Consider interest shown, Op

Keep bumping and it shall be yours.

>>693909921
I as well am interested, OP. Share your story so we can commiserate.

Significant interest has been shown

We all got depression. Just gotta vent that shit

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This thread is lacking in feels

Severely lacking...

this thread is dying, just like i am inside

Abandon thread I guess. There aren't enough feelsy people tonight it seems

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> I've known this girl for a couple years, but she just starts to talk to me
>She's a grade below me, therefore she can't got to ball without a senior date
>One day at a school practice she asks me who I'm taking to ball
>I say nobody
>She says that I should take her
>I initially think it's a joke
>Realize it's not, I tell her I'll take her if I go, but I'm probably not going to go because of a State competition
>Time goes by...
>She asks if she can take pictures with me and she later asks me to go to dinner with her and some of the women's team
>Go to dinner because I am friends with some of the girls
>I get her snapchat and #
>Ball passes
>I plan to ask her out to make up for it
>It seems like everything she says indicates that she actually likes me
>Friends agree and egg me on
>Her friend asks my friend if I like her
>My friend says "yeah, kind of"
>To which the girl's friend says that that C (the girl I like) probably doesn't like me in that way"
>My friend tells me what happened, I feel like I got kicked in the stomach
>I can't believe that I misread everything
>I've never been in a relationship, but I thought this was obvious
> She's been snapchatting me a lot
> Posting pictures of us
> theNewHope.jpg
>Then I hear she made out with this guy at a party
>Why do I leave myself exposed like this?
>I can't stop thinking about her
>Now I feel like I shouldn't put her on the spot because I care about her
>Also I am heading out to college in a couple months

Probably sounds pathetic, but I am usually very paranoid about people's motives and I actually was about to make a move. I naively thought she wanted me to take her to ball because she liked me, not because of the prestigious college I am going to, not because of my athleticism, and not because she just wanted a pass to be able to go to the dance. I just wanted to get this out of my system.

>>693911718
You should have asked earlier
Don't wait on that shit

>>693911718
I have a story much like yours, friend.
It is indeed a sad feeling.

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I just feel like people are full of life and I am a drain on them. I just sit at home and play video games by myself, pathetic...

>>693911718
Awwwwww dude im sorry man. the heart is the most fickle and disappointing thing in life, but its hope for love is what keeps us pushing.

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>Was going to post this before, but thread died.
>Feels appropriate
Depression definitely hits some a lot harder than it does others. I myself have been thinking about suicide recently, thinking about how utterly pointless my existence is. I just have a severe feeling of inadequacy compared to others, but I have one reason to stay alive and fight it. And that would be my girlfriend. I have found the absolute most perfect human one could ever find. Through all of my depressed moods where I just feel like not going on any more, she's there. And she listens. No matter what I'm going through, she's there to love me. And some here have no idea whatsoever just how good it feels to be truly loved. There's no better feeling on the face of this planet. No achievement, no victory, no feeling of lust can amount to how amazing it feels to have someone who thinks about you all the time and just wants to be with you. I still suffer through depression the same as you all, but I have a shoulder to cry on, someone who will just hold me and give me the will to live on. I feel that this is what you all lack. You just have to keep fighting through the hard times until you find someone who will truly love you. I might sound like a faggot, but I feel that the solution is love, /b/ros. It'll be hard, but you just have to find love

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Yesterday was my birthday, but it didn't feel like a good day. More like a "spent another year depressed" kind of day. I just been felling like crap for a while. Also dumping some pics

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My friend is too paranoid too sleep, so he called me and woke me up. We just talked about how school shooters are bad at killing people.

I struggle a lot with depression and anxiety and I cant stop giving up. I cant get it out of my system that im going nowhere and continuing to go nowhere forever. I just feel hopeless and stuck, and therapy and medication arent helping much.

>Be me
>16 year old kissless virgin
>Beta as fuck
>Live in small town America just 60 miles outside of Chicago
>Community is really tight knit, nobody moves in nor do they move out
>Attend small community high school of about 1500 people
>You get the picture
>Always be that kid that is quiet that nobody talks to
>Except for my fake friends who like me just for the answers and help I can provide them with
>Be smart and in smart classes which makes loneliness that much more worse
>Finals week comes up
>All of a sudden this qt3.14azn girl who had been my neighbor for as long as I could remember comes up to me
>Class we are studying for is chemistry which I was good at and she was not
>She asks me for my notes because she knows I take them well
>Be a bit skeptical about it at first because people have pulled this on me before
>Reluctantly agree
>She moves real close to me and looks me dead in the eyes for a good 10 seconds
>Really cute gaze about her eyes, made me melt inside but thought she just wanted my notes
>Think nothing of it until next day
>Get notes back and think to myself that this is odd
>Open notebook
>Her number is written there with a little heart next to it
>SoHappy.rar
>Go home and text it
>It is her
>She tells me that she wants to get to know me better and wants to go outside for a walk together
>Say I can't because strict parents and studying for finals
>10:00 PM roles around
>Text her asking to sneak out
>She agrees
>We meet in her yard
>We both decide to walk down the street to this little sled hill overlooking a pond that we used to play on as kids
>Get there
>She lies down in the grass beside me
>Puts her hand on my chest and whispers into my ears that she's always liked me and never had the courage to say anything
>She rests her head on my chest
>Kisses me passionatly and drifts off
>I do the same
Wake up
I'm still a 21 year old kissless virgin
Tfw this happened to me yesterday
Tfw Happiest I've been in years

Its OP btw

>>693911718
Man that really sucks

>>693912401
Why?

>>693912562
Fuck, man
that hit me

>>693911718
That's a sad story OP, I can't give you advice because my anxiety prevents me from talking to people I like because I fear they will think it's weird I messaged them. Best advice I can give is forget about her when you go to college.

>>693912562
Fuck dude dreams are the worst. They trick and bend until you break. Im glad you were able to be happy from it, at least for a little while

>>693912350
Happy late birthday anon :)

>>693912956

The feeling of her soft and passionate breaths against my chest was like none other

I felt my anger melting away

Then my alarm clock woke me up

Now I'm just an angry loner.

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>>693912777

Nice trips.

He says that he can't bare to try and sleep, because he constantly thinks that there is something else in the room.

I told him he is a pussy.

>>693913261
Thata why its so hard for me to get out of bed every day. I just want to stay in bed and dream away life, yknow

>>693912874
that made me pause.

>>693913319
He prolly is. Nah poor guy, is there any reason that he thinks there might be someone there?

>>693913417
Agreed. I've spend entire lucid dreams living out my love fantasies that I never got to experience,.

>>693913009
Thanks man, the worst part about it was that I saw a future with her and she fed my dreams. My hopes got built up so high and I was truly happy, just to be dashed onto the ground by one sentence. It will be hard to forget her, especially since she still contacts me.

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Just a reminder to those who are hurt or feelig hurt
You're not alone.

Recently moved from a girl I have been talking too for a bit, I only really started talking to her much this year. We had lots in common and she broke up with her boyfriend not too long after we met. I never got the balls to ask her out and now that I am gone from her she is all I really think about now but its already too late.

>>693913636
Yeah dude like today I stayed in bed till 4pm just dreaming of anything but the emptiness of depression that I woke up to

>>693913710
Yea I bet that really sucks that she keeps in contact with you. I tried talking to a girl I liked recently and it was so devastating to see how disinterested they were with their one word responses. That's why I like dreaming because it's everything I want that I can't have.

>>693912562
These dreams are the most bittersweet, the feeling of being just close to someone tears my heart. I feel for you op.

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Haven't had insurance in a while and can't afford my meds. Just looking for a reason to really smile at this point.

>>693912350
happy birthday for yesterday man

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>>693913607

His dad is very anxious as well, so he also probably has something like that.

He is so bitter and unhappy with women, he flip-flops from needing a girl too much, to not wanting any women in his life at all.

He says I'm the only one he talks to anymore.

