Please excuse the typos. I'm on mobile you know what i mean.

Her. I wish she was still here to know.

>>690255186
Who was she?

>>690254966
Honestly at this point, I am a lost cause. I only really seek one of two things:

1) someone to murder me
2) find enough love for myself to commit suicide

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>>690254966
tell me im pretty

>>690254966
I seek a world that does not judge for I grow tired of there rants

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Love, but i wont get it since im always alone
so i try to ignore all the love i see because i know its something im never going to get, want to be held like megaman, but its just me myself and i every day

>>690254966
I want a cute girl to gently dominate my cock with her feet.

>>690254966
I don't even know. Love, adventure, some shit like that, and yet here we are stuck in an age where everything fucking sucks.

Life is boring.

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>>690255911
Checked mang

>>690255810
That's the worst. Especially when you realize youre one of the ones that's actually capable of true love. People uglier or with shitty personalities get into relationships all the time. Why not us?

My heart yearns for a person that feels something more than hatred or contempt towards me

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I want money and drugs and champagne and a vacation on a beach with someone sexy and funny

I want a job with less obnoxious assholes that I have to see everyday

Also a good dentist

>>690255899
Why not settle for an ugly girl and just get it done?

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>>690256568
because people dont see us, were just shadows
we dont get noticed and just do our things
no friends either they dropped me this year while i know them for 10+ years
gg anons
may you get what you desire

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>>690254966
Man, that description really got me, it fits the word "love" so well. I'd love to experience it, never have received the slightest kind of affection in my whole life (hold hands, hug, anything). I feel truly pathetic because even though those are not really such a big deal I feel like I'll never get any

>>690256568
I'd rather blame myself for being alone rather than other people, even though there is an overwhelming majority of mediocre bros and girl gamers out there.

>>690255899
>>690255911
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>>690256322
Excuse me, what the fuck is this?

>>690254966
I wish I actually wanted something in life beyond survival and base compulsions (food, sex, etc.).
Everything else just tires me out.
I often times wish I could overcome my self-preservation instinct and finally rest.

>>690257471
>>690257471
if you blame yerself then you might start hating urself

>>690257471
my gal naked. she uses those feet

>>690257503
Then, eventually all that depression gets twisted into rage, which allows me to carry and actually get things done.
I know that isn't healthy in the slightest, and it saddens me to know I'll never really have the normal life, but it gets things done.

>>690257955
I think most of us already do.

I wish I was dead.

>>690254966
Street Fighter 3: 4th Strike will never be a thing...

I just want to stop bothering everybody.
My best friend, my crush, my family,
I want to be good, I really want to be smart, and I want to show them I'm something more than just a useless husk.
But one of these days I just have to admit to myself that I am.

At this goddamn point... A good death. Let me in a bank when it gets robbed and I'll get shot trying to take them down. Is it a completely archaic & neckbeard thing to wish to die in battle?

Maybe I ought to head down to Orlando and hang out in some gay bars........

>>690255629
Your not. Clean your stubble up. Shape up your eyebrows and wear your hair down in a pony Tail for nerdy comic book guy, or cut it short.

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>>690254966
Samus' futa ass

>>690256845
This.

But I'm afraid.
So many times people say they like you, but an observant man notes their gritted teeth, their profound hesitancy before saying the words, and the half-hearted quality of said words as they leave the mouth.
An observant man realizes that they're just saying this to get you to shut up and look the other way.

And even if they do mean it, eventually they won't. No one is perfect, no one can ever really love me. The best I can hope for is to be around people I can tolerate that are more helpful than hurtful.

I want to be happy again. I've been happy for about a month, but ever since last weekend i've just been depressed.

>>690254966
The Baby

>>690255810
I know this feeling all to well

I need money, drugs, a ride and a spot with hot ones inside

>>690258104
You got it. Fuckmerite?

Her.

>>690254966
Something like that pic, but I'll never really believe they want to be there.
They just want what I have, whether it's money, labor, or resources.
And they're perfectly willing to put on a show to get it.

>>690254966
I'm in love with her, truly. But, unfortunately don't know how to express it quite well.

