mostly because other feels thread literally have no one in them.

>>681261883
Holly fuck ;.;

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are there any anons that need to talk to someone?

>>681263960
Not at my best right now, to be honest.

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>>681263960
would be nice.

>>681264270
whats on your mind anon?

>>681264354
care to share whats on your mind. maybe i can help

Hey Anon, you know I'm crying a bit right now. I feel like complete shit. I hope everyone here is having a better night then I am... I feel fucking worthless right now.

>>681264573
sending some love you anon (no homo) <3

Im sitting here hanging out with all of my closest friends. And i still feel so lonely

My issues are a bit deep set and abnormal to say the least. They are ridiculous to look at from an outside view,. Either way they have bothered me for years on end now.

>>681264649
Man, I fucked up. I'm over 1,000 miles away right now from my own bed, I came all this way to see a girl and I just fucked everything up

>>681264907
They are so abnormal that I don't even tell my closest friends so the problem never really gets out. This ends up leavinf me more and more depressed.

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feels thread:
>be me
>be 17
>family has low income, just me and mom
>i work part time as a car was attendie
>been saving up a lot of cash
>senior year in high school
>see my crush
>she is 7/10 in looks, 5/10 in personality, 10/10 needs my dick in her.
>deside to woo her the 4chan way.
>get a kick ass hulk hogan sweate.
>talk to her one day when whering it she is actualy into it. she said she has a dwain the rock tee
>i ask her out to a wwe dinner at a half way gesent resteraunt in our shitty town
>she said yes.gif
>at the resteraunt whereing my hulk hogan sweater. waiting.
>she showes up whering here Rock tee. it is fucking hot as fuck.jpg
>we order our food and chat, she tells me how she usualy only dates bad boys
>mfw im almost beta as fuck
>waiter walks out with food for us, look at it it looks like shit.
>what the fuck is it?
>the waiter looks at it and says, its your spageti.
>tell him i didnt order it, tell him to take it back.
>he argues so i try a bit, disgusting
>(autism on) trying to be alfa af yell: TAKE IT BACK AND TELL THE COOK TO TAST IT HIM SELF YOU FUCK WIPE.
>being an autist i am i drop the food om my new sweater.
>GOD FUCKING DAM IT, GET THE COOK OUT HERE SO I CAN HAVE HIM WASH THIS SHIT OFF ME
>cook comes out to see the comotion
>its..its my mom?
>she took up this extra jod this entier time to help suport us?
>anon what are you doning here? (tears in her eyes)
>i just look at her.
>mfw i feel like shit
>mfw their is a stain on my sweater already
>moms spagetie

>>681264922
how so?

>>681264922
can you explain please?

>>681261327
I hate anime but my little bro always wanted me to watch Fullmetal Alchemist with him. Now I feel like shit for not doing so.

>>681264376
>be me
>short girl with skoleosis is interested in me.
>its mutual
>We were the pit percussion for our marching band junior year
>I think I love her
>Realize I have no plans for the future
>I move schools as to not get any more attached and perhaps get motivated to do something with my life.
>Nothing helps
>Stressed, maybe suicidal, tired.
>Both parents putting pressure on me to stay with one of them.
>Not sure what to do now

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>>681264573
What's wrong M8?

>>681265403
sameeee, girl with skoleosis but she's like 5'10" and im 5'6"

>>681265403
do you still remain in contact with the girl?

>>681265992 We used to text a lot but I told her the school I go to gives tons of homework. I don't want her to be with me just to be disappointed in what I might do in the future. I just want her to find someone else.

>>681265142
>Be Me, I've know this girl for awhile now
>Promised I'd come see her
>She lives half away across the country
>I started driving to her state at night and it was raining
>I told her that the weather was to bad, and that I'm just going to turn around
>She got upset with me
>We basically got into a little argument
>I went home that night and slept
>I woke up, and I just didn't want her upset....
>I got in my car that morning and started driving as fast as I could
>I sent her a text saying I'm on the way
>She said was happy
>I drove 16hours straight through, only stopping for gas
>I meet her we hug
>the first day we just talked and I slept in her bed
>We didn't touch cuddle or anything
>We only shared a bed because her friends needed a place to sleep
>That day we went to town and ate
>She keep her distance from me
>She wouldn't be exactly rude but kept taking minor blows towards me
>The 2nd day, we just slept in separate rooms
>We didn't really do anything that day besides talk and play some video games
>The 3rd day (today) pretty much the same thing
>She went to her parents house and left me alone for about 2 hours
>She then watches TV by herself for about an hour and a half
>It only seems like I annoy her....
>That's when she tells me she was upset still about me not coming that night
>and I told her, I'm sorry
>Then I found out that night I went home, she actually called another guy to sleep with her to help her feel better because she was that upset
>Now, I'm here in the guest room in the bed crying while she is probably sleeping nice and soundly
>I have feeling towards her
>I don't know what to do
>I'm leaving tomorrow
>She wants us to go to lunch before I go
>I'm thinking about leaving now....
>I have another friend in this state, who I was going to visit anyways so this trip wasn't a complete lose.....
>I hate myself... I'm still crying right now...

What.... should I do Anon...?

>>681266479
maybe you can better yourself for her. She can be your motivation. Think of it like that. Don't let this girl go my b/ro

>>681266538
Call her a cheating cunt and then break it off.

>>681266538
If she slept with another guy to help her feel better im not sure you should be hanging around her, feelings can be tricky to get rid of, though.

>>681266538
i know this sucks anon but shes not worthy of your time buddy. You deserve better than her

>>681265574
zozzled at this

>>681267044
Man, like I said I feel like just packing up my shit and just leaving. My buddy lives about 3hours away from here, so the drive won't be that bad. Once I get there I'll probably feel a bit better...

>>681267137
Anon, it hurts. What you said is 100% true, and man let me tell'ya the truth hurts....

>>681267510
Thanks Anon.

>>681261327
Well this just happened about an hour ago and green text it is

>At sky zone with freinds just chilling and shit
>Get lunch
>Call mum for a ride
>Does not pick up
>Call sister for a ride
>Does not pick up
>Call dad for a ride..
>Getting nervous about why they wont answer
>Dad does not answer
>Call sister
>She is crying and mum is on the phone with someone asks whats up? says call dad and hangs up
>Mum should be at work
>SomethingIsnotRight.jpg
>Call dad he answers
>Wont tell me shit as to why my mum is at home and sister is crying
>In car with dad
>asks whats up
>sister is having a mental breakdown and tried to kill her self again
>Fuckmylife.jpg
>Get home
>See mum get in car with sister
>They are driving to the hospital
>Give mum hug and she kisses me on check
>"Everything will be alright anon dont worry"

And this is were we are now

Bit of backstory is she tried to kill herself back last year again and now shes depresed again

>Sitting in room crying while typing this shit

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>>681265574
Kek, thanks for the laugh

>>681268907
have you tried talking to her before about it?

