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>>677635023
Do the things you were always afraid to do. If it kills you, you win. If it doesn't, you win.
>>677635023
>23 here
>no job
>don't know what will happen in a month
>I'm alone 1 friend
>in a isolated area
>waste all my time online
>feeling empty
>thinking about offing myself too
>>677635320
This. You have literally nothing to lose. Technically you are invincible. Get out into the world and do what you've dreamed of. If you end up dead, well you've not lost anything have you?
>>677635320
>>677635534
i'd rather not waste the money i could leave behind for someone else to better use.
i've already attempted suicide three times
>>677635458
see you on the other side /b/ro
>>677635023
>>677635023
>>677635023
you need to get off your ass and go to the gym, fuck your emotions, it doesn't matter what it does go to the gym
do lithium until you can't feel
>>677635023
Pick up an instrument. Learn to play 5 songs. If you still feel worthless by the end of it then kill yourself.
>>677635023
Before u go feel free to PayPal me like $80 OP....do something good for once:)
Getting your fucking life together is easier than suicide.
It takes balls to splatter your brains everywhere. I bet youre too much of a pussy to kill yourself, faggot.
Youre going to get what you deserve. Spend the rest of you life in misery limbo, faggot.
>>677635635
Why are you afraid of wasting it? You'll be dead one way or another. Who cares what happens after? Not you, that's who.
>>677635816
Yeah maybe. I could probably do about $20. I'd need details though
Stop being pussies, not trying to be a dick but you're stuck in a rut.
It only takes one thing to change your outlook on life. I know, it's so cliche and over said but just do it.
What's the worst that can happen, you flick through a heap of hobbies and if you still want to kill yourself fine do it but don't be little bitches and not give happiness a chance.
PS don't be cynical, nothing will change if you try it already thinking that you hate it to yourself.
PSS stay off /b/. This place is literally a collection point of shitty thoughts and ideas.
>>677635713
No dude, he should try francium. That shit's the best!
>>677635713
been on up to 1.2g lithium a day, did nothing really. exercise sucks, fuck that
>>677635755
long-time musician, can play far more than five songs on several different instruments. still feel worthless lol
>>677635816
sorry bud. have family that could use that money. you could be trump for all i know
>>677635825
ok
>260
Not that fat
>inheritance
You already have it better than most
>25
Still young as hell not all fucked up and can still change
I'll make this easy...
Kill yourself if you meet enough requirements...
1) Don't have a job, and live of another's money.
2) can't contribute to society
(Don't have a job... Fucking volunteer somewhere).
3) can't maintain human relations
4) aren't happy with yourself
5) too lazy to better yourself
>>677635951
Well damn OP....u seem like a really solid person...maybe u should stick around <3
>>677635023
Probably should join the army. Sounds like you need structure and direction.
>>677636058
>>677636058
>>677636058
exercise is the difference between getting laid and having self esteem, and being the worthless piece of shit that you are.
if you don't want to get off your fat ass and become a better person, then you are right, fucking kill yourself.
do us a favor and an hero live so we can watch you pepsi, fuck boy
>>677636058
Wish I was trump, kek, wouldn't have to be asking for money :P
>>677636058
So you are just scared of change? I dont get it, why not change your life for the better? You seem very hesitant to get out of your routine, but your routine is what is making you suicidal.
>>677635023
NEET so yeah, kill yourself.
>>677636132
>Fucking volunteer somewhere).
Same demands as having a real job, sheltered retard.
>>677635023
Go for a run, do it every day. Its hard, until it isnt, then you just do it. Most high schools dont lock their tracks at night, its quiet. Do it for a month and your body will change, you'll feel better. Doesnt seem like it'd help but sometimes all you can do is exert power over the things you can change.
>>677636270
>exercise is the difference...
Fantasize more. I run several times a week, and still feel absolutely shit.
>>677636081
it's not about having it better. it's about not wanting it. even if i had the best life in the world, i simply don't want to live it. pretty fucked.
>>677636132
i live off of dead money, i don't care to volunteer, human relations are tenuous but i can still manage them. not happy with myself, too lazy to better myself. guess i'm out?
>>677636172
fuck you idiot
>>677636212
can't join the military in murrika if you have a diagnosed mental illness
>>677636270
lol ok. the fuck is "watch you pepsi?"
>>677636396
i just don't care enough to do anything. i just want this dumb shit to be over with. every day is misery.
>>677636212
military would help. You'll hate it but come out a better person.
>>677635023
Eat good fresh food.
Go for a walk, do it regularly
Stop browsing /b/
Stop watching porn
These things sound easy, they are not.
You will fail, but... fail again. Fail better.
>>677636767
>Stop browsing /b/
why are you still here?
