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>mfw i can feel everyone in my life drifting away
>mfw there's nothing i can do to stop it
>mfw family only keeps in contact with me to make sure i don't shoot myself

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>>681082683
>girl I loved died a couple years ago.
>never got to tell her how I feel and it eats me up on the inside
>2 other girls I knew I loved like the sisters I never had
>due to life circumstances they are far removed from my life
>I don't know if they would even remember me
>I love them so fucking much

I will never forget you guys, I love you.
I just wish I could see them one more time

>>681083338
Even if a man has little he always has his life.

>>681083338
Go out and do fun things, this will lead to you meeting people who also enjoy those things. Friends.

>>681083825
The one that died knows how you feel.

>>681083942
I've tried. social autism keeps me from making any sort of connection with new people. I just embarrass myself

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How do I kill myself without my dad killing himself after?

Basically, he's always told us that if he were to lose any of his kids, he would most likely just give up, knowing that the other kids would be fine with my mom. Is there something I should write or do to show that he needs to be here?

Pretty disillusioned, can't disclose my vulnerabilities without being taken advantage of or having advice shoved down my throat so they can feel like a good person.
Hurts to think most days, rarely enthused about things, see no reason for self-improvement, just want to relapse on heroin and watch my life spin down the drain.

>>681084335
If you're allowed to leave then why isn't he? Also you'll be dead and won't be able to feel bad about the fact that you killed your father.

Finishing Senior year and I'm scared shitless. I was gonna become an hero the day before my 18th but met some poeple who made me remember what it was like to be happy. Now they're going away for college, and I'm going to end up alone with my thoughts again.

>>681084335

I feel the same, but the other way.
I don't think my mom could handle it.

And, I really don't know.
Sorry that I can't help.

>>681084331
do you like guns?

>>681084335
Live for him man
Go for a bit longer and see how things work out

>>681085113
I don't own any but I shot a few back in highschool. Was pretty fun.

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>>681085363

>>681084788
Do you have any collage opportunities?

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>>681085417

>>681085437
Yeah. I'm staying in town and everyone is leaving.

>Life not worth living anymore
>Gf is "asexual", too much of a betafag to actually get laid
>Still a virgin to boot
>family doesn't care about me, only my younger siblings
Fuck me, /b/. Should I just become an hero and just get it over with?

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>>681085502

>>681085502
why does this always hit harder than before?

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>>681085718

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>>681085816

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>>681085437
Here's a collage for you.

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>>681085900
Last one, this one always gets me hard.

>>681084788
Same here dubs

>>681085964
Ayy lmeow

>>681082683
>ifunny

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>>681085569
Try to meet people in collage i know shit advice but it's all i got.

I've been thinking about killing myself lately, it's over a girl of course. The stupidest thing one could ever really kill themselves over.
>Broken up multiple times due to her depression and commitment issues
>Always get back together and have amazing time until next episode a good while longer
>This time she says she never felt like she meant it when she said she loved me
>Always trying to convince herself it's real and she can't do it anymore
>She always get depressed about life and ends up running away
>This time she hooks up with 2 guys in the following week after break up
>Goes on drinking and smoking spree
>I'm sitting here depressed as fuck
>Is it that she honestly just needs to grow and figure her life out?
>Or am I just unlovable? Did I really spend 4 and half years in a lie? What's the point then?
>Sadness consumes me
>Yet I still love her because I feel like she's just going through too much and hasn't gotten help
No one probably gives a shit but hey, I needed to say it.

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>>681084738
Yeah, but just thinking about it in the first place is the reason why I've still been here. But I can't fucking do it anymore man

>>681084834
It's alright anon, hope you find your answer too /b/ro.

>>681085190
I just don't see how I even could considering I don't do anything at all anymore. I try hanging out with friends that I don't have, and I end up wanting to just get high and sleep all day. I know I really should, but fuck, I'm so tired of everything

>>681085612

Shut up, your younger siblings must see you as almost a hero, you know.

Do another day, just for them, they deserve some kindness, don't they?

> Dump gf,
> Get siblings to park (groom the hell out of ya)
> Insta-attention
> Find new gf.
>???
> PROFIT!!

Women, are usually attracted to men who have parental skills, use that to your advantage, if they admire and care for you, will obey you, you'll appear as "a man in charge" somewhat alpha.