>>681266538
Beta cuc

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>>681268907
I might sound like an ass for asking but how did she try to kill herself? Tell her you're there for her and that shes a very charismatic person

>>681268907
Just let her fucking kill herself

>Be me; February of 2015
>16 year old autist who likes My Little Pony
>Get on Facebook one day and I have a friend request from an old friend who was expelled from my school for some real personal shit
>Turns out he likes the show too
>Him and I get along well
>I'm happy that we're friends again
>Get a big editing job (I do that in my free time for fun and stuff)
>Delve into the project
>Edit 135k words in a single week
>Proud of myself
>Done with project; head of project offered to pay for hotel rooms at two different conventions
>I'm super excited
>Goes to irl friend's house
>Friend gets serious with m
>"So... you remember Lazarus?"
"Yeah. Of course I do. I've been talking to him for a bit recently."
>I realize what may be going on
>No. No no no
>"Well... He committed suicide last Tuesday."
>Feel horrible. I go home.
>Go upstairs and turn on my phone
>Last message from him was a link to some cute pony blog
>I cry as I look through it
>I still kinda blame myself for his death
>I pretty much ignored him that week to work on the project
>I should've noticed something
>I already knew he was suicidal
>tfw

I just don't know what I'm doing, so I do nothing. That's my life.

>>681269322
She sees a therapist and shit but wont talk to me about it

>>681269400
She tried to let herself bleed out in the bathrooms

Nice dubs anons

>>681269988
3 dubs right here nice
also when she gets out try your best to get to know her. ask how her day was something minuscule like that. Just to show you care for her

>>681269821
You can't really blame yourself forever. I know how it feels though, my teacher told me that he was in some deep shit with his family and that he was depressed as fuck, he ended up killing himself a month later, turned out that I was the only one at the school who knew how he felt. But you can't blame yourself for some one else's choice, it's just going to eat you up otherwise.

>>681270346
I try my best to care and talk to her but she just doesn't seem to want to talk about it. Me and her talk a lot but when I try and push the subject in that direction she just won't talk about it and avoid it like the plague. We are very close but she just doesnt want to...

>>681270749
damn i'm sorry to hear that she wont open up. I guess just keep trying

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>>681269988
>She tried to let herself bleed out in the bathrooms


Ah shit, I hope it's not an attention thing, my friend once cut herself in middle school and went around wearing short sleeve shirts claiming that she "tried to commit suicide". When you're able to talk to her, don't try to bring up depression because it will make it worse, just have a conversation and hopefully things will flow naturally

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>>681271322
Hit way to close to home.
What is it that makes us so damn unlovable?

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"The Killing Joke" AKA Life

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>use facebook twice a week
>not even look at friends' profile
>decide to do it
>everyone I grew up with finished their careers, bought cars, got gfs, visited the world.
>some of them already have families and are doing fine
>mfw we're all 23-24 years old
>mfw I dropped college but retaking it this year
>mfw I was one of the best in school, they all wanted my help.
>mfw I was doing fine but somewhere along the way something changed and don't know why

I know I can get better, and I will. It's just that for the moment I realize I wasted fuckton of time and whenever someone ask about my life, I just lie.

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>>681271579
That's the worst, i tried my hardest and i wasn't enough...

>>681271260
It's not she is 100% depressed Anyone who knows its not for attention only here close few friends knows what happened and she didn't want it getting out meaning that she didn't want attention for it

>>681271006
I will anon thanks for the support

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>>681271791
I feel you man, feel like talking about it. I'll trade stories with you, sometimes it helps to talk about it.

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This happened this morning, we were never a thing but we made up, our last conversation was bad and i thought we were okay, but i woke up
>>681271579

>>681271918
no problem anon. glad i could help out

>>681272104
Yeah man let's do it, hit me with a few stories and i'll tell you what happened with our last conversation, (ill give some context)
>Ive been depressed as shit but was genuinely happy with her, she was more than a distraction.
>On Valentines day invite her out, she says yes, i pick her up and drive her around, give her a rose and chocolates, the works.
>We are at the local mall and she says "oh i need to go now", i asked her if she was good or what was up, she said she was going to another mall with a guy called Dean. She told me she liked him and whatever. She left me for Dean on Valentines day.

Sorry that was the shittest greentext ive written, but that story leads to our conversation a few weeks later if you wanna hear

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>>681272243
Thank kind of thing is the worst. I can't tell if it's your brain taking pity on you and letting you be happy for just a brief moment with that illusion, or if it's just a cruel reminder of what your reality will never be. Why do we let one person carry so much weight and influence over us? It doesn't make sense logically but we still do it for whatever reason. Love is a cruel master.

>be me
>one of my 4 real friends I've ever had started distancing himself last year
>two weeks ago they found him dead in his apartment
>he shot himself
The day after his body is found
>one of my remaining three friends is goofing around with some of his other friends
>riding on the hood of a slow moving car for fun
>falls off
>gets put into a coma
>didn't think he would make it
>all of us are grieving
>the day of the friend who killed himself's funeral we visit comabro in hospital
>doctor is smiling.
>he improved drastically in a weeks time and they say he has close to no chance of death
Last Sunday
>wake up to phone vibrating under pillow
>comabro died
>no one knows why
His funeral was on Saturday.
>feel like shit.
>with one if my two remaining friends before the funeral
>angry for no reason, just mad because I felt powerless
>screamed at him for no reason really.
He's pissed, won't talk to me, called 10 times to to apologize, won't pick up.
>today
>my last and best friend ignores me all day
>won't talk to me at work
>reads but ignores my texts
I don't know what I'm going to do /b/ros. I can't lose my friends. Its too much. They're all I have left

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>>681273013
>I can't tell if it's your brain taking pity on you and letting you be happy for just a brief moment with that illusion, or if it's just a cruel reminder of what your reality will never be.

