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Will post wallpapers until someone comes along

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Don't fret guys

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You can be anyone you want to be

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Just be you

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And everything will be good.

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Be the person Bob Ross and Mister Rogers wanted you to be.

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Everyone in my life is too afraid to admit theyre my friends for pity

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Have a warm coffee

>>686523590
It's all good /b/ro

Just take a deep breath.

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This photo gives me hope. Ugly dude with a beautiful chick.

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Someday we all will be happy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyI0uLrYbqc

Come on in guys.

Let it out.

Sometimes all it takes is someone to listen

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We will listen

Don't be shy

It's a slow Friday night

You don't have to be alone

We can all be together

I know that I might be alone in this thread

But that doesn't matter

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I just wanted some friends.

>>686524834
I'll be your friend man

Tell your stories friends

>>686525151
suicidal rn

You won't be alone

Just got scammed out of my csgo knife...
It was my last birthday gift from my parents before i moved out

>>686525274
Talk about it?

>>686524912
I wish it was this easy in real life.
Im tired of being alone.

>>686525338
Don't worry my friend.

There are always things that come to you if you wait.

>>686525338
Hey it's me again.
I know this seems shitty of me but if any of my /b/ros could send me anything it would make my week
https://steamcommunity.com/tradeoffer/new/?partner=150980938&token=IEiqmlDk

>>686525514
Listen to some Bob Ross
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e63Cgln6Yag
Some Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyI0uLrYbqc

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I've been thinking about this a lot. How life is pointless? Like, the universe is way too big for me to matter. For anything I do to really matter at all, even on a planetary scale. But somehow, this doesn't bother me. It doesn't bother me that I'll live and die with little to no impact on the world. Is it weird for me to feel this way, guys?

>>686525365
All I will say is that I use to look at some people who avoided people and seemed to have social anxiety as strange and I thought there would be no way I could be that way. I was wrong. That is just scratching the surface, but basically I have became the thing I looked down upon in my younger years.

>>686525527
that just happened today.
this entire year has been fucked up for me.
I'm so fucking sick of having no one care about me

>>686525677
Not at all.

You live how you choose to live.
The cool part is that you can do anything you want. You can change any time you want.

>>686525849
The year is barely half over.
Just be patient and keep that chin up.

Good things will come your way if you look for them.

>>686525770
There's always tomorrow brother.

The tiniest bit of hope can make your day better.

I can't form serious relationships because im always the clown but I try so hard and it all just feels fake and I want to be me but in the serious matter of relationships outside of Freinds people don't like me.

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I just want to have someone to kiss, cuddle, and do things together with.

>>686526579
I may not have good advice for you but I know someone out there does. Just keep looking man.

>>686526579
Adding on I got really depressed towards the end of my last relationship because I was being someone I wasn't and this person was the total opposite of me so I ended it but now in trying to find people like me but they just don't exist

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Last year, my girlfriend broke up with me. I've been with tons of people, but she was special; I've never clicked with someone even remotely as much as her, and have never loved as much as I loved her.
I bought a ring and was going to ask her to marry me the next time I seen her. She broke things off before I had that opportunity. It wasn't anything either of us did... but rather that her parents didn't approve of me because of a cultural and religious divide (they wanted her to marry a Korean Christian, I'm a white Atheist). She never knew about the ring.
I'm very handsome and very confident. Getting girls isn't a problem for me. Since we ended, I've spent a lot of time sleeping around and trying to fill that void. It's far from perfect, but it's been working.
This afternoon I received my new dining room table that I ordered a few weeks ago. There was a label indicating it was shipped to me from her home town. That was the trigger that turned me into the blubbering mess I've been all night, widening the void that no slut can fill right now.

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>>686525898
I mean, everyone I talk to about it sees it as a really foreign concept. I've been asked numerous times how I can be happy if I think life is pointless. It just doesn't bother me I guess. I'm just contempt. I'm satisfied. I'll live happy and long without ramifications, and that's okay.

>>686527363
Good on you brother.

Rock on.

>>686527363
You know, this is the first time I've actually thought about it this way. It kinda makes me happy.

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Heartless

You're there, loving me
At least i think you are
But you're not. You're staring through me
My heart begins to scar

You say "I love you"
I want to believe you do
But your words are harsh
No sound of love. You don't care to

I've always loved you
I gave you all of myself
But again you are heartless
Another love trophy upon your shelf

You distance yourself
there's no expression of love
Never thankful for anything
i am trash that you've disposed of

But i stay with you, loving you
even with all this fear
Tell me when you're done
Then ill leave
I promise to disappear.

>tfw dick down grill and have her sleeping in my bed currently
>wide-awake thinking of ex

this is the 6th time this has happened to me since she left

why can't i ever win

OP here.

Good Night my brothers.
Sleep well.

>+1 faggot joining in

I just fell in love and I think for the first time it's for real. See, if someone would have showed me a picture of her before I had met her and told me I would fall in love with her, I would have told them to fuck off.

But then I met her.

I work as a fundraiser and I've been doing shit for the past 2 weeks. She worked at my office for 3 days. And that was enough.

So one day I was feeling like shit because I was knocking doors for the past 3 hours in the sun. No sign-ups for 2 weeks. Femanon comes to me.
>"Hey anon let's knock doors together"
That day I got 3 sign-ups and it was the most fun I had in my life.

Thing continues for 2 more days. Fast forward today she left. I got fired. Wanted to hang out with her, she said no. Can't fucking sleep.

Sorry if I made no sense I'm both high and drunk.

>>686529412
Good night OP

>>686529412
GN OP

Finally asked her out explicitly on a date.

Now I can't bare to look at my phone, as I don't want to see the almost certain rejection.

