I'm having a rotten night. Anyone around to talk?

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>>688291044
I'm here anon.

>>688291044
Sometimes, it doesn't seem like people want to talk to me, but I'll indulge you, if you so please.

>>688291207
this picture made me smile

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>>688291296
Thank you gentle anons, it is truly appreciated. I'll come right to the problem: how does one find something worth living for?

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>>688290588
I have red-pilled, and cornered myself with bad choices over the years, and I think about dying daily, but neither Life or Death particularly appeal to me.
My life doesn't really lend itself well to promoting living either. I just drag myself through the depression day by day, to sleep and do it again.

I don't feel connected to the space at all. It feels like this is VR and I'm just the one with the controller.


There, said my part, however cringy it might read. Now I'm off to stare at the catalogue until it's time to sleep again.

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>>688291532
Nothing and all are worth living for.

What is it that you enjoy doing in your free time anon? What is it that you find enjoyable?

>>688292041
Acute depression. Have you sought any sort of help?

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>>688291532
>how does one find something worth living for?
You might want to refer to the OP image for that.

I apologize for my post, they're not what they used to be, or at least I don't post them like I used to.

One thing, is just to explore the world.
You can't find anything if you're not looking.

Also, you may want to ponder your values, even seemingly simple things, nebulous things, specific things.
Perhaps, someone once said, even though I'm just pulling this out of my ass: To know one's self is to know the world.

I'd need to read the image I'm posting once again (tfw my memory isn't that great right now. tfw I don't have an eidetic memory) to provide some more possibly useful information, but reading it may help you.

Some people just indulge, some people try to contribute to what they believe is meaningful.

Some people develop skill, some people obtain bodies of knowledge. Some people share with others, some people create (just create things, anything: visual art, musical art, literature, social groups, etcetera).

>>688291532
I find the best thing to do is to find something to work at. It could be anything, like learning the guitar but it gives you purpose and you'll improve as a person for it

>>688292449
>What is it that you enjoy doing in your free time anon? What is it that you find enjoyable?
Nothing. I'm a vile NEET, I've been unemployed for 3 years. I fill my time with vidya to distract myself from the pain. I can't really go out or get a job thanks to the crippling depression and anxiety. I tried professional help, but all they did was put me on meds. Kinda stings when even the hospital social worker says you're a waste of her time.

Well this post spiraled out of control...

>>688293044
The pic is Caracalla, not Aurelius

>>688291532
Try new things until you get excited.

>>688293088
Not at all bad advice... I'll ponder what you have said. Thank you!

>>688292679
Yes, but I never quite get to saying anything productive. There's a lot going through my head, but the words get lost in transit. Always end up saying "I'm fine" or "nothing."

Kinda like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYo2wtL9fsY

Why the fuck don't I have fun doing anything anymore, everything bores me

>>688293483
Well I can certainly relate. I don't know how to do it either.

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>>688293138
I've been through that stuff myself, it's not a nice place to be in.

I will tell you what I did; I started drawing, I was pretty bad at it at first, but since I had all day to myself I slowly started getting better.

As I began to realize that I was actually really good, my confidence started building up and I was able to go out more and meet with all the friends I had lost.

My advice would be to pick up hobby that you respect. If you really like guitar solos pick up a guitar and start practicing. If you really like photography pick up a camera and go out and take pictures.

The world is for you to do as you please! :)

>>688293936
Is that your email or are you reposting this? I used to talk to this guy... used to have his own threads almost every night but that was long ass time ago. If that's you and you're back that's fuckin awesome

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>>688294176
It may seem like a lot of work but it's well worth it.
You are worth it anon.
As you start building up, you will find the answer to your question, I promise you will.
So please smile anon :).

>>688294449
repost, sorry pal just had this saved from like four years ago nd never did try the email

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>>688293870
Y'all just gotta throw yourselves out there, really open up.
Your psychiatrist needs to see you, all of you, completely naked (not literally speaking about that naked part).
You need to just dump yourself out, pour yourself out.
All of your thoughts, your feelings, just do it.
You just need to do it.

After it's all laid out, maybe it takes a few times of doing so, you can organize it, your psychiatrist can organize it, ponder it, connect certain pieces and see what happens from there.
It could end in nothing.
It could end in something.
That something could be good, that something could be bad.

You won't get anywhere if you don't try.
Sometimes, you need to try again, multiple times.

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>>688294696
I truly appreciate you taking the time to reply to me. But I simply don't believe that I will ever 'get better'. I've been worthless my whole life, never happy; why would it ever change? I had a job, I got a degree (albeit a worthless one), I had a relationship; yet I wasn't happy then either.

>>688294903
>Your psychiatrist needs to see you, all of you, completely naked (not literally speaking about that naked part).
Well that would be great if I could afford one...They're expensive here in Canada. None of them are covered by healthcare.

My long distance relationship is falling apart, even though i visit every weekend and we truely enjoy the time we spend together. She is still having doubts if it will work.... Haven't slept last night because she means the world to me....

