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sharing this because it makes me happy

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cool

I'm just here for the pepes

Post more pepes

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Contributing

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How are you, guys and girls?

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This one is saddening, get ready for extreme feels infiltration, /b/ros

>>684490094
>im sorry

>>684489994
lol

>>684490014
Okay you ruined my night

>>684488182
> be me
> be divorced about 9 years ago
> get nothing much done, since then
> just watching 'Her' movie
> crying my heart out
> end of story

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>>684490947
Fuck that movie...

>>684488182
>My wife left me in February.
>Left me because I was opening a business my stress caused me to become reclusive the last six months.
>Started seeing someone 14 years older than her because he was more "stable" (2 ex wives and 3 children with three different mothers)
>Everything went south incredibly quickly.
>Her friends said I was stalking the house and that I had broken into the house on xx-weekend.
>I was 400 miles away.
>She cuts ties completely and I lose the rest of my family
>We haven't spoken since end of February.
>Be last week looking through some old tech and find my old ipod touch.
>her emails logged in

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>tfw no bed so sleeping on blankets on floor

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You'll all get a kick out of this one
>first day of college earlier this year
>girl with ginger hair sits next to me at canteen
>she's really cute, kind of chubby but really pretty face
>we talk for a bit and she adds me on Facebook later that night
>I'm in love
>can't get the guts up to speak to her (I'm a pussy)
>for the first couple of weeks she smiles when I walk past
>I write out an entire Facebook message asking her out for coffee
>don't have the balls to send it (leave it as a draft)
>months go bye and I start talking to a 9/10 she's really nice and she wanted to go out but i turn her down because I really like the original girl
>it's been nearly a year and last Friday I got the guts to go talk to her
>one of my friends wants to see her Facebook
>I show him but then I notice the relationship status
>a day before I was going to ask her out she started dating some rich retard
>I feel like shit.

>>684491625
Not earlier this year I meant last year

>>684491565
Why? Pics?

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You know, I've realized something. Always coming back to these threads when you're down is a good way to get a new outlook on your life. When you realize that despite your hardships, things could have been a lot worse.

So, fellow Anons, let me say just one thing. Don't give up. If you're the antisocial, socially awkward type I used to be, try. Find a small anonymous group of people and just chat about things for a few hours, then try to find one where you can build an identity for yourself, maybe even try meeting up and chatting IRL. Then finally just go out to social events after you feel confident enough and chat people up.

I used to be a wallflower, but these days I developed my social skills over those few steps. I've found common interests with people whom I now consider some of my best friends. Every one of you probably has some sort of redeeming quality or skill, no matter how small. built it. gain experience on it. Find people who are similar and share experiences, idle banter, ect. Just explore yourself and explore the world around you. You can focus on the negative or focus on the positive, it's not too late, just try Anon. Life is precious, you're precious. Don't let the negativity get to you, adopt a baby cat or kitten, give yourself something to care for and a reason to live when your negative thoughts get you down. Find a goal and work towards it, remind yourself of it constantly, and before you know it you'll be so wrapped up by that goal that you won't realize the pain you've been feeling is missing, replaced by thoughts of that goal. Don't give up Anon, live on.

>>684491417
saw it for the first time. actually its a very good movie. but it is way too much about me and my shit

>>684491777
I recently moved and can't afford one june. Pinched nerves everyday.

Do you really want to see a pic of a room with no furniture and blankets strewn about?

>>684490014

Yeah this one is pretty bad man

>>684491625
Don't worry you wouldn't have asked her out if it can help you. No bullshit about "the day before" or something, you were too late, you wouldn't even have asked her the next day, don't lie to yourself it's useless.
That's the terrible truth.

>>684491691
Too relatable, anon.

>>684491625
There's lots of girls in college. Unless you go to my college.

>>684491115
What a bitch

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>>684492574
What's your situation, man? Open up.

>>684492626
Nice try, wannabe-anonymous basement dweller.

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>>684492772
It was online, and we met a couple times, so I know nobody here will take me seriously

>>684491691
aha oh man I'm so fucking pathetic lol, legitimately I bought a rope on thursday (I odn't see myself ever using it because I'm too much of a puss) but it's the only thing that keeps me going you know, the thought that It's near the end

>>684493010
no man it's cool, the girl I fell for is in my college and sits next to me everyday in biology and we often get lunch together, but all I am is her bestfriend and it's been 3 months and it hurts just as much - tell me about you tho anon, love is all the same

>>684493010
Nah, bro. I feel you.

I met a girl when I was living abroad. Fell for her hard, she didn't feel the same way at all.

She moved to another country a few months back. Still remember hugging her goodbye and watching her walk away. Still feel the emptiness.

>>684491924
Thanks anon, I needed to read that. You made my day, seriously.

>>684491526
continue

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I have a bit of a short, peculiar feel, that for some reason I still think about.
>be in secondary school
>go to one of the top ten schools in the country (I'm not bragging, it's relatively important to the story)
>one day, notice a girl who has been in my year for five years but whom I have never really spoken to
>find out she has a YouTube
>watch some videos
>really become infatuated with her personality
>like most people here, I'm a bit timid
>she's a bit of a social outcast in school though, so I'm not really intimated by her as I was other girls
>assume she's going to be staying the whole 7 years at the school, so there's no rush to speak to her
>find out in the last week of school that she's leaving at the end of the year to move to fucking Rugby
>absolutely devastated
>despite only having a week to even talk to her, I don't do anything
>absolutely no reason for me not to talk to her
>feel like shit for months
>still think about it now and how I never got to try and talk to her
I don't even know why it bothers me; I didn't even know her. I wouldn't even class this as a proper feel, but still, I do really wish that I had spoken to her.

