Go sleep and wait a weekend, if after 7 days u keep wanting to kill yourself, go ahead.

>>685832187
Don't do it (do it ) precious child.

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>>685832531
Done that forever, been 1.5y since my first attempt..

FInd hobbies, to stay focus in other things than "Life is shit".
Learn how to play music, smoke some weed, go out and make some friends, i don´t know man, take the reins of your life, dont finish it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ

>Sry bour my english. not 1 language

>>685833387
ugly guys losers are ugly and smell like dog shit
and cant get women and spread rumors to cock block guys thats why the ugly guys losers smel like dog shit and is ugly and only uses money to get things and smell like dog shit

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Just needs /b/ approval that it'll work or if I shold do it outdoors

>>685833591
and the ugly guys losers smell like shit and spend women that also smell like shit and is too ugly to hurt me with looks and the ugly guys losers going to do ok even tho ugly and smell like shit like beyonce cause ugly people losers only support ugly people losers even tho they smell like a big pile of crap and is ugly liek the ugly guys losers

>>685833387
I've done a lot of those things but when nothing really helps everythings seems pointless.
>>685833591
>>685834113
wtf

You can still find joy in life, believe me. Don't end your life like that, please

come on OP. too many parties to be had in the future, too many good times. don't go giving up now

>>685832187
fucking drink yo vodka and be happy

>>685832187
Oh yeah, I remember leading about the joint units in high school. How many joints are in a blunt again?

>>685834252
My friend always show me that picture but I don't have the energy for anything, I sleep around 5-6hrs/week
>>685834451
That what the dousins of psychiatrists have told me too.
>>685834536
I don't want to suffer until that day..
>>685834861
not wasting it.
>>685834867
15

>>685832187
Sounds like a party i shall partake too Opiee

>>685835399
99 don't lie now I have to

>>685835399
? English isn't my nativre language

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>>685833767
Make sure the angle of the rope doesn't become too great, the tension on the rope will be weight/cos(a)

A 45° angle would mean 41° increase on tension on the rope so make sure it can handle it, the general safety factor of a rope is 10.

stay safe, I mean stay safe while dying

>>685835996
41% *

Come on you cant tell me there's nothing you enjoy doing? No hobbies or interests?

Pills fail about 85% of the time.

Either shotgun your brainstem or wrap some detcord around your neck and head and detonate. Instant die.

>>685835777
Checked & go big or go home

>>685832187
Look into short suspension drop, quicker. Benzos are not going to be enough to off you, but combined with alcohol, depending on how much diazepam and alcohol you have, you might be able drink yourself unconcious and suppress your respiratory system. Go out while you're under.

Or you just seek professional help and get your shit resolved.

Or if you're hell bent on killing yourself, you could just sell all your shit, go to a camping store/army disposal and get outfitted best you can and roam the earth, really live before you decide that life sucks.

>>685836195
Dumb fuck reread what Op said fag

Just buy Overwatch and play that. You will be happy.

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newfags, go back to 9gag. this faggot needs to kill himself and any white knights coming to rescue need to off themselves as well, spare this world of your pathetic cancerous existence.

>>685835996
I can hang on it so it can take my weight but thank you so very much.
>>685836117
Nothing that gives me pleasure anymore, sex wont even do it.
>>685836195
I dont live in America.
>>685836389
Not going to OD with only benzo, just a way to loose consciousness and die without pain

>>685836479
Fucking marketers never stop do they. How much has Blizzard paid you fucking drones?

>>685835052

sounds like you need sleep meds, not antidepressants

at least tell us what news to check so we can pay our respects to u if u an hero

>>685836479
Got all blizz games for free, my collage teacher is a GM.
>>685836790
Finally someone that haven't been on /b/ for less than a year.
>>685837089
I get Halcion, valium, apodorm, serquel and valdoxan, doesn't even make me tired..

Don't Anon its not worth it, i did it and i fucking regret it

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Seriously Anon. Don't let emotions run rampant to conclusions like that.
We all care about you here. And i'm pretty sure someone out there in your life really loves you. Seek life. I've recently tried to take my life as well. Dont do it.