>>690258104
>>690258104
guess ur right on point with that one

I want to feel alive. I feel like each and every day is a haze. Women men weed video games. Its all just a bandaid to waste time until i physically die.

>>690254966
another fucking bottle of jack

>>690259145
>last weekend
try years and years of misery, then lets talk depression

>>690259947
But isn't all of life?

>>690259947
I feel you bro. My life feels exactly the same

>>690254966
I want to be someones favorite person. It doesn't even need to be romantic at this point. I have always been the other person. Someone who was convenient. someone who was just there, or the person you call when everyone else has already backed out and you are desperate. For once I just want someone excited to see me.

>>690260213
Its always been a haze. Since i was a quiet kid no one asked. And even now its just a foggy memory.

>>690254966
Yeah it does like everyone else. Sometimes I yearn for a deeper connection. Something more than physical, to be understood and accepted for it. Well that and perogies

>>690254966
I have feelings for my cousin. She didn't react positively, but I still have feelings for her. Not sure what to do.

>>690254966
I want to be snuggled like megaman

>>690260878
I was the same. Quiet kid, never really had any friends. Hell, only 3 until I was 14. Can't remember too much from early life, even these past few years, I've only been going through videos or my friends/family for memory. Haven't made too many memories worthwhile to begin with.

>>690260878
I know that feeling.
Highschool was only 2 years ago, but my memory of it already feels so faded, it feels like something I read in a book.
Anything before that feels like the whispered legends of Cthullu.
It feels like I'm speeding through my life and I can't get a grip on anything.

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Yes... my heart aches.
I need to make it to Challenger in League of Legends. I deserve to. It's my life's work.

>>690261118
You dun goofed. Keep that shit to yourself. What made you wanna tell her?

I'm not normal. I'm not in love with someone. I'm in love with the idea of someone just showing me they love me. Not in a family kind of way, but I mean I want someone to show me that they have a deep rooted love for me that only a girlfriend or wife could give me.

I don't even care if the person doesn't actually love me. I just want someone to show it. I just want someone to hug me, kiss me, cuddle me, be with me, laugh with me, smile with me.

>>690254966
I want to turn back time.
8 months.
3 years, maybe.
10 years would be even better.

>>690261998
I want a second chance at life, knowing what I know already.

>>690261492
The ride only goes faster. 24 now, can confirm

>>690260401
This is exactly my life right now, at the very least i know that i'm not alone, i wish you good luck anon, from the bottom of my heart.

>>690262104
So many squandered opportunities.
I wouldn't know what to keep for the second round or let go of.

>>690261707
Yeah I goofed. Idk, I've had feelings for her my entire life, and it was eating away at me, so in desperation I just told her. I couldn't take it anymore.She seemed like the understanding sort of person, so I thought worst case scenario she'd just be like "No, we're cousins." Apparently I scared her and things are awkward between us now.

>>690262470
I've got a fair idea.
First, I deny my parents the opportunity to get my younger self fat.
Second, sports, and lots of them.
Third, get laid ASAP and often.
Fourth, learn some languages while my mind is still ripe for shaping.
Fifth, get a network of friends, and never let go of them.

But above all, I'd make sure my mother didn't die, or least my dad doesn't take the blame for it.

>>690263034
I know how you feel, man.
I wouldn't be able to do anything about my dad dying, but I'd have had a better relationship with him.

>>690263034
Isn't it a bitch that some people just somehow did that shit from the get go? Like how the hell was i supposed to know that working on myself intensely from a young age would fruit into a life worth living? I just wanted to chill... now here i am doing the same shit because it's what i know

>>690254966
I seek a cause
I seek knowledge
I seek happiness

>>690264032
You seek these nuts, you fucking faggot.

Write less dramatically, you're not unique.

>>690263928
I suppose it was parents that forced them to perform well in a variety of settings, and that just set them up for a better life because they always fave things their all and always did things.

>>690264118
But drama is the only thing I have left in these tough days

>>690254966
this thread is too good fot /b/, i will come upp with something later.

>>690254966
A very sweet girl who moved away.

I want to find love, but it'll take awhile before I ever do if I do. I want to feel special.