>>693912344
As this anon said, there's no better feeling than being loved
>Be me. 16 year old fag with no friends
>Get a girlfriend
>Differentstory.rar
>She loves me and I love her(yeah we're only 16. Whatever)
>When I'm depressed, she's there for me. Tells me she loves me and tries everything to brighten my day
>She doesnt have a good living situation. Broke af parents that don't care for her
>She still tries her absolute best to make people happy, especially me
>Feelsgood.jpeg
>No matter what she loves me and it helps my depressed self sleep at night
>Learn she's moving
>Eh. It won't be that far we can still see each other
>10 hour drive away
>Realize I'll never see her again
>Realize that the one person that loved me. The one person that would even talk to me was going to be gone
>Waiting for the day she moves is the most painful thing
>She leaves tomorrow
>I don't know what I'll do with myself
>To have something like that taken away

>>693913959
I actually had a dream with her and we were at some sort of dimly lit party. I just remember standing across from her and her saying "I love you" and I was able to say "I love you" back. I got this feeling of warmth and being close to someone that I had never experienced before. I woke up crying. I honestly don't care about sex, I just want to be able to share souls.

>>693914892
Sorry for the shit green text /b/ros. Haven't done one before

>>693914893
Sometimes dreams feel to surreal. And it saddens me because I know that they're dreams and not reality

>>693909921
Tell me about yourself

>>693914658
Maybe it's time that he go see a professional

>23
>lives alone
>no family
>no relationship
>lost job
>getting evicted next week
>running out of hope fast

To much of a wimp to an hero

Is suicide by cop viable? Success rates? Can't think of any other way to go.

>>693915391
If you're white probably not

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>>693915234

Pish, I don't think he would take well to that. He is not a used tissue like you guys.

>>693915391

Become a bum you ass.

>>693912562
Reminds me of something I scribbled down ages ago. This is poetfag, some of you may have seen this one before.

Vision.

We're laying down together on a couch. We can barely keep our eyes open. It's late. The television is on. An old chick flick we never saw or some old public program is playing. The room is dark. The lights of the television create a dim aurora of flashing scenes on the wall behind us. The whole room is poorly lit with interchanging blue and white. I hug her, loosely, as she continues to nearly fall asleep. The screen seems small and distant from the couch. The sound fades every time we come close to rest. I lay behind her, squishing myself into the abyss of the loose cushions, freeing up some space for her. My head is behind hers, and I can just barely see the whole screen. I can faintly smell the hair products she uses. Every time she smiles, I smile. After almost an hour of battling exhaustion, she gives in, and I follow quickly.

The italic.

I fell in love in a dream last night.
Upon a transitioning in the dream, I lost her.
And I did everything I could to come back to her.
I took over my dream. And I couldn't recreate her.
And then I woke up.
And realized, that it doesn't matter. I can't get her back.
And thus I've decided to treat every human this way.
Like one day they may mean the whole world to me.
And then the next moment I'll never see them again.
You don't know when a person will die. Or when a person will just decide that they're done.
I don't mean you need to fall in love with every person.
You don't have to grow over attached to every person you meet.
Because then you just hurt yourself.
But you need to show every person that you meet, love.
Because one day life will transition.
And you'll try to bring back whatever there once was.
And you'll do everything to come back.
And it just won't work.
Things don't work that way.
You'll realize that.

anybody interested in the story of a non-american who came to america only to get his heart crushed? will greentext if interest...

>>693915391
Please don't kill yourself. At least do something to help others and maybe you will learn to help yourself. If I were you I would go on a trip to South America in some of the poorest places and just try to help the people. The people there find there joy from each other, not materialistic things. Maybe you can learn from them. Go help orphans in third world countries, help protect reservations, DO something. That's what I would do if I hit rock bottom. I would risk my life for others instead of just ending it because if I did die in my endeavors, at least it was for a noble cause. You can donate your blood/plasma, be a testing person for drug companies, and etc. in the mean time to get you on your feet financially. I'll pray for you tonight.

>>693916565
ofc share away

>>693915158
21 year old UNI student. Never had a relationship before and am very quiet. Friends say I'm creepy and remind them of Walter White. Very lonely.

>>693912350
Happy birthday man! I've never been thrown a birthday party, and I've only been to two parties in my 19 years of living. You get used to the isolation

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I also am feeling a bit feely this evening. well, not just this evening. last three or four years of my life especially but, realistically, I can't remember a time when I didn't feel like this.

I have no words to describe what's happening to me. I'm 25 and I have three kids. the most recent is from a different mom to whom I am currently engaged. first kid is subject of custody/child support battle, and the second one was adopted by another family after he was born.

I also hate kids. like, to the point where I'm starting to have serious concerns about the homicidal and suicidal urges which haunt me constantly.

and I just don't know what the fuck I'm doing anymore. one might call it depression. I can't get excited about anything anymore. I'm never in the mood for sex which, among an infinite number of other things, causes endless arguments with the wife-to-be.

the only way I can even come close to feeling ok is to drown myself in alcohol and nostalgia (replaying all the video games and tv shows that were memorable when I was younger.) but as one might imagine, the effects of the aforementioned vanish rapidly when I wake the next morning.

my fiancee is currently at a bar drinking her heart out with some friends of hers who got married today, and with them is some guy she fucked last year while we were split up. he just happened to be a part of the wedding party.

so here I am, Mr. babysitter who got kicked out of said wedding when the kids started making a fuss. kids won't sleep, fiancee won't talk to me, nobody else cares enough to even bother with how I'm doing.

and I'm sitting here wondering if the next circle of hell would be any worse than this, because clearly I'm already a few circles in. I shudder to even imagine what my soul did to deserve this assery.

but my story doesn't matter, because nobody will ever hear about it anywhere else. nobody will care.

I'm just here to tell you guys that it could be worse. don't trust hoes.

>>693915794
>used tissue
Lmao just saying, he could really benefit from therapy and maybe medication. If his anxiety is affecting his sleep then it is affecting his health and that is not good. Just mention it to him you might be a great help

>>693916565

Nobody wants to hear it Ja'Far.

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>>693916661
I lose pretty much everything next week. I have no money to get anywhere. No vehicle to get anywhere. No friends as I was a shut in while at high school before I dropped out. There isn't anyone to turn to at this point. I would love to do these things rather than throw my life away but I don't have a way to do them. I've not been able to afford my anti depressants in over a month. The world is literally crumbling around me with no sign of relief

>>693916687
What's your first name?

>>693911718
have exact same story op, just took someone else to that ball and its the same thing

keep this thread alive /b/ros. non-american's greentext coming...

>>693912562
shit man that hit me hard, im reading this right before bed too

>>693917871
will do

>>693912874
this explains a lot for me taking molten half hour showers

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>>693917405

You didn't have shit to begin with, so throwing away the only thing that really matters is dumb.

Fuck the south Americans.

>>693916460
Beautiful anon

>>693917569
Brian

I want to kill myself but I'm too scared to follow through with it

>>693911718
I have had a experience just like yours, but if you truly like this girl just ask her out the worst she can say is no and if your worried that something is going to happen you're headed off to college anyways

There is hope. There has to be. Or else, what was it all for?