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>>684493672
>>684493733
Alright /b/ros, I gotta go to sleep, but here's a greentext story I wrote a little while back. Little poorly written, but I hope you understand.

>>684493010
>>684493672
>>684493733

You guys are just getting caught up with one girl too much. The have to be talking to several girls all the time so you don't feel so depressed when one girl doesn't feel the same way. Thereso literally billions of girls and they're all pretty similar, so you're gonna be OK. It can also be a lot harder to experience the rejection when you havnt had much acceptance, so again, increase the number to increase success.

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>>684494343
Goodnight

>>684494439
Easy for you to say, by the sounds of it you can actualy GET more than one girl, us on the other hand, can barely get one, so that's what leaves us in this right mess.
At least, I assume the majority are like that, I might just be speaking for myself.

>>684494299
You shouldn't feel so bad. You built up a fantasy in your head when in reality you never knew her or what it would have been like

>>684494776
Thanks anon

>>684490014
Jesus fucking Christ that's terrible. Puts my pathetic problems into perspective.

>>684494343
Good night friend.

>>684494439
I get it, man. It's just that this girl was the first to make me feel that way. Time heals all wounds, I hear.

>>684494908
That could be what made him feel bad. The fact he never knew how it would have turned out.

>>684494906
It's not something you can't help. You can do it. Even if you can't approach women irl you could use online dating to practice on lots of girls in your area. It sounds stereotypical, but it really is a numbers game and with some practicw, you can do well with women too.

>>684495184
I feel you. The first girl I ever was in love with died. We went out like twice and knew each other for a few months but we talked every day for months over the phone and it felt like the world was ending. Eventually you'll get used ton shitty stuff happening with girls and become more resilient.

More stories and less chit-chatting, shitheads

>>684495681
There's one girl I work with, we met after she got married and had a child. We've never done anything, but we are each other's what could have been. That one person you'll always wonder what it would've been like to be with. Extreme feels edition today.

>>684489919
>HGTTG
mah nigga

ok so
>5 years old
>live in the middle of nowhere
>go to lutheran private school, 7 other kids in class
>be the shy outcast
>come home from school crying everyday "i have no friends!!!"
>mom eventually just tells me to shut the fuck up
>her and her boyfriend are always drinking and playing loud bullshit country music
>never get any sleep, a fucking mess because of it
>go to school and sit alone at recess
>one day the others gang up and throw dodge balls at me. dont get in trouble because they told the teacher they were just trying to include me.
>go home and now mom and bf are fighting every night
>he hits us both. i have to play pity card and call him "daddy" to get him to stop
>one night its so bad he takes an axe through my moms care engine, throws beer mug at her. theres nowhere to run or hide, its a small trailer.
>i call my grandma to come get us
>grandma shows up, we're pulling away in her car, i look back
>he's got my beta fish in his vase, Mammoth, in his hands
>screams something at us, throws the fish in the gravel-covered driveway
>that fish was the last thing i had from my dad before my he died
>mom still took us back to him.
>and it didnt get better.
>he said he liked how much i looked like my mom.

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>>684496256
You need to get the fuck out, it's called a feels thread for a reason.

>>684496330
Holy shit I didn't recognize it was from that book, thanks.

>>684490154
Damn, that's me

>>684495969
>The first girl I ever was in love with died.
Jesus dude, that's terrible. But you seem to got yourself together pretty well.

Hope all is and will be well with you, friend.

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if feels you need spurdo jump game!!!!!
Proof:
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.renapps.spurdojump
TRY IT PLZZZ

>>684490947
Keep going bro. I would've killed myself already if I were you. You have strength greater than most.

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>>684496814

>>684489541
Why does the end of this comic always make me happy?
I'm not suicidal or anything, I'm generally happy. My life is good, school is going good, have great relations with my parents but something is off. I loved someone /b/, now I'm stuck with this weird pain in chest when I think of her. It's not really pain, it's numbness. I do still have a lot of friends, they make me laugh, I make them laugh but it's mediocre now, I don't really feel it. Then I come home to /b/ and feel at home, I can't go through the day if I don't visit /b/
I'm trying /b/ros I really am, I have to go on I don't want to feel lonely anymore, I want to be able to be the little happy boy I used to be. I'm not looking for attention, but for you who gave me some, thank you and may the odds be ever in your favor

>>684497734
Idk, man. Maybe it's because you understand the person's pain and know that despite the fact that they've killed themselves, they no longer have to endure that pain...

