how did you find your fetish[es]/kinks anon?
also
>m/f or mtf/ftm
>>6759597
>>6759600
>>6759603
>>6759597
Male
Video games and Sailor Moon.
>>6760052
so what is the fetish anon?
male
SM
>years ago
>spent a night on Wikipedia looking at torture devices because of trainwreck mentality (horrifying but you gotta look)
>from there to BDSM implements
>didn't really think about it anymore.
>years later, bought a book by De Sade because loledgyteenager
>fucking horrified
>years and years later, reading more and more manga, at some point get the trainwreck urge again and read Nana to Kaoru (SM manga)
>my, this seems kind of nice
>but in real life it's only crazy middle-aged people who whip each other bloody who do this, right?
>Go to forums, talk to people
>find out it's even nicer in real life
>have opportunity to try BDSM out
>the following year was the best I ever had, sex-wise
And that's the story of how I realized I love tying up girls and spanking them.
Traps
>read Yubisaki Milktea years ago (about a crossdressing guy who bounces back and forth between two girls)
>disgusted when the protagonist is kissed by his male classmate
>disturbed when he muses about how hot that was
>one day, years later, trainwreck urge
>read Trap doujins by Abgrund
>no, this is wrong, they're guys
>but it's hot and I always liked buttsex anyway
>at some point the fap-guilt vanished
never had a chance of having fun with a real trap, but if he/she/they looked sufficiently girly I'd be down with it
>>6759597
m
There were signs that I liked transformation and mind control stuff from a very early age. When playing with one of my friends in kindergarten, I asked him if we could pretend that I was turned into a dog, because I always wanted to be a dog.
And I was just really attracted to stories and cartoons that had those themes. Like the Goosebumps novels. In elementary school I read one of the Goosebumps choose your own adventure stories where you got turned into a vampire, and I just really "liked" it in a special way that I couldn't put my finger on.
A decade ago there used to be this website called ivillage.com that was basically an online version of Cosmo magazine, and it had a bunch of highly detailed articles about sex tips from a woman's perspective. That's how I found out I liked AGP/sissy stuff. There were early signs of that too actually, I used to daydream about being able to turn into a girl.
I can't remember how I got into gentle femdom. I think it came a little later, like around the time I started college. It's one of my favorite things now though.
Other stuff I've just picked up from running into it on the internet. Like I saw an unbirthing thread on /d/ and went, hey, this shit is great.
I love F2F transformation and body swap, maybe that is because this a secret desire of mine. I love transformations that suck for the victim and make their lives much worse, maybe it's just a little sadism.
I'm into pee; specifically wetting
Watched the hottest girl in highschool wet herself (nobody else saw it), and she blushed and ran.
Instant fetish I guess.
I always associate attractive girls with perfection, purity, cleanliness. So to see one purposefully do something like that for sexual thrills- lowering themselves to my level- I love it.
Cum inflation.
It was an evolution. First "weird" fetish ever was expandig boobs, back when i was 12. Then it became squirt, then cream pie, then tentacles rape, then belly inflation and after many years of porn it became the glorious cum inflation. I dont even know y i like that so much.Probably cuz when i was a lil kid i really liked balloons and stuff that inflate or round stuff. Freud help me find an answer.
i got into futa through bible black, dtiberius ( and other western stuff) and one doujinshi that I have never been able to relocate
Fuck it.
Male.
Futa: I went to /d/. I mean, that was kinda the whole deal on that one.
TG: Used to absolutely hate it, but started having more TG themed fantasies. Going from a burly male, to a femboy slut ETC stuff like that and eventually browsed a TG thread and was into it. Now I sometimes writefag it up in tg threads.
Tentacles: I blame ZONE.
Traps/femboys: I'm half gay and enjoy the feminine form with masculine aspects and vice versa hence the futa kink as well.
Furfaggotry: Full disclosure. Dunno quite how it happened. Probably something on newgrounds. I hate the community with a burning passion though.
>>6760838
>>6760972
M
Bondage. Lots of 90s cartoons/movies had scenes were the girl was tied up and gagged...and I really really liked it. April O'Neil, Daphane, Louis Lane, etc. The muffled scream was a huge turn on and still is now.
Next thing I knew it kinda spiraled into bondage fetish..which led to tentacle fetish, which led to monster fetish, which led to Futa fetish.
/h/ got boring so i came here and never left
>>6759597
My main fetishes are TG and transformation in general, and I've had the latter as long as I can remember (I didn't realize the former until after I was sexually conscious). Even as the kid, the idea of transformation was oddly arousing, though in a strange pre-sexual way.
It wasn't until years later that I sought out pornography of it or even realized how common of a fetish it was.
>>6761285
what is TG?
>>6761381
Transgender.
Not seeing a girl in said equipment or headwear in said work is usually my answer for a great deal of things. Or not seeing them enough in it. Then it leaks to characters from other works.
There are other factors but those are the most common.
>>6761086
>that zoom in on her face
Haha god dammit
>>6761252
what is the fetish anon?
>>6759597
I wonder if it feels any different to fuck a gaping asshole through an an ass ring
NSMB2 changed things, man.
I don't even know who I am anymore.
F, and I'm into hardcore femdom
Was in an abusive relationship with a man, felt like he had total power over me and even after breaking it off I was terrified of him and other men, because I thought all of them wanted to sexually overpower me. Being forced into sex is an awful, awful feeling, and the shame is really terrible.
It was very hard for me to get aroused by regular hentai and near impossible for me to be aroused by 3DPD, but then I discovered the "male submission" tag and since the woman was in full control, it was somehow super hot to me.
I'll admit that part of me gets turned on by the thought of "payback," but I've never acted on my urges. I'm not a feminazi either. Just like to see men squeal under their master like a girl would.
>>6762922
Also I think part of it had to do with Midna's relationship with Link in the Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess. The tiny, weak looking imp girl bossing the strong, attractive hero around, riding him, and being generally smug about him following orders. Damn.
M
Corruption and mind control, I think it really started waaaay back when I first played galaga, once I realized what could happen to my ship what with it being abducted and forced to fight you before you could free it, my mind just went wild with what could have possibly happened to it, did they simply kill the pilot and the aliens are just controlling it or did they mind control him to think the aliens are good? I also think that one creepy scene from the quake games where the protagonist gets turned into a strog?
Oviposition, not really sure where I got this one I think I read about the wasps that lay their eggs on caterpillars and once again my mind went crazy
female
Rape/Crying/Forced
>16 years old
>raped and assaulted by classmate repeatedly for an entire year
>years pass
>find manga on "most disturbing" thread that makes me cum buckets
>only thing that really gets me off anymore
Before that, mostly just futanari or tentacles. Irl I'm into petplay and BDSM.
>>6759597
m
femdom, feet, warrior chicks, latex, gothic girls
>6 years old
>in my dream, a girl cauterize my butt with hot iron
>next morning when playing with neighbours 5 years old doughter i demand a punishment same as my dream (of course with an pillow not real hot iron)
>i forgot that
>all of my childhood i was a loser who protected by girls against to bullies
>12 years old
>remember all of these
i am 25 now and i am kissless virgin.
i had girlfriend twice in past and both of her left me after 1,5 month.
and i still have few protector, mentor, onee-chan like female friends.
my all bros are sicking my fetishes
I distinctly remember that my first time being aroused was when i was 11 and watching my younger brother play 007:Goldeneye (or some other game like that) One of the frist scenes had him needing to rescue this chick from a submarine she was tied to, and I just found the situation so hot it was insane.
...I also remember (with great embarassment might I add) that I rubbed myself on the carpet beside him as it was going on. And I asked him to let her drown and fail the mission the first time. I really hope he doesn't remember that.
m/ftm
bdsm, bondage, latex, blindfolds, gags, whipping, spanking, pegging... honestly, the list just goes on and on.
Kicks off with idiotic pubescent fantasies, being kidnapped by girls, then forced to do their sexual bidding, pleasing their every whim (yep, apparently even at age 12 I was already into kink, in a ham fisted way).
A few years down the line, and I found an article in PC gamer about sex games. It features a screenshot from a game with a girl in a catsuit, hogtied on her side, looking up at the camera. It fascinated me, but not in a "that's hot, I'd plow her" way, more of a "I want to BE her" kind of way.
Now I'm older, no wiser, still chasing those dreams. One day man... one day...
>>6759597
I came across this BBS way back in like 92 or 93 that had a collection of Dolcett drawings and a bunch of text stories about a guy named Ian whose parents were on vacation. His pervert aunt was looking after him/the house and used his collection of creepshot pictures to blackmail him into getting all sorts of kinky shit. BDSM, body-heat-activated vibrators stuffed up his ass three at a time, footjobs in public restaurants, recruiting all his school friends for orgies, all kinds of shit.
I'd love to read through them again, but literally all I remember was that his name was Ian (the googles, they do nothing).
But ever since then the idea of the all-ages bisexual incest orgy has been my ultimate (albeit impossible) fantasy.
>>6760148
>SM
>>years ago
>>spent a night on Wikipedia looking at torture devices because of trainwreck mentality (horrifying but you gotta look)
>>from there to BDSM implements
Holy shit. I got into that in the exact same way. Except instead of laying off, I went straight from there to porn (first exposure to porn, to boot, since I was like 14 at the time and had never given sex of any sort a thought before that) and it never let up.
Pretty much all my other fetishes came about because I saw them in porn and thought they were hot. I think. Probably.
>>6762922
Damn, i can only imagine how that feels.