Do it, change for them and get a girl, it shouldn't be that hard.

>>681085362
Boom, just made a friend right there, easy. plus that alone opens up a fuck ton of windows. You have ranges and shops, gun shows, the NRA. That is just one thing too. You have a whole world of hobbies plus a whole internet community of hobbies.

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Music for your sadness
https://youtu.be/d3q_0UP6sck

>>681086097
The worst part is knowing that its gonna happen. Just knowing that the clock is ticking... makes it hard to enjoy the time I have left.

>be me
>I play dota 2 with my friend every night
>one night he can't play
>I spend the entire night staring at a wall and listening to "Medicine" by Broods on repeat
>I realize now that he has affectedly become my antidepressant
>I'm scared of what I will do next time he can't play

>>681086189
It's my birthday by the way, hers was early April, great time that gave me good memories, we broke up mid April, now here I am, happy birthday to me...

>>681086189
Chick`s crazy m8. Walk away. It`ll be hard at first but in the long run you`ll be avoiding a lot of needless drama. People don`t really change, she`ll be doing this type of thing to you again and again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeSH80zfb5k

This movie was so beautiful. Full of feels

>>681086189
I care. You're not unloveable. You should have a greater sense of self worth and find someone else that's all. And if you're thinking "but I can't find someone else." Trust me, as long as you have a pulse, you can!

>>681086284
I am a social autist. Like, I need a fucking helmet level of autism. I'm surprised I was able to even get into THIS relationship. Plus, I'm a super fag. You'd be surprised. My room is total cringe tbh. I love it, but it's bad.

My girlfiend left me because I was insecure. I was too clingy. I didn't really let her live her life. It's been 4 months since she left me. I've seen the error in my ways and since then, I've been working hard to fix what's wrong with me. I want another shot at a relationship with her. I want to show her that I've changed for the better and that I'm worth it. It's my own damned fault that she left me in the first place and I hate how I basically pushed her away. I have a mutual friend that is willing to bring my ex with her and "accidentally" run into me and my other friend this coming weekend. I hope all goes well.

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>>681082683

>dated girl for 3 years
>she slowly falls into depression in the last year
>helps her out, keeps her going to classes and shit
>she breaks up with me to date equally depressed loser
>He ruins her life, doesn't encourage her to do anything
>She drops out of school, doesnt work anymore, literally does nothing all day every day
>Boyfriend has no job either, living off parents
>Even though we're still close, I can't help her
>I can't spend the night and help her get her life together because boyfriend
>She doesnt believe that her boyfriend is ruining her life because she blind as shit
>still love her, can't help her

I used to be much worse until I became christian

>>681085816
This one always gets me. It reminds me of why so many homeless people keep a dog when they can barely feed themselves. It gives them a sense that they're responsible for something, a living being that depends on them, which is a reason to keep going. It probably helps that bigger dogs might also provide some level of protection, can share body heat and act as a big fat coin lure, too.

>>681086189
Honestly anon, she has so many personal issues that she can't control that most likely make her unable to stay with you. Sorry for my shitty explaining, but from what I've seen, her constant ups and downs in her emotions most likely cause her to worry about whether what she is doing is right, if you love her, if she loves you, etc. She's so fucked up that maybe she just doesn't want you to have to sit around and try and help her. By pushing you away, it hurts, but she's able to to see what she should be doing now. I'm not saying you held her back, but she worried about holding you back. By letting go she wants you to move forward in life without her and she thinks she'll be able to do that. Take it with a grain of salt, but maybe she just wants you to try and be happier without her anon if she's truly depressed.

>>681086136
How?

You know, this is shitty.

We're supposed to be the scourge of the internet.
Worse than tumblrinas, worse than stuck up twitter users.

Yet, we are the ones seeking and giving advice to the people who need it the most.

Yet we are the ones who encourage to live one day again, to cry, if it's necessary, without introducing politics, beliefs and that kind of stuff.

Without being edgy about suicide and the usual "do a flip" comment.

I love you guys (no homo). You deserve to be happy, to try another day, to proof everyone in the world, that the scourge might be the most human kind of person these days.

I'll be glad to share a beer (or some coffee if ya don't drink) with you.

>>681085417
I wear it on the outside. I want half of the world to hate themselves and i want the other half to stop hating themselves. I want those chipper little fucks to see the negativity and sadness.

