tell it, anon

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>>681574378
i'll be here to hear it /b/ro

Let it out anon

>>681574525
I'm still kind of a newfag so here goes
>be me
>raised by two different families, dad and mom hated each other
>nevermarried.jpg
>My dad and grandma loved me but fed me garbage
>Long story short both grandma and dad died
>fatkid.webm
>Have low self esteem now
>Fastforward this year
>have crush on girl
>first girl to ever say yes
>says yes to prom and date
>have date
>awkward but good
>she hasn't talked to me since two weeks ago
I now have resentment for women and fat people

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>>681574378

share your story with us, anon.

>>681575322
I'm a junior in highschool btw.

>>681575322
mate, you can't resent women because of one cunt.

>>681575730
OP here. I've been rejected by 7 before her. It isn't because of one girl

>>681575877
what do you mean by rejected?

>>681575877
7 girls don't like you, neato.

Doesn't you should resent all women?

High school is a joke. I hope you are smart. Get out and go to college. Work out. Slim down. Fuck a lot of girls.

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>>681575541

don't let that discourage you, anon. i know these chicks myself who suddenly start ignoring you without even telling you a reason. that's the kind of people i always thought "fuck you and get rekt" about and went on.

the most important thing is just not to degrade yourself to being a cuck.

>>681575322
have you ever tried talking to her in that period of time?

>>681576076
I asked them to hang out sometime, they all said no, they wanted to be friends, etc.
>>681576098
I know its definitely an irrational feeling, but its extremely discouraging after 4 times, let alone 7

>>681576552
any context behind this? why isn't the recipient responding?

>>681576289
OP. You're right. A little voice in my head is just saying that maybe she still might be interested, but in actuality I'm just making myself run in circles. I just needed to get this off my chest and its good to have people for a change actually listen.

>>681576360
Numerous times
>>681576187
Thanks m8, feels good

>>681576552
Why do you avoid your father?

>>681577029
We're always here for you /b/ro

>>681577479
Thanks

>>681577235
you're gonna be fine m8, just stop pushing for bitches that just aren't worth it

also, if you're resentment for fat people, use that as your motivation to get fit! that's what I do

>>681576839
If I remember correctly the son either ran away or died in a car accident

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>>681577029
we're all the same goddamn anons here. i am not a chad thundercock myself, but i've learned that there are things more important than worrying about people who aint even worth the time you spend for 'em.

>>681577599
OP again. I already kind of do. I'm still somewhat overweight but definitely not as bad as before. Rn I'm 5'8 and 170 but I used to be 5'5 and 216

>>681577664
Damn, that's really sad

I've already posted my story before, but wtf, that's what we're here for, right?

>she's living 121 Km away from me
>she's perfect for me
>so many things in common
>we met last summer
>spent 5 days together
>only after we were separated I realized how perfect she is
>we chatted about a lot of stuff since we both came back to our homes
>you know, those long conversations that make you stay up until 5am
>those conversations that make you feel it in your chest
>and make you think
>"she might actually be into me"

fast forward 1-2 months

>chat about 4-5 times after those late night conversations
>it doesn't feel the same
>now it's me who starts conversations
>it's like she lost interest
>I haven't
>I don't know how can I still feel something for her, I mean, I barely even know her, she's living her life in another town, meeting all sorts of guys that have much better chances of being with her than me
>every time I see her online I hope maybe she'll say hi or something
>but she doesn't
>and probably never will
>tfw I'm just another name on her fb's friends list

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d82zxqZHUo8 [Embed]

song very much related

quote related: "I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch, but all those little promises they don't mean much, when there's memories to be made"

It's not that I can't cope with life, I just can't cope with being me

>>681578424
me too, anon

>>681578337
OP here.Fuck her dude. If she doesn't respond then its a pointless endeavor. I felt the same way about this girl because I met her like once, but I knew we had something in common. If she's not responding, she's missin out

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>>681578424

i have had such shitty times myself. just take your time thinking about yourself and you will gradually learn to think and feel that it's nice to be you.

>>681577235
i'm sorry to hear about that, anon

>a few years ago
>meet a girl in science class
>we would always poke fun at eachother, and we'd always have a good time
>end up falling for her
>reveal my crush to my friend
>he keeps pressuring me to ask her out
>i decide to try and do it
>meet up with her in the courtyard
>tell her i need to ask her something
>try to ask her out, but keep on cutting myself off and sighing
>eventually turn on my friend and threaten him, he was watching from far behind
>she obviously wants me though, smiles and blushes every time she sees me
>i know now that she obviously likes me back, but something in me keeps me from trying again
>i end up waiting too long, and she hooks up with some fishfaced faggot who did nothing but vape and ditch school
>they broke up, but at this point she doesn't even look or smile at me anymore
>i don't, either

I still feel like a massive pathetic faggot for it

>>681579446
You don't realise. I've got something wrong with me. I can't say what it is, some people think it's a mental illness.
I'm disgusting. I've contemplated suicide for this reason since last year

>>681579505
Damn dude, that's rough.The big thing is that the past is the past. Have you tried talking with her in a while? Because who knows, maybe something might be still there. But if you want to move on, don't let the past beat you up. What happened happened.

>>681575322
Let me tell you what you need to TRULY resent woman.
> Be kid me
> raised in kinda rich household
> parents never there, gone working
> Fine I'll just chill home
> I never go out, never talk to anyone
> fastforward to 13 years old
> still be me
> can't have a conversation with anyone
> Autismo.jpg
> Kinda tall and bulky, I won the genetic lottery in a way
> little boys get on my ass, manlet pride and all
> get real fucking mad at them
> Fuck em up
> Basically all my days in a nutshell
> My parents beat my ass up
> Now no boys want to try it on me
> Feels good
> This one girl that one guy was dating got some real resentment for me traumatizing his BF
> Let's call her Audrey
> Starts bullying me
> I'm a gentlefag so I don't fight back
> I'm pure autism at this point
> Audrey is everyday trying to make me miserable
> Makes a little crew to help her
> K
> Let this roll for like 5 years
> My grades are falling off, I ditch school
> Basically it affects me more than I wanted to believe
> And with all that going on I can't make a single friend
> My entire middle school was without anyone to talk to, friend or family and getting bullied everyday and getting beaten up if I did fight back

I'll cont if you guys want to

In middle school I had dreams and aspirations.