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>>688294696
>guitar
Not only do you develop skill, which may boost your sense of self, it's just a skill. With skill, you can apply yourself.
Personally, I think it just sounds beautiful, even the simplest of music.
Even in the worst of times, if you can play a song, and listen, you may find beauty every time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHlz0Tpyx5Y

Having a hobby also helps socially. The guitar is a very popular music, it's easy to find other guitarists. You could speak to guitarists about guitars and music all day, you can play music with them, make music with them.
A lot of potentially positive things may stem from these things.

>>688295288
Try emailing that Anon with the support line thing. He's the next best thing. I talked to him a long time ago and he apparently has some kind of counseling job and or degree, and he's damn good at least from my personal experience

See

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>>688293662
Are you still here?

Tell me about yourself.

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>>688295165
Being pessimistic will not bring a meaning in your life anon.

In order to be happy, you need to feel happy, you need to smile.

You stayed the whole day in your house playing vidya and watching anime? Great!
You went out and drunk booze with your buds? Great!

Change your view about yourself, you are not worthless anon, no one is worthless.

(That comes from a person that has failed her entire life and only now is slowly getting back up on her feet.)

>>688295165
>I've been worthless my whole life
Naw, you're fine.

>job
>degree
>relationship
You've got skills and knowledge that can be put to good use.

I just noticed I'm posting on 4chan and thought to myself
>what am I doing with my life?

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>>688296271
Are these posts from the same person?

Why are you here?

>>688296271
Sounds like something my mom used to say: "fake it till you make it". I always thought it was silly, but you're saying it works. Has it worked for you?

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>>688296788
Yes it has anon, it may sound silly as you say but it works.

You have to do it everyday tho.
That's the hard part.
But it does work :).

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So im a new comer. You can call me - T

Im going to say this

I feel helpless, hopeless and suicidal.

Anyone wanna listen or is everyone got their hands full with other ppl?
-T

>>688297004
Welp, what do I have to lose? Maybe it's a time for a change.

Thanks anon. You've provided a small glimmer of hope on this rotten day. Truly, thank you.

I can fake it.
I can fake it enough to fool them all.
Make them think I'm happy.
Make them think I belong.
But it's all a lie.
And I can only fake it so long before I brake once again.
Now the choice has been made, and I only have to fake for a little longer.
Then I will never have to fake again.

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>>688297435
I'm here. >>688292041
Can't promise advice. but I'll be here lurking.

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>>688296739
Yes all these posts are from me.

I'm here to talk with anyone about anything :)

>>688297435
Let's hear the story anon.

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this seem's appropriate from what i've read on this thread

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>>688297520
Have a great day anon. :)

>>688297611
>I can fake it enough to fool them all.
lol no
I will always hold skepticism, I will never accept anything as truth, there will always, even if just a little, be a small sliver of doubt within me, with anything.

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>>688297435
I'm here as well anon. :)

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>>688297520
Hope for the best anon

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>>688290588
I just woke up from a dream where I had a woman to acompany my through the long and lonely night and hold me
Just kill me now fam I can't handle this loneliness any more

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I'm here to support anons!

>>688297684
I'd like to talk about you, but just a little bit, as it's probably best that your effort be put into other people.

You say you've been through hard times yourself, mind telling more about that?

When did you start drawing?
Do you watch anime?

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>>688290588
Platonism and absurdism for me

>>688296506
This feel

>>688298123
I hate those dreams.
When you wake up and can almost still feel her hand in yours or taste her on your lips.....

>>688296788
no

ive lived a pretty positive minded life just being content and happy with who i am as a person and trying to spread a positive mindset to those around me.

has not helped me get a better job because noone wants to help me or give me a chance.

has not gotten me laid lately because women just look at me like im a monster because my hair is thinning out in front.

doesnt matter how strong of a mindset you maintain. sometimes you just never make it

>>688298451
I draw from various different schools of thought, fam, but I like your choices.

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>>688298123

You are not alone! there's always people who loves you! And don't think you will be alone forever, someday someone will want to spent the rest of his/her life with you and it will be awesome.

I know the waiting is horrible, but it's all worth it. I'm talking from experience.

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T here,

Sry for my late reply im on a mobile.
I dont exactly know what is wrong with me. Why i feel suicidal or what brought it on.
I have my own house im a manager in training at my work. I have a girlfriend who is the best friend ive ever had. I lost a ton of weight (i used to be a chubbyfatbutt/b/tard) i have friends and people who love me.

I think about my gf.. The success.. Positives and all the love coming my way..
But lately ive felt like my inner thoughts are SCREAMING. So much i cant think clearly. I mean it.
Ive been having thoughts of hurting myself. I told my girlfriend and she begged me not to hurt myself

I didnt make any promises..because i dont think i can keep them. I told her it will be okay though. I told her i love her

I still want to hurt my self. Bad
My thoughts are screaming over and over. I cant think.

What do. Am i crazy. Do i need to pop a pill...im not trying to pay two arms and a leg on therapy costs..

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>>688298373

I was molested by my father from a really young age.

Growing up I had no friends because I was socially destroyed by what was going on and so the only escape was pokemon.

At my 15 birthday I ran away from home and I stayed homeless until a priest found me on the streets and took me in to live with him. I was 16 when that happened.

He was there for me, he took care of me and taught me a lot of things.

I am 25 now and things couldn't be better, I'm having a baby in 4 months and my husband is just unreal amazing and loving.