>>681087292
/b/ro, I wouldn't mind getting shit-faced drunk right now.

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>>681087292
We're better in every way.

>>681086189
My GF was the exact same way. She still is, minus the drinking I suppose, and I feel the exact same way you do. I love her so much, and I want to help her so bad, but she just won't let me. I give a massive shit. Reading that shit made me happy because I know I'm not alone. This isn't something that's only happened to me. If you wanna talk more about it, I'd be glad to drop my kik or something for you, cause I know that venting about it helps.

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>>681086608
I understand how you feel; I was pretty much in the same situation, except I never really got told "I never meant it when I said I loved you". Now, she's dating a guy who recently raped his ex, who won't press charges against him, and her life is practically falling apart because of the decisions she's making. She's likely to become a young mom at this rate.

Once I got out of the relationship, it opened my eyes to a lot. If you can, find some way to distract yourself from thoughts about her. Mentally stop yourself if you're finding your thoughts are turning towards her. I know that in my case, doing so was tough to do, and I would even just let myself brood on her. But see, the issue is is that if she's gone, no longer by your side, and can't be bothered to keep in touch like a friend should in the first place, she's not worth your time, effort, or heartache to begin with.

>>681087292
I just wish I could meet you fags irl. This community is what gets me through the bad nights.

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this always gets me for some vague, stupid reason

>>681087130
This is honestly how I see it. She told me last night that she didn't want to do this to me anymore that I had to move on because she just doesn't know if she'll ever feel like she loves me. I just feel it in my heart anon, I don't care what it takes, but she doesn't want this anymore, so nothing I can do.

>>681086608
happy birthday man
i hope it gets better

>>681086822

You may still love her but it looks like you dodged a bullet. First of all she left you for some other faggot, red flag number 1. Second, girls like that who are so easily suggestible are bad news; those are exactly the kinda girls that leave you for someone else and have the non-apology ''I'm doing this for me.''
I dunno how old you are but just keep your distance if you care so much. Don't let someone sink your ship while you're try to save theirs, because in the end you only have yourself.

>>681086786

You know, admitting it is the first step.
Human interaction is difficult, and people might be cunts, but usually if you try, they aren't as asshol-ish, as you might think.

Watch some sports, some recent movies, if you read, talk about those things.

What's your best subject or talent(?) You might have one. I bet.

Best friend/girl I like currently one room over with her boyfriend, about to move halfway across the world to be with him.
Feelsbadman

>Last year
>Friend and me in senior year of highschool
>Beginning of school year, friend seems distant
>Becomes more distant over the next few months
>Finally ask him whats wrong
>Tells me that his family just has a rough economic situation and he's stressed over school
>Start trying to bring him to parties more, buy him some games cause he can't afford
>He starts getting better
>2 months away from graduation, girlfriend breaks up with him
>Week passes and he hasn't been at school/home/online
>End up finding his body a week later with a bottle of pills
>had his bright blue diamond snapback on, one that he wore almost everywhere
Could I have prevented this? This around the same time he died and I feel so bad about it. We've been friends since the 1st grade and I can't get it off my chest knowing that he's gone and I didn't do anything to help him..

How's this for feels. In less than 10 hours you will be sitting miserable in your cubicle.

Anyone else agree with each choice of your life individually but are incredibly disappointed in your life thus far?

I just thought I would be a lot further in life. But I squandered my chances. Thought I would find someone to hold and be held by, but I drove those away by being a spiteful prick. Thought I would do something that I could be proud of, but I've done nothing.

>>681087906
How old are you?

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QSfaIukLonY

Here's some tunes guys

>>681087906
I know your feel. Friend jumped off a parking garage last year. Saw him that morning.

>>681088130
Just turned 19 a month ago

>>681087738
Thanks /b/ro, that's what I'm trying to do. I just had dinner with her today, told her what I thought about her life and getting her shit together. I've been distancing myself for a while now, talking with her gets me depressed as shit and cutting her out of my life was exactly what I needed to do.

I love her like a sister at this point. I don't want to date her or fuck her, I just hate to see her fall so far into depression like this. She used to be such a promising/talented person. I'm not sure what happened, I only wish I could help her be herself again.

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>>681086608

Happy birthday Anon! Here's to you pal! I wish you a long, happy life!

Pic is my doggo Cooper.