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My story
Be me, broke cause need drugs
Rob a store, lay low for 4 days
heatsoffme.gif
Baby mama make me drive her to welfare office to get more money because we're black can't work
Flashinglights.jpg
Shit! cops behind me
Pocket illegal gun.png
Officer: You have a broken tail light sir
Me: Fuck you honky. I'm strapped I won't hesitate to regulate.
Officer: Please keep your hands where I can see them.
Reachforgun.webm
Cop shoots me four times
Gf: i is a nigger we see and commit crimes 100x a day not phased.bmp
Lightbulb.jpg
Gf: he a good boy, dindu nuffin (i tape dis I'm in watermelons and fried chicken fo life!)
Mfw become a terrorist organization martyr
Mfw biased media fictionalizing me as a Black Lives Matter hero is replaced by other nigger shooting shit up
SadfaceEmoji.bmp

>>693916829
(you win)

>>693917871
1/4
>be me
>ever since 12 years of age, i never felt at home in my country. i always felt i was born amongst the wrong people. I love my country and everything, but i just felt like i didn't belong there.
>finish highschool with outstanding grades and a killer resume filled with extra-academic achievements to boot.
>get accepted into multiple universitites easily.
>travel to america for Uni.
>finally feel at home.
>had a bad recent experience with relationships, swear to not get into any such shit here. plan to study, make friends and have a nice time.
>yeahright.mp3
>semester starts, second day of class. Had to take this bs class all freshmen have to take. it's a gen ed.
>bored as fuck even before get to class. Am a bit early because punctual and shit.
>enter girl. Let's call her S.
>S walks in, and time seems to slow down. she looks around the room for a seat, then picks one right across frrom me. (chairs are arranged in a U shape)
>jawdrop.gif
>S starts walking to her chair, does a hair flip right before she sits.
>rightintheheart.jpg
>still, remember the shit i went through back home. comtrol myself.
>have a shitty introduction thing. tell everyone my nickname (real name difficult to pronounce). Tell them where i'm from, hobbies and whatnot.
> S does the same. Learn that she was a ballerina and a cheerleader in Hs. Loves dogs
>justkillmealready.xml
>anyways, class goes on. don't approach her after class because don't wanna get involved with girls.
>secretly look forward to next class.
>see that she's a bit early to class this time as well. also, a bit better dressed.
>fluttering eye-contact throughout the class. notice she's blushing a bit (she's pale af, so there.)
>this goes on for the whole week. we make eye contact, but no one initiates talks.
>next week, instructor puts us two together in a group for some bogus activity.
>finally talk to her. can tell she's obviously nervous.

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>>693918389

>>693917405
Go to a near church, maybe they will help you. I wish I could do more to help you, you seem like a decent guy. Things may seem dark, but you can survive this. If you need money maybe consider the military, as undesirable as that may be. Go on reddit and go to the personalfinance subreddit, post your situation. You may find some ways to get enough money to do what you think matters. Best of luck and remember that you have people thinking of you.

>>693918174
Hi Brian, I'm Brianna. How funny, I have the feminine version of your name. What are your interests?

>>693918747
Its a trap

I know this in't the best place to ask this, but I want some advice.

The other night, I ran into a girl while playing pokemon go. She approched me and we played together for like an hour. She then took me to a bar and bought me a drink, i offered to pay but she refused, she also offered me some weed that I turned down. After that I walked her to her car and she gave me her phone number (not a fake, she called my phone from hers) and we hugged. She said she was going to be out of town for the rest of the week, but that she would text me during her trip, and that she wanted to do something when she got back

It's been 2 days and no word, should I text her? I don't want to seem desperate, but my only relationship experience was with an emotionally damaged chick who cheated on me multiple times, so I have no Idea and I really like her

Pls help

>>693918747
Software programming and reading history

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Question! Is it possible to be depressed PAST the point of wanting to kill yourself?
Example! I've had depression all my life (the worst kind, the doctors diagnosed kind) and I have attempted suicide years ago
The sadness boiled away into self hate, which then boiled away into just. Nothing.
A complete lack of emotion, I don't feel hurt by lack of friends, I can't feel anything about it. Whenever the idle thought of "I should just kill myself" comes around, it's always immediately dashed by "ehh, suicide's a waste of time, just like everything else".
Am I a dumb fag or is this common?

>>693918872
This is a feels thread so don't be an asshole

I cant green text neither. I met this argentin girl in my mexico vacation. Had a great time for 3 days whilst she blow me the evenings and fucking. Stay in contact and literally she honeypot me with words. Fall in love with her and now at some Point she dodge things about love, dont say anymore she would be with me. Asked her why she isnt able. Says so much studying, she had her worst month. She says she will change but she dont, still the Idiot who had to hit her on messenger. Sometimes i just feel i become her guy she would write only if she need a good laugh. Im sad, dissapointed and confused. I guess for woman words are just words.

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>>693918389
Winrar

>>693918747
How and why am I supposed to believe that?

>>693918624

http://www.doctornerdlove.com/2011/09/oneitis/all/1/

>>693918919
I don't know anything about software programming but I do like history. I'm actually studying to become a history teacher, anything specific in history you're interested in?

>>693918624
2/4
>she asks me if i made any friends yet.
>Bitch! if anything, i'm one of the most sociable guys around. i am amazing at making friends and shit. not shy at all.
>tell her that i made a lot of friends. in fact, i'm going to hang out with one that evening. we are planning to go to the mall and stuff.
>immedeately asks if she can join.
>i invite her. she gives me her number.
>i text her once i get back to my room, get a reply literally withing seconds.
>hang out with her, have fun.
>feel really comfortable with her, all that sweet stuff.
/time lapse to Valentine's day/
>we are close now. not dating, just platonic. close nevertheless.
>think imma ask this bitch out. feels like the right thing to do.
>walking her to her car after class, got her some coffee, cause starbucks is love.
>ask her,
>Hey S, do you wanna go on a date with me to see Deadpool (yass, it was this year) with me this saturday?
>before i can even get the last two words out, she says No.
>mfw
>immedeately says we can go see some other movie.
>closecall.jpg
>then she adds, that we'll go as friends, not a date.
>fuckmylife.mp4
>i tell her, a date is the whole point.
>she says, then no.
>i stay quiet for the rest of the walk.
>walking back, i assume this is over. i mean, i thought she wouldn't wanna be friends anymore as well.
>boy was i wrong.
>walking back, literally two mins after seeing her off, get a text from her.

>>693919134
Well why not? I'm being entirely honest.

>>693919452
I'm not him but this is 4chan. There's no way to tell. People are lied to and hurt. You can't blame him for being skeptical

>>693919134
I can try to prove it within reason, any suggestions?

>>693918931
I think after a certain point thats all that there is with depression, just .... nothing.

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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xInFiSxljcE

>just turned 20
>cant pass drivers license test
>cant pass high school
>cant find a job
>no friends
>still not sad enough to be an hero

I don't know anymore.

>>693918887
Just text her dude itll be alright

>ex bf cheated on me via sexting his first gf
>I found out accidentally and confront him
>It's all my fault for not doing it for him
>I cry and go home
>It's been a little over a month now and we're still trying to "work things out"
>Have trust issues, don't feel good enough
>Anytime I question him/myself/relationship he makes me feel guilty
>Yesterday I question him over PM about relationship status
>I don't think he's as sincere as he portrays himself to be
>Around 10pm he shows up at my apartment and demands I come outside so I do
>He gets up in my face, screaming and yelling
>I can feel his breath on my face as he spits out his venom
>I expect to get hit any second but don't
>After an hour of him freaking out I'm in tears.... like an absolute fucking mess
>Suddenly he softens up and won't leave until I stop crying
>Hugs, kisses and sweet words until I calm down

Ya know when you hit your younger sibling as a kid and you try to make them stop crying before your parents kick your ass? Yeah. Think of that. That's basically what happed.

>I crack and laugh/cry
>They leave
>I sit on my front step and sob until I can't anymore
>Just want to stop crying before I have to face my roommate.... even though I'm sure they heard the fight... along with every other tenant in the building.
>Go back upstairs and watch TV
>Next morning I wait for neighbors to approach me and talk about the fight in the parking lot. Not a single one mentions it

Feels fucking bad man. I just want love.

>>693919544
Of course, Take a leap of faith I guess.

>>693919660
What're you good at?

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>>693919595

Tits
Or
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>>693912562
so being a virgin is what passes off as depression today

>>693919783
I mean sometimes yea but it's safer not to cuz 99% of the time something ball happen lol

>>693919860
Some people are sad, others clinically depressed. In the end, we all need a place to come together and talk about our feelings. Thats what feels threads are for.

For the past week every dream I've had was about her, but not being with her, just her being and smiling.
She doesn't think of me, because she thinks the persona I put on because I don't trust people to not hurt me is who I really am.
Why does she have to have such a beautiful personality and I have to have an ugly persona?

Why can't she just get out of my dreams so I can wake up without feeling more tired than when I went to sleep?

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Ah.. I have a story to share too. Do you want to hear it?