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>>684490947
The heck with that masterpiece
I can't listen to the soundtrack in public now, I can't hold my tears

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my older brother used to be the only person in my life i loved so much
>he had severe autism though
>when we were kids he was no different than anyone else
>he had this great pokemon obssession
>to this day, he owns almost every pokemon game made, even perfect condition game boy colors with those old pokemon games hanging around
>we would play pokemon all day
>we were inseparable
>when he got into puberty, he stopped wanting to be around me all of a sudden
>i tried to hug him once
>like i did every day when we were kids
>he didnt want me to touch him
>i told him i love him and tried to hug him again
>he punched me in the face
>stopped wanting to be around me
>whenever he smiled, i looked at him and he immediately stopped
>develop bulimia in order to cope with my fucking pain
>bullied at school for being fat
>this goes on for a few years
>to this day my brother hates my fucking guts and i cannot for the fucking life of me understand the fucking why
>my mom always said that he was going through a phase or some shit but the truth was she didnt give a shit either way
>depression gets worse
>i pretty much lived alone because my parents were always working early and my brother went to a school for special needs kids, so every morning since i was 8 i would get myself out of bed, make my own breakfast, make my own bag, and go to school myself
>12 years old, cant find the energy to get out of bed
>stay out of school for a week straight
>some class nerd had my home number, and the teacher made him call me to tell me that i was going to get into trouble
(cont)

How do you even start crushing on a person you have just met 1 time and made deep eye contact with. Not even talked to?

Why didn't I go talk to her? I couldve talked about the artsy bullshit I met her at. Instead I decided to stare, to think that there will be a 'second time' that I meet her just because a female friend of mine knows her. How stupid I feel. I could just add her on facebook but she'd not even remember me. It has been weeks and the worst part is not that I didnt have the balls to go talk to her. The worst part is that I already feel like giving up. Because something inside me says that maybe not even trying is always better than failure. And I hate it.

Where is that passion I once had. The hope of a hopeless lover.

>>684498865
(cont)
>i didnt know what to do so i panicked and told my mom that i hadnt been to school in a week
>i told her not to tell dad
>she said dont worry
>i trusted her
>the same night my dad beat the shit out of me for pulling that crap
>no fucking remorse
>my mom just sat there
>and after he was done, she told me that i caused it
>my brother once had some friends over and made fun of me about that time my dad kicked my ass
>they all laugh
>this goes on for 2 more years

>>684498707
I love you. That comic is so relatable, anon.

Now come here and hug me.

>>684498865
cont

>>684499274
Cont

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Just made this picture in my bedroom, this is my view every night. Should I turn off the light so it can only be darkness?

>>684488423
That ice cream must be really good

>>684489531
>cried

>>684490947
9 years....

>>684499176
I get you. I have been on that situation a lot of times, but hey you still have a chance, if you know her fb or you could just ask your friend or something. Anyway not doing anything or failing is still the same ending, cos you will probably never see her again so there is nothing to loose

>>684488182
Why the fuck is this generation of people so fucking emotional? And why do they always feel obligated to proclaim their emotions? Keep that shit to yourself because I dont need to know how much of a pussy you are. Deal with your emotions on your own.

>>684499274
Hurry up.

>>684499274
(cont)
> i stop eating barely anything anymore
>a few weeks after my dad beat me my parents took me to a therapist
>i remember thinking of how much of a fucking faggot he looked like
>i lied about everything he asked me
>never told him about what had happened with my dad
>leave 45 minutes earlier than he wanted
>after that, i just started eating less and less and started running everywhere
>barely eat, and just run until i wanna throw up almost every day
>become borderline anorexic
>parents stop caring about me altogether
>the only difference between me being alive or dead is who would walk the dog
>nobody begins to notice when im present or not anymore
>it makes no difference
>i try to say something to people, and they just dont listen to me
>it feels like im fucking invisible
>people everywhere just fucking ignored me
>i just wanted fucking friends and not fucking bullies
>i had no one to talk to
>my own house felt like it wasnt a place i should be in
>i was so fucking lonely
> i saved up some money and called a psychologist, and kept it a secret from my parents
>she told me she couldnt accept to see me because of legal issues (your parents have to give consent to you visiting a shrink)
>rejected from even that
>well, fuck this
>i have no one /b/
>no one
>how the fuck do i manage to cope
>i dont know what to do
> i just want my brother back
>i just want him back

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>>684500620
thanks for expressing your anger

now fuck off

>>684495969
I have been thinking about doing that one. But my problem is not approaching girls, I can easily do it, but what I feel is that no girl ever wanna know me really like 6 months ago I was dating a girl, we had been dating for 3 months and we went to her best friend party, I could hear some of her best friends telling her stuff like "nice guy, he's sexy where u met him.." and then some one asked like hey what does he do for living, and she was like I got no idea. That broke my heart, I asked her some questions about me and literally she didn't knew a shit, it was like every time we spoke she just didn't pay attention to what I said. I should have seen that coming as she was always chatting wen we speak, and we barely spoke on phone.
It's been like this for a while now I'm really tired of this shit, getting laid is not fun enough anymore for me, it feels empty now

>>684500801
Cont, you better hurry up with the next.

>seeing a couple holding hands today
>reminded me of her...

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I don't even know why I come back to these threads, they just make me depressed even more...

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>shit soaked life anon

>I'm 28 years old
>I have no friends and never had a girlfriend
>Sometimes I think nobody wanted to be with someone my age without experiences into relationships
>I think to give up definitely trying to date women and stuff like that
>I'd wish I were asexual and asocial

>>684501640
>>684502448
What's wrong, anons?

CAN'T LEAVE ME HANGING

>>684499302
Shit anon, you're making me cry god damn it. I haven't shed happy tears in quite a while, thank you anon. I'll give you a bro hug back.. no homo

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>>684502770
Last June I broke up with my girlfriend, since then I didn't have a girlfriend and I think of her from time to time. She says hi once a month to see whats new and how I'm doing. I'm getting mixed messages...