>>681086189
my ex was also the same
i feel like shit and still think about her all the time
but ask yourself
was she good for you?
was she right?
for me no... and thats what keeps me going

then again, im still alone and sad so what the fuck do i know?

>>681086454
Everyday just seems to go by and you just know that some of those faces, you won't ever see again

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My girlfiend left me because I was insecure. I was too clingy. I didn't really let her live her life. It's been 4 months since she left me. I've seen the error in my ways and since then, I've been working hard to fix what's wrong with me. I want another shot at a relationship with her. I want to show her that I've changed for the better and that I'm worth it. It's my own damned fault that she left me in the first place and I hate how I basically pushed her away. I have a mutual friend that is willing to bring my ex with her and "accidentally" run into me and my other friend this coming weekend. I hope all goes well.

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Pretty relatable

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>>681088584
Really like this

>>681088552
Yep. And I cant even tell them how much they mean to me, because it will lead to questions that I don't want to answer.

>>681082683
just asked out a girl and she said shes willing to try but can't because her religion and her parents would disown her. I really like her and I guess she likes me too. I told her I promised we could still be friends but idk I dont think its the same. Im always that fag who is smiling and making others laugh and my friends have never seen me sad so idk what to do. Its a feels thread so I guessed I could just write whats happening with me since I dont want my friends or family knowing I have feeling for girls and that i can be sad too

>>681088850
I have a similar one if you want, about 5 long pics though

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDeRhF6PPNU

>>681088516
I mean, other than these issues of commitment and not knowing what she wants and how she really feels... Yeah, she was great, we almost never fought, she was someone I could sit back with and just enjoy life with. We didn't need to go out or anything. We could just enjoy silence together, or watching stupid shit, hell she even browsed this place with me just because she knew I liked it and she wanted to be apart of the things I liked. She's an amazing woman, I guarantee everyone that, but her issues are just too great for her to handle.

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This always cheers me up for some reason.

Gives me a sense of control, maybe.

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I'm now too drunk to read most of your posts, but I want you to know I love you and care about you guys, all of you
you're wonderful people
thanks for being my friends

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>>681089022
Why not

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I like this pic because you can use it in both feel and cringe threads

>>681088197
From my view, you could have prevented it but You shouldn't have been in a place to prevent it. This person had at least 2 big safety nets that failed his parents and the school should have caught it way before it even came close to this point. Schools like to pack in that half bit curriculum of pure bullshit that you will never need but they don't tell you any of the real shit like how to notice these things in people and stop them on your own. So yes you could have stopped it if you were properly equipped to do so. You also shouldn't have even been in a place to have to stop it. Does that make any sense?

>>681087292
Fucking Christ. Every time I look at one of these feels threads I get this feeling that every single one of you on this same thread is my best friend.

I love you, /b/

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>>681089650
I usually just post this crop

>>681082683
Wait a second op, does that mean she has a dick?

I'm 21.
Live on my own.
Make decent money.
Every Saturday I pull out an old revolver my uncle gave me and load a bullet.
I spin it and point it to my head and I think about what's holding me back.
Yesterday I couldn't find a reason and when I heard the click I couldn't tell if I was crying because I couldn't find a reason or because I was still alive. I need help.

>>681089650
Kek. Mostly cringe. The anal and being so desperate for a relationship honestly.

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>>681086317
>Underrated anon.
People like you are why I keep on coming back here.

>>681089650
Hey, that's me!

>>681089650
For real though. Its not the sex I want, its being wanted.

>>681082683
Test

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>>681089376
1/6 actually sorry

>>681086189
NO YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO MAN UP AND GROW UP.

DO NOT THROW AWAY YOUR LIFE FOR A GIRL WITH DADDY ISSUES. YOU NEED TO GROW UP.

YOU NEED
TO
GROW UP.

GROW THE FUCK UP.

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>>681090110
2/6

>>681089789
Take it as a sign.

>>681090099
I think its working anon

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>>681090167
3/6

I feel like I will never amount to much no matter how hard I try

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjgAu3GpGI0

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>>681090223
4/6

>>681088685
Good luck, anon. I know how you feel

>>681088926
And even if you did, what they might say could either destroy that friendship or just cause a further drift

It's very hard for me to make friends because I feel everyone's trying to undercut me and establish themselves as the alpha of the group. I often work
alone because I don't have it in me to be dominant since I get very little out of having others be subservient to my will.
Does anyone else have this issue?