Fuck me and my newfag self, my post didnt post

>>690264118
Kek. Right on

>>690265302
Apparently it did

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I desperately seek to be over the woman that hurt me. That left me for someone I couldn't possibly be. The only reason I've gotten out of bed for a while, and she left this void in me. I filled it with other women, and faked wanting to be with them just so I could fuck them but they get attached. They always fucking get attached and make things so much fucking harder. "You're the light of my life." They say. How the fuck I ever did what I did after looking them in the eyes and telling them they were what I wanted all along. Fucking lies. They could never compare to her. I just wish I could undo the damage she did.

That, and I sought inner wisdom with psychedelics. Not the best idea, but I always knew how to distract myself if things went south. But now I've done it so much that everything's still weird. I smoke pot every day and I feel like I'm in some fucking rut that I've dug myself into. I seek to not be complacent, and actually get a move on with myself.

I seek to protect my older sister from her abusive husband, but my lack of physical and mental strength hold me back. I know it would just complicate things more.

I just seek a little piece of mind.

>>690259278
I'm afraid what you might do with it

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>>690258499
Agreed man. I just want to be better then useless, i want to make people proud of me. Im probably not useless at all but I feel like if I was smarter I could be better then this

>>690265665
Now it did, but I wrote a wall of text about space exploration, it was cringy as fuck but I poured my heart out

>>690254966
Live your dreams, anon. Go ahead. I know you can do it.

>>690265874
I am literally you. That's MY life.

>>690265936
I hate to be that guy, but you guys have to have something you're good at, I used to be like that, I just asked myself objectively what am I good at, and what should I do to make it benefit those around me

>>690255810
Feel your pain, anon

Her. Obviously

>>690266161
Only thing I have going for me is guitar playing.
Missed out on my entire teenage years learning to play this fucking thing, and I'm not even that good at it.
Feel like I should've just sold all my music shit years ago.

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I want a muse that won't elude me within a few days of it striking me. Something that I can consciously and unconsciously think about before it passes through and out of my mind like the useless articles of meaningless tasks I must do.

Why can't my passion stay with me? When it's there, it's amazing - the world is vibrant with life so hot that it ignites every nerve in my body, but it leaves as soon as it comes. Trying to force it brings a pale imitation of what the ideal was, like you were carving a statue from marble and halfway through, your materials were replaced with soap. It will not last nearly as long as the original vision. Short stories aren't difficult, but they cannot compare to the development you see in an epic.. It's the difference of baking cookies and cake. I don't want to be a master of cookies, I want to be the blood-curdling god of cake.

I wish Samas Aran would hug me like that ._.

>>690266322
Dubs of lies. I wish i could play fucking guitar.

>>690266322
Become a professional guitar hero, sorry. Try writing a song just for the kek of it, iirc one of the beatles guitarists when they started out didn't know how to play so they made him play facing the stage so the audience couldn't see (might not be true though)

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>>690254966
i´m very confused what to do/is achievable in life.
"Do what fits you anon"
the world is so big and i want to experience a large portion of it. Only that i feel dumb and powerless to achive everything only a portion of life.
i dont also know what fits me best, so i feel directionless aswell.
I know this is self pity, but how can you compete agianst the masses without being a very exeptional individual, and even they only work on a narrow segment to be viewed as that.
I think it all comes down to a wierd form of greed or seperation from the world.

in other words my issues are not many, though this one sticks with me all the time so i will leave it here.

>>690265955
Ahh fuck I'm sorry. I hope those dubs helped.

>>690267074
What about you?
If I've got something then you've gotta have something
>>690267118
Been trying to write music for 2 and a half years. It's not happening.
Some people were made for creation, and some were meant for cleaning the groupie's shit off of the singer's whiskey-soaked shoes.

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a hot sexy relationship with a girl who is broken inside; dominance complex much. Also for clerks animated to come back

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>>690258104
Yes, just like that.

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>>690266150
At least we're in this existential agony together.

Want to make the world at least a little bit of a better place currently studying and aiming to get into politics, I'll make this shithole at least a little bit better

>>690267396
I'm alright at art, like painting and drawing. Its all shit though. The only thing i can do at least sort of well are these autistic characters i come up with. Other than that i guess I'm alright at making successful 4chan threads. Yes this is OP

>>690254966
Dubs checked.