>>693919298
3/4
>hey, we should hang out later
>lolwut.jpg
>okay, whatever.
>hang out with her later that day.
>convinces me to have a 'pity party' for Valentine's day, because we're both single.
>bitchwut.exe
>end up having the pity patrty.
>become even closer now, somehow after that epic faliure.
/Time Lapse to Spring Break/
>me, S and a few friends going camping.
>we get a giant yurt, instead of individual tents.
>three dudes, three girls, one yurt.
>have a lot of fun. Have a mass cuddle session on the floor one night.
>yayme.mp3
>come back from camping. S invites me to her house for the remainder of spring break.
>i agree.
>her house was more like a cabin, in the middle of butt-fuckin-nowhere.
>her folks were out of town(if you can even call it that)
>just me and her in that cabin for a few days.
>tells me to put my stuff in one of the rooms.
>later turns out, it's her room.
>at bedtime, comes into the room, and lays down next to me.
>holyshit.gif
>nothing happens tho, we just sleep, some minor cuddling aside.
>have the best time of my life in the woods with her. feel like i could die right then with no regrets.
>S cries in my arms one night, tells me i'm really important to her, and she thinks i'll leave her.
> tells me if something ever happens to me, she'll bawl her eyes out, and probably kill herself.
>i comfort her through all this, reassuring her that i won't leave her.
>when we come back from spring break, she suddenly stops talking to me.

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>>693914658
>>693919757

My friend will get a hoot out of this one!

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>>693912562
>wakes up
Holy fuck you poor poor bastard..

>>693919595
You should know the rule. As a regulation, you have to post tilts or grog

>>693912562
"Small town" haha I'm in a place where my county seat has as many people as your high school had students... try being a kissless virgin there... oh and the closest mall is 1.5 hours away... may as well be in Siberia

>>693912562
Damn. I only had a dream where i was burning cars in the streets

>>693920230
Fuck man I can see where this is going... had something like it happen to me...

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>>693919826
Happy?

>>693920619
Nope, let's see some nip

>>693920084
It's hard wearing a mask. I skipped a grade in elementary school and home schooled until 7th grade and I was torn apart at school. I was too guillible, trusting, innocent. I learned to act like the others and it hurt me, I cried at the agony of being two people at once. The mask corrupts your true self spreading layer by layer from the outside. I used to be able to take to off, now it is a part of me. The loss of my good self makes me sad, but now the only pain comes from the inside.

>>693918919
Where'd you go Brian?

>>693920619
Don't do it man its not important

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>>693913064
I'm a junkie, we get using dreams like this. It's the same I loved drugs like a wife or something, im reunited and the happiest I've been awhile and then I wake up. Ducks with me man I'm trying to get clean from 9 solid years of opiate addiction

>>693919790
Nothing really, Computers are interesting to me, but I really have no idea what path to choose.

>>693920619
You If you're actually going to uni with the intention to be a history teacher, I would really reconsider. In the IS at least, getting a job as a history teacher is near impossible and there is unreal competition to get a job as one. Even in shirty districts, I've heard of up to 600 people applying to a single block position.

>>693920960
Do you have a pretty good memory? Are you a good people person? Can you use your hands?

>>693920989
IS is supposed to be US. My phone is retarded. I wanted to do the same thing for a while but realized it would be a massive waste of time and money.

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>>693912562

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>>693912350
Are you me?? It was my birthday too! Cheers that we havent killed ourselves breh

>>693920619

Ayy, yes.

>>693912137
I understand you almost completely...
I just recently went to a rave with my friend... He started talking to people and flirting with girls while I stood somewhere in the crowd trying to enjoy the music... I didn't really enjoy the music so most of the time I just stood there awkwardly, occasionally glancing at my friend being social while I stayed a detriment to his time at the rave

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>>693920230
4/4
>about a month later, my b-day comes up.
>get a text from her, wishing me.
>reply
>asks me what i'm doing later
>invite her to my b-day dinner
>she shows up, and i have an amazing time with her
>walk her to her home that night
>ask her why she stopped talking to me
>tells me she needed a break from me
>tells me we're good now.
>this keeps going on for the next month or so. Suddenly stop talking to me, then sudden apology and hanging out with me all day.
>imma getting tired of this.
>tell her that this isn't gonna work. if she want's to be friends, then she's gotta really be a friend. if she doesn't wanna talk to me, then she can't keep coming back.
>also tell her that i still like her a lot, and ask her to date me.
> tells me not now, maybe later.
>lolwut2.jpg
>i ask her what that means.
>tells me that i'm the closest person she has, and she dopesn't wanna loose me. But she doesn't wanna date me right now, maybe someday later.
>tell her that i'm ready to be her friend, if she really wants to be my friend.
>we both agree.
>around this time, finals are rolling up.
>we go to this bar we both love, the week before finals, to let out some stress.
>both of us underage, we get no alcohol, just some hookah
>end up staying till closing time, just talking
>she tells me i am the only person who's made a place in her heart.
>topoftheworld.mkv
>tells me i'm the one she's closest to, the one who knows her the best, all that cute shit.
>literally feel like the luckiest person.
>tells me that i inspire her
>go to sleep that night with a grin.
>three days later, get a text from her
>as i'm walking to my final (my major paper)
>'Do not ever talk to me again. don't text or call me. I'm removing you from all social media, and if you see me in public, do not approach me'
>killmenow.mp5

>work at subway in new small town
>cashier at walmart is cute as hell red head
>after work buy random shit just to go through her lane
>talk everynight almost
>exchange numbers after a while
>she gives me rides home and sits outside my house and we talk for up to an hour everynight
>goes on for a year or so
>we go to the lake together it was great think about it all the time
>im retarded and love this girl

cont

>>693921392
BONUS, couldn'y fit in 4...

>i kept her word. i never tried calling her, or contacting her in any way.
>still feel like shit whenever i think of her though. she used to love One Republic, and played it all the time. Now i can't even listen to them.

i later found out someone fed her bullshit about me, that's why she stopped talking to me.
imma never gonna try to talk to her, but i'll always miss her terribly.
First year away from home, this happens
#FML

>>693919268
Medieval and enlightenment era history.

>>693921406
Go on

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>HAVING PROBLEMS

>>693921464
That's how women are. They believe everything people tel them about others and don't even check to see if it's true

>>693919860
A lot more happened to me. I can tell you if you want.

>>693912562
Fuck me man.... thats depressing af.

>>693921596
Really? Why? Those have never really been my favorites.

It sucks yall have stories to tell and all I can say is I feel like dying everyday for reasons that I don't fucking know

>>693912344
Anon, I'm real happy for you, but I have to warn you that love can sometimes, if not, most times be temporary... There will come an inevitable end to this all, unless it's death, eventually, she may stop loving you and in fact leave you. Not to be rude, but it's especially plausible because she has to deal with your depression. Once she's gone, you'll be left with an absence of will to live and a broken heart... I suggest you try to find something else to live for, maybe a career or community service, or hell, maybe even marry her... (or God if youre willing to roll that part of the spectrum )... Best of luck to you anon

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HI, I'M GEORGE ZIMMER, FOUNDER AND CEO OF THE MEN'S WEARHOUSE. 9/11 WAS A LIE. THERE WERE NO TOWEL HEADS. THERE WAS NO AIRPLANE. IN TRUTH I WAS VISITING THE BIG APPLE, SO AS TO COMPARE MY GARGANTUAN MEAT TRAIN TO IT AND LAUGH AT THE GASPING NEW YORKERS AS I POUNDED THEIR BELOVED NAMESAKE INTO BIG APPLE SAUCE. HAVING NOT GOTTEN RELEASE FROM MY CULINARY EXERCISE, I MEANDERED DOWN THE STREET WITH MY VITAL BLOOD ENGORGED SEWER PIPE OUT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE A BLIND MAN'S CANE, LOOKING FOR A HOLE IN THE BACKSIDE OF A WOMAN WHICH I WOULD STRETCH BEYOND HUMAN LIMITS. I SPOTTED AT THAT VERY MOMENT AN ATTRACTIVE FEMALE IN A MINISKIRT WAVING AT ME. I SLAPPED HER TO THE GROUND WITH MY ENORMOUS PHALLUS AND QUICKLY RAVISHED HER SKIRT LIKE A STARVED DOG ON A BABY MADE OF STEAK. THE SIGHT THAT AWAITED BOTH SHOCKED AND ENRAGED ME. AFTER SEEING THIS "WOMAN'S" RAISIN-SIZED WINKY WINKLER, I VOMITED DOWN HIS THROAT AND PENETRATED HIS ESOPHAGUS, RIPPED OUT HIS SPINE AND PEELED HIS CORPSE FROM MY MONEYMAKER. TO TEACH ALL OF NEW YORK A LESSON FOR LETTING THIS FLAMING FAG BAG LIVE, I LET LOOSE A SEMENAL FLOOD OF BIBLICAL PROPORTIONS UPON THE TOWERS OF TWO (AT WHOM'S SMALL SIZE I LAUGHED LIKE A CLOWN RAPING AN 8 YEAR OLD), WHICH CAUSED THEM TO COME CRASHING DOWN LIKE ME AFTER A WEEKEND METH BINGE.

