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>>686276409
been looking for this one

>>686276632
oh god this has really fucking hurt me even though ive seen it before, fuck

Does anyone have the long greentext with monkey island please?

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>>686275229
I dont understand that pic

>>686277050
Damn. That hurt

>>686277501
yup, i posted that, my favourite one.

>>686275485
https://youtu.be/r4ufa7hik08

Hit me hard brother.

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>>686277302
>Father dying
>Wait, gotta stop and pay for parking

FFS i would park my car in the damn lobby of the hospital if i had to.

>>686276409
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQ4zVT4xDhE

>>686277050
Fuck that nurse.

>>686276591
:( mega feels

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>>686279262
What is that?

>>686277050
I don't cry in public,but God damn this a hard one.

>>686275229
Feels ;(

>>686276348
oh god wtf

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>>686278929

ALL HAIL FROAG

:^)

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>>686275036
Bump /b/ro

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>>686280690
hey thats another one of my ones hahah

>>686281160
Thanks :'(
The love of my life and I just broke up, she doesn't want to see me or talk to me again. This just killed me.
I can't live without her. I am going to do everything to make it right, but I won't ever move on. I know I won't. I am going to fix this. Hopefully this fuels the fire, rather than puts it out...

>>686276523
worth reading

>>686281881
I felt like this once bro. you will move on I know right now it seems impossible but in a year or two you can get past it

>>686281881
Tell me more Anon, please.

>>686281903
Absolutely

>>686277050
Would have beat the shit outta that bitch if they killed my kidbro, accident or not

>be me
>right now
>in college town that's an hour away from home
>go to Best Buy to get a better phone
>lock car doors
>close doors
>realize the keys are still in the car
>tfw
>call mom (she has a spare)
>she's at work
>call grandparents
>they're out shopping
>mom says to call cops; they might help
>they say they don't have the tools to help
>now am stuck here until 5:30 at least
>awkwardly waiting in Best Buy with literally nothing to do
>hello darkness my old friend.mp3

>>686282383
Good luck mate

>>686282096
Trust me. I know I won't. We have known each other for 5 years and been close through most of it. I've always been attracted to her, but didn't really develop feelings until about two years ago. I fell in love with her then. The next year, we had a huge fight and didn't speak all summer. It killed me, she hurt me with some of what happened. Though I know it wasn't meant towards me. It was stress and other things piling up. I tried to hate her for how she made me feel. But I couldn't. I never lost my love for her. We reconnected at college (we are both young, but I know this is true for me at least.) And we got together after about a month. We were official for 1 week shy of 8 months (tomorrow would've been 8) but a combination of a lot of factors that have to do with being home for the summer (part of which is her mom HATES ME for nothing.) And recent arguments and after one argument, me being a complete and utter piece of shit towards her. She left me. I don't know what to do. I'm giving her space and I'm going to do what I can to fix it (I have an idea that goes into effect tomorrow) but I don't know if I can do this. She said she loved me when we were talking about taking a break for the summer because of the issues we were having. I kissed her cheek when she was leaving and you could see her heart breaking. She was in tears. We had a fight a few days later and now she doesn't want to see me, let alone talk with me.

Sorry about jumbled mess. I am trying not to cry. The emotional pain is comparable to begin stabbed repeatedly. And yes, I've been stabbed before. No I will not give proof. You all don't have to believe me if you don't want. But I've been off and on in tears and depression since. And I started cutting again because I'd rather have physical pain than emotional and it distracted me from it temporarily.

>>686282108
See below

>>686282383
Call a cab to your moms workplace, get key, take cab back to car, open car?

>>686282940
Then you have 2 options
1. You can shut up and try to content living until you find someone else to love
2. Buy a rope and look for a sturdy place to hang it and yourself
I suggest 1 but it's your choice

>>686283023
My mom's workplace is at least an hour and thirty minutes away.

>>686283378
I'm going to try and fix it the best I can. If I fail, I will try option 1 until I can't go on.

