Let's have another depression thread. Tell me about your failures.
>never had a gf
>the only friend I made at uni isn't coming anymore and I'm alone all the time
>>57918222
At least you got trips.
I suffered for depression right after college. Basically stayed in my room for a whole year. My family would bring me food and such.
Contemplated suicide etc etc but because of financial circumstances I was eventually forced into going out, getting a job and all that.
That was 7 years ago. Now I have a job and even a fiance.
I lost my virgin with a whore on the June 2008
>>57918149
i just have no feelings for want.
>>57918353
>I suffered for depression right after college.
I never finished high school :-(
>Basically stayed in my room for a whole year. My family would bring me food and such.
Why?
>That was 7 years ago. Now I have a job and even a fiance.
I'm glad your situation improved.
>>57918433
Who cares.
>>57918592
Basically stayed in my room for a whole year. My family would bring me food and such.
> same, nearly one year, but never took any doc yet, because >>57918479
You just don't know how depression looks like.
>>57918149
>Tell me about your failures.
Can't think of any personal failures. I am constantly improving. I have only one problem in my life... The multicultural society and the degeneration of the German culture. It annoys me so much. The presence of people who don't behave German is making me angry as fuck.
>>57918825
Oh, I fucking do.
>>57918829
Then what are you doing in this thread? It looks like you are trying to co-opt into an /pol/-like thread. Please leave.
schizo masterrace report in.
>>57918901
>Then what are you doing in this thread?
Because the situation in Germany could lead to a depression one day.
>>57918976
Borderline scumrace reporting in.
>>57919143
W-what do you mean?
>>57919022
Go to pol and cry about your hurr durr culture (I don't see anything valuable in German culture and European culture at all, they are shit).
>>57919332
I like european culture and I think it's worth keeping. I just don't want this thread to become about culture. It's about depression
>>57919332
>Go to pol and cry about your hurr durr culture
And you go to /adv/ and cry about your depression. This is the wrong board for "depression threads".
>I don't see anything valuable in German culture and European culture at all, they are shit
I don't care. It's not your job to love the German culture. You are supposed to love your own culture.
>>57919392
>I just don't want this thread to become about culture.
But this is what this board is about.
>>>/adv/ is the right place for you.
>>57919203
Borderline personality disorder.
I realized there was something wrong in my head when I lost two friends - two people I could actually call real friends - even though neither of them wronged me in any way. It was simply just that when I noticed one aspect of them that I didn't like, I started hating them and gradually cut off all contact with them.
And when I say hate, I mean it; my opinions on people are extremely black-and-white.
>>57919524
And /pol/ is the right place for you. Go there.
>>57919548
Shit man... That's harsh :-/
>>57918149
You know, bringing back failures you have done get you much more worse your symptom.
>>57919616
Why? I am not discussing any race theories, conspiracy shit or "happenings". I talk about culture.
>>57919662
I can't help it tho. It's like a fucking train wreck.
You can't look away.
>>57919721
Please let me have this thread!
>Tfw best friend moved to New Zealand four years ago
>Tfw he came back six months ago and I still haven't seen him
Should I go talk to him? He's a huge normie and has lots of friends, and I´m not sure we share as many interests now and back then.
>>57918592
>Why?
I don't know exactly. But I was very disappointed in my self, and felt as if I were a major burden to others. That I would let down others no matter what I did.
Just wanted to wither away. And the longer I stayed in my room the more shameful and depressed I became.
If I hadn't been forced to change, I would have probably killed myself. I remember doing a lot of research into painless suicide techniques.
>>57919928
Of course you should, anon! Try it!
>>57920056
>I remember doing a lot of research into painless suicide techniques.
Did you come up with anything?
>>57918149
I'm ugly
I'm dumb
Everyone else has a better life than me
I suck
My parents doesnt love me
Anywhere i go i got bullied
I do not care anything
I would finish my life but im a coward so i spend my days here on 4chan
I cannot love i cannot have any kind of feeling for anyone(this is really awful)
I'm tired of living among walls but im not brave enough to go out i really freak out when i see other humans around me.