Though I still think there's a chance it can be Yes, though so VERY slim like less than 2-3%

I keep having these dreams where i am playing guitar infront of thousands of people (my dream).
My vision pans out into the crowd and zooms in to this one girls face.
She's the girl of my dreams and i see her mouthing "i love him" or "i love you".
after that i wake up and wish i could fall asleep and not wake up,I wish i could live that dream forever but nothing ever happens.
I always wake up and live this lonely painful life that i always do, Wishing i could be the way i was in my dream every painful minute of it.

>>686528961
Me right now.

>>686529712
Let us know what she says mane.

>>686529712
Faith is a beautiful thing to have

>>686530076
Yea. Though this was the situation that lead up to this.
>Meet M. at end of January
>She sits infront in Pub Speaking
>She's cute enough,
>Start to like her
>Ask her out in Early April
>Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
>I ask her out to get coffee a week later
>"I'm Busy" with now counter offer.
>I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
>Most day's we don't acknowledge each other, sometimes talking around each other
>Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
>Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
>We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
>Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
>Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday.
>This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.
I suspect her friend R may have influenced her to a degree. Maybe he sees me a competition for her? She does speak differently to me when he's not near, seems more natuaral.

I suspect that R tried to get with her, but she friendzoned him.

I noticed that she speaks differently to me when he's not around as well.

On the last day I saw both of them, he randomly says bye to me, and only me. Only spoke to him 2-3 times prior.

Did not say bye to M, as I assumed she would be in our other class Friday, but had family stuff.


>>686530185
Yea, it is.

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I miss her so much. I had to leave because she was bad for me but I see her and I think I need her. She was abusive, a liar, and a cheater but I still blame myself for most of it. My brother says I'm just second guessing and its normal, but I'm so scared I made the wrong decision. I'm scared I'll regret leaving her. Please help me

>>686530649
I miss her so much and all the great times we had but I know if I go back it'll be the same. I've been having nightmares, being easily distracted, and I cry so much lately.

>>686529474
never met anyone so kind and so innocent... i saw her today and i fear it will be the last time we see each other. I didn't even say goodbye...

Great as soon as I join everybody leaves.

Good job. Nice flat. Cute kitty. Good, reliable friends. Great family. Travel the world.

Kissless virgin.

>>686531259
i know anon. just like real life

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Here goes nothing. 16th of may my gf of 2 years broke up with me and i tried to kill myself. Obv. didnt work and now me and my ex dont talk, she was the only friend i had and now I'm all alone and the depression and crushing isolation is so bad i fear i might try again. Holy fuck life sucks

>>686530278
Please just fucking say Yes. I don't even know if she responded. My phones off atm, so I don't have to see the response as soon as it comes through.

>>686531895
Do you know if she's busy right now? A girl doesn't go that long without checking her phone unless she's busy...

>>686532602
Idk. I suspect she's out of town or state, as typically she is on iMessage, but instead it sent as an SMS this time.


I'll check before I go to bed, as I need my phone anyway for music. Usually at night she does not respond much anyway (Fucked up sleeping pattern?). I think I sent it like 2 and a bit hours ago, so probably responded to

>>686530649
Man you need to look for yourself first, she's bad for you and you clearly know that, be strong /b/rother

I miss her already. Her parents don't want us to be together. Long distance relationship and such. I'm hoping she doesn't move on and forget me. Then again, I don't think she will. However, I'm afraid after this summer break is over, our relationship will be hard to put together since we've been apart for some time.

It's gonna be a long summer until I hear from her again.

When does it start getting better?

I remember in high school I really hit it if with two girls (both happened to be close friends with each other)

first I spoke to for 40 min straight in gym class bout shit. Then after that, I think she developed a crush on me. She would tease me like a teen would do if they like someone. Oddly enough, I developed feelings as well for her during that same time, but I never acted on them.

Around the sameish time, I started talking to another girl. I don't remember how we started to talk, but by the end of it it was like she was my closest friend. She slipped me her number as well, and would call me every morning on Skype. Up to until her father thought I was crazy and had her to stop talking to me. This girl ended up dating my best friend for a year or so from early 12th to like early freshman year in college. I don't talk to her much anymore other than when I need advice. We still hang out yearly.


And now here I am at 20 still a kiss less Virgin who's never had a gf

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I get jealous when people make "I miss her" posts on 4chan because I've never had anyone to miss.

>>686535623

Trust me, you are lucky, when you finally find someone it will be the best. first time is always the best

You wanna know something, there are only 2 solid reasons I haven't offed myself. First one is my grandparents depend on my help so much that if I was gone idk if they could do it. Secondly my dad passed away 10 years ago and it's only me and my mom living here and I can't leave her by herself in this house. There was a third reason but that's been kinda iffy lately because that reason doesn't seem to care anymore. I feel as if all the I love you were fake just because they don't wanna hurt me since they are in a class w/ me. I was extremely bummed out to the point where if I had a knife I would prob bleed out from my arm. But then that reason came back in the middle of that period of time like a godsend. I depend on that reason to be happy so much that I fucking regret it because right now it seems like a terrible idea because that person seems to not think I exist anymore. I'm prob gonna go down that path of bummed out this summer because they don't have to deal with me anymore and probably blank me out of their life. I depend on them so much and they have made me so happy lately. I act like the constant abuse from my "friends" that I don't even think like me but don't have the balls to say it doesn't affect me but sometimes that shit hits home and really bummes me out. But that person makes me happy again. The reason that they are one of my 3 reasons is the fact that I thought they needed me, but it doesn't seem like that anymore. So now I'm down to 2. If you get to reading this i still love you. Even if you were faking it.
Here's a message I was gonna send but backed out. Just one of my bummed out rambles.