>>684499793
that's a good picture

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>shit soaked life anon
>>684502770
Heartbreak, loneliness, anxiety, and depression all rolled into one. Only people I can talk to are you guys even though I've shared my story time and time again. I've been coming here for some advice which has been more than anyone I personally, and actually, know can possibly give me.

>i can't hold up to greentext this
>so just remember the white shit is supposed to be green and vice versa
When i was 5 my parents divorced
They couldn't get along even to this day on
They never got violent, only verbally derailing of everything around them
I moved to the other parent a few times and have been to more than 10 schools
I never learnt how to make friends
I never made any friends
When i was 12/13 i was institutionalized for 8 months because autism but actually because i became a burden to the people around me
They would try to teach me to deal with my autism (so it wouldn't bother others) but they only held me there for so long
i was extremely unhappy there
I was 13/14 and bought a knife at a local store (idk how but i managed to get approval to go outside)
Idk what i wanted to do with it
I thought it wanted it because kewl like in assassins creed brotherhood
I know that is not true, but i don't know what is
They found it and took it from me
there were more people there and we were most of the time allowed to interact (often we had to stay in our rooms)
one guy my age became my friend, name's W
He's my best and only true friend i met in real life
When i get out of that institution i change schools for the last time until i graduate highschool 3 years later
After that i go to education where you learn a profession, this was 2 years ago
Like a some people in feels threads i gave up on making any more friends
i dont cared about the other people in my class even though i would be around them for a few years
I thought i was happy because i was learning something i enjoyed
Now its going less smooth and im feeling depressed
Getting closer to today
Join some whatsapp group with people of all around the world for idk what reason
im in the group for a year now
people there know each other a little
There is this girl that lives roughly 5000km away
I could see she's special but we never really talked a lot
>aproaching char limit
>cont incoming
>be patient

>>684500801
*hugs*
Everything will be okay, anon.

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>>684488182
>severe depression reporting in
>i live in New York City
>but I barely leave my room
>it has been two years and a month
what a waste of life and youth ='(

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ub36ffWAqgQ

i can't help but feeling like a waste to my parents. they try so hard and i keep fucking up

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>>684488423
them niggas are Lv 90 monks
don't fuck w them, fam

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>>684504829
Damn son
All I can say is go out and enjoy NYC. Most people on here are stuck in a boring place they hate.

>>684503357
I know the feeling, man.

Getting mixed signals from someone I care for too.

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>>684503750
Hey, I really hope it gets better for you man. I'd give you a hug and a beer if I could.

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>>684505245
>go out and enjoy
going out takes a tremendous effort and will power
then if i do, i never have fun, and i come back home (alone) sadder and angrier than before
='(

>>684505740
im going to start nursing my half gallon of Hendrick's soon
>i guess that counts as dinner

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>>684505917
Welcome to the vicious cycle of life, my dude.

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>>684505740
Hold uo Yoleo what are you doing?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eSMB1hRGZRU

>contributing

>>684506233
I can't take it anymore. Actually took a couple of pills. Don't know what will happen.

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>>684506426
Why??

>>684506617
cus i'm a shitass weak bitch that cant get over a broken heart

>>684506755
What did you take?

>>684506755
A broken heart is no valid reason for suicide,ever tried crying about it?

>>684506426
>>684506755
c'mon, man, be serious
please please, tell us what's up, i am here and will listen

>suicide by poisoning is also often ineffective, painful, and with plenty of trauma for survivors


go puke, please, /b/rother

>>684506828
I think it's called "anti-anxiolytic"

>>684504521
>cont:
For some reason we start to talk
We both feel that theres a connection
we talk a lot and long
This one time we literally talked for hours
I started playing borderlands when we started talking that day
im surprised the pause menu didnt burn into the screen
she's far from perfect, but she is perfect for me
Intelligent, funny, everything i need
she has a bf who she basically rescued from suicide
She's really open with him
She's also open with me
She suddenly sends a few suggestive pics showing the top of her breasts and that she is naked
Even though she's not exactly a 10/10 body, it still turned me on more than the shit i see here on /b/
our conversarions are almost all the time my spaghetti everywhere
But she doesn't care
She has it sometimes too
this one time i havent spoken to her in 5 days
i began to feel very lonely
Something i havent felt in a long time, probably because i was numb
we talk again after that
Just last week she got bitten by a poisonous animal
She was actually in no condition to use her phone due to the effects of the poison (tremors etc) but she mamaged to inform the group of what was going on
she had taken antivenom but it wouldnt take away all the efects like tremor and fever
almost nobody in the group pays any attention
I googled and read that a sting from this animal may be lethal even with antivenom in case of complications
I get worried as shit and tell her to go to a hospital
I also message her in private chat, asking her to please let me know if she is okay
Message doesn't even arrive
Cant pay attention the entire day, professor asks me to put away my phone
Still keep checking if she at least received it
Nearly 4 hours later i get a short reply "i've been to the hospital, im fine"
i haven't talked to her since
meanwhile i havent talked to W for 3 times as long
But i do care about her
My reasonable part is telling me shes being sick at home or is doing other things
but i'm silently panicking about losing our relationship.

>>684506948
xanax or similar?

>>684506891
i cy for fuckin days im literally the worst kind of weak ass faggot

Bottomkek don't post shit its Cringest btw

>>684506935
I dont actually want to die but i cant take it anymore help.