>>693922120
I MOCKED THE NEW YORKERS AND MADE NIGGER JOKES AS THEY RAN FROM MY EVER EXPANDING CLOUD OF SPERMAZOA, MASTURBATING TO THE LOOKS OF HORROR ON THEIR FACES. THE GOVERNMENT, IN AN ATTEMPT TO SAVE FACE AND BECAUSE THEY HATE ARABS MORE THAN JEWS, PAINTED A BOEING 767 ON MY GIGANTIC COCK AND CALLED IT A TERRORIST ATTACK. THE FEELING OF PAINTBRUSHES ON MY DICK MADE ME COME AGAIN, AND PRESIDENT BUSH SNORTED UP EVERY LAST DROP BECAUSE HE THOUGHT IT WAS COKE. SUDDENLY, HE CRIED OUT, "WHAT'S THAT AMAZING SMELL?" THEN A GROSSLY OBESE NEGRO POPPED OUT FROM BEHIND THE BURNING, TWISTED WRECKAGE OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTERS AND QUIPPED, "THAT'S THE POWER OF PINE-SOL!" DISPLEASED AT HER INTERRUPTION OF MY DEVASTATING SODOMY CONQUEST, YET SIMULTANEOUSLY ODDLY AROUSED BY A SUB-HUMANS DEFIANCE IN THE FACE OF MY TITANIC MEAT MONOLITH, I GRABBED THE NEGRESS BY HER ARMS AND INSERTED MY BATTLE CRUISER OF PASSION INTO THE ROILING WAVES OF FAT WHICH OBSCURED HER VAGINAL CLEFT. SHE SCREAMED INDECHIPHERABLY IN EBONICS, SO TO SHUT HER UP I POURED ALL THE CONTENTS OF THE PINE-SOL BOTTLE DOWN HER THROAT. UNFORTUNATELY, THE CHEMICALS IN THE LIQUID COMBINED WITH MY UNEARTHLY SUPER-SEMEN TO FORM A HIGHLY UNSTABLE AND EXPLOSIVE MIXTURE OF PURE POWER. JUST BEFORE THE FAT NEGRESS BLEW APART AS A RESULT OF THE INCREDIBLE CHEMICAL REACTION, MY MOTHER GOT SCARED AND SAID, "YOU'RE MOVING WITH YOUR AUNTIE AND UNCLE IN BEL-AIR." I WHISTLED FOR A CAB AND WHEN IT CAME NEAR, THE LICENSE PLATE SAID 'FRESH' AND IT HAD DICE IN THE MIRROR. IF ANYTHING I COULD SAY THAT THIS CAB WAS RARE, BUT I THOUGHT, 'NAH, FORGET IT, YOU HOLMES, TO BEL-AIR!" I PULLED UP TO THE HOUSE ABOUT SEVEN OR EIGHT AND I YELLED TO THE CABBY, YO HOLMES, SMELL YA LATER!" I LOOKED AT MY KINGDOM, I WAS FINALLY THERE, TO SIT ON MY THRONE AS THE PRINCE OF BEL-AIR.

>>693922177
ONCE I ENTERED MY NEW, PALATIAL ABODE (ALMOST, BUT NOT QUITE, WORTHY OF MY INCALCULABLY HUGE MEAT MISSILE) I IMMEDIATELY SWEPT MY NEW FOSTER PARENTS ASIDE AND HEADED FOR THE ROOM OF THEIR YOUNG NIECE. YOU SEE, I JUST SPENT THE LAST TWENTY MINUTES RUBBING A TWELVE YEAR OLD GIRL'S BARE CHEST. "HOW?" YOU ASK. WELL APPARENTLY THERE ARE A SELECT FEW CONTEXTS WITHIN WHICH SUCH AN ACTION IS ACCEPTABLE. FOR INSTANCE, IF YOUR NIECE HAS A HACKING COUGH AND YOUR SISTER ASKS YOU TO "PUT SOME OF THIS ON HER" WHILE SHE CALLS THE DOCTOR.
"PUTTING SOME OF THIS ON HEAR" MEANT USING MY BARE HANDS TO RUB THIS VAPOR OINTMENT SHIT ALL OVER HER BARE NAKED CHEST. MY HEARTBEAT IS STILL ALL ERRATIC FROM IT. I HAD A BONER THE SIZE OF MANHATTAN THE ENTIRE TIME. SHE'S SLEEPING NOW AND I GUESS SHE FEELS BETTER BECAUSE SHE STOPPED COUGHING.
DETAILS: SHE'S ABOUT 5 FEET TALL, HAS LONG BROWN HAIR, A CUTE FACE, A THIN WAIST AND LONG SKINNY LEGS. SHE'S IN JAMMIES I THINK BECAUSE ALTHOUGH I'M PRETTY SHAKEN UP RIGHT NOW I KNOW I UNBUTTONED SOMETHING BEFORE I WENT AT IT.
GOD I FEEL SO GREAT. I JUST RUBBED MY HANDS LAL OVER HER FUCKING TITS, YOU GUYS. WELL THE PUFFY PARTS OF HER CHEST ANYWAY. HER NIPPLES GOT HARD. I JUST ABOUT WEPT TEARS OF JOY. OBVIOUSLY, THERE ARE VERY FEW THINGS IN THIS UNIVERSE WHICH CAN BRING ME TO SUCH A STATE, AND COMBINED WITH MY INCREDIBLE STATE OF AROUSAL, I WAS UNABLE TO HOLD BACK THE STORM BREWING IN MY COLOSSAL PUDDING BLASTER. MY STEAMING-HOT SILVER LAVA BLASTED OUT FURIOUSLY, INSTANTLY KILLING MY UNFORTUNATE YOUNG COUSIN AND REDUCING MY NEW HOME TO BLASTED BITS AND PIECES OF WOODEN DETRITUS. I GUARANTEE IT.

Any of you cunts have the story about the space marine who was working at an oil rig and he has PTSD and shit and he's talking to a prostitute, help a /b/to out

I discovered that my hot crush got a 25 years old ugly boyfriend since she has 15... and they're still together.

We're 20 now. I'm trying to convince her that she was pretty much manipulated, she's not the most stable.

Has to take care of 4 brothers since her mom works and she doesn't have a father.

I basically spoiled her all of her weakness and daddy issues, she was a just a prey to that fucker, no old man with morals would be interested in a little 15 yrs old girl

But she still isn't convinced. I feel like pure shit for never lookin' it up before.

I only knew she had a boyfriend and she knew I had one, but we had agreed not to talk about them.

I only got to know because I was trying to start a movement against LGBQT community and pedos who date 16 and under and she got defensive

>>693920195
sure

>>693921157
I'm kind of lucky I already work in a school and have something secured. Besides I don't want to be a teacher my entire life.

>>693919860
Feminist by chance????

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>>693921738
i know, /b/ro. It's just that, i invested so much into that relationship, that friendship. i legit cared for her. i would have taken a rubber band for her, straight up.
i loved her, and she knew. still, she toyed with me.
we were together all day, everyday (when she was on speaking terms)
everyone thought we were dating, just because of how well i knew and understood her.
like, i shit you not, i knew before her whenever she had to use the restroom. i just did. i'd be like, 'S, the ladies room is to the left'
and she's be like, 'how the fuck did you know i was looking for it?'
it was just instant connection. and she didn't even care enough to give me an explanation. that's what hurts the most. pic related. VERY related.