M
I cannot get aroused by most things... Unfortunatly, im sure any image on this board will get mr hard, but in the other hand, i love to see/watch things bout inflation, oviposition, parasite, and even zoophilia and gore sometimes, of wich the last two make me feel disgusted with myself...
Within a year of first getting the internet (it was 1998, I was 12 or 13). A real-life friend gave me the "hentai" codeword, I googled it and jerked off to Sailor Moon for 3 or 4 days, then stumbled upon a float-over add with THIS shit on it and was instantly addicted to tentacle hentai for the next ten years. My imagination turned inside-out and blew chunks into the milky way.
m; female emotional dominance through pranks (more specifically through knowing something the other guy/girl doesn't and exploiting that, so deceit will also work in certain circumstances) ((also latex and masking as more minor things, but the masking is directly tied into the emotional dominance thing))
I mostly homegrew all of these. I think I found a book on 'how to be a clown' in a local library when I was pint-size, and it had instructions on how to make a squirting flower. That fired my imagination. I didn't have access to the internet back then, so the rest just happened on my own (I wrote original fiction that is very much erased now).
Masking and Latex happened much later. Latex because pictures on the Internet. Masking because it can feed my main fetish in emergencies (I got into it through a gallery of kigurumi I stumbled on, and ended up going back to repeatedly...)
The downsides of having a main fetish like this is, I've been trying to google for stuff of it, and there's nothing other than a few russian prank videos. Which aren't, like, um, intended for the purpose I'm putting it to.
I can at least content myself with the masking and latex threads.
mtf transformation
s&m over b&d
vore, parasites, tentacles, zoophilia, plants, oviposition
>>6763154
>16 years old
>raped and assaulted by classmate repeatedly for an entire year
Details...
>>6760905
Are you me?
>>6763154
>16 years old
>raped and assaulted by classmate repeatedly for an entire year
Jesus Christ, I'm sorry that happened. I'd ask if you reported him but I don't imagine this is the time or place, really.
>>6765157
>Details...
For shame.
Male
Fetishes, all sorts really, a lot of it's in the presentation for me, though NTR really turns me off (perhaps because I can't stand the thought of being slighted and not retaliating somehow). It is worth noting that I tend to get bored with things pretty quickly and thus I'm always in the search for new things (although most of the time I only know what I like when I've found it).
As for why, it's a long story. Last time I told it (on /aco/ as I recall) I hit the character limit. Thus, I shall endeavour to be more brief.
I was 14 (I think), and aside from sex scenes in movies, was relatively uninitiated in the ways of pornography.
One night found me searching for stuff related to xenomorphs (after I discovered that the hospital scene in AVPR turned me on something fierce) and managed to wedge enough strange combinations of words into google that it deposited me on an old gurochan thread dealing with pregnant bursting.
Yeah.
I was both disgusted and more turned on than I had been in my entire life (which fed into the disgust because I was sickened by the fact that I was liking it).
Kept going back to gurochan after that, started broadening my searches and here I am now; so jaded that the chief thing that attracts me to porn is how well-written it is.
Male.
Started with a crush on a girl on Steam, she played as a futa and I was already pretty submissive and like feminine in my personality. She liked that and made me love her cock and just like, mildly kinky things.
Times goes on, a guy adds me and we talk. He keeps calling me his dog, his filthy little dog. I hadn't said anything lewd or anything, eventually he got me so horny that I gave in and accepted my role as his dog.Well, to be fair, first I had to beg to be his dog. He was really kinky, dominant and rude. I sorta started to like it. Anyhow, he wanted to fuck me and said he was too horny to wait for me to do an enema, and thought it was appropriate for a little dog like me to clean his cock after fucking me. It turned on insanely. A few days later, he's horny again and now he comes with an idea, that I should be fucked by dogs since I am his dog. I'm unsure about this. He starts sending pictures of dog cocks and telling me what a little bitch I am, a while later I'm furiously masturbating to dogs and toying with the idea of being gangbanged by dogs.
Sorry if I'm just rambling/not making sense/bad grammar.
Male
feet
First porn vid I ever saw was of two girls (I don't remember the video). They started licking each others feet so being like 11 I was like this is normal... It isn't normal but it still turns me on.
Male
For me, one of my earliest kinks came from watching Willy Wonka. Watching the blueberry scene was very intriguing. I used to stuff my dads shirts with pillows and blankets to try and simulate it. Thats where my inflation kink came from. Much later I was watching Species 2 and towards the beginning watching that one chick blow up like a balloon getting more and more pregnant stirred things in me. Her popping not so much.
I also watched allot of cartoons, Pokemon and Digimon of course. When my dad bought a computer and got dial-up I would sneak downstairs and look up whatever porn I could hoping not to get caught. I never really cared for the real stuff but would lean towards anime and drawn stuff. So I'd look up Pokemon and Digimon porn. I stumbled across some anthro versions of Gatomon, Vaporeon, Flareon and Vulpix and was hooked! That, along with leaning towards cartoons with animal characters in it and people transforming into animals, lead me down the path to becoming a furry.
So as I grew more and more fond of porn and trying to find it I've always had a fascination with breasts. Damn I love boobs! Big ones! I want to touch them, hold them, squeeze them, feel their weight. I love them so much I always wondered what it'd feel like to have them. Touching and loving someone else's breasts would be wonderful, but wouldnt it be wonderful to feel what that would be like? So I'm into gender transformation for those experiences. I want to feel the weight and jiggle of breasts, I want to know what its like to have a dick slide deep into my vagina, I want to know what its like to be pregnant and grow ever so slowly. I've even contemplated getting implants just so I can have some tits of my own. I just have to settle for breastforms but they're not the same.
TL;DR
Inflation from Willy Wonka
Pregnancy from Species 2 and Willy Wonka
Furry from Digimon/Pokemon
TFTG from love of boobs/pregnancy/curiosity
Male
Female to Male/Trap/Shemale transformations
Pretty have to thank /d/ for this one. I've always been interested in transformation porn and futa but one day someone posted pic related and something just clicked inside of me. I've been addicted since.
>Toilet fetish
One of my earliest memories was when I was 5 and just started school (1st grade to Americans). We were to be inducted so all of us gathered in an unused music room. I needed to go to the bathroom so I raised my hand and was given permission to go pee. So I find the nearest bathroom, it wasn't designated male or female, so I swung the door open anyway.
I didn't see the 'staff only' sign.
There sat on the toilet was one of the teachers, a brunette 40-something year old with her pantyhose to her ankles and her panties pulled down to her knees. Her legs was slightly apart when she got startled and so I could also see her thick bush of pubic hair.
I didn't think much of it as a kid, but when my puberty kicked in I instantly developed a thing for girls on the toilet, female pubic hair, milfs and pantyhose.
M
Was turned on by fantasizing about aunts since at least 11. Always had a thing for big asses because of it, and discovered an anal porn mag and VHS tapes in my parents bedroom drawers.
Been an anal maniac ever since, trained 5-6 girls to go from "hell no" to "hell yes" and am getting closer to the "anal only" fetish.
Played with one of the girls and asked if she could call me "daddy". Been an anal fixated daddydom since. Fitting, seeing as little girls getting knocked up is very very bad, and there's basically only one way of truly avoiding that.
Male
Fart fetish
I guess my fetish began when I was about 6 to 10. In several occasions, when I was visiting my female cousin (8 to 12 yo), we would play a lot of weird games and every time she would sit on my face or force my face into her butt and make me smell her farts. We'd do it even when my other cousins were in the same room, or even my aunt. Today she is a very gorgeous and successful woman, and she never touches me when we are in family reunions, she doesn't even smile to me when I say hi.
>>6759597
>diaper fetish
I was born in them, molded by them.
>>6767038
do you miss it?
>>6767051
I miss it a lot bro...
I tried to convince all my girlfriends to do something similar to me, but never got lucky.
>>6765157
Huh, didn't think I'd be able to find this thread again. No problem, not sure if I'd be breaking any rules but whatever
Junior in high school, taking shitty psych class. Teacher tells us to group up, we will stay in these groups all year. Some guy says he's my bf's friend, literally the only person that spoke to me that day so we sat next to each other with these 2 other fuckheads.
About a month later this guy is getting kinda handsy, think he's just really bad at flirting and he has a gf anyway so I try to ignore it. Guy gets progressively worse and one day comes up with an excuse to let the teacher send us to the library alone. Didn't think much of it, besides him being handsy we were actually pretty good friends.
He suddenly "remembers" he left his ID in his car, librarians are uptight and will not let people in without them. Swing by his car which is parked on a street just off campus, in a residential area. He pushes me into his car, pulls off my clothes and has sex with me.
He finishes (pulled out and finished in a shirt or something he had in his car) and gets dressed, acts like nothing happened except to tell me not to tell anyone, or my bf would try to fight him (he was in MMA and football). I'm freaking out, but get dressed and we go to the library.
Shit like this happened all year, I don't remember much of that year just because I was constantly in a fog. Worst thing that he did was bring a needle to class (my class had a health professions magnet that he was in and knew I had a phobia of them) and hold it to my thigh. He pushed me onto the desk and felt me up there in class. Later I found out it was to "prove what a slut I was" to other people in the class.
Tl;dr high school was hell, led to many guilty nights of getting off to this stuff. Sorry about the novel.
>>6767892
Just to clarify, it gets me off *now*, but at the time I definitely was not enjoying it. Also, there's still a lot of stuff out there that's too real for me (which is why I mostly stick to hentai) and ends up killing my sex drive. I also can't role play it because I end up freaking out. It's a weird line to walk. I did report it eventually, but wound up dropping it due to threats and the fact that there was literally no evidence to charge him on. He was only going to be charged for me being a minor at the time. Didn't seem worth it, I figured since he was about to graduate I'd never see him again anyway (the court date would've been in July).