I always thought that I was going to die on the streets, there were a lot of days were I was with no food nor water. Even when the priest took me in I was still a broken mess.

I started drawing two years after living with the priest, I really sucked at first but I kept going and now I am able to draw really well. :)

I do watch anime, I finished watching Death Parade yesterday, and I really loved it. :)

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>>688298862

Sometimes, I forget about how this used to be an anime website.

These images remind me of that, make me think past the surface, sort of speak.

In some ways, at some times, it's like I've got a heart of stone.
In some ways, at some times, I can be a softy.
Sometimes, when I read things in feels threads, I get close to crying, I'm not sure if like a negative emotion or a good one, or maybe strong emotional content triggers that in me.

I've almost cried a few times watching some anime.
I don't remember, but I may have cried while watching some anime.

But it still seems like I'm a pretty cold guy.

I'm just getting stuff off my chest, no need to reply.

>>688299532
>I started drawing two years after living with the priest, I really sucked at first but I kept going and now I am able to draw really well. :)

Awww! Im so happy for you anon! <3

>>688299416
Could be depression? Regardless, if you have compulsions to harm yourself, that requires medical attention. Therapy may be needed. Or maybe you need a med or two? Talk to your GP. See what comes of that. Just be aware that if you say you're truly gonna hurt yourself, they might toss you in a psych ward involuntarily. I speak from experience with that.

>>688299532
Wow, a happy ending? How very rare!!! Good for you, still.

Really fucked up and lost my license in January.

Out 7k+ in damages, legal fees etc.

Folks don't treat me the same.

Had my last drink on January 16th, haven't even smelled booze since. About busted a bottle over somebody's head for asking me if I wanted some.

Wasn't drunk, but I was over the legal limit for people who aren't 21.

21 in July. Hopefully get my license back on the 15th of July.

Buddy is helping me build a hot rod, should be pretty sweet.


Everybody has their own shit, but my advice is to keep on trucking. Nothing else to do.

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Thank you kind anons. :)

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>>688299534
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That means that you are a sensible person anon! nothing bad about it! It shows you have emphaty!

And that's something people are lacking nowdays!

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>>688300029
Oh yeah im not telling anyone im suicidal. I tried with my gf and damn near broke her to lil pieces....

Its why i havent. But what happens when i cant stop thinking about it. When opportunity and decision meet..

Thisis the only...squeak for help im putting out there. I know if i say something about hurting myself id have an emergency psychiatric evaluation.

No thanks. Cant afford lockup

>>688300539
That was me...T btw

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>>688300539
When did those thoughts start anon? Did something bad happen to trigger them?

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Anyone up to talk?

>>688300539
When did this start?

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>>688300825
I am here anon! :)

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>>688300825
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> Anonymous 06/07/16(Tue)04:40:02 No.688300825 ▶
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>Anyone up to talk?

Always anon!

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>>688300922
hold me 2d girls ;_;

>>688291044
Read a book or watch a movie and jerk off go to sleep then get to work tomorrow you faggot

>>688299532
>I was molested by my father from a really young age.
I think I regret asking now, I think I'd prefer if I didn't make you think about that again.
Thanks for sharing, though.

You don't need to read my post, I'm posting more for myself than anything.

Growing up, I've made some bad decisions relating to friends. I was socially awkward, but I still had friends, and I had good friends. I didn't stick with and focus on the right people. Some of my friends would bother me when I just want to focus on my hobbies.

I was homeless a few times. I've lived in abandoned buildings, in a tent in woods, stayed at shelters.

Life wasn't easy, but only relative to developed societal standards.
I was in constant pain from the walking and carrying my stuff with me at first.

When I was at a shelter, I couldn't get enough sleep, 6-7 or less hours each night, I had to drink coffee every day to stay awake at libraries, I wanted an education so I was working on school online.
It wasn't so bad because I always had school work to work on, I had something to do and I did it, and I did well, despite the cognitive decline that comes with the sleep deprivation.


I slept in a tent later on because the lack of sleep took a toll on me.

Another time, I was in woods, it wasn't bad, I got a lot more sleep, made friends with some homeless people, but I'm just not comfortable being in public so much.

The government didn't give me enough money to go without going hungry, just enough not to die of starvation.

When I saw the homeless people, the homeless kids, I wasn't like them, I was light years ahead of them.

Some people just had it bad.

I didn't have it so bad, but luck didn't go my way.

I wouldn't have been homeless if I was in their shoes.

I was like them in some ways at some point, but that was years behind me being homeless.

I didn't steal, I didn't do drugs, I had plans and goals, I wasn't severely debilitated, I was wasn't negative like them, I was honest.

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>>688301161
Hello anon! :)

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>>688301161

-holds you and pats your head- Everything will be ok!

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>>688300682
Well i was standing in my kitchen one day...thinking about how much i fucking hate myself (no reason)

Then i thought. "I want to cut my arm open but everyone would overreact ."

They would too. Im not saying i wanna hurrdurrcutmywrist i want to cause myself pain. Out of spite.

Ever since its been just an endless thought. Now its a screaming thought. It effects my vision sometimes with the screaming..

