THREE WEEKS UNTIL CHRISTMAS
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old >>5347707
>>5348940
>carol singers outside
>they're singing "Noelle, Noelle; Noelle, Noelle..."
>>5348958
IT NEVER ENDS
everyone use this thread >>5348961 and this one can be used later
>>5350575
I'll let officer Bob explain to you what a rap sheet is.
>>5348976
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06DFATE7lBM
H&M employee gendered
<<<<< this fem yesterday
then I talked and she asked her coworker "was that a guy? o-o"
oops
needs glasses tbqh
>>5350156
w e w
no me thnx
>>5350522
Yea except it's a girl
>>5350521
tights are really warm and comfy too
shud look into em
f21 as some nice ones that aren't see through
>>5348940
cute edition I love Christmas
>>5350605
funny stuff honestly
>>5350606
didn't kno u rapped elanna
; ^ ]
>>5350607
oops, didn't mean to quote
merry chrysler
>>5350612
why are you holding grapes in your cheeks?
Christmas time :3
>>5350588
Sounds neato, thanks m8.
And yeah fashion fucking changes so fast, kinda gay how grilles can dress in boy clothes without anyone thinking anything of it but not the other way around, cause stockings would be convenient as hell.
>>5350596
>uh they can be comfy.. mhm c: just for the comfiness right?
Pretty much, I only brought up stockings and pantyhoses ITT because they look fucking sexy. So I wanted to hear what you gals think about it, and if you wear it, cause that shit is cute as hell.
>panties_under_pantyhose
Best booru tag
ugh last two finals tomorrow
then i'll be free of this hell
>>5350612
wait whats in the back of your hair?
>>5350620
how was your date?
>>5350612
I'm an ebin rapper m8
Also, did you get a haircut pookie?
>>5350624
FUCK CHRISTMAS
*knocks your drink over*
>>5350637
rood
>>5348940
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VShyqHcWjPY
Boomer carols just don't come close
>>5350596
y wont you just start using a trip code because your gif's keep giving you away?
>ok all done with this report! time to change the font! i bet ill get at least 15 more pages now
>change font
>only get 1 extra page
This wasn't supposed to happen
>>5350635
i didnt go
>>5350649
turn up the font size of all of your punctuation a bunch, it's not terribly noticeable and it adds a bit.
>>5350649
Double space
>>5350652
i wanted you to get sum
>>5350479
Oh, I fully intend to do so. I'm not starving myself to death since kwashiorkor is icky and I'll die ugly enough without it.
I'm just not going to eat for a week, to purge myself and tell my body to get with the flow, then eat a modest meal to get those vital vitamins. Then I'll eat a walnut and a raisin or similar a day.
Won't budge on it even if I get hospitalized.
Once I get out of the army, most of my non-vital muscle tissue should be gone along with any excess fat. If I look less nasty at that point, I'll try HRT despite my horrifying prognosis. I'd sooner win a million at slots than pass in the eyes of a stranger. I'm not a total quitter, though, so I'm throwing all I've got left at this before I give up for real.
I never dared to try this before since I was afraid of getting injured for life, but that fear is gone now.
I'm working on the premise of HRT driving me hormonally nuts without actually helping me, in which case I'll spend all of my saved up money on a nice hotelroom, great food and splendid tea before bleeding out in the bathtub.
Of course, I won't have a co-suicidal blind Pacino to snuggle with..
If it were to work, I'd never be bitter about anything ever again. Ever.
For now, though, I'm genuinely thrilled at how quickly I get cold, how whiny my belly is and how light-headed I get whenever I stand up. If that's too dark and edgy, I guess I'm sorry for being such a failure, but I've absolutely nobody else to talk to about this who won't screw me over and ruin this last attempt to claw myself out of my own personal hell.
TL;DR:
Yes.
>>5350629
Seriously fuck finals :( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYsrV3zGd0c
>>5350657
sorry, i'll do better next time.
I've been on Spiro (200mg/day) for a little over a week now. Is it normal that I have zero energy? Like, I've slept past noon twice this week, and still felt tired as fuck.
>>5350646
Why don't retail stores play music like this? ;~;
>>5350625
yeah that's something that those sjws you complain about are trying to change, it's more conservatives and traditionalists who tend to be very rigid and controlling about fashion although it's always very arbitrary since their sense of "normal" and "what should be" is usually based just on their limited personal experiences
anyway there's nothing holding you back form getting them besides your own insecurities, plenty of men with medical issues wear them like I mentioned, even under other clothes
>tfw ugly
>tfw alone
>tfw life is misery
>tfw ill never pass
>tfw ill never be held
>tfw nobody to spend christmas with
I hate life
>>5350664
did you postpone it at least?
>>5350671
>giving minimum page or number count rather than a maximum
>>5350674
yeah. im going to text him tomorrow and set up a date and maybe have a xanax before i go
>>5350665
yeah you nuked your t and aren't putting anything else in to replace it
>>5350625
riiiight, just because of that! everything is okie c:
Yup they look good if you got the legs for it
>>5350648
Whaaaa--
>>5350667
>yeah that's something that those sjws you complain about are trying to change
Even a broken clock is right twice a day.
>>5350667
>anyway there's nothing holding you back form getting them besides your own insecurities, plenty of men with medical issues wear them like I mentioned, even under other clothes
Still though, not sure we got those here, is is Sweden, our shitty stores dont have shit.
>>5350665
Normal.
>>5350663
lol nice
>>5350670
where are you? we can be friends irl and stop being lonely
>>5350670
>tfwtf
Maybe we'll all wake up on christmas morning with kawaii vuvus?
>>5350678
>number count
Elanna...
>>5350679
he likes you just go for it
>>5350670
at least you're not Edgar
I will offer my ass and/or a dicking to anyone who will come and give me a massage.
>>5350693
Oh god my sides, I'm sorry
>>5350666
Probably too blatantly catholic.
Which is kinda funny as it was written by a very out gay man.
>>5350699
czeched
how do I get free pizza
>>5350694
yeah idk i just got all kinds of personal problems and anxieties to sort out
>>5350622
not tho
I have weird cheeks I guess idk
>>5350630
uhmm a bun
>>5350636
nooo just straightened bangs and did a bun since hair was messy
also diff color now i THINK
how r u elanna imy
>>5350698
ew
wht kinda massage tho
>>5350670
sorry anon, if you were near me you could come spend christmas with our family ;~;
>>5350683
Anon post feet
>>5350671
usually mine give page count, but have strict formatting like 12 pt font, margins, spacing, etc.