Im bored of everything.
Summing up.. life sucks.
I'm now cripplingly depressed about being American because of /int/ bullying, even when I go out gardening it's all I can think about, the horrible things they said about me. You are my only friends so it really hurts, I came here to get away from Americans and now I'm bullied as one
My parents guilt tripped me into at least waiting until they're gone to kill myself so I'm stuck alive for now
>>57920323
I liek sain
>>57920470
i like americans :3
>>57920174
Heroin overdose was one of the better and more accessible options. Gun was the other. I could have acquired both easily where I lived at the time.
>>57920496
:,)
>>57920323
>serious autism
I just come over here on here is because 4 chan is the only place I can talk with someone without seeing face.
>>57920567
you can do it little nigga, i trust you
>>57920633
the feeling of them dirty eyes staring at you and judging every move you do .. it's just disgusting.
>>57920701
Thanks for the support, dude. But there's nothing left i can do im too wimp and useless
>>57920996
I guess mine has not yet that stage, there are no obsessions and delusions, I am just living with the time passing by, nothing less nothing more , and I am regretting myself that have no plans for life. I just don't know why am I living for.
my first gf broke up with me for someone else, and ended up breaking up with him. shes a selfish piece of shit though but i still kind of love her.
ive never done well in school my entire life. i cant handle stress well, im such a limpwristed fucker. i need a way to get motivation, i just keep fucking myself over.
i have no friends, but i can easily make them, im not awkward at all and i know i look good, but its just i dont think anyone would want to be friends with someone as sad as i am. im also really uninteresting. despite this, all the friends ive had irl/online really like me, i dont understand why
yesterday i went to a japanese garden in my city, alone. it reminded me of my ex. i saw so many couples there. i wish i never went.
>been a NEET for 4 years
>have been getting NEETbux the whole time
the failure here are the people who work and pay my taxes, fucking plebs kill yourselves
>>57922018
Can you actually live off neetbux?
>>57920563
I'm thinking of this too. Benzos and opiates all at once. Been dreaming of suicide since I was a teen
Who BPD here? :(
>>57922411
Yes, I get around 900 euro's a month now, possibly up to 1100 in a few years
>>57922714
Meds are a terrible way of commiting suicide.
>>57922783
Can you pay rent with that much money?
>>57918149
I am breaking with my gf right now. Via whatsapp
Because she is not my gf, she's the gf of another guy and she won't left him.
And she really want that I break to her to make it easy...
>>57923032
You are a terrible person.
>>57922967
Cheapest apartments you can find here are around 200-300. We have a system if you're under a certain income you get back a certain amount of rent, which then comes down to 200-300 for the cheapest
>They don't live in top 5 most suicidal countries
>>57923077
I am not... :(
>>57923773
Yes, you are. You are cucking someone else.
>>57924636
>>we don't talk anymore
>>it's my fault
Try explaining that you are timid.
my internet gf post's selfie pictures where she is with other men.
>>57924964
geez man...
same as last night
>it never changes
>>57919332
>I don't see anything valuable in German culture
Screw you man. Seriously.
I hate European imperialistic malevolent politics to the core and wholeheartedly, but appriciate some good art, classics etc.
>>57925859
dont derail my lil' thread plox
>>57920323
I wish you the best, espanobro. Hope you'll improve.
>>57922967
Take a bunch of benzos to the point where you're fighting to stay awake, then take a huge dose of opiates, preferable delayed release like oxycodone
You'll fall asleep in euphoria and develop very shallow breathing, cutting off air to the brain, then stop. breathing. I *might* wake up gasping but it will be over eventually, plus the euphoria of the opiates makes it a happy suffocation, and lack of oxygen also induces some euphoria (hence why autoerotic asphyxiation exists). It's like hanging, but without the painful noose. I can finally sleep tight like puppers
It's my plan anyways, I get a prescription for xanax and oxycodone now and saving up a lot extra for the big finale
Make sure you fast for a few days before, and maybe stay awake to make the unconscious part easier. When you die you can piss and shit yourself so be dehydrated and starved
>>57926006
>>57926281
Don't forget about the alcohol.