In high-school I had motivation.

A year into college I got board and left.

A year later so little interests me now. I have no desires, and the few things left that interest me are becoming less and less interesting.

I want to die before I turn 50.

>>681574378
I will never understand why is so important to get a girlfriend, with that money you could have fucked a hot as fuck hooker

>>681580464
*bored

Fuck

It is here, that I feel at home.

>>681580553
but I'm lonely, anon
fucking someone won't fix that

>>681580408
Continue

>>681580606
We all do

;_;

>>681579082
yeah, I know, it's just that we had so much in common that many things make me think about her... and I feel like maybe she thought it would've worked out or some shit like that, but gave up

I can't wrap my mind around people who need a spouse to feel happy. You realize that you're feeling empty and depressed on the inside sharing that vibe with another person will make it worse.

>>681580728
Maybe she is still interested. How long did she date that memelord for?

>>681580788
I don't understand either. I could never marry someone, 1) because I haven't seen any good women and 2) I would not want to bring any children into this world (and to me, marriage is about having kids)

>>681580149
thanks, anon. i haven't talked to her in a few months, nor has she ever tried talking to me. i'm getting to the point where i'm over it, but i just miss the times where we had fun together and didn't try avoid eachother because of how awkward it would be to talk again.

I was in love with my best friend during middle/high school... I moved and we fell out of contact. Recently I contacted her while extremely drunk and she was surprisingly receptive to talking to me.

... She's changed a lot, but apparently I'm still in love with her. I'm so nervous about talking to her I have to get horribly drunk before messaging her on my own terms.

The worst part is I have a boyfriend now. I have no idea what to do with myself.

>>681581239
inb4 threesome

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I had to lay with my dog today as he was put down, the fucking look in his eyes as he died. He knew what was happening and i feel like i betrayed him or something idk. ima miss my dogger and so is his dogger sister, she keeps looking for him.

fuck

>>681581087
No problem dude. We all have those reminiscent moments of past loves, wishing we did this or that, but you can't let it consume your happiness.

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>>681581395

And nothing of value was lost

My life is so fucked right now. So much shit has happened in the past year. I don't feel like listing all the bullshit but just know it's a lot. Well I should probably get some sleep, I have court in the morning.

>>681580408
I'll cont then /b/oys

> Finish middle school
> Innocence and youth already burned out
> I feel like I'm fucking 30
> Highschool inbound
> Tell to young self
> "Let's start this fresh anon, I don't need to live that again"
> First day of school
> Start talking to these guys in the bus
> little boys my age starts chating me up
> had zippers on my pockets today, the spaghetti stays in
> Starts talking about all the new people
> "Hey Anon, I bet you can't introduce yourself to anyone that gets in"
> Ohsnapitson.webm
> Get on the front rows of the bus, all the others follow me
> I unzip my pockets
> Imagine the most obnoxious voice crack you could ever hear from a kid saying HEYY loudly
> triple that shit and you got what I blurted out
> Gets slammed in the window of the bus by that girl
> well I done goofed
> Arrive at school and I get tripped by some guy
> Ohhh it's happening again
> get my shit together, hammer the skull of this dude
> turns out he had friends
> I get pilled on
> Best first day at school

Cont

>>681575322
Let's sum this up from an alpha perspective.

If you hit on 100 bitches and 99 reject you, you still got some pussy.

That's some fucking r9k shit you're spewing anon.

Bitches get wet for confidence. They fucking smell fear.

>>681581376
She'd be open to it I think! But she also lives far away still. It makes things a little easier.

How do I talk to her? I'm getting drunk right now but I'm still not sure I can bring myself to talk. I'm terrified of ever losing her again.

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>>681581541

Thanks for being #edgy

He was just some dog i guess, but he was of value to me. So thats all that matters.

>>681581395
I've always hated the feeling that you get when you know you might lose your pet forever. When you have a pet, that bond is something indescribable. If your dog was sick, you want them to be happy.

>>681582035
don't ask me
I have no experience with girls or relationships or anything

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>>681581468
thanks again, anon. feels good to talk about my problems with others.

>>681582035
Yep, sloppy drunk threesome.

Food doesn't even taste the same anymore.

>>681581005
Marriage is a joke anyways you're making the investment to have a pile of flesh to fuck everyday on call 24/7 till the day you die. And having children for the most part gives the spouse leverage in any situation making you vulnerable and susceptible to anything

>>681581395
sorry to hear that, bro. when i was about 6 or 7, my family had to give away our cocker spaniels, tobey and belly, away due to the fact that we simply couldn't afford to take care of them anymore. i remember that it was the first time i saw my dad cry.

>>681581945
OP still here guys. True, but I have the confidence of a betafag. I still have a pretty low self esteem even though I know I'm average, if not better than average.

>>681581005
I don't want to get married, I just want someone to spend my life with

>>681581928

> The dude I slammed on my first day turned out to be 2 years older than me
> He got his little crew to back his shit up
> They start getting on me, back as usual
> Isn't that bad yet
> I'm walking in the corridors and I glance upon someone
> Audrey is right there talking to these dudes
> Ahhhh shit
> Every single day of my life, they bullied me and picked up fights with me
> I fought back the guys but not the girls
> The guys stop after a while, but not Audrey
> She's dead set on making my life miserable
> She gets a few teacher on her side because I'm a violent bully and it's cool to laugh at them
> All builds up until one day

cont

My older brother is like 40 and gets pussy younger than me. They also make fun of me because they think the walls are not thin. What do? Should I walk to them and call them out and stick up for myself?