>>686526809
Same anon. Same

>>686526809
Up keep telling yourself that it doesn't matter and you're fine but then it comes down on you like a ton of bricks and you feel use less

I've stopped feeling emotions all I feel know are the basics like anger but only when I'm doused in a incredible amount it's like my emotional receptors are dulled and I also am talk to a old childhood friend that I wanna be with so badly but she isn't into my in the least and it is so aggrovating.

>>686531345
How old are you?

>>686531813
Grinding your teeth gets nothing done, before entering a new path you have to leave the old one erased. I drink coffee and smoke cigrattes all day, sometimes i find the questions endless and seemingly the answers are too. But what you have to do is finding the questions worth asking and the answers worth listening to.

>>686535623
Yep
I know that feel

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Sort of the same boat as a few of the other people in here. Never had anyone to miss. I want to have someone like that. Never had a job. Don't have my driver's license. Going nowhere.

>>686536294
I am sorry man, I hope eventually you can find a reason to live

>>686537451
You can do it anon. One step at a time

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I don't wanna live no more but I don't want to die neither. The only reason I'm still alive to make others life better. It may sound corny but it's true I try to make people smile just to make me feel better. I haven't had a girlfriend and I'm pretty decent looking young man. I want to off myself and be free but I don't wanna run the rest of the life of my family and friends. Sometimes I don't know I feel like I can't express myself

>>686530076
>>686530185
>>686532602

I Don't think that she'll reply till morning at least. She always is MIA at this time. Usually from 8-6 she disappears other than an occasional text

>>686537069
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>>686537589
But I can't I've failed at everything I've done, I run away from my problems and let them fester like the coward I am until they become unmanageable. I let them take control and influence my every waking moment. I'm fresh out of motivation to keep going, there's nothing for me.

>>686529712
Be confident man. You've actually talked to a girl, that's a good step.
Like others said. Have faith anon.

>>686537892
How old are you?

>>686537908
Keep reading to >>686530278

That explains my situation. It is kinda in limbo. Nothing one way or another

Feel useless for for failing classes at uni while not being able to pay all of the tuition, so my family has picked up the rest. My mom says its okay, but i know i an the only one holding her back from starting her dream and getting a house for herself. I dont feel good enough for anyone, so i have flat out refused dates and relationships so i dont feel like i drag people down in their life. on my rugby team, i have put them and the team above myself and school, leading to dropping grades. Yet that team is the only thing i live for and feel fulfillment from. Eventually i know its either military and never see my family again or pull my shit together. Both are equally terrifying.

I think I am schizophrenic, and I can't find an intership to get my degree. Besides that, I think everything is fine I guess.

>>686538012
19. Never had a relationship, never had a job, never tried to get my drivers license, the works. Let my severe anxiety and depression overrun me and haven't done anything with my life, even being on medication.

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https://soundcloud.com/whooutsmartswhom

shitty music I make to purge my pent up emotional frustrations because I lack the ability to properly communicate them with others around me.

It helps with me through the feels though.

>>686522987
I haven't left my house in over a month. I have absolutely no social life. Also currently on an adderall comedown, and it sucks.

>>686538277
I haven't left my house either except for just walking on a nearby path. It helps, I guess. If anything it's something to do during the day.

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>>686530649
Stay away from cheating whores

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>>686522987
my mom and dad are drug addicts, i was neglected by my mother untill i was 8, where my grandmother stepped in and "rescued" me from her. She was too paranoid to let my dad see me after i turned 3, fearing he would steal me, she cut all contact with my dad. I am now 21, pretty eccentric and both of them are now trying to stay sober. They want contact but a bond broken is not easily mended, im very angry and i feel my stomach tie into a knot every time i think of the things i've seen, my dad got shot, my mom passed out for days.. How do i make the best of this situation, at this point i still feel bad for not visiting them, and i have no idea why.

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>>686538470
I need to start doing that too. Vidya doesn't even remotely do it for me anymore. I just get too angry or bored. I've barely left my bed in a week.

>>686538247
https://youtu.be/JeimE8Wz6e4

>>686538470
Idk if the area around you is rural/scenic but just walking around was my gateway to trying to get out more. People also taking in the views dont mind a quick chat, eventually maybe strike up a friend.

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OC from earlier this year

>TL:DR my friend killed himself, this goes to show what it is like form the outside perspective for any anons who have ever thought about it

>>686530278
Ah okay. I can understand your nervousness.
I wouldn't expect an immediate yes, but what you did was put it on the table. You made your intentions clear man, and that's a huge step.
From what it sounds, R does have an impact on her and perhaps he was in fact friend-zoned, something at least to attribute to the now awkward conversation they have.
You did well man. Best you can do now is keep trying and if it doesn't work out, you tried and that's what counts.

>>686538196
Same /:
Even if I want to do something, I can't

>>686538734
I feel you man. I haven't done much gaming either recently, I don't know why but there just isn't anything I want to play. I don't know really what I'm gonna occupy my time with.

>>686538196
I was in your same position when I was your age. Got my first job at 22, learned to drive at 23, first kiss/holdinghands/sex/gf at 26. I still have severe anxiety but not so depressed anymore. You can get there. Just don't give up. Sounds cliche but that's how I did it.

On vacation. Girl that I really like sends me vids of her singing. The past I had with her was amazing, but I feel like she friendzoned me. She told me we can FaceTime sometime, but /b/ she broke my heart. I don't know why she stills talks to me. ):

>>686522987
Dad has cancer in stomach and is bed ridden. Okay that sucks but I can help him with shit he needs cuz mom works and the nurse only comes like twice a week. I am the primary care giver but not offically and i don't get any money. i don't want any money because then that would mean i would have to do a good job being a caregiver. Why is this a problem? Because my father is an absolute ASSHOLE. I mean really bad, he treats everyone around him like garbage and bosses around everyone. I hope cancer patients aren't all this irritable because I'd rather him just pass away from this shitty disease in peace than to have him make my mother and I suffer everyday. I love my father and I don't understand why he cannot realize how he is being so emotionally abusive and manipulative. It's so fucked.