Here's the thing, tho. If you fail, and could wake up in a hospital and end up like a vegetable or with some really debilitating disability.
>>57926281
>>57926457
Damn man, dont do it :(
>>57926457
That's only if you don't take enough. From my studying, a lot of failed cases are from taking weak stuff like Vicodin and Percocet (less than 10mg each.
Save up 1,000mg of oxycodone and you can kill an elephant. Speaking of which, there's a type of synthetic opiate called Carfentanil a type of fentanyl that is thousands of times stronger than morphine they use in small doses to tranquilize huge animals. Get some on the dark net from Eastern Europe, take a big dose, and nothing can survive!
>>57926590
I'm an Amerishit, you should want me dead
I find it intriguing that someone can feel so low, he loses his will to live. Unironic. That being said, hang in there, friends :)
25 yo kissless friendless autistic virgin ugly nonwhite studying and failing a shit career in a shit third world country here
>>57926858
Life just grinds you down too much sometimes
>>57926858
>>57927053
splendid image my boy
I miss my family and my cup, desu.
>>57927148
your family is dead and so are you
end it
it wont get better, it will never get better
>>57927179
Nah, theyre at home and ok.
I even can see them at home cams.
>tfw virgin
>>57926852
>I'm an Amerishit
No man you're ok.
>>57927316
splendid voyeurism my boy
>>57927360
Just being overprotective, m8.
>>57927148
Hello qardaş. nə olub family-və?
>>57920323
Helo i love pain do yo love spain
>>57927407
Salam ay brat.
Ishdeyem, ne olacaq.
>>57927356
No
Also 28 year old virgin and /int/ is my social circle aside from steam friends
Guys, I think I've managed to make a friend. How do I not fuck this up?
>>57918149
I'm 36 years old and still am or have nothing. My loved ones are my mother and my sister, and her son.
I'm better off then many because I never married or had children. Although I know for certain now that I will die alone, and never have the joy of raising kids.
It's probably for the better, I am not even able to take care of myself properly, let alone being able the responsability of raising children.
It just feels so empty inside all the time.
They say "better to have loved and lost, then never have loved before" but I don't know.
What's the point of having a small taste of happiness, for a short while? Honestly it is better to never have tasted it. You can compare it to alcohol or opiate addiction.
Intellectual pleasure is the only thing that keeps me going. It may sound stupid, but researching a subject against boredom, and having a "Aha Erlebnis!" moment when suddenly you understand something, that is the only thing what gets me going.
>>57927800
My gramps had grandchilds when he was 36. What's wrong with you, m8.
>>57927578
Don't give up hope mate, depression and bad thoughts distorts your perception. Once it's gone things could change for the good. I wish you the best mate.
>>57927889
your grandma's a whore
>>57927907
That's for sure.
>>57928012
How about recent Azerbaidjan?
Are you safe?
>>57928205
Perfectly safe, m8, thanks for concern.
Just bored.
>>57928269
That's good :D
>>57928396
How's the things there?
>>57919928
>Tfw he came back six months ago and I still haven't seen him
Then I wouldn't call him a "best friend".
I was in a similar situation once, and whe nhe came back he changed a lot in character, became really arrogant and on a high horse.
Once you reach your thirties it is normal to have no real friends anymore, at least in these parts.
The only two guys from my youth that insist on calling me every now and then, and invite me to come over, is a Jew and a Turk. Although they are both married and one has a daughter.
My old Belgian friends all quit keeping contact when they started their families.
When you are old and "missed the boat" (I had several relations, they just never worked), Belgian people think you are too weird to keep company.
>>57918149
>never had a gf
>can't even get a 3.0 in college
>need pills in order to not want to kill myself
>>57927800
I can relate. I've been feeling like shit lately and the only thing keeping my mind of it is philosophy. The really convoluted crazy kind, Hegel and such. The more of a mindfuck I experience, the less I'm aware of myself and my pathetic joke of a life.
>tfw soon out of reading material
>>57923773
CHI
>>57926852
>Carfentanil
Isn't that only available to the military?
