Ive always wanted to date/fuck a girl with a handicap. Truth be told thats prolly the only way Ill ever get a girl to like me is if she isnt all there, ya know? And kinda just settles for me since she is not "normal" so she knows no other guys want her
Always wanted to fuck a mute girl too. Just to hear the voices she makes. Also a deaf girl.
My fetish with blind girls started in middle school. I was a helper to the teacher and one day another teacher was really behind and asked for help. So i was assigned to that teacher for like 2 weeks. Turns out she was with "special" needs kids. Where they put the retards and other kids with handicaps
She was 100% mentally there though. Just was blind. She was even in my same grade and i didnt even see her before then!! I avoided her for the first week or so. My first time actually being close to a blind person and for some reason I was scared of her. The following week I had to take her to the bathroom (which wasnt uncommon. I escorted lots of girls and boys to the bathroom. If a boy i was allowed to walk in with them and make sure they dont escape. If a girl i just took her to the single bathroom and waited outside. If they were in there for too long I was supposed to ask the nearest female teacher to check up on them)
So im walking her to the bathroom, leading her since she was holding my hand, in total silence. On the way there she asked why I was shaking so much. I quickly exclaimed because she is a girl and i dont usually hold girls hands. She giggled and told me she kinda figured that since i was also crushing her hand i was holding it so tight.
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So i quickly let go and kept walking only to look back and realize, "Oh shit yeah. forgot she is blind"
So I escorted her inside. Held the door open and told her to knock on the door when she is finished so i know she is done. On the way back i was stiff and frozen but she made some stupid joke and i laughed. Then she said something about Blink 182 and i was super into them back then and we instantly hit it off
For the next few days i was always trying to get to talk with her and eventually we had a moment. (for the next part try to understand im a fucking loser of a 13yo and my body was changing in ways i didnt like and i was a hairy fucking boy because genetics)
So one day the teacher gives her class a "reading" period. It was when the whole class was basically "free" or "study" time. You could quietly talk to each other or go outside and read under the big tree we had in the courtyard. Being a teacher assistant, the teachers actually told me the real reason they did that - They needed to turn in paperwork to the principal and needed that hour to catch up OR they didnt create a lesson plan the night before LOL
So me and Rebecca (blind girl) go to the tree with some other kids but go on the opposite side of the tree to kinda be by ourselves. She starts reading then asks what Im reading. I tell her nothing I was just looking at her (which i was. like not even sexually. i was just bored with nothing to do and was just staring at her move her fingers to read)
She kinda took it the wrong way and said like in a teasing voice, "Hehe. Why were you STARING at me Anon!!??"
I said, "No! not like that! I just didnt have anything to do. Plus it isnt weird looking at you like with other girls?
>Why
"WELL, because you're blind. You cant see me and look back. Im.... like comfortable with you...i guess"
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She put her book down and after a brief pause she asked if she could touch my face. I quickly told her WTF what for and she said she wants to kinda "see" me if she touches my face
I said okay but was freaking out and warned her i might be sweaty because it was hot outside. She said she didnt care and touched my face. I was so quiet i was having a panic attack wondering if she thought i was ugly or something
She started with the top of my head then went downward. She got to my cheeks and shouted
>Aha! Hahaha you have WHISKERS!!
I quickly apologized and said yeah i was hairy. I always cut myself shaving so i dont like to shave. I apologized again and said i know girls dont like beards but it hurts when i shave and i know i look ugly
>Oh no! I didnt mean that. I actually like it. It feels good. Ive never felt a beard on a boy before. Its prickly hehe
I asked her if she was kidding or being honest. She said honest. Im glad she was blind cuz at that point my dick was making a huge tent on my pants and i was blushing so fucking hard. She kept like scratching under my chin then after a while said
>Who's a good boy??
Um.....what?
>Oh haha! Sorry. Just a thing I do with my dog. I scratch him under his chin like this and he likes it. I know you like it too. I can tell
So i moved away and we just talked for the rest of the period. I will never forget how soft her hands were and how she didnt seem annoyed or looked down on me. It felt so good to have my face carressed by a girl
Then the 2 weeks were up and I never saw her again. I never had a reason to go back to that classroom. I regret that now.
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Almost 20 years later and she was the only female who ever really talked to me or i had a physical touch with. I felt so amazing when i talked to her. I remember one time she asked why i seemed hyper. I said i wasnt i was just smiling. She said why. I said IDK i just see you and smile i guess...
Sorry for the long post. Just get so emotional over the past. The present sucks so bad. When you are young there is hope. You dont know a lot of things but just know "someday" you will be somebody. You will figure out life. Be somebody that makes your parents proud! Then reality sets in and you are just a virgin 30+ male with no happiness, no friends, no money and dont like waking up because you have to live with being a loser for the next 20 or so more years. Then you realize you didnt even made any decisions. You cant really blame yourself but at the same time there is nobody else to blame
You just .... did nothing. Went with the flow. Saw everything and everyone pass you by and stayed still just standing there. Your indecisiveness has created this shit life. Nothing good comes to those who wait. Now you know this lesson but it is far too long gone to change anything for the better
Cool story but thread is gonna get deleted.
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No.
>>60791083
yes
>>60791083
yes
Wow that was some great writing. I felt embarrassed, young again, hopeful, aroused, crushed, uncomfortable.
Interdasting
just go to prcc, fililed with low self esteem blind girls.
I never asked for this feel.
>i
>who's a good boy
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>>60791083
Fucking Puerto Ricans! You sick fuck