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>>684506219
also, i'll be homeless in a couple of weeks
and i have no plans ='(

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>>684507254
Fucking puke it out dude

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>>684507307
Find a local hostel or something. You can't give up. You give up things can never get better.

>>684506426
do NOT do it! ◇ :)

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>>684507254
please, induce vomit
>angrily squeeze out that sludge
>then the endorphin's will kick in and you'll feel better

I am this guy btw >>684507307


>>684507607
I am not american though, and my visa expired 14 months ago

that's why i'm broke, i can't work despite having two Ivy League degrees =(
i'm cleaning toilets and delivering food when i am not paralized in pain, but ain't enough

>>684503750
>SHIT
too real

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>>684507254
You here dude?

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>>684507254
go throw up, we'll chat more once you are done, ok?

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>>684508244
>>684507543

Ok i kinda puke a little bit now what

>>684507018
im a 19 year old, autistic virgin who never had a girlfriend after i understood what it meant.
I think about her every day
I want to talk to her every time, every day
She has friends of her own that she does fun stuff with
I have only one friend and we sometimes get drunk together
I want to have a relationship with her, any kind of relationship
Im afraid she thinks i am annoying
im afraid she does not want to talk with me very often
Im afraid she thinks im weird
I dont know how to strike up a conversation
i struggle to keep one
I dont care about what otherd think about me, except for her
>idk what the fuck im doing with my life, its 1am and im typing this on the toilet

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>>684507905
Why are you paralysed in pain, friend?

>>684488668
This hits me close to home

>>684490094
Happened to me.

>>684489350
if you spend your whole life just waiting for happiness don't be surprised if it doesn't just appear out of thin air. Happiness is satisfaction with life, happiness is earned, it doesn't come to you, you go to it.

>>684507254
1st: Don't take Pills and don't kill Youreself.

2nd. Why do you Tell this anon Person? Do you want get attention?

>>684490947
I hope it gets better someday anon. We're all gonna make it

>>684508431
puke some more, empty your stomach
else it's mostly saliva and gastro fuild floating at the top

Posted this in the last thread but I'll post in detail this time since I'm awake. Won't geen text it though, bare with me if you will.
My parents used to beat me up a lot when I was a kid. Usually it was my dad and he'd beat me up to the point where I needed hospital. I didnt go to school or high school much because of that. When I was 16 parents got divorced and in the chaos I ran off to live with my older brother. Never heard of them again Barely graduated, caused him tons of trouble. He never got mad. Not once. He'd just smile and and say "don't worry, we got this.". I got a job and was pretty okay at it, climbed the ladder. Because of him and his friends/old classmates/colleagues I managed to form some social skills. We were doing great. We bought a big apartment to fit us both and potentially our girlfriends even though neither of us had any at the time. Some time passed, everything was okay. One night he asked me to pick him up from work since he stayed in too late. On the way back some guy passed a red light and hit us on my brother's side. I got in the ambulance with him. He put that smile on his face and said "Don't worry, you got this. I am proud of you.". He didn't make it to the hospital. I and his closest friend were at the funeral. They were just as awesome as he was. Helped me sort my life out, didn't let me fall in a pit of sadness. It's been 2 and a half years. I still have nightmares of what happened and can't sleep. The younger sister of my brother's best friend is now my girlfriend, sleeping in the other room. She doesn't know I wake up and come here, spending the night staring at my phone drinking tea and smoking until the sun rises. She doesn't know I still sometimes cry in my sleep. It still hurts that he is no longer with me but I am also happy. I made him proud. I am trying to be a good person because I know he watches me from above and I can't disappoint him. Everything I do I do for him. I know I'm making him proud and that makes me happy.

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>>684488182
>7yo cousin sees me produce music
>few days later he has cracked fl studio
>about a week later he gets 750€ and decides to buy a midi controller
>I had to wait like 4 months to have enough for an 80€ controller

>>684508773
i dont know what i want, i just want to stop all of it, probably some attention too. I'm litteraly the cringiest fucking autistic shithead you could think of im just fucking tired of all this shit of fucking suffering for a bitch ass coalburner i just want it to stop for fuck sake

>>684508641
Problem is it never seems to find some people, no matter how hard they work for it.

>>684509051
Damn Anon...

>>684508773
Telling people whatever bugs you doesn't have to be for attention. Basically you feel better after telling even an anonymous person.

>>684509265
it sounds harsh, but life is harsh. If you haven't found it it means you need to keep looking. Be brutal to yourself and dont stop till you've got what you want. Depression is a mindset not a personality trait, i think it's possible for everyone in the world to be happy

>>684509769
I think you're right anon. Perseverance pays off and when it does you'll be content. It's a nice concept to strive for.

>>684496256
Same for me .to a t. Sex ant shit anymore. I want love. I hate this shit. O just want to find my wife and get it over with.

Not sure if this is really feels at all, but I guess I'll try to contribute.
>Mom and I filling out page to send to a possible therapist
>I've been having problems trying to at least act happy
>Lots of vomiting, not much eating
>Grades have dropped
>We get to a question about suicide
>Mom asks if I ever think about suicide
>Options are Never, Sometimes, Often, All The Time
>Want to say All The Time but don't want her to be upset
>"Uh, sometimes. I don't know."
>"Well how often? A few times a month?"
>"A couple times a day."
>It's silent
>I look over at her
>She's completely still and quiet
>Waterfalls of tears are streaming down her face
>I did this
>I made my own mother cry.