Fentanyl should suffice, carfentanil is active in the nanogram range, that is Russian """"""non-lethal""""" weapongrade stuff.
>>57929132
Yeah the US has strict limits of 19 grams made apparently
But allegedly you can get it from East Europe, some top heroin chefs apparently have a supply somehow in Russia and the like that you can get on the dark net
Granted I haven't tried, but that's the talk on opiate boards with a couple claiming they got some from Russia/Ukraine
But you're right, fentanyl will suffice for me.
>tfw want to be sprinkle in hundreds of bullets at once
>tfw must be a nice death
>>57928766
Haha man I recognize that so much. I am currently into late iron-age European history. I just finished reading hagiographies I've found on archive.org and gallica.bnf.fr, just to have a grasp of the people living where I am now about 1500 years ago. Gregory of Tours in what I'm into now. And should I get bored with history, there's organic chemistry, mushroom cultivation and a decent lab grade microscope waiting for me. I can watch my own sperm swimming happily, that's the most useful they'll ever get I'm afraid.
I can only say to you, just keep on following the same road, maybee it will be good for something. And if not, you can get more pleasure from pursuing your interests this wway than you get from being stuck in a bad relationship.
>>57927889
I don't know m8, it's just how I am I guess. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not, I never could. Girls don't like losers like me.
>>57929566
Read about astronomy! It's super interesting!
>>57929295
I would have rather given you more pleasant advice.
Catch you on the other side, maybe.
>>57929678
That's true, thanks for the tip. As a kid I always dreamt of having my own telescope.
When I was visiting the north of France (very little light pollution there, Belgium otoh is one of the worst in the world) I could see the moons of Jupiter using just a set of binoculars.
>>57928766
>soon out of reading material
You must be joking.
If you like Hegel there is plenty of reading material about Hegel that will blow your mind. Consider that nowadays the analytic/continental distinction is falling obsolete and many famous continental philosophers are being object of study under analytical philosophy and vice versa.
One of the reports (or papers, I don't know how you'd call it) I'm writing for a seminar is on a similar topic - influence of Hegelian thought on (the very latest) Wittgenstein through Bradley and its (usually considered) unorthodox Hegelianism.
>he doesn't know atleast 3 people who killed themselves
I'm the loneliest man in Norway
I am failure, I hate everything and everyone hates me. I didn't finished high school yet and I am 20, I am ugly and fat and my bf broke up with me, I have depression and poor health. I hate school and just wanna be dead
>tfw it took me about 30 tries to beat the Abyss Watchers
>>57929758
Assuming you're native, I can't fathom your position. 95% of my mental health problems would go away if I were born in Belgium. You still are one of the luckiest humans in the world to be born there
If anything, try just giving up and not taking life seriously. It's what I do right now waiting for my parents to pass away so I can kill myself (they told me to do so, wait for them). People who take life seriously focus on reaching age-goals like marriage, kids, career, retirement, owning a home, "growing up". If you live like a manchild you can compensate for not succeeding in the "real world" with getting decadent pleasure from a fantasy world
Also with a suicide deadline, you can engage in risky or unhealthy behavior without consequence, or loose social attitudes. Ever since finalizing my general goal of dying, I've stopped saving for retirement (took all the money out), I flirt with girls in ridiculous ways (usually failing) acting like a man-slut because even if something is embarrassing, I'll be dead in not too long and won't care
>>57930247
>buy wepon
>go on mass shootan
>shoot self before getting caught
>>57918149
Got like six or seven weeks left of uni. Underachieved badly, don't have a job lined up and have a lingering fear of my poor attendance potentially coming back to bite me (i.e. having my degree withheld). And, of course, I'm a 21yo virgin. I'm feeling pretty empty right now.
Been thinking for the last few years I'll be fine as soon as I get out of uni and get a job, but now I don't know how that's going to work out.
I can't see any reason to live, but I neither see reasons to die. Sometimes I think it would be fine to end it all. I don't hate my life, but I see it as a bummer, something awkward and dull I have to go through. As I said, I can't say that I suffer; I got some friends, acquitances and shit. I got things to do, I got hobbies. But all of that is just a pastime.