>Be 2008
>Nanna dying of cancer
>Really taking a toll on her, I don't leave hospital for days at a time
>She's still ok, can talk, but very obviously in pain
>Wait outside while she has injections done
>Can hear her crying and telling my Dad she just wants to die
>As soon as I come back in she's right as rain
>Toughest bloody woman I ever knew

>Starts to deteriorate
>She talks to me one day, talking about her life when she was young
>How she's had a full and good life
>How she loves me more than anything in the world
>Tears, so many tears
>I ask her how I will know when she gets to heaven
>She smiles, holds me to her chest and ever so calmly she says;
>"Anon, when I get to heaven, I will send you a butterfly, and it will fly around you and back into the sky."
>Long story short, she dies 2 weeks later
>Cancer is fucked.

>Two days after funeral
>I'm walking my dog
>And I fucking shit you not
>The moment I will never forget in all my life
>A yellow butterfly comes down from a tree and lands on my arm
>I look at it for around 10 seconds as it paces
>Then flies into the sky
>I fall to my knees
>And fuck do I cry

Its been 8 years, and I still love you more than ever Nanna.

>>686282940
dont get me wrong you're always going to miss her but you will learn to deal with the pain and it will lighten over time. however long it takes could be up to 5 years tbh

>>686276409
did he finally respond?i wanna know

>huge crush on girl in my class
>dark hair, unbearably beautiful
>we're pretty good friends and hang out a lot
>she asked me to walk her home a few days ago
>excited.jpg
>she just tells me about stuff, bitching about her friends and stuff
>feels good having her talk shit about other people to me
>we hug at her door
>same thing the next day, she says she wishes everyone could be as understanding as me
>prom's coming up, since school ends pretty soon
>everybody's asking someone to be their date
>most of my friends have dates
>not just boys asking either
>known her for years but we're going to different schools next year so I won't see her much, if at all
>one day when walking her home, she starts to ask me
>"hey anon, do you have a prom date"
>i say "no, not really, i guess"
>she seems about to say something but she says she has to go
>i say it's fine and she goes into her house
>i stood outside for a second, and went home
>i tell my friend that i think she was going to ask me
>he says great, he already has a date
>i'm pretty much the autist of the group so he's really happy for me that i'm actually getting somewhere with a girl
cont?

Cont

>>686284227
I'll find out if I don't get her back. I'm going to fight for her. I am going to make this right. Otherwise, I'm probably better off dead.

>>686279112
Fuck you anon

>>686281881
Dude, when she is over you, which she is, she is going to be looking for confirmation that she made the right decision. Anything you do is going to come across as desperate, which is extremely unattractive and will only feed her conviction that she made the right choice. The only thing you can do is take your distance and move on.. and work work work on it, and most of that is stay busy, distract yourself, sports, good food (fucking try not to drink yourself into oblivion.. not easy..), new friends and telling yourself as soon as you think about her that it will get better.. how ever fucking impossible that may seem now..

>>686282940
I have bad news for you anon. No woman wants to be with a guy who is fucked up enough to cut them self. Stop doing that or you're fucked

>>686284983
I think she is just hurt. Particularly from what I've gather from her friends. Not that she's over me. I'm going to try. I'm going to give her space and leave her alone if she wishes that. I'm not asking for advice. I'm just stating what my plan is. Yes it's not the end of the world, but it's the end of the person I am. I am going to change for myself because I know I have lots of issues, I'm going to become better. Even if I don't get her back.

>>686283576
wow that's eerie and cool man I'm sorry your nan died but the butterfly is probably good consolation

>>686285258
What is your plan that is starting tomorrow?

>>686285120
I haven't done it regularly in years and I only did it the other day because my world was really bad, not just with her. I had a shit day at work, everyone was ignoring me. No one talked to me and something reminded me of her. By the time I see her again, if I do, or anyone who would even temporarily distract me, the wounds will heal.

>>686284446
cont

>>686284446
keep going

>>686275307
I don't get it. Oh no he lived at least 80 years and the comet doesn't care that he died. These threads are becoming more and more autistic by the minute.

>>686285355
Drop something off of hers at her friends house. Go to work. Come home and work on fixing myself and working out and trying to get better. Saturday is work. Sunday is my day off, but school and other things will have to be done.

>>686285582
.. what are you going to drop off.. ?

>>686285582
I thought there would be more to your 'plan' than that seeing as you made a point of mentioning it

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>>686280690
gets me everytime

>>686285350
Thanks man, yeah looking back on it it's eerie as but tbh It was nice consolation at the time

>>686281160
Well, if that's all going on at least one of us managed to move on.

