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>>689762130
Let this be the one thing I don't fail at.

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please dump pictures like pic related

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please dump more feels pictures

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4tSE2w53ts

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>Be me
>29 years old mentally ill recovering drug addict and alcoholic
>Sober 8 months, no friends because they're all still using
>Lonely and depressed, self harm scars on wrists because emo fag
>No job. Live with mom. No gf
>Decide to join creative writing class
>Meet cute girl, same age, also had shaky few years
>Former child actress, had a few stalkers, all social media accounts in different names she only uses for family
>Blah blah blah start hanging out, she drives me home after every class and we talk for hours, grow to really like her
>Course ends, keep hanging out. Never at her place but at mine and go out to eat etc
>3 months later, she stops answering texts.
>Phone dead when I call
>No idea where she lives, no family or contact information
>That was 2 months ago.
>Mfw I dont know what happened to my only friend.

>>689762130
First time seeing this pic and i love it

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>>689765847
be strong anon...
where are you from?

>>689765287
Hire someone to kill you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZqkMWGc0js

>>689766246
Greater London. Right at the edge

>>689765847
Just stay sober man

>>689765571

>>689763499

This happens to women as well, stop being attention to selfie posting slags all the time

>>689764995

So true it hurts

>>689766436
Will do. These days I just lift my feels away.

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>>689766770
I find it hard to belive, women can get someone to talk with in a minute.
You must be one ugly woman to be completly lonely.

>>689766770
Men accounted for 7/10 suicides in 2014, so while i get your point that it also happens to women loneliness and depression isnt as big of an issue for that sex.

>>689764870
I feel regret when I'm high, and it's not because of bad trips. Drugs just aren't worth it, and they remind me of who I used to be.

>>689768098

I didn't say its more than men, I just stated women get this as well. Not all women are selfie obsessed narcissists

>>689768000
fuckin bitch

>>689768363
that hurt

>>689769010
I'm the same. I used to take drugs all the time but towards the end they just made me feel worse. Still miss it sometimes though. Might get fucked up for a week this summer just to get it out of my system

>>689767239
or depressed, or fucked up.

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>be me
>19 year old law's student
>all life alone
>zero close friends
>yeah, I can talk a lot with familiar guys, but this is very superficial
>diagnose neurotism ill
>anxiety block my all true emotions
>bullied by all in elementary and high schooles
>can't do anything, because my anxiety
>neurosis every day, stomach ill, mentaly scared about next day
> suddenly dicooverd whats going on with me
>tried to kill myself
>lend in hospital
>start psychotherapy
>met the girl in collage, study polish scholar
>the only one person, truly understand me, first I can call friend
I don't know why, but I'm worry about future

>>689770070
This is true. I've known girls with severe mental illnesses and they suffer just as much as guys. Sometimes more because when they reach the 'I dont give a fuck how I look' stage they go downhill worse than guys and get a lot of shit for it.

>be me
>almost 30
>lived as a NEET for years
>smoked weed daily
>slowly crawl out of the hole
>seek assistance
>shave the beard and cut the hair
>get enrolled in programming course
>course ends
>can't keep up studying by myself
>didn't do anything else while I was still doing the course
>finally stop smoking weed
>anxiety through the roof
>get weird pain, afraid I'm going to die
>realize I never did anything
>no job
>no girlfriend
>no hobby's
>still going through the motions of my NEET habits

I forgot how to do shit, or maybe I never even knew. None of the help is helping, and the problem is me, not them. Fear paralyzes me. I just want off this ride.

>>689770714
oh yeah. I know that, I am female, clinic depression, two suicide attempts.
Bro, U have KIK? Honestly I would share talk group for us. We are there. But IDK how,

>>689770312
I hope you will do better anon, you are in the good direction

>>689770973
Would like to join..

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I wanna kill myself so badly... im thinking about killing myself around the end of the summer

>>689771410
http://kik.me/g/ExEq6V2kH-aNqTTfBI_0nhh3Fs4
probably that

>>689770933
where are you from bro?

>>689771890
The nostalgia... i loved this show

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>>689772016
Pic related.

>>689767239
Is it from endless summer?

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>>689771410
There it is. Join us. Everyone who wants, join us. We are here, mostly depressed. From around the world.

>>689771623
How old are you anon? Have you talked to a doctor about these feelings?