>>685837471
Swedish news, falun if anybody gives a shit
>>685837613
2spooky4me

>>685837668
Suicide has been on my mind for years, I've had serval failed attemps but my thought still lives on, it's just to much happening right now.

just go watch some rick and morty m8, you seams like a person who many would care about and you have to be there for them, you can't do this shit to them. get some love will ya ;)

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>>685832187
Why not helium tank

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>>685837668
go back and succeed this time you miserable fucking asshole WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THIS BOARD IT'S FULL OF FAGGOTS NOW LOOK FAGGOTS EVERYWEHRE

OP honestly i was the same a while back bt my mum caught me before i could do it and honestly best thing that has ever happened to me i soon after got a job made friends with other people like me and im the happiest ive ever been trust me anon it will turn shortly and u will laugh at what ur contemplating now. GET HELP PLEASE

>>685833591
Wat

>>685832187
Op what u said is perfect but make sure no one sees you so they can't stop you

>>685838328
Is there anything that brings you joy in life? Anything that you find enjoyable? Focus on the positive aspects in your life.
I took acid for the first time after attempting suicide and it completely changed my view on myself and life in general. Please Anon, give life another chance. I care about you.

Google suicide in your language and follow googles recomandation

Watch Wilfred american version cheers me up

dont do it, just gotta find so or sth that makes your live worth living again

>>685832187
Don't do it

>>685838926
This Guy gets it take lsd

>>685838446
Listen here cuckstain. I actually care about human life. As much as I joke about it. I truly deep down care about others. How about you fuck off.

>>685838343
Not going to watch some series man.
>>685838396
To expensive, a rope will do
>>685838487
I've done it before and been saved but I'm walking around living dead...
>>685838821
Thanks.
>>685838926
Acid would be a thing but I don't want to wait a month, not a year either. It has already been too long.

>>685832187
u better deliver OP

>>685839587
I just need to know there's enough benzo to knock me out

>>685839431
Even shrooms. At least try Anon. If you find no hope in living, at least let your sub conscious give you new outlooks. It can change you at your core.

>>685839431
>too expensive
the fuck you need the shekels for when u die

this capcha sends me a sign that i should stop and care but i an gonna continue to get my curiosity satisfied.
>do you know why you are depressed or is there no particular reason for it?

>>685838446
Do u get pleasure out this u fucking faggot why dont u Fucking Take in your own advise because cancer like u is what fucking deserves it bet u feel big after saying that because in real life u mean fucking nothing to anyone.

>>685839022
I hope you will follow the white rabbit.

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>>685839929
man, forgot the image....

>>685838396
well this is nice

>>685832187
Find someone with the same fucked up mental shit as you, fall in a crazy love and go from there.

>>685832187
Jesus loves you, and He died for you on the cross.
Dying now would be a permanent soln to a temporary problem.
Instead of committing suicide let us know why you want to do it, and when did it all start.

>>685832187
where do you live op?

>>685839903
The fuck would I go and nuy those for I can hang myself

I don't remember the exact wording, but it was something along the lines of depression not ending when you die, it just transfers to the ones who love you.

>>685840286
Because you asked for painless and this is as painless as it gets. Also you could just get them delivered to your house

>>685839022
Google is the internet. Follow the internet!

>>685832187
Thinking is for the man who lacks ambition.

be more anon, be an hero.

take action and end your miserable existence

depending on where you live

electrocution

>>685839929
>>685840083
Fuck jesus
I have schizofrenia and aspergers, to much of a story to tell
>>685840064
Like where?
>>685840223
Northen Sweden.
>>685840359
Maybe sad but true. But why shoud I care when I'm dead
>>685840498
Semi-asked, and to much of a struggle to but all that + my roommate would wonder...
>>685841097
Doctors said they want to do ECT but fuc kthat.

>>685832187
dont do it.

>>685841340
Fuck jesus
I have schizofrenia and aspergers, to much of a story to tell
>no story needed to be spoken, i have schizophrenia and depression as well, i know how tough it gets, i am actually in the same situation as you are in, except this is the first time in my life that i have been in a period where i seriously have thought about it, and had a rope around my neck for training.
i don't want it to be painful so i though if i enjoy the pain it would not be such a bad deal. be back in 15 minutes

If you really have had enought, try to make it as painless as possible, i will follow you along in less than 1 month OP.

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Have you looked into other things in life? Does music bring you happiness? Have you tried expressing your deepest emotions into writing or music? It helped me through college while I felt suicidal throughout my whole 4 years.