>>5350659
if the goal is to not look gross/nasty/whateves then starving yourself is like the worst way to go about it
eating healthy will help your skin and hair and everything and you can just exercise a proportional amount
are you in therapy? please focus on starting that and hrt before you try to changing your body for the better with dumb bs like starving yourself in the hope of radically altering your body
>I was afraid of getting injured for life
?
hrt works very gradually to the point that it can be hard to notice its effects
>how quickly I get cold, how whiny my belly is and how light-headed I get whenever I stand up
that's like my life tho I'm not so thrilled about it
>>5350684
well they can be a more specialized product that you find more in medical stores and stuff but u could always look online, that's where I get my compression tights
>feel bad about the doxxing
>go back to thread out of morbid curiosity
>re-read edie's horrified reaction
>can't stop laughing
i am a bad person
Hey, everyone, how's it going? I have to work tomorrow at 2 am.
>>5350731
i have a whole pizza just for me so i am relatively well.
sorry about your job
>>5350733
that's nice
>>5350731
> Tfw put in 2 weeks notice today and everyone looks legitimately sad
I fucking hate this place but damn I feel like shit now
>mfw no one would date me if i had no hair to cover my huge forehead
gladly have it and get hit on and have a boyfriend BUT i think im losing my hair slowly and because im diy i cant do nufin about it.
Tried and last time a doctor just told me i was dumb. fuck fuck fuck, swear the stress over hair is going over everything in my life now.
>>5350739
you're the one thats nice
>>5350665
>Spiro
>not superior Cypro
Enjoy your A cups.
>>5350743
u got a new job?
>>5350745
Find another doctor
>>5350743
I'm too afraid to put in my 2 weeks. I fucking hate my job too. I figured I'll wait until after my vacation, I'll quit.
>>5350670
>tfw ugly
>tfw surrounded by either hugboxers or the criminally ignorant
>tfw tired
>tfw gross balding italian man/13 year old girl chimera
>tfw will never be a real girl
>tfw failed man
>tfw being touched makes me flinch and cry
>tfw everything is effort
>tfw will never pass
>tfw nothing has changed since starting transition
>tfw family are terrible
>tfw cis friends say they support you but slowly back away until they're gone
>tfw penis
>tfw male body
>tfw crying constantly
>tfw work in 6 hours
>tfw can't sleep due to crushing all over dysphoria
>tfw crying with man voice makes it worse
death when
>>5350731
I have uni tomorrow and instead of doing the work I was trying to do, I made pepe memes instead. They weren't even that good
>>5350745
I know that feel. I have a fivehead and basically no bangs. My hairline hasn't receded since high school, but my face has narrowed somewhat which makes my forehead look huge.
first for I FUCKING LOVE SCIENCE
>>5350746
:3
Goodnight mtfg
>>5350785
Good night
Sweet dreams
>>5350785
i love your feet
>>5350785
Goodnight milly
>>5350796
Kuppy
>tfw u cut urself while shaving
>>5350759
y keep pestering that board honestly
>>5350742
aaaaaa I really hope it gets better !! I'm sure it will <3
am GOOD frog just left my house a couple hours ago and I miss her but it's fun gonna eat ramen and candy and play vidya
>>5350785
nitee
>>5350817
thats a good feel
>>5350817
iktf
>>5350764
close down, 4chan
go to bed
start watching some "lets play" on youtube
don't turn it off, just try to watch it as long as you can
drift in to sleep
go up as soon as your alarm rings
tell yourself there is hot coffe/tea/cereal etc to enjoy before getting ready and heading out to work
every dollar you make during the day is one step ahead towards a brighter future
>>5350817
Just epilate.
>>5350752
>be in spiro for 2 years
>get full c cups
http://strawpoll.me/6199245
>>5350824
>tfw im not the only one that falls asleep to lets plays.
its a good feel
>>5350722
>I was afraid of getting injured for life
Put that in a weird spot lel
I meant not eating. Didn't try HRT because I was slowly falling apart without any help during most of my teens and the next moment I was suddenly vikinghuge, visibly sleep-deprived and pudgy. At least I staved off obesity somehow. I'll eat almost like a normal person once I've dropped by 15-25kg, but right now I need to lose both fat and muscle above all else. Hopefully dried out skin and deadened hair is a temporary setback.
Seeing a therapist who won't give me a dishonourable discharge (and thus no sorely needed money) is pretty hard where I am. I'll track one down and start self-medding when I get out in April. With some luck, I'm down to a non-nauseating bodymass at that point and can start building where a decayed ruin stands today.
Do you have a chronic disease or something? Sorry if I set you off. I'm just (morbidly) curious, even a tad nervous, in a way I haven't been for years.
What's up mtfg? ^-^
>>5350837
cissy? what u meany by cissy? >:(
>apply for job online
>forget about pink hair and obvious boobs
If I get an interview it'll sure be fun.
Morning /mtfg/ how are you today and how as your weekend? I just woke up and I've got Monday off work so I'm pretty comfy.
>>5350684
Hey Cartman how are you?
>>5350850
what job?
>>5350837
Sure. I epilate my face. It hurts so good.
Top 3 most hated trips
1. Anna
2. Edgar
3. Yume
>>5350834
its the best sleeping pill available to me
my mom lost her phone charger recently and took mine before she went to bed last week, I couldn't sleep and after about 3 hours of just laying there and feeling bad I ended up going downstairs at 06:20 to find it. dogs woke her up and a discussion erupted but I managed to fall asleep finally at 08:00
>>5350819
>eat ramen
Jellyy, what kind? I had some pretty dope ramen earlier today ^^
>>5350856
Game store
>tfw internet slow as fuck
How is /mtfg/ on this day?
>>5350802
ok who r u where do u live ill brt
>>5350865
Game stop?
>>5350865
i think it will be fine if its a small one.
thats sounds kinda fun desu
i wish i worked at a game store
>tfw neet
why dont we have a tinychat anymore :7
I-I hope President Obama sensei n-notices me!
>>5350880
People only ever go to kage.
>>5350841
sounds like you're pretty decided on your plan, well good luck, please try to take care of yourself and be safe
I know there was news on them allowing trans people tho Idk what the timeline is on it actually being implemented
yeah blood pressure and autonomic issues
>tfw officially 2 weeks on hrt
Wow feels exactly the same as pre hrt lol
>>5350901
It takes a while to really kick in.
>>5350864
Just some beef dry blocked ramen
Try my best to make it yummy tho!
My mom knew I really liked ramen and bought a bunch of it for me ><
aaaaa I wanna go to the asian market near me and get some better brands though
>>5350901
grats !! changes take time don't forget that !!
>>5350859
oh goddamnit when did that happen
>>5350852
>Hey Cartman how are you?
Just watched a documentary on dinosaurs after toking up.
>Some alpha dinosaur walks into the lair of a couple
>Challenges and kills the male
>Eats the females baby to eliminate competition
>Female tags along with him
Waow, just like our own women, we truly are mammals.
>all dis love for chrimbnuts
I love u all, I thought u were all a bunch of grinchers but u all have herts that grew six times that day
>>5350925
>I thought u were all a bunch of grinchers
RUDE
don't be a grunch
>>5350925
>tfw no cardiomegaly to kill me before dysphoria does
>>5350913
I know that feel, I still live with my parents and while they mean well and know that I like ramen, they don't really know that the asian supermarkets have the best stuff. You should totally pick some up, I actually just tried the frozen noodles that my asian supermarket carries and they're so much closer to the real thing.
so I'm a few months into hrt and I've noticed that my nipples don't stand up on end anymore when stimulated, instead the whole aerola gets hard and so does the nipple but it stays flat, is this normal development?