Early last year some shit happened and totally changed how I see life. I feel I've been stripped of real happiness, hope, lust, and desire. My appetite was lost in the process - I lost ~20 lbs last year, making me under weight, just from lack of appetite and desire to eat. Most days now feel like a blank journey that I don't care about. I went into a "I dont give a fuck" sort of stage, I suppose most people do - started playing around with drugs (regular weed and alcohol use otherwise). The problems that occurred have been resolved in terms of things are back to the way they are - but some memories change how you look at people, or life in general. I browse here all the time but never really care to post. Maybe getting out how I feel inside, that I don't really.. care about anything anymore, will help. Probably not but eh.

>>689772748
story? Join us on kik.

>>689772748
Also last year I tried to kill myself, didn't work which is oddly just makes myself more disappointed in myself. I thought about talking to a doctor/counselor or whatever to talk about it all but.. no one really knows exactly your situation or feeling.

>Be me
>Born into abusive home
>Dad beat the shit out of me like I was a grown man when I was 4
>Mom leaves him
>Stuck in poverty
>Mom turns into misandrist
>Sister abuses me in every way possible
>Start wanting to die
>Grandmother dies when I'm 6
>Get bullied ruthlessly in school
>Crushing depression
>Suicidal thoughts at 8
>Get with psycho girl when I'm 15
>Destroys me
>Depression becomes worse
>Start eating to feel something
>Become fatass
>Get first job at 16
>Abused by management and co workers
>Too much of a beta to do anything
>Lose weight
>Move across country
>Get new job
>Somehow I became attractive to girls
>Most of my female coworkers get crushes on me
>Happy for first time
>No more suicidal thoughts
>Don't really want to die anymore
>One girl has feelings for me but I'm too lazy to ask her out
>2 grand in savings
>ATM I'm not really happy or sad, just kinda in the middle
Thought I'd share my feels with you guys. If you'd like to know more just ask, I'm lurking.

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She likes someone else and im really just another friend.

Im feeling a mix of sadness, embarassment for thinking i had a chance and not knowing what to do now.
How do i stop thinking about her?

>>689773028
I've always been so fucking sceptical about Kik, I figure everyone is just trading nudes on it haha. Perhaps I'll download it.

>>689773336
Stop hanging out with her. Block her on fb. Let her become a memory

>>689773436
no, no, here are we. anons.

>>689772635
let me know im down

>>689773590
Not that easy. I see her at uni pretty much everyday and she sits right next to me.

>>689773436
Naw dude. You can't find people through it like Instagram, unless you know somebody's exact name, you can't search for them. It's basically just SMS but with more pics, vids and groupchats

>>689763004
Forced and unrealistic

I think about killing myself everyday, the only thing stopping me is my mom.

>>689774319
don't do it bro it will get better

>>689774319
I feel that 100%. I just couldn't bring myself to imagine how hurt she'd feel. As corny as it sounds, that sort of thing does come to mind.

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>>689762130
fixed it for you

>>689772635
I'll install kik and join tomorrow guys

>>689774464
Yeah I won't for now. I love my mom too much for that

>>689772635
should I give my kik name or should I join?

>>689764995
Jesus. FUCK..

>>689774678
good. i'm sure she loves you the same

>>689774987
just scan that and you will automatically join

>>689774319

Bro, I'm not going to say that it's not that bad or any other cliche bullshit. I have no idea what's going on in your life and what demons you're facing.

But I will say don't do it. You're important. Everyone's important in some way. People care about you. I don't even know you and I care.

Stay strong, Anon. If you need help, seek it out.

Anyone else here feel some sort of anhedonia? I'm just so freaking tired of having no more passion or enthusiasm for fucking anything. I've got shit lying around that I should be devouring, ambitions and hobby's I should be working on. Instead I just sit around doing nothing.

And I realize, when was the last time I did something I enjoyed? I think it was a year ago, at least. And before that, it was very long ago, too. The only time I actually felt somewhat OK, was when I had a girlfriend, and it's because I finally had someone who understood me and was telling me that shit was OK.

>>689773315

feels good having money in savings, been at my kitchen job for almost 2 years and leaving when I start uni in the fall

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>>689764995

>be me be 16
>Finally ask this girl I like out to a movie
>She says yes fuck yeah.
>Get to theater at time were supposed to meet
>She isn't there
>Oh well probably late
>Wait 30 minutes
>She shows up with another guy
>Asks if I'll buy both of theirs tickets
>I leave.
>Haven't been to a movie theater once in the 7 years since.