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>>693922251

Don't have any feels pics on my phone but bumping anyways

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pic says it all

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>>693922269

This is the loser who decided it was okay to go and fuck a girl with a hard life telling her she's too mature for her age

I'm fucking sickened. He's just some poor nigga who didn't get any girlfriend before her. Not rich, not handsome, just a bastard

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>>693921406
>just got done with football game on the bus home
>talking to her
>shes drinking and talking about guys there
>tell her i dont wanna hear that
>asks me why
>tell her ive got a crush
>im retarded
>she just says ohhhhhh okay
>want to die
>she starts being way more flirty after this
>few months go by
>ask her how she feels about me
>Just friends
>fucking rekt m8
>few more months of just friends shit
>now she doesnt reply as much ever
>at this point i work at walmart now
>ignores me at work unless its work related
>starts leaving for her lunches instead of sitting together
>find out shes dating a coworker of ours now
>quit walmart
>she completely ignores me now that shes not single
>doesnt reply to anything. dont spam her because im not a retard creep
>realize i was just a guy to talk to while she was single
>and i for some stupid reason love this person
>a few days ago i had a memory on facebook
>was a post on my wall by her with a photo saying "where have you been all my life"?
>go to check it again later she had deleted it after she saw it

Friends all thought we would start dating. now they all think she led me on hard from what they saw. Have no idea why i loved her so much and she doesnt give a shit about me now. also sorry for slow first time posing here and ive been here for like 3 years.

I'm losing my will to work. I don't have anything I REALLY want, and I'm losing interest in vidya. Even a game thats always fun is losing its charm, I've become extremely lethargic, feels as if I'm very sick. I'm also avoiding my friends quite a bit. It might be because I found out that this really sweet cool "girl" is a actually a fucking tranny. But it also feels like my health has gone downhill and is causing this.

>>693922837
I'm sorry that sucks. I'll pray for you tonight man.

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>>693912562
....fuck

>>693920619
I lost I fell in love fuck...

>>693923493
You really shouldn't fall in love with someine in a picture like that

>>693921848
Learning the history of my ancestors from Germany Denmark and Sweden

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>>693923349

>>693923767
Terrible right ? Just a beta trying to swim along, and this thing hits me in the face like a brick. It's called love anon.

>>693923772
Oh it's like a personal thing? I see, it is really interesting to find out where you come from, I know from experience.

>>693923909
I think its not love, rather lust. Its hard to love one without knowing them, but its easy to lust after somebody's body.

>>693923909
Love just might not be the right word. It's not a high point to post something like that for honestly no reason, seriously find something better than that.

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>>693923854

>>693924021
That it is. I also enjoy learning of the struggles my ancestors had to bear. By comparison mine are minuscule. This gives me tremendous comfort. By the way I am sorry the other imbeciles in this thread drove you to degrade yourself.

>not checking mail for months
>shower, brush teeth, work, eat, sleep, repeat x5
>not doing anything this weekend, goto next week
>moved, changed jobs
>didn't fix anything
>"suicide is selfish": call parents sometimes hoping maybe they're gone first

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>>693924258

>>693924253
Love is the best. You get to dream about everything you will never have. It's great endless dreams of things that are better. Beauty is amazing I would rather swim in it than not.

>>693924264
I don't feel degraded, it's fine. Obviously I wasn't forced to do anything. It's just you see it all the time so I thought, hell why not? I feel the same way though, when I feel sad it's important to know it gets a lot worse. My grandfather was in the KKK and my Great Great Great uncle was arguable Hitler's best friend. It's so interesting to learn about.

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>>693924539

>>693924264
/b/ro, face it. You'd have done the same. every one of us here has suffered deceit. so we need to make sure anons are anons and femanons are femanons. don't try to act overly nice for no reason. you're on /b/, and these are the rules

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>>693924838

Gonna vent this shit into greentext.
>Be me, two weeks ago.
>"Hey J, this is D. She's a cool person."
>Talk to "her", she is pretty cool.
>End up playing a game that I hadn't played in two years because I saw her screenshots of it.
>She builds this amazing fortress, takes care of crafting things I need.
>I hunt mostly, kill enemies, forage and explore because she was afraid of the enemies.
>Slowly fell in love with her because of all the fun we have.
>This goes on for three days.
>Take breaks every once in a while.
>Go off to play with other friends in different game.
>Start shit talking and D comes up.
>Yeah she's funny and cool.
>"Oh shit yeah, he's a cool guy."
>Make joke along the lines of "haha I thought she was a girl."
>"Oh shit yeah, she is, but she use to be a dude."
>"The fuck do you mean?"
>Actually she is still a dude. Still got a dick and everything.
>COULDA FUCKING FOOLED ME. I'VE SEEN PICS AND HEARD HER VOICE.
>I'm pissed off because she didn't tell me.
>Calmly ask about it though cause I've got an investigator type personality during shit like this.
>"Oh yeah sorry, forgot to mention it. But what does it matter anyway?"
>"No big deal" but it is a big deal.
>Heart fucking broken.
>I will never ever see "her" the same way again.
>That game now makes me sick. I wanna burn our little homestead to the fucking ground.
>"J! Do you wanna play [game]?"
>"Sorry, I'm not in the mood. I don't good right now."
I kinda wanna die.

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>>693925034
>me

>>693924778
My grandfather grew up in post war Germany and his father, my great grandfather fought the commies in WWII . This makes my sadness seem ridiculous compared to their struggles.

>>693916829
This shit is why Im fearful of relationships.
Eventually Im just going to become jaded to the concept of love. Kinda sucks it has to end that way, eh?
Anyhow, thats a shit situation anon. 19 w/ no kids here but dear god, I cant imagine putting up with that bs even at 25. Stay strong /b/ro. You got support in spirit.

>>693925221
Well I see what you mean. But do remember you only have your own experiences to base what suffering is on.

we are loosing them feels. we need them feels. Anons, bring back them feels. this is a feels thread. not a history discussion and appreciation thread.

>>693916829
>I have three kids
>I also hate kids
kek

>>693924584
Well if you say so, I wonder if you really believe that.

>>693919757
:( I've never been in that bad of a situation, but going through some shit to that level would crush me. I'd break down as well.
But fuck, idk. Genuine love is too much to ask for nowadays isn't it?

>>693912874
wow interesting

>>693916829
damn anon. i hope things get better. i really do.
i'm not religious, or i'd offer my prayers.

>>693925448
That is true. Occasionally I become saddened by this and think my struggles are not validated.

>>693919757
>demands I come outside
smart of him, plenty of witnesses he didn't hit you.

I'm absolutely terrifyed of getting into another relationship, in my past two I've been emotionally abused and sexually drained. They would both pull inane bullshit and make me deal with it, one of them dumped me because she felt like she cheated on me because she accidentally fell asleep on a guy's shoulder during a bus ride from a school trip, and the other one kept trying to flip flop between me and this other guy but ended up losing us both because of the shit she pulled. I also ended up losing him as a best friend. I'm sick of sex and hate it, I can't get off anymore, I can cum but it doesn't feel good. I'm sick of emotional games, so much so that when a girl tried to play that whole fucking "bye" game with me I shut her ass down saying "alright seeya later" and when she got mad I simply said "I don't play fucking mindgames, either be straightforward or fuck off." Havent talked to her since.

>>693913634
>Fine
>Not broken
>Sad
>Emotion
At least do this shit properly

>>693925883
Honestly I know what you mean. My life is falling into place right now, I don't have anything to cry about anymore. The really atrocious things that I dealt with are gone. But even just the memory of said things makes it hard to stay alive. But it sounds like your dilemma has a definite fix.

>>693925980

https://siscaboo.wordpress.com/2008/11/10/happy-birthday-sweet-little-girl/

I can't believe you faggots fell for that. That retard took a picture of a random little girl and passed it off a as picture of his non-existent daughter.

Jesus, why the fuck do you fall for this bullshit?