Also, I've never understood the "blueberry" fetish. Is it basically cum inflation, or could it be anything that inflates them?
>>6763794
>>6759597
my fetishes are codified by by my obsession with anything that augments sexually dimorphic cues such as neotany and sexual maturity.
here is a list of my fetishes:
>Body midification
women with lots of aesthetically placed large piercings, tattoo, scarification art, subdermal implants all over their body and inside their cavities especially for a unique sexual experience.
>jewelery and accessoires in general
>large un/tanned and large monochrome colouring tattoos that cover entire limbs
>unique racial features
i have a thing for blasians.
>did i mention split tongues and plugs in the mouth and lower lip large enough to fit a dick? now i have.
> also fucking chicks with tracheotomies in their throat hole.
>>6765256
Fuckin'...probably.
Male, 26.
>Bondage
>Enslavement
>Vore/absorption
>Mind/body control
>Corruption
>Transformation
>Woman in peril
I blame Cartoon Network for all of this. There simply was so much fetish fuel in the McCracken and Tarakovsky shows.
>Tentacle rape
>Forced impregnation/oviposition
>Human lifestock/hucows
>Mind break
>Living armor and parasites
>Public use and Bad Endings
/d/ opened my eyes to all of this and I don't regret a single thing.
>BDSM (Switch, prefer being submissive and masochistic)
>Sexualised gore/snuff
This I have to thank my first girlfriend for. She was heavily into snuff films and while she fantasised about her being the victim, I caught myself fantasising about betraying her. It didn't took long before our shared fantasy took over our sex life. Tying her up became the norm, and so did punching, choking and rape play. She even got me so far to stick needles in her and cutting her, which thinking back at it still makes me feel uneasy.
One night she got mad at me because me I didn't want to take it that far any more (shit was getting out of hand) and the next morning I found myself stripped naked and tied up to the bed. The roles were turned and it was then I learned I also enjoy being on the receiving end. I broke up shortly afterwards as I was confused by all that happened and feared we might take things too far. Needless to say, I've never met another woman like her.
>>6768008
follow up post.
My fetishes are codified by my obsession with anything that augments sexually dimorphic cues(such as neotany and and body achtypes of sexual maturity), body modification gets me diamonds the most.
Let me list them:
>aesthetically designed tattoos, scars, sub-dermal implants, piercings, stretched skin holes from piercings, all over the body and in and on all cavities.
>Large un/tanned patches and monochrome colouring tattoos that cover entire limbs (like minda in zelda TP).
>excessive hair growth on all body. Especially genitals, anus, armpits, chest, lower belly, face, feet.
>large hands and feet, 2 to 5 fingers/toes on each hand/foot. For hand/footjob
>Body types must always have large hips/thighs, everything else is in polar oposites.
Either chubby or muscular (maybe a preferance for bulky), amazon or shortstack (right now it's more shortstack).
>Breasts, A cup/J cup (leaning towards j cup, got to be natural, any shape as long as it's aesthetic and (obligatory) lactating.
>modified mouth and teeth, such as tusks and fangs, front bottom row of teeth removed along with large bottom lip hole stretched so that she can suck you off without using her mouth, split tongue with piercings and tatttoos for out of this world dick licking. And small cheek holes to evacuate or inject fluids along with large cheek holes to stick your dick in the sides of her mouth.
>exotic jewellery and accessories, weird erotic lingerie mixed together like shibari.
Specifically forms of shibari done with the girls braids or dreadlocks.
>alternative hairstyles, like really weird not the half shave stuff celebrities have, no, i'm talking top/front of the head shaved with weird different types of hair on the sides and back, but it has to be aesthetic.
>During sex she is covered in japanese liquid soap (that looks like cum), injected in her butt for belly inflation, squirted out during anal sex.
>>6759597
>maybe i can fap to this
>i like fapping to this, i will do it again
Coming to /d/ made me realize my fetish fetish, and now it's the only place that can satisfy it.
It seems like my posts aren't popping up.
/d/ made me finally realize I had a fetish fetish, and it's the only place I can satisfy it anymore.
>>6759597
Some anon dumped 'Jimmy the Giant Frog' on /v/.
>>6768120
you don't wanna have soap sitting on your dick. It's a fucking nightmare.
>>6759597
mtf
Before I realised I was trans, forced feminisation was a massive thing for me because I had no framework for dealing with how it made me feel - it was essentially a shortcut to subby feelings in sex
Sadly, it doesn't really do anything for me now
>>6768476
so dump it anon
F
still a virgin, but enjoy reading a lot of weird stuff I dared not tell my friends.
I like reading hentai manga about humiliation, gang-bang, force, no matter whether the characters are F/M, as long as they're not trans. I like watching people having multiple things/penis in their hole too. Though I'm not sure whether I would actually want to try it myself, since reading and doing are 2 different things.
20/M
Was raped repeatedly by a ~20 year old girl when I was 15.
She had huge knockers and would tell me how she was going to force me to cum inside her so her tits would fill with milk and then force me to drink it from the tap.
I thought I repressed that shit until I saw Mad Max Fury Road and the big ol' hucow thing brought it all back and I realized why I had never reported what happened to me.... it was because I was into
>Huge tits
>Short girls
>Being dominated
>Lactation (this part never got realized though, she got bored of me when I stopped fighting her and just took it)
>>6759597
i'm really into lactation, impregnation/pregnancy/birth and mpreg.
i realized i was into all of them pretty much the same way, i'd come across it in a fanfic or in art and be extremely turned on and surprised. I think I encountered mpreg first, and I was super weird and ashamed about it for a while because seemed to be one of those "acceptable target" fetishes for a lot of people i knew/on sites i frequented back in my junior high/early high school days.
i've long since embraced it all.
my tg/tf fetish is centralized around the concept of changing everything about who a person is, which really appealed to me since i fucking hate myself, and would drop everything to be somebody else.
this had me very confused early on believing that i was a transgender, and i would frequently wear female clothing, as time went on i realized it wasn't the cloths and makeup and made me get off, it was the fact that i saw somebody different in the mirror
>>6768548
Vaseline then
>>6767938
I had a gf who was also into the rape fetish. She convinced me to rp with her via texts even though I was not keen on the idea. She said she started to freak out after because of it. The relationship didn't last long after that since there was a lot of things I wasn't comfortable with doing with her.
It's hard to explain why I like the blueberry thing. I guess that's why you call it a fetish. It has to do with the uncontrollable expansion and how quickly it happens. The risk of popping too also plays into it a bit. Just like the rapid pregnancy scene in Species 2 but without the gore. I do enjoy inflation if it's some sort of liquid and not air. But it's mostly the growth without an external source.
Is there a fetish too /d/ for /d/?
>>6769849
nope
monster girl quest. not into everything on there but damn lamias are sexy now
>>6759597
Male
ANAL
>parents divorced when I was in anal stage (2 years; I know it doesn't work like that)
BDSM
>abusive mother
>now I find pleasure in causing pain to women
Also I really like wrecked holes and extreme insertions.
Probably combination of above
>>6769849
Hand-holding.
when i was 10 i had started to fuck my ass with mums old glass perfume bottles in the shower.
I didn't even know what sex was.
I saw Transsexuals for the first time through the new-grounds adult portal at 12, was totally hooked.
Now at 23 i'm a fit strong /d/ick-girl.
>>6759597
m
Gentle femdom.
I've always had a thing for the girl being in the lead, but it never really manifested itself.
Well a couple years ago, I met this girl, fell in love with her, and as it turned out, she had a thing for being a little bit dommy.
Nothing ever happened sexually, but it was entirely her that effectively put the idea into my mind that, "hey, being a sub might not be all that bad. After all, being cuddled, then basically spooned by a cute girl is the best feeling I've ever felt."
And that's the story of how a silly little love that essentially broke me emotionally when she moved away influenced one of my only kinks.
mugen porn? anyone got more like that?
Deepthroat facefucking with vomit over the cock and cervix penetration. Hard rape. John K. Petas work had the most influence. Oyster and Psycho come in second and third.
>>6772274
Oh I forgot the insane stomach deformation.
>>6759597
F
Rape but not aggressive. I really like if they girl struggles and doesn't like it at first but ends up liking it a lot and gives in.
Bdsm (light bondage, master/slave kinda thing)
I like neko girls and maids but Demon/elf girls are my 1# favorite
But those are mostly normal but ive recently really been into squrting or peeing, well at first it started off I can only really cum to watching girls squirt but then it just became peeing turns me on way more and idk why or where it came from theirs just something about girls peeing themselves or peeing on another girl or a slave that makes me heart race. I'd never want it to happen to me or do it with any partner but watching it is weirdly arousing
>>6759597
I have no idea, years of reading hentai eventually twist your fetishes I think.
I started out Vanilla as hell but years later....futa, traps, extreme stuff in general (no guro, or scat) and above all, ahegao, glorious, glorious ahegao.
There is something about female facial expressions that makes me cum buckets and when authors pay a lot of attention to the faces, especially during blowjobs...its fucking amazing.
>Watch prince of egypt
>Whipping scene
>Get weird dreams, make no sense
Then, puberty
>Dreams return but they get hawt
Now I want to paddle and train slaves with that part of my brain.
Tried to fantasize about being slave or male on male action but no boner.
Lesbdsm and Femsub fetish obtained.