My house just burned down. I lost everything. badfeelsmang.png

>>681581928
Still continue, but yeah I have those feelings too, just a loss of everything youthful and hopeful. That's a really shitty way to start school though man, I'm sorry

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>>681582840
now this is juicy

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>be me
>have a poop fetish (fuck off)
>hear the toilet flush
>poke my head outside my door
>see my dad leave the bathroom
>hes fucking sweating
>ohyes.jpg
>run nonchalantly to the bathroom
>put my nose to the rim
>fill my lungs with the musty vapor
>mfw smells like taco bell and tdark chocolate
>suddenly see someone in the corner of my eye and turn my head
>my dad is staring at me
>he has this look on his face where his mouth is half open and his eye is twitching
>my nose to the rim i stare back in a cold sweat frozen in time
>this goes on for about 10 seconds before he shuts the door
>frozen in time for a minute more then run to my room and dont come out for the rest of the day
>next day i come out and my dad is ignoring me
>day after that more ignoring
>finally decide to force him to talk to me by nagging him
>he calls me by my first name for the first time since i was a kid (he always calls me son)
>heat breaks
>run to my room and cry all day and sleep
>havent talked to him since

there goes my relationship with my father

>>681583029
Damn man

>>681582750
Well my dude in modern western society you're expected to go the whole nine yards. Why? Because we put ourselves in such a high moral pedestal that we have to sign a peice of paper to be legally bound to someone

>>681582840
I'm very intrigued but I don't like where this is going

>>681583372
TBH, I have more stuff than I did before. I just got 300 bucks from some old people.

>>681576552

this would kill my soul..

>>681583324
it sucks that this happened anon, but smelling the rim of a toilet is pretty much asking for someone to end up catching you

This thread isn't depressed enough

>>681583324
How long has it been since you talked to your dad?

>>681575322
well contact her somehow don't just sit around and do nothing if you still like her

>>681582840

> I'm in music class
> Playing the trombone because I'm a cool dude
> One dude got me really good, my arm really hurts and I'm in a terrible mood
> Audrey is right next to me
> Teacher leaves to clean something or whatever
> the conversation gets on me
> "It sucks that we have anon on our class, why couldn't they send him in specialized or something? It's not like he have any friends here, or in this school for that matters
> 5-6 girls are chatting about that when I'm right next to them
> can't stand it anymore
> take that sweet ass trombone and play the loudest note I could right in the guy next to me that was laughing at the conversation
> Teacher saw my outburst
> sends me to the director office
> He says that after all the suspensions I had, its time to end the services

Basically, I got bullied to the point where I did something autistic and got myself expelled. I'm 19 and I havent finished highschool yet.
I've grown up to hate woman, I don't think I'll ever allow myself to have a wife or a girlfriend ever.

>>681584031
You sound like a pussy

>>681575322
She probably only said yes because nobody else would ask her. It's cool bro that's how it works. Like others say just hit on more girls

>>681584207
you sound like an insensitive asshole

>>681583591
dont knock it till u try it
>>681583785
bout a week and i dont see it stopping

>>681583835
I tried talking to her and the thing is, She'll talk to me in person, but were both pretty busy so we have to cut the convos short in person. I have lunch with her on one of my days but I don't want to bug her when she's with her friends. Plus this one girl that crushes on me big time is there and I'm 99% sure she ruined my last chance with someone. But then I try to text her and never responds, ive done it through IM, Instagram, email, etc. But to no avail.

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My mood shifts have been so awful lately. It's really destroying my mental health, along with my relationships with friends.

>>681584031
Also had multiple episodes where I tried to kill myself, but failed horribly. most involving cars because in canada guns arent available and that the pills locker has a locker on it. >>681584207
I might be, you're the judge here. I'd say autistic more than anything personally

>>681584031
I know it's harder to do than to say, but don't let what people say get to your head. People say kids are assholes, but in actuality, people will always be assholes, young or old.

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>>681584031
>play the loudest note i could right in the guy next to me

i mean, what happened to you really sucks, but that's seriously what you did?

>>681584481
You're not alone

>>681584031
Man up coward

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>>681583324
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

>>681584766
I know that, but when you get told that you're worth less than jack for 7 years of your life with no one giving any kind of support, you grow with it.
>>681583211
These feelings are the worst

>>681584806
Yeah, but it did work as intended, the dude was crying on the ground clutching his ear. Why do you think I got expelled for that? I might have made him half deaf for all I know.

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>>681584866
Sometimes I wish I was. It's a shame so many people have to deal with these things. But thank you, I'm really tired of feeling so lonely and afraid.

>>681584806
well, I just reread that. What I meant is that I put the end of my trombone on his ear and bursted a note really loudly.

>>681585246
oh shit i had no fuckin clue it could fuck somebody up that much

i figured it would probably just be annoying, never actually heard a trombone in real life though, so i can't say much about it anyway

>be me in middle school
>get surrounded and kicked by classmates
>learn that you can't defend yourself but you can get revenge by annoying them
>become the annoying kid
>fast forward, high school
>keep old habit
>no one likes you because you are annoying
>group of "friends" don't invite you to the movies or any event
>change
>now you feel nothing and your jokes are self-deprivating
>people begin to like you a little
>stick with your group of friends
>next year you are analytical and your friends let you poke fun at them and they do the same
>everything is on an upswing, but no one likes you enough to go to parties
>drama happens
>group fragments
>you stick with 6 friends
>next year
>2 best friends fight down to 5 friends
>chooses you as new best friend
>seems great but then he breaks up with his gf and you want to help him
>you lost all your emotions to gain reasoning and can't help him
>down to 4 friends
>friend cheats on other friend
>down to 3 friends
>old friend(we'll call her anonita) + current friend get back together
>you are happy
>best friend won't hang out with anonita
>still have 4 friends but has to divide time among 2 groups
>finally goes to parties
>all get shut down before they really get started
>emotionally exhausted trying to repair things
>socially disgraced because i can't get a gf
>five words women use to describe me: adorable, like a little brother
>accepted fact I'm going to die alone b/c of dwindling friends and no gf

>>681585570
Not the guy but yeah, a trombone is pretty loud. I played one in middle school. Not that it's important or anything.