My heart yearns for a...

2002 Mazda RX-7 Spirit-R with a 4-rotor conversion, race built transmission, GReddy T88H twin turbo setup, GReddy intercooler, GReddy Diff Cover, HKS headers, Catless downpipe, HKS Hi-Power catback, APEXi Power FC, APEXi turbo timer, Enkei PF01EVO 18x9.5/10.5 Matte Black rims, Toyo Proxes TR1 tires, Cyan clear coat paint, Matte Black stripes, Carbon Creations C-2 Front bumper and side skirts, Carbon Creations C-1 hood, RE Amemiya rear diffuser, APR GTC-500 carbon fiber wing.

>>690267396
Damn that's a shame, but I doubt music is all your good at, think smaller, good at small talk, good at kissing ass, good at working your fingers, good at noticing irregularities

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>>690254966
The sweet embrace of death.

For a long time of my late childhood and adolescence I had a character that's I'd converse with often most nights about my problems. I let it grow to the point where I had a mental image of this person that felt stronger than anything else I knew. The mere thought of him/her made me full of glee and spirit, honestly. Yeah, I was a pretty lonely and confused kid.

Anyways, suffice to say all I would like in this world is to find the real-life equivalent of this person. My life would be complete if I could live it with him/her. About 5'8 - 5'10, feminine body, medium-length blonde hair, green eyes, freckles, and maybe schizophrenic/broken in some way. Not entirely sure.

>>690268464
So imagine being able to draw, but you can't make your own characters/personalities/original styles of drawing. That's my playing.
>>690268787
Honestly, that's all I can think of. Tried video editing for 5 years but never got proficient, can do a Patrick Warburton impression, and I can have a very serious attitude towards most things

>>690268787
Tis true there are the lulls things to take pride in.

Someone to make me feel the way she did.

I'm fucking some other girl at the moment who loves me, loves everything i do and listens to me and looks at me in the same way she used to, shes also way better in bed and loves giving head, but i just don't feel that same connection i did with her.


I want someone to fit the whole she let in me, i feel lost and directionless without her and i want someone to fit that gap, i've felt love and its the best thing i've ever had, i had 5 years of happiness and they are the only 5 years i remember as well as i do, the past six months since i lost my love have gone by so fast.

Nothing of note has happened, but i can remember almost every leading up to the day she broke my heart.

I'll love again, and you've got to convince yourself that, you'll get what you want, or you'll be happy again, it might be hard but eventually if you try hard enough you'll be happy.

I just want to be able to sleep at night without crying, i want to be able to go back to the places i loved but i cant, my hometown is all memories and my room at my parents house was always "our room" where she "felt so safe, and so calm, this is our space, please don't change it when you move out"

And i Didn't.

We're all cursed but some of us will get our curses lifted, maybe.

>>690269447
Shit man. Ya i feel you. Although even if you cant make your own material, its something. Some people have no talents whatsoever. I'm sure you've run into more than a few pathetic bastards here like that. You can play through songs you like so there's still something to be said for that. I'm sure a band would pick you up if you have the technical skills for it. A lot of the time a single member writes all the music anyway.

>>690269354
I hope so anon... i really do.

I know your feelin' bro

I can't feel love, i need someone to show me how it feels

>>690268968
If that's how you feel, anon, then buy a motorcycle and just travel and sight see.

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OP here. I guess i never mentioned what i truly desire, although the op pic should give you a clue.. its cliche but all i want in life is romantic love an affection. Its been 5 fucking years since my last relationship with nothing in between. Well almost. A little bit ago i had a strange friendship with pic related. We did cute things together and snuggled. We held each other in comfort. But alas it didn't last long because things got weird. She's betrothed to another but we did stuff anyway. It seemed fitting because we're both mentally ill and suffer from severe depression. I met her at the hospital after i tried to kill myself. It was nice though... having someone hold me like that just for a little bit. Most beautiful chick i ever cuddled with. Sure this site is completely full of shit, but I'm not lying. That's what i experienced and those are my feelings.