>>688307971
My girlfriend of 7 years just left me for the EXACT same reason :D. I moved 2000 miles away.

>>688307971
Well the first step is obviously to stop getting out of bed.

>>688307971
Stop being a fucking self pitying pussy and do something with your life.

Or you could kill yourself i dont give a fuck

>>688307971
Where u live m8?

Go exercise man. Put your shoes on and walk out the door. When you're ready run for a minute at a time. You'll feel better within minutes.

>>688307971
keep her tracksuits

>>688308062
how did you deal with it
>>688308097
yeah i almost killed myself on the way home, i just drove my car onto the train track
>>688308374
why?

>>688307971
Fuck off you fat neckbeard faggot

Who is the girl in the pic? Be useful for once you worthless shit

stop being a fucking loser you games all day u dont deserve shit faggot

>>688308502
i ran for 30 minutes lastnight got home and sat in the car in the driveway crying like a bitch

>>688307971
Seek treatment. If she left you because of something you can't control, then she wasn't the one.

>>688308606
I moved away from where I grew up. I grew up in Midwest US and moved to california. I really couldnt stand the thought of living there still after breaking up so I left. this was about 2 weeks ago. I'm still alive, so thats good?

>>688307971
Listen to Carl Sagan, I just had the girl I was with for 5 years dump me last month for some other faggot

>>688308887
kys before you get the slim chance to reproduce and bring more nu male beta faggots into this world

>>688308799
Who wants to live with a pathetic faggot who feels sorry all the time?

>>688308979
virgin detected

>>688308979
lmao fite me

>>688308097
>>688308640
>>688309005

That's not how depression works

HAHAHA faggot, man the fuck up, bitch. emotional sluts need a noble happy kind capable intelligent guy, USE UR FUCKING BRAIN. u make urself sad bitch cunt. KYS or man the fuck up u weak pathetic misery.

its all about impunity to damage, looking confident smiling away 'embarrassments' not sulking like a bitch, enlighten yourself, its the only way. no one wants to look at depressive expression or personality,i just "ACT' Angelic, speak like god and walk proud, like gods watching and it luminates everyones mood, u need to understand sadness 2 BE constantly in a state of Angelic Happiness, just ask god as u make yourself do as god would do(walk smile acknowledge) etc.

>>688307971
I never knew two year olds were so cruel

buy a fleshlight and leave it just out of reach so you have to get out of bed

>>688309029
fucked your mom m8

>>688307971
Op she sounds like a shallow whore...
Wait... you should have seen this coming from the lesser sex

>>688308702
did you feel better while you were out running? i bet your environment's perpetuating your depression

>>688308887
I just moved from the Midwest to northern cali! The Midwest sucks man its amazing out here isn't it?

>>688309117
Hey look, its an actual retard.

>>688309117
celtic germanic 'aryan' btw

>>688307971

Think of it as a good thing. If she left because of that, then she wasn't good enough for you. Be glad you didn't marry her. Find a new girl and move on.

Well think about it... The only reason why you got put of bed was because a brat who had multiple similarities with you. I say just a mattet of coincidence. All humans are animals in the end, just slightly intelligably inclined. Grow up.

>>688309303
Yes, extremely nice weather haha summer here is cool compared to minnesota. I moved to LA area

Most of you guys are complete idiots. Depression has nothing to do with nu male, beta or else. I have a uni degree with summa cum laude, am 6 ft tall and professional surely more successful than most of you fucked up basement dwellers. And i struggle too with shit like this although it's by far not this worse. You need therapy and meds OP - hope at least that your actual situation isn't the result of it.

>>688307971
You on antidepressants?

>>688308887
good call, relocation is always the best medicine for a break up

>>688309512
all those "accolades" and still cant get pussy

typical nu male, kys my man

>>688307971
How can you blame her? You don't even want to be around you. Hence the depression. How can you expect someone else to want to?

>>688309724
Fuck you beta fag

>>688307971
you dont deserve a relationship if your depressed.
dont ruin another persons daily life. they are just as individualistic as you. if you have depression, do other people a favor and STAY single.
relationships are about 2 happy people making a life together. its not about taking care of someone every fucking day.

>>688307971
Kill yourself

>>688309117
you sound like a complete douche who no one actual likes but keep you around because you have money

>>688309661
Haha, says a highschool dropout with an old pickup who probably hangs around in bars and drowns his frustration in cheap beer until he gets a drunk pussy.
You should kys, boy, society has no use for you.