>>685841340
>>685841819
I also have schizophrenia OP, i feel you>>685841992

>>685832187
>>685841340
how are you so tan?

>>685841340
i meant an heroing by electrocution you dweep

if you have 3 phase electricity you can get 400V

you could set it up so it goes straight trough your heart, youll be ded in no time

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Is this gunna be live streamed if not I'm OUT & OP'S a fagg

>>685832187
>>685841819
back

>>685841819
It just gets to the point where it's worth living with for the rest of your life :(.
>>685841992
Well the benzo should help a little atleast, atleast the valium and halcion.
>>685842098
not my thing I just want to end it tonight.
>>685842197
I've only had it for a year or so and it's so much worse than what you see in movies etc.
>>685842236
Only my phone, Im' pretty pale.
>>685842537
I was studying electric engineering and I'm doing wielding classes atm but I don't want my classmates/teachers trying to stop it

>>685843270
>I was studying electric engineering and I'm doing wielding classes atm but I don't want my classmates/teachers trying to stop it

nigga u got electricity at home

>>685843270
Go out with a bang and beat Cho's record.

Kill some people before killing yourself.

>>685843270
>>685841819 (Me)
you should check out this guy, look at how he handles thing.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WcSUs9iZv-g

>>685843270
What are the effects of your schizophrenia? I heard voices, who comment on every step you do and who tell you do, You could not fight back in any form. It is pure horror. I tried to kill myself 4 times already. Please plan it well, don't try half-assed things, it is not worth it.

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Op be supreme like Elliott become part of the retribution https://youtu.be/G-gQ3aAdhIo

>>685843270
You've got Facebook open. Can I ask Why OP?

There's obviously some contemplation and doubt going on. As stoic as you pretend to be, be honest, you are doubting this decision.

Think about the people in your life. Do any of them even know how bad things are? Give them a chance to help and show they care.

The past doesn't matter. You can have suicidal thoughts for 1.5 years or 15 years. I can guarantee you there have been people to live on in your situation regardless of time. You can move past this OP. Fuck the past. The present is what you have now. In the present, you can say no and get help.

>>685844147
Fuck off, just because this is not his world, he don't need to harm other people.

>>685844445
And this is definitly not coming from a "normie"

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>>685832187
>>685832187
Ingest all the benzos, and after getting the desired effect from them tape a plastic bag over your head. Simple as that. Benzos will keep you from panicking and you just gently glide in to the oblivion.

>>685832187
dont man ive been tho that its not fun if ur noy suseful

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>>685844445
He was supreme he became his own god are you jealous or wat jeez ass weasel

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Do a Horace Wells, without chucking acid over some prostitutes. Dope yourself then cut! When you bleed out you'll get some shit palpitation so get yourself out of it beforehand.

>>685836790
Found the newfag

If you have anyone that you care about, don't actually kill yourself. That's going to he rough as fuck on them. If you do, may I suggest picking up an extremely dangerous hobby, like riding a sport bike. If you rode hard, it'll come eventually, plus you'll have fun doing it. The closer you are to death, the more you feel alive.

>>685845262
Found the newfag

nut up or shut up

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>>685845330
Kys

please kill yourself op. and let us watch.
tinychat it up.

>>685845262
>>685845403
Found the samefag

Least painful is death by cop. Go do some shit to some bullshit assholes you hate to get the police called then go joyride etc

>>685843621
Also my sleeping roommate who would stop me :(.
>>685843672
Not breivik
>>685843724
already seen but I just really want to die
>>685843816
I can see shadows, things moving around, hear steps, voices, you name it, also being followed a.k.a paranoid schizophrenia
>>685844365
To be honest I want to live, that's why I've waited for so long but this is enough, noothing seems to be getting better. About fb I'm always online, not writing to anyone if that's what you're wondering.
>>685844701
Tried that 4 times, I ripped the bag all the time when I was unconsciousness so I've giving up on that
>>685844758
neither is my life.

>>685845330
It may be but I don't really care tbh :(
>>685845513
no webcam
>>685845556
>swedish police
>shoot
in your dreams man

>>685845661
Fuck me, that's bad luck. How did you manage to rip the bag if you were unconscious? Sounds like you weren't wasted enough. Had a friend who did that, worked just fine for him.

>>685832187
Whelp, honestly, if you've made up your mind... yeah, not a bad way to go at all. Make damn sure that knot and rope are solid though. Surviving to brain damage will make whatever you're going through right now look like paradise.