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>>681090279
I'm retarded/7

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>>681086813
> can't wake up

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>>681090358
6/7

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>>681090425
Done/7

Just wondering, how many of you have played russian roulette? Does it actually help you through the night when it lands on an empty chamber?

>>681086229
You're probably a 21 year old who still lives with his parents and you just are delayed in figuring out what you want in life after high school.

Listen, you're still young and I need you to just fight the sloth that you are feeling and fight the self pity you are feeling so that you can go out and get what you really deserve.

Once you take the SMALLEST step in progression towards your goal you will look back on all of these negative thoughts with disbelief as to how you could've been SO FUCKING DUMB.

You will feel like things are finally looking up even if you take the smallest step. IF you do not trust me, then kill yourself already.

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Found this in one of my screenshot folders while doing backups last night.
I wonder how that anon is doing.

>>681089683
Yeah it does, just sucks cause I never knew any of that beforehand

I just have to tell someone, and you guys are my closest friends. After a life of failure and many, many bad things, I did it. Lovely underage girl, on chatroulette, fantastic lil' titties, cute as fuck; not a video; she watched me jerk off for her and then asked me what she have to do. I got feet, titties massage and make her masturbate for me, get hard again, we came together and she's like super cute. I kinda fall in love. She looks a bit like Arya Stark. I'm 30yo. And this is the best day of my life, thank you god.

Never give up, brothers. One day, karma repay you, even for a little.

>>681087292
I love you too, man.

I want to feel alive. I just feel like I'm existing... Not LIVING. I want to feel like I mean something to someone. I want to feel love. I want to feel friendship. I want something to take away this pain in my chest. I want it all to just stop. Why does every friendship I create end so horribly. Everyone I have cared for is either dead or left. Why is life so painful?

>>681089789
Not sure how to respond.

>>681082683
That's kinda how it works. Girl gives a guy her heart, guy gives a girl everything that he is.
Women still bitch that they get the short end of the stick.

>>681090537
I don't even know where I would start anon

>>681090384
kek

>>681084335
If you kill him first, then he cant kill himself after!

Used to be depressed as shit for about to years when after my dad died which was in 2012.
Now these feelings are coming back for no clear reason.
I feel heavy, tired, empty, kinda sad but not really and really lonely even tho my family always Supports me.
Does anyone know this?

>>681090346
I kinda do. I honestly couldn't care less about making people do shit. I'd rather do things for others, but when I can't make friends I don't get many opportunities.

>>681084788
Brendan if this is you then we're here for ya. If not, then best of luck bro. Your situation sounds like that of a guy I know.

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>>681089917

I can no longer explain my situation

>>681084335
hi luke

>>681086118
This

>>681091163
Try. Its poetic sometimes. Doesn't have to be descript.

>>681090987
Feel it everyday anon

>>681090966
I just want him to be happy

>>681091206
No, not close either sorry

>>681091098
Not him. Just a lonely anon

>>681090653
I mean you shouldn't have had to, the baby boomer generation is too busy stroking their own dicks and looking at the past to realize how hard the fucked everything up for their kids.

>>681091422
damn could've sworn that's something my brother would say

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>>681091118
>How Zoidberg really fells on the inside...

>>681088865
I hate this pretentious bullshit. There are 7 billion people in the world; fuck you for chastising me because I don't think I'm special, and fuck you for guilting me because I can barely make it day to day.

>>681091002
I like doing the same, but that usually opens me up to being taken advantage of, plus nobody cares whenever I stand up for myself since I have no fight left.

>>681090871
Join the military. Go to community college. Start with small steps that'll make you feel good. Go to the gym.

Forget women, STOP centering your life around getting pussy. That is just internet /b/ culture. WOMEN admire a man who PUTS HIS GOAL AND MISSION IN LIFE FIRST ABOVE ALL THINGS.

Women do not want a guy who puts her above all things. You need to find the mission in your life and EVERYTHING ELSE will fall into PLACE.

>>681091266
Parents are disappointed as to what I have become
All of my girlfriends have left me for other guys
Only accepted by people who abuse my knowledge
But always get rejected

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>>681090987
Made me think of this. Not sure if it will help.

I had to verfiy this post by clicking pancakes. It made me happy.