>>688309871
triggered

>>688309340
hey look a sub-human non aryan, cry 2 god when u die, pathetic cunt.

so many levels above you, little boi. you are quite clearly. NO ONE.

>>688308606
there no such thing as almost killed yourself. if you drove it off you are such a fucking pussy and you are using suicide as a way of getting attention.
grow some balls kiddo

>>688309871
man the fuck up, bitch

People without depression literally cannot comprehend what it is like to have depression. Its a fact. 90% of people just say shit like "stay positive" and that just makes it worse. You cant just stay positive.

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But seriously, after I realized that I don't need anybody I felt much better and enjoyed life. Maybe I was not at the level of depression as you are, but you just need to realize and understand these things.

I will really never understand depression. I know it's not "curable". But we have this overwhelming number of people who want to die. Then there's billions of people in other countries living without Air Conditioning, Shoes, and Shampoo. These people got diseases and just all around sadness. And all they want to do is live. It's disgusting.

>>688309927
so triggered bruh

>>688309918
>projection

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>>688309918
not one of these things is true, however what i said about you is 100% accurate .. have fun telling those disgusting slags on e harmony about being summa cum laude faggot

>>688309993
This.

>>688309807
My uncle has been taking antidepressants since he was 20 and is a high profile lawyer and has been married for decades, and is taking care of his dying wife who has a rare and painful degenerative digestive illness that has resulted in her losing most of her intestines. Go fucking kill yourself you uneducated, mouth breathing moron, and grow the fuck up.

>>688309117
Funny thing is you think everyone loves you and nobody sees through your facade but judging by the way you've written that bullshit you have the mind of a child
>which means you're stupid
>which means people definitely have realised you're 'secretly' a cunt

>>688309935
>non aryan
oh shit its worse than I thought

>>688309871
LOL hes intimidated by someone clearly helping these weak NO ONES. enlighten yourself, u are so pathetic HAHAHA, u think he cares what u inncorrectly think. your beta is showing.

>>688310151
your uncle sounds like a cuck

>>688309286
i guess it felt good, but yeah i guess surroundings arent the best, left my job moved back home with parents all because of my depression its fucking with me heavy

>>688310092
>being THIS triggered

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>>688309782
Oh, right. I forgot the alpha thing to do is mooch happiness and leech life out of a person. Makes sense. Depending on others for happiness. If he was "Alpha" he'd man the fuck up and get on with his life without the need for some bitch.

>>688310151
just because you can do it doesnt mean you should do it. thats some shit to put on another persons life. daily life is a real thing and its the most annoying fucking and shittiest thing to stay in a relationship with a depressed person.

your uncle on anti depressants since 20? makes sense why he toughed it out, that shit numbs you.
dying wife? oh no, how horrible. because people live forever right? dumb fuck.
I hope you always get dumped for being a depressed little shit.

>>688310253
Typical btard troll response. I know most of you are role playing as assholes but seriously, anyone over the age of 16 saying what some of you are saying is just fucking appalling. Grow the fuck up, you obviously have never needed any support systems and likely don't even have any you goddamn losers

>>688307971
do a lot of mushrooms in the woods

>>688310418
>Grow the fuck up
says the person debating on 4chan

>>688310238
You literally write like a 14 year old, it's fucking funny. Yo reply to this and insult me I want to see if you repeat the same three insults you've used every time you post in this thread

>>688310418
im pretty sure its just one intense same fag trolling the thread

>>688309535
yeah 30mg escitalopram

>>688310403
You're aware of the fact that incredibly successful people are on anti depressants and it's those anti depressants and therapy that make it MANAGEABLE, right? Or are you afraid to admit to yourself that members of Mensa (like my uncle), who think about killing themselves often, have still made more of their lives than any of you pathetic losers ever will?

>>688307971
Feel for you OP, but I have been through hell too and i life get better. Find anything fun and/or productive to fill the void, it'll help you alot.

>>688310528
>Either you are completely retarded or illiterate.
ironic

>>688310418
triggered

>>688310614
its very selfish to expect a relationship as a depressed person. you dont deserve that just because. you are ruining another persons real second by second passing life.

>>688310073
>I know it's not "curable"
Fuck off- I cured my depression.