>>5350930
n-no I didn't think u or anna were desu but a lot of other ppls are
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTu00FCLgPs
>>5350943
I'm just teasing
>>5350915
love u long time beb.....
>>5350920
which one are you
>>5350925
wanna decorate the tree 2gether.....
>>5350934
mhm it's sweet and thoughtful of them but I feel bad if I don't eat it! I'll have to try those, they sound sooo much better. Also the asian market is usually pretty cheap
>>5350937
yes
mine are like pancakes now rofl
>>5350956
do you love my nude teen ass too?
>>5350953
i kno but christmas is serious bizness
>>5350956
okie, I will get the best tree ever to put in the corner of mtfg
*comes back with a tiny sickly tree*
life is fucking trash
ive lost 20lbs and i look fatter than fucking ever
why why why why WHY is my fucking face so fucking fat i want to sand my fucking face off
>>5350915
You've always been hated.
It the way you type like some auristic person
>>5350956
They're so good, but they are slightly more expensive, and kind of heavy, pic related ;~;
>>5350977
>It the way you type like some auristic person
well this is comical
Should I go girlmode to my presentation this week? Do you think I'd get sympathy points for being an obvious trans girl doing engineering?
>>5350991
Post girl mode
>>5350991
Do it
>>5350986
The way you type is autistic
My sister speaks the same way you type.
>>5350956
>which one are you
The alpha except the bitch gets pissed you hit someone over her.
>>5351001
W-well I don't really have one yet, I'd need to cut my hair and get my eyebrows done
>>5351014
prepare to be disappointed then
I want to have a tortured artist bf.
But I'm not entirely sure which.
http://strawpoll.me/6199491
>>5350891
Thanks, I'll desperately need it.
And it's techically allowed in my country already, but that's only on paper. I won't risk my last escape by telling anyone now that over half my service is up.
I've gotten so used to seeing everyone doing so well compared to me that I forgot there are others with issues. Sorry again for acting so lighthearted about it; It's my way of coping with stuff.
>>5351006
CARTMAN How old are you!?
>>5351020
Post the most girly photo you have of yourself then.
>>5351022
Should I dox you like I doxed ufufu?
>>5351020
Why don't you have a girl mode yet jörmy? ;~;
>>5351014
Yeah, that's probably a chunk of why it feels a bit more authentic ^^
>>5350995
Yeah, fills you right up.
>>5351040
What's the brand name of it?
>>5351040
>Yeah, fills you right up.
I-I wish I had some protien to fill me up
>>5351022
Alright, bro
nekomimi anne when
>>5351046
y not......
>>5351049
hot
>tfw one more week of suffering until the next new One Punch Man Episode
>>5351053
Well then
Do it, you look girly enough
>>5351053
>It's really not, I haven't had a trim in like 10 months
oh but it looked cute in the photo you posted yesterday
>>5351028
Also open to suggestions.
>>5351057
>watching meme animes
at least wait until it's over, no waiting
>>5351054
I'll have to see if they have any of that here. I want something good to eat for once.
>>5351053
T-then fix that ;~;
>>5351068
can i count on ur vote?
>make nirvana reference on /ck/
>nobody catches on
i'm getting older and older please kill me
>>5351028
dont
just, dont
>>5351077
Getting my hair cut is scary tho ;~;
>>5351055
there is an anime called.. Tsukuyomi: Moon Phase which the opening song is "nekomimi mode" the anime is pretty good aswell : )
>>5351082
It''s dad rock now
>>5351073
Never! I'm in too deep now. The memes are high quality too! But it *is* pure suffering to have to wait a week for more memes ;~~;
>>5351070
>Just curious!
Hope you dont mind my paranoia.
>>5351083
but why not?
>>5351086
hey jormy have you already headed out to give your report in?
I need to get mine re-dyed, wanna get it done then?
>>5351091
you baited me korra! i thought you were saying there was one out today.. : s
>>5351091
rip in peace
>>5351082
nirvana was a tranny
>>5351086
Whyyy ;~;
>>5351082
plays on the classic rock station here
kill me
>>5351079
u can always count on me bby!
except when I fuck up and ruin everything around me and go hide under a table or something
>>5351082
Which reference was that?
>>5351121
i will hide with you.
>>5351126
no one wants to be that close to you
>>5351086
iktf, it wasn't until it was done that I realised I didn't have a buzz cut and I unclenched.
btw, eyebrows are easy
>go into salon that offers threading/eyebrow waxing
>pull this face
>"I want my eyebrows done pls"
>get eyebrows done
>"c-can you make them as girly as possible"
>>5351131
idk, me and my bestest friend we vry close to eachother earlier today
>>5351089
I don't want that!
..Kurt used to be immortal..
>>5351079
Yes
is the photoshopper anon around? I have a request.
>>5351131
ey fugg u
I'd love to be that close to anne
so close we become one
just call us
anneon, that's anne-on not an-neon ;P
>>5350920
Dinosaurs aren't mammals you silly noodle. Do you watch many documentaries and stuff? I love David Attenborough.
>tfw David Attenborough and Bill Nye will both die in your lifetime
>>5351138
Up until the point he took a shotgun to the face
>>5351109
How can a band be trans lel
>>5351146
the best part is when they actually lift your bangs and realize how boyish your face is
and you realize that without the bangs you look almost like you used to few years ago, just a tad softer.
Kill me please.
>>5351098
they are shit people on the inside who are selfish enough to not care about the people around them and instead they pursue eccentric dreams and work part time at starbucks to survive
a few years in to the relationship you realize his art is not going any where and its just an outlet for the guy's will and need to make his fantasies come to life
>>5351146
not too sure yet, i want to get it done before i have my family xmas party thing, id be okay with doing it on wednsday afternoon? since youve got your presentation on thursday
>>5351147
I miss steve irwing, like I watched him when I was a kid but it's not until now that it really sunk in that damn, this fucking dude wrestled crocodiles and alligators.
Steve Irwing was fucking boss, hes not like those modern faggots on discovery channel who film animals from afar, this fucking dude just wrestled them and began giving us some interesting info.
>>5351123
prolly something from nevermind
>>5351149
Now you're just being mean.
>most insurances don't cover FFS
WHYYYYYYYYYYYY
i cant walk outside with this fucking disgusting face
>>5351154
You never pass to yourself.
Also you cant do anything about your face really, HRT just moves the fat around so no need to go cutting wrists because you still see the same face as years ago.
>>5351146
>Last time I got my eyebrows done they fucked up my eyelids. Gotta find somewhere new to do it
h-how
>>5351171
I'm being factual
>>5351154
Oh god, that hit me way harder than it should have.