Beautiful

>>681266538
Walk up to her, give her a hug, and walk the fuck away with your head held high. That's the only option you can choose to keep your dignity.

>>681268907
The only reason I haven't killed myself is that I wouldn't want to put my family thru this sort of pain. 10/10 selfishness on her part.

>>681273212
Damn that is hard, like, you are strong. You probably think you are weak, but you sound like one of the strongest people i have heard. I honestly have no advice that i would use myself, but all i can say is stay strong /b/ro, we are here with you.

>>681269821
I've never understood feeling guilty in this situation. I've known two people that killed themselves and, while sad to be without them, I felt good that they were finally not hurting anymore.

>>681261327
Fuck it ill go
>be me
>be in relationship with great girl
>8/10
>fall super hard for her
>she falls hard for me
>spend all our waking time with each other
>one day get a call
>she thinks i cheated on her
>i never did, and i never would
>she says im a cheating bastard and i should go kill myself
>i would never do that to her.
>2 weeks later she's on to a new fuckboy
>I'm still broken.
>but i see her and a rage builds
>a rage that she would ever think that i would hurt her
> a rage that she thinks she deserves better than me when i gave her my all and she fell for me
>look at myself in the mirror
>fuck her, it's time to become the best
>start working out 5 times a week
>lose 20 pounds
>start developing muscle
>get a haircut
>get new clothes
>read about social science, force myself to meet new people
>in 2 months people are noticing changes
>they keep saying I've changed completely
>Have a date with 9/10 girl on Wednesday.
>old bitch breaks up with fuckboy
>my rage has made me stronger

i know this is made for sad shit, but fuck it

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>>681272954
Sure I'd be glad to hear more. Sounds like some real heavy stuff man. as for me.
>in love with a girl for a few years now.
>We used to talk often and even at times she would mention how I meant a lot to her.
>eventually things start falling apart
>begin drinking, basically an alcoholic at this point.
>recently hear that she broke up with her significant other.
>never knew she was even dating anyone.
>feel like shit that after all those years and times we shared that I wasn't even worth being told by her she was dating someone.
>I don;t know what to do, I still care about her but I can't stand the mixed messages of being treated well sometimes ad being totally ignored other times.

Why? Why do you guys put yourself in this type of pain constantly? Why willingly be reminded of what makes you grieve?

>>681271213
fuck...

>>681274195
If i could do otherwise I would. Believe me this isn't a choice. I'm going to feel like shit regardless may as well let int out somewhere in a semi-constructive way than bottling it up and drinking myself stupid at home alone.

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>>681273637
Same here, but my depression seems to be getting worse, some days I like to think that nothing actually exists after death and we cease to acknowledge our existence, just to give myself an excuse to kill myself

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>>681274195
Nothing much better to do.

>>681273788
I need my friends back man. I don't know how to make shit right. But I'll probably an hero without them.

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>>681274047
I feel this, the messages and contrast, it does sound like she cares though, like the girl i was talking to knew about me and always said "i hope you're okay" but i knew she didn't mean it, she never did, and after i stopped talking to her i only thought about her more, i messeged her one night and we argued, i told her that she fucked me up, and i fucked me up, i have always known the world is cruel, but i thought maybe, just once, i could have something, but boy was i wrong. I can go into more detail of the conversation (Pic sorta related, inspired me actually) but yeah... i was wrong...

>>681271720
At least you know what direction to head. Knowing what road to put your feet on is half the battle. One step at a time brother.

>>681274382
There is always something else you can do. Go out and do something fun, or something you've never done before. Go to a shooting range.

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true story (proof later)

>be me
>spent last summer in Bangkok, Thailand
>message thai chick named Chaya on okcupid. start hanging out
>one night party really hard. comes home with me. smash hard
>keep fucking
>fast forward 5 weeks. going to full moon party on island with friends visiting from anon's home country canada
>plan meeting Chaya there
>anon + bros are on the way to meeting the girl on the beach with her hot thai friends
>anon dealing with severe chest pain throughout the day
>pain feels like it's in the heart
>fuckthisisbadguys.gif
>message Chaya: "sorry i cant meet up i have sever chest pain im not sure what it is but its really bad and i am going to hospital"
>anon goes to shitty thai hospital alone
>no answer
>spend night in agony among thai peasants in dirty 3rd world hospital
>wake up next day and notice white dude across the room
>"whats happened to you man?"
>"chest pain. not sure. you?"
>"stung by a box jellyfish"
>"whoa shit dude". fall back asleep
>wake up. dude is gone. anon feels better. meets bros back at hotel.
>full moon party is epic. still no answer from Chaya. very unlike her
>weeks later still no answer after more messages. maybe shes mad cause I ditched at the beach
>"hey Chaya well im flying back to canada now I still don't know why you havent answered me but I just wanted to say I had an absolutely amazing time with you and you were one of my favourite people I met this summer, feel free to visit Canada any time!! <3"
>month later sitting in my room in Canada forgotten the whole incident
>message on my phone out of nowhere from her
>"hi this is Chaya's sister. im sorry to tell u but she gone"
>"wat u mean gone like she lost her phone?"

replies only with link: http://www.thephuketnews.com/thai-woman-31-dies-from-jelly-fish-stings-on-full-moon-party-trip-to-koh-phang-ngan-53464.php

>article mentions a canadian friend (not me) got stung pulling her out of the water
> the guy I spoke to in hospital

pic is anon + Chaya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ematpfq8hCw

>>681274585
They need to know this, especially if they are your two Real friends, you should be able to tell them how much you appreciate and need them, you could try meetup with them, hard to arrange when they are doing shit and i assume they are grieving too, but maybe meeting up is all it takes, when you are together the conversations will flow, but tgetting them to you is the hardest thing.

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>>681273991

Nice anon, if she comes back around just ignore her

>>681274694
Dem feels man.

>>681274648
Funny how things are. This is the first time someone tells me this, yet I have no idea who you are.
Thanks btw.

>>681274694
Fuck, man... If it's any consolation, that's some of the best OC I've seen in forever.

>>681269821
It's not your fault anon.
Also, why did he get expelled?

>>681263287
fuck, i really didnt need this one today..

>>681274694
Damn, i hope you know that this is not on you because you were in hospital, it is not your fault she died. I'm sorry i don't know what to say, i hope you're okay man

>>681266538
consider this bullet dodged honestly.

>>681274412
Yeah, I've always found the thought of a nothing after more appealing than any sort of heaven/hell eternity. I just can't make myself check out knowing how much my family would hurt over it. So I just put one foot in front of the other until I can't anymore.