I think im looney

-T

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>>688301334
>I think I regret asking now, I think I'd prefer if I didn't make you think about that again.

I have put that long behind me don't worry about it anon. :)

You are an amazing person anon, you deserve a lot of love, and I know you're going to get it. :)

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>>688300918

Ok, im socially inept. Like I go into a store and I start sweating, I get along well with others but can never really make friends. I know the cause of all this is my father as he never let me out as a child yet never paid any mind to me. His womanizing life style left me out of the picture to raise myself and it didnt help knowing that he constantly showed his disdain towards me. Ive long since forgiven him though I dont speak to him but the effects still follow me and its taking a toll on me.

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He never came back online. Its been 18 days.

>>688302305
she's dead bro

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>>688302413
Have no one to talk to. Depressed. Can someone talk to me instead?

>>688301334
>I didn't steal, I didn't do drugs, I had plans and goals, I wasn't severely debilitated, I was wasn't negative like them, I was honest.
I didn't bully people, I was very tolerant, and I didn't ask people for things. I was kind and generous.

I didn't bully people.

People weren't treated bad when I was around, I would've beat some ass if I saw that shit.

There was someone with psychosis, or some mental disorder, he would talk to himself out loud with different voices and as if he were multiple different people.
Was pretty amusing, actually.
I couldn't tell when he was out of it or if he was lucid and aware.
I didn't have a problem with him, I even helped him out sometimes.

Some meth smoking faggot one day, at the shelter, while I was taking a shower, decided he'd start beating on that guy.

That guy that dished out the beating one told a story about slapping him.

>he asked me for a cigarette
>I threw it in his face and slapped him
>if you're going to talk yourself and say crazy shit you're going to get hit
He was a target in my eyes after he said that.

If I wasn't in that shower, I would have beat his ass.

He dropped a meth pipe with meth inside of it in the shelter.

Some people stopped the fighting before it got too far.

The police later came but he was gone.

Not only would I have beat his ass, I would have used my MMA training to beat his ass.

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>>688302155
Why can't you make friends anon? What is holding you back?

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>>688302155

But you can make friends! do not underestimate internet! it's great tool to open up to people and get to know people without the preasure of being in front of more people. Plus people tend to be more honest in internet so the friends you make are real and sincere with you!

As for your father, i recomend you to try small talks with him. I'm not saying you forgot what he did, but to forgive. Live your life in peace, don't get hate on your heart anon!

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>>688302613
I'll talk with you anon! :)

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>>688302613
What bothers you dear anon?

>>688301334
how did you end up homeless?

>>688302613
See
>>688293936
If he's still around he'll answer every email. Usually within a few hours basically if he's awake he replies. Last I heard from him was a few months ago but bes been around for years

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>>688302507

Dear anon, my advise is for you to look for profesional help and try doing some activity to keep your mind busy of those thoughts.

Also remember that there will always be people worried about you. Even now i and the other kind anons are worried about you!

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>>688302137
Kind words, I think thanks are in order.

I'm just going to leave this thread now, or maybe I'll lurk a little longer.

I'm not comfortable with saying goodbye, I'd prefer if I didn't get a reply.

>>688302712
I always put on this false veil because I always feel like if I show who I am, point out the flaws, that everyone will hate me, so I tend to push others away
>>608302718
I thought of that but its makes me feel ashamed of myself that I cannot truly connect to others in person and I have forgiven my father and tried to disregard his comments but I cant seem to shake off the effects

>>688302080
Sounds like just a whole lotta self hate you've been carrying around for a long time just building and building. Would this be accurate?

>>688302507
I wanted to let you know that I read your post.

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>>688302080
If there is no reason to hate yourself then don't.

Honestly if you are happy right now you should start trying to control your thoughts.
I'm not good with this kind of stuff as I am not a professional but if I were you I would talk with my Girlfriend/Boyfriend about it.

You may not want to worry them but it's better to talk about it with someone you love and trust. :)

>>688292041
I feel like expanding upon my original post.
This thread is the only thing I've actually done in the past four hours that wasn't staring at the wall, so I may as well contribute more.

>be me 23
>5'7 (55kg) 121lbs Male
>weak as hell
>get vertigo when I stand up
>joints are terrible
>almost never speak
>anything I say becomes spaghetti
>whatever.png
>Unemployed 5 years
>no experience at all
>all study I'd done is out of date
>Live with roommates I want to kill daily
>currently on welfare
>have to do 50hrs/f of volunteer work or lose my payments overnight
>100% introvert neet
>I'd rather be left alone
>socialising is hard on me man
>losing interest in hobbies and such
>disfunctional +3
>just stare at walls
>sometimes play games or do things
>used to be a neat freak
>don't clean much
>wore same clothes for two months before I'd realised
>therideneverends.jpeg

As previously stated:
>Terrible at working with my Psych
>probably have autism or Schizoid personality disorder
>probably, but self-evaluation so, grain of salt and all
>depression and anxiety are likely way underestimated by tests I'm made to do

Yadda yadda. It's not as bad as most anons who post on these threads, but them's the brakes man.