>>689774619
Yeah >>689775282
Tnx. I won't do it for my mom. Maybe it's not the best way to live my life, but it is keeping me alive.

>>689775712
What a bitch. You need to move on from that shit anon. Cinemas are fun

>be 28
>relation with my gf from 4yrs
>met girl in university
>really connected
>she's from abroad
>i start loving her
>she has to move to her contry
>i stay with my gf
>confess everything
>have nothing else

>>689770312
Don't think about the future, or the past.
Don't concern yourself with what you don't have right now.
Then, you will be at peace.

>>689771623
Why do you want to kill yourself?

>she 18, me 37
>fck togehter the whole night
>fell in love
>she didnt care

To this day, I still can't listen to a few of my old favorite bands. Why does it hurt so much

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>be me
>only 17
>my only friends were ones egged me on to kill myself and had nothing to live for
>find escape by using pills and pot
>makes me happy
>the only actual friends I have are internet ones
>I've been failing all of my classes since fresh man year.
>I suffer with severe insomnia, depression, anxiety, and finding out I have BPD
>I've tried to shoot myself, light myself on fire, jump into traffic
>I never got to get help from anyone
>I have 4 different suicide notes
>I don't know what keeps me alive anymore

>>689776474
>I've tried to shoot myself, light myself on fire, jump into traffic

Nigger, how are you still alive?

Today was the 2 year anniversary of getting my job. I got fired for being less than a half hour late this week due to being incredibly sick. Last paycheck hits tomorrow morning at 5am. Mixing massive speedball and an heroing.

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>Girlfriend of 4 years leaves me last week
>She moved out while I was at work
>Went into computer room
>Her desk is completely empty
>I sit down and browse the internet for a bit
>Looking at random funny videos
>Hours pass
>Find one funny video I can't stop laughing at
>"Hey you have to see th-"
>Turn to see an empty desk beside mine

I thought she was still here.

>>689765847
copy pasta

>>689776815
I pussied out.

>when I get drunk I like to write poetry

Then I look at it later and cringe

>>689777031
I've posted it in a previous thread this week.

>>689764995
Can someone please explain this ?

>>689776417
reminds you of bad tmes. i know how that feels

>>689777163
Oh, OK. Thought it was like you actually went through and just lucked out or something. Shoot yourself and miss, try to light yourself on fire but the match keeps blowing out, try to jump in traffic, but people swerve around you.

>>689764350
fuck..

Emily. I love you. I'm lost. I live thinking of you constantly, interjected with moments of peace in which I awaken from without fail. It's okay. I left so that I know you'd smile again. They say it's better to have love and lost than to have never loved, but I disagree. I wish I never loved. I wish I still didn't love because you don't love me anymore. I will find another woman, but my heart will always hold room for the woman that taught me how to love.

>>689773315
what did your sister do? And how is your relationship with your mom and sister now?

>>689777459
I still pussy out when I try to kill myself.

>>689777952
I did too. Now I have emo scars for life fml

>>689766319
10/10 flick

>>689778065
I'm just gonna wait until I accidentally OD on pills or luckily finally get the balls to do it. I literally got nothing to lose.

>>689775283
Buddy, I feel it. Been talking myself about all these aspirations, and then when I should be doing them, I can't motivate myself enough to get out of my chair, and instead I find myself on a 4chan binge for the next couple of hours

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I have a Kik,and I need more friends, I'm honestly desperate for a friend to get help from... SleepySnaker

>>689768000
having it hard to belive the father only tryed to contact with letters for so many years

>>689779083
>I need more friends
If you dont mind a poorfag like me, I could be your friend through email.

Yours, and other robots', of course.

I'm a guy btw. The email is just a front.
[email protected]

>>689768038
anon couldn't even show the pick with the message huh?

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>>689776977

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anyone else was this kid at high school?

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>>689780537
No. I didnt go to prom by myself like a fucking faggot.
Also,
>barefoot in public
NOT nice grill.

I was pic related guy though.

>>689772635

Can't manage to join it , Kik just crashes

>>689780537
Guilty as charged!

Just... full on autism. I was the weird kid. I never stopped being the weird kid. If my sister ever gets kids, I'll be the weird uncle.