>>686539008
I also have this. Nothing seems interesting to me at all. But I also just don't want to sit around, but it's only thing that I can do. Games take way to much out of me. It doesn't help you can barely play an online game anymore without being called a nigger or shit-talked by 15 year olds. I just don't know I feel like shit.

>>686538907
Yea. Also I think that R has some emotional issues as he said he has called M while he's broken down crying in the bathroom. So I think it's more due to him than anything else.

This is not as clear of a situation as slot that Are posted.

>>686539399
How do you manage all that with the anxiety? It just seems so hopeless and it doesn't feel like anything will change.

>>686539459
>I just don't know I feel like shit
Basically sums things up. I don't know why but I've just been feeling like shit the past few weeks and I don't know what's causing it.

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I have a wonderful best friend with a great family who treats me like one of their own.
I've reconnected with my family after a long while of either no or very rocky communication.

But all I want is my ex wife and my son back. Even with the good things I'm grateful for there's a massive hole in my existence without them.

>>686539718
I just fucking did it. I'm not gonna lie everything out there was fucking scary to me but I just did it. Just like that. Did it. I stopped thinking and just did it. It was still scary to me but I got things done.

>>686538673
yo i feel with you because my dad was a bad BAD heroin addict (and sadly forever addicted to methadone due to drug replacement therapy) and he was so horrible to deal with. Threats of violence that were always half-assed, constant mood swings between depression and rage, constant manipulation and stepping out the house to get drugs, constant fighting between mother and i to stop him it was horrible. we had to lose our apartment and go live with relatives for him to clean up his act. In the very least in order to get his fix he's forever tethered to a legal means. but he will never be the same and i truly believe a part of his brain has rotted in the process. it sucks but you cannot blame yourself once and you cannot allow destructive parents to own your life. you do no matter what and any sane modern person would agree with me. never shut your mouth and always say what you believe because alot of these toxic addicts and personality love to save face and hate shame. be well.

>>686539906
Around the same duration here, this has never happened to me this bad. I've been uninterested in doing things for maybe like a day a every few months. Just a sit on the couch day. But not for this duration and not usually this bad. I just hope this goes away, i have a feeling it wont though. Games were the only thing I did all day, ever day anyways but at least they gave my something to do. This is just terrible. Good luck friend.

>>686523512
I have let those glorious men down.

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>>686540424
My dad was on heroin too, once in a while he will melt some pills up and shoot thoose.. i don't know, it seems as you say they are missing something in them, that might have been there long ago. I think i might learn to be overbearing or maybe even forgive them, but living with mental issues because two people fuck up that badly pisses me off to no end

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>>686535067
It doesn't, you still have all of these problems on top of real adult problems. That is why liquor stores never go out of business.

>>686541519
As someone who is depressed and never drank before, what does alcohol make you feel like?

>>686541804
at first better, then more depressed.

>>686541400
yeah it's a hurt piece and it sucks ass. my dad never shot up but he always consumed some powdered form of heroin (as mixed with some other shit i think i dunno all i know it was addictive junk and it was ruining the family.) He used to drink alot and was hopped on pills for a while so his whole life is a cycle of abuse. his mom beat the shit out of him as a child and his big brother was in short a total monster. it does not justify how he treated us and how he treats me now as an abusive cancer patient but whatever. it's pointless. he's at almost the end of his life and he could pass away today. i just wish my old dad was back in my life the same dude who would take me to blockbuster and buy me playstation games. i love him but i love more the person he used to be. wishing you the best with your mental problems all family of addicts get chips on their shoulder from the grenade that is addiction/abuse. time heals though i feel and you should just try to embrace what you love and what makes you happy. you are in my prayers.

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Dem feels

I have spent most of my young adult years trying to find a good balance between work and college.
I want a girlfriend, i want to feel caring and support from someone outside my family and friends. But i cant, i am too afraid because i never learned how to make that commitment and time. I dont know if i will be abusive and/or negelecting, i dont know if i will fuck it up and i certainly dont speak english proficently. (I am Austrian-German, i moved to the U.S when i was 16.)
Sometimes i feel as if i should join the U.S Marine Corps and force myself on a path that will drive me to succed.

>>686525274
/B/ro, lemme tell you. No matter how hard it gets, how hard it feels, it can and will get better. Maybe you will find someone. Maybe you will just somehow get shit together. But you can pull through. This is coming from the mouth of someone who would not be alive right now if I hadn't forgotten to lock my door.

>>686526579
I feel the same way. I have relationships, even romantic ones, but they never feel as real as what other people have.I never have violent breakups, we just drift apart. I have "friends" but they don't care and I never get invited to anything.

>>686542289
I believe in memories as little fragments of time we hold forever. The dad you knew is still with you, and always will be, even if he can't be right now. Thank you for the well wishes, good luck to you as well friend.

>>686539418
Dont let that bring you down.
Continue talking to her, hang out with her.
You never know what will happen.

No greentexts cause mobile

Be me freshman year of hs, shitty grades shitty social life basically an outcast. Only redeemable factor is I'm apparemtly good looking (as told by anonette)

Be first day of class, teacher makes us meet one other person in class I get paired up with 7.5/10 anonette she tells me quite a bit about her self and I'm such a fucking sperg I can barely talk to her, she just laughs it off and does most of the talking. I don't remember what came up but somehow the conversation got turned to weed and at the time I was a fuckin pothead this started anonettes and my friend ship

Cont?