>>684500871
i was too scared to tell her, i thought it was probably a bad idea. but i got lucky, she asked me the night that i was drinking for courage.

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Still gets me everytime

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(Pic related)

>>684503357
Me too. She broke up with me. Treated me like shit. Now she's super nice. Still doesn't want to get back. I think I need to stop hanging out with her.

>>684509162
Hmm.... don't offen your self.... I don't wanted to hurt you with my post

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>shit soaked life anon
>>684505484
I've been told that all the time. Best thing I could get right now would be someone to talk to.

>>684508141
Agreed. Too real.

Obligatory Ugly post.

meow, bump

>>684512326
That's just the truth. Drunkness starting to stop.
I'm so tired bros ... I want her back ...

>>684508595
Severe depression (and chronic pain, but the latter is only rarely debilitating, the mental ballasts are much stronger)
='(

>in high school
>finally achieve some semblance of stability by moving in with aunt/uncle after living a shit filled childhood with mother
>high school happens
>get my feelings trampled by boys i thought actually liked me
>lose best friend after best friend
>have no one i can be 100% real with
>grades slipping; ive always been a straight-A student
>feelsbadman.jpeg
>aunt and uncle are religious af, stress-inducing, im always doing SOMETHING unsatisfactory
>become pressurized bottle of stress, insomnia, anxiety, and depression
>start taking benadryl to sleep through the night
>get prescribed antidepressants
>take those with benadryl; just want to sleep and not think about anything
>dreaming is so much better than reality
>why cant i just go to bed and not wake up
>im not important to anyone
>im just waiting for someone to shoot up the school so i can martyr myself
>want to die
>dont want a meaningless death
>dont want to be just another speck of dirt to be forgotten about
>please
>please dont forget me

>>684507905
>(You)
iktfb

>>684508583
Nobody ever talks to me or responds in groups or online unless i say something obviously incorrect that they then will prove wrong.
I feel unwanted.

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I just spent 2 years in prison and lost everything, including every friend I had. Now the only people I have to spend time with is you guys.

>no it wasn't pedo charges

>>684501349
This is a legitimate feel :/

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>>684514580
thx


>>684515130
shoot, i'm sorry man
the prison industrial complex in this country is a crime against humanity

I feel really bad, I start school soon and got a great job but the one person I really wanted to celebrate this great week is ignoring me completely, I been trying to ignore it by finding other people to hang out with but it still hurts. It makes me feel so dumb for trying so hard when the one person I really want to impress could give a fuck. I guess going to school and have a cool job should make me feel happy but I just feel stressed about it for no good reason.

This sounds super autistic, but if I started a channel reading feels stories and feels greentexts, would anyone be interested?

>>684511386
every single time i sit and read through this
and every single time i regret doing it

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>Feeling like shit one night
>Just got friendzoned
>Just vented everything to aspie friend
>He just made it worst
>decide to listen to spotify
>Put my playlist on shuffle
>What am I Living For by The Animals starts playing
>The playlist has, I shit you not, over 350 songs
>MFW
>Pic related

>be me
>recently had an amazing 7 month long relationship ruined by my ex's best friend
>hate the bitch with all my soul
>spend so much time thinking about how much I hate her that I realize I have feelings for her
>tfw I am in love with my mortal enemy

>>684516652
How did she ruin the ship?

>>684488182
Got ditched by my gf at my senior prom yesterday
>18 so not underage b8

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>>684516895

>>684491625
>some rich retard
better than some pathetic and unconfident retard

>>684512200
Do it anon, you'll feel a lot better and you'll start to move on.If she treated you like shit, she didn't deserve you, and she doesn't deserve to see you happy. So fuck that bitch, the first step to being yourself again is allowing it to happen.

>>684516864
she told my ex that I was taking her (ex) away from her (friend) and said it was causing her (friend) to have body image problems (anorexia, etc) Ex is a doormat and is gullible, so it worked.

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>tfw can't listen to favorite song/band anymore because it makes you think of her.

>>684518842
Shit luck, man, sorry

>>684488182
I fucking hate my life.
> 21 y/o college dropout
> Dead end retail job
> Can't afford to go back to school
> Can't afford a car to work more hours
> Can't afford to move out
> No close friends, people like me around, but never enough to invite me anywhere
> Broke up with girlfriend last week when I found out she was fucking everyone but me, still virgin
> No will to do anything anymore, I can't even bring myself to go out and drink
> Waste whatever money I have on stupid expensive hobbies because they're the only thing I have left. Not even good at them
> Signed up for online dating, matched a few qt's but too beta to make a move

I should an hero probably

>>684517690
It was. Left in the lobby for 3 hours. Went and got shit faced after and cried for a couple of hours.

>>684518731
I know. Just real hard. She'll make it my fault. I give her rides to work. Help her. Why? I don't know. She's beautiful. But I have to move on.

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>>684519430
This is her by the way

>>684519159
I cannot be the only one who feels this feel

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>shit soaked life anon
>>684519159
Shit dude, I can't listen to any music anymore. I turned off the radio in my car and refuse to turn it on. Most I do is work and sleep. Shit sucks man

>>684519981
Same feeling bruh

> be me 20 kissless dateless virgin
>have girls approach me all the time
>when it's a girl I don't like I savagely reject
>when it's a girl I like I go full on spaghetti mode
What the fuck is wrong with me?