Literally all it takes is understanding yourself. Just come to the fucking realization that you have to make yourself happy- sure you can find someone and invest time in them, but when everything is said and done- all you'll have is yourself.

P.s. LSD seriously helped cure my depression- I honestly don't think without it I would have

FUCKING FAGGOT OP WHOSE THE SLUT IN THE PIC??

>>688307971
>>688307971
Wouldn't be surprised if our clinical depression turned into you being emotionally manipulative, threatening to kill yourself, etc.

I'm sure she'll be happier now so get over that. You just need to get YOUR shit together.

>>688310581
For how long? Is it working? I was depressed for a while, basically throughout my entire teens, but never went on meds for no reason in particular. My brother's had problems with depression for a long while but he's managing to have a sweet life with a wife and kids and all that, you tried therapy too?

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Any your on B the arsehole of the internet?

Sigh OK, have been in your shoes but worse,

One stop taking any recreational drugs including booze for awhile.

Two go see a therapist, can't afford one? Lots of charities have a sliding scale fee structure.
Trust me on this one its worth it.

Three go see your doctor or perhaps a psychiatrist and get a good antidepressant/drug management system going for you.
Trust me on this one too

Four join Meetup.com and get out there and meet some new peeps.

Five there are over 3 billion ppl on this planet, odds are in your favour of meeting another hot chick just like this one

>>688310720
You know how depressed you sound right now?

>>688310128
No, ofc non of this is true. Therefore you bragg on 4chan about "pussies" when you get one once a year and become jealous when some alleged beta is more successful than you. Let me guess - you were the highschool-alpha, before adult life hit you, right?

>>688311011
triggered

>>688310982
i enjoy my daily life.
read this >>688310742

dont torture another person because you are lonely.

Same thing happened to me. We were together 7 years and my anxiety/depression got really bad in the last 3.

I can understand it though, if someone finds it too hard to deal with then don't blame them if they want to leave. It's making them unhappy, and they're not the right person for you if they can't see through it.

They got with you for a reason so you clearly have likeable qualities. It may feel like life's pointless now she's gone, I felt like that for over a year.

Eventually you'll find things you enjoy without her. The most important thing for these mental disorders is to find ways to make yourself happy without relying on someone else.

I took a course at college for a year on IT as I was out of work anyway and really enjoyed that. The structured days helped too. I'm back in work now and the extra money gives me more things to do as hobbies.

I like building nanoblock sets, riding my motorbike (learned to ride one last August) and drawing/adult colouring books. These are all good as they are things you need to focus on so you don't have time for your brain to feel shitty and throw random thoughts at you as it's occupied in a task.

This may not seem like much but I spent 5 years of my life housebound with chronic anxiety and full blown agoraphobia. Like I couldn't go to the end of my driveway without panic attacks.

Your minds stronger than you give it credit and so are you mate, you'll get through this with time. Be kind to yourself in the meantime and spend time doing what you enjoy.

>>688309993
i never told anyone though, its not like a went and posted some shit on facebook, the only people ive told about my depression are her and my family

>>688310742
>all you need to do is understand yourself
>yeah it was definitely the LSD that cured it
So which was it? Come on man if you have the definitive cure to a mental illness you have to be clear on what it is

>>688310162
haha u think he cares, all these clueless animals.
u are the cunt.
he is clearly correct, and quite clearly happy capable and aware
probably is actually the only non-cunt here, just

>have realised ur secretly a 'cunt'

hes the only holey, pure and innocent one here

you are 'stoopid'
hes openly a nice guy.
u are without 'love'
narcissistic as fuck.
u think u know, but u know nothing,
people definetally dont like u. twisted sinnister and vile retorts, u need to mature 'ape'
animals all acting big dog trying 2 be Mr Intimidating. so animalistic, sapients degenerating incorporated.

>>688311076
That was kind of poor.

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>>688311111
quints of truth

>>688310958
>There are over 3 billion people in this planet

Uh, well he's not wrong

>>688311172
to speak for myself. I cured it without LSD.
i took LSD like 2 years after.
im not the OP that you are responding to.

I also lived alone and that was perfection in every sense.

>>688308887
Good choice OP, you did the right thing. Don't an hero yet faggot, life have much to offer. Mourn, think about life and plan for the future and let the pain fade and put it behind you. You can do it nigger

>>688311217
mid 20's and a virgin .. m8, kys

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>>688311111
HNNNNG QUADS

>>688310525
this guys trying so hard
somethings wrong with you...
like, no one cares.