>>686543135
Release it anon

>boyfriend was always a depressed nerd
>now he scores good grades and seems to have gotten friends first time in his 24-yr life
I say seems because he will not tell me anything about them
>we moved together few months ago but now we barely talk or have any bodily interaction
>he does absolutely nothing for the house unless he has to do his own laundry, food or dishes
>he has started to go out without properly telling me where and coming home at 6am
>I've moved to new country for him and I have no friends and depression is hitting me hard
>he will shout to me if I try to talk about our problems

I don't know what to do, do I let him experience proper social life in peace first time in his life or should I leave him because I feel really bummed for weeks now. We've been together for 8 years but it's like I don't know him anymore

>>686542891
Your words have resonated with me and I am glad we talked about this. Take care!

I was with a girl for quiet some time . Everything was Great we where happy .we where with each other for 2 years .by junior year she tells me that she needs to figure her self out, TBH I don't know what she meant . She told me needed some time alone. So we paused for quite some time. We stayed friends, we spent time just enjoying each others company with out labeling the ralashinship. And I felt like we where doing good . I was ready to start a new. But before I did anything she told me she was moving . And now this is the last week that I will spend with her.

>>686543521
You need to get into couple's therapy and he if is being verbally abusive and refusing to face the problem in your relationship, you need to do something. I am not telling you to leave him but you need to drive it into his brain that you aren't very happy. Still I think couples therapy would be good if he agrees to go and if not try and talk to your family or his family if you are good with them. Best of luck.

>>686543135
Go on, Anon.

Come from >>686543135
>>686543386

Slowly find out she is also a stoner this is probably one of the few reasons why we were friends, I neglected to mention she was also fairly popular with her own group, and more than a couple times I heard her have to explain why she hangs out with me to her friends FF get to about mid-terms great friends now practically inseparable football now has ended so I'm in off season weight lifting trying to get /fit/ for anonnete end up loosing about 20 pounds, Feels good man. More than a couple of times she commented on how much better I am looking. can actually run without instantly getting tired. Anonnete as much as she wouldn't admit it didn't like me to be around her group. But now that I was looking better she decided to take me to a party that had her friends there and some people from our school. I had planned on gettin sum fuk that nigh since she had been dropping hints the whole week before

Cont?

>>686545266
Keep releasing it Anon

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I told the girl I was in love with how I feel about her. First time I did that something like that. Expected that she would feel the same way about me. Reply comes in, got shut immediately. After that I just didn't feel anything, nothing at all. No emotions. Blank. Empty space. Just nothing.

>>686545847
haha faglord.

>>686544214
Pt 2
I told her that I couldn't imagine my life with out her. She cried on my shoulder.she told me that she sorry. For what I ask. She looked dead in my eyes .and told you have to promise not to get mad. She told me she left me because she was cheating on me with someone else and that she couldn't face me . I didn't know WTF to say. I was mad , but then that I was curious. Who the fuck is this person I ask her. She becomes worried and starts to speak softer but I can still make out what she says .it's her god dam ex .

>>686545847
your problem is very common but you'll bounce again.

Ever since my cousin killed himself back in 7th grade I always thought that suicide was the coward's way out. That there wasn't anything worse you could do to your family and friends. Which is ironic because I want to. I mean I'm not gonna, but every now and then when I'm sitting in front of the computer I look to my left and see the different shotguns and rifles sitting next to the desk and think about it. The thing is that I hate myself even more every time I've thought about it. I actually cried a little the other day after I picked one up. It was the 12 gauge my dad got me for Christmas. I kinda just held it and thought how easy it was to just move it 90 regress and twitch my finger. It wasn't loaded or anything, but it gave me chills. Its not like the kind of chills that you get when you hear someone singing really well, or when you see something freaky or whatever. It was the kind where your mind kind of just hazes over and you can't really think about anything else. I usually only get that when I feel like I've done something really bad. Like I've crossed a line or something. I dunno.

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I saw my ex at the store today and my heart sank to my feet.

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i live in a broken home, am still a teenager, and cant find a girlfriend. my parents are poor, and it sucks when i watch all my friends get christmas presents, when i literally get nothing. My mom has some sort of mental illness, and my dad has anger issues. plus my mom doesnt think she needs a job(because of her illness, or just laziness) and will probably be evicted.

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I'm 21 years old, my dad hasn't been there much my whole life and my mom is sick and can't really help with anything either aside from paying the bills I have a car that's breaking down barely graduated high school and I have about $200 to my name I sit around in my moms basement (unemployed right now) until I'm dragged out to go do things with friends but I can't seem to enjoy anything even though I smile and joke around in the moment I come back home and the mask falls off and I'm right back in the shit. sleeping 14 hours a day and feel worthless as fuck. I have no clue where I go from here in life... I feel frozen.

I've been depressed for most of my life but I don't want to an hero because that shit is stupid I just hope that I somehow make it.

>>686546384
Last time I got severe chills is when I indulging in a fantasy my mind regarded as taboo (harmless taboo but I can't help it I'm a prude) but yes I have been suicidal before I think. Just today I tried to threw myself down the stairs with half the effort. I only bruised my stomach up a bit and many times I have cut myself. More than once my knife was to my stomach and I wanted to impale myself often over my shitty father. But every single time I never did enough damage to send myself to the hospital and obviously I am not dead because I am talking to you now. Suicide is not a coward's way out but it is the absolute final act of a desperate person. The people who off themselves are so consumed with their own pain that they can no longer so the light at the end of the tunnel. Your cousin killed himself I think because he could not see the light in life at that moment only despair. Emotions are very powerful like love and happiness but it's a double edged sword. Sadness, hate, anger and a whole bunch other negatives can dig real deep into your soul and choke you it really fucking sucks. You need to restrain yourself from trying to grab a weapon to end yourself because I still vividly remember a point in my life that I was going to end my life but I didn't due to embrace a thought in my mind that brought me nothing but pure happiness. You should try to embrace the thoughts that make you happy and allow you to escape life and just keep trying to stay alive. I am still alive and I feel you will be years from now.