I'm not 20 yet. Does it get better?
Been trying to finish my uni education for seven years now. I just keep failing because of depression and constant tiredness. Had one real gf in my entire life and Im 30, I fucked it up eventually, again because depression and being constantly tired.
I just want to wake up but every time I try I can stay productive for two or three days and then almost comatose for week, feels hopeless at this point but Im too cowardly to end it
>>57930805
I'd be your gf if I lived in sweden and if I was a girl
There's a guy I know who is superior in every aspect. He just "has it". I'm senior in high school, freshmen year we got into a fight. He got into a lot of fights, was always really argumentative and high test and shit, always was a troublemaker and didn lt give a fuck. But he wasnt bad in other aspects. he was always straight edge regarding drugs despite being so socially competent, and he studies hard and gets good grades, he's functionally bilingual by way of working hard in german classes these 4 years. Now just in a few months he's going to marine boot camp. And I'm just posting on fucking 4chan.
I don't know, I don't know why the fuck I can't have it together like him, or just what makes him special. I've always had shit done for me, grew up comfy upper mid class, no worries about paying for uni, I've just done fuck all my whole life.
I don't really know how to stress enough how uncomfortable and self hating just being around this guy makes me feel.
>bait sms
>instant reply
>"haha, wanna go to the movies?"
>radio silence
I'm going to keep inviting you until you call the cops, fucking bitch
>>57930965
I don't know how to go to the movies :(
>>57930304
>Assuming you're native, I can't fathom your position. 95% of my mental health problems would go away if I were born in Belgium. You still are one of the luckiest humans in the world to be born there
Why would you think that? Belgium is pretty much the same like the rest of the west, if not worse. Sure there is social security, but don't try to set up a small company here, like you do in the USA. How many .be webstores do you (or anyone) know? Exactly.
I'm 36 years old. I tried, and I failed. I'm glad I don't have children, as it is better to not exist, than to have a lousy father that doesn't take properly care of you.
As for suicide, I don't want to hurt my mother or my sister, they genuinely love me. So I smoke a lot of cigarettes, and when I get lung cancer, I can apply for euthanasia. That is I guess a positive thing about Belgian law.
I saw my father die by euthanasia btw. He had 3 types of cancer at age 60. He said he wanted to go, and in an hour it was done. We said goodbye, then the doctor first gave him an IV injection of midazolam to put him to sleep. This was followed by an injection of potassium chloride. It was strangely fascinating to watch, I saw all the colour of his body vanish in like a second, and it went from his bottom to his head. When I looked back at his body he was white with yellow spots here and there.
Since that moment I am not an atheist anymore. You may find me stupid, but in Flemish we say as an expression for dying "giving up the spirit", and my impression was that that was exactly what I saw. I saw the colour leave his body through his head, I saw it above his head I swear.
Since then I am convinced there is some reason to life, and that the essence to life isn't just limited to the body. But what do I know? It keeps me from having suicidal thoughts though, since that moment, now almost 3 years ago.
>>57931021
>Why would you think that? Belgium is pretty much the same like the rest of the west, if not worse
Oh boyee!
>>57930935
You know what to do
>>57930605
I'm 20 and have the same feeling as you
>>57930175
tits
>>57931125
I know right? They don't know how good they have it
>>57931021
>Why would you think that? Belgium is pretty much the same like the rest of the west, if not worse.
Everyone loves you and everyone hates Americans though. Why not just travel the world? Everyone wil worship you. And being born to such an elite nationality would give me so much pride and motivation to work for society and myself imo
>>57931149
I like him. Out of everyone in the building I somehow feel closest to him. You ever read the duel by chekhov? That's sort of how I feel towards him. I'm illegitimate, and he's real, I hate him but I if I was up to his level in maturity and sincerity I would love him.