>>685846147
Haha you dumb AF you an hero on live stream since ops a poor fagg

just fucking kill yourself if you dont have a webcam. please.

>>685845661
I was asking about FB. You just said you want to live....think about that OP.

What's another day? Whats another week?

You could tell someone tomorrow and be shocked by how much they love you and care. Give them that chance to show they care. I mean /b/ is an anon board and look at how many people care (besides the odd edgy 14yo faggot)

>>685844147
Hahahahaha, this kid is hellerious, are you kidding me? sad little boy, all because he didn't get pussy hahaha, i see why this ended up so fucked, his dad is the real reason for his killing, his gens are 100% focused on him self, look at his dad for crying out loud, he just wants to be world famous. kek

>>685846333
But how the fuck I'm supposed to get a webcam at this time of night?

>>685846650
just kill yourself. It's fun for the whole family.

>>685845661
>I've waited for so long

So long doing what? If you have done the same thing all this time, how can you expect a different result?

Again, tomorrow or this week could be the week that changes everything. At least give yourself the chance to find out. Don't do it OP.

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Just stop because nothing else matters except when your dead

>>685832187
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2dbR2JZmlWo

If your solution should be painless, buy a large dose of heroin. Give yourself the golden shot.

>>685832187
don't suicide just look at people on their own security cameras and yell shit at them through the camera its usually pretty funny ive even had some one say "honey i think some one just called me a faggot on the cameras speakers" i mean he disconnected it almost immediately but shit was just so funny
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>>685846650
That's your prob just dooooo it

>>685845661
Suicide is the only guarantee that things will never get better. And if you're having trouble living for yourself today, live for someone else.

Depression. Bipolar. Anxiety. I've had the gun in my lap. But I decided to live for my Mom -- I couldn't do that to her.

Is EVERYTHING better? No. Not yet at least. But if you're willing to kill yourself, you might as well give life one more hell of a college try, first. You have nothing to lose.

>>685832722
Tell me more.

10 years diagnosed, tested everything, tried to kill myself several times but I don't want to remember, and I can guarantee, than somehow, I'm happy and motivated now, if you want to talk, tell me, I can drop you my kik

>>685832187
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=po_hM90TgD4

Graffiti saved my life

>>685832187
Livestreeam that shit op.

>>685846147
Wasn't high on anything which may be why, I don't even have a bag around me anyways.
>>685846260
Yeah I I'm worrying about that too, I have a hdmi cable would it be enough?
>>685846333
Doing it on a livestream in the woods, wow so cool to watch..
>>685846550
I've seen the reactions from previous attemps, I know they care. But I don't want to live with it anymore.
>>685846915
I've been to scared, you will not understadn how scary it is to actually take a life. I've waited long enough, it's time.

take all the pills drink the alcohol and then sit in the bath tub just wait for yourself to drown

>>685847145
"Yell shit through the camera speakers"

You obviously don't know how cameras work.

>>685848299
you obviously have never used an ip camera with speakers and a microphone

>>685847305
I did collage in half a year I'm just continuing because I don't want to sit at home all day.
>>685847515
that's hard I've been diagnosed since I was 11 but I started feeling suicidal when I was 17. and no thanks I'm really down rn.
>>685847793
If you come with a pc to my forest sure.
>>685847912
If I had a bath tub that would be a good idea.

>>685847878
That's the whole fucking point of downing a bunch of sedatives before taping the bag over your head, to keep you from panicking and/or involuntarily ripping the bag. For fuck's sake.

>>685847145

Is there a list of cams available somewhere this shit is fun

>>685847145
i pray for good luck to the dubs gods for you.
cheers

How does one get bulk benzos

>>685848951
I didn't have them then, but should I give it another try now? Using zipties might help aswell

>>685848670
Yeah, diagnosed since I was 12, I know whiteknights are cancer, but I'd like you to man-up and stop being a faggot, no matter what your problems are, life is worth, and it is not, what's the difference between killing yourself now? and dying doing stuff, ffs, if you are not afraid to die, you are fucking free, do whatever, stop bitching.

>>685849145
not really I dumped quite a lot earlier ill re dump for you

>>685837746
Falun!? Nice brush skicka mig benzon dom blir över

Sit on some train tracks you faggot. You deserve to die for taking all those drugs.