>>686545266

I already mentioned she was a stonerbro but I had only smoked with her a couple times before now and lightly. She was a fucking weed fiend acted like she was dying tomorrow I'm high as fuck and so is she she didn't drink though which is wierd I drank though so I don't remember much being that cross faded. But I do remember sitting outside with one of my dude friend (the only other good friend I had besides anonette) her and her friends but dudebro is trying to get some also. The problem was I was so high at this point I could barely focus on what I wanted. I remember getting up and telling anonnete to come get some drinks with me. Instead of drinks we went and sat on the roof (it was dudebros house so he was cool with it) and we talked and the little bit I do remember is her asking for a sip of my drink and then I leaned in and kissed her. It was the most vivid feeling I had from that night. The next thing I remeber was I woke up and looked around because I was confused I the. Looked to my other side and there she was.

>>686546661
try to live with relatives that are stable and love you if you have them. if now try and get on govt assistance.

>>686546046
Pt 3
I feel betrayed , everyone I know , friends , knew about it . And just walked by without saying shut . Like who the fuck dose that. And it's not like they even lasted the broke up in 2 weeks . But just now noticing how the two where together . How foolish I was to trust her . I couldn't see anyone the same way . Know when people see me they see as the guy who was cheated on . But this happened 3 weeks ago . Now she's leaving and IDK what should I do . Should I burn bridges or just say goodbye.

>>686546529
I'm grateful, to some extent, that I live on the opposite side of town from my ex so this won't happen... but... sometimes I wish I would just so I could see her again.

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In the prime of my life and wasting it on vidya, not ugly or autistic, just shy and antisocial.
>Charisma: 3

>>686547273
Thanks anon

>>686538898
That was your friend? Holy shit man I'm so sorry. Almost makes me not want to kill myself, but I didn't really have any friends who cared too much

This is stonerchick anon here I'm tired as shit so i will probably make a thread tomorrow and finish it I leave you all with this
https://youtu.be/bCaw_26Z2BU

>>686547827
I still love her , but why. I should hate her

>>686542271
Pretty much, that and you wake up in the late afternoon wondering where all your money went

How do you deal with the insecurities lads?

>>686549280
You can't anon you can hide them and push them away but they will always be at the back of your mind eating away at you

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I am unable to learn English.

Ive come to terms with the fact that I can't really be bothered with women anymore.

My mother is abusive and crazy. I've had three serious relationships and every one of them were in their own ways, crazy. The one nighters I've had, have been awful. You don't think women can be terrible in bed? You need to walk a mile in my shoes.

I don't mind being alone, but I hate being lonely, if that makes sense at all. I've met two girls in the past year with the same outlook as me. I really liked those two. We hung out as friends, fucked together on occasion. There was this weird inkling that we were sizing each other up, seeing if we wanted to stay together like this, the three of us.

Then one of them got organ failure, seemingly at random, and died.

>>686549280
Insecurity? A lot of dealing with insecurity is to stop comparing yourself to others. If you are an artist for example and you compare yourself to other artists, it will inhibit you. Just do you and also having self-awareness is important too. You can only do so much and can only be so much as a person. Society has plenty of standards they wanna impose on your and some are good while some are bad. Try not to worry too much.

>>686537690
Same here, Anon. I don't want to be here and the only thing holding me back is making other people never feel like I do

>>686549686
You're doing good, friend. keep it up

>>686523718
>implying they are dating

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Hope everyones feeling a bit better than I am now

>>686549280
Dude it sucks and its hard. You need to surround yourself with people who will encourage you and be good friends. Honestly I know when you first hear this it probably sounds like horse shit but some churches have really good people who care about others (along with the hypocytes).

Also what you truly believe will change the way you feel and view all things. I'm not just talking about religion. If you are a smoker you've probably had a doctor or someone tell you that it is going to kill you but you keep smoking anyways. If you had a doctor tell you that you have cancer and are going to die but if you stop smoking you can prolong your life for years then you will stop because now you believe that it will kill you.

The same way if you think your a shitty person then everything you hear sounds like people telling you there is something wrong with you. The way to change is what you believe. In order to do that you have to fight your subconcious thoughts like "Im not good at anything" or "Im too stupid when I talk" with positive thoughts like "Im good at making friends/school/good worker/fill in the blank".

>>686551131
this thread actually helped me out a bit and i wish you well too.

I wish I tried. I'm creeping up on 30 and have nothing to show for it.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=3ZeSb9E_U-w

>I'm on the ropes again..

When my wife left with the kids I thought I'd like being alone and for a while I was. Loneliness is hard to cope with and I found myself trying to meet people again. After not doing it for 15 years it's taken more time to figure out than I thought. I've had a bunch of bad experiences and wanted to quit it and stay alone but we aren't meant to be solitary creatures. So what I'm saying is no matter how bad it gets, just keep trying. It beats being a shut-in. Or just an hero.

>>686529934
I daydream about scenarios like this constantly.

Just got my license, and a job all within 2 days feel happy, excited, and nervous all at the same time.

>>686551974
congrats on the job m8. you are already doing better than me right now haha. hope it takes you places!

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This girl is my love, but she doesn't want to relate to me.

I stole another guys girl.
There's a 7year age difference, but she has a huge turn on for older guys.
Eventually got round to booking a flight.
Met up with her, fucked her multiple times in the hotel room, she was still in a relationship.
Says she's never felt so alive.
Start fucking her unprotected the same night.
Been a few months, just talking.
Find out she's pregnant.
Hasn't told me.
Acting casual about it on social media and saying it's the bfs.
I did the maths, and it's probably not, he was abroad at the time, and it matches more with our hotel nights.
tl;dr I bred some poor fuckers little slut and she's most probably carrying around my kid and he thinks it's his. We continue to meet up.