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>>689780537
more like this guy

>>689773336
I'm pretty much in the same boat with you.

>>689764350
god damn..

>>689780753
is he crying or laughing

I need new hobbies.

New distractions man, I cant think of any more.

>>689781488
Lift

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>>689781377
Look at the normies around him filming. You just know he's crying.

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>>689781488
go spend time outdoors i swear it helps

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>>689762130

>>689781661
jesus...
if I was able to cry I would... this picture unleash some sad feels

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>>689781979
here's another one m8.

>tfw 19
>tfw 20 soon
I plan to take a picture like these to add to the collection, since I'm a lonely piece of shit.

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Classic feels

>>689781577
Where do I start?

I see all thesw fucking worda and phrases I dont understand man. I cant even do 10 proper pushups im so weak, hurts man.

>>689781749
Ive never done it before, but alot of my mates go camping or just hunting. So ill see if I can join them

>>689771465
source?

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>>689782542
you should.
if you are a loner its a huge plus.
I like spend some time alone in the woods, forget everything and just be out there with nature, if you have a dog take it with you.

>Be me
>Always been god at math and physics
>Come from a family of engineers, both my father and grandfather were engineers.
>Enter uni with good grades and good confidence. Future looks bright
>Girlfriend of 2 years says she doesn,t love me anymore.
>Leaves me.
>Grades start to drop and drop.
>Friends start to move to other places and the few friends i have left starts to leave me too.
>i am now 19, and my grades have never been this low.
>Feel like a total disappointment.
> I dont know how to keep going, since i now realise my gilfriend was everything that kept me happy.
I miss you so much...

>>689782542
I do this:
>get two of those 5L jugs of water
>5kg each
>~11 lbs each
>4 sets of curls
>20 reps each
>approx 30 minutes before every meal

It's been like a month and I've started noticing gains.
My casul workout routine also includes 4x20 situps to work on my abs. No noticable difference so far there. Probably because I'm not using weights, just the weight of my body.

>>689783287
I have a dog. Problem is im an ausfag, I dont think we have any majo4 forests. Just massive desert like areas with kangaroos and rabbits

>>689783431
I bought a shitton of the 5l bottles of water myself ages ago, so ill start doing that thanks man.

>>689782293
I'd come and drink a beer with you anon.

>>689783886
I'd totally invite you to hang out. Where are you from?

>>689783445
rainforests are cool too, if you live close to one.

>>689783886
a shithole in the middle east, you?

>>689784109
>>689784419

>>689784419
Which shithole? Now I'm curious. It's not like we get a lot of people from the Middle East, here.

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>>689784419
A shithole in western Europe. Feelsbadman.
>tiny country feels

I think hiking is the best hobby. Take up hiking /b/rothers.

>>689784820
>Under the flag

A true patriot.

>>689763499
That is full sad

>>689784919
I stopped hiking because I couldn't walk near a cliff or any kind of steep drop without wanting to throw myself off it.

>>689784820
>>689785021
>Under God's light
AND A TRUE HUMAN BEAN

>>689765847
Maybe you should call the police. It could be serious.

>>689780753
Y is everybody taking pictures?

>>689777359
guy wasted his life on the interwebs also on this site damn it remembered my ex left me because she caught me on a dat ass thread.
Now im lonely and more depressed.

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>>689785440
Because evil normies thrive on weaker people.

>>689784551
fuck man... I think I'm going to cry for the first time in years

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Here,have some.

>>689784591
Israel..

>>689774319
I haven't done it for the same reason. My mother and father. They would be crushed, I couldn't do that to them.

>>689762130
I've been feeling pretty good lately

>fuck all the whiny depressedfags in this thread

>>689786610
I know what you mean. I really could not handle that. At all.