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>>681271654
Joker makes me feel feels all the time.

>never been with a girl
>I like girl I work with
>She likes me
>due to scheduling, I see her once a week
>every time she sees me, she tries to talk to me
>every time my mind goes blank and I act like a fucking weirdo

What do?

>>681274660
Doing something fun is merely a distraction. The point is that nothing really adds value or purpose to your life. It's not a situation of "i feel bad" or "i'm sad" it's more of a "why bother?" or a "shit's fucked" idea. Anything else is merely escapism.

The best way to describe it is when you have a serious problem going on in your life, anything else that distracts you or doesn't seem to be helping it doesn't seem worth pursuing.

>>681272243
I get those dreams occasionally, I always seem to wake up in the middle of something good happening and then my heart sinks.

>>681266538
>bc she was that upset
No she's literally just a slut and you should've told her so and left but now no matter what you do you look like a bitch

>>681274626
How do you plan on moving on? Can you really just move on from that?

More details man. I'm enjoying hearing of it, and I'm sure it's probably nice to talk about it for you too.

>>681275185
>>681275225
>>681275380

thanks guys. I dont feel guilt. just a really weird, indescribable feeling that i just missed something. there's also the fact that had i not had that chest pain me and the guys would have met them at the beach and possibly have gotten stung as well... the thought is terrifying

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>>681275673

I'm fairly certain the majority of guys get this

>>681275762
Its like, i could be walking flat, but its like i got to the top of a mountain and fell, back to the same level...

>>681275673
Tell her exactly that. That you look forward to seeing her all week and that even though your mind blanks out, it's still the best part of your week.

>>681273212
God damn bro that is tough, tough shit. Don't go depressed, bro, talk to someone-a counselor, a therapist, someone

Can you guys tell me something? Why is it so hard to vent, to let anything out, even alone. I just can never do it. I've driven out into the middle of the woods for the soul purpose of screaming everything to no one. I can never let anything out it seems and it kills me that i never have anyone even myself..

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>>681262604
Muh feels

>>681275307
it gets me too anon

>>681262604
i died of criying here

>>681275903
How do i plan on moving on? I don't know, I'll see her occasionally through school, but i knew she was angry when we spoke, especially after i bought up her leaving me on V day, again, we havent spoken since, i still think about her but i think its almost unsalvageable, Can i move on? I'm trying, but i only really talk to her and out of my 3 best friends, one is hard to talk to because he doesn't understand, One is always with his girlfriends, ad the other is incredibly hard to reach and has a hard time talking sober, I guess when i see her face and she sees mine will determine how i go, whether she looks away, smiles, or doesn't even notice... But what made me feel worse was when i was saying how her games and manipulation fucked me up she said "So i fucked you up by not liking you? That's not how it works..."
How do i react to that? I know that's not how it works, why are you doing this to me?

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>>681276296
>Why is it so hard to vent, to let anything out, even alone

Because it's awkward, we're so used to keeping things inside and clinging to stupid shit that we've forgotten how to let things out. the only time I can vent is here because I don't want people to know how pathetic I am

>>681276014
I try. I try so fucking hard. face flushes, sweat builds, breathing stops, she laughs.
Also, I never get to see her alone though. there's always like 10 people around. But thank you for the advice.

>>681276736
god dammit... i hate you for making sense

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>>681276296
You're afraid of admitting that things have gotten to that point. It's one thing to think it and another to say it out loud. When you hear something you've already though it has a much deeper profound effect. It hit closer to home than thinking it ever could. I'm the same way. I have the hardest time admitting things out loud or sharing them with others, becasue I don't want to think about the potential negative outcomes in a serious way. It;'s one thing to think you;re fucked and a whole 'nother thing to say it out loud and admit it to the world. not sure if that helps at all, but that's just my perspective on it. And what do i know I:"m just a drunk and sad anon?

>>681276296
You might not have yourself but you always will, in the end of the day everyone might leave but you will be with you, i don't know how but you need to be comfortable with yourself /b/ro

>>681274955
Isn't there another dog story like this except about a kid who moves out and comes back and doesn't really like the dog very much but when it dies he realizes how much he misses it? And like a long image like this too

>>681276889
That's an amazing perspective

>>681277031

I saw the same one a couple threads ago, except I think it's a set, not a long image

>>681276889
well youre talking to a drunk and sad anon yourself so you probably know right on what i mean

>>681276924
thanks /b/ro

>>681276725
Yeah That's some difficult shit to deal with. I wish I had some insight or advice to give. Unfortunately I'm in a similar situation.
What is it that you see in her? What keeps you invested in her and unable to move on? Why is it that you feel like you couldn;t just find an equal or better girl out in the world somewhere?

>>681271720
why lie? I did this same shit, and when someone asks me, I man the fuck up and tell them. "yeah, I fucked off and made some pretty bad decisions so now I'm cleaning up the wreckage." People appreciate honesty, and being honest is what got me an insane boost from a random stranger. Guy said "You know, not a lot of people take the blame for their shitty choices and try to move on and put that shit in the past... here" And handed me a check for 1k, that he wrote out for the local community college here.
>mfw a stranger paid my year of tuition and book fees for being honest.

>>681274047
wisest thing I think i've ever read on /b

>Be 4 year old me
>Dad leaves for unknown reason
>He always got off work at the same time everyday
>I run downstairs to see him everyday for a year
>Dad never shows
>Random people knock on my door
>I always run downstairs thinking it's my Dad
>Never is
>Turns out Dad is in jail (We're white you fucks)
>Not seeing him for almost 2 years fucks my child brain up
>Now 22 and have abandonment issues with every relationship I have

>>681277174
You're probably right
I haven't seen it for a long time
It makes me cry every tiem

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>>681276889

This was a great post

>>681275673
you want my advice?
Best thing i ever did was the style 30 day challenge. Fucking google it. It brought me to new levels and made me more confident.

I wanna discuss something i thought about recently /b/ros, you might have seen the gif of the man who has a sip from his water bottle befoe he shoots himself in the head, i touhght to myself, why the fuck did he take a drink, even thought it only mattered for literally 3 seconds until he killed himself, he would be dead and thirst would not exist, but he still took the time to have a drink, to quench his thirst, before he died. Thoughts?