>>677636428
my thoughts exactly
>>677636434
mah nigga
>>677636541
super flat feet and a long history of knee problems. i've always wanted to run but i physically can't. would probably feel better because i wouldn't be such a fatlord
>>677636704
see last post. can't join military.
>>677636703
order some heroin and benzos off the darknet and go to sleep and never wake up again
or
google com/search?q=exit+bag
if you're serious
So you ask for advice, people give their opinions and you just argue with them?
Dude, you really need to take a long look at yourself.
This whole "change is too hard, fuck change" bullshit is pathetic.
You don't want to kill yourself, you just want to justify your excuses to stay miserable.
>>677637079
i'll pass. i'd fuck it up and end up in prison. considered exit bags but i'd definitely vouch for something more gratuitous. could get a shotgun in 20 minutes.
>>677637096
i didn't ask for advice, i asked if i should. people then say why i shouldn't and i refute (not intentionally, just none of these are enticing). is this babby's first day on the internet? because you seem pretty upset.
>>677637096
>You don't want to kill yourself, you just want to justify your excuses to stay miserable.
QFT
FUCKIN REKT KIDDO!
>>677635023
>>677635458
I would suggest you guys read about mahayana buddhism. I used to be bipolar I schizoaffective and I know someone else who is the same way and we both are absolutely fine now, so in comparison you are starting from a slightly less dark place imo or maybe your doc's misdiagnosed you and really you are not on the proper medication.
So that you investigate it further I'll give you an intro:
The nature of things is that they don't inherently exist. This sounds like just some words or some cheesy "mystical" words but really it is just where you start off your reasoning for everything else. When we say that things don't inherently exist we mean that they don't exist in and of themselves, they exist dependent upon something else. Like how you depend on the food that you consume and also on the people who cultivated that food, see? You can take that at a very basic level and begin to meditate or just spend a lot of time thinking, on how you're dependent on other living beings, and that will influence you to think more positively and to want to help other people.
One of the things that I find most helpful is the concept in mahayana buddhism of the middle ground because bipolar disorder is directly linked to this in my eyes. There can be brain chemical imbalances, but modern medicine can fix those things, at which point it is up to the person to have the mindset to fully recover. The middle ground is like calm/comfort. Above it is the excited state like mania, and below is the depressed state.
IMO mahayana buddhism allows you to better analyze your own bipolar behavior, and to slowly work on it to achieve mental clarity at which point you are able to explore how we are all connected, and this exploration will lead you to want to help others, and this value of placing others before yourself is what will lead you to a happy life.
You have got the brains for this, just not the discipline. Work on the discipline!
>>677635023
yes
>>677635023
It dosn't matter if you kill yourself or not, its your life do whatever you want. Life is meaningless, we all know it. If you think you'd rather be dead to get away from the pain of living then godspeed bro
>>677636887
I'm beyond saving.
op here. abandoning thread.
thank you all for wasting your time with me.
>>677635023
First step is to stop feeling sorry for yourself. You have a house, money and the Internet. Some people don't have any. You're just being another whiny faggot. Get off your ass and stop giving yourself shit excuses.
>>677637289
Asking if you should is advice you moron.
You're so transparent, as soon as someone says something that you don't like at hits a little too close to home you just throw insults because you literally have nothing else to say.
You'll throw a wall up and expect everyone else to change because you're just so hard done by. Grow up, you're 25 not 15.
Do it. post proof.
>>677637709
Fuck you fat faggot
>>677635023
I'm the same except that I'm not depressed, mentally ill, suicidal fat druggie like you.
>23
>NEET for 2 years+ now
>lost contact with friends
>only hang out with my 20y old brother and my gf who I practically see every day
>play vidya all day
>been too long since I had a job
>forgot how to
>shit job market if you don't have a degree
a typical day is something like
>get up 3 hours later after gf left for college classes
>browse internet till she comes back
>make dinner
>watch netflix
>fuck
>play smash bros
>sleep
Literally almost every day or sometimes I go to my brother and play vidya there.
I think the difference between you and me is that I at least have 2 relationships with other people in my life. That shit will make a big difference.
>>677635023
I'm exactly like you but 10 years older and I have MDD instead of bipolar, and I'm 220 instead of 240.
It DOES NOT get any better as you get older, it just gets worse. Fucking believe that
If you're conscious of all your problems, it shouldn't be a problem to make a difference. Just have to want it bad enough.
Go to a gym and work out
>>677637709
You're abandoning thread because you can't handle criticism. You expect us to feel sorry for you but you're just being a cunt. Grow the fuck up.
>>677637096
>>677637709
>>677637916
You're predictable friendo. You run as soon as people say what you don't like.
>>677637676
That is a false statement man. Part of the reason you are not getting better is because you think like this. If you spent your time refuting your own inner reasoning instead of making exaggerated statements you would find it is more productive.