>>681582722
Gotta steam past it bro. Find something your good at (tat women also participate at) and get better at it. Then a little bit of arrogance will seep in

>>681585073
You can take this however much you want, but no one is worthless. It's discouraging when people say otherwise constantly, but you will never be nothing, and don't even acknowledge those fucking assholes who say otherwise. You're a great human being, and don't let anyone get to you.

>>681585570
its like a trumpet but louder and with more bass in it. If you just play normally its not life threatening but I had 3 years of experience and I knew how to make the most out of my little friend.

Still was really autistic doe

>>681585073
I'm not worthless, but I'm not a great human being. I'm just anon in a way

>>681574378
<3

>>681585891
Yeah I do sing as a hobby and I've been complimented about it a lot. I get some arrogance from that, but I was raised to be humble

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Feeling pretty shit right now
Anyone got some movie recommendations

>>681584031
All that build up for a horn toot.
>rip

>>681580961
what? what memelord

>>681586247
Just because you've done questionable actions doesn't mean you're not a great person

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>>681586496
Iron Giant
Animation movie from 1999, not childish, mild anti-gun message but its not preachy. If you want feels you got it

>>681585815
Fuck dude im right in the middle of this. Used to be "that one annyoing kid". Now im with a small group of friends who tolerate me.

>>681574378
No

>rejected from:Walmart, McDonald's, Target, Chipotle, and PetSmart

I can't believe how much of a fucking joke I am

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>>681583259
Having my parents get divorced at a young age made me hope that I would never grow up. Losing my long time friends after high school didn't help much either

>>681586640
Wanted to go for a get on the floor, everyone do the dinosaur but I figured that it woulda been more climactic than the toot.

>>681586681
Her ex bf. The so-called "fish faced faggot"

>>681586803
Thanks anon, can't believe I forgot about one of my favorite childhood films

Chance the rapper - Angels

Check it out, helped me out.

>>681586878
Apply to a smaller place. Family owned. Shit like that. I wash dishes at a deli and its great. No pressure from any corperations to work harder or learn the company. All they want is someone they dont need to baby.

>>681586784
I think it lowers me to good at best, mediocre at worst.

>>681577235
>>681578511
>>681578424
>>681580408
>>681584031

5'11" thin to normal build at biggest, mid thirties. I've always been popular in whatever crews I've involved myself in, from geeky MtG to local and national dance/electronic scene, lots of pussy, absolutely love women, at least 10% of women are nice and at least 20% of the nice ones are not shallow as fuck. Always been a little autistic and a little depressed, as a thinker. Found the one, were together for 11 years, broke up. Started to get my shit together again and got proper fucked over by something that no one was hurt in.

Don't know what to do, lost bored and lonely, wish I was worse as then I might do something about it.

People think I'm happy but I'm not, the trick is to promote love and happiness, fingers crossed it will all come back! Maybe I've had my share already.

>>681586971
you've got the wrong anon, that's from my greentext

she dated him for a few months, but i think she ended up getting sick of his attitude towards school and how he was high almost all the time

>>681586971
you replied to the wrong anon hahaha

>>681587147
No problem, this movie grew me up to be who I am. I'm just glad others like it too.

Gotta a lot of things I wish nvr happened

I don't know how to help myself, I don't know what I like and don't like, I'm scared of people and afraid of getting bullied by people. People seem to hate me just because and it eats at me
Am I that bad of a person?

my grades slipped from high As to low Cs from lack of trying and i'm just terrified of everything and overthink simple stuff and when an event cancels even if it's for a valid reason i'm scared people just hate me and are lying to get me to not show up

>>681587629
maybe, are you?

>>681586878
I graduated college in December, degree in marketing, pr, journalism/ multimedia communications.

Gotten rejected from 98 jobs, including Walmart, Runza (Nebraska Fag here), Pizza slut, and at the local grocery store.

>Be me
>feeling alone
>getting married in about a month
>depressed as fuck
>living in my parents basement
>depression causing it hard to function
>growing distant from fiance
>getting cold feet
>spend all night on B
>spend all day in the workshop my dad has
>can't function
>need help
>disappointment to myself

>>681587316
> got proper fucked over by something that no one was hurt in

Greentext that shit anon, that's what we're here for.

>>681587349
I fuckin knew it. I told you guys I was a newfag. Op btw

You guys are literally my only friends, and I don't know a single one of you.

>>681588052
At least someone loves you

>>681588335
im not your friend, buddy

>>681587900
I've convinced myself I am
I'm some quiet, awkward 22 year old who doesn't fit in with kids my age
Multiple people have told me that they hate me just because when all I've tried to do is get to know them

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>>681581395
You have my condolences. I've had to say goodbye to several pets and it never gets easier. It sounds to me like your dog had a long and happy life and that's all that matters.

If you'll excuse me, I need to go hug my cat.

>>681576552
Everyone always says how sad this is, but I have a father that did nothing for 10 fucking years and now wants a relationship. Fuck him. He left us, never gave a shit about me, and wants me to want to hang out with him now?

Maybe this Dad is a shit dad who texts, but never actually talks to his kids. Or maybe he's like my Dad and tries to buy affection with $100 in food. This picture makes me mad every time I see it, fuck.

>>681588335
We're always here for ya m8

>>681587675
you can't let yourself think that way, anon. thinking that everyone hates you and is trying to avoid you can be really destructive. trust me, i've been there, and i can tell you with confidence that not everyone thinks you're a loser.

>>681588366

Thanks for reminding me anon. I always try to look on the bright side, looks like I'm failing tonight.

Damn. Most of you guys are quite sad. Mostly for the part that you are so selfabsorbed that you dont understand what matters and who you are.
I'd love a /b/ with an age limit of min 20 y/o, maybe then one could talk about meaningfull things.
For the one who got bullied. Why didnt you talk to the teachers? Pride? Shame? 19 y/o and thinking youll never love. Youre pathetic for giving up. Its not woman that are bad its people. Youre setting genders in groups while you should set personalitys in groups.
Try and find a way to finish school, you need the social aspekt in life, not for the education. Youre heading straight into a shit life.
For the person who said not kids are shit, people are shit. No thats wrong. Kids dont know the magnitude of their words. People who have understood basic human interaction and feelings wont act like that. Some will be stupid, but theyre mostly just stupid, not bad.
For the kid with the friend group. You mostly dont need more than 2-3 close friends in your life, also if they see it getting to you that you dont have a girlfriend, you will seem vunerable and weak. Noone wants the weak if they cant compensate in any other way. Youre like a brother to the girls, because you put yourself in that position. Really jesus, am i the only one in this thread who is older than 20?