>>681277182
>well youre talking to a drunk and sad anon yourself so you probably know right on what i mean
Whatcha drinking tonight anon? What is it that drives you to drink?

>>681277260
i know how you feel anon. My dad was always in and out of jail throughout my life. Each time he got out i never said to myself oh good to see my dad. I always said i wonder how long it will take for him to get back in jail.
Right now he may end up in jail for 10 to 20 years missing my whole adult life

>>681277370
Gotta act casually. You talking about the one with a dude who looks like he's sitting in a police interrogation room or something? If so I think he was just trying to play it cool untill he had the opportunity to do the deed uninhibited. Why you thinking about that particular gif lately?

>>681277206
Our interests were similar, we could talk for hours just driving around, she was beautiful, maybe the best iv'e seen, but now i see how dumb she is, one of the dumbest i know, and how she is oblivious to her actions, etc.. but i always think, we have been close before, there might be a chance? Thats what fucks me up. I know how fucked she is and how i fucked things up, but i think about the moments we had, lying together in the middle of an oval at 2 in the morning falling asleep together watching movies, and i always think theres a chance, even now...

>>681277477
admiral nelson is my normal standby, yourself?
also just my general pathetic self. friends, woman, that sort of thing. just fallen into a worse slump than usual the last couple of weeks and cant bring myself to see anyone apart from going to work. I cant make myself pretend to give a shit about what anyone has to say to me anymore cause so many of them are only there for the good times. ya feel me?

Guys I have a gf that is a 10/10 and I'm having real problems
>be me
>be 9/10
>mom and dad are having marital problems caused by older brothers
>ruining their finances
>they get into trouble a lot with drugs
>causing friction
>mom and dad aren't having sex at all (my dad told me this not sure why)
>they don't spend any time together
>he's sleeping on the couch
>she tries to push him down stairs
>she hits him hoping he'll hit her and he can get fukt
>she divorces him
>dad found out she'd been cheating on him
>they were together for 18 years
>she puts her new bf's happiness above mine
>I'm 10 so I still have to live with her
It's caused me to have huge trust issues with my gf and probably a few abandonment issues bc when I was 10 it felt like I lost the mom I knew and loved bc she only cared about him
Any advice on how to get over these issues?

>>681274955
this one got me in the feels

>>681261327
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaeRTPvcThE

>>681277762
That's the one, I was high with a friend and it just came it mind, maybe he was just taking it cool, but it just didn't make sense

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>>681277978
Btw here's a pic of her I know she's young I'm 18 and a couple years older than her we met in highschool at the beginning of the year

>>681277358
Ok maybe I'm a retard. When I google "style 30 day challenge," I'm getting several results that don't seem to be the same thing. Can you link me?
Or are you just saying to buy a new piece of clothing every day for 30 days?

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>>681277776
>and i always think theres a chance, even now...
This is the worst part of any of this. It's so difficukt to give up on something beacuse our mind is still so obsessed with what couold potentially be. We idealize and hope for a happy future even when it may not be possible. Though that vision of the future keeps us attached and going. It gives us an illusion to work towards, thee idea is that of a "she may never love me, but if I think of what a nice relationship between us would look like I can still keep trying" kind of mentality.

Hope is both a great gift and a great poison to success.It lets us keep moving on, but at the same time it can make us keep working towards an unattainable goal with the expectation of an eventual reward that may not exist.

Does anybody here feels so fucking left alone in the darkness while having people caring about them?, i have my gf i spend the best time with her, relationship with family is better now, they accept her & me, idk why i feel so alone and everything hurts.

>>681277695
Wow, that's way worse than I had it. My Dad is now out, and runs a successful business. He's been in my life ever since, and a great Dad at that. But for some reason it still fucks with me. I'm always afraid of being left alone, and unwanted. I always blast into relationships and fall in love way to quick. Then I get terrified that I'll be left alone again. GF went to England for a year for school. It's her dream to go, so i don't want to hold her back. Now I'm emotionally fucked over her being gone.

>>681278131
Just buy "the rules of the game"
It's a book. takes you through q 30 day guide to improving your game. And it has routines in case you blank out during a conversation. That book raised my game exponentially after i broke up with my crazy ex. Worth every penny.
If you can't buy it right now, im sure you can rip the text from it somewhere online.

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>At a subway station
>Start talking with this girl
>Adorable, pale skin, blue eyes, blonde hair (insert Aryan joke), she's a foot shorter than me (6'3")
>We get onto the subway
>Sit next to each other
>Talk about life, vidya, movies and TV
>Gets her number
>We hang out a lot
>Eventually we start dating
>In love
>One day we go back to the subway station we met
>Going to pop the question
>kneel down and ask
>"No"
>My heart sinks
>A subway train passes and darkness starts to engulf where I am
>Only she is visible, with her back to me
>"Why?"
>She turns around
>"Because our love is pure"
>darkness disolves as the station becomes visible again
>she talks a step back
>The same train we took together in the beginning hits her.
>Wake up
>Cry for around an hour because I think I'm crazy and will never be loved.

>pic related, >mfw I feel feels

>>681277978
How's your relationship with your Dad?

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>>681277963
admiral nelson is where it's at, That's my usual drink of choice as well, typically do a rum and coke with Dr. Pepper in place of the coke good shit. Though I'm drinking some vodka and peach juice tonight.

I'm more or less drinking for the same reasons /b/ro, so I feel ya on that one, especially the woman part. It's abit sterotypical perhaps, but that kind of thing cuts a man in love deep. This next's shot's to you man, cheers m80. That kind of apathy is really tiring at some point. Makes you wonder what the point to it all really is. Funny how we fantazise about what would pull us out of a slump.

>>681278430
Shit greentext
0/100

>>681278378
well right now my dad is out and he lives in a different town. He calls every once in awhile and asks how im doing and i just say im good. I can tell he has tried to get close with me and i never let him. I still hold resentment at the fact that he chose drugs over me. always. He has changed for the better and i give him props. but i can't get past the fact that he was always in and out of my life as a child

>>681278794
Hard to blame you for feeling that way. Parents are just people in the end. It's easy to forget that they deal with demons and weakness just like we do. Doesn't change the hurt though.

>>681278754
I am inspired, as I too am drowning my feels in booze. Anyone else want to share their favorite feels drink?
>Tequila Sunrise

My life is shit, no romantic prospects, some guy decided to convince numerous people that I'm a racist, I fail at everything I try. Can't wait to move out of this fucking town. I dread waking up in the morning.