>>685848670
What are you studying in college?

I tried to go through grad school snorting percs and heroin everyday. It all fell apart. But things can be put back together... It may seem like it's to late. But honestly, from someone who's been there, it's never as bad as it seems. Your brain can be a real dick and make it seem like there's no hope.

If you could say 'fuck it' and not worry about anything else, and do one thing (not kill yourself...) that you want to do -- for whatever reason -- what would it be? Look past the apathy of depression... What would it be?

>>685832187
Anon, at least try psychedelics before you die. or even fucking heroin. With some smack, you'd enjoy the remainder of your time here, with acid or shrooms you might realize you have a reason to live. Order some 4-aco-dmt or 1P-LSD online, dude. Choose a fast shipping method and get it soon, and just drink your thoughts away until you get it. Psychedelics really could change your life, and if it ends up making your schizophrenia worse then just decide to kill yourself

>>685849145
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>>685847145
what do I do with this

>>685849145
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216.164.28.233:8090 -> admin:alexalyssa5
184.58.154.19:8090 -> admin:328432wash
72.64.190.67:8080 -> admin:1mike
73.137.219.59:80 -> Foscam:motorola2008
162.193.30.191:80 -> payne:kenleigh
76.126.75.8:8080 -> admin:tn5admin!
73.52.212.27:82 -> admin:glyphcam

>>685850159
http://(insertipaddresshere)

>>685849596
>>685849596
You're right, I just came here to ask a question. I should just go and do it now
>>685849796
Hur tänkte du där? Vill du köpa lite innan sure, annars får du väl försöka hitta mig.
>>685849981
I don't want other people to suffer more than they already do.

spending a life in hell is worth dying, op just control yourself. If your that desperate, get a huge loan about 100-500k then run

>>685832187
Hey bud, i just wanna let you know. Suicide isn't really a viable option if you wanna keep living.

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well this is fucking fun

>>685850295
73.187.122.98:8090 -> gsamuels:Trombone!1
73.6.203.69:80 -> admin:8324418327
184.14.16.130:80 -> admin:18436572
65.19.73.135:3541 -> admin:D00msday!
72.219.58.172:8090 -> admin:andrew1
71.99.224.62:8090 -> dutchman:dutchman941#
96.226.136.128:81 -> admin:stew12345
69.112.153.37:8888 -> admin:taurus2k1
206.51.175.39:81 -> admin:Fresno4432
107.142.156.194:8090 -> docbron:9747
173.81.177.47:8090 -> clara:jcwjcw11
97.86.248.33:8090 -> admin:2194
50.173.19.225:80 -> herophong:omega1
72.95.130.12:82 -> admin:1J0hn@316
99.170.46.200:8080 -> admin:Reneau1022
24.191.113.65:3542 -> admin:enter
69.112.232.22:5985 -> wesley:R@ce12500
172.249.140.140:80 -> admin:PJPpsa176o2
50.53.97.249:81 -> NetUser:b00b1e5
24.158.31.242:81 -> admin:Augustus1889
71.204.143.247:8090 -> admin:foscamsw
68.56.32.248:84 -> admin:d-cam
108.14.108.12:8090 -> admin:Ress2075
71.216.245.15:8090 -> BPJones:foscam123!
192.111.65.117:81 -> Sampsonblack:isblackcat
76.26.37.196:80 -> admin:iloveyou
184.159.32.228:81 -> admin:Iamfree214
50.174.199.204:80 -> admin:iloveyou
96.255.234.35:8090 -> Admin:Bolivia13
173.24.14.186:80 -> admin:bmw3182
98.160.154.198:83 -> clmagic:magic222
96.251.132.105:84 -> admin:precious

>>685847145
>>685850156
can they track you based anon? If you don't have a proxy or vpn

>>685847128
this is my fantasy (thankfully darknet exists lol)

>>685849485
Sure, go ahead. As I said earlier tho, down all of the benzos you have just to be sure, wait for them to kick in and only then proceed with the bag. Otherwise you'll just involuntarily rip it open again before blacking out.