>>6759597
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shrinking(non-violent) and gender swap/ forced fem w/ embarassment.
reading books. the Goosebumps choose your own adventures(specifically "Beware the Purple Peanut Butter" and "Toy Terror") and the "Help I'm Trapped" series really resonated with me. Although, at 7, I didn't fully understand why i got so much enjoyment out of them. But, it all made sense with time.
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Latex/bdsm/Humilation
Totally spies
>>6773837
sauce ?
>>6759597
What do you mean how? I went to some perverted get togethers, tried things out, appreciated them, and there, that's a wrap.
So now I'm done with them, I guess *that* is the answer? I realized I had none.
But that isn't the answer, I see I'm being expected to find more. I work so hard to be hands-off, but people still keep wanting to get to know me, and they could very likely do shit to slip me more "fetishes/kinks". Not that many people, but it still happens.
So that very vividly appears to be the process for acquiring "kinks", I've gotten the message loud and clear that no one else would want anything to do with me for whatever other reason. (except beggars/"the underprivilidged", but fuck them) Yet I'm getting scraps hurled at me in the form of fetishes to try, or roundabout things to that effect.
mtf, came out 8 months ago. She/her pronouns.
I have a tonnn of kinks (don't most here? lol), so I guess I'll just post about a few.
Anal-
When I was young, a friend and I stole our parents porn (what young boy didn't?) He always talked about what it would be like to be with them, I always talked about what it would feel like to be the girls. We experimented, I got my butt played with rather often. Anal has never stopped being one of my favorite, pair any other fetish of mine with anal, and I'm even more for it. To go with that, inflation, enemas, egg laying, creampies, etc etc.
Piss-
Also when I was young, I discovered a full bladder felt really freaking good, and held rather often. One day while fapping, pee leaked out, made a great lube, so I peed myself while fapping, this just grew over the years. Squirting fits in with this too, and almost every girl I've been with, I've gotten to squirt, which has been proven to actually just be pee. Last year, I was getting fucked in the ass by this bbc, we were drunk, he pissed in my butt, holy fuck. Pair enemas, inflation, anal, bbc, and piss all together? Yes fucking please.
Cheating-
One of my ex gfs cheated on me, it hurt at first, but I, being the fucked up individual I am, fetishized it as a cooping mechanism. We eventually had some fun with this, where she would send me pics of her face with a load on it, then come home and make out with me, her mouth tasting like cum still. Or she would come home with her panties soaked with cum, and we would have the best times together. We went on like that for 2 years or so, split up due to an unrelated thing.
Idk, there are a ton more, maybe I'll come back some time later and share some more.
>>6762659
A-are you editing 3D models of girls so they have coin block heads? That's a new one.
Mostly on the internet except my most recent discovery
>Foreplay with the girl
>ready to put on the condom
>"don't let me see you put it on"
>wut
>"I want you to take me without it"
>but risk babe
>"thats why I don't want to see you put it on
>put it on without her seeing
>lots of dirty talk from her about taking me bare
>I go along
>shit intensifies
>about to cum
>"cum for me anon cum inside me"
>holy shit why is this so hot
>"You wan't me to fuck a baby into you?"
>wtf self
>Holy crap she's cumming harder than I've ever felt
>"Yes! Anon, Knock me up!"
>I came buckets
a few minutes later, after we've cooled down a bit.
>"Well, That's a thing."
>>6773900
Would listen to more stories anon, post away
>>6774094
Trying, yes. I'm sure there's an easier, less clunky way than how I'm doing it, so I'll be brushing through a few more tutorials.
Not fully satisfied with the results yet (I want to translate the look of the fanart and stuff -- but I dunno, the Morrigan example could be an alternative take if people wanna go for that)
I'll admit doing this has actually motivated me to read up more on Blender let alone 3DCG techniques more than I thought, having dabbled with 3DS Max and Maya a couple years before even developing the fetish.
M/31
>>6760106
I'm guessing he got a school uniform fetish. Many people did. Maybe he got a fetish for magic, I don't know.
>>6764655
I was told about hentai back in 1998. Many years later there was a "How did you waste your teen years?" discussion. I mentioned downloading those kinds of pictures.
>>6766877
I have the same women's toilet fetish. However, I think I got it because I never got to see this happen in real life. I think I may have gotten the enema fetish the same way.
>>6767038
I guess my fart fetish is an extension of the spying on women's toilet fetish.
I do like women wearing glasses. At one time I didn't care if a woman wore glasses or not. When I had to wear glasses for the first time, I was very depressed, but once I got used to them, I liked women who wear them.
>>6774906
That's a pretty hilarious fetish [spoiler]and um... its growing on me.[/spoiler] Are all those coin block head girls in the d booru your requests?
>>6775225
>Are all those coin block head girls in the d booru your requests?
Not all of them. Filia wasn't my request but I have exchanged words with the OR of that a few times. As for the brick patterned one, a drawfag took it upon himself to do his own take. There was also a pic of Furisode Blossom wearing it not posted on the booru.
All the Rosa ones are mine, yes. The May one was sort of a delivery FROM me actually, the request being something on the lines of "draw this thing with your fetish."
>That's a pretty hilarious fetish [spoiler]and um... its growing on me.[/spoiler]
I can accept that. The ride might get slightly weirder at this point, I'm afraid. No more weird than seeing a variant or two alongside "?" block based footwear, clothing schemes (DOA's Honoka in a "?" swimsuit to match her headgear for example) and other such accessories invoked. Just throwing that out there.
I've had my hypnosis fetish for my entire life. I didn't "find" it, it's just always been there
Mtf
F
Anal, which is strange since I've tried it and can't really bring myself to like it. I'm pretty sure I got this fetish from the girl with the dragon tattoo, which I read at the young age of 11. I had next to no idea what was happening during the rape and revenge rape scenes, but I read those over and over and over again holy shit. Surprisingly, I'm not too interested in rape or d/s fantasies, though I'm not against them. I find anal incredibly hot, but anything more than a small buttplug gets really uncomfortable (more so mentally than physically). Still really would like to do butt stuff to others though.
I've also got a thing for dickboys and lesbianism because of this webcomic that my cousin showed me called "team Alice". It was awful but I loved it.
I'm not sure exactly how I got into my bondage/tentacle/tentacle vore/extreme restraint fetishes
The first 18+ porn image I ever saw was some tentacle hentai picture posted on Gamespyarcade way back in the old days.
Looking back, I always liked watching cartoons & eventually anime where the female characters would get restrained. I couldn't figure out why until I turned 17, which is the first year I actually started fapping.
Eventually bondage & tentacles turned into tentacle vore and things like webbing, slime, tentacle clothing, etc.
Though when I'm fapping I'm nearly always visualizing it from the female side. I know I have no desire to be female, and I'm more of a switch person than simply a masochist, but I just never find my restraint fetishes hot when a guy is involved in them.
>>6759603
Where can one buy such a bumpy dildi,?
I have memories of having a babysitter who was a very open pooper.
Long story short, I have an EFRO fetish.
Female (mtf)
Discovered I liked public humiliation when a girls skirt ripped in front of me. She got super embarrassed and it was adorable.
Futa and traps are fun to me because of my being traps. I have a cis male boyfriend though, which makes me very happy.
>>6763029
I've went past level 6 WutFace
>>6777632
what is past 6?
>>6759597
What do you mean? Fetishes are found through porn, simple.
The other part just becomes flat out nonsensical, they're kinks, they're not "mine", and I wouldn't have time to go looking around regarding kinks, I've ran into people interested in various things, my dance card is full.
>>6760148
Why is it that some of our strongest fetishes always start out disgusting us?
>>6774906
That's... An interesting fetish you got there, anon.
>>6759597
M,
My father loved westerns, and there's a scene in an old western, McLintlock! that changed my life.
I say it's a 'scene', but it's really this epic ten minute chase of John Wayne slowly and inevitably pursues Maureen O'hara through the streets of an old west town, stripping her gown and meaningfully brandishing a paddle that he'd given to his son in law to spank his wife.
The entire town joins with McLintlock in this bizzare, celebratory march to humiliate, strip, and publicly whip Maureen O'hara. That scene changed my sexual destiny into a hard dominate for the rest of my life.
https://youtu.be/g9wNbD7wJrQ?t=1h59m41s
It STILL gets me.
>>6778726
It's been going on for as long as NSMB2 has been out. Almost 4 years now.
m /29 sadist
this is me I always know this about myself...
when i was 12 y i found a spanking website i read all the stories, before that I always interested torturing devices etc...
ps;: I never hurt animals bug, and anybody who is not into it.
in a last few years with my wife I tried the other side, now i am 90% sadist 10% switch - sometimes feels good to lose control and not care about the world...
F - If somebody can diagnose me, please do
ANAL
Be 12-15
Fujoshi as hell, fantasized of being a man with another man, and got curious about it. Played with myself, and loved it. Sometimes feeling guilty because "is dirty", "Im not a man"
I used to hang out with gay men to watch them make out in front of me.
Pegging: the thought of making a straight guy doubt of himself, etc. I love watching bareback gifs of men and reading all the comments of men trying to convince themselves theyre not gay.
The common straight man mentality being broken by showing vulnerability and corruption for the need of pleasure, and doubt of themselves. (common yaoi drama)
Got into femboys because I could relate, but then I started into shota and I left it, I got scared of myself. stopped with yaoi for a while
at 20, after studying medicine, found /d/
Obsessed with hygiene and bacteria, I hate dirt and all I can think of is infections, which does not go with my anal fetish. Try to stay away, but keep coming back.
Slowly, I found out I get off with the possibility of getting sick of STDs due to foreign cum or dirt. In fetish, one sacrifices everything for pleasure, so it does not matter anymore. I don't like cheating, but this >>6773900 sounds incredibly hot because of the possibility of getting sick or pregnant with foreign unknown cum. Is a way to get free of my fear for bacteria.