>>681279085
Call me a bitch, but Apple Cider or Whiskey

>>681272243
This has happened to me exactly once

After I woke up I literally felt like shit for like 3 days

>>681279195
haha I'm moving on to cider after the tequila sunrise

>>681278754
personally i drink it straight or mix it with sweet tea (better than you would think really)
you hit the nail on the head with the fantasizing thing. I cant help but think when i was younger id sit with a half chub most days fantasize about banging 10/10s but anymore i sit and think about just being able to go on a date anymore. and a drink for you as well m8 youve got good taste in booze

>>681279085
I like drinking vodka straight. Being drunk turns my various cognitive disability traits into drunk person things.

>>681278794
Given his track record, I don't blame you.

>>681279085
rum usually, and if im out i love myself a good whiskey sour

>>681277230
I won't expect 1k from total strangers just for being honest, but I'll be honest now.
Thanks.

>Captcha: Limousines

It's a sign.

>>681279195
>bitch
>whiskey
Nah brah that's a real cowboy's drink right there. Jameson straight is my drink of choice for those long nights where you feel like shit, and anyone who hates on cider has serious issues. Good taste right there.

>>681278794
That's good to hear.
I haven't seen or talked to mine for a whole year now.
Last messege I got was a DM on my instagram. Here it is:
"Happy Birthday, I haven't heard from you for a long time but I've sent you q present, its a little trinket that I think you will like! -Love, Dad"
I never got the present, its been exactly a month since my birthday as well.
>why do I tell you this?
Because not interacting with a parent (even a divorced one) can fuck you up, big time

>>681279041
i know they are. But still the disappointment i felt because of him was too much. I remember one time he said he was gonna pick me and my brothers up from my moms and take us to his place and visit our gma. Well i remember sitting by the window, sitting there hoping to see his car. and it never showed.
that was the day i learned to never get my hopes up for anything. I was 7 at the time

>>681261327
I just broke up with my skank bitch GF after she cheated on me, twice. Why do I still feel so bad?

>>681279314
>mix it with sweet tea
I've done this before on a whim, was actually quite nice.

What is it that you want out of life anon?

>>681279695
maybe youre thinking why she wanted someone else when she had you

>>681279695
Because she cheated on you and that you need to realise she was a piece of trash among gems.

for the first time in my life I don't even have a crush on some girl, I'm alone inside and out

>>681266538
The fact she called another guy...go anon go

here's my feels. not good at this but here we go
>be me 14 and naive
>meet an awesome girl.
>give her my all
>do and lose everything with her
>date for almost 5 years.
> i did everything for her. even changed colleges for her
> 5 year aniversary rolls around
> says we have to many problems. tell her we can fix them
> she says its to late anon. I met someone else
>bitch was basically cheating.
>whatever.wmv
>still heartbroken
> year goes by lose about 40 pounds and get in shape
>moving into dorm
>see this girl struggling with her 46 pack of water
>where the fuq do you get a 46 pack of water?
>fuq it im nice and i go carry it for the half mile from the parking tower to the dorm.
> says thanks anon you should come to a party with me
> give her my number
> got new phone recently
> give her old number
> next time i see her i tell her hey and we chat for like an hour
> find out she is moving colleges at the end of the semester
> ask her out on a date
>she makes a comment jokingly about me texting back
> tell her what happened.
> show up to coffee place for a date
> she never shows
> i really liked this girl and thought we really had something
>now im in a deadend relationship with another girl
> dont have the heart to break hers
> lonely, grades dropping, putting on wieght again.
> decide fuq it im joining the military
> go to officer interview. The said i did great and said I would make a great officer
> go to first canidate pt, feel like i actually belong
> then day comes a couple weeks later and realize why i did this
> it was a last ditch effort to impress the girl moving away
> still lonely, and and failing. busting ass to pay for stuff. two jobs, and full time college student.
> I would trade everything i have to get a chance with this girl.
> never wanted to get to this point again about a woman
What do /b/ros

>>681279695
Because youre smart, maybe too smart. Maybe you realise that humans are humans, you did the right thing of course, but if you're anything like me, you realise that they have a life just as vivid as yours, causing another person pain is hard.

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>>681279845
>that feel when you don't love anyone because all the girls you're attracted to are lesbians.
>that feel when trying suicide once a month doesn't help

>>681279845
What a good opportunity to better yourself.

>>681279555
Nice Trips
and i see your point but still the pain is there and it makes me not want to talk to him. The last time i will see him in person was 2 weeks ago.
We hugged and said we loved each other.
I wanted to break down right there and tell him all about the way he disappointed me but i didn't say anything

>>681279788
kinda has that warm feeling ya know?
and honestly, i just want to be happy, to be able to open up and not be rejected or pushed aside. I'd like if one time someone i know was just willing to be there and put me as a priority like i always try to do for everyone else as much as i can. how about you anon

>>681279806
>>681279832
>>681279930
It's just that, she was someone I cared about. She was raped, and I helped her through that. I talked her out of Suicide. She gave me my first kiss, was the first person who I ever felt wanted me around, and she betrayed me

>>681280209
If youre the person you seem to be, then you're too good for someone whos unloyal anyways

>>681280084
My courseload is too intensive for me to ever work out on a regular schedule or to actually go out and find chicks to talk to

>>681271260
I've always been really close with my mother and sisters. This story always fucks me up because my mom is the same way. she still does the little things that moms do. Grocery shops for my favorite snacks before I come home, I've been off to school for three years and she still remembers. Moms are the best.

>>681280373
Yeah, but I'm not going to find anyone for a while. I'm a solid 2/10 21 y/o permavirgin who lives at home, has no car, a shit job and literally nothing going for me

>>681263479
fuck you

>>681271654
Got this coming in the mail tomorrow I'm so stoked.

>>681280075
I haven't tried suicide but lately not only have I not been able to find any girls, but also I've been in financial hell, and the dog who has been my best friend for the last 9 years is sick

I've been thinking about it more and more

>>681280509
with no confidence it would seem. if all you ever do is bash yourself then all youll think of yourself is the bad. a personality can go a LONG way when you have confidence to go with it

>>681280092
Well that kind of triggers me.
"He disappointed me so many times" is an excuse a farmer uses to whip his slaves.
It makes you sound spoiled. I've been through a lot of shut with my father, he's a really terrible guy. He's did the same thing as another anon's mother did, he even cut himself to falsely accuse my mother of assault.
He blew all the family money (including my and my sister's trust/college funds) and didnt give a shit about the family.