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>>688302829
>>688302829
>>688303160
Could you add me on steam ...?
Its : Lachtanko

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>>688303279

Then see you later dear anon! c:

21 here feel helpless ive never had a girlfriend but i know its not nessesary to live but it makes me feel unwanted and makes me low esteem,before graduating high school i had goals and dreams but no girlfreind i feel like i lost all motives to actually suceed it sounds stupid its just me,as a citizen of u.s i work labor job because i dont like school (college) because theirs lots and lost of couples making me feel more hopeless and undesireable sometimes i think to myslef if i had a girlfreind it would be a joy getting up to work chatting with a girl you know couple stuff but no im all alone i habe friends but just dosent feel the same sometimes they arent their when i need them but if i had a girlfreind i would be their for her and she would too be their for me.

>>688291532
You don't "find something" worth living for.

Sitting around in your house is no way to be able to find something you enjoy.
You don't just wait around for inspiration or for a desire, you have to go out and do things actively until you come across something that holds meaning for you.

>>688302712
I put on this false veil to appease others because I feel that if I show myself people will hate me so I kind end up pushing others away
>>688302718
I thought of it but felt ashamed that I couldn't connect to others in real life. I have forgiven my father but the effects follow me

I still love her....

>>688303507
Don't have steam but would if I did bro. After college I pretty much avoid my laptop/computer as much as possible lol

>type 1 juvenile diabetes since i was 6
>dad dies when im 16
>mom dies when im 21
>severe pain in my lower back (probably failing kidneys)
>severe pain in my ribcage
>no close family
>no friends
>atleast i got memes
>xd
>someone pls kill me

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>>688303822
>I thought of it but felt ashamed that I couldn't connect to others in real life. I have forgiven my father but the effects follow me

Have you tried meeting your online friends? or maybe talk face to face via skype? I meet one of my best and dearest friends online!

>>688303822
Unless your flaws are evil then there is no reason for anyone to hate you!

Unless your flaw is being a pedo then you're good to go!

How low/high is your confidence?

>>688303971
Well you got us, welcome home /b/ro

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Dear anons, i'm heading bed right now. it's been a pleasure to talk with you all!

Please remember than at least one person in the world cares and thinks you are awesome! (Me!)

Good night!

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>>688304410
Goodnight anon! :)

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>>688296271
This scene gets to me every time

every single time

>>688304031
Never had any
>>688304173
Low, I act cocky around my little group but its just an act, like a gun man waving a unloaded weapon

is no one else hedonism? guess im alone lolz

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>>688304586
Are you afraid that they will drop you as soon as they see the real you? :)

>>688304954
Not really they arent the ones im worried about. Its everyone else, I act differently to gain friendship but I always feel like shit for holding up the routine and never truly connect, if any thing its like they are acquaintances.

>>688290588
Life Has no meaning :-(

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>>688305364
Most people act differently to gain friendship that's not something unnatural. You should come to terms with yourself about who you want to be your friend.

>>688305915
Thanks. what should I do to help with my insecurities/ social anxieties do you know anything that can?

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>>688306446
Accept them.

Accept the fact that your flaws are a part of what makes you you.

You are a flawed person as am I and as everyone in this world, so why bother worry about them?

Smile and believe in yourself there is nothing to be afraid of, you are a great person :).

>>688294696
Nö.

>>688306446
don't give a fuck about anyone. just yourself. find a gf to be with, and fuck other people. you don't need friends, you have to learn to be alone. If you want someone to talk there will be your girlfriend

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>>688306888
Dam, you may have gotten trips but I won't agree with you this time :)

whoever keeps posting these black and white anime girls has good taste btw

>>688306851
Ill do my best. Can I get get one more smile before bed though?

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>>688307163
Thank you anon. :)

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>>688307323
Sweet dreams!
Here is your smile! :)

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Okay anons I am off to sleep as well, it was great talking to you!

See you in some other thread, some other time.
Take care everyone, I love you. :)

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>>688307848
Anon won't see this. But I really needed that. We need more like them. Same though. You guys have managed to make me feel ever so slightly happy for just a moment. Thanks. I love you anons. Keep on keeping on.

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>>688308619
Love you anon. :)

>>688290588
The best ones are:
Platonism
Hedonism
Epicureanism
Stoicism
Nihilism
and maybe Logical Positivism/seems like Nietzsche philosophy

>>688308957
I like The Cynicism one the best personally.

>>688309138
Yeah cynicism is good but I don't like the "be self-sufficient" thing, like it doesn't matter if I live with someone else money doing nothing, the only thing that matters is that I live good

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Are there threads kinda like this? This was supposed to be baw thread, but just reading some of things you people have said to each other. It kinda actually gives me hope. It's somewhat heartwarming and I'm a little happier because of this thread.

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>>688310472
I always try to talk with anons when I see baw threads, I'm not here often because I'm busy but I try my best to help out anyone that I can. :)

>>688293357
That is powerful...

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>>688310792
That's pretty damn cool of you anon. We need more like you then. You're a good person, and you deserve good things. Have a good one anon. I'm gonna try and be happy today. Maybe it'll work of I actually put an effort into it. Thanks.

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>>688311017
Have a great day anon, you deserve it! :)

I always think about how much better it could be...my life is good, I'm lucky, but why doesn't it feel that way?