>>681588492
Never lucky man

>>681588960
Lol, having an age limit won't solve shit. People of all ages are sad, anon.

>>681588960
The first part where i said people are bad, i meant kids.

>>681588674
i know its bad
i've been at low and high points a lot and mid high point i realized i was legitimately enjoying myself and i just kind of fell

>>681588960
can confirm this... 30yrs old... went from having a "metric dick ton" of what I thought were friends, to 3 right now. And I'm glad. I'd rather have people I can be close with and share experiences with than a shit load of people who really don't give a fuck about me. Life is good man.

>>681588555
Thanks man, I've become the listener, and feel like I have a cinder block on my chest barely letting my nose reach above to water. It's good to be able to talk on here, and know that at least one person is listening.

>>681588960
I did talk to the teacher, but the thing is I was really violent in my reactions back when I was younger. I used to run at kids with ice skates because they would steal my winter clothes. After that, I would complain to my teacher, but they wouldnt listen because all they saw was a violent kid. So after 2 or 3 times, I stopped trying. I'm in adult school too, I'm trying to have a decent education, but lets face it. I don't talk to anyone there.

>>681588963
I wish I was dead because I feel like such a shitty person.

>no father so my mom is all I have
>wonderful woman
>has been there for me no matter what
>we're poor but she still trys her best to give me and my younger brother a good life
>she works tirelessly for us
>does everything for us
>loves us no matter what
>nothing but happy memories with her when I was young
faster forward
>be 18 and going to uni from home
>life had been going good
>i had been really busy with college and living my life so I'm only home to sleep
>mom gets upset that I don't see her as often anymore
>basically tell her to fuck off but in the most politely put way possible
>continue to do whatever and rarely see my mom
>mom's friend comes for the weekend every once in awhile and I get a call from him while I'm out
>find out my mom is in the hospital
>go there with brother
>my grandma and aunt are there.
>grandma asks for my aunt and for my mom's friend to leave the room
>once they do, my mom breaks into tears
>grandma says "your mom has cancer"
>Cancer is big enough to where her lungs only being in 20% of the air they're supposed to
>come to the realization my mom is probably going to die

This just happened recently. I feel like I've been a piece of shit son as of late. I don't want my mom to die. I love her so much.

>>681588960
This is truth. Harsh, but true. Life doesn't end because of high school or friends. I'm 21, will be 22 in a week.

>>681589621
I'm curious as to why people hate you though, there must be a reason.

>>681589387
Everyone needs to be heard in their lives, and its good to know that you're feeling better

>>681589140
Being sad and having a personality and being sad because you didnt have a prom date is a difference.
The problems of under 20y/o are mostly generic and boring. Contrast to that someone who has understood themselves and can acctualy evaluate their strengths and emotions.
I set 20 but it could be 25. For me it started around 19 becoming a person.

>>681589703
I know its true, it's just that it started my life so badly. And I don't think I have the strength to ever trust a woman again. Maybe I should see a psy or something.

>>681588492
I've been there bro, and you just gotta change your mindset. People not liking you doesn't make you a bad person. Everyone gets rejected or fails in relationships.

If you really do feel like most people don't like you though, you should probably look at your own behaviors. You must be doing something to offput them, and once you figure out what it is you can work on it.

>>681589621
I know this feeling all too well. It's when you sit in bed for hours trying to fall asleep, and can only think of all the horrible things you've done in life. I'm sorry for being such a fucking asshole to you Cody, we were only in grade school and you did nothing wrong. My hatred of myself manifested into a horrible shroud of anger, which you were almost always the victim of.

>>681574378
just found out the chick i was dating cheated with her best friends bf last weekend

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>>681588059
I'm only doing the complete bare bones here.

>Be me
>Anti-Zionist, Pro-Palestinian, Pro-free speech activist.
>Be away on holiday,
>Weird shit gets us chased somewhere
>Attacked by intellectually disabled children trying to frame me as anti-Semite
thejewsdidthis.tiff
>Make friends on spot with kids and hug etc.
>Get really down for a year now
>How do you fight an enemy so evil they would do something you would never consider as your last resort?

>>681589911
they might be generic and boring, but it won't change that everyone needs a bit of reconforting thoughts or presence. Not everyone can get to 20 and beyond unscathed by life.

>>681586496
Before I Disappear is a great feels movie on Netflix

>>681590143
Damn that's shitty

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to many feels to read so little time

>>681589917
Buddy, I got raped as a 6 year old by a horrible fat cunt.She was my teacher. My first grade teacher. I nearly killed myself a dozen times because of it. Hated all women, but realize that makes me no better than the feminist down the road.

Find forgiveness and you'll find your happiness again. I'm not saying find religion, I'm just saying you need to forgive.

To the woman who nearly cost me my life a dozen times, my sanity, and is the source of all of my depression, flashbacks, and anxiety. I forgive you.

>>681590157
You can't, some don't even have the morale barriers to prevent them to do these things. That's why the only thing you can do is hope and believe. And it won't help the situation even a bit sadly.

>>681590486
she also tried to defend it saying "we never said we couldnt see other people"

>>681589554
I know you as a person. Seen people like you. Go start a hobby, whatever it may be. Something where you have to interact. School doesnt matter for shit if you cant interact with other people.
Ive been and sometimes still am at the point that i ask myself why people even enjoy doing things with me.
Overthinking fucks you up. The worst that can happen is that 0.00001 % of the world population wont like you.
Trail and error is the way to go. Finish highschool and go to college and get some courses there, youll start seeing the world of people and not just a small layor

>>681590387
Fantastic movie.

>>681590570
Well you're a better person than I am if you can forgive that. I wouldn't be able to.