>>685850474
oh my god is there a mic icon next to the snapshot one?
99.40.164.86:81 -> admin:unZip@6am
73.223.175.91:8010 -> justin:fcAam24608
71.93.128.155:7777 -> admin:monster
76.19.184.99:80 -> bnclark2374:bnc2374
174.52.105.223:80 -> admin:house
67.148.122.152:8080 -> admin:roscoe1200
184.184.188.108:82 -> MonsterAdult:h2sh3r1q1
68.119.1.193:80 -> admin:gaakg7yu
73.73.83.82:80 -> admin:skates69
98.127.81.30:81 -> admin:iloveyou
50.156.55.203:81 -> admin:6929
50.156.55.203:81 -> admin:6929
108.5.253.223:80 -> theboss:12345
108.5.253.223:80 -> theboss:12345
68.0.116.230:8090 -> patman36:81080fpp
98.109.131.137:8080 -> didancer13:bigbaddavis
73.166.252.83:81 -> admin:command27
66.226.97.134:80 -> cedougs13:chad2423
69.73.75.178:80 -> admin:qw3rty1!
73.158.175.132:8080 -> admin:miacam
216.21.169.94:82 -> admin:Elvis11
24.6.137.92:82 -> admin:Wansview1
73.28.186.107:80 -> admin:Nascar1234
99.177.189.108:9080 -> admin:weinerzz11
74.111.117.80:80 -> rungirlcc12:runner12

>>685850057
I'm already done with it, I'm a sevant now I do it so I have something to do when everyone else's at school
>>685850152
Would love to try shrooms once before I die but I can't get a hold of them in this little town I live in.

>>685832187
Etizolam are the benzo you want, although you will probably change your mind once they kick in. mixed with alcohol they genuinely remove all anxiety/ depression. rather than killing yourself, just become an etizolam addicted alcoholic

>>685850544
I wonder this as well. Seems very low-tech. Not sure.

>>685850715
just kind of guessing at how many lines i can post here
68.196.250.199:82 -> admin2:dicarlo
71.84.51.165:83 -> admin:sugar1
192.40.198.149:80 -> admin:foscam
108.52.113.82:80 -> admin:9851048152
108.52.113.82:80 -> admin:9851048152
73.46.9.238:83 -> admin:fmp011004
73.15.3.199:80 -> funster:sasha1
69.136.97.5:80 -> admin:0527
96.225.84.186:80 -> admin:mrturbo55
74.89.80.17:8090 -> EGC186admin:cook7=mom
71.1.101.29:84 -> John:0412
69.196.213.97:8090 -> admin:Everquest0
209.240.50.249:81 -> admin:kaitlyn
24.98.100.221:80 -> admin:gek9riz8
76.19.254.93:82 -> admin:Hadley1440
71.84.117.238:8080 -> admin:m879ark
24.18.44.255:81 -> karlgeo:trustno1
71.205.92.73:84 -> zonTeus:cAm183
108.194.86.141:8090 -> admin:kilroyfc
108.0.190.140:80 -> admin:627Wallabee
75.136.209.175:80 -> shelby:bellee
73.227.55.95:84 -> admin:Gcc7
73.131.62.59:8090 -> April:seth0307
68.232.242.90:82 -> admin:roks
96.243.215.115:82 -> admin:owen1627
71.89.66.13:8090 -> admin:beaner
69.42.2.223:81 -> admin:freshmaker
73.167.129.252:8090 -> admin:jackie02

>>685850383
Kom ner till Jönköping kan du få mdma så bliru glad

>>685850921
maybe if someone is smart enough, but i doubt it who knows though, using a vpn while using a ip camera is surely gonna be slow as fuck.