Related to it: free use, toilet girls that politely are pissed on and cum on. Feeling the cold smelly cum for lots of men from the streets on my dirty shirt is disgusting, and hot
Skin suits
Maybe from the " I want to be a man" thing from my yaoi times, but I like the idea of a man that wants to be a woman, and sacrifices his freedom to be used.
from /d/ and yaoi, humilliation got into me, for both men and women,
close is free use and dirt, getting sick, as a way of humilliation to myself. Oddly liberating.
tldr: /d/ and /y/ did all the work.
>>6759597
I'm into impregnation, birth, egg and parasites. I think it started when I watched the first Alien movie and then after I watched Carnosaur. Species didn't hurt either.
It wasn't that strong at first but I fid that the older I get (32 this year) the more I want to impregnate girls and see them swell up with offspring.
>>6760905
>Traps/femboys: I'm half gay and enjoy the feminine form with masculine aspects and vice versa hence the futa kink as well.
Yeah, I can't get into bara men but girly boys get me hard. It's questionable whether it's actually gay because you only like them when they look like girls.
ftm here, 21 right now
Found them out slowly throughout the course of my teenage years, at about 11 I found out I got really hot under the collar for people bloodied up, cut, bruised, etc. eventually found out it spread to a lot of types of gore and guro.
I originally realized there was something wrong when I was in my schools medical room (I was a frail/sickly child a lot) and whenever other kids came in with bloody elbows/faces/knees, it made me feel real funky in my crotch. I figured it was weird, and felt that was since I was a child (4/5) but it wasn't until about 11/12 I started to realize I was sexually into it.
Around 12 I got super into furries and feral stuff, furries I figured because they weren't quite human. I found them through a best friend who was a massive furry at the time.
Between then and 17 I got into maids outfits, crossdressing on both genders, masochism/pain play, rape fantasies (victim situation), size difference, femdom... A lot of these I found through being on the internet- mainly forums, furaffinity, gelbooru, shit like that.
Furry and rape fantasy and wanting to be a gigantic sub eventually developed into feral (being raped by feral animals, etc).
Femdom and size difference were always alright, but then I got a girlfriend, who is quite dominant and over a foot taller than me. Now they make my (metaphorical) dick diamonds.
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Biting
This fetish was a gift from my g2g. She would always ask me to bite her. Any time. I used to not be into it but there was one time. We were standing in line at a DMV with her younger brother. Long lines mean long waits so heavy petting in line led us to the bathroom. I remember yanking her shorts down and she presented her breasts for me, already bruised from the night before, and she asked me to bite her. The sadist that I am, I made her beg and plead until I left her fresh teeth marks. Something about the mark of ownership it leaves, the trust between two it takes to allow it, and the beauty of watching the bite explode into a myriad of colors that you made on your lover's canvas. Yes, from then on I got it.
>>6779244
All I want in life is Skyward Sword Zelda
>>6759597
Male. A friend of mine found out I was crushing on another dude in middle school, and she recommended Gravitation to me. I googled it looking for manga scans and stumbled almost immediately on Gravitation Megamix. this was also my first exposure to porn. Downloaded all of them, deleted the section of one that has some child porn (bc fuck no I'm not gonna fap to that, sorry /d/) and hid the files. I looked back at them about a year ago and realized that a lot of my current fetishes (with like two or three exceptions) are present in them. Crossdressing/traps, sex toys, being fucked senseless, orgasm control, teasing, spitroasting, a bit of mild inflation, throatfucking, large dicks, etc.
Most of my kinks are related to the fact that I'm a bottom and gay as hell, (Tentacles: large dick-like objects. Cum inflation: liquid tentacles. Spitroasting: more dicks!) but what i want to know is: why the fuck do I have a mask fetish?
Male, Sub
Even at my youngest age LONG before puberty I was always very kinky, I would rub myself against my bed and experience dry orgasms to the though of being bound or humiliated. I always assumed these thoughts would go away as I got older.
Of course they never did but I always kept it to myself and maintained a regular appearance. But somehow my friends picked up on it...
I was probably 15 or 16, I looked (and still do) very young for my age, smaller build with shaggy hair and I would always be smoking pot with my friends. I was always insecure about maintaining friends, and i'm sure the pot never helped, I ended up with a lot of anxiety and shit. But I loved getting high with those guys.
And i'm not really sure how it started but somehow I became the "bitch" of the group. It's actually getting me hard just thinking about it...
They'd always poke fun at me, tease me, and my one friend would get his fat ass younger brother to beat on me. I'd never fight back because I wouldn't want him to run to his mom and cry. So i'd take it. And I just didn't know what I could say back at them when they'd start making fun of me... I just didn't have the mental capability to retort back, you know?
So they ended up calling me "little bitch", and they'd tell me to get them drinks and stuff. I'd always just look at them angrily, I didn't know what else to say. Sometimes girls would even come over and they'd jokingly call me "bitch" too.
They started joking about getting me a leash, and of course I didn't know what to say. My one friend would yell stuff like "here boy!" when he wanted me to come over and bring him something. One time when we went into a grocery store my one friend grabbed a blue leash, in front of everyone in the store, and asked my friends if he should get it for me.
I'll always, until the day I die, remember the one day they kept joking about a gift they got me. I knew it was going to be something related to my place in the group, but I never imagined they would take it that far. We got to my friends house, and they all told me to go into the next room to look at my gift, and sitting there on that bed, I couldn't believe it was a blue dog collar with a little bell on it...
They all came in and started laughing about it "there you go boy!" "it's always good to treat a bitch" "put it on!"
I was so embarrassed, but I was so fucking intrigued, and even to this day feel a sick sense of honor that they actually bought this collar for me. I hadn't ever given them any reason to treat me like this, no tells, and yet here I was, holding this collar they bought me, pretending it was just another dumb joke, but secretly being so into it. And for some reason I couldn't put the collar down. I REALLY wanted to put it on. To have the little bell ring dumbly, and accept my place as their bitch. To wear their collar with pride and stay at their feet like a pathetic pet.
But could you imagine if I actually said that? Or PUT IT ON?? Holy fuck lol. But I couldn't fucking put it down. I would never admit that I wanted to put it on, or that I was suddenly really into it, but I couldn't put it down.
I waited for everyone to get bored, and eventually they started shifting to the next room, and I just sat there holding this collar they had bought for me. When they finally left I put it in my pocket. They had to have known I did this. I just couldn't let it go...
When I got home I put it on, I had to make a little notch so it would fit, and I looked in the mirror, with the little bell ringing, and I felt so completely like their little pet bitch. I masturbated furiously, over and over again. I held onto it and put it on whenever i'd masturbate. My collar. They bought this collar for dumb little me.
>>6780795
>>6780797
>>6780800
Sounds like conditioning to me. How you got into that stuff at such a young age is beyond me, but is probably either by your parents being REALLY bad and letting you end up with "that stuff."
An interesting case to say the least. I'd say "Get help" if I knew you'd listen, which you wouldn't, and if I wasn't some kinky fuck. God damn it /d/ why did you do this to me. /b/ didn't help either.
>>6780815
Anytime <3
>>6780836
Some people are just like that man. My family life was regular, stay at home mom, father was a teacher, two older siblings. Commercial internet wasnt really thing when I was a toddler.
It doesn't always have to be a dramatic reason to become interested in submissive activity's at a young age, dommanance and submission are very natural parts of the world. These things are expressed all throughout life.
dominance I mean, boy I can't spell for shit
I should also say the fantasies I had in those very early days were far far more innocent than the kinds we find on here. Back in those days being pinned down was the bees knees
It was a simpler time...
main kinks: futa, femdom, choking, biting, blood, cbt, spanking, size difference, petplay
>f
>always protected by stronger, bigger girls
>get a weird rush from belittling boys and seeing them in pain
>get into bdsm in middle school through curious nsfw browsing, discover /d/
>love seeing guys' dicks get tortured and girls' dicks get serviced
>REALLY into domme futas
>years later meet a girl who likes me, has a dick, and is super dominant
>yes.jpg
>this is it, this is the shit i've never felt so alive
>can't cum with normal porn now
Female here. For the longest time, I've had a sort of time stop/degradation fetish, even as a kid. It started out as fantasizing about forcing my friends to do things or pushing them around. Or making them cry. I didn't see it as sexual back then. But now in my 20s I'd say I'm more submissive, but still have that sadist side. As far as the time stop thing goes, for as long as I can remember I've fantasized about watching or participating in a scene where a man and/or a woman just does whatever they want to someone or some place. It kind of evolved into time stop because I don't actually want someone to be hurt by it. Just like they aren't aware of it happening. Like just using people/things as sex objects and degrading them during the time stop.
I think it might be linked to my other fantasy where a guy thinks that I'm asleep and uses me as a sex toy after feeling me up.
>>6760905
high tail hal
>>6780797
My 3rd post got (rightfully) deleted for poor choice of 3rd image so here it was with better image this time:
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We still hungout after that, and they still called me their little bitch, but I think as time went on they must of grown bored of playing with me. They had to have known I took the collar with me, and if they suspected I (unwittingly) liked the treatment before they fucking knew it after that.
But we eventually went our separate ways, and I was changed forever by this treatment. The moment I could I made my first sexual experience be with an older man who collared and caged me, and fucked me like a little pet bitch with a red collar on. And the entire time I was there being filled with cum and plugged with a tail I knew I was wearing that mans collar because of them. They turned me into this submissive pet, who loved being tamed and controlled. I became a good pet bitch because of those bastards.
