>5556
This is what keeps me going.

>>690245556
Not being a pussy like you OP. Go out and achieve your dreams you bottom feeder

Hey anon. Move?

Pure chance.
Every saturday morning its the same. Smith and Wesson .357, one hollow point, and a 1in5 chance i can be happy. Just find something that lets you have control over it to some degree. Or let luck decide. I hope today is the day.

>>690245624
my dreams are gone

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Drinking mate...

>>690246521
Whats fucked up about your life anon?

>>690246605
I suffer from anxiety. Wish I never had it...

Suicide doesnt get rid of the pain it just passes it to someone else

>>690245556
My girlfriend, who after all she helped me through i continue to treat her like shit, its not me there's something else constantly telling me to do the opposite of whats right.
Worst part is
She has fallen in love so hard that leaving her will destroy her

>>690247609
Who will it pass it on to if you're not loved by anybody?

Maybe the person who has to clean up the mess after you're gone, but besides him
Who?

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>>690245556
>5556
damn, life really hates you. Might as well end it

>>690246705
Take paxil

Still having the ability of 'experience'. Trust me, I thought about it before. But no matter how bad my brain becomes, it's still the choice between something or nothing.

>>690247609
yeah but I'll be dead so not my problem

>what keeps you from just ending it all?

Not to be a suicide-is-never-the-answerfag, but that question always feels weird to me.

It doesn't occur to me during the day to kill myself muchless is it some kind of nagging urge i need to fight.

But honestly, the first answer that comes to mind every single time i see that question is, "I don't kill myself because food is really tasty."

I was in a pedophile thread a few minutes ago and we were talking about pizza. And now i'm really hungry for pizza. But a reuben sandwich would be fine too.

>>690248478
This , why the fuck should i care if im dead ?

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>>690245556
My puppy. I know it sounds dumb, but to be depended on and being able to complete small sets of goals and see immediate progress really snaps me out of my diagnosed crippling depression.

>>690245556
dude just fucking kill yourself nobody even loves you anyways

>>690245556
What's with all the attention seeking "suicidal" fags on /b/? Do we look like your personal therapists??

>>690249042
>>690248887
When people ask for help, don't turn them away because then they just make more threads you idiot

>>690245556
Too much meme magic going on in politics right now. You never know in a couple of months things might start "happening"
> (I hear Brazil is going to the shitter soon for example.)

>>690245939
Summerfag

Medicinal Marijuana. Obtain some.

>>690248709
>medfag here, wanna be a psychiatrist.

This is actually pretty good. Dogs have been proven to be very effective for treating depression.

You should try that, OP.
>>690245556

Not everything is lost, hang in there. There are people in this world who can love you and care about you.

come on lad just do whatevs ayy and live life dont give two hoots to those hooligans in the world

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my gf

>>690245556
>what keeps you from just ending it all?
FEAR OF DEATH

>>690249168
Yeah like an annoying, nagging shrew. Look kid, don't kill yourself. It's gets better, blah blah. Fuck off now

>>690245556

Tried and failed twice before and I dunno. I didn't know I was dead only when they brought me back and I take comfort in tgat. My life hasn't got any better but I dunno why I just don't feel like doing it any more.

I made friends if that helps.

>>690248709
What do you think will happen when it dies?

>>690249369
I've got bipolar type 2, my so has severe depression, I struggle with anxiety and he is a psych major, I haven't seen him this happy. >>690249473
Actually, she doesn't bark at all, she's very quiet and very affectionate, which is what needed. >>690249505
When she dies? That will hopefully be in years when I can finally sustain my mental health, or here's a fucking idea, get a new dog

>>690249331
I've tried, every time I've smoked it just made my anxiety worse

>>690245556
the new legend of Zelda coming out in 2017.

Idk man. I think about death all the time. When Im at work, when Im home alone, whenever I am out. I keep thinking about if "now" would be the time to go. Either I will one day give up and take my life or I will live out the rest of my life thinking about doing it.