>>684520202
You have to practice with the ugly ones and later move on to the hot ones

I have a good life, no "real" financial problems, a loving family and a couple of friends. All that makes me feel trapped, if it wasn't for all the other people I probably would have ended it already.

Is anyone experiencing something similar?

>>684520202
>tfw straight and really attractive with absurd standards, ADHD, and probably autism

>>684519159
At one point I couldn't listen to anything good or watch anything because most of the good songs and movies have something to do with love and that just reminded me how hopeless everything is. Now I accept it, it doesn't feel better but at least I can entertain myself.

>>684520687
sorry man that must be really shit. The worst for me was when I went on spotify a day after she left me and accidently listened to my playlist called "her"

>>684520569
Exact same actually

>>684491301
oh fuck

>>684520569
had that feel before... feelsbadman

>>684520432
I just can't force myself to do it, the moment I think of doing something with a ugly one a voice in my head just stops me and tells me I'm better than that, the moment a cute one wants to do something I just block out. Also note I don't have problems speaking with girls in relationships or girls that I have no feelings or desires toward.

>>684520815
Not the same but, I don't know what is more depressing,that you have a relationship with the girl or like me that we barely kissed her and that's pretty much all
>mfw I miss so much that hurts
>mfw I see her every day in classes

>>684520872
Do you ever spoke to anyone about this if I may ask?
>>684521200
What helped you getting over it?

>>684521231
Wait I think I know you(?) Initials?

I've reached the end. Killing myself in June. Thinking about trying out a life of crime first. How hard must your heart beat while robbing a liquor store? How much adrenaline pumps through your veins? How alive must you feel?

>>684489877
There are no grills om 4chan

>>684521411
My initials are F. D but I don't think you know me fam, I'm from Paraguay
Pd: sorry for my broken english, not my first language

>>684521321
Lost my gf, most of my friends and fucked up studies. so I don't know if I got over it or just have other shit to be depressed about...
But I try something new and exciting is a good way to break out of it. like a vacation or a new exciting hobby.

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>>684521321
No I didn't. And I haven't gotten all the way over it. I just force myself to be happy. It works. Just very slowly. Funny thing is depression feelsbsafe. So I have a bit of a time being happy.

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>be 20
>vitamin D number is 15
>highest I can get it is 50
>because of this, I have shit testosterone
>only mildly attracted to girls
>no I'm not gay
>can't keep a gf for longer than a month or two
>anything physical other than mild kissing is unnatural to me
>they can tell
>because of this, I purposely friendzone myself with girls that I have a lot in common with because I'd rather just have a friend for many years than fuck up a short term relationship because I'm terrible at sex
>lately I've been going on tinder and fucking random girls that I match with, hoping I'll get better at sex
>tbh I'm getting worse at it

are there really asexual girls out there or should I just accept my fate and die alone?

>>684521814
Aw. No I don't your writing style and situation seemed familiar, but it was a longshot. Nice to meet you though F.D.

Things will get better guys. Believe, try and don't give up. Wish you the best of luck and I hope everything gets better for all of you.

>>684522103
Nigga you better not be committing suicide

>>684522103
you too man.

>>684522227
so fucking close, dude

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>>684522227
LMA FAM this NIGGA really bout to kill himself
>when your mixtape is really fire
THIS NIGGA REALLY BOUT TO KILL HIMSELF INTO THE SHADOW REALM LOOKING ASS (fire emoji)(fire emoji)

>>684488668
life.jpeg

>>684521224
Yeah, I know that feel
>mfw a ugly land whale become my friend
>me, chill as fuck says is OK we are only friends
>land whale developed feelings
>mfw I don't want anything with her
>be me, become friends with regular 7/10 great ass girl
>mfw not only beautiful but super cute and shit
>totally fall for her
>send messages with her till dawning almost every night
>send me almost nudes, is something
>mfw she wants to stay like friends
>mfw I see her every day in my classes
>I dream of her almost every night
>mfw

>>684521903
lol sounds funny somehow, while everything seems fine your head was fucked and after everything is fucked you could sort all that internal problems out?
>>684521935
What's the reason for you to keep it to yourself?
Personally I hate being pitied, for me that's the worst feeling

>>684522073
Nice to meet you too fellow anon

>>684522070
You remind me of myself. I am only turned on by humiliation and usually need to read fucked up stories to get turned on. I have zero interest in kissing. I am not really interested in sex either. I wish so badly that sex turned me on. I do like cuddling. Being friends with girls doesn't work once they get boyfriends and start ignoring me. I'm best friends with my ex who I dated in 2013. But she's dating a guy. I haven't seen her in almost a month. We have plans for tomorrow. If they fall apart again it will kill me.

>>684522701
I don't know. All I want to do is get a plot of land down in a nice happy olace, raise animals, grow food and weed, get wifed and just live. I know the world's fucked. I know merica is just gonna get worse. No girls I like ever treat me right. None of us as humans can think any solid clear humble thought. I just don't see how someone would want to hear my shit.

>>684522701
naah, it isn't sorted, but it's weird yea. at least now I don't have to wonder why I feel the way I feel... I guess the clarity makes to more bearable.
Do you have an idea as to why you feel trapped?