>>681590570
holy shit anon, i wanna say something, but i have no clue what that can possibly fucking be like

like 8 years ago when i was 15~17 i used to get into these threads and manage to cry but now i can't even manage to shed a single tear. feels threads have really gone to shit.
Want something to feel about? you'l never feel what you felt on feels thread first time you saw one, and from here on now it's only gonna get more and more dull until one day even these threads won't be able to make you feel.

>>681590851
i feel the same i want to cry but i cant because ive become so numb to the pain of others

>>681588960
Ty for that, I needed it. Also I don't let people see me as weak, this is the most vulnerable I've been to anyone in my family and I usually hide my depression by saying I'm tired when people ask me what's wrong. Any more advice would be helpful.

>>681590754
Maybe I will. Right now I'm deep in trying to find a job because a place to live isnt free and education is not either.

My older brother is like 40 and gets pussy younger than me. They also make fun of me because they think the walls are not thin. What do? Should I walk to them and call them out and stick up for myself?

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I really need your help, guys, i am fucking scared

> be me
> autismo idk
> have social anxiety
> can't talk to girls
> everyone thinks im gay

> a couple of months ago a girl in my class said she liked me
> i didn't know what do so i ignored her
> she recently got a boyfriend
> realized she is a 10/10
> realized how stupid i am
> thats the closest i have gotten to a gf

> become depressed
> eat less
> skinnyasfuck.jpg
> had to go to the doctor because of vitamin deficiency
> skip school alot
> play vidya, because its the only thing that makes me thin of something else
> my best friends becomes addicted to weed
> i only get bad trips, so i dont smoke
> lose contact with friends
> sleeping schedule is fucked up

> long story short; now i have no friends, can't talk to girls, failing school, tried killing myself

i need your help /b/ros

>>681590808
I'd be lying if I said it wasn't so bad. Say what you want, no offense will be taken.

Guys found out in high school, thanks to some loud mouth guidance counselor that saw it on my record. Got teased about it almost daily, forgiving them too.

>>681591217
No, you should get pussy yourself and ignore those bitches. they're only worth your brother's softie.

>>681590751
Fuck that bitch. I'm sorry dude, that's gotta be kinda difficult to deal with

>>681590661
This was a planned OP and there were dozens involved. I find it scary that this shit probably goes on every day around the globe. I feel like I shouldn't give up fighting for good but know that if I rustle jimmies like I have in the past, there's a danger to those close to me.

>>681591179
Thought your parents were rich?
Have you ever talked to them? Like in a non emotional fasion?

>>681591255
have a hug my friend your are going through a dark and twisted journey but soon it will get better but you can do it

>>681591217
Just let it go. Invest in a pair of headphones, and realize that your older brother hates himself so much, that he would go the extra mile just to make you feel shitty about yourself.

Show him love, and hopefully he'll do the same.

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>>681591057
these guys think that if they are sad than their situation is bad.
Truth is that being sad is actually better than nothing at all.
one day they'll wake up in the morning like us, feeling nothing. and that's when they'll realize they are emotionally fucked in the ass.

>>681591077
What anon are you?

>>681591255
I'll be your friend bro.

>>681591255
Stay strong and carry on, /b/rother

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>>681591552
and that is why i am now a machine and gave up my humanity

>>681591450
yeah, parent's are rich but my dad is a pure asshole. He's as bad if not worse than the kids that used to bully me. I can't live with him because he fuel my depression by calling me worthless and saying he never wanted my sorry ass.

>>681591569
fagkid with midlife crisis about dwindling friends

>>681591445
OP here. Nah, I just wanted someone to listen to me since my friends are emotionless assholes. I'm going to prom by myself after some bitch decided to flake out by not talking to me, so I just wanted someone to talk to.

>>681590279
Yup youre right, they could get that if they wouldnt swim in selfpitty.
Im happy to develop thoughts, but only if it acctualy changes something.>>681590279

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>>681591879
OP, you can go to prom if you want. But your not any less of a person if you don't want to go at all.

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>>681591770
you should kick that rich prick in the fucking face and shove your foot up his ass

>>681591445
Anything can happen. That's why you gotta choose between hoping that good things will happen so that you can keep your morale high or never expecting anything good so that it doesnt come crashing down when the good times doesnt come.

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I think I'm just wasting away.
I can't move quickly. It's difficult to get out of bed. My grades are slipping. I want to drop out.
I can't DO anything and it just makes me feel horrible. Lexapro doesn't work.

I'm getting nightmares now. For the past week. Not any nightmares that cause me to jump awake, but nightmares I'm stuck in.
Last night I had a nightmare that I was a heroin addict. I never wake up from these. Just keep going about in this weird dream scape feeling like shit.
I can't even sleep to escape cause sometimes I get nightmares. I sleep a lot anyway cause I'm always tired.

I don't know what to do.

>>681591879
Lies on the internet, I feel betrayed. Look mate you're doing the right things, get fitter and keep smiling you'll be sweet.

>>681592125
Exactly this! Yeah keep up the promotion of good and happiness! Fingers crossed things work out.

>>681592317
Anon, what other meds are you on? I think I can help.

>>681592317
Find something to hold on to before you drift away, like a woman or a hobby, but do it as soon as you can. If you drift too far, the only option that will remain to you is to end it all.

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>>681592317
see a doctor anon atleast that way your at the starting path of getting your shit together

>>681591770
Im sorry to hear that. I think the best sulution for now is to make him think. That is if you think you can make the effort (i really mean that, it costs a lot of resourses thinking about what and how youre gonna say something) let me ask you first what have you talked about to him?

>>681592014
I want to go, but I had really strong feelings for this girl. It took me so long to ask her out, and finally having that clarity just to realize that she's a fucking cunt. I wanted to hangout with my friends obviously, but I wanted this girl wrapped in my arms. Lovey dovey stuff but I'm just saying that I wanted to be with her. Meeting her and knowing her personality helped me also realize how much we had in common.

>>681592545
Not a woman.

Tried this, didn't end well.

In the end, a woman is going to feel like their the only reason your living. And when you think of that pressure, it's pretty fucked up.