>tfw you take off your glasses, pull back your bangs and realise that you look like a boy
>>5351146
Fair enough, I wasn't sure how far along you were with stuff like voice.
>>5351146
lolwat did they fucking wax ur eyelashes
>>5351126
when I'm that sad tho I usually cram myself into a space that's barely big enough for just me so I can be out of the way and try to not inconvenience anyone and hope I just disappear
>>5351131
I'd hug anna!
I'd even probably snuggle on a couch watching movies or something tho I can take a little bit getting that comfortable with friends or anyone
>>5351169
I used to detest Nevermind when I was younger, but for all the wrong reasons. It's still a great album, namely "On a Plain". Overall, I don't really listen to them anymore.
>>5351187
i do that too sometimes
(underneath my desk is the best place)
>>5351167
Yeah Steve was great, I'm aussie and I wish I saw him at one of his zoo shoes before he died.
calm as a cucumber https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnfn6rV4sL0
>>5351182
>tfw will always need bangs to look girly
>tfw other hair styles probably aren't an option
>>5351173
Oh come now, that surgery is obviously only cosmetic, hon! :^)
>>5351190
I can't 4chan how the fuck do you crossboard link?
>>>/ck/7144941
>>5351193
Hi wednesday
>>5351182
sowwie ._.'
realized it myself again an hour ago and started just crying. now just having an another wave of shit dysphoria and so on, most likely wont go to classes tomorrow and hate myself more for being so useless and lazy person for doing that too.
ps. think you still should try it one more time with a guy, girls just dont make it better.
>>5351175
yup ! UGH thanks a lot.
like people keep telling me i look cute and blabla bla, but the moment if i freaking pull my hear back, wear guy clothes and stuff.. im the old ugly myself, nothing has changed.. yup the face is smoother and boobs yay... but totally would go from my old self.
>>5351190
crossboard quoting is 3 maymay arrows and the board first
e.g. >>>/r9k/24796739
i did it
i bought a helium tank
one that is pure helium
arriving dec 8-11
>>5351206
you joke but god that mindset is going to kill me
i would rather light myself on fire than walk around in public with this awful fucking face
>>5351207
I think that's too ambiguous to a direct reference.
>>5351181
Y-you're being a jerk! Please don't bully my dead prince.. T-T
>>5351217
to be*
but you knew that.
>>5351216
Yeah, I know how you feel.
>>5351217
Really? It was the first thing that came to mind for me. I guess I'm just sickingly obsessed..
>>5351192
deathspell omega \m/
>>5351218
Is it really bullying if the person is a cold husk
>>5351215
yay can i have some too so its easier to go
>>5351215
trip on edgar, they put some oxygen in helium tanks now to stop people dying if they try to use them to commit suicide these days anyway
My bedroom is cold but my bed is warm <3
>>5351229
I used to be too. Once in a while I'll put on Unplugged in the background, but that's about it now.
>>5351195
yeah, table, bed, whatevs small uncomfortable space where I can try to forget that I exist
I'd totally sadly hide someplace with u if there was room but I'd be worried about bothering u with my sobbing or making u feel worse or something
>>5351238
that's a great feel, I'm keeping the bed warm for when my partner gets home
>>5351239
same t b h
>>5351244
no no i'd be feeling the same way so it'd be fine. i think we'd make a good sadgirl team.
>>5351246
only 8 time zones ahead of you.
can i ask why you are doing it like, just not passing to others or cant deal with yourself or.. ?
>>5351144
Are you talking about me? (not sure how many creepy photoshop guys you have here)
if so yes. I'll just use a trip from now on. also you can send any specific requests to [email protected]. I have no life so I'll get right back to you.
>>5351230
I don't listen to BM much. I used to be really into drone/doom/dark ambient stuff, but I grew out of it for the most part. Regardless of genre I can always appreciate talent.
Should I get an xmas dress?
Or is that gay?
Do you ever read /pol/? They always call transgirls boys over there. Why are they like that?
>>5351246
I know you blondie
>>5351258
no way, get it
I want to wear a skirt for christmas but skirts look horrible on me
pretty much everything looks horrible on me because inverted triangle and still way too chubs
>>5351211
Yeah, I must be a glutton for punishment because I just did that and it was a fucking terrible idea and I feel fucking gross. I'm sorry, if you're having one of those days tomorrow sometimes I find it helps to put a bit of extra effort in that day, do some nice makeup etc.
Idk, I don't expect girls will make things better I guess I just get a little glimmer of something that wasn't there with guys when I think of girls. Maybe I should give it another shot though.
>>5351261
> why is am extremely right wing conservative group of people not supportive of transsexuals
Gee I wonder why
>tfw wearing thigh high socks for the first time
These things are 2comfy4me. Makes up for a crummy weekend.
>>5351252
I'm actually pretty bad at being sad with other people cus I can't help but try to push down my emotions so I can try to help, like its even made some people think I was being disingenuous when I was really upset and acting rlly calmly and kinda coldly trying to get shit done before I let myself feel and just completely break down into an emotional wreck
>>5351258
like a dress for christmas or a chrismas themed dress? I guess "ugly/tacky" is kinda a trend with sweaters and stuff this season
>>5351269
trip on cartman
>>5351257
have you heard the new sunn o?
>>5351231
I'll just go crawl into a hole...
>>5351261
i hear pol is always right
>>5351281
Shhh, no tears, only dreams now
>>5351079
You're pushing your luck Alex
>>5351261
/pol/ is a bunch of overemotional manchildren who jerk off in their echochamber over how superior they supposedly are to all the "degenerates" that upset their feels while blaming everyone else for their own issues and failings, they're no better than the sjw's they whine about
I wouldn't take anything they say seriously
>>5351280
I haven't. Sunn O))) is a bit of joke, I think. I'm a fan of Stephen O'Malley more than anything.
https://youtu.be/vHkfcqc4Hfw?t=6m48s
>>5351287
Idk, I can't comment given I've never heard it but I know your own voice always sounds worse to you than it does to others. I still hate mine and it seems to pass fine.
>>5351266
bläh dont listen to me, like if you think your future is with an another girl just go for it <:: .
but i know other girls are something super special after having guys for few years, though most likely it will bite you back in a way of feeling lesser of yourself. but thats just me.
should try extra hard tomorrow, maybe, unless it will be even worse. idk shudnt really spend time here, find myself doing the worst in life when posting here ( nothing happening and slowly starting to hate myself more )... but maybe its like a therapy method.
>>5351261
Just remember everything is the Jews' fault and you'll fit right in there. Be sure to edit wiki pages to say someone at the center of a controversy is Jewish, too.
>>5351314
This is your last warning Dempster
>>5351305
Idk, I'm kind of curious what you mean by being bitten back by it. Do you think it will make my dysphoria worse? Honest question, I don't want to go experimenting without a sense of what the results might be ;_;
Also, I know what you mean about spending time here, although it's an outlet of sorts. Idk, it feels like wallowing in things, but I generally feel like I've started to feel better about myself since I started posting. It's therapeutic in a weird way.