>>684491691
Close to home

>Be me
>be liking this girl for 2 years now
>Have multiple ample opportunities to make a move
>Literally everything in my favor for the past year
>Foreign, decent looking, have accent she loves, into same shit, etc.
>Want to make a move so much
>can't because when I was younger, a lot of my family and friends moved around right when I understood the meaning of companionship
>Now extremely terrified of getting too close to someone out of fear of losing them
>TFW childhood trauma prevents affects you over 12 years later

>>684523150
Don't you think your friends and family would actually care?
>>684523252
I don't know, it's like eversthing was better when I was younger and as I get older there is less choices I can make, I feel like I missed out on life but I can't go back...
The only thing that calms me a bit is the thought that I could end it all every second, the ultimate freedom of choice, but for me this exists only in theory

Good night fellow brothers, like us the thread soon going to fade in the darkness, I love you all

>>684524083
you too anon

>>684523702
just go for it, man. regrets suck. you literally have nothing to lose, because if you lose her, you have at least gained confidence.

call her up and ask her out now. don't let stupid shit from your childhood affect you now, because the longer you let it go on, the worse it will get. break this cycle now.

>>684524083
We must keep it alive

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Was waiting for one for a while here goes
> Be me
> 8th grade
> My middle school did this weird thing where they divide everyone into 4 teams and each team has 4 teachers
> Almost all my friends get put on other teams
> Start making new friends
> One is this dude I knew from elementary school named Colton
> Get really close to him
> Start hanging out
>Town has a music festival
> Colton, his gf, my friend and I spend almost 2 straight days together.
> feelsgood.jpg
>Make an assload of other friends on the team
> Yearbook signing comes
> Colton is the first one to sign it
> Freshman year
> Colton and I have almost no classes together
> Don't talk to him any more
> Find different friend groups
> Drift apart
> Sophomore year Nov. 1st
> Some friends me and are playing LOL over skype
>at my dad's house alone (parents are divorced)
> Mom comes in
>know something is up
> She is bawling her eyes out
> "Anon, Colton is dead"
> Died in a car crash cuz his friend floored it and lost control
> Immediately tell my friends
>This kid was one of the most popular kids in school
> We all sit in silence
> I go to his funeral
> cantspellfuneralwithoutfun.png
> Actually the saddest thing I have ever seen
> His 13 year old brother has to pry his mom off his corpse
> Go home
> See 8th grade yearbook
> "Anon, you are hilarious and smart, hope we have some classes next year"- Colton Taylor
I have to keep that yearbook wrapped under blankets in my closet or I can't sleep at night.

Sorry for the shitty paint job anon must be anon

>>684522227
nah, i am just going to bed, its 5 am
life is bad and death may seem like the only answer but its not. a proper mindset and motivation are the answer

>>684524074
Yea probably. Which is why I'm stuck on a shitty military base, working for s shit company, making shit food. Hell if I found a decent chick ID stay. I just know none of this is gonna get better. We as humans can't do better. I'm probably never gonna find that girl....and so here I am. I just don't want to be sad anymore....

>>684522566
I know that feel bro. Similar story
>last semester
>single and ready to mingle
>chat up girl who sits next to me in my lab on first day
>don't really talk until after Mardi Gras holiday
>we go on a date the next week
>things go well
>several more dates and things start to become serious
>she realizes things are becoming serious too fast for her liking
>"can we just be friends?"
>fuckme.jpeg sure
>still talk for sometime after
>haven't actually talked in a month

I'm just confused. We have 2 classes next semester so I'm hoping something will come of it. I like to be optimistic about it but being realistic I don't see anything changing which sucks. I'd hate to see something turn into nothing. I'm just glad I'm going to boot this summer. I'll forget everything even though I'm pretty much over it. The future makes me anxious. Only time will tell

>>684524334
/thread
Do literally this
Don't regret it later like me
>mfw I still think about all the things that I can be with her
>mfw straight outta her life
>mfw

>>684524074
it's exactly the same feeling I had I think. when I reached 18 or 19, I began to feel like life is a box that keeps getting smaller and smaller.

>Past few girlfriends left me for other people with in months (one of them left me for one of my like 5 friends)
>Finally move on and start talking to another girl
>9/10 out of my league
>not sure why she even talks to me. >Almost ask her out
>Ex texts me the night before
>reminded of all the pain that comes with happiness
>pussy out and spend the whole day locked up in my room
I'm not sure if I can even try to be in a relationship now knowing it's almost guaranteed I'll be dumped for someone else with in a month.

>>684512616
The Ugly post made me cry

>>684524573
Bottom kek...

>>684522070
There are actually quite a few ace girls around - I know 4, 2 of which are aromantic as well, and they're all really great for cuddling...
Keep your hopes up, anon.

>>684524777
Yeah, it hurts to don't know all the good things and memories that you could make with that person

>>684524334
>>684524879
I'm thinking of making a movie at the beginning of next school year, we'll probably have a lot of classes together, so it would be the ample chance

>>684525571
DO IT NOW

>>684525571
*move

>>684524669
I feel you, bro
>>684524890
this description is spot on. Also I feel like destiny pulls some mean tricks on me, like letting me meet the only girl I ever loved so far at a time when she moves away from my hometown... I mean we both lived there for 10+ years and now we can't have a relationship

But that's just the small things that bring me down even further sometimes

>>684525571
Please do it, I would feel a lot better if someone don't make the same stupid mistake that I've done

> met girl around 2 years ago
> good friends for a year then start to get close
> she tells me she loves me
> im in love with her
> can't be together and don't know why
> wake up one day and she has disappeared from my life, moved and have no way of contacting her
> still can't get over her

>>684525840
Did she even exist anon?