I've got a lighter feels. This happened today and I feel like the biggest asshole in the world. But it might make some of you laugh so I'll do it.
>work in retail
>ask customer if they need help
>"No, I'm ju ju ju just...."
>"Looking"
clearly he has a bad stutter
>"Well ifif you need any help, let me know."
>realize what I just did
>he leaves the store immediately
>I accidentally stutter once every very very rarely
Am i subconsciously an asshole?

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>>681280126
You're wishes hit pretty close to home. It's a bit generic but I'm in love with someone. I come from an abusive background, so part of me is trying really hard to get close to her without falling into controlling or abusive tenancies. Basically I want to overcome my potential to be a monster and be loved and show love. The best analogy I have is (and believe me I wouldn't go there if I wasn't this drunk is Shrek, or beuaty and the beast) I want to overcome my ugly exterior and upbringing and show that I have to potential to care and really have a good heart.

tldr; I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love for once in my life. Not in an edgy teen "nobody love me and I hate the world" way but in a genuine what does it mean to truly care for someone kind of way.

>>681268907
my sister killed herself a few years ago. i wish i spent more time with her. i wish that i told her how much it would affect me. i will never see her again, but she is still part of my life, she is an empty hole in my chest, she is the empty chair at the kitchen table, shes the elaphant in the room nobody wants to think about. you are lucky your sister is still alive, just be with her. be angery with her, be sad with her, talk with her, be silent with her. otherwise your just stuck doing all of those things without her when shes gone.

>>681280732
It doesn't help ease the pain.
Suicide is like setting yourself on fire because you have a permanent bruise on your arm.
It hits you with so much pain and depression that before you can kill yourself you lose the will to die or live.

>>681280982
Nah, I have a mild stutter especially when asked if I need help in a store. The guy probably wasn't gonna stick around for long anyways.

>>681278101
you cant just fix it just tell the girl and hopefully she understands and just treat her the best you can

>>681280812
well disappointed was a nice way to put it. i posted already on some of the things he did. Choosing drugs over his sons is the biggest nails in the coffin

>>681280209
Three words
Leave
The
Bitch
If she loves you, she'll come back eventually.

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>>681280500
Those little things end up being the things you miss the most. Moms really are the best

>>681281165
I don't think I could go through with it

I could see myself blowing all my money, dropping out of school, quitting my job and going full neet in my mom's basement though

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this one hits too fucking close to home

>>681281323
Gotta love moms. Also, always love seeing the Frank greentext. Old people kick ass.

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never heard anything like this before irl. I hope all you anons meet someone who will make you feel this way or say something to the same effect to you irl.

>>681281128
the kind of love that is special because its not forced its not required by any rules or inherited by a family name. the kind of love 2 people will feel for each other when they have found one another and didnt pick, didnt choose to feel that way but did because it was real and it was good am i right?

and you dont come off as that type of asshole to me, faggy as it is to say, but anyone who comes to a site like this with complete anonymity and still chooses to talk things out and show kindness with someone they have never and may never meet in person cant be all that bad at heart. use your past as a bad example not as a dr jeckle waiting to let out

>mom is schizo, left me with dad at birth
>grew up with crack head father
>used to go on week-long binges and leave me with my grandparents
>45 still living with his parents
>grew up thinking my dad was a fucking loser
>hated drugs as a child, even weed
>socially awkward
>started smoking weed in grd 8 to hang out with the "cool kids", developed a really strong habit
>now need to smoke as soon as I wake up or face uncontrollable fits of rage
>smoked crack for the first time when I was 16
>shot heroin on 19th birthday
>constantly trying new drugs and then getting mad at myself for it
>dropped out of high school, tried to go back to college, too dependent on drugs to really commit, left 2 credits short
>work at carnival for summers, shitty $400/week for often well over 12 hr days, no days off
>i've literally become that which i hate the most.

>>681280732
>>681280460
Don't find chicks to talk to if your courseload is as intensive as you say. Try to find some things you can actually enjoy doing and could be worth living for.
>Girls = problems
Also:
>parents killed my 14 and 12 years old dogs
Still I managed go on.

>>681281847
To go on*

>>681278580
Very good actually
He probably told me too much as a kid but he didn't know
He was depressed and needed someone to talk to I guess

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>>681271213
>>681263287
>>681261798
>>681261327
>>681276736


God damnit. These threads always seem to get to me.

Will contribute.

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>>681266538
She wanted to sleep with you but
>>We didn't touch cuddle or anything
You'd done fucked up m8
Fuck her friend to regain social status

>>681281222
Nice trips.
Did your father really chose drugs over you?
Did he ignore you for your whole childhood while your mother was out working her ass off making money that he'd spend immediately? Did he cheat on your mother with hundreds of women online, and cheat on you by spending more time with a girlfriend's son than you?
Did ge reject giving your sister a seizure medication that would prevent a life-long burden and pain upon your sister because he was pro-homeopathy?
Did he makes thousands of lies in court so he could get money in some way?
Does he nit pay child support or alimony?
DOES HE NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR DEPRESSION AND HUNDREDS OF ATTEMPTED SUICIDES THAT OCCUR RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM? DOES HE SWEEP IT UNDER A CARPET? DID HE HELP YOU LOSE YOUR FUCKING WILL TO LIVE?

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>>681281402
Sounds good to me

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Does anyone have anxiety and is also in college? How has it affected your performance?

>>681281720
Right on man. I can't help but hope the girl I'm interested in now is the one for me. We've had our difficulties, but I'm willing to accept her as she is and to me that's one of the hardest things to do. Even if she doesn;t feel the same way I hope that she can be happy someday. She had a hard life and I genuinely care about her. To me maybe that's what love is all about. Unconditional care for a person.

Thanks for your kind words they really do mean a lot. I always wonder if I'm just a freak or a monster in the ways I could act. It;s nice to hear someone finally say that I'm really not all to bad.

What about you anon? You have someone in particular you hope to get together with someday?

>>681282031
i understand its difficult but this isn't a thread who had it worse dude. And yes my dad did choose drugs over me, he beat my mom and raped her at time, my mom left him for another meth head and they still use to this day.

>>681282031
Don't get a hernia man

>>681282234
It doesn't go well together

>>681282330
I'm not that poster, but I think he was just trying to prove a point. That no matter what, there's always someone who has it worse.
Either that or he just went batshit insane during his writing.