I've given up, I can't flirt anymore and I can't imagine anyone else but her accepting me so thouroughly as she did. I'm celibate now, I masturbate but I've given up on sex and love, I'm not meant for it.

>>686285858
Some stuff that she left for me and something that I've spent the past week or so working on. Just a letter. Hopefully to make her think a little bit.
My plan is to try and live. Try to keep my dreams (engineering) alive. Try to find a way to make get her back and to survive the next few months.

>>686286870
I'm the same way..I can't deal. I'm the heartbroken anon who's posted a lot of my recent life in this thread.

>>686275036
lol gay

>>686287059
Worst thing is is that our relationship gradually turned toxic. I was under the impression it was wrong of me to ever criticize her, she felt she had to fix me.

So over time I gave up everything that I used to do and have for myself, and grew dependent on her, she started to feel it was allright to order me around.

Eventually it snapped, I was a child, she was a tyrant, that's massively unattractive for a woman, so she left me.

But here I am now, no more hobbies, no more personality, no more dreams and no more chances.
All I do is drink and smoke and sleep, my life is over.

All I can hope for is that I didn't do an equal amount of damage.

>>686281881
Whatever you do /b/ro don't drink or smoke on it. It only brings out the worst of your thoughts, I know from experience. It's not going to be easy but you'll get over it man

>>686285774
fuck.. gulp..

>>686287581
I'm sorry man. My relationship never turned bad until we got home and rarely had time for each other. When we were together we fought more and more. Then on top of that her mom hates me and would yell and scream at her to leave me. I guess she got her way. It just hurts.
If I drank I'd probably kill myself. Alcohol makes my depression come out in droves. Last time I was drunk, I found stuff on how to kill myself in my phone. So I can't drink. If I could, I'd probably be drunk all the time. I know it's stupid, but it numbs the pain.

>>686287113
third time i saw this one, still almost cried.
wish i had a great dad

>be me
>19yo uni student in PLymouth
>girlfriend is on a London trip, time to hang out with mates
>come to the crushing reality that aside from my girlfriend I have no friends that want to meet up with me
>I have no one asking if I want to go and skate with them, I'm constantly asking people to skate with me as well.
>tfw you thought you were a funny charismatic dude that people wanted to be around, smoke some weed have a beer, but in reality you're 'that anon guy' 'what's your name again'

>>686288096
My alcoholism is definitely one of the worst things for me, it's why my house is a shithole now, I cannot bring myself to clean when I'm drunk.

Depression has always been a problem for me, ever since I was a child so I'm well accustomed to ignoring suicidal impulses, but "kill me" are almost always the first words out of my mouth when I wake up.

I wouldn't do it to my family though, for them I pretend I'm feeling awesome and that life still has it for me. It doesn't though, and they'll find out eventually, I just hope they're able to let me go once they realize I'm forfeit.

>>686282383
why is this feels? are you a summerfag?

>be 21yrs old
>very few people in life
>basically the two person I ever talk to are my gf of 2 years and best friend who i have known for over 5 years
>friendship started as just internet buddies, went through middleschool talking every day, playing vidya through every summer, rarely met irl
>in last year of middleschool (was a year ahead friend) got together with gf
>first ever gf, havent had as much as a date before
>spend summer with gf, but always make sure to keep in close touch with friend, even introduced gf to him
>find out I got into university in the other side of the country
>sucks to spend way less time with gf, at least usualy conversations with friend and vidya are back
>turns out he managed to make friends irl, and i was happy for him
>he slowly spends less and less time with me, starts to not care
>in the mean time have more and more fights with gf over phone about stupid shit that doesnt even matter
>feelsbadman
>next year, drop out
>apply to another university to start in autumn, same that friend goes to now
>rent flat together, plan on gf moving in when she finishes mid school
>friend still doesnt really talk to me, feel msot distant even tho we basically live together
>feel like he has changed a lot in a wrong way
>all of our former mutual friends feel the same
>still seeing gf rarely, arguing a lot

I feel like I'm gonna lose them both. I don't know what to do. I have talked to my friend directly about this, but... he doesn't seem to care.