>>686523512
This makes me sad... I am a failure...

>>686538196
Same. I'm nothing.

I really just need a friend. I wish i had one

>>686550181
Comparing yourself to others is usually a symptom not the root of the problem. This is where most people make mistakes.

>>686551169
Continued

Comparing yourself to others spark deeper pains that bring out old feelings that come from the root of the problem. In you past something happened that taught you that you are without value or are not good enough. This is something that happens to most young men when their father fails to initiate them as a man. Instead of you being taught that you are a man your father might have taught you that you dont live up to his expectations of you (most often on accident). Most fathers dont intentionally do this-no one is perfect.

This is only an example. Any number of things could have taught you to believe negative things about yourself. The key is that you cant change what happened to you but you can change the way you view it. And when you know the truth you can grow from your pain.

Think back to your farthest most painful memory. What was it like? does it make you feel like you were in the wrong? What is the truth about your past?

>>686552322
nice fanfic

Any socially anxious folks that can't function normally in society wanna Skype?

>>686552458
I'll be your friend.

>>686552598
True story bro. I'd share a photo but I'm paranoid someone here knows her.

I dunno how to feel about it, in a way I feel awesome, I knocked her up right out from under him. On the other side, I guess we'll never know if it's really mine or not.

I just try not to think about it. Kindof hard when your fucking a girl who's swelling up though.

>>686547447
please contintue

>>686552981
Don't fucking wonder about that the rest of your life. Your a man. Pay to her tested to find out if that kid is your son.

I was supposed to go out on a date with a girl tonight. She no showed on me.

I'm not miserable about it or anything. It just kinda sucks. I had said a few days ago that we should go out and she agreed. She told me yesterday that we should go out before next weekend and I suggested tonight, to which she accepted.

I texted her once this afternoon asking when she'd be ready to go and got no answer. I called her once about three hours after that to see what was up, and still no answer. I didn't leave a voicemail and I haven't messaged her again.

Could I have handled it differently?

I guess this isn't an advice thread specifically but it felt good to be going out with a girl. It feels bad that she flaked out on me.

>>686553382
that sucks man. It doesnt sound like you did anything wrong. Chicks are just the biggest flakes.

>>686553976
Thanks for your sympathy, stranger.

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Sorry for ss

>>686553271
True, I could do that.
But then, do I want the legal ramifications of those results in the future? It's a double edged sword m8.

Besides, I have a good thing going with this chick. If it's mine, she's going to take care of it with some other guy, and I can continue financially unhindered and continue growing my business.

Either way, lying little slut that she is, I'll see her alright if it's mine. It's just finding out how.

anyone care to play on steam? I don't really have any friends on there besides acquaintances. I pretty much just play csgo.

im trapped in my house
my entire family is lazy as fuck
im too much of a push over to not help them financially.
because of this i cant save any money, i cant pay for school. i barely see half my paycheck every two weeks. i cant fucking leave.

dont know what to do.

So I've gotten into a bit of rough patch with my friends. I changed over time and so did they. I bore them, I no longer have anything to add in a conversation. I just sit there and listen. And believe me, I did try. I tried to keep our friendship, save our relationship. They blame my girlfriend for everything. I try and try and all I get in return are taunts about how I've changed and I should go back to my girlfriend and blah blah. Everything I do, doesn't matter, it just leads right back to my girlfriend. And I hate that. Everything I do, is wrong. Now I've decided not to give a shit. I'm just tired of it all. I'm not making any more efforts. My girlfriend tries to convince me to try harder for them. We both have common friends. Her relationship with them also got affected. And it seems like we're a shitty couple who stopped giving attention to their friends. But I swear we tried. I'll see them almost everyday and don't really have any other close friends. But I don't think either of us likes each other's company. So I don't know. Just wanted to say it. No one knows how hard it is for me, to try so much. I've never had to. Never. No one sees my fucking efforts.

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>>686535623
I envy you.

Shit who am I kidding, no I don't. It hurts like fucking shit but I wouldn't trade it for anything. Except having her back.

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Need all parts of escortbro to feel better

>>686556844
Good for you man.

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rest in piece abbi... if there is a heaven I hope I see you there.

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>>686557185

girlfriend is pregnant, just found out recently and i have no idea how to handle it. I know I'm not ready to have a kid. 20 years old and just finishing college with an associate's degree. she wants it and i don't. any advice?

>>686557225
youre being ghosted

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I just gave up trying to find love in other people so I'm learning to love myself and it's pretty difficult to find solace in my emptiness.

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I love you Meaghan. I love you Sami, you guys have changed by life more then you'll ever know, I just wish you guys knew how much I love you...

>>686522987
>been dating qt3.14 Asian gf for over a year now
>realize she isn't into me sexually even after countless amounts of sex
>last time said I made her cum 5 times
Wat do

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>>686557343
none of the stuff I post here is mine, cause I usually just post Joosten anyway

>>686551131
There's something about those eyes. Like I've seen them before..

>>686558083
let her peg your ass.

https://soundcloud.com/lil_peep/star-shopping-prod-kryptik

heres a feels song for you guys. enjoy

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>>686558672
You mean these eyes?

Stage 4 appendix cancer. I'm too young for this shit

>>686558900
Fuck me. Who is she? Sauce?
Those fucking eyes I've seen them somewhere. I know it. Laugh all you want.

>>686523200
>Don't fret guys
What if I play the guitar?

>>686523266
I want to be immortal.

>>686523357
I'm not good enough for myself.

>>686523414
There is no certainty, only probability.

>>686523512
lol, I didn't watch that stuff, but I painted a Bob Ross inspired painting.