>>690249565
Will you even be able to get over her death? Animals are individuals, they cannot be replaced.
I stopped getting pets after my first dog died, it hurts too much.

>>690249430
you won't be around to remember it anyways so whats the point of being afraid

>>690249629
It can actually bring out underlying conditions such as schizophrenia and schizo-effective so I don't recommend weed, nor does s/o psychanon
>>690249721
I was able to get over a lot more things in life than just losing a pet. A support system is important. I have lost many people, pets that were important to me and I keep going knowing that I can make another animals life the best they can have. I was able to get over the death of my previous fiance in 2010 with the help of my pets, so yes. I will be able to get over her death. I'm not saying it'll be a cakewalk, but it's not impossible.

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>>690247885
fuck, anon. I know what you mean. It's fucking terrible

Dogs

>>690248512
Something about this makes me happy. Them neckbeards are starting to get good at communication

>>690245556
I regard suicide as an act of love, like putting your suffering pet to sleep.

And I don't love myself anywhere near enough to kill myself.

> inb4 move somewhere else
Already did that, the problems just followed cos they're all in me.

Imagine you are at a party.
The beer is shitty.
You want to leave.
Do you leave and go home to your sad shitty life, or drink up and enjoy the party?
Crappy beer is better than no beer.
Apply logic to life and suicide.

>>690247885
>>690249941
same here, I wanna leave her, but the guilt will tear me the fuck apart

>>690245556
>Think about suicide
>Think about what I still want to and can do in life
>Don't see suicide as a valid option anymore
>Just accept that it's a last last last resort move and that I should try every other way to make things better before doing it
>Smile beacuse life coud be worse :)

>>690250379
this

The other day I was thinking I might livestream my suicide eventually. I'm not even depressed I just am painfully aware that humans are a completely trash species that only exists to hurt each other.

>>690251750
So instead of trying to change it, you jumped right in?

>>690251106
>>690250379
>>690249399
>>690249369
Thank you

>>690249235
This, still waiting to play fallout in real life

>>690249629
I read that modafinil is a good mostly-non-addictive antidepressant that will give you the energy to get shit done. You should be able to get a prescription for it easily enough if you ask.

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>>690245556
The whole time I was married I was kind of suicidal and very depressed. being married to a russian woman had a ton of cultural differences, and i was starting to feel like she only married me for citezenship.. which she did.. When she said she was leaving me I flipped my shit and said I was going to get all these hackers and P.I.s on her and her friend to ruin their lives and that I had nothing to live for but revenge..
>Her friend screenshot the last text and sent it to the cops
>Also said I wanted suicide by cop
>I am terrified of police and always feared a raid because my wife was illegal.. she knew this, I've even said I would flip my shit and probably get killed in a raid.
>I walked out to get some smokes and got swarmed by the SWAT team, did not flip out but peed my pants and got arrested
>Cooperated with the police and showed them all of the "threatening" txts.. and they fucking laughed at how stupid i was.
>Took me in on disorderly conduct cuz I stepped out of my house drunk and charged me with domestic violence at the station
<sp/>never touched her</>
>She moves out and steals MY cat while I'm starving and freezing in a jail cell for 3 days
>Just went to court and all charges were dropped by the state and she and her russian friend flipped out because if I had been convicted of domestic abuse she could apply for asylum citezenship.

>They tried to have me get suicide by cop, if I'm dead she can continue on with her citezenship application no problem and have all my money..

>I cannot tell you how happy I am now
>I am not suicidal and feel like I have purpose

Mfw all charges dropped and they might get 2 felony charges for falsifying police reports and wasting police resources

>>690245556
I keep going on the idea of having a happy life in the end. All of this im going through must mean im going to have a nice life after. Right?

>>690249654
Jej

You're right tho.

>>690245556
The I.A. singularity, in about one or two decades