A hobby, yes! I took up restoring vintage furniture. Not that re-upcycle white bitch horse shit. Actual restoration

>>681592403
Thanks m8. Feels good man.

>>681592592
I've tried to make him think. I've also asked him if he wanted me out of his life and he gets all like oh no I'm sorry blah blah and the next day he tells me I'm just a waste. He just wants someone to help him when my mom is going to leave him and hes gonna be old and alone wasting away himself. He doesn't deserve my attention or time anymore.

>>681592317
You have too much 5htp and too little vitamin d, you're rinsing out your serotonin receptors with nightmares.

Are you eating a lot of turkey or taking sleep easy pills with 5htp or horny goats weed? If so stop.

Start taking vitamin D(2-3 x 5000iu pills daily), calcium, magnesium and vit c(1000-2000mg a day).

Regulate malatonin by looking at the sun with your eyes closed about 3pm each day and either hot cocoa or 1-3mg supplements but only if other stuff doesn't work.

>>681592457
This also.

>>681592740
Bro, I think you need to have a good fap and nap, and then think again. Most of the time we confuse love with infatuation.

Don't accept the love you think you deserve, because you deserve better.

>>681591255
You sounds a lot like me, and trust me brother it will get better. You've just got to be willing to work at it. Figure out some things that help you cope and force yourself to do them. If you are afraid of rejection you have to keep putting yourself out there. Sure you will get rejected sometimes, but that's part of it. Someday you will be glad that you didn't give up.

Also, once you buildup a tolerance to weed the bad trips will go away....

>>681591753
Do you feel bad about it? i feel the same way like you do but i'm more curious about myself and my relation to the rest of them. i feel like an alien among them, and the only reason they don't know i'm an alien is that i'm just a really good actor. i can mimic human behaviour feelings and emotions but im definitely not one of them. i don't feel like one, anyway..

>>681591841
Talk to your parents, most people go threw the same stuff. Youre stressing them out by not talking too. Also depression is a genetic disease, could be that your parents had it too.
But what am i talking about, youre self-diagnosed. Prob nothing to drastic. Still talking to your parents and showing them that youre not feeling alright is a step towards feeling bettet at home at least
If youre really having a depression meds do help

>>681592833
Heh, you're right. I'm saying this and I won't even allow myself to be with a woman.

>>681592558
I started a new therapy program, it's called DBT, dialectal behavioral therapy. Maybe some of you guys have experience with it?
>>681592457
Lexapro 20mg
>>681592545
I started playing guitar. It's difficult at times to keep up, but I'm getting somewhere I think. I find sources online. As for men? Nada. Slowly coming out of the closet though, for what it's worth.
I don't really think I'm lovable to begin with, mostly because I'm so depressed.
>>681592999
I try to spend time in the sun, and I do.
I don't take horny goat weed or any other stuff you mentioned.

>>681593241
Well let me say that you being gay might help a lot if you actually find someone you love that loves you back. guys are a lot more... sensitive in a way to others. Well, at least IMO

Hey /b/ros, im feelin some feels lemme unload them on you

>be me, wanting a meaningful relationship since I was old enough to understand what one is
>fall in love with grill freshman year of high school
>she chooses grade school nemesis from like 10 years prior over me
>later becomes trans
>first real gf cheats on me
>second grill i like has bf, we hang out regardless and end up kissing
>really like her
>her bf finds out, tells him i forced myself on her and got rapey
>never talks to me again
>get to college, have first long term relationship
>horrible, verbally abusive she beast that destroys my confidence
>break up after a year and a half and move on
>meet 10/10 cutie next year
>strings me along with the promise of a relationship all summer
>eventually stop talking
>junior year, have gotten fit so much more dates happening
>go out with girl who ends up being fucking insane
>continue casually datinf because fuck crazy girl
>meet a really cool girl off of tinder
>we go out a few times and have a great time
>night of sex comes around, too nervous because of the serious gf from start of college and have to leave because panic attack and puking starts happening
>never hear from her again
>start talking to cheating gf from hs
>fuck yeah, gonna start a fwb
>she clings and wants relationship
> i tell her i dont like her like that and i dont want to hook up anymore, shes fine with it
>she keeps texting me night and day and i dont wanna talk to her anymore, so i start responding less
>she fucks me over and leaks something i told her in confidence on facebook
>feel bad, move on
>senior year comes
>meet a perfect girl, literally could love her
>she gets bf before i can say anything
>we do study abroad trip for a class for a week, she starts dropping hints
>everyone on trip thinks we're going to end up datinf and she will leave her shitty bf
>finally tell her how i feel, she brushes it off like nothing and continues to date asshole guy

>>681593fight your inner demons struggle and fight back

>>681593423
Still gotta find someone, but yeah, I hope that's the case.

>>681593029
Thanks dude. I know I can do better but it's hard for me.

>>681592943
Well making him think not only in the way of your problems, talk about his too. But if youre done with talking to him i can understand. Good luck with the job and the work, it will be a hard time to come, but prob happier.
Also if you want to get a job dont get a dead end one, try looking for something that you acctualy like doing. It seems not important as its just for a while, but if you get some connections in a branch that you like youll be very happy later on.
Btw you could ask your dad if he knows someone, that is if you can, i understand if you dont want to. But remember, this is your life, swallowing your pride is nothing compared to a shit life if you cant make it work otherwise.

I was in an earlier feels thread talking about my worries that I may soon be homeless and in debt - I might join the military to fix that.

Anyone else here have a sexuality that just isn't compatible with romance, sex, or love? I'm a depressed pedofag and I'm unsure how to handle such feelings of forever unrequited love looking when thinking about my future.

>>681593241
I was on lexapro 20mg back in high school. Shit didn't work too well for me, but maybe that's because it wouldn't let me get a hardon a bust a nut.

Sometimes Lexapro will cause nightmares depending on how long you've been using it. It's a side effect with a lot of pills. You might want to switch it up. Or, you can try a depression light or something.

>>681589304
Yup, love the moments you can just relax and feel at home with people who arent family.