Hey feels /b/ros, time to tell my story
>I used to be a lonefag and spend my nights on omegle in secondary school
>one night i meet a 8/10 asian who we will call nikon
>Me and nikon get to chatting and shit moves to skype
>Nikon introduces me to her friends, Dunkey and Martinez
>We become great friends in days and we would always group call as soon as we got home from school (same year btw)
>I was so hyped that i could talk to girls it was unbelievable
>MovinOnUp.Jpg
>Nikon becomes a huge slut and dunkey becomes king of feels sputing useless bullshit to get attention
>However me and martinez become thick as thieves
>Same music taste, vidya games, hobbies etc
>1 year down the line and things take a weird turn
>She (Martinez) would tell me her feel and i would give her my personal opinion
>CallMeGuru.img
>But today she wasn't online, i knew she had some after school activities so i shrugged it off
>A week later she was back and i instant called as the beta particles slowly streamed back
>She told me how she tried to kill herself and she was extremely ill
>I cried that night knowing the only person i can talk on an emotional level with could've died
>Me and martinez progress further into a somewhat bf gf scenario unspoken of course
>She tried to overdose again
>OhShit.bmp
>I talk to her through the phone whilst she is in hospital and do something i still regret to this day
>I said "I love you"
>She put the phone down and blocked me on all social medias etc
>Its been 3 years and she has tried to overdose 5 more times since then
>I still have remnants of love for her and think about her everyday
>It crushes me

Don't fall in love anon, because once you start falling eventually you'll hit the ground

>>689786610
>be you
>be on eventual death bed
>regret living a shitty life
>die in regret
>BOOSH, MAGIC HAPPENS
>you are now WAY younger again
>you can fix your mistakes

I like to think of life like this.

Credit of this idea to Owlturdcomix.

>>689786807
I have tried with friends before. Had a good friend once, he changed and we stopped speaking. I was friends with him for a good 3-4 years. Not saying that I was sad when we stopped being friends but after that I just thought "well that was a fucking waste of time." You know what I mean?

I just want you guys to know I love you, you are my friends, and it always puts me at ease when I see others telling their story. I know this is /b/ and we're expected to give each other shit but I really appreciate everyone who takes the time to encourage someone else. It means so much to me.

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>>689786916
hahahaha now you are alone forever!

>>689786419
not a jew though, yeah its ok here but not for me I guess. Plan to move after I finish with the army, thinking about USA, some quiet place to settle down.

>>689787333
trips speak truth i guess
At least i can still fap

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>>689787333
Ha, ha. Nice one! You sure got him!

>>689786916
Why did she try to kill herself?

>>689787701
She had a terrible home life, her mum was abusive and her friends turnt on her.

Feel free to ask more questions aswell i have nothing better to do at the moment

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>>689767239
That picture looks so cozy but I hate it so much at the same time...

>>689787282
I get what you're saying, but you can't give up.
It's like losing your save file after playing a game for a long ass time. It hurts, but you gotta continue playing.

I could drop my email and be a contactfag if you need some pro advice. God knows I could use the human contact, too.

>>689768089
That made me feel.
Angry and sad at the same time.

>>689787932
get any nudes?

>>689777359
He's sad he posted le epic banana in all those YLYL threads

>>689788224
I just don't know what the fuck anything is. Like why this? Why that? I know that doesn't make sense but my head is just fucked all the time.

You could do if you want to.

>>689779593
ritchie?

>>689788709
yah who are you?

>>689771465
dried blood doesn't look like that on paper, though.

>>689788914
Look good Anon

>>689788549
nah /b/ro i don't even have a pic of her anymore otherwise i would have posted

>>689789011
It goes darker than that.

>>689789103
just give us first and last name, and we be on a roll

>>689788733
>>689788914
nice man, whats your weight and height and how old are you

>>689788635
I can do my best to answer all your questions. My email is at >>689779593

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>be me
>just 1X
> i crushed on a girl during the debut of my 9th grade
> she was in 8th grade, shy girl, really discrete, had a hello kitty backpack, i really liked the way she lived.
> she was always smiling at her friends
> I was a nerd looking guy,shy.
> Not a lot of friends
> I couldn't talk to her,
> I started dating with another girl to forget all that stuff
> grand father died, sadness, she left me, sadness
> i realized that i really liked that crush so i wrote her a letter and i gave it to my friend to deliver her
> he gave her the next day
> that next day was the 1st of april (I didn't realize)
> no response, i felt like a shit
> i began to do everything to impress girls in general, clothes, i began to draw, to play music and stuff
> end of the year, i wrote her an another letter, i gave her a rose and a drawing
> i gave it to her
> she texted me during the week end
> said she doesn't love me back and felt sorry for that
> high school, for a year i tried to forget her, couldn't
> i now have a lot of friends etc
> she is now in high school
> same feelings
> heard that she is still talking about me with her friends
> I decided to talk to her
> she avoids me (her best friend told me)
> feeling stuck with that girl
> just want to forget her or to go talking to her but i can't find any motivation
> it's been like 2/3 years. i'm really confused with it

>>689788914
Good job anon, glad you found something that works for you. You look great.