Alright /b/. I'll spill my guts. I'm constantly depressed and anxious. I feel like everyday is just me pushing everything else down so I can stay afloat. I'm constantly sarcastic so I don't have to be real with anyone. Haven't EVER asked a girl out and I've only had one girlfriend for about two months. I literally can't ask anyone out or talk to anyone due to anxiety with a strong dose of low self esteem. The only thing keeping me from suicide is my mom, i know if I end it she would probably too and I don't want to hurt her. My brother killed himself a few years back and my father stopped talking to me about 6 months ago. I'm finding it hard and pointless to push through the pointless motions of life. Don't know what to do anymore, I feel like I'm locked in a cage that keeps getting smaller.

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Have you ever fucked up a relationship in one agonizingly, scatter-brained moment of complete misjudgment? When on the surface, every thing was pretty okay?

I fucking hate myself. It's been over a month and not one day has past that I haven't thought about that one fucking irrational decision to leave a girl I had truly fallen for in just 8 or so months.

It's just, it was so perfect for a while. Then, as she was finishing up school, about a month before graduation, she wasn't the same.

She wasn't as engaged.
Didn't say sweet things like she used to.
Didn't make it seem like she cared we weren't seeing eachother.
Hadn't said I love you in consecutive days.

Yeah, she was a senior, but she was 18. I remember what it was like, trying to fight for your life through that last bit of hell. It fucking SUCKED and I was going insane. I tried to brush it all off and wanted to be understanding.

But I gave up. Gave up because I got scared and put shitty thoughts in my head about what happened to my previous relationship. I was mistreated and no fucking way was I gonna let a women drag me down again. I felt it slipping, and did the totally obvious thing anyone would have done.
Fucking ended it like a coward, while she was at work, totally unaware of what I had done till midnight.
How was I supposed to know though? I had been ignored for irtually two days, I said fuck it because if she really wanted support she would've stuck right by me. But no.

I'm just so sorry Risha. It was all unfair to you and it eats me up. From those actions, what kind of boyfriend does that make me?
I dont know, this time I tried to be perfect for you. I tried to give you the world and as soon as I couldn't I shut down.

But truly I think you for showing me your kind of love still exists. somewhere.

Good luck kitten. I know you have a bright future, with cosmetology and advancing really quick in your workplace at only 18 years of age. I was/am still proud of you. take care.

ITT: normal, 15 year old fags

>be me
>be 17
>Prom is coming up
>Start talking to this girl who I really like
>Not Really planning on going to prom bc the previous year i lost my heart to a senior girl who took me and nothing could top it
>invite A(the girl) every Wednesday to watch musicals
>we get into my closet and she gets some nerf guns
>war ensues
>We start wrestle for a dart and I end up pressing against her in my chair
>she's into it
>being beta fag we still convinced ourselves we were just close friends
>one day during school I gave her a "promposal" i 3d printed
>she said yes
>omygoditshappening
>after a couple of movie nights I ask A out.
>Says yes
>evenbetter.mp4
>turns out she is really conservative
>handholding is awkward
>previous boyfriends got dumped bc they were too forward
>drop her off after school everyday
>no goodbye gesture
>every. single. day.
>depression sinks in
>one movie night i said fuck it and kissed her
>itwastheworstkissofmylife.mp5
>never kiss again
>prom passes
>i only danced the slow songs bc white guy
>sit at my table alone for 4 fucking hours
>pretend to be happy
>weeks pass
>she gets distant
>before, i was having doubts about being used for prom
>paranoia sets in
>we both are in theatre and are about to leave in a couple days for competition
>i tell her we need to fix this
>I tell her i love her
>she blows it off
>she says shell think on what to do
>day before we leave 12:30 am
>"I think it would be best if we stopped, its not getting fixed"
>mfw i tried everything to fix it.
>leave tired and defeated
>competition week i was depressed
>currently still feeling used
I really do hate my life

>>693926418
That it does. Speaking to you has certainly made things better. I would like to thank you so much for showing interest in me and speaking to me. It's given me hope.

>>693914892
It's better to have been loved than to have never been loved at all bro. I'm 20 and have never been in a true loving relationship. I've had plenty of gf's and one night stands, but I've never been in a serious relationship that's lasted longer than 3 months. Never had a girl truly love me. It sucks. But you need to try man, try to stay with her. No distance is too far for the one you love.

>>693927194
Well I didn't do that much, but you're welcome.

>>693927138
I know what its like to be mistreated. Its not fucking fair man yknow?
Once you realize shes venom you'll be so much better off and next time you'll know when to see bullshit the next woman will put you through, if that makes sense.

>>693915391
Why don't you give life one more shot before you off yourself. Try one more time to get on your feet bro.

>>693927296
>No distance is too far for the one you love.

daggers to my heart.
(not anon you responded to)

>>693927404
Thanks man, venting on this site is a godsend

>>693927688
i know /b/ro, this page gave me an outlet to greentext all the fells i had. too bad that remembering all that brought be to the brink of a breakdown. i'm the anon with the long ass 4 part text, btw. the non american.
goodnight /b/ros, i have to go before this gets out of hand. too much feels.

>>693927688
Of course, it's what I do here, when I can anyway.

Was that recently? If so, you gonna be good?

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>>693913323
thats not feels. thats the reality
live with it, or just ignore it

>>693927914
I was about half a year ago
currently seeing new girl who lives fucking 2 hours away
but its all good on the intimacy front
she goes to college and is on summer leave so i have until the end of the summer to be with her (sucks)
fun stories about being with her if youre interested

>>693928307
>2 hours away

props, dude. I couldn't handle 15 miles even with slightly inconvenient schedules.

I'm happy you're with a good woman tho. Go ahead w/ those stories

>>693927315
You did more than enough. Thank you.

>>693928453
Well good luck out there, go get that kiss

>>693922295
Alright

>be me 5 years ago
>only 14 so not botherer by being kisless and virgin
>bro shows this game - medieval times, many mods, online multiplayer mode
>I start to play it, its summer and i have all day free, get into it
>after a while meet people, start to communicate with other players. It's not popular game so community is not too big
>meet this guy, he invites me to join his clan and i do so. We start to chat in skype. We share some of our irl information, he is a year and a half older. And from other country.
>It turns out we have so much in common. I like him, we chat a lot and game is not only thing that we share.
>after about half of a year he says that he loves me. I dont know how to respond and laugh it off But then I start to think of him at night and i think.. "well, i guess its love".
>a month passes. He says it again and this time i answer "I love You too".
>i cant play as often, because mother doesn't like it. But i continue to chat with this my bf. Lets call him "X". X is very cool and i try to fit him, i start to work out a bit, get into his interests. He goes to gym regulary.
>We share our toughts and life with eachother. Irl I start to lose my friends and interests, my best friend goes to other school. Sometimes I speak with X for hours on skype, we chat every day. Now he is my main interest.
>I cant help but X starts to be my obsession. Weeks passes, months... At school I dream about X, we text eachother often. We start to confess and plan our future life.
>4 years passes, Im 18. Now I can go to him to his country. I worked at summer so i have got enough money. I thinks it's insane, but I and X did it, right?
>It was hard time. We revealed eachother our souls in these years, suffered together and were happy together.
>(at this moment X is everything Im intersted in life and other than him, i have nobody to speak to. I trust him completaly)
>It's the big day! I go by train for more that 15 hours to meet X.
(Cont.)