>>686523605
It's too late for that shit.
And coffee is too strong for me, but I do like the taste. I might try to get some decaf.
Green tea is alright if I didn't get too much sleep, though.

>>686523718
It's not about how pretty they are on the outside, that's shallow bullshit. It's about how pretty they are on the inside.
Some of my biggest regrets are dating and having sexual intercourse with attractive women when I could've pursued women who share similar personality traits and interests.

>>686523862
That's a possibility.

>>686524293
It's factual that well will all listen to something, depending on how nebulous your definition of "listen" is.

>>686525514
This is real life. There are people out there that will be your friend that easily.

>>686524960
I like to imagine this is fake because she wouldn't have killed herself if he wasn't an impulsive emotional fuck head, and or if he was more intelligent and or knowledgeable.

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Holy shit this place is full of fucking losers.

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>>686559273
Stefanie Joosten (born August 5, 1988) is a Dutch model and actress living in Japan since 2011. She first gained widespread public attention when Japanese developer Konami revealed she would be providing the motion capture, voice, and likeness for the character Quiet in Hideo Kojima & Konami 2015 video game Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain.

Wrote thid the other day. Thought maybe some /b/ros could relate.


2am, not sad or happy, my mind is bare,

Get online, check my friends, maybe someone's there,

Nobody. Maybe some /b/ros will care,

Open Chrome, type "feels" in the search catalog,

First story about a ex linked with a pic of a frog,

Shed a tear and sent a prayer his way hoping someone will do the same,

Funny how close I feel to somebody with no name,

I keep scrolling down, it's hard not to cry,

I stumble across a guy in a situation like mine,

The cries become violent, it gets hard to breathe,

The only escape is sleep, inside my dreams

This feeling is familiar, a fucking routine,

Just an ordinary night in the life of me.

>>686559646
found the nigger jew cross breed.

>>686557121
Ah, fuck, shouldn't this be in a fucking cringe thread? I'm sorry, but goddamn that was a fucking rough read... kinda wishing I hadn't at all...

>>686557121
want next part

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>>686558072

I don't know if I can break up with my current gf, will there be a better person? How will I know she's the one?

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this song helped me through high school and most of my depression

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xh-NsMWRzv8

>>686523590
same here, I hate that the only time people do something nice for me or invite me to things is because they a. feel bad for me or b. want to feel better themselves by giving me charity

>>686525770
any type of conversation even little can cheer you up

We broke it off mutually because we lost our touch that we had in the beginning. The only reason we were together for the last few months was the happy memories we used to have. I miss her so much but we were never meant to be

>>686522987
I feel like i wasted my life and made it impossible for me to ever be happy.

I know a lot of people have a bad view on Christians, so hate on me all you want, but I just want to let you know how much all of you are loved. I apologize if I sound preachy or whatever. You may not believe in God, and that's ok. You are all loved, by God, by others, and by me. Reading all this stuff has broken my heart, I don't want any of you guys to have to feel the way you do. It probably doesn't mean much to you, but I'm praying for you all, and I'm happy to talk to you guys and stuff. Things will be ok. You're not alone. We all have our own issues, and thats ok. We can work through things together. Nobody's perfect. Goodness knows I'm pretty messed up myself. But I just want you to know how much you are loved, and not to give up hope. Things will come around. Be safe. Be blessed. You are not alone.

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate you from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." -Romans 8:38-39

>>686529712
You made a move most people wouldn't. You don't have to think at night why you didn't try something

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>>686565568

>Be me.
>Best friend with this girl I've known since elementary.
>Also friend with a guy name John.
>All three of us are close and grew up together as friends.
>Practically inseparable.
>Ended up going to the same University together.
>Despite being together never thought of my best friend romantically.
>Always felt like she was a sister to me.
>Chill together at my apartment one night.
>John is drinking a little to much and ends up persuading my best friend to take off her clothes.
>She does it.
>One thing led to another and we're all naked.
>Ended up having a threesome.
>Me and John double teaming her while she just takes it.
>Pass out after we're finished.
>Wake up to realize what just happened.
>Weird as fuck but we laugh it off.
>Even though we're friends, all three of us agree to form a mutual friend with benefits type of pack.
>See nothing wrong with this idea.
>All of us are single and have sexual needs.
>Continue our friendship normally with the occasional sleeping together every now and then.
>Winter comes.
>John has to leave and go work in another city for the semester.
>I assume the threesome is over and that the sex was going to stop.
>Best friend calls me and asks me to come over to hang out with her.
>Go over expecting to watch a movie or something.
>She's naked and wants to have sex.
>Wondering why since John is gone.
>She says why not? We can just continue with the both of us.
>I can't argue with that.
>Continue the FWB thing with her.
>With John gone, I start to hang out with her a lot more.
>Not just sex but also doing regular stuff.
>Start to develop feelings for her.
>Tell her how I feel and she's okay with it.
>She tells me she use to had a crush on me.
>Take her on multiple dates.
>We're a couple now.
>John is back. We haven't told him yet that we are dating.
>He messages us asking when we can hang together.
>He's been looking forward to our usual threesome.

I don't know what to do... Fuck my life.

>>686530649
You already know what shes like, think to yourself how much pain you would go through if you went back

I fooled around with my best friend's ex a little (no penetration (yet)) and she's becoming my new best friend. I don't feel guilty, I'm just worried I'm developing feelings for her.

>>686565236
Me too, man. Me fucking too. We could have done something to stop this from happening, couldn't we?

>>686531813
there is a person like you who needs you as much as you need them, you have to find them

>>686566161
I've been thinking about that and i just keep coming to the idea that just one little event, one friend, one hobby, one little thought in my brain could've saved me from going down this path.

>>686549280
realize that people think differently and not everything is focused on you