>>688310921
meds arent working ive been on them for almost 3 years now

>>688310913
i never did that im not crazy

>>688311429
Get different ones. They're not all the same and sometimes you'll need to take different courses as they can seem to plateau. I've had success with citalopram. I was on zoloft and prozac before that and neither worked well.

>>688311327
Haha, what?! Are you so desperate that you have to make up stories now? I'm neither of both. But what i said about you is true, right? Highschool hero and now the adult loser who can hardly pay his bills. I get why you are salty.

>>688311179
This is strange to read.
On the one hand you're obviously samefagging, but on the other hand it's way too obvious so you could be a different troll, but again it all depends on how stupid you really are which is hard to gauge (but don't get me wrong there is no reality in which you aren't retarded)

>>688311111
kill yourself.

>>688311579
hang it up m8 .. you lost

just let it go

>>688308097
dude just like DON'T be depressed haha just STOP i mean come on man it's not that hard

>>688311630
im sure your depressed dumb fucking self uses that threat as a form of manipulation.

>>688311137
you give me hope, thanks

>>688311632
Yeah your stumbled oneliners hit me really hard. But it's hard without a basic education, i get it. Keep on trying, loser.

>>688311404
I care, some guy comes into a thread being a cunt and talking about how great he is I always feel like I need to knock him down a peg
>sometimes it works

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>>688311764
let us know when you lose your virginity son

>>688311538
yeah im seeing my doctor next week about changing meds and therapy i was on prozac but it fucked me over in the bedroom

>>688311404
yeah LOL. he'll enjoy hell, some people these days, thinks his insults hold value, just demonising himself, very immature, hence why hes insulting maturity. clearly hes the under developed school spastic. probably got no friends. truely a spectacle of satans reach.
./b/s filled with tryhards now.
so toxic its laughable

>>688311979
>low energy

>>688311705
If you're depressed, get off 4chan, or atleast /b/, this place isn't gonna cure anything

>>688312045
what else do i do at 3am when i cant sleep

>>688307971
Im with girl, that have same thing as you do. Damn its hard. Always getting my mood destroyed, never being able to pick her up, this shit tough. I might be leaving her soon.

>>688311907
what a collosal faggot. how many cocks u gotta suck 2 be this insecure.

>>688312206
its hard not being able to support someone you love and feel like such a burden, hope you get better man

>>688312206
>I might be leaving her soon.
you should. dont leave yourself in that under some false idea of doing the right thing. the real right thing would be for your gf to leave you for your sanity.

>>688312399
The hard part is most of that thinking is due to the depression so its a vicious circle

>>688307971
She is your only reason to live and you don't even give her a reason to stay, take your life in hand faggot.

>>688312160
Read a book, do a puzzle, program a game, take a walk outside, draw something, think about good memories that you've had. There's plenty of things you can do man, you just gotta do them, even if you don't want to.

Hey dude, Samefag here. I just make sure to get out and do things to keep my mind occupied initially, it will keep hurting for a few months. Focus on yourself and be a selfish cunt for a while.

I gotta go catch my bus now, goodbye depressed anon, Godspeed.

>>688309152

made me kek cause you just proved you are a virgin. prolly underage b&

>>688313505
its going to be hard, im the most selfless person ever

>>688307971

that bitch made you going out of bed, she deserves nothing, you are a lucky sleepy man now

>>688307971

see>>688311280

Not just LSD.

Shrooms could potentially have the same effect. Lots of clinical promise psychadelics can be an extremely effective treatment against mood disorders.

They are also non habit forming, despite what the DEA wants you to know.

What have you got to lose, friend?

>>688314793
i was considering shrooms but wouldnt it just amplify depression and anxiety, thats what i have been told, also more likely to have a bad trip?

She doesn't deserve you mate. Everytime you think of her just think fuck you. You don't need her brother, find someone who deserves you. Best wishes mate.

>>688315087
dont shove a boatload of shrooms into your system and you will be fine. you will enjoy life.
it actually (lsd) makes your brain similar to how a toddler sees the world. you will understand once you do it.
it doesn't amplify your emotions. your emotion is the same.
watch an enjoyable movie like tron 2. trust me.
its good for you.
do not ever believe the lies that its bad for you.