>>689767239
sauce?

>>689789214
I know where she lives and the school she goes to. But i can't push myself to do that shit dude. I've heard through dunkey that she is in a mental hospital so i don't want to push my luck but when i get new she's out i want to buck up the courage to talk to her dude. Just i'm more focused on education and that shit scares me like i wouldn't even know what to say. I can guarantee the feelings were mutual and the fact that i was selfish telling her how i felt while she was in recovery probably fucked her head so much that was the only option. I can explain it to myself so many times and i still feel like an idiot. I am not depressed just heartbroken

>>689788958
haha guy, you're fucking with me. i just contacted the guy i suspected to be you.

>>689789502
awesome man.
I hope one day I'd stop be a lazy faggot and do something like you did.

>>689790182
worth a shot

>>689790182
I'm >>689779593. The guy in >>689788709 is not me. I didnt rat on him because I wanted to see where the conversation went kek.

>>689789309
Messaged you

>>689790505
I'll only be able to reply tomorow. It's already midnight and I gotta wake up at 6:50 AM tomorow. During exam season. But I'll make a point to reply to you without fail. See you in a bit, anon.

Oh and I'm going to bed after this post.

>>689763665
>test

>>689789681
You're absolutely right anon. I've fallen off the wagon with my exercise and started smoking cigs again but I'm getting to that breaking point again. I feel like shit all the time. It's time to get off my ass. Thanks for the inspiration.

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>21
>Live with parents
>no friends
>no license
>no car
>broke
>dead end job
>living the same shitty day no direction in life
>other family members even the younger ones surpassed me

Guess it could be worse but damn I want out man. Only thing that keeps me going/ makes it worse is sticking to the past

>>689787333
anon bringin da heat

>>689768363
fuckin kill me now

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>>689790820
I especially like the way he transformed himself from a narcissistic waste of space into a corpse.

>>689768363
Holy shit ,im actualy crying

>>689790422
>>689788958
thanks for lifting my hopes in discovering that a distant friend might be a /b/ro for teh lulz

The one real friend I have sent me a birthday card and gift today, with the most heartfelt letter I've ever received. She was the only one to wish me a happy birthday when I turned 20 two weeks back.

She said I was one of the best things to have ever happened to her. I can't help but feel like a huge fraud. Like I'm lying to her. I'm worthless.

I don't deserve her. She has her own issues with mental health, I feel like I'm draining the life out of the one person I've ever felt a genuine emotional connection with. I'm a parasite and a burden on everyone I come into contact with. If I wasn't such a coward I'd be dead already. Planning on it soon.

>>689765847
you can know all about her just using her cellphone number, there are ways with or without internet, and both are not easy, but you have nothing to lose I gess

>>689789633
its from a gif thread that was here on /b/ hours ago

>>689773315
please tell me your going to start trading bitcoin with that money

>>689792370
What? Why?

>>689785814
Finally cried. Only a couple of tears but the whole way through I was welling up expecting the worst

>>689791722
any day famalalalama

>>689762130
feels is 4 females or pussies

>>689775712
oh don't blame it on the cinema you sick, go there!
Its a black whole, where you see nothing and forget about life for some time, try it again.
Actualy, you was smart, I met some guys which would say "yes" for a girl like this

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>>689776977
No offence, but you reminded me of pic related.

Did you do this the same day she moved out?

>>689788733
>>689788914
this just inspired me to stop being a fat lazy fuck. gonna go put on some shoes and walk for an hour or so. I'm gonna start lifting too. Thanks, Anon.

>>689791914
I know your feels anon. Take solace in one person caring though, its all you need

>>689791914
Happy belated birthday, Anon. I hope you find happiness.

>>689792502
YbTmys4D

>>689785814
"I just lost my daughter. I don't want to lose my son"...