>>685850544
they really cant if the camera is unplugged or reset (probably under admin tools) all ip logs are deleted
173.20.97.50:82 -> GrX>C7W3CTbu:McNUfGUiBt^r
96.33.209.29:81 -> admin:iloveyou
68.170.64.174:80 -> admin:louis03
97.80.199.14:8090 -> admin:868997
97.88.248.26:80 -> Charddy:Channing
74.197.6.186:8090 -> admint:Kc5ezz1!?
73.156.161.154:80 -> admin:tristurnity3
99.113.49.155:84 -> admin:admin123
98.197.73.125:8090 -> DeeJayUND:Domer02
107.188.186.143:8098 -> heathjv:justice2
71.61.94.62:82 -> mike:camera0909
72.91.39.13:80 -> xela:j0nk@rla
75.111.255.187:8090 -> mself:dell1954
206.168.44.253:8010 -> bcarson:mycabin
50.250.98.245:8010 -> admin:felipe1
73.205.179.245:80 -> Johhnyrock1:alexander81
67.164.105.10:8060 -> admin:230026
23.226.85.70:84 -> emchenry2:Poolman1
99.148.182.153:8090 -> admin:pectineus
24.191.113.65:8334 -> admin:enter
75.143.243.142:80 -> admin:kjc1224jss
24.4.16.178:80 -> admin:admin0520
173.69.135.16:82 -> admin:9200wkm
108.129.177.232:80 -> admin:bmw3182
75.171.208.120:8090 -> admin:monkey2
148.74.153.234:9191 -> pacdnc21gun:pacdnc101304
24.44.146.71:81 -> admin:CindyP685
75.66.38.42:80 -> admin:bmw3182
76.222.224.115:8080 -> spockcam1:left1right
97.88.220.254:8090 -> cabbabes:scmd2002
97.88.116.67:8090 -> admin:enter1
73.156.132.214:8334 -> admin:12801280
67.197.41.57:80 -> Fighting T:11095656
68.56.233.232:81 -> admin:techno75
108.161.29.27:8090 -> admin:conner88
76.25.13.62:81 -> admin:tfvhi
104.57.189.103:8080 -> root:pj10wgh

>>685850152
strong hallucinogenics would be the worst idea for someone with an unstable mind. literally takes the smallest bit of anxiety to turn the trip from amazing to the worst time of your life

>>685850388
I don't have a job but would love to.
>>685851050
Hade bytt varje dag i veckan.

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73.166.252.83:81 this one has potential get in here faggots
pass:command27

>>685851052
if you are using the speakers (only works if active x is enabled and using IE) they will probably disconnect it which deletes all logs. if you don't they're not even going to bother looking (assuming they even know how to) because as far as they're concerned they are the only ones looking at it.

>>685850817
this! best benzo

>>685851267
Vafan tåga ner då

OP those are not enough to kill yourself, i mean, not even worth the try. you'll fuck up your liver and that's it.

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Anon, just go see someone get some sleep meds, go out and enjoy yourself, if you think life is pointless enjoy it for as long as possible before you leave, it doesn't have to have a point

>>685838396
No, Nitrogen is quicker and doesn't cause muscle spasm post-mortem.

>>685851782
Bara resan skulle kosta lika mycket om man räknar halcion som 20kr st

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>>685832187
go for it

>>685851546

what are we doing my jew friend?

>>685851229
The experience itself can be hell, but depending on what he has, it still may help. There was a study where people with BPD took high dosages of psilocybin containing mushrooms, enough for an "ego loss" trip. And it gave the participants a "clean slate" to build further emotions on. Granted it one one study, and Ina controlled enviorment with a trip sitter, but every participant had a positive experience. Yeah, they cried, and yeah they were afraid, but with the right guide, even mentally unstable people can have a beneficial experience.

>>685851546
lmfao what is this kid doing, i want somewhere where we can discuss this shit

>>685851872
I'm not going to overdose, I going to stand/sit and next to a tree with a cable and let the benzo and alcohol knock me out

>>685852160
Finns resa för under 300 är jag rätt säker på BUT BUT randoms på b kanske inte är så Nice ändå

>>685852453
Får allt från apotek men kommer inte bli av ändå

>>685852382
i cant even connect to it because so many people are on it what is going on?
138.207.193.63:83 -> mercedes03:johncar24
24.241.254.10:8090 -> admin:cooper0110
67.250.5.225:83 -> admin:DUCK
173.28.41.163:82 -> Michael:Finendandy1
67.182.192.153:82 -> admin:0607
73.202.90.53:80 -> admin:007007
98.254.48.157:83 -> admin:fish
66.129.57.254:80 -> bunch:123456
23.31.220.210:9000 -> admin:9meema
76.29.194.210:8090 -> alexander:79134364
24.231.138.161:8090 -> guest:12345
100.38.106.98:83 -> admin:?Fgreen51S?
108.225.185.69:82 -> admin:111066
100.14.229.163:8888 -> admin:shell1s
100.37.240.234:81 -> admin:asg1Pc@m
24.205.16.158:8090 -> tracyhua:love4eva
184.183.25.25:8090 -> Gsotra5:Vreds62P5
184.96.139.218:8090 -> cjrmram:avalanche
24.145.163.11:80 -> admin:1704Gastlich