>>688311198
For some reason its nice knowing that among all the anons who collect anything ranging from spiderman reaction images to gore there is one that collects and draws smiles.
Thank you for being here for people anon, thank you for you.

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>>688311367
I'm here for you anon.

As humans we want more than we already have, it's hard for us to be happy with what we already have because we always strive for more.

What you are going through is not something bad, unless it has negative impact on your life.

I'm here if you want to talk. :)

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>>688311920
Thank you for your kind words anon. :)

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My first girlfriend who I've talked to for three years told me she wants a break yesterday. That would be okay if I just knew I would get her back.

I found out from her friend that she cheated on me about 4 times.

I don't know what to do /b/ro's. I feel like my world just kinda came to an end suddenly yesterday,

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>>688312666
must of been a cold hearted bitch if she cheated on ,you Satan Ruler Of Darkness

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>>688312666
The friend told you because she wants you at least a little; fuck her friend and get some lulz off the cunt.

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>>688312536
Just out of curiosity, how many happy pictures do you have anyways?

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>>688312666
I'm terribly sorry to hear that anon.

It's going to be really bad for quite a while but hang in there we are here for you anon.

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>>688312959
you can have this

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>>688312945

Quite a lot anon.
584 to be exact. :)

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>>688312536

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>>688303971
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8a4iiOnzsc

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>>688312666
The world must have a sense of humor because I love Heavy Metal and she used to call me Satan.
>>688312931
Her friend has been sending me hearts and saying that she'll always be here for me...
>>688312959
Thank you Happyanon.

>>688313462
is that... wool?

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Had a very bad few days. hopfeully this comic can cheer someone else up.

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>>688313503
no,no it is not.

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03/10

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this is my heart and soul!!!
Godly Rock

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>>688313563
dont be like that tell me what it is

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>>688313623

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Why are you posting rocks, anon?

05/10

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>>688313786
10/10

>>688313648
That is one beautiful rock anon. They all are. Thanks for posting. You done good.

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>>688313804
Fuck

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>>688313492
Don't do anything with that 'friend' anon, you will regret it later on.

Try to keep your head up high, I know it's not easy but try to smile it will help you.

Love you anon, be safe. :)

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>>688313642
Fukang meteorite

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Any DC fans will love this, but it's honestly really heartwarming in general. Hopefully you guys will like.

From Rebirth #1 (2016)

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>tfw no superhero to save me from my miserable existence

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUJTrYG32gI

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>>688299532
What are the details of what daddy did? :-)

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>>688313997
>>688314065
>>688314115
>>688314172
>>688314258
>>688314327
>>688314384
>>688314446

Thank you for this anon. :)

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>>688314563
>What are the details of what daddy did? :-)

https://www.fbi.gov/

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>>688314564
No problem. The Flash is such a chill and nice guy, he always lightens me up, figured maybe I could pass it on here.

I don't have much other feels stuff sadly, but i'll post what I can find.

1/2

This is just me but it might help some of you guys. Sometimes you gotta realise that nobody is to blame for when you couldn't do the things you wanted to do. I always wanted go to america and considering the political climate, I want to go even more. Too poor for a plane ticket. I might never go to america but hey it was never really in my control, or my parents, or anyone's. Sometimes things just don't happen the way you want and it ain't nobody's fault.

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i approve of OP's chart.

>>688290588
>mohism
>love people impartially

This is absolute bullshit. Mohism has nothing to do with love understood within the west. The "doctrine of universal love" lost all of its meaning once it got christianized, and is not relevant anymore since the end of the spring and autumn era (-250bc)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaZ1EmPOE_k

>Be me 6 years ago, 13 or so
>Fat disappointment for parents, no friends, acne, all that kind of stuff
>Never go out, just sit and play vidya
>Cute girl is at the same class, top student and very kind
>We start talking a bit
>She was probably the first person to ever enjoy my company
>Couldnt believe it
>She gave me lots of hints to attack but spaghetti hard and just stopped talking to her after 3 years
>Around then she became anorexic
>she literally began melting
>2016
>She weighs like 70 pounds
>Im still ashamed that i cut contact and too sperg to just talk to her
>We pretend we dont see each other when passing a hallway
>I still feel that i really like her
>Two weeks ago decided to do something about it
>Yeah i will muster up the courage next week
>Tfw she hung herself two days after that decision

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>>688310472
thats what all these threads are like usually hahah
>>688312666
no patience for cheaters anon

thankyou for the guy posting gems and shit thats going straight on my facebook page lol

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>>688290588
>Mfw legalism means "learn practical skills"

The meaning of life according to legalism

>Be the Prince
>Destroy the other princes
>Show no mercy to anyone
>Don't trust anyone
>Rule unquestioned

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Not the other anon, just wanted to post a few pics from one of my favorite Instagram pages.

my story i never wrote and no one will probably care to read
if you wish me to cont i will
>be me
>long time ago
>its so sad for me to not be able to remember how long it is
>live my bullshit life
>trying to flee from everything in my childhood
>find this one game
>pretty socializing game so you have to make a "guild" and meet with others and have contacts in game
>find some girl leveling
>Herzel15
>ask her with no belief if she could take me in her group
>she says yes
cont?