That... made a tear fall from my left eye :)

So let me share my story.
>Be me 4 years ago sophmore in high school.
>shy and nerdy.
>Didn't have a lot of problems in school doe.
>Our class had gym class with this freshmen class.
>Most of the class were girls and most of them weren't less than a 6/10.
>So one day one of the girls approaches me
>"Hi my name is Martha(not her actual name)"
>"Hi I'm anon"
>"One of my friends likes you. Can I add you on facebook?"
>"Sure"
>Nothing of importance happens till lunch break next day
>I was chilling with my friends talking about vidya games and stuff.
>Suddenly one of the ugliest girls in school comes in.
>Walks towards me(I was conveniently in the back of the classroom).
>Most of my class was in the classroom and after she entered it was dead silence and all eyes were on here.
>She finally reaches me.
>"Hi my name is Marija"
>"I'm anon"
>"Do you have a facebook"
>"No"
>"She says "Ok" and leaves almost running.
>As soon as she leaves the entire class starts laughing and teasing me about her.
>She was in the class that had gym class with me, so this nightmare lasted until the end of the year.(My friends still joke about it to this day)
Fast forward a few months
>I started liking this other sophmore girl.
>Don't have a lot of contact with her.
>After a while I told my friend about this.
>He knew her friend.
>I was kinda looking forward to meeting her.
>Turns out she has a boyfriend.
>They've been dating for like a year.
>He's from Amsterdam or something.
>Captain of some debate team or whatever.
>Realize I can't compete.
A week later my dad was in the hospital in critical condition. He was clinically dead for 2 minutes or so. Then he was in a coma for like a month and couldn't move for another month. That period of my life was so hard on me but i got through.

>>689763499
This actually happen to me.

I love you anon. Someone needs to hear it. This is for you.

I'm scared to die; but somehow it feels welcoming because I'm some kind of emofag.

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>be me
>gonna be a senior in highschool next year.
>intellegence is pretty average.
>friends are all pretty smart.
>most are gonna take running start.
>gonna be left behind
>gonna be all alone for my senior year

feels bad man

>>689796562
You've got us anon-kun

Shit reading all the posts in this thread remember me so much of my old life, and how awful I use to feel all the time.
But you only get ONE life anons, every day which you spend being miserable you're not getting back. So invest into your future, fight the fuck back. I know that when you've been feeling like shit for years, it seems impossible to escape the hole you dug yourself in. But it only feels that way because our neural networks basically shape themselves around our thoughts. If you are constantly thinking negatively, then all you will see is depressing shit when you look around you.
So fight the fuck back, start doing things even if they make you super uncomfortable right now, you will feel much better in the long run. Eat well, exercise, read up on whatever topics interest you.... become better versions of yourselves and start enjoying life

>>689764022
wait...
isn't marcus aurelius the guy from gladiator?

Hi

You know it's bad when no picture in any Feels thread is new to you anymore..

>>689796888
Sup trips man?

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What my friend said after I asked why I wasn't invited to something fml

>>689797586
I feel you man.. Stay strong.

>Be me
>19 yrs old
>only talk to few people
>trust only one person
>is a girl 4/10 but idc
>date her for a few weeks
>she breaks up with me
>leaves me for a new guy
>he's a running back
>and a secret Brony
>she still thinks I'm her best friend
>tfw you were left for a brony

>>689799000
checked but get over it, guy. You're 19. You've got so much time to fuck with chicks.

>>689799000
rip at least you got trips, anon

>>689799148
>worst part?
>we had sex only once
>told me to get bigger
>and get better
>is 9 inches long

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>>689799188
Checked your dubs... And yes... I did get trips at least

>>689799280
>is 9 inches long
>she complained about your dick length and performance
You must be terrible at sex

>>689799605
...We did it for twenty minutes
...I should kill myself

>>689763311
>dota 2003
>WC3 came out 2004

having a nice little breakdown thinking about her right now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBBB3ClJL2I

>>689767239
my gf is a 7/10 but has no friends only me and her family I find it sad because I have a lot of friends and coudn't even imagine that something like this existed

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>>689799801
Oh wait no, I'm retarded

>>689800177
Kek
>calling yourself retarded
>dubs speak truth
>you are retarded

>>689799843
...Do you have any more of this music Anon? I need this... I need the feels now

All of my friends just stopped texting or trying to hang out with me. I didn't do anything about it and now I have no idea what I'm supposed to do or who to be mad at. They are definitely still doing shit with eachother just not contacting me at all. I feel completely cut off.

>>689800381
this one gets me. their first two albums have a lot of feels.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-Ce-2jPoCo