>>688307971
Seems like u can finally stay in bed now

>>688307971
Women don't want to deal with that sort of thing. They're already crazy enough and they want a man who can make them feel secure and not push his mental problems around. That's just how girls are man. Sucks. They want to fuck something that isn't a little bitch.

>>688315087
>>688315733
also, do it on a day you know there is no reason people would try to contact you. lock your door. turn your phone off.
some people will say its spiritual and you should be outside and blah blah, but for real. do you want to feel stuck somewhere because you are worried you might be too high to drive? stay home. get your day ready for it.
have fruit ready to eat. and water. other foods might look disgusting to you during the trip.

>>688315733
shrooms are not lsd you idiot.
there is no lsd in shrooms.

>>688316280
i know that.
i was talking mainly about LSD giving the effects on the brain that imitates how a toddler sees the world.
not everyone is as autistic as you with their OCD.
most likely they will find acid the easiest.

>>688316454
acid is way harsher on the psyche.
I wouldnt suggest doing drugs to any depressed person as the effects are short lived and often people try to get back to that level they were before by dosing higher etc.

>>688316890
a dumbass /b/ poster probably would OD.

>>688308062
> :D
Consider suicide

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>>688307971
>being in a relationship with clinical depression and no love for yourself while expecting it to go right
You probably fucked her up worse then she fucked you up by leaving you

>>688318335
how do i love myself

>>688318706
If I knew I wouldn't be depressed.

>>688318913
the only advice for loving yourself i have had are things like
>excersise
>do something you enjoy
>read a book
>socialize

i cant take any of it seriously

>>688318706
lotion and lots of porn. Jerk it till you hate it then keep going past that till you love it. Then you will be like well fuck a relationship I can just jerk off and be alright after I nut. Thats just me though. I rather not be in a relationship and just jerk off. If I really am bothered that bad for some booty Ill just rent a ho for the night then send her ass packing when I am done. Does this sound selfish? I dont give a fuck if it does. I aint hurtin no body

>>688307971
cyka

This thread is two and a half hours old and no nudes of OP's ex have been posted yet? I call bullshit.

>>688315733

A bad trip could do that, yes, I wont lie, there is a risk. But as long as you guarantee a good trip, you reduce the risk.

That means being around people you trust who wont fuck with you, creating a positive environment, eliminate any outside contact, as if the wrong person texts or calls, it could mean trouble, and understanding this one strange thing with shrooms:

It is not like weed or alcohol; you are not impaired on shrooms. You are fully conscious, aware, articulated and present. You are thinking normally. What happens (neurologically) is your brain is hyperconnected, and things that dont talk to each other now do.

Hallucination isnt what you think either. You dont actually *see* things. You just believe things are different. EG, you may see a kitchen table, but the part of your brain that communicates concepts will report its actually a large dog with 4 rigid legs and a flat top, if that makes any sense.

Also, the *Deep interconnectedness with everything* feeling people talk about comes from the fact that, while youre fully conscious and thinking, the part of your brain that identifies and recognizes you are a seperate living thing is weakened or offline. So in order to make sense of consciousness and experience, your brain just kind of assumes you must be everything.

Im telling you this so you dont go all fancy world is one hippy on us after.

Finally, know that if you are having a bad trip, *tell* the shrooms, mentally or vocally, to ease off of you a bit, tell them they are too much.

I know it sounds meta and silly but it can change your high to more positive.


A good trip has been shown to permanently bring about personality changes, feelings of well being, open mindedness, and it has a powerful effect against mental illness.

>>688320831
Meant for >>688315087

there's the bleach

>>688320831
i have had bad experiences with weed so i feel like if i were to take shrooms i would react badly and have a bad trip, i would love to try it but at the same time i dont want to make things worse by having a bad trip

>>688321150

I understand your apprehension.

Remember that weed and psychadelics are in totally different leagues, though. They do not do the same things, and therefore bad experience with one does not mean bad experience with the other.

If you do have a bad experience with shrooms, there is no connection. They are unrelated.

Clinical depression, what do you have to lose?

Also Ill note that if youre nervous or scared of it, that increases negative risks.

I suggest you go ahead and do a shit tonne of research for yourself until you trust it (Which you will).

Keep to science reports. Theres a lot of non scientific hippy garbage out there, and even when they get things right, their bullshit is still toxic.

Science agrees with them here, but get the word from the actual doctors :P.