>>686284302
I don't know

>>686278460
Maybe he didn't know his dad was going to die that day??

>>686288548
I know the feeling. I know alcoholism would devour me if I started now.
If I wanted to kill myself, I would. I know that my family would move on. My parents and I aren't close as we should be. My sister and I have grown apart. My niece would forget about me, she's young enough. Same with my nephew.
My friends would move on. People leave and join our group all the time.
My best friends, the three of them, would be the only ones hurt. They'd get over it eventually and find a better friend.

Honestly I will up and disappear if the fire that keeps me moving disappears. Enlist and just disappear.

>>686275240
Gets me every time...

>>686288484
This, honestly the worst feeling

>>686276929
I just read that yesterday. Can literally say it changed me as a person and my views on what love really is.

>>686289070
Suicide is a pretty inconsolable trauma, your parents aren't close to you but that would only add to the pain if they failed to save your life.

It feels like the world would be better off without you but you can't trust your feelings, they are wrong, full stop.

It doesn't make it easy, it's extremely hard to ignore a worldview so encompassing, but you owe it to yourself or at least the people that know you not to willingly cause trauma.

It feels empty when people tell me, but I feel compelled to: good luck anon, depressives like us need to see there is a way out, and I hope everyone in our situation gets his day.

>>686285774
Shit...

>>686289814
Honestly man, really put things in to perspective for me. I was hanging out with these dudes and I didn't even know what was going on. I'm fucking socially inept and I just found out. Miss my girlfriend :/

>>686289934
I know. I've thought about it extensively. 8 years I've battled depression. 6 years of that I thought of ending it all on a daily basis. I've thought through it all and my closest friends know my feelings. I believe I could get away with it because I thought it all. I've spent years on it, and I wouldn't let them find me. I'd let someone who is used to doing stuff in regards to that find me. I'd leave a few personalized notes and I would do everything to make it easier for them. I dont want them to suffer and I live more for everyone around me and my goals than I have for myself. Not like I have much of myself. I will have myself for decades when I accomplish what I want to in this life.
I won't kill myself. I promised this to her. That I will live through the fire and the flames. I won't break my promise. I don't make promises I can't keep.
I told her I'd change and make myself better because I have issues and I've worked on it and I've worked on myself. I'm a better person now, than I was when we started dating. But she doesn't see it, because she's been with me.
Everyone around me has seen it though.

>>686288623
It just sucks, Anon.

>>686291056
Sorry for wall of text. I've got more. But I feel like I'm rambling.

>>686281881
I felt like this at first. I don't feel like it anymore, but I never did heal. You just learn to bear with it. Maybe that's just me. Good luck anon.

>>686276523
Fuck me I just sobbed so hard at this.....

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>>686288484
>gets cucked in London
>gf comes home
>only talks about London
>want to go back without you again
>burrows money for trip
>doesn't reply or message while there
>shortly after coming home she "gets" pregnant
So it begins.

>>686291056
I've posted a lot more. Follow the stream of replies if you care. Thanks for the help I guess. The pain is there. I want to fix it. I'm going to. But I can't guarantee I will be able to.

>>686284302
Anon...

>>686276874
That one gets me every time

>>686290834
i remember constantly phoning my friends and knocking on their doors when i was young thinking that we were all close friends, but we may live only streets away but since i went to a different high school i havent talked/seen any of them in years :(

I almost never come to /b/ anymore.
I spend most of my time on /pol/, where the real spirit of 4chan lives on.

But these threads.
These fucking threads.

Every once in a while, every man needs a good cry. When we have people who rely on us, we can't cry in front of them. We have to be strong.

You beautiful bastards clean my soul.

I love you all.

>>686291056
>>686291170

Don't worry about it man, sometimes thoughts just ramble.

Luckily it sounds like you've got a pretty good grip on the situation, it may not feel like it but you're still alive, that's an accomplishment in the face of so much darkness, good job!

I hold on to the hope that there's a way back out, things used to be a little better, so I have to believe that can happen again. My suffering isn't that great, my life isn't that bad, I just have a messed up perspective and no love for myself.

If people can deal with actual trauma and move on, surely depression can be overcome.