>>57931615
Ok that's really hard, must be hard
>>57930605
>>57931125
Also, it's not that I was born in any way priviliged. In that sense I was an outsider since early youth. I come from a single mother who had to take care of 2 kids. We were always poor. I remember when I was 12 years old I helped save for a VCR by saving half my allowance every week (which was 50 francs, enough for 2 medium-sized ice-creams in those days) for quite a while. I had a very good mother though, she always put us, her children, first, and worked all hours she could. Being poor in itself is not shameful.
Then when my step-father got into our lives, I was really jealous, at age 17, and I left the house the moment I became 18. I was a stupid fuck-up, and my step-dad is a really great guy.
I had 3 relationships, one lasted 6 years and I got her pregnant twice, but she mis-carried each time. That was a bad omen. My other gfs were Russians, one I stayed 1.5 years with, and she really broke my heart and fucked up my life. The other was 8 months, she was a good girl, but I was beyond repair already. That was about 4-5 years ago now. I've lost interest in girls (not into guys either).
>>57931954
>I got her pregnant twice
Y-you... you had sex?
>>57932028
No, magic ofc
>>57932220
you guys had sex? like... wow
o-okay
:(
>>57931540
I've lived in Moscow for a while, I've traveled to all my neighbouring countries, to Sweden, to Switzerland and Austria.
Belgium is great if you have money maybe, but I think you have a case of Peter Pan syndrome here (not meant as an offense). I've never been worshipped for being Belgian, except by the treasure-hunting type of (East-)Slavic girls, who think any Western country is their ticket out of there.
And there's nothing wrong wwith being American. Nobody really hates you and often it is out of jealousy. Also, being that the USA is the country with the most impact on the world (they really are #1) of course you'll encounter a lot of bitter resentment and exagerrated criticism especially amongst the modern day youth. But as far as I always have seen here, in neighbouring countries and in the East, cute girls generally worship Americans.
>>57931440
We gon make it swedebro
>>57931837
What did he mean by this?
>>57932279
It's not that big a deal really.
Don't buy the media hype, sex is not the most important thing in life, nor is it the most satisfying euphoriant.
>be me late bloomer with no friends
>fuck around in junior college for most of my 20s
>get into university at 27
>fuck around and use the loan money to travel while taking online classes
>neglect classes and forget about tests, stop showing up to classes, fail them
>get kicked out of university
>go to asia to teach English with a fake degree
>I hate kids and hate people
>so I fail at that too, get fired from a few jobs or quit others
>not making any money
>have to ask parents for more money
>they're tired of it, said no more
>already almost 30
>no career, no degree, stuck in asia doing jobs I hate
>at least I'm having sex with qt Asian girls on occasion
>>57932469
h-how old are you?
>>57932374
Not for me, i live in sweden - the memes are true
I have no real hope for the future and start thinking about leaving the country. It was one of the reasons i went to fix a passport.
>>57932588
I-I want to be with a swede
>>57932610
To fix my passport earlier today, that is
>>57932470
>>go to asia to teach English with a fake degree
How does that go? Do you buy it somewhere, like the plenty of ads I saw in the Moscow metro? Do you take some private evening school classes, or just make up some paper yourself?
>>57932666
what
>>57932470
Yolo
>>57932588
36 years old m8
still not balding though, luckily (touch wood)
>>57932742
I want to spend my life with a swedish men.
>>57932897
w-why?
>>57933107
Being gay with a Swedish man is better than being straight in Brazil.
>>57933164
He maybe just want to live in Stockholm, were all gays live in the country
>>57933107
I just wanna do it. Do I really need a reason? I like Sweden. Sue me.
>>57933397
>Do I really need a reason?
I want to know your mental illness, as Sweden is shit-tier failed state
Something that makes me depressed
>>57933481
>I want to know your mental illness,
Really? Liking sweden is now classified as mental illness? Seriously?
>>57933582
Yes, as said, Sweden is a shit-tier failed state
I can't find any reason for any foreigner to like it. Switzerland seems better to like.
>>57933737
I still like you :3
>>57933906
I doubt you would, my none-white friend
>>57933993
W-why? Are you a bad person?
>>57934104
Yes, very bad, SÄPO want me dead, or something
>>57934129
That means 'frog' in portuguese :3
30y/o KV hikikomori Herrenrasse, haven't touched a living thing since 2012.
