaundiced as fuck with short hair, a massive over-bite, stubble and skinny as fuck.
>ywn be Lenny
y live?
>>5466748
seeing hons like this just make me even more depressed =/
i am never going to pass waaaaahhhhh
>>5466751
I don't do it on purpose or make a big deal of it. Mostly it's older guys who look at me weird. Younger people give no fucks.
>>5466754
I will need at least a rhinoplasty to pass. I hope not more but I probably will.
>>5466756
the point is Kuppy, you look closer to lenny than you do to any woman (especially some qt anime woman).
>>5466756
why dont you get on hrt?
>>5466747
It gets better on HRT (fewer bouts of dysphoria over time), and way better when you go full-time and gain confidence in yourself as a girl. I still get occasional bouts of dysphoria, but it's always triggered by having troubles tucking... I look in the mirror and I'm 100% happy with myself. I never get dysphoria over anything but the penis.
>>5466760
I need surgery on my chin and jaw, my nose is kind of fat too but not too bad.
>>5466748
You look just like me except my nose is smaller and my cheekbones are much sharper, but my jaw is a bit squarer and my brow ridge is much larger.
Does this mean I can pass? I haven't even started HRT.
>>5466762
They're just pics though.
What makes you think I'm pretending to be an anime girl? Or Lenny? or whatever the fuck I decide to post?
>5466766
>tfw manly aquiline nose nose.
>>5466759
Guys just look at girls and not always in a nice way. It could be literally no reason than to take in their surroundings. It's a Red Herring for people that want to find a reason outside of their own appearance as to why they think they don't pass.
Morning /mtfg/ how are you all?
Yume, can you reupload your soles pics?
>>5466769
you're not pretending to be an anime girl, obviously. no one (including yourself) could ever be THAT delusional.
besides, we all know that lenny represents your inner hon (which is actually cuter than your outter hon).
>>5466771
>>5466778
>tfw really straight nose with chubby tip and a small bump on the nose bridge
>>5466778
you did that the moment you decided to start HRT
>>5466781
why is that?
>>5466728
No anon it's coming there's charts and stuff
Have faith and hold on. It's like Pascal's wager... if it comes, life will be amazing. If it doesn't, you'll die eventually anyways so who cares. May as well wait and hope. ^.^
do i pass?
>anon gets bored with kayla and is now attacking kuppy
>mfw
>>5466777
uh...
alright then.
>>5466787
yes^^
>>5466787
yes but you're ugly
>>5466787
Kinda need a better picture m8 that shows a lot more of you, or even better, a video with sound so we know how you move, act, sound, etc.
Maybe?
>>5466797
She did nothing.
It's just bitter anons trying to fulfil their meaningless lives.
anyone else smoking the peaceful herb right now?
Sigh... and my mum is annoyed again.
Her bloody wardrobe collapsed and now she is sitting going "NOBODY CARES NOBODY CARES"
so i told her to calm down and she then starts on saying how I don't really care and going "Thanks, [my boy/deadname], thanks"
FFS
If the worst possible thing that's going to happen in your life is that your mother "dead names" you, you have some serious growing up to do.
Grow the fuck up pussy
>>5466802
K. keep us posted
>>5466807
Mannerisms, voice, etc. are more important for passing than your face alone. You might pass but if you lumber around like a brodude you won't pass.
From the picture alone I'd say no, you don't pass. You just look like a dude with makeup and glitter, faggot.
>>5466810
>crazy mom
Those are the worst.
>>5466813
u look like king Kong from the movie king Kong lmfao
>>5466797
kuppy, put your trip back on.
>>5466813
lmao sure pal ;) sounds like someone is jealous
>>5466816
Sickest of edges bro
>>5466817
no you guys are bullying me so I'm done tripping
>>5466813
>implying this girl doesn't pass
>>5466801
I'm on muscle relaxers, which feels rather peaceful.
>mfw lash primer is dope af
>>5466819
trip on yume
>>5466819
I'm glad you have a high opinion of yourself, but your seeking validation here makes it obvious you know you don't pass and that you're ugly.
You'll probably need FFS and a lot of work to pass well. Sorry.
>>5466822
He doesn't pass. He look like a dude wearing makeup and glitter... I've seen straight up drag-queens who pass better.
>>5466825
i just shave my lashes. it's the new style going around my campus. we grow out our armpit hair, but trim off our lashes. i don't really understand it, but i want to fit in.
>>5466829
>bitter hon get angry
>bitter hon start smashing
Good night /mtfg/
>>5466832
Her features are fine though hon
No need to be bitter dude
>>5466787
you kinda pass. you have that dead stare that a lot of trannies have. it gives you away.
>>5466833
you do you anon.
>>5466832
This one passes better than you, hon.
>>5466787
lol why every thread
>>5466802
seems like a usual mom breakdown desu
>>5466833
I really like this post
>>5466825
looks good desu like 0 clumping
>>5466839
Sleep tight, hammers
>>5466837
I actually replied to you saying trip on time because the post looks like something I'd post
pranked idiot
>>5466839
nini
>>5466783
During Xmas I was out in full fem and walking through the make-up counters at major dept store. One of the older gals greeted me w "hi hon(ey)"
I was so thrown off, my voice failed, so I just smiled. I literally got called a hon, kek
>>5466813
Giving passing advice here doesn't work for whatever reason
>tfw you will never get hugged unironically because gross hon
>>5466850
mtfg loves its echo chamber
They took the term disparaging term 'hon' from /cd/, but they hugbox like the very people /cd/ despises and makes fun of.
>>5466852
then just destransition if you're going to complain about it
>>5466844
POOKS !!!
hi qt how are you ?? !
>>5466849
>my opinions are truth
>I should know because I'm a chaser XD
>>5466857
stop being pushy or i'll unsubscribe
>>5466860
Kit it's really late in Au, why do you stay up so late? (I am too but is bad habit and we should get out of it).
>>5466864
I'm not a chaser. Mtfs are gross and I'm not even into girls. lol