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>>686291789
love you too anon! we have a small kik group where we circlejerk about how sad we are and other shit, even talking about holocaust rn
maybe youd like to join some time

>>686281160
i broke up with my ex 5 months ago, started running and lifting 4 months ago, picturing that didn't ruin my day, because that already happened, i don't love her anymore luckily, i am learning to love myself

Ugh. I hate my life. It's not even that bad, which is one of the worst parts. I have a gf who cares about me, although she's "asexual" so I'm still a virginfag. I have awesome friends, a family that at the least doesn't beat me, which is nice. And I honestly don't get why my life sucks to me. There are days where I just want to shoot myself, and others where I'm able to function normally, and I'm just so pissed off at myself for being like this.

>>686292504
i've lost 45 pounds in almost 4 months, this week started a new rutine to tone my body, i am happier, girls look at me in a new light, just, fightig for myself i guess

>>686292451

I'd love to. Please share.

>>686281160
Thanks, you made my day even worse.

>>686293078
>is cuck
>why do i feel bad fam
gee i dunno

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>>686291281
haha cheers dude, if that happened I would insta hate her so wouldn't care

>>686281881
I get your feels Anon....

>>686293322
Hey, I'll be honest, I wouldn't fuck her. She's a 4/10 on a good day. But she's nice to talk to, and legitimately cares about me and my well being. Besides, I have a long distance chick who really likes me. "Asexual" gf gives no fucks, so I give no fucks. My plan was after high school (inb4 mods mods mods) is to break up with "asexual", get long distance here, get laid and be with amazing gril, ???, profit.

>>686293908
>i already know i dont value my relationship and look down on my partner
>want to get into douchebaggery
just what is that bad feeling i cant put my finger on it

>>686283576
Saved

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>>686293182
goodbye jake

>>686293078
The absence of anything bad is not the definition of a good thing.
Nothingness is also a problem, not just sadness.

Find an actual source of satisfaction, you'll find you've been missing out.

>>686294088
Self-loathing for feeling this way? Sounds about right, TBH. And I know I deserve it, too...

>>686294195
What's Jake?

>>686294330
You reap what you sow anon. Feeling bad about it will not change it for better or worse, only gets you down. Do something about it like a man should.

>>686275599
sounds like his dad was a guy who loved his son but did not know how to spend time with him, what does this stories tells you?

>>686277106
We don't know the context, but from this image only, the father is trying to being involved in the son's life but the son isn't replying to him, implying he only sees his father as child support payments.

>>686280690 is about the same thing.

>>686294224
Yeah, I've been trying. I've gotten really into gaming and MtG again, but my parents continually shut me down and make me do the things I hate doing, like camping. And honestly, I'm just so sick of life. Looking at where the world is headed makes me want to kill myself.
>>686294518
Worst part about the whole situation here is that I want to do something about it, know what I should do, but I'm too much of a betafag pussy to do anything except feel sorry for myself, which doesn't help.

>>686294773
>Looking at where the world is headed makes me want to kill myself.
>hurr durr le ebin world what even matters dude
You are in highschool. You have no need and obligation to care for anything except securing your future via studying. That is your job. Keeping a steady personal life is another question, which you seem capable of handling, if you cared for anyone else other than yourself.

>>686294773
Empancipate yourself, live without your parents. It'll require a ton more shit you'll hate doing, but it'll be for you.

>>686288801
Its because he is boshing your girlfriend, dude.

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>>686294735
they were both piece of shit fathers who only wanted to be a part of their kids lives long after they were gone from the picture cause of divorce

>>686281160
Why did i have to picture it while reading it. I'm not strong enough. I wanna die.