>>57934180
SÄPO? Does "RPS/Säk" sound better?
>>57934285
Whatever floats your boat, swede :3
>>57934214
I'm glad I'm not the only wizard in this thread filled with failed normals.
>>57934336
here, have some vodka
drown your sorrow
>>57923878
If the girl went to him how is it his fault?
The girl knows what she's doing she's not a mongol, if she flirt with him it means she's interested in him and want to end the previous relationship
>>57934615
I'd rather lay my head on your lap.
>>57931021
>in Flemish we say as an expression for dying "giving up the spirit"
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/yield_up_the_ghost
>>57934682
I know you would
but you need vodka first
>>57934935
I do? Why?
Why can't I just lay my head on your lap? Or chest?
Allright motherfuckers, time to cheer up, you both the brozilian and the swebro, it's an universal fact that your countries have top tier qts. Force yourselves to be more sociable, join a toastmasters-like club or salsa classes, or a boxing club, go there and suck at it, just don't quit, and eventually you'll be a more confident person. Don't spend much time on hobbies that do not reward with time
>>57935047
B-but I want a swede :-/
>>57935008
It's good for you
>>57935047
I already do that, it's tiresome
>>57935141
>It's good for you
It messes up with your perception.
I want our time together to be as clear as possible.
>>57935111
B-but i'm not from Stockholm
>>57935216
I don't care :3
I want to be close to you
>>57935198
naw :3
>>57935237
It will be a long travel :(
>>57935368
>It will be a long travel :(
I'd go to the moon and back for you
>>57935410
>>57935368
>>57935470
Bigot ;o
>>57935508
I don't care if you guys are homos, but go flirt somewhere else.
my "friends" are using me most of the time, I fail at university and the I'm unable to do the jobs I want for dumb reasons like a fucked up back etc.
Everyone around me improves, while I just become more miserable and pity myself some more. I can't seem to find any reason to keep on living, I don't give a shit about women.
>>57935568
There is nowhere else to flirt.
>>57935594
>>/soc/
>>57935644
I want this swede and I won't find him anywhere else.
>>57935711
You find me at my home
>>57935758
I certainly will!
W-will you hug me?
>Suffer depression through college
>gain 60 pounds that I have not lost
>give only enough fucks to not end up on academic probation, have to change majors
>graduate with semi-useless degree a year ago
>never had job
>never been part of a club
>never had any sort of internship
>no experience in anything
>the country will probably collapse or experience a massive crisis before I ever get a good job
>still antisocial
>massive inferiority complex
>still have small bouts because I have no friends or anyone to talk to
my family emigrated from a shithole but they were able to get jobs and everything
and here I am
>>57935916
Yes, maybe,
>>57936011
M-maybe?
>>57936039
Ja, kanske, vi får se :3
>>57936091
I won't give you a choice :3
The moment I'll see you, I'm going to give you a super hug and there's nothing you can do about it!
>>57936172
:3333
>>57936224
Hug me, senpai
why are you all alive, I'm 24 yo and I can be a NEET for a few more months and after that I'm gone, if you work a minimum wage job and have no chance of starting a family then better just let go
I think I'm gonna an hero in the next few days. I skipped all my classes at university this week because of my chronic pain and my grades are slowly dropping. I can barely walk 20ft. any more without a ton of pain. My doctors don't know what to do and my depression is getting worse.
>>57937637
the promise of new technology, wanting to witness the world end etc
>19 y.o. virgin
>party last week at a qt's house
>me, my best friend and a cute girl from school
>we all get shitfaced
>qt gets horny af
>makes out with me, since my friend has a gf
>start undressing her with my friend on the couch behind me
>her knees are on my shoulders
>move her a bit forward to go to town
>she crawls over me to my best friend
>awkwardly leave the room
>[Muffled sex sounds.wav]
>drink all that is left and puke over the grills apartment next morning
>tfw cucked by my best friend
music for this feel, guys?
>you die
Why even care about life if you just die?
>tfw never touched a member of the opposite sex
>tfw I fuck up everything I can get my hands on