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>>681282234
I feel like not sharing thoughts and ideas with other people fucks me up real bad. Looking back the only time I've done exceedingly well on assignments is when I talked to people and kept an open mind

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Hits me

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>I've never gotten anything more than dubs.

Hold me lads.

>>681282632
I truly dont know and i really do hope the best for that guy. But i wasn't trying to say that i had it worse or anything. i was just sharing my bad experiences with my dad throughout my life

>>681282834
hiding your pain behind jokes its okay let it out

>>681282322
I can understand where you're coming from.
and yeah i do, she's not the cutest or anything but theres just something special about her. Had a roughish past and some bad previous relationships so now she's afraid to start anything new. I just wish she'd let me in so i could hopefully be a good guy for her as white knight as it sounds

>>681282234
Depression and college here. Miss a shit ton of classes hate class discussion and tend to be late on assignments. It's affected me in a lot of negative ways but I've still managed to do alright for myself graduating soon so it's definitely possible to make it despite the challenges a condition may add to you college experience. I suppose it may also depend on your degree programme and school and whatnot.

>>681282834
I got quads once
It was cool to me but nobody else cared for once

>>681266538
Set the house on fire and leave forever.

Sorry, my first time using greentext

>be me
>12
>only friend is my twin sister
>year later she tells me she doesn't want to hang out with me anymore
>just started high school
>I have no friends
>sit alone and read my book like a loser every day
>watch my sister get asked out by every single guy
>never been asked out in my life
>get called ugly almost every day
>the same people calling me ugly are practically begging to go out with my TWIN sister

I am an adult now and this is still going on, we are identical twins and yet she gets all the guys. We have the same exact body and everything. Because of this my self esteem is very low, I have no confidence, I hate seeing my sister because I'm so jealous of her, what do I do?

>>681282632

>there's always someone who has it worse

That's not an argument though, and it doesn't devalue one anon's pain or give another one a status upgrade. Pain is pain.

>>681282234
Goes Shit.
>Ended up getting lucky last year(sophmore) with an awesome roommate after being a lonely freshman for a year.
>Roommate took me to parties
>Alcohol everywhere
>Get fucked up
>Go full on animal mode
>Doors opened to other friends.
>MFW everyone proudly introduces you to new faces as the life of the party
>feelsgood.jpg
>MFW at the same time everyone tells you they wish you were drunk all the time tho and the feeling that the only way out might be to become an alcoholic
>feelsbadman.jpg

>>681280621
It is really amazing, don't want to say more

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>>681282979
>Had a roughish past and some bad previous relationships so now she's afraid to start anything new. I just wish she'd let me in so i could hopefully be a good guy for her as white knight as it sounds
This shit hits way to close to home man. I can;t tell if I'm just drunk and replying to myself at this point. Story of my motherfucking life right there.

I think the hardest part is getting someone like that to trust you. In my case she;s had a rough past and I would do whatever it takes to protect that smile of hers, but I feel like she has a hard time opening up and trusting me. I can;t help but keep trying to work on things and be there for her. Maybe it's a bit pathetic but there's something sweet about being able to help a gal like that. Dunno I have a soft spot for good girls who try hard with troubled pasts. Hope it all goes well for you and your qt though anon. You seem like the kind of guy who really does genuinely care and could make her happy if she would open up to you and give you a chance.

>>681283257

Come to michigan. I'll be your househusband.

>>681282948
Not getting trips is painful enough, thank you.
>>681283024
I will notice you senpai

>>681283526
as far as the mirror thing goes i was getting the feeling myself.

idk what it is but just talking to her and even something simple as her laughing at some dumb joke i made makes everything feel... right. Like, if i can make this one person in this fucked up world feel like they mean something like they matter, it'd make it worth it. Im terrible at talking serious matters except /b/ drinking on feels threads but it doesnt matter then. Theres no self loathing, no hatred for who i've become, no dreading waking up every day and realizing its the same life i went to sleep with. all there is in that moment is a person you care about smiling, and youre the one who put it there

>>681283257
That's high school. Don't take anything in high school seriously. Kids are trash. Faculty is usually trash. Disregard anything that has ever left those stupid children s faces.

>>681283257
Damn I was going to ironically hit on you but >>681283568 beat me to it.
I had a similar problem growing up with my sibling who was only a year apart from me. We look similar enough that people would always ask if we were twins. They were always the popular one and had friends, invitations to parties, and a steady stream of relationships availible. Over time I had to learn to differentiate myself. I ended up focusing on my studies and trying to better myself so that I'd stop being compared to them all the time.

You have to learn to be content with who you are. Personality and looks are two separate spheres and often people are shallow about both. Find a place you;re happy to be, a person you;r happy to call yourself and work towards a better future that way.

Sorry if this all sounds like normalfag "just b urself" teir advice. But I lived through a similar situation and all I can say is to learn to stop comparing yourself to others or basing your worth on what you wish you were. You seem like a sweet kid anon, I'm sure you'll make it in the world all on your own someday.

What do you guys listen to when feeling down?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjKRNVf_BwY

Does it for me.

>>681283361
In that case "You can't be happy because someone will always be happier"

>>681284121
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2HFehg2BfY

>>681283361
Did I say that "someone has it worse than you so you don't feel pain"?
No I didn't. I literally just said that the guy's point was that someone always has it worse. That's not a viewpoint or an arguement. It a fucking fact.

>>681284188
Checked, Weird intro but i love it

>>681269821
weeabo

>>681284121
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lfF16C6hTgI

>>681284121
am I the only one who thinks listening to sad music when sad is a bad idea?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW3HN_pvbE4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM7-PYtXtJM

>>681284121
http://youtu.be/crgtWomWg90

>>681283978
This so much this.

It's funny how one person can hold so much way over another's emotional state. I'm in the exact same position man. It's scary to think that I've let her get so close that she could make or break me in an instant, but yet I choose to trust her and hope she won' screw me over. I think that's perhaps how one can show thye care and trust another person. To let them get that far inside their life.

Goddamn I can;t help but feel like I'm talking to myself here, it's way too similar in terms of the way to describe things and even the situations. I wish the best for you man, If you can do it so can I. Hope that that girl of yours is happy someday and that she treats you right, and vice versa. You both deserve a little happiness as far as I'm concerned.

>>681284681
the drinkin' song right here.

>>681284546
Some people have different methods