>22
>start new job
>after a few months I got the feel for the people there
>notice a literal 10/10 women
>perfect skin, eyes, long hair, perfectly thick in all the right areas
>I never had the courage to say anything to this beautiful creature
>Check facebook one day. There's a friend request from her.
>She saw a status I posted about playing basketball
>Messages me asking to play. My heart sank, I thought this was too good to be true. I live for basketball.
>Love the same sport and even the same team.
>Same views on people, life, work, the whole nine yard.
>Meet up at a local park to play.
>Even in basketball clothing I was taken back on how good she looked.
>Everything turned heavily flirtatious from this point on.
>I never had a girl show me this kind of interest.
>I woke up to her texts. Fell asleep texting her.
>She talked about us in the future tense. About meeting her parents.
>She said I was the one guy who had her smiling like crazy at her phone; enough that people would look at her crazy.
>I had let my guard down completely for this girl. This girl that had found me.
>She came out and said it herself. "I like you so far anon. You have a girl crushing over here and feeling like I never have. I'm truly excited to see you and get to know you more".
>She asked me out on a date to see the sunset.
>This was probably one of my highest points in life; whether its sad to admit or not.
>Me this average guy who wasn't even looking for anyone had found a girl who plays the same sport and is just the most down to earth and beautiful women. That likes me.
>We saw the sunset. We held hands the whole time. I'll never forget how beautiful she was that evening.
>We agreed to both dress relaxed. Even in just a low cut white tee and shorts you were so elegant to me. Above other women.
>At the end of night I confessed how she had to know how I felt at this point. And she said she felt the same.
>I kissed her. I grabbed her chin and kissed her again. My body was on fire.

>>686295152
Would be hard from across half the country. They only met about twice when we went to some conventions. Also, to worsen things, I hear my friend day to day playing vidya and having fun with others, while he keeps telling me he is too busy to play games...

>>686295068
Knowing what to do and how to do it is one thing. Trying to gather the mental energy to do it, for me at least, is a whole other ballgame. And I do care about other people. My friends and my family are important to me. Although honestly I'm starting to wonder if I'm lying to myself when I say that.
>>686295101
Dude, I've been thinking about doing that. Especially with a 2nd sibling on the way. But my parents probably wouldn't sign the required paperwork. I'm their chore guy.

>>686291819
Im in the same situation. My life has been easy except for depression and heartbreak and having heartbreak all around me. I've just learned that life goes on. You can't stop and let anything control you or you'll be left behind.

>>686295588
Oh fuck you

>>686295258
cont.
>I went to sleep that night smiling. I thought a new chapter of my life was about to unfold. An unannounced chapter. I was truly happy.
>No good morning text.
>I text her and she instantly replies just a normal answer.
>She then sends an essay confessing how she's been single for over a year. She was in a toxic relationship. I was the first guy she opened up to in over a year.
>She thought I was the one to pull her out of how she felt. It was too much for her.
>She said she was up all night with anxiety just thinking of what to do.
>She said it'd be okay to hate her for doing this. Sometimes I wish we never met.
>She wanted to remain friends and continue to hang out. I don't do the friendzone thing.
>Our conversations dwindled to nothing at all. We don't speak.
>Pretty sure she's seeing another guy at this point.
>She's moving ahead in life and work and I'm sitting here just wondering where I went wrong.
>I compare every woman I meet to her.
>This all happened between us in a week on the dot.
>One week is all it took. We fell for each other and fell right back out.

That's my little story anons.

>>686295258
This doesn't end well, does it? I can feel it already.

>>686286113
>or save the whole world from a new Nazi regime
KEK

>>686277050
fucking dumb cunt
>tfw t1 diabetic
>actually fucking enraged

>>686295588
Made me smile
Thanks anon

>>686295840
Well. A bittersweet ending. At least she didn't unexpectedly die like most of these stories. Thankful she's making herself happy. All I wanted right? :/

>>686276348
Fuck

>>686295152
NO ONE BOSHES MY GIRL, M8

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>>686295982
Yeah, I suppose, I don't know. I've never had this happen to me, I'm too much of a betafag.

>>686275240
Fuck man thought fucked up cringe story but second part gets me..

>>686295701
>oh man le studying is so hard xDD
If you can't do your job then you are wrong to do anything else. And I'm not saying to be a top notch student. You should know what is at stake at putting off obligations. And your complaint earlier that your family invites you camping implies that they rather bother you than make you happy.

>>686279705
libraryofbabel info/

>>686276293
Right in the feels.

>>686295588
true sadness

>>686295736
What I'm trying to learn is not to let regret and guilt fuck me over so much. The idea that I fucked up in the past gets in the way of me seizing opportunity in the present, I keep thinking I've lost my window and while that may be true for some things, I wish I could carpé that goddamn diem and forget about past mistakes or the fear of making mistakes now.