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>>688315710

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>>688315731

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>>688315728
Go on anon, I'm here. :)

>>688315728
Jeez man. Gaming feels are always the saddest because I relate to them the most. Continue.

>>688315728
cont
>we sit there, she leveling me
>we talk about the game and all
>i just want to get leveled at that moment
>she says her "guild" is full of cool ppl
>wants me to join
>i say yes of course
>once in the guild i look up the list of ppl in there
>really full
>Herzel introduces me to the leader
>Shifune
>also a girl
>fast forward have nothing to do with anyone but herzel
>eventually we have ingame relationship
>its.. the most beautiful thing in my life at that point
>even text with her on phone during school
>life is good
cont

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>>688315793
>>688315766
>>688315731
>>688315710
thankyou anon

>>688316001
cont
>some day she tells about her real life relationship
>i get uncomfortable feeling
>doesnt feel right
>break up with herzel
>horribly sad, crying in front of computer
>shifune comes to my house
>you can have a house in that game
>like your personal place with storage and all
>we talk about herzel
>i realize what shifune of a person is
>very heartwarming girl
>always told me to do what is best for me
>wants me to be happy
>eventually we get together
>tale of baka and shifune begins
cont

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lost my best friend yesterday
if anyone want to talk about their problems i'm here

>>688314984
the entire graphic is bullshit

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>>688316402
bumping so anon can finish story

>>688316402
cont
>get to know this girl behind shifune
>Yasmine
>lives in a french boarding school at that moment
>horrible people
>parents are helping in third world countries so never with her
>she has no one
>is also emotionally damaged, lost virginity at 12 in that school
>she didnt deserve anything of it
>like i said the cutest girl i have ever known and will ever know
>so we call on skype like literally every day and watch movies
>start them at the same time
>for years
>i literally loved this girl for years
>and she loved me
>but shes in france and im in germany
>distance was a problem
>i want to see her so bad
>i want to be there for her
>and i want to be the person she can be there for
cont

>>688316952
just post all of it im waiting

>>688316865
its gonna take a bit but i try to finish it
>>688316952
cont
>the game is what connected us
>this whole story happened like 6 years ago
>at some point emotional rollercoaster began
>i stopped playing
>she got a new ig boyfriend while i was gone
>i think i was on vacation or some shit
>i lost my shit
>talked to her in game
>screamed at pc
>cried like an idiot
>face was red, thought im dying
>she thought i wouldnt come back
>tried to get over the pain with a friend of hers in the game
>didnt work tho, we get in contact again
>more with phone tho
>by the way all the time she wanted to come to germany
>she finally had the chance
>and i agreed
cont

Feels thread eh? Alright so I feel kind of ok, I ate a whole pan of potatoes and literally can't move but I have an exam tomorrow.

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>>688317460
Christ anon. This is probably gonna do it for me.

>Be me
>Found cool server on game
>Joined server
>A few months, or rather, days of playing and befriending staff and admins, they ask me to become staff, too
>figured why the fuck not, since I don't do anything else
>Joined
>The server community made another server
>"Hey anon, you wanna become mod here, too?"
>nawthanksmate.jpg
>New server gets more helpers or staff or whatever
>One specific guy who visited the new server often also become staff
>Very chill guy, loved by everyone, was very fun
>Didn't personally know him, talked to him via teamspeak once or twice
>After almost a year, gets demoted (We had the 3 strikes system, and he got those 3 strikes)
>Last one was using hacks or whatnot
>Didn't hear from him for atleast half a year
>Decide to ask other modbros about him
>"idk, what about him, everyone just forgot"
>Me and my best modbro find his steam profile
>"Last online 317 days ago"
>*Click view more info*
>hey, this is (modbro's) brother speaking, i am sorry to tell you that (modbro) diceded to end his life 24/7/2015, you can reach me on steam (modbro's bro). This account will go offline forever, Sorry


For safety and privacy purposes, not going to share the names of anyone, since the staff team considered to keep this private.

Fuck, he was such a fun guy seemed like.

>>688317460
I don't know if I should laugh or cringe.

>>688290588
stupid shkutz

get money and power and fuck all else

>>688317460
cont
>she really did it
>she came to me by train
>she is with me
>she is laying in my bed
>and i am talking to her face to face
>life feels amazing
>only for a week tho
>then she has to leave again
>by train
>i bring her there and we tell us she will come back
>we cry, kiss, and she leaves
>we also told eachother at all times that when she graduates, we will move in together
i will fast forward now
>we have the year 2016
>we lost contact
>she graduated
>she has a boyfriend who is a fucking idiot
>she lives in germany soon, but not anywhere near me
>she texted me half an hour ago

i wanted to make this story so much more detailed guys but it would take a lot of time
i want her back
i dream of her and im not happy without her
she was the most beautiful thing in my life, and i will never see her again
i love you yasmine

>>688317760

I have another one, a bit shorter one, which I can actually talk about in detail.

Note, the story I will be talking about won't be about the current story that is up.

>>688317982
>she texted me half an hour ago
GO FOR IT
you have the chance
i'm not
i lost my forever
i would do anything if i had this chance

>>688317982
That's rough anon. I wish I could even attempt to give you advice. But I don't even know where to begin. Hang in there bro. Something good will happen.