>tfw you want someone to kiss you down there
>>5351299
really diggin this!
>>5351254
Nothing feels good. I can't find anything that I can connect to. I've been running on fumes for years I'm $30,000 in debt. It's taken me 6 years and i dont have a degree still and I have lost every friend due to distance or other things. I'm stuck living with my horrible family in the middle of nowhere in a town I hate filled with rednecks. I've been suicidal since age 12, and have super bad ADHD and terrible anxiety.
My family has been called 'extremely abusive' by everyone who knows me, including my therapist (who doesnt help). My sister has beaten me, I constantly get berated and told to get over it. I am belittled over everything, and even though I know I shouldn't let it get to me, it really weighs me down. I have been hospitalized for mental health 3 times in the past year. I'm no different than anyone. I want to be heard so badly that I find myself not caring what other people have to say a lot of the time, because I just want them to shut the fuck up for a while and recognize how shitty I feel. I'm pathetic. I know that's a shitty attitude. I won't defend it. But I'm really good at pretending to care, and I always put on a pretty convincing facade of being nurturing and concerned. I just feel like a bad person. Plus, pre hrt I was involved in some nasty shit as a teen. never hurt anyone, but I can't live with myself
Ive already fallen in love with everyone I'm ever going to really love and they are gone. I don't get over people. At least the people I love are doing what they want, even if that means not being with me. The whole "if you love a flower let it grow, don't pick it" sort of thing. The best I can do for anyone I have feelings for is to never tell them. I'd disappoint them, hurt both of us, and let us both down in the long run. I hate being told "I love you" most of the time, because of that. They aren't really interested in my feelings, only having control and possession of me. that's how it feels
>>5351262
what do you know me from
>>5351299
huh, do u know if that's the same artist that did like glass spilling into a room like waves of water?
>>5351304
at least I can kinda open up to my partner, she's like the one person I rlly can talk to about the stuff that rlly upsets me tho she still has to drag stuff out of me and and I fight and try to conceal stuff as much as possible to not bother her too much
tbqh a lot of the time I'm in the thread because I'm not doing well and trying to distract myself and let out stuff in little bursts of shitposting and whining so I don't have to annoy/upset her with my bs
>>5351314
that's ok, some people detach from stuff more cus it hurts too much but it actually kinda makes me feel better when I can offer comfort and stuff and sometimes it can help just for someone to be there even if they don't do anything else
Listened to anything special today, /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c45a1WTr-wY
>tfw got the work of four days done in one
>tfw haven't slept since yesterday
well that was fun
>>5351344
filename
Does this feel as good as it looks?
No homo forreal.
>>5351332
That's a Robert Smithson. Are you talking about Maya Lin?
>>5351352
Why not try it and find out?
>>5351352
How is a sock turning into leggings, is she a witch?
>>5351344
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_hL14Ea3mE
>>5351352
post your feet
>>5351244
>I'm keeping the bed warm for when my partner gets home
Ugh I wish I still had this feel but Bestfriend doesn't like sharing a bed
>>5351344
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGL5SXrCFXk
this is so tense.
KEOMA GANBATTE
>>5351352
no
wedgies r fun tho trust me : ^ )
>>5351322
i haaave noo idea what it will do to your dysphoria.
you are like far more further into transitioning and dealing with this stuff than i am.. i think?
anyways like i've been hit on by two girls during the past month and the first one was like really "ehee, omg shes pretty im not sure what im feeling" kinda experience but later on realized if i was to be in a relationship with her i'd bee just soo dypshoric and jealous everyday. I really hope theres a day that i can grow beyond my transretardation and hope you have grown up over it already.. but pretty sure it wont work out.
With a guy you will be always the one that's prettier, girlier, more emotional and such. Also the guy wont suddenly want to carry a baby..
UGH :"(
>>5351330
Uhoh now i remember you. You spent a little time on the tinychat this year didnt you? Short hair, dogs and such ?
All that other stuff you really have to enlighten me more about to realize the entire picture, but your family seems trashy. You know they hurt you, and i know its not easy to just go away from them since theyre your only family after all.. Like your attitude though, doesnt seem mental to me at all. You totally see the things how they are and arent just blaming everything about that stuff that has happened to you but you really have to cut yourself some slack.
Uh yup, people say i love you a lot. Feel guilty of doing that too before, doesnt mean that there arent people out there who think the same way though.. That it's immoral to just use it to get closer to someone. You will find a new person to love and thats what the person that used to be there to receive those feelings would want you to have too.
School in 2 hours, think i just failed my swedish class.
>>5351356
You're killing me here Elanna.
>>5351353
>This video contains content from [Merlin] Beggars, who has blocked it in your country on copyright grounds.
Welp, time to look for straggler uploads..
>get to uni to print my report
>print center closed down
>>5351378
so much doubt, so much suspense
There's one way to know for sure
>>5351383
do you have a local library you could use?
I'm dreading Christmas. Just another day to be alone and remind me how lonely I am.
>>5351353
Wow Anne, this is really good! Thank you so much for sharing! I'm really liking Youth a lot.
>>5351403
I'm dreading christmas for a different reason.
>surrounded by family
>still feel alone
The grass isn't that much greener anon.
>>5351405
yeah! they were on my spotify discover playlist a few weeks ago and i instantly fell in love
there's also this,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPK67Px8sR8
studio performance with a small orchestra
hopefully that video works 4 u
>>5351403
I'm working christmas day so I get crazy penalty rates. Hyped for money. My family is silly anyway so I would rather work or be alone Christmas day than endure their insanity.
>>5351378
Hey, I'm just sayin' that you're asking people on a trans board what it's like to put on stockings. Obviously you're going to have people telling you to just do it
>>5351372
Yeah, like I'm mostly asking because you seem very sure that it will come back to bite me but it's true I transitioned quite a while ago. I understand though, I'm not sure how I'd handle the jealousy if I ended up with a cis girl. A guy does offer all of those things so I am kind of torn.
>>5351400
The uni library doesn't do binding unfortunately. I think there's a print shop nearby, hopefully they do it. Worse comes to worst I can just staple it and say "it's ur fault shouldn't have closed the print centre". The only major problem is I need to get it printed in hardcover, and I have no idea where to get that done. I've got extra time to do that tho
I have ten neices and nephews, I have bought ten of 9 of these cups plus a sippy cup for the littlest.
I am going to be putting bouncy balls and candy canes and the like in them.
I love it when a plan comes together.
>>5351378
http://sockdreams.com/
who would ever know
>>5351403
Why don't you take a trip somewhere if you don't want to be home alone?