I didn't mean for this to get so long, sorry... :/ I've just never externalized what happened back then before... It's hard to believe a whole group would treat someone like that. And pathetically i'm soooo glad they did. I'm glad I wore their stupid collar and felt prideful of it.
I'm fucked lol. It was a small town, who else was I going to get high with lol
>>6778154
Becuase usually the fetish derives from something more tame but small aspects get introduced.
For example I'll use my fetish: Femdom. It originated from my natural love for smell. The scent of a woman's ass drives me wild, but I never cared for bdsm/femdom. However I dated this girl once who wanted to experiment with some femdom, It started it with her teasing me, and then she would sit on my face and force me to breath her smell in while she edges my cock. The arousal from her smell is now making the other stimulus more positive rather than disliked due to the pleasure of the other fetish. The mere exposure of a positive fetish influences the other aspects into positive stimuli.
tldr: You get classically conditioned into liking now things due to it's association of a fetish that you already like. So for me my fetishes evolved to get more and more weird or just plain old perverted like so: Sex > smell > face sitting > femdom > [spoiler]handholding[/spoiler]
>>6784578
Handholding? You sick fuck.
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Guro
>have a friend who introduced me to Encyclopedia Dramatica
>Strolling through ED one day
>finds the Baby Fuck meme
>reads Mai-Chan's Daily Life
>loved it
>read Applicant for Death a few month later
And it continues, kinda. I don't really beat my meat to that but it's a thing I do enjoy to read. I don't know if this is sadistic pleasure or morbid fascination, but I love how creative it can get.
I guess Guro is also the reason I like Amputees but I guess my grandfather being an amputee and having a pretty badass prosthetic did do the trick for me way before I became a gore loving creep. (On a side note prosthetics are also a kink of mine)
Monster Girls
>Read Katawa Shoujo and got hooked into visual novels
>stumble upon Monster Girl Quest and subsequently OKAYADO's works
At this point I think I became able to fap to anything.
Also Nanatsu no Taizai gave me a boner for giantesses.
I also like futa and traps but I forgot exactly when and how I came to love it.
Male
Finding /d/ mostly. Really the only things I'm not open too are scat, core, guro, and vomit. However my tastes in real life are pretty vanilla.
>ex-gf likes to be choked and abused during sex
>not comfortable with hurting people at all
>get dumped for being too beta to smack my woman around when she wants me too.
>had plastic motorcycle helmet as a kid with a visor
>really like it, not sure why
>be in middle school
>read about Saudi Arabia
>women wearing the Niqab
>realize I like masks, veils and head covering
>reading about gas masks
>see bondage applications
>wiki walk
>end up on straitjackets
>start googling straitjacket websites
>later, watch Robinhood Men in Tights
>Chastity belt?
>To google!
>Chastity's hot
>find way onto imagefap and orgasm denial
>years later
>go on /d/
>diapers are hot
>so is bondage
>forced orgasms
>bondage under clothes
>latex
>sensory deprivation
>more and more fetishes
>fugg so many
>>6767661
It's not your fault that he coerced you into sex. It isn't your responsibility to fight off an attacker, it's his responsibility not to assault people. Have you considered reaching out to resources? Women helping women is completely confidential and super helpful.
>>6780800
What was the image?
>>6766985
> there's basically only one way of truly avoiding that.
Male
I'm not sure about all of them, because frankly I'll spank it to a lot of stuff, but two I know for sure:
Futanari - The Naked Gun 33 & 1/2
No, I know, odd choice, but the idea of somebody like Anna Nicole Smith packing heat like that did things to me, even if it was just a joke in the movie.
Muscle-girls - Ghost in the Shell. It was the climax scene where Kusanagi hulks out to try and stop the tank. That level of buffness is pretty much my limit with how huge I like fit girls.
I always feel an odd thing with losing limbs, too, though it's not something I go after. I attribute it to the same scene.
When I was a little girl I was crawling under the sofa looking for something and myself big brothers held me down pulled myself butt cheeks apart and were both looking at my butt hole, giggling about how gross it was. It turned me on but I didn't understand at the time what I was feeling. Now I am into being humiliated.
Male.
When the first Scooby Doo (live action) movie came out, I was confused as to why my penis was getting hard at the scene where the gangs souls are all switching around, especially Fred in Daphne's body. A few years later I discovered porn, and a few months after that, hentai. Then I found gender swap by accident and it's been getting me going ever since.
>>6759597
Male, 22, and I'll go through a few.
Slaveplay
>Best friend gets me back into WoW on a roleplay server
>They're in a sub/dom relationship with a guy
>Long story short it ends, they're upset so I comfort them
>We talk a lot about it, I learn about that style of relationship
>Jokingly say that it'd be fun to try something like that in roleplay
>They think it would be fun, as long as they get to be the dominate one
>We do it
>Long story short, it evolved into a lot more than just dumb roleplays, and now they own me.
Feet
>Playing games like UT2004 and Oblivion
>Keep getting weirdly obsessed with looking at characters feet in 3rd person
>Look online for art like that, find tons of stuff that sets me off
Transformation
>Playing Gaia online waaaay back in the day
>Weird friend on a forum who I later realised was a total perv links me to a comic
>Its a girl turning into a mouse
>Look at it for a few minutes, something happens inside me
>Now totally in love with TF
Of course those are just my initials things. I'm into way more messed up stuff now, largely due to finding this board.
Trans Female
>MtF transformation
seems a bit self-explanatory; life would be so much easier if changing your gender worked like it did in those comics.
>bondage, femdom, futa, etc.
I'd like to think I've always been a sub. After all, a good portion of the reason for me being trans is the preference to take it from the front (but the idea of me fucking someone else mortifies me). As such, it seems only natural for me to start jerking off to some lady tying me up and having her way with me (in a consensual setting, of course).
>vore, mud, adhesives, the whole gambit.
basically, anything that could be considered "natural bondage." That excludes wedging though. Missed that boat. Nonetheless, I thank Deviantart for this portion.
>FTM
> anal
First fetish, did some things while young with fingers and chapstick tubes. Love fucking myself ever since.
>incest
fooled around a bit with my sister in early teen years, lost virginity to ect.
>futa, traps, usually screwing traps or guys
I like girls, but like dicks too, so these kind of go hand in hand. Not really attracted to guys, and meeting a girl with a dick or fellow ftm to plow me is like my dream come true.
>Gentle femdom
I'm on the subby side and just want someone to take care of me and tell me what to do while giving me love and hugs and sex.
>>6759597
Male
>Delicious Mocha Skin
>Body Hair
>Femdom
Definitely stems from an older girl who forced herself into the roll of "senpai" in high school, as I was a socially awkward, anxiety-ridden child in need of guidance. She was like half-black, 1/4th Venuzeulan, and 1/4th white (mainly German, if I recall). And it's not just like armpit hair and such, but definitely down to like the little fine hairs all over the place, which she had plenty of. Like, I will be entirely honest, I get off to womens' forearm hair.
>Muscle Girls/Muscle Growth
I collected (and still do occasionally) comics when I was younger, particularly She-Hulk. So that's pretty self-explanatory.
>Animal & Monster TF
>Devolution/Neanderthal TF
Gotta blame Pinocchio and We're Back foremost, but when I was a young-un and was trying to figure out what a "furry" was, I ended up stumbling across several sites wherein I figured out that furries and anthro don't do it for me, but TF into feral animals or devolution does. I think part of it is the uncontrollable slide into a simplistic mental state.
>Scars
Got literally no explanation for that one.
>>6790513
I'm really glad I did it, honestly. Time is such a finite thing you know? And I haven't once regretted going on any of my old sexual adventures. The first time with that man was super risky, as I didn't know him, had no way to get back to my parents place, and basically put all my trust in him. I was lucky that it turned out well. There was no grindr back then so the websites and people were more sketchy too.
I got to his place, he stripped and collared me, got me on all fours and while leashed he pulled me onto his cock. I was in so much pain. At the time all I could think was "this was a huge mistake. This isn't right! I never imagined it would be this painful!". During it I had completely convinced myself I wasn't even gay because the pain was so incredibly bad. It just didn't seem worth it.
If it wasn't for that leash pulling me back onto his cock I wouldn't have let him continue, but I just held onto my collar and cried to myself while I rode it... Finally he finished and the tension on my collar relaxed, and I just collapsed onto the floor... I remember feeling disgusted to think that I had his semen inside me.
He told me (you can totally tell i'm getting off to thinking about this again LOL) I had to hold his cum in like a good boy and that's when I first got tailed... I hadn't even considered a butt plug like that... with a tail... or even a butt plug! It was all so new to me...
It still hurt when he put it in me to hold his load, and at this point I was feeling pretty messed up, this all happened to me and I had no way of getting back home, so I kind of just accepted it and followed his lead. If I called my parents they would have known I didn't go where I said I was going...
So he grabbed my leash and brought me up stairs, and at the foot of his mattress, apparently, was my cage. I was exhausted and sore at that point that I actually didn't even hesitate to go inside it. He was nice enough to have put some sheets inside it, it felt safe.
>>6790513
My ass and mind were sore so I just wanted to go to sleep but he told me one more thing before he hit the lights. He brought out his camera and told me to put my head down and my ass up. As I said I had no where to go and was just going to follow his lead, and I was feeling kind of safe in that cage so I did what he said, and he took this crappy picture of me after my first time "having sex".
http://i.imgur.com/KH0Tit5.jpg
I was so exhausted in that picture, could barely even "stand" up in it... butt's all loaded and plugged with his cum... I couldn't have been a bigger bitch than I was in that moment haha
This all happened... maybe 8 years ago? Time sure flys! And that's why i'm glad I have stuff like that picture to remind me of it all. It all seemed pretty crazy at the time, but I guess that's what I was looking for, and looking back at that picture just reminds me that following my desires was the right decision. Clearly I love even just thinking about it, otherwise I wouldn't keep blabbering on like this.