>>681593493
Cont.

>feel crushed after so many dead ends, decide to give up
>a few months ago from today, just weeks after girl from class shot me down, a friend insists that he sets me up with a friend of his
>shes awesome
>asain qt3.14, totally normal and not weird
>we all go out in a group to a bar, i end up kissing her and slow dancing with her to bad 80s power ballads all night
>really like her, we continue seeing each other for a few weeks
>its happening, ive met a nice girl
>halfway into hanging out one night, she turns to me and tells me that this is just hooking up and thay I "mean nothing to her"
>oh fuck no I cant handle this again
>she stops talking to me as time goes on
>destroyed inside
>still have to see girl from class trip on a regular basis and feel shitty about that too

Idk whats wrong with me. What I have posted is my entire datong history, Ive never had a healthy relationship. Im not ugly or beta or anything but girls never respect me and treat me like garbage. I dont do anything wrong, Im a nice person and I have a lot of things going for me. I have a good job and lots of prospect but relationships are always a fucking disaster.

>>681593893
Pedofag, as in attracted to children?

>>681593893
That's gonna sound really fucking autistic but you could always make a make believe. Someone inside of your head that will make your day brighter because you wake up in and you can think about it. That's what I do at least to confort me from my love for a genderbent me. I don't talk to her, but everyday at some random ass times I just start thinking about her saying my name and I get a small smile every time. All you gotta do is find the image you like and try I guess.

>>681594311
Yes anon - I've just managed to get over my first crush recently, who was my younger sister. im not crazy and think my feelings could become anything though, so all they do is drain and hurt me.

>>681594186
I can still bust a nut.
Been using it for over a year... Year and a half? October 2014
Maybe it is time to switch up.
I had a psychiatrist appointment but it got pushed to the side cause family. I need to reschedule.
I'm thinking maybe switching to Wellbutrin? I'd like to wean off over the summer though. Probably won't happen.

I really hoped that I would be able to wean off this summer. I improved a bit but now I'm getting worse.
I feel like a failure. One more goal I can't achieve.

>>681593241
>>681593423

Yeah I'm not myself but both being out but socially safe and accepting your faggotry will go a long way with helping your self image and happiness.

The nightmares are likely the Lexepro at a quick googling, they'll regulate 5HTP and serotonin so you're pumping it out in your sleep. Making your brain thin shit be real. See your doctor.

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>>681594778
Get help Anon. Don't prey on children.

>>681594702
That does sound really autistic, but I'm in no place to judge - I'm not sure exactly how I could do anything related to what method you choose, but the overarching idea doesn't sound bad, just very difficult.

>>681594778
>>681593893
Both of you
I don't have the same problem, but I've read about it and I know it can really suck...
I heard a story on NPR about a year ago, about a teenager who realized he was a pediphile and created a whole set of support groups to help cope with the feelings. Maybe you guys could try googling them, if you haven't already?
You were dealt a shit hand in life...
Good luck

>>681595034
Don't worry anon, I'm not interested in hurting kids - the feelings that stop you from raping someone you like work for me just the same - not saying you or I even struggle with that, if you understand what I'm getting at.

>>681594787
Have you tried exercising? Or anything with a hobby that results in an accomplishment? Woodworking, video making, website design, etc. Sometimes a lot of my depression is driven by the lack of finding goals. Just a thought.

I would switch up lexapro with something else. But I wouldn't know what. I've been off meds for nearly 7 years.

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>>681581395
R.I.P pupper
I was there when i put my chow down. I hadn't cried the way i did since i was probably in elementary. Seeing her take her last breath fucken killed me. Recently my guinea pig of over a year passed away. We rushed him to the vet and they said he had no chance of survival. Just stood with him and petted him and talked about all the good times he gave us until he gave his last breath as well. My other guinea pig passed away as well and he was still a baby. Still shocks me he passed away so soon. Fucken tearing up as i type this. R.I.P ill have a drink for all of you.

>>681595220
How old are you anon?

>>681595043
I've interacted with a couple small groups, but most are very private and hard to find. (One is some Tumblr fags and another just a bunch of old fucks that are past the difficult feelings I have)

>>681595398
20 years old

>>681593893
How long have you been a pedophile? Have you ever been in a "normal" relationship?

>>681593893
>>681595034
This, also you need to get help. The actual number of real pedos rather than people that have sexualized children based off their own first sexual thoughts is pretty low 1-2% max of population.

Good luck and maybe the military might be a good mind wipe to start over. Never tell anyone in the military as I know people who have been shot for normal faggorty.

>>681595242
I ran for about two weeks and then became too stressed and loaded with school that I stopped. I should start again. Don't know if I can. I did it for mental health.
Didn't notice much other than it being easier to fall asleep.
I've been thinking about trying meditation but I can never stick to it.

Hobbies include... Nothing.
Now that I think about it I kinda just come home from school, homework, work, pass out, wake up and eat, sleep, rinse and repeat. Intermittent tv watching and zoning out.

>>681575541
Underage b&
GTFO

>>681595706
Puberty kicked my sex drive up like normal around 15-16 years old. It was pretty obvious. I've never been in a romantic or sexual relationship, but I have several close male and mostly female friends, so I'm not a socially inept loserfag.

>>681595867
You need to try to find something to occupy your mind for a while and let yourself unwind rather than just using B and tv.

Get out your legos, and build something awesome. Then bank on how awesome life was when you didn't worry as much, and strive to be there once again.

>>681595796
I would consider therapy or talking with a professional perhaps if I had money. It's good advice though, it's just currently not available.

I guess I'll hop in here.

>Laying in bed
>Have to get up in 7 hours to work
>Mind is racing to no end, for no reason
>Sleeping Pills don't work
>Anti-Depressants don't work
>No motivation to do anything
>Spend most of my free time sitting around staring at a wall thinking about how big of a fuckup I am

>>681575322
This is feels? Kanker op homo

>>681596583
Tell us anon, why or what did you fuck up?

>>681596497
I remember hearing that the army has great thrapists because of all the soldier coming back with PTSD. Maybe they will help you if you're enlisting.