>be me
>sleep
>wake up
>still be me

>>686296204
Well anon I'm no ladies man either. This past year I started to exercise. Lost 70 pounds doing nothing but dieting and playing ball. Started taking care of my hair and facial hair.

That particular woman told me she saw me around work and always thought I was cute and hoped I'd had said something.

There she was. A girl I see ever day had an attraction to me. Alls I would have had to do is ask. I'm just lucky enough she asked me first.

There really is no reason to be afraid when it comes to any of this stuff. Just try.

That feeling of overwhelming nervousness is awesome too. Youll learn to love it

>>686276523
Cannot read (on phone) someone can split it?

>>686296241
I'm not saying studying is hard. Dude, I have really good grades right now. What I am saying is that I have no mental will to do anything. I have to force myself with all of my mental energy to get out of bed every morning. And I know what is at stake, believe me. That's another thing that's been bringing me down. It fucking hurts knowing what I'm doing, what I'm throwing away. I just want to not have to force a smile anymore, to be able to get up and do things and not be trying to fight myself the whole way through.

>>686279112
Someone get these onions out of here.

>>686296889
Well, good for you, bro. At least one of us is getting some action. Then there's me with an "asexual" gf. :/ I honestly think the only reason she's with me is because she pities me at this point.

>>686296988
You're just memeing yourself that the world is hard. You are literally in the easiest part of your life. Stop attention whoring out of peer pressure.

>>686275399
This quote is pure truth.

>>686297200
>You are literally in the easiest part of your life
So what you're saying is that shit gets even worse? Gee, thanks, that really helped.

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>"Anon, why are you always so bored"
>"Anon, you look like you are going to funeral or something, lol"
>"Why are you so glum, Anon"

I am sick of that. That's my normal expression, you fuckers

>>686297136
That just sounds wrong in every sense bud. Break up with her. Focus on nothing but bettering yourself. Let someone find you who is trying to do the same thing and build together. There's no need to dwindle away in that toxic situation.

>>686297551
I swear if I would get a dollar everytime someone said that shit to me man..

>>686297456
See? I knew that would be your reply. Not "Damn, I better get myself fixed, the problem might be in my head. I have to get myself up to face future hardship easier".

>>686295258
what the fuck man this is just happening to me!! date last week , everything went way better than expected and ended up kissing, night texts... then suddenly she only replies with short answers or just dont reply at all even though shes 24/7 on her phone... i dont know what to think anymore and been feeling like shit the whole week...

>>686296796
I know. I understand the feels. I am just hoping the window is still open and I can fix my situation. I wish I could give you more advice but I'm probably younger than you. But just as fucked up in the head.

>>686297634
I've been trying, bro. I honestly want to get out of this situation, make myself better. But the main problem is that I'm just too damn soft. I worry about how the other people I hang out with will react, and what emotions will go through her, and the sadness that would probably follow. There is this chick I know who's really interested in me, but she's a huge drama magnet, and she's my best friends ex, so that's out of the question. There's also this other chick who is actually really awesome, but she lives in Tennessee while I live in California. I did try to make it work with her before, and it was all good until my parents decided to get involved and tear us apart. We still really like each other, though...

>>686297769
Well, I'm sorry that I'm such an immature fuckwad.

>>686276523
Damn, that one got me

I got a story to tell if anyone cares about it

>>686281160
Have this girl I love but she has a shitty bf
Gonna tell her everything next week
This pic gives me hope ! Soon she'll be mine

>>686298766
>dubs
Tell it

>>686298373
If your friends are really your friends they will support any choice you make as long is it doesn't adversely effect them or enough yourself it's a true problem. Take a step back and realize that you are in control. You seem young. Imagine yourself ten years from now; but two versions. One who put his foot down and tried for the better, and another who sat with this girl with these same thoughts still drifting.

I know its not the same at all but I struggled with my weight all through my teen years. I got fed up and used all of my will along with support from my mother to keep at it. Lost 70 pounds.
I feel how you feel about love. But then I just channel that confidence I used to defeat my last battle.

I can give you all the advice you want and so can all the Feels threads and other anons.

You will never achieve what you want unless you start with you my friend.

>>686287113
that feels :-(
what bitch would do something so goddamn evil. I would stab her and watch her bleed to death.