So anyways... yeah. I think you should do it lol
Male
I think what got me into /d/ stuff was stumbling across Cool Devices episode 8 or 9, the one where she grew a dick, when I was 12.
>>6788898
Oh, it was just this one anon http://i.imgur.com/P1YQM5m.jpg
I was just posting it cause I like the pets gear in it but it's got that fucking furry holding his leash so it wasn't appropriate for D, which is fair
when I was a child, up until I hit puberty, my mum used to give me "hair tickles". I've had a hair fetish ever since.
My mum had long, golden hair down to her waist. It was incredibly soft, silky and thick. I would be lying on my back on the bed/sofa with my shirt off and my arms stretched out above my head, exposing my chest and stomach. My mum would brush her hair and sometimes back-comb it to make it extra fluffy. Then, she would let it loose all over my naked upper body. She would drag it up and down, side to side, shake it all over, swing it, bounce it up and down, starting slowly and getting quicker until she was practically whipping me with her hair. It felt amazing. With each repetitive movement, my skin would become more sensitive to the touch.
>>6788338
>Like masks and helmets
>Realize you only care for masks and helmets of certain designs
>Feel like a picky shit lately
fem
i love fucking machines, forced orgasms, doom devices, complex restraint mechanisms, vibrators everywhere, and any mix of the above
in 2000 i saw the music video for the add n to (x) song metal fingers in my body (a chick gets fucked by a robot). i was quite young then but i would say that is probably the jumping off point for my fetishes today whoops
First hentai series I read was Bondage Fairies at like age 13-14.
When I was ~12, I was watching Wipe-out at my uncle's house during vacation.
One of the contestants was going over through the wall of fists thing on the first course, and he got hit in the balls off the obstacle into the water.
I'd seen things like that before of course, but this time, one of the announcers said something that really stuck with me, "[contestant's name] is going to have to tell his kids about this, if he ever adobts". For some reason that horrified me. I suddenly realized that everyone was laughing at something that I now realized I was horrified by. I went to bed early, sick to my stomach. Fit the next 6 or so years, I was morally offended by the idea of intentionally causing testicular trauma. I would boycott any movie that had it, whether it was for comedy or action. I would not associate myself with anyone who thought that it was okay. I believed that it should be 1st degree assault in all cases, even in self defense.
Then one day, years later, a youtuber I watched posted a video of him getting tazed (in the arm). For some reason, I suddenly because VERY interested in what would happen in you tazed someone in the balls. I started looking on YouTube and Google and so forth, and found several. But each time I watched them, I noticed that I was getting turned on. I was, obviously confused, as this would basically be the equivalent of a feminist finding out that their fetish was gangrape. So I started watching more videos about it. First, accidental stuff, the kind Tosh used to put on. Then consensual stuff that was intentional but really light. Then I started looking for actual porn of it. The first thing I found was this video by Sasha grey: http://m.ballbustingtube.com/video/1966501/sasha-grey-ballbusting . It scared me so bad I couldn't watch it. It took me 6 sessions to over the course of two weeks to get to the point where I could stomach the whole video. But after I did, I knew for sure that my fetish was cute girls decimating balls.
>>6759597
Male
I somehow got into cross dressing, can't remember exactly. However, I later found that I don't exactly enjoy girl clothes, but instead people submitting fully. I love when someone gives themselves up, willingly or forced. I also love gentle love since its kind of a polar opposite.
>>6773900
wow, such a cuck. you must really be a maso to not to have killed yourself yet.
>>6773900
"MtF" would have sufficed, but you felt the need to say "she pronouns", so now I'm going to call you a dude, my dude.
>>6760755
Jeez, this is exactly my fetish history as well...twinning?
>>6760501
I think goosebumps was something that led me to TF too. There was this one store "Calling All Creeps" where a kid somehow got roped into a group of secret lizard people who wanted to transform everyone in his school/town into lizards via some kind of chocolate-chip shaped things? So they pressure this kid into poisoning his school with transformative things which end up in all the bake sale cookies.
And I don't even think they even showed the transformation sequence, it just ended with everyone in town enjoying these TF cookies and the kid smiling at the disguised lizard gang as he ate one himself, just like "Fuck it, everyone's gonna be a lizard person, so am I."
And something about that was super cool to me.
>>6794314
You know, not all females prefer she/her pronouns, right? I don't blame her for specifying what she prefers, since so many people often mess those up, or don't understand them at all.
>>6772268
omg this is amazing, what's it from?
>>6794280
Woah, dude. My ballbusting fetish also came from fear. It made me feel so vulnerable as a kid seeing guys in movies get taken down so easily. So my mind turned it into a fetish to cope it seems.
>>6774094
Making them in 3D is fairly taxing stuff since some of it requires me to edit some objects and trying to get hair to work around it usually requires me to break down the hair meshes or manipulate them as needed to stuff it in there.
So far I've used the Smash Trophy and currently 3D World's block but I had a "shaved" Galaxy one that was meant to be used in some SFIV modding. The problem is getting them to align correctly with the wearer, since some of them are naturally tilted. Pretty workable though.
I still want to convey them in 3D the same way they are in drawings but I do admit just having the faces match the block isn't a bad alternative JUST for 3D. This is done because it can turn out horrifying trying to shave out the nose (usually replaced with a tiny cube) since I haven't gotten the hang of properly filling in vertices and faces.
If you're interested in this option, feel free to suggest a that might have an XNALara, dae, obj or other type of model. Not sure if Blender supports MMD models but yeah anything vidya related or licensed games will likely have something I can work with.
when i was around 12 i saw a film, where the main chasracter was tied to a blowupdoll and humiliated,
after he escaped, he knifed down the doll, and somehow everyone tought that he killed his wife...
well, the tied to the doll part became my longest lasting fetish... and a lot of things grow from ther:
sexdolls,
dollification,
bondage
denial
humiliation
just to name a few
I used to be shamed a lot for my opinions and the things I said or liked. I kinda stopped trusting myself and my ability to make decisions, and felt like if I made the decision to have sex I would be hated and seen as disgusting. in my fantasies I would feel guilty for it. so I always imagined being raped or coerced into sex. guess that's what I get for hanging out with sjw types.
I think I'm into being afraid and or physically hurt is the adrenaline. it just feels so damn good.
>>6761086
I love how powerful her cock looks in that scene
>>6795330
>not all females prefer she/her pronouns
Then they are either latent FtM (which is to say, not female), or they have a mental disorder.
>>6795918
No. You can't decide someones gender identity and preferred pronouns based on your own personal view. I've met girls, who identify as female, but prefer gender neutral pronouns. That doesn't make them ftm, or have a mental disorder. It's purely what you like to be addressed as. Don't make assumptions about others lives.
>>6790033
>>6759597
I had recently gotten resident evil 4, loved it, and the spiral into sexual deviancy started with this picture.
I used to fear someone finding my porn folder, but that fear dissipated with the decision to kill myself if that ever happened.
male
Started off vanilla as hell, then got into futa because of a Megaman comic I found on Hentai Foundry one day. Looked into stuff about that, found Futabu, subsequently got into large insertion and cum inflation, and those are my main three.
Also rather into all-the-way-through (be it tentacles, slime, cum, just as long as it can go in one end and come out the other), mind break/ fucked silly, and one I consider the weirdest is actually casual lewdity, mainly because it isn't depraved as hell.
am male
catgirls
>idk saw nekopara on steam
>watched youtube lets play;thought they´re sooo cute
>looked up catgirl doujins and is still my biggest fetish
>doesn´t matter if 2d or woman with catears/tail
>>6777615
Never seen one.Crackstuffers has one named Rough rider and Dark Crystal Tonguebiter, round bumps instead of pins.
Honestly, it's not so good. I own the tonguebiter
>>6796043
>You can't decide someones gender identity and preferred pronouns based on your own personal view.
Not the other anon but yes I can. If I tell you i'm a table will you treat me like a table because that's who I think I am ?
>>6796557
yes
>>6796557
or games ?
>>6759597
I'm a trap (male) who got into traps when finding 4chan almost a decade ago.
Petplay is my go to. Really into plug tails and collars. It's the only thing tumblr is good for, since it popularized it.
Male
Feminization.
> Habbit of look up travelers who wants to do a guy. Had a couple of good times.
> One before arriving to the country asks if I like to dress up for him girly. I didnt think much of it and agreed and said I didnt have the clothing for it.
>He says he'll take care of it.
>Visit him at the hotel agreed he was staying.
> Nice guy. Gives me a package and say hope you like it.
> Go to bathroom, clean up and dress. stockings and garters, a pantry, a babydoll, heels.
> walk out struggling with a boner.
> The guy talks to me like a girl, didnt really notice it at first.
> Did me like a girl.
> Loved it so much.
Male
Feet
>Went to the public swimming pool
>Had to go to the toilet after a while and I don't pee into the pool like every other fag
>Saw a guy getting a footjob in there
>Had to hide my boner awkwardly for the rest of the day
Giantess, Growth, Destruction, Guro, Vore, MTF
>Loved godzilla as a kid and always imagined to be a kaiju or me as a giant attacking the city
>I've even build cities out of lego, just to destroy them afterwards.
>Years later
>Internet
I fortunately never could fap to furry shit despite the fact that they have the most size porn.