>>5351418
forgot pic
>>5351372
it's not that i dont want to leave my family; i can't afford to. i have tried saving for years.
i blew all my $ on the only relationship i ever had. It was an LDR that lasted about 2 years (we saw each other 5 times IRL in visits that lasted 1 week to 1 month). she decided she was poly and left me. I had sex with someone else for the first time recently, with someone I am attracted to, but didnt enjoy it. It felt just...ridiculous? Like, I barely know this girl and she barely knows me but we "love" each other.
also she is the girl my ex broke up with me for. They're poly, but planned on legally marrying each other for the benefits. this new girl has been telling me for months she doesn't want to be poly anymore and can't handle it, and wants to be with me instead. I feel conflicted because on one hand I want her to leave my ex for me as a fuck you, but on the other hand, I'm actually on good terms with my ex now, and I feel like an asshole for even thinking that. Also I seriously feel like I barely know this girl. She seems to care about me a lot, but I don't want to get into another situation like the last one, and I while I love her, I don't know if i'm "in love" with her. She has some of the same interests, but all of them seem to be stuff she got introduced to by my ex, including stuff that I introduced my ex to. it feels like I'm being played, because this new girl keeps on changing the subject when I ask if we are dating. Yet she tells me she loves me.
i don't blame her though. i have cut myself enough slack. if you're referring to the stuff i did pre hrt, well, just think of the worst kind of shit that gets posted on /b/, and i mean the worst. i used to revel in that shit, spread it around. i made myself into the worst person because i hated myself and thought it would be easier to kill myself if i was a terrible person. i can't explain it desu.
idk how enlightening this shitpost has been. but i tried?
>>5351397
>>5351414
>>5351418
I will be going to sleep now, nite.
You were warned Anna
http://imgur.com/txu8geA
>>5351362
i have no idea what she is saying but i loved the video
>>5351424
same.
>>5350858
Epilating your face seems like a good idea until you get an ingrown hair.
>>5351437
I think we all know what you'll be dreaming about ;)
>>5351442
Why would you do that
>>5351442
wat
>>5351442
What the fuck is wrong with this place??
>>5351442
this again?
Why are there so many trips here? On most of 4chan you guys are pretty rare, but here it's like a solid 75% of posts.
>>5351442
Can we please stop this.
>>5351456
its boring, for one
>>5351442
This is completely disgusting and whoever did this is a piece of shit
>>5351412
It does, thank you! The ambience and percussions in these tracks are just great.
>>5351442
le spooky hacor strikes again!!! PogChamp
>ooOOoOoOO
>spOOky
I love spearmint tea, but spearmint is a mild antiandrogen. Will that interfere with my spiro? Or is it safe to drink?
>>5351442
>le doxing people
What a faggot.
>>5351472
yesssss it's really stripped down but lush af at the same time. so gud.
>>5351437
Sleep is a good idea. Dreams sometimes bring clarity.
>>5351442
in the spirit of my sisters i too would like to dox myself
hi my name is edie i work on chaturbate
come find me
>>5351442
Dude wtf, now someone from 4chan might buy a guitar from her or something, fuck man.
>>5351424
Very cool. Some of his stuff, at least from google image search, reminds me of Banks Violette.
>>5351442
End yourself.
>>5351442
i want to believe that trans people are just as stable and mentally unfucked as cis people and that it might just be some internalized transphobia making me think we're all crazy, but goddamn some of you bitches make it difficult
like, doxxing is one thing, but then there's doxxing someone whose details are basically already known from previous trips being doxxed, and with almost entirely inconsequential information at that
bravo
I was actually thinking of posting a picture of a park near where I live and seeing if people could guess where it was.
I don't think anyone would actually give a fuck though.
>>5351486
POST YOUR FEET
>>5351486
*cum
>>5351480
hey i made a new skype, you should re-request me
oh and so should anyone else
"alljadetaylor"
>>5351498
but your old skype name was great
>>5351506
i needed to use my skype for business, and I couldn't go around telling work people "hey my skype name is trollllllllllll with 12 L's"
>tfw face too manly to ever trap
Do I just kill myself or what? I don't want to be some manstrosity like Bruce.
>>5351414
oh well.. thats just how i see it, 1 year hrt here, the situation kinda has pushed me into transition on its own so know nufin.
teach me how to handle all theeeesee feels
>>5351435
that is just screwed up, just leave all of them alone and maybe send that helium as a happy birthday gift or such. hope it gets better for you, you seem great and committing.
>>5351442
and this is why wont ever trip
get a life c:
feel like throwing up and my head hurts, nightynight everyone
>>5351442
s m h
>>5351442
Hey I know that store. I spent a bunch of time in that mall growing up.
>tfw game trader has been kill for a while
>tfw still have a copy of F-zero X I never returned to them.
>>5351496
but my exact gps location is on the soles of my feet
>>5351497
yes sorry,
*CUM find me on chaturbate.com
>>5351511
hey stop stealing my pix!!!
I guess ffs doesn't help with emotional stability
that info is literally the easiest shit to find and the funny thing is you probably even paid for it
>>5351517
>tfwywn see edie's feet
:(
>>5351496
S-SECONDED?
>>5351442
enjoy the permaban?
>>5351529
post your feet too
>you will never pass
._.
>tfw pizza is on the way and the bong is packed
>>5351561
I am familiar with said emotion.
>>5351561
>tfw think might be able to pass sometimes
>tfw remember I'm 6'2" with broad shoulders
>tfw HRT won't fix that so I don't even try to get them
Fug.
>>5351566
what about:
>way too tall
>too broad shoulders
>too old
>immune to hrt
>no hips
>face of a very masculine 30 years old
>>5351528
I'm sure she'll let you see her feet if you ask nicely.
And by "ask nicely", I mean "go on chaturbate and give her money".
>>5351577
> tfw recently met a 6"5' tranny
Despite the height she actually passed really well.
>>5351579
>too broad shoulders
I was able to beat this by turning into a weakling. Have since abandoned the effort(or lack thereof).
>immune to hrt
I know this one too well.
>face of a very masculine 30 years old
The core of my struggle.
I truly wish life wasn't so horrible.
>>5351587
I guess there hope then
I always get told I have my mom's face, m-maybe I have a shot
>>5351523
Rawr has been going on a doxxing spree. She doxed ufufu a few weeks back and doxed Edgar today.
>tfw when partner is home and jonesing for her fix of snuggles
>>5351372
>>5351414
cis girls don't have to be dysphoria bombs, my partner has actually helped me with a lot of stuff and feeling better about things
>>5351538
I-I don't know, anon.. They don't look all that great. Plus I haven't been able to get a good angle of them either..
>>5351597
>tfw years on hrt and look manlier than ever
>>5351511
Idk, I think they get better with time, because when I was early transition cis girls made me feel awful. Also, I kind of felt a bit of shame about the fact that I liked girls at all, so it led to repressed feels. In time I think the feels get better but I mean, I transitioned 5 years ago and it's only now starting to get better.