>>688318105
>Me, about 3-4 years ago
>Playing minecraft, because, well, I'm a fucking weeb
>Find this one GTA server
>Was so very fun
>Eventually I meet 2 girls from the UK
>Sisters
>One is 16, we'll call her ashley other is 12, let's call her Pear because of her ingame name
>For some reason, they kind of don't like eachother, always fighting and whatnot, thus, making 2 seperate gangs
>I'm trying to be the peacemaker, be the one person who's bringing everything together
>Keep talking to Ashley, strange shit happening, she said she and her sister will run away from their abusive parents
>ohfuckwhattodo.jpg
>I try confronting her, telling them that's a stupid idea
>Doesn't listen
>week later, I come online, and I see her, I ask what happened
>"Got busted by cops, got grounded, told to go back home"
>I was so fucking happy that atleast they're ok
>Eventually the in-game gang war stopped, and so I just stopped playing, lost interest.
>Fast forward half a year, decided to go back on the server
>No trace of them, but people still know them both
>Ask Ashley's other friend, he(she?) said that she has some weird disease or condition
>Said that she only has a 30% chance to live past the age of 20
>Oh fuck
>Ultra worried, try to get in contact with her
>Find her on skype finally, message her, ask how she's doing
>everything's ok
>For some reason, dumbass me stopped talking with her or playing the game
>fast forward, 2016, come online
>Pear is now moderator
>Say hi to Pear
>She doesn't remember me
>I say I know her and her sister
>Still nothing
>I ask about Ashley
>Doesn't want to talk to me, but from what I understand, she's still alive
>Pear has become a dick, really annoying and pissy

I remember Ashley's username on skype, so I send an invite
>Invite sent at February 6th, 2016. 11:28 PM
>Send another invite, just to make sure she's actually online or not
>February 15, 2016

She still hasn't answered.

>>688318965

I'm not bothered enough to go on the server or ask about her anymore, since nobody probably knows her.

Should I?

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>>688290588

>>688297684
I think I know you irl...

>>688314990
But does it end. Will this feeling stop?

Hey anons, want to have a small chat?
Im up for anything you'd like, anything at all.
Just in the mood for a small chat.

>>688297435
I'm listening mate, you can talk to me

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To everyone in this thread.

If they tell you it's a chemical imbalance, it's not.

I have my chemicals realigned daily with heavy tablets.

It changes nothing.

You can't take a pill for the shit we're in...

>>688319800
honestly im not sure, what i know is that it fades and for me filling my daily life with stuff like card games and the people whom i enjoy it with is enough to completely make me forget about that feeling for long enough periods of time

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>>688320483
I almost cried upon seeing this, and I don't know why

>>688303971
Keep your blood sugars under control man for fucks sake

>>688320013
How's your day been, mate?

>>688291207
I'm just picturing a neck beard sitting making that face.

>>688301161
>2d girls
>neckbeards posting pics of 2d girls

>>688320942
Pretty average, Hows yours been?
Sorry for the responce times.

>>688321487
Could be worse. Just playing vidya and watching shitty Youtube videos

>>688321597
Hey that was pretty much my day!
Seems like summer season hits and everything slows right down. Hard to believe 2016 is nearly half over, aint it?

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>>688321795
Where the actual fuck did the time go?

Ive done NOTHING all year.

And fuck summer, im sweating like a pig right now

>>688321945
I am thankful to all gods I have an AC. Would be a fucking roast without them, pains me to step out of the room, the heat is just too fucking much and I know itll just get worse soon.

Right? Sitting here thinking 2016 will go slower compaired to the past what, 5++ years ive felt like this? It didnt, its going faster and Im losing my grip, it doesnt help that I spent all my time in my room currently, but without a hobby that requires me to focus on the days,I would not have a clue in hell what day it is most of the time.

>>688322279
Are you me?

I try to keep myself distracted. Had a fucking atrociously shit start to the year and was close to ending it honestly.

I'm trying to keep myself focused on stupid nerdy hobbies.

I cant sleep. I cant bring myself to try either. In my dreams im not happy either. I cant maintain a caring relationship because i just cant get past the fact that im empty. I have nothing to give. But nothing to take either.

>>688322554
I have been having nightmares for a week, and thus have just tried to stop sleeping. I feel awful.

>>688322692
I still sit in bed at night. But when i close my eyes its like tv static. I hear my neighbors talking sometimes, but its usually quiet. Its so quiet i can hear my heart beat. I wish it wouldnt.

>>688322509
We could be the same.

My year didnt start off the greatest, fell into quite a bit of a money problem, but powered through it and im living enough now.

All I do to pass the time is aimless browsing, youtube, music, and some video games.
My advice is try and make some friends online, play games with them, make actual friendships with them, if its a girl, try not to jump on the whole dating thing, just build a strong friendship.
Time really melts away when youre just talking to people or playing games with them, and gives you some nice variety.

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>>688322999

>>688322999
For the noise, have you tried a fan? White noise personally helps me sleep, i honestly cant sleep without it.
Have you tried any form of sleeping pills, or possible professional help to see if it may be a mental problem?

Faggots
Sorry, just not used to seeing positivity on /b/, had to balance it out