Collars, domination, BDSM, etc
>I immediately lose my boner when foot porn has something related to non gentle femdom in it
>Searched for reverse stuff
>loved it
>got more and more into this stuff
>>6796602
pics?
>>6796043
Then they are either doing it for political reasons to impose Orwellian Newspeak, or are looking for attention. In both cases it has nothing to do with accommodating them or transrights, and I have no obligation or desire to use their made up or misappropriated pronouns.
>>6797613
I probably have some but I'm 3D and this thread is 2D
21/m
>super into mind control & tf combined, plus monstergirl
>strongly plays into corruption and asset growth (no hyper)
>tfw it all started while I'm roughly 6 y.o.
>be me, watching aladdin animated series on disney
>episode where jasmine becomes a naga through using a certain "lotion"
>runs risk of losing who she is
>found my fetish before i knew what sex was
>doomedfromthebeginning.jpg
It has to do with when I was molested by my aunt at when I was 10 she was pretty dominant and put me into a more revered role or at least thats why I think I'm into gfd/rr
>>6759597
I'll bite. M.
When I was in a church-schooled Kindergarten grade, I managed to stumble my way through an illustrated copy of Ma'll and Cousin Horned Toad. Cute little book that casually had the greedy fox swallow the horned toad. Right at that point
>MY DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK
Of course, since I didn't understand it at all I was mostly scared, and eventually told my mother. She told me not to read that book anymore, and in hindsight she probably thought I'd found a porno.
>Read that same book for nearly every reading period then on
Years later, puberty hits, and random h-games were my go-to activity. Mostly I liked oral, until I hit a game titled Gekoku sex fight. In one of the losing animations, catgirl holds mouseboy in mouth and tounges him around.
>MYDICK MK II
Continue with that until a strange idea pops in mind and I search something like Swallowing alive. Found a site.
>MYDICK - ULTIMATE FORM
Stemming off of that I later found I liked Unbirth, Breast vore, Nipple vore, to a lesser extent Anal vore, just all sorts of consumption of qt grills. My quest for additional content brought me to /d/. The End.
tl;dr?
Book in Kindergarten and followup porn in puberty.
>>6790495
That chart is awesome.
>>6780875
details
>>6794310
At least she's getting some.
>>6759597
We had swim classes on school and everyone laughed at my small dick. I also loved how my friends used to show off their dicks
>>6759597
I found my fetishes through shitty porn games as a kid. Got me on the path of bdsm somewhere around the age of 10. From there, it's just been the internet.
M
Feeling of holding in the need to pee got connected to sexual feelings somehow
Power rangers being a mindless creation, then mind control from the movie
Various kids tv shows where one character turns against their friends made me want to be corrupted and fall in love with my corrupter
>humilliation
I used to pee with together with a friend of mine. Eventually his dick grew more than mine and he started to tease me
Female
Grew up in a school district with a significant Native American population.
Didn't know what sex was until fifth grade. My parents and I were watching Dances with Wolves or Dancing with Wolves or whatever really late at night and they decided to go to bed halfway through the movie. Nobody to avert my eyes during sex scene. EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW.
Middle school happens and 10/10 qt native boy with crazy libido becomes my favorite person. I do everything to impress him. He has ridiculous fetishes and spends all his time on weird obscure porn sites.
I masturbate to pretty much everything at this point.
High school happens and I'm all too comfortable with my sexuality and with all men. Some aryan shitbag I thought I could trust locks me in a room with him because I left myself alone with him and unarmed. Rape happens. I'm left horrified with sex and everything that has to do with it for the next three years. All my fetishes are gone.
Nowadays I'm better. I have alcohol and self-mutilation to preoccupy myself and I'm becoming my old self again. The first things I started getting turned on thinking about again were native-on-white interracial and men getting straight up raped by other men.
Now it's cum inflation, creampies, tentacles, beastiality, etc. Also whatever happens to have a brown dick in a pale girl
>>6803427
Holy shit anon. You actually gave me feels on /d/
Male
>the mature womans (i don't know if this is a fetish)
>the armpit and pubical hair
>and be dominated by a woman
ooh and futanari, i love the futanari
>>6759597
male
I found most of mine through a girlfriend I had for a month before I started my senior year in high school. She was bi-polar but kinky as fuck.
Also found out that choking isn't my thing, as well as being blindfolded.
Found out about anal stimulation on my own from reading /b/ and here on /d/.
>M
>Feet
>always have had crush on best friend
>Best friend always had her feet propped up
>could usually smell her shoes when she took them off because she has bad foot odor
>When she had her feet up I could see sweat on her soles
>over time associated feet with her
>found out about my foot fetish and let me smell feet, shoes, socks and lick her feet
>also when we where younger she would playfully shove her shoe in my nose
>femdom
>like above she was dominant so i associated her with dominant women
>the rest idk
>diapers
>wetting
>female chastity
>>6759597
brutaldildos was one of the first porn websites i found, other than googeling boobies, so I was pretty fucked up from the start. Still love extreme insertions, and much much more.
Male, 19. Predominantly straight, but open to experiences
>Tentacles
I remember being around 10 or 11, first discovering porn. I gravitated towards the solo-female and lesbian genres. Women doing sexy things fascinated me. My sort of propensity towards women made me a little disgusted by men in porn. (to this day, I'm not really into that shit). When i came across tentacle porn, i could still see a woman experience the pleasures of penetration, minus the male perspective. Plus, tentacles can do so much more than just 7 inches of penetration. All of the amazing pictures with different sex toys and gizmos and gadgets built into a biological mass of motiveless libido? Awesome.
>Sounding/urethral penetration
Part of the /d/ experience for me, when I first discovered it, was getting used to, and eventually growing to embrace futas. (still not super into men in my porn.) It was always a treat to see a sexy futa chick bound by tentacles, with all of her orifices filled. Sure, oral, vaginal, and anal were all excellent, but there's something forbidden and alluring to sounding. I'm much too cowardly to try it myself for fear of inflicting serious damage, which I've heard is not difficult to do. However seeing a dick get stuffed is kind of amazing to me.
>Furry
It was never really much about the animal thing. In fact, I hardly pay attention to it. Seeing animal parts on a humanoid form is really commonplace for me. My real draw to furries is the culture and society that so much furry art depicts. Open sexual conduct, unabashed feelings of primal lust. Fucking for fucking's sake. With human porn, I can't help but notice that it all can relate back to some aspect of the human condition. Some artists express their own sexual frustrations through their art, which distracts me from enjoying what the visuals have to offer. Furries arent human, so I don't really connect the same human values to them. I can enjoy the physical aspect without getting caught up in the mental aspect.
>>6804799
Forgot a big one, oops.
>Cum
I remember as far back as in kindergarten, a female friend and I would talk about what we would do if we had a magic genie lamp. I distinctly remember wishing for a water park, except instead of water, it was mud or slime. Some of my earliest memories of boners were from thinking about squishing around in all of the mess. Fast forward to puberty. When my orgasms started producing cum, that enticement started up again. I would rub my cum around between my fingers and use it as a post-orgasm lubricant. Once I discovered the porn world, where cumshots are used to almost mark territory in some primal way, my cum fetish was externalized. No longer was it about cum on me, it was about cum on the women. Bukkake scenes, gokkun, all of that turned me on. As my body developed more (and my orgasms would produce more and more cum) I would understand that more cum meant a more intense orgasm. I found a website called Jackinworld where I learned how to edge over and over for a huge load. Once I live on my own, after university, I want to start the Holy Grail for maximum output, just to experience what it's like.
Mythology and classic literature
>>6759597
>futa led to
>trap led to
>feminization
>>6759597
Male, 24, honestly I dont even know what my sexuality is anymore.
Fetishes: Futanari, Pegging, crossdressing, cosplay, unnatural hair colors, gentle femdom, traps.
Futa: when I was 13 I was googling images for Castlevania dawn of sorrow. I clicked one image that led me to a site called Waka chan. I saw "futanari" on the side for the different boards and clicked it. At that point, I was grossed out, and for years after I didn't like anything related to it. Once i hit college I started saving a few to my folder. Then half of my images were futa, now all my shit is futa among other non regular female stuff.
Pegging, Crossdressing, Gentle Femdom: I developed these within 5 years of each other, pretty recently too. Crossdressing was the earliest. It was slow, but gradually over time the idea of wearing women's clothing became a HUGE turn on. One of my ex's jokingly suggested I should wear her panties because I forgot spare clothes at her place and I was making an avid effort to hide that boner. Another Ex of mine took a shower once and I tried on one of her panties. Man oh man that hit all the right buttons. The other two were developed a few years later. About the exact same time. I was talking to a friend on this MMO I play and she was talking about how she did NSFW commissions. She asked if I wanted her to draw anything and I got insanely flustered. Having been yanked into a dungeon right in the middle of that I awkwardly told her I would BRB and went the entire dungeon looking for a softcore fetish I could use to make me seem not creepy. I came back and told her pegging because A. I'm a huge sub and B. pegging is the closest thing to real life futa without being futa (most likely wrong on that), and she reacted in the best possible way. She was actually the one who told me what GFD even was and after looking into both of them I was like "yeah that is totally what I am into."
Unnatural Hair colors: I'm pretty sure this is a anime watching side effect
>>6805402
Traps: I honestly cant explain this one. Use to hate it, then I guilt fapped to it, now I just dont care. It's something I like and thats about that.
>>6759597
M 19 I honestly have no idea where my fetish for futa/shemales came from. SPH and femdom are directly due to my own size and maybe futa has something to do with that.