>going to order sandwich
>guy starts talking to me in line
>order sandwhich in my guy voice
>he looks mad
>have a good day sir
>he looks really really mad
No more going out alone desu
>>5351630
Honestly, same. I noticed basically no change on it after a year and a half, and just decided to quit. Had horrible acne (reliving pizza face highschool) for a few weeks after I stopped, but noticed no real change besides that. Like it really wasn't doing anything at all. Now I've just resumed life and continue to wish I was dead.
>>5351643
I got boobs but that's all, everything else looks 100% male no matter what I do especially my face.
God-tier viking features ;_;
>>5351625
p-please post feet they cant be that bad with someone as cute as you.
>>5351634
???
So the guy talking with you in line was mad?
why would he be mad? :^)
It was nice talking to all of you! I've been a lurker for sometime, but only mustered enough courage to start posting today, hehe. Gotta go visit my dad in the hospital now, so I hope to see all of you again soon!
>>5351658
oh that turned pretty...
good luck
>>5351649
>I got boobs but that's all
HRT didn't even help me there. I already had little booblets from those guides that say drink spearmint tea and shit.
>God-tier viking features ;_;
Scandinavian/German here. Damn powerful genetics don't care about no whoremoans.
>>5351656
Probably because he just realized how gay he was
Hey you guys are pricks to me almost all the time but if I might suggest something. If any of you are worried about having your personal info jacked: Make sure you dont use the same email/username for everything, max privacy settings on facebook, if you have accounts that could be tied to you irl from your internet presence delete them, reverse image search your pictures, make sure your twitter/insta/whatever you use to talk to irl people dont have overlaping content with other sites you use. Basically dont leave a breadcrumb trail to follow.
Whoever is doing this is just striking out at opportunistic targets. They have no real skill. They're a small fry nignog who is relying on your inability to secure your information. You'll be just fine if you dont make it easy for them :V
>tfw getting home from work
>>5351662
Im just scandinavian.
>tfw awful chin, brow, 5´10", 16" shoulders and manly eyes
>>5351676
>and manly eyes
>can't even pretend to be a /k/ute girl while wearing a balaclava
What did I do to deserve this?
>>5351671
This tbqh. I have like 7 different emails and only one is for personal stuff. Plus I keep a set of usernames for personal stuff and ones for posting on places like 4chan and never let them get mixed together. Maybe that's overboard but it works for me
>>5351561
For me, the internal changes are more important than the external ones. I might not look like a woman, but at least I feel like one. :)
>>5351671
We all know its rawr doing it anyway.
>>5351666
hey faye nice stan trips do you know what club penquin is
>>5351682
True suffering.
>tfw very intimidating manly eyes
>tfw wouldn't even pass in burka
>>5351687
good four you :)
Can someone be my manic pixie dream girlfriend?
>>5351676
6'5" here.
Check your short privilege bitch. >:^(
>>5351676
I'm pretty Nordic and I think things are progressing quite well for me
>>5351671
you are soo cool aife-senpai!!! I didnt know you knew about the ways of the internet. So alpha
>>5351650
I-I-I'm sorry, anon! I didn't see your message before I posted that, so don't be mad.. But since you insisted..
W-Well, goodbye then! Oh gosh..
Can I join your club guys?
>>5351671
Good advice!
Tbh the only social media I regularly use is 4chan...
oh my god cute guy and I cuddled and watched shows all day this is far too good to be happening! How do I tell him I need a bf?
>>5351713
gggggggggg
>>5351702
>5´10"
>short
pls
>tfw 1200 calorie deficit
>tfw hands are shakin but i'm still gettin headshots
>>5351687
I'd like to be glad that you're happy but your happiness just makes me angry.
>>5351719
Rub your butt on him, that way he'll know.
>>5351724
..It is to me..
>>5351722
gross desu
>>5351724
I'm 5'10", we should hang
>>5351726
Like boom headshot, boom headshot?
>print out my report, put it in an envelope and pop it in the submission box
>aww yiss all do-
>realise I didn't put my program in the envelope
Jdimsa
>>5351713
I'll never understand footfags.
>>5351735
you know it fampi
>>5351724
I'm like an inch or two taller
Can we pls swap?
>>5351733
at least it's not scat or vomit
>>5351728
that's far too lewd for my tastes!
>>5351733
I need buttpics! 61!
>>5351746
b-but boys like butts...
>>5351730
;_;
I think really tall people are cool and I want them to big spoon me.
>>5351734
I'm a hon though.
>>5351743
Only if you take my shitty face too.
>>5351746
It's fun when spooning
>>5351676
are 16" shoulders bad? too large? Too small?
>>5351737
Climb in the box and add the program to your envelope
>>5351741
footfag reporting in. Would not touch those from a mile away.
>footfag out
>>5351737
I intercepted your letter and put your lewd photos in there
I guess that's a no
>>5351756
Too large
>>5351737
relax, don't freak out, try and get someone to open the box so you can slip your program in, if nobody can help
email your lecturer and tell them that you forgot to put it in and attach it to your email.
>>5351737
What's the program? Jörmy's 3D butt simulation?
>>5351754
But I'll never fit into lolita. Ever.
whylive.jpg
>>5351766
just start posting, theres no initiation
>>5351754
oh
well then
I'm not so sure
>>5351752
it's a metal gear solid reference family
>>5351754
I don't really care about that though. ;~;
>>5351756
lainanon is a troll and her opinions on passing should never be listened to.
>>5351634
yea my partner doesn't like me going out alone and sometimes she'll even have me stay in the car and lock the doors while she goes to do whateves
>>5351734
it's a pretty ok height, not short but not so tall that it's rlly a problem
>>5351756
same as me and, as she reminds me every time I get self-hate-y about them, same as my cis partner
>>5351782
pls ;_;
>>5351785
I do care though, i'm really gross.
>>5351786
I'm not a troll.
Who else /shit at fashion/ here
>>5351793
That's why you shouldn't date cis-women. They are insane as fuck.
>>5351794
Well, at least you have a butt.
>>5351722
Now look at what happened, footrequestanon. Thankfully I find this whole fiasco funny, but my feet just don't look good anyway~
Hey girls.
I was just wondering if this is the place to ask if I pass or not. Can I stay and chat here for a while?
>>5351807
anna are there any tim torms left???
>>5351814
L O N D O N
>>5351817
a few
>>5351795
my fashion is hoodies and jeans cuz im agp man
>>5351814
>image.jpg
>>5351814
That depends... can I get some buttpics with that?
>>5351814
cis girls get out desu
>>5351806
What do you mean?
Everyone has a butt you silly anon.
>>5351814
you pass fine in pic
>>5351831
Oh! I guess I forgot...
>>5351829
Am I that convincing? I'm 2 years and 8 months on hormones currently.
>>5351833
Thank you!
>>5351820
okay thats good, save some for santer tho
>>5351783
nerd
>>5351814
cis girl troll pls go
>>5351840
>tfw no nerd mtf gf
>>5351837
How about some body pics f a m?