>>693928852
Continued

> He meets me with flovers, but we are awkward and shy. I try to joke around and warm up situation. He is kissless virgin too, 19.
>It feels like fireworks inside me, we go by bus to his hometown for 3 hours, sitting next to eachother. We hold hands and my guts are swelling, It feels like Im in heaven. (And it feels like waterfall down there).
>He lives with his mothers, so he intruduces me to her. Then next month I and X live in X's room. We sleep there, we lose our virginities there, we indeed are in paradise.
>Sometimes we go out to forest, ah, and we love eachother. Oh yeah! It's great time. Best time of my life. Ans his too.
>Im happy. He is happy. I please him and he accepts me as I am. We train together and dream together.
>But it has to end too.
>I have to go to my country... So I leave.
>He swears to be with me forever, i swear too...
>School starts. X has depression, he can't handle being alone after our time together. I say, that it'll be okay, we plan moving, I say that he can move to me. It's best option.
>Somethig happens. He starts to be more distant and his personality changes. Its now May, this year.
In this time together I got more mature, stopped watching anime because he didnt like it and stopped meeming, losing time on degrading. But now he says "It's ok, if you those degrading things". And then one day :
>"Anon, i gtg."
>Usually I dont ask these kind of question, but something seems suspecios. He often meets his frienda and goes with them, has parties. "X, where are you going?"
(Last part incoming)

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>>693929083
(Last)

>"To a walk"
"Umm.. and with who?" (I know his friend, thay know me a bit. We share one profile, it was his idea)
>"With a girl"
>"What girl?"
>"Where did you met her?"
>"At a gym"
>"But X, we can talk on skype now.."
>"No, I'll go"
>Then it all reveals. He met a girl some time ago, about two weeks. Started to talk to her about a week ago. And fell in love with her.
>X choses her.
>I have nothing left. I agree that he can be with her but just if he doesnt leave me. "Anon, She wouldnt want to".
>My whole life ends.
It turned out she likes things he were against if I did them. And she likes music he laughed about.
>Next 3 weeks im in deep depression and apathy. Can't eat. Cry every day. My birthday. Fail exams. Pop capilaries in eyes. What did i do wrong... He said Im the perfect girl... He was acne teenager when I met him... And now, when he is perfect, other girl takes him. And he doesnt care about me anymore.
>Now, X is happy. And i just beg to die every night.
>His biggest wish was me to trust him completaly. And i did that.
>X wanted me to dedicate my life to him and i did that.
>It was mistake.
Now i see him so often in my dreams. Sometimes they are so nice dreams that i dont want to wake up. And sometimes I want to die instantly.

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I feel sad guys can I post hre?

>>693928720
I can only hope femanon.

>>693929283
Wait
>"To a walk"
>"Umm.. and with who?" (I know his friend, thay know me a bit. We share one profile, it was his idea)
>"With a girl"
>"What girl?"
>"You dont know her."
>"Where did you met her?"
>"At the gym"
Fixed

>>693928443
I have a car so its all good there
>be me 2 years ago
>be in theatre so meet this girls sis
>friend is into sis so i become the wingman
>go with him on trips to their house
>I meet her family and friend sets me up with her sis
>we go adventuring through our neighboring city
>break into parks at 1am ect
>fun as all hell
>mosquitos are rampant so we go to walmart to get cream
>play hidenseek in the store
>finding with the sis, call her m
>we take break and sit down on the beanie chairs and i give her the cream i bought
>start actually talking about ourselves
>she's alright (getting over previous senior that stole my heart)
>sister to m tells me she likes me
>even used her phone to start messaging me just to start us talking
>bit manipulative right? but whatevs
>friend ends up cheating on the first girl we met
>ohshit.jpeg
>m and sis say theyre cool with me
>drive over every other day
>wish i had a tesla
>but im in the higher middle class so whatevs
>end of the summer I travel to japan and thats when we stopped talking bc she went to college
>time passed
>I go to sweden in early june to party and forget about A
>m messages me
>um wat.mov
>start talking about my trip
>ask why she messaged me
>"living vicariously"
>i can diglet
>Start talking about how im going to party and hook up bc im of age there
>she says not to hook up
>where is this going.ddl

1/2

>>693929973
>get drunk at restaurant bc why not
>she tells me that she would get jealous
>I ask her if she want sum fuk
>she said no
>then i was like "but why?"
>she blows it off
>I tell her bc she used the word jealous she wants it to be her
>when drunk = take risks
>she said she wants a date
>get back a week later
>meet her at her house
>i sit on her couch to watch netflix
>she cuddles next to me like we used to
>its like we just "resumed"
>like i had never left
>Life is a fucking miracle is all I thought for a month
>worst part is
>i feel like we are more like a friends with benefits couple
>I dont exactly love her like the girls i used to be with
>it frightens me

2/2

>>693929689
u do u m8
we're all chill

>>693930076
Interesting. Maybe what you need to do is make memories together, have experiences that bring you closer. Go to concerts, go on a roadtrip, carnival, arcade, anything really. Something intimate

>>693929283
Just goes to show you what happens when you get attached too much to one thing. As terrible and sad as it is, sometimes caring too much is not the best course of action. My feelings are with you femanon.

>ex texts me
>haven't talked to her for awhile
>she hasn't been with anyone after we broke up
>she thinks its pathetic
>I replied "nah"
>she says she's into women more then ever
>feels like I fucked up
>I wanna say sorry.
>she's just close minded person
>wants me to work in the same building as her.
>really can't cause I feel horrible.
>I tried looking for her after we broke up
>couldn't and given up.
In other words
I don't know how I really feel.
I feel like I still love her?
But I don't wanna do much with her because I'm feeling ashamed
I don't know really

>>693930393
ill look for tickets now, thanks m8
you really are a bro or fembro. I dont judge

I'm current 19 and I've been best friends with a girl since I was 15. She's easily 8.5/10. I crushed on her hard for 6 months and to my surprise we kissed and got together for a few months and we broke up a few days before my 16th birthday mutually and went back to being just friends. The past three years have been great with her and I was perfectly content to be friend zoned with her. We cuddled and shit but usually nothing more. She got a boyfriend about 6 months ago. I honestly like him for the most part, didn't know him beforehand as we live an hour away, etc. But he was pretty cool, added him on Xboner and Steam. Really fun to play with. (His friends are total fuck bois though) One day I was over at her house (still lives with parents till Uni this fall) and out of nowhere she kissed me. That went to making out and on until we lost our virginity together. This has been going on for about a month and I feel really bad about it. We're going a good guys back that I have no troubles with and personally like. I live by brocode and to do this I feel like such a fucking hypocrite. I'm seeing her tomorrow, although we probably won't fuck. I feel like a total tool. I love the hell out of her but not in a romantic way at all. I'm fucking her out of pure lust. Eventually this will all come apart just as their relationship will. She's somehow convinced herself she isn't cheating... And he really loves her. I fucked up.

>>693930600
Regular bro. Sure dude, I hope it works out. You deserve a good relationship.

>>693929283
>Pop capilaries in eyes
You're pregnant.

>Be me 4 years ago
>Every girl I date cheats on me or breaks up with me in two weeks
>Start college
>Relationships are off limits
>Rule broken within first week
>Girl is like no other
>Starting talking for a year
>Year turns into two years
>Finally single
>ohyeah.jpg
>Make my move ask her on a date
>Find out she is dating someone
>She drops me back off at my place
>Say I had fun she says "Hey mind if I come in"
>We talk and we bang.... ohshitohshit.jpg
>Go off inside a little
>Says it's not right 2 weeks like this and it's over...
>Heart broken.....
>2 years later see her on facebook with a kid....
>Ask her if it's mine

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>>693930938
yes

>>693930719

Yup, that's pretty shit of you.

>>693930938
oh shit

>>693930719
Ah it's not just you, the girl is shitty too.
brocode is sacred. I'd never, ever help some slut cheat if I knew she was taken.
Can't see alot of positive outcomes for you.
Maybe if you fuck the boyfriend you two will be cool again, just be sure to say no homo.

>>693930938
yes!

>She said it's an 80% chance it's not mine
>I ask for a blood test
>She says "She has a loving family you cannot just put yourself in her life"
>I say I wont just want to know
>She refuses
>Find out some guy might be raising my kid
>5 months go by like this
>Her husband of 1 year starts beating her
>Find out she didn't want to get the blood test because it could have been the other guy. The one she was dating at the time
>Ask for a blood test again I say I will cover all cost and even pay child support
>She refuses says it's not my kid
>Husband continues to beat her
>Things get really bad
>I call her and ask her why she puts up with it
>her reply was "On our first "date" you said you didn't want kids" husband has a nice family that love the kid very much"
>She says she wish she knew whos kid it was ex boyfriend or mine(husband was new)
>I tell her I keep a log of all the times I have had sex and the days
>Check date with her date
>80% not mine becomes mine
>She tells me to get out of her life that I am only making this worse


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