1. You're cuntry 2. I was writing a long (You) for a norwegian but the thread got axed simultaneously so I insist I post it here (xth post)
i wouldnt kill myself but i can help you if you want
(Not that this post is worth any consideration but it was already written so i cannot just delete it)
>>60500191
>and I'm too proud (whatever that means for a lowlife like me) to take government help
welfare was set up exactly for people like you. you're thinking too much into it, it doesn't really matter. other people have decided to spare a penny of their income for people who get a shitty hand in life and end up disabled, and you deny yourself to this? it was made for you. accept the hand you've been dealt.
Or are you prideful that one should take care of himself? why such belief? history's full of cultures of different complexion. now it happens to be particularly evil to be on welfare? what. first it isn't, as i explained, second, who cares? don't get caught up on such things and take life so sternly. Think of the stories you've told yourself for long, of how things should and ought to be. do they hold substance? don't be so rigid.
If it's more than just pride, like depressive episodes and uncontrollable emotions, both which heavily derail judgment, then the advice i have is lower your expectations and realize things change slowly. it'll take years of incremental steps. no one has a set timeline for how things ought and should be, though one's led to believe this.
>>60506050
i'm fine senpai just providing a public service here with my bad advice
>>60506053
>lives on the wealthiest country on earth
>commits suicide
I'm killing myself not only because i'm a failure and an underachiever but also because i hate the Brazilian society.
I used to be suicidal. If anyone wants to share some stories I'd be happy to listen.
sometimes at night before i sleep, my mind wonders around and then i have some thoughts