>>681091531
Mfw we all have a little Zoidberg in us

>>681090987
Minus the loss of a father I'm right there with you anon, especially the loneliness, it hit me again a few nights ago and it's getting harder every night to fight it.

>>681091576
Sorry just from my feels folder

>>681091526
Nah sorry my family wouldn't know anyway

>>681091531
I actually do not have a picture to represent how i feel.

>>681091680

See >>681091635

What have you become? Family isn't really that important when you get down to it. They just gave birth to you, you have no obligations to them.

>>681091680
What have you become?

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>>681086317
>opens a fuck ton of windows

>>681086335
saw you in the other thread. Thank you Anon

>>681091576
It's normie shit. Not everyone has middle/upper middle class parents who can support you every time you need it. They look down on you for not travelling to Europe at the drop of a hat, or quit a job you hate or move to a new city.

It's the difference between living life with a safety net and without one, but they call you a pussy for it. If they fall they don't get hurt.

>>681091581
Same, Anon. To my "Friends" all I am is someone to brag to, someone who can give them rides, and someone they feel an obligation to talk to. I usually try to stay out of situations where I'd have to defend myself. Don't talk to or look at anyone. If someone decides that they want to talk to me, or want my help, they'll do it themselves.

>>681091635
Never cared about getting women kek, I have that up a long time ago. I would join the military but with my current mental state I don't know if I'd be able to survive. I will be going to community college soon, but I don't even know what I want to do

>>681090491
i have done it a couple times and it doesn't help. some people say it feels like there is someone looking out for you, or you are meant for something better. all i think is i can't even fucking shoot myself right. i am a fucking failure.

I'm graduating high school in a little over a month and moving to a new city in a new province in 4. None of my friends will even be in the same province as me. Even though I know the girl I love, who used to be my best friend before things got fucked between us, has no feelings for me, it still rips me apart knowing we'll be so far away, and that I won't see her every day.

I don't know what to do with myself.

>>681092166
Basically this. However, I think with a lot of effort you can build a safety net for yourself. I've done that, and I have a few thousand to fall back on, plus my work experience can get me a new job in most areas of the world.

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This is my little feel better quickly song. It works when ever I'm setting up table alone at work or driving home at night. It lets me know just to simply hang on. Not for anyone else but to just hang on for myself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Jz706sJMjg

>>681083338
You have two choices
1. Do something with your life
2. Blow your brains out
I don't care which you do, either one your benefiting society somehow.

>>681092328
Welcome to the discussion. At least 3 of us here.

>>681092079
I have become a blind to the joy in life
I no longer care like I used to and it has pushed me away from everything near and dear

Below the smile on my face I have everyday
Is a sad sad man waiting for it all to end

>>681088927
I haven't really been in your position before, but friends and family shouldn't judge you for having a girlfriend. That's just immature and dumb. Is it against your culture or religion or something?

>>681092214
Find it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9Wg57ErBvw

>>681092214
gave*******************

>>681092332
I feel like this is the point of life for most people. People who have it made for them already, like before they even begin working, have a COMPLETELY different set of worries and goals and aspirations. Whereas the common man is just trying to build their life up enough so they don't have to worry about everything coming crashing down around them at any given moment.

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>>681088584
fuck you, you made me cry. asshole

>>681092205
I'm sending you a hug anon. That's honestly all I'm good for.

>>681092538
Listen to this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9Wg57ErBvw

Find your passion. Forget women until you are where you feel strong. Where you feel confident. Be a leader. Prove everyone wrong. Destroy your fucking tunnel vision.

ESCAPE THE STEW OF YOUR OWN BALL SWEAT

>>681092097
It does, the firearm community (at least in the southern U.S) is massive and is not limited by gender, race, income or sexual orientation. Anybody could be an active member in the community.

>>681092748
sorry x2

>be 20
>Two jobs, college full time (paying for it myself), and have a two bedroom apartment to myself
>Family is proud
>Still feel empty and full of self hate
>Can't find a man that wants me for me
>Depressed for two years, contemplating suicide for the last six months
>Can't figure out how to be happy
>Also lots of other life events that are negative
>Tried counseling but couldn't even tell the truth about my feelings to a stranger
Anybody know how to be happy?

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Some good ambient stuff for you faggots
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GW6sLrK40k

>>681090479
That was an emotional rollercoaster. Just lost my Aussie two weeks ago.

>>681092525
2. I'm calling it a night later anon