>another day where I won't have a meaningful conversation with anyone
Saturday
4:45AM
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=26Rpzthuxcw
Cars blasting reggaeton blasted outside again, this shit just goes on and on and no one does nothing
I'm starting to think that this country is just one big MK Ultra kind of project.
>I will die alone
Oh hell no I'm not.
If I'm gonna die I'm taking some of you anons with me.
We die together.
>>51047383
GOOD LUCK, FAGGOT
>>another day where I won't have a meaningful conversation with anyone
Have you even tried talking to other people?
>>51047152
>literally nobody is going to attend my funeral
Just be yourself
I have NO idea what to do for the next 3 months of my life
>>51047059
>>51047444
Get a gf lad
>there is no chance whatsoever of her being my gf
>wanting to have meaningful conversations
why
I want to have a conversation with a grill
>Another day of wishing I had a better life but doing nothing to have one
>the fantasy life I made up in my head has effectively replaced my real one
>>51047584
>>51047597
>everynight before I wake up I tell myself tomorrow I'll sleep earlier, do my homework, eat more than one meal
>next day I just sit at my computer on 4chan and daydreaming
>>51047616
>I'm literally doing this now
>Be a neet, wish to be productive
>Have a job, wish to be a neet
IT NEVER ENDS
>I've never had a girlfriend and my dad has asked me if I'm gay on several occasions
>I have no friends, crippling anxiety and depression, no job, my family despises me and every day I dive deeper and deeper into despair
>get on /int/ for having good conversation, laugh and relax
>gets out more stressed, anger and no conversation
>>51049335
Absolutely same here, to add I'm on a verge of suicide.
>every day I tell myself I'll start working out and eating healthy
>I'm just getting fatter as the days go by
>>51047424
>having a funeral
>not just rotting alone in your basement only to be found by bill collectors later
>>51049512
>tfw genetically low bodyfat, high metabolism.
>literally no reason to live
>too much of a pussy to die
>hope one day i'll become miserable enough to end it
tfw no longer afraid to make mistakes and look like an idiot
Fuck yes
Love these threads
>finally turned 23 week ago
>still not productive
>jumped off a building to commit suicide
>survived
>Just waiting for that final straw at this point
>>51049335
You feel it too?
This phantom pain.
It won't stop hurting.
>>51049335
fucking hell mate
>I will likely kill myself within the next 3 years
laughing gold man . png
>>51047444
The same thing you did for the last 3
>>51047059
I never have meaningful conversations yet I talk to people every day
