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2016-03-25 02:45:45 Post No. 675722079
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2016-03-25 02:45:45
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Hey i don't know if this is a place to do this,but i just wanna come out to someone,& you should feel special i chose you guys to be 1st!
i'm excited..& nervous..aha
i'm a fairly butch-presenting,born-male male,who identifies as male,but when i hear it out loud,i just can't.
To hear strangers,or worse,friends & family,people who supposedly love me,refer to me as male,man,boy,dude,bro,bruh,guy,even the name i chose for me@17(i'm Kyli,nice to meet you!)crushes me inside.i get sickened to my tum & my lungs start hyperventilating,my intestines start quivvering,my heart races & so does my mind,searching for answer why the world has to be this way? Why don't they accept progress in a society so chained to conformity? Why is it so hard to understand that i'm notwhat they have such a sick hunger for me to be-even if i am?
But my mind can find no reason,no peace,in this world where all most truly wish to do is cause HURT,& PAIN.
i have cried into my cushions every night since discovering myself,because if it was this hard for me to finally figure out,how can i EVER expect for anyone else to understand THE CORE OF ME?
but i will fight the good fight. Society will not turn to the light in my lifetime,but one day the millions of name/facd/timeless warriors of love will be honored & looked upon as the pioneers & awakeners.i will be aMong them.who refused to be silent & let things go on normally or the way it should be
i can't not take my stand,in every possible forum,venue,encounter & opportunity. Every conversation & public space will be filled with the cry of freedom,not for long drowned out by the shouts of protest from those too comfortable in what they thought was life. i Am Kyli.
But out loud,i prefer to be referred to as, &my preferred pronouns are "heh"&"dilmar".
It's not easy being narcissexual,but it's everything that i Am,& it is the #1 thing i'm proud of in life.
~i Am Kyli! i Am The Infinite, No Boxes Can Tie Me To The Ground~
Thank you everybody!