>>5351845
im not a filthy transbian anon
Everyone post the current music thing you're working on, even if it's not the best thing you can play
>tfw my recording program ate the take that was 100% perfect clip
whatever
https://clyp.it/ngyufsd0
>>5351843
Honestly, you're too flattering.
>>5351847
That's one of the things I'm more self conscious about, but sure.
>tfw your face is a huge square
>>5351850
but i dont music peach anon
>>5351853
lose a little weight and you will be fine
>>5351855
It's hip to be square, anonette
Life is Strange is made by assholes.
>>5351853
You have some bulk on you, but otherwise you're fine
>>5351863
>>5351862
I just want to pass though.
I wish hrt didn't make me more masculine.
>>5351863
If had the feels playing that game, just wait until you play/read something written by actual talented people
>>5351850
https://clyp.it/rz02tj0f
meh
>>5351867
every time you stop posting for a bit i hope it's because you've found some antipsychotics that are working
>>5351867
post pics family, we will give you a fair ASSesment
>tfw look manly but trying to feel positive right now about how I look today
Some days are good, some days are fucking terrible
>>5351863
What's the problem? I thought this was some sort of movie. What's wrong with it so I don't tumblr hate.
>>5351880
It's about a blue-haired dyke who fights the patriarchy by laying around being useless.
>>5351875
I only took those for a while, anon.
Why would they help?
>>5351876
I just look like a very masculine man.
>>5351880
It reminded me that
>tfw no gf
If you were forced at gunpoint, would you rather sleep with an indian or a black man?
>>5351896
>>5351896
>implying I would have to be forced at gunpoint to sleep with #2
Does any other ugly tranny want to live together and spend our days doing drugs and cuddling and watching anime together?
>>5351898
There's no declining, kiwi-chan.
>>5351896
The one that can poo in the loo
>>5351903
i'll take option C
>>5351902
I'd be done with the anime and maybe live together
but
>cuddling
thats kinda..
>drugs
im pure anime grill
>>5351896
>tfw most of the indian and black guys you know are decent upper middle class people
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>5351902
That sounds pretty degenerate, familia
>>5351896
Just shoot me.
>>5351905
Here's your option C
>>5351884
Except it ain't nothing like that homie.
>>5351917
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
>>5351917
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>>5351923
good luck kiwi
>>5351896
>mfw this weird obsessive chaser anon asks this question every few weeks
you really just need to find something to do with your life man.
>tfw you look more masculine than cis men, even those older than you
How do I fix this?
pls help
>>5351927
HRT
>>5351924
i-i have to go do laundry
okay, seriously, how are we going to stop the doxing? I don't think it's going to stop, even if 2 people in 1 day is pretty unusual. can we all agree to report posts at the first sign of personal info etc.? I know this is 4chan but still, this is one of the best trans resources on the internet for people starting <25 desu. I think it'd be good not to encourage it.
>>5351896
I choose the bullet
>>5351926
c'mon f a m, it's pretty funny how the girls respond
>>5351929
2bh i would gladly fuck a qt fit black weeaboo
>Shopping at Old Navy in boy mode
>So many super cute girl hoodies etc. on sale
>Too insecure to even go up and look at them yet alone grab one and wait in the long line
I just want comfy cute winter clothes damnit ;~;
>>5351927
You keep saying that, but how about posting pics so that we can actually help you
god like
how many people here are boys watching drama
is that a thing
im scared
THIS IS A SAFE SPACE
>>5351919
Is it bad that I would probably still play an episode like anon described?
Just a little more Chloe...
>>5351931
hahaha fuck is that bacon?
chasers are always so gross goddamn
>>5351930
What if i've been on hrt for over two years and still look more masculine than most cis men?
>>5351935
How to get sleepy though?
It's 6am and i'm very not sleepy.
Anxious about my face too, shouldn't have used my mirror.
>>5351947
yes kek
I actually love the neckbeard nerd type, but he'll never know
>>5351945
I'm here just for the occasional buttpics, otherwise I just write nice comments to my waifu
>>5351948
you probably haven't slept all night. go to sleep.
>tfw sent a guy a picture through puush yesterday
>tfw the view count is at 82 now
is he sending it to other people or something
>>5351946
Just crank it up to eleven.
>>5351962
He cummed 82 times to it
>>5351934
n00b.
>>5351948
save up money for FFS
get better at makeup + hair
>>5351945
i-it's okay anon, we can hide from the boys together ;__;
>>5351947
repressed tranny
>>5351958
Hello m'lady... Would you be interested in becoming my girlfriend? Here's my picture.
>>5351962
U JUST GOT HACKED XDDD
>>5351945
they are only boys until they realise they are girls too
>>5351965
p-pls it was a face picture, boys don't jerk off to faces
>>5351975
o shit
>>5351974
thats a meme pic
>that guy on the right
wow
>>5351974
this looks like arin hanson if he was even more autistic.
>>5351974
Moot has really let himself go...
>>5351961
I'll try when I calm down a bit.
Sorry for ruining these threads again ;_;
>>5351969
I'm neet and my hair is okay, nothing helps my face though.
>>5351983
;~; this is why i will never date until i'm passing/stealth tbdesu
>>5351983
is this the new
>nobody would jerk off to clothed feet!
?
>tfw u realise u've been waking around with ur earbuds in but no music playing for half an hour
>>5351991
but i'm not even close to passing senpai, what are you even on rn?
>>5351992
do people really jerk off to faces? like seriously?
>>5351993
how could anybody be that distracted?
>not jerking it to someones face
>>5351990
not ruining it you baka. It would be better for you to go to sleep anyway. instead of doing this.
>>5351992
CLOTHED FEET ANON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>5351993
stop spacing out!!
o.o;;
>>5351997
I just finished my degree cut me some slack
>>5352011
meh, i think it's a decent picture of me at least so i'm not worried about it spreading
at least it's not megahon.jpg or ericforeman.jpg t b h
>>5352000
>tfw no one will jerk off to your face
>>5352009
Time to marry a qt boi and become a housewife?
>>5352009
post feet in celebration
next thread should be dox edition
>>5352024
Yup, now to find a boy desperate enough
>>5352018
It could happen.
Apparently someone did to mine once.
>>5352018
Get your girlfriend to jerk off and cum on your face?
>>5352029
make it happen
>>5352034
What kind of men do you like anyway?
>>5352011
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FEtvkH56UcU
>>5352040
good idea anon :)
I didn't even think of that
>>5352050
Attractive ones :^)
>>5352055
I'm always here if you need lewd ideas ; )
>>5352034
Yes, you caught me, I fantasize about you putting a tampon up your ass.
It would get me so hot to tie you up, gag you, and degrade you for not being able to have a period or a real vagina. Your fucked up body with too wide shoulders would write under me. Then I'd fuck the shit out of you.
Want to talk about your fantasies or do you want me to go on?
>>5352009
wow omg, are u gonna move now?!
or job?? or study more?? o.o;;
>>5350764
>>tfw cis friends say they support you but slowly back away until they're gone
every fucking time