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>>686292451
Can you add me?

>>686298505
And this is what I mean by attention whoring. I do not care and will not be sorry for you. You can say shit like this, but it does not help you. Only you can help yourself. You can ask for advice and help by others, but your mentality is the ultimate thing that determines how you see life.

how do i kill myself quick and painless?
do sleeping pills work?

>>686297963
It happens my friend. Woman are allowed to look around. We do it all the time. This girl told me she really liked me. She just wasn't at grips with herself. She could have lied and there is just another guy on the side she wasn't ready to drop to be in an actual relationship. Either way it's over with. Times like this we just have to be patient and if it's meant to be it'll happen.

Unless were in a movie scenario then I'd say pull out all the stops haha

>>686299014
Dont fucking do it.

>>686299014
Don't. You have a life ahead of you. It will get better. If you need someone to talk to then contact your nearest suicide hotline or talk to your family, friends or even us. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

>>686298847
Yeah, I'm a 120 pound feather, but I can see what you're saying. I guess what I need to do is just suck it up, take control of my life, and do what I can to get back on my feet. Wish me luck that I'm able to do so before it's too late.

>>686299014
why do you want to kill yourself?

>>686298980
this. Helping yourself, even just a little bit is a step forward.

>>686299223
Just gotta remember nobody else is gonna do any of this for you bud. Be strong and just try.

>>686299373
Alright, /b/ro. Thanks for listening and helping me out. I really appreciate it.

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I havent had a friend in 4 years, and a girlfriend in 5 years, am 20 now evrything is black and white, i work in a factory, i want to become a welder, i dont want to come home to my messy apartment and drink myself into oblivion,on weekends i drink so much and go unto omegle and pretend to be someone else, death the sweet embrace take me soon,i have no family

>>686299132
>>686299187
>>686299287
because it's been 10 fucking years since I've been legitimately happy, my family loves me, I have no friends and the girl I love has a fucking boyfriend and she was the only one who made me feel alive
I see no reason to live, everyday it's the same shit over and over again, things I used to love are becoming shittier and shittier

tl;dr: nothing makes me feel happy anymore

I must confess, sometimes I feel really inadequate. I really try my best at my degree, but don't end up with the best grades. And no matter how hard I try, grind the gears, be honest to myself, eat right, I can't nudge myself in the right direction. I still maintain barely a 3.5 GPA and need to pursue graduate school to get a job in my major (materials science and engineering). I just feel so terrible. So many people doing so much in their lives. Publishing papers, doing clubs, getting jobs. I feel as if I have nothing unique to offer. No matter which direction I go, I feel that there is always someone better than me. And I feel as if it is to the point that no matter how much I try, I would never be equal to them.

I feel as if the friends I made, the professors and industry people I have interacted with previously now simply just ignore me and I feel so unwelcomed.

I don't know what to do. Help me /b/.

>>686295835
Fuck man
This girl seems exactly like the girl I love
Instead I'm trying to get her out of her toxic relationship

>>686299883
the only thing that holds me back is my family

>>686299877
I have entierly deleted my past life, sometimes when i try to sleep i actully try to remember some memories, but they are all blurry, i have a sister out in the world somewhere , havent seen her in over 6 years, last time i saw her we got into a fight, shes such a sweet girl and i only have 2 pictures of her, i dont like this life very much , likes its a fucking game, months days and years just pass, if it werent for music and alkohol i would just jump off a building

>>686300079
I'm in the same boat, bro. *hug*

>>686300192
Probably one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with emotionally was the morning she decided to cut off what little we had. I lived the past couple of years not seeking anything relationship related. And as you can read she fell RIGHT into my lap and I got sucked into it all. I let my guard down 100% just to have to put it back up. I still think about her every day. It's hard to not compare other women to her.

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:'(

>>686299883
Anon, If you need anyone to talk to, I can give you my Skype or line. I can help you out. I was once on deaths doorstep and I am again. I'm just an Internet stranger and a young one at that, but I care. We all care. We are in this together /b/ro

>>686276523
I cried, and that, a lot.
I connected with this anon's life, I have had a few similar experiences.

Thank you, anon.

>>686299883
atleast you have a fucking family you ungrateful prick