3/3

>were on an empty field, sitting in the grass or what
>I tell that i am going to snap if this continues
>im crying
>I loved her
>she agrees
>she loved me
>we cant continue
>but we cant stop
>the sex was good, but this was much much moar
>we somehow manage to break up
>shes wailing, me too, im howling of crying
>we sit there for hours
>we agree that this was for the best
>cant leave
>sleep on the field
Its lucky that noone was there to see or hear us literally roaring of sadness.
>mfw I probably broke up with the girl I was meant to marry, if I was 10 years older
>mfw i had a 2 year relationship when I was 15
>mfw this might have been love, something i havent felt since
>mfw no money for condoms
>mfw when the sex is so good, it ruins everything
>we talked once, 2 years after this. hearing her voice felt like coming home
>she told me she loved me. I loved her.
>it would have been impossible to meet then, she moved away to some other fucking town
>back then I missed her, now its fading, but this changed me. I had to fucking grow up. It wasnt good.

Well, I read this after I finished, and I have to say that my writing skills are little to none, but I'll post, maybe some of you can relate.

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>>676798891
tl:dr

>>676798891
Op, you could have gotten a part time job you lazy fuck, so you would be fucking like rabbits even now.

just what I need
I'm not posting my shit again

>>676800116
Youre right, i dont wanna complain, but

As i mentioned this is some donkeyfucked village 30 miles from everything worth mentioning
I got up at 5:30am to get to the bus, and by bus, imagine a 30 years old, eastern european chariot, which then travels for one and a half hour to get to some city. There I get on another public transport to get school. 9 hours pass, its 5pm. If I start work then how/when do I get home (no buses after 11pm), if i go home, the fuck work do i do there?

Also i was 15, and its fucking rare that someone under 18 works here. I cant express it perfectly, you have to live in this shithole to know what its like.

Help me /b/

So I confessed my feelings to a good friend and things went good but she is in a relationship atm. We flirt a lot and it's great but other times its shit. She always talks about others and I feel like a fall back when no one will talk to her. What do?

>mfw when the sex is so good, it ruins everything

>>676798891
Sauce???

>>676801401
this is pretty much me
except I know better than to ever tell her how I feel

>>676801698
Dude I know in the moment it's not a good idea but once you tell it becomes great. You should go for it

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what's even the point.

>spray girls with water because it's Easter

Jsi Slovák, že jo?

>>676802235
every girl I've ever said that to immediately hated me

>>676802653
Same but idk this one is prefect and she's something else and I'm so glad I can talk to her everyday but I still feel like I'll never have a chance

>>676798891
Bump for feels

>>676802355
Nem, de majdnem, szomszed.

>>676799147
>she disappears
>ohno
>my heads spinning, I think of worse and worse ideas
>>then I find out
>>her period was late again
>>she wanted to hide it
>>she left home for a few days
>>doing things i dont wanna know
>>cutting herself and shit
>ultimately taken to a hospital because of mental state

>mfw I probably broke up with the girl I was meant to marry, if I was 10 years older

Nope. You dodged a bullet there OP

Someone dump please

>>676798891
is it possible i saw this kat kunt on adultfriendfinder on a live cam? she looks familiar.

I'm trying to find my cousin

>live across the country
>dont have his phone number, email, nothing
>is in deep depression, locked in his room, won't come out

I'm really worried about him. I don't want to call his parents. They say he's on the internet all day and all night.


Maybe he's here?

>>676803521
Bit vague; You're describing 70% of the people here. Anonymous Board for a reason, anyway.

>>676803782
>>676803521
>lives in ohio
>age 23 or 24
>got full ride scholarship to uni, graduated
>didn't get dream job
>locked himself up
>possible suicide attempt

>>676803521
>I'm really worried about him.
Just call them, say you haven't talk to him in awhile and alittle concerned. ask for his phone number and for them not to say anything about it. Parents are understanding

>>676803167
The webm I got from /gif, its highly likely, yes

>>676804032
also doesn't help that his parents are crazy fucking enablers and all need therapy too

he lives with them, btw

This thread is going to die

>>676803010
It felt very special, she wasnt this type, that was the only time this happened.

I agree though, that the hospital thing was a bigger deal, and it was shrugged off too quickly, and didnt have any consequences.

You are most probably right.

Its just a strange thing that after so many years a so average girl has a dedicated place in my mind. But now when Iook back I am happy, and I think I would be a differently person today if not for these events.
I dont want her at all, the feeling is gone, but this was a huge deal in my personality. For the better, I think.

>>676800363

Shh bby is ok <3

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>>676802333

To make a good life and be happy.

>>676805310
Just with that reply you remind me of her.

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Dumping some old baww.

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>>676805623
Easier said than done.
But thank you for reminding me. Nice to know there are some who can be positive.

>>676805872
i love hyhy ;_;

>>676805630

I'm sorry things suck. 4chan isn't the best place for sympathy, but I am.

I hope you find a way to be happy. And that you find someone that loves you and is right for you :)

>>676801675
bump for sauce

>>676806077
Thanks anon, same to you.

Get trips of 3s

>>676805872

It's easy to be positive for others than for yourself. I worry a lot of course, but eventually I have to sit down and think it straight.

No one designed a point for us. Life really is for our enjoyment. Happiness is the best feeling, so we work for that. Therefore whatever out happiness comes from... that becomes our point.

>>676801401
At least you can say you like someone..
I on the other hand don't even know what "liking or loving" is...

I just find everyone annoying.

>>676801675
/gif/

I know nothing else, sadly.

>>676806695
I'm sure you'll find someone you can love. In time

>>676801675
>>676806143
>>676806848
It's in the file name guys.

>>676798891
I bet her room smells like ass.

not that im complaining but i doubt shes very clean

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>>676808962
I have some of these

>>676798891
>>were poor as fuck, so condoms are not a way to protect
you get these for free mate in the UK family planning
thats what i did when i was 16 FS
your first love never lasts anyways, you out grow each other eventually

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>>676809570
also dumping what I have

>>676800410
fuck..... feelsbad

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>>676800410
hits home

>>676798891

Condoms are free if you go to family planning clinics, STD clinics, or anything like that.

So, you're an idiot.

>>676798891
What the fuck is so hard about pulling out you stupid fucking nigger. Like seriously kill yourself, no one cares. Just fucking cut your stupid fag throat.

>>676805280
Tips fedora

sup /b/
last night
>be me
>pizza rolls in microwave
>inb4 ovens are better
*ding*
>take pizza rolls out of microwave
>plate is hot
>drop plate face down
>rip pizza rolls

>>676810717
......

>>676810640
I pulled you autistic virgin

listen guys, im having a gf for 3 years almost now, cheated 3 times on her and i didnt feel bad when i did. she found out 1 month ago about 1 girl and she died because she loves me really much and still wants to be together now the problem why i did this was, that im a horny fuck and she didnt give me pussy for a while cuz shes studying all fkn day and too tired... i love her too but what can i do about my hornyness. and yea i do fap atleast twice a day but i need vagina

>>676810717
I cri evri tiem

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>>676798891
man happened the same to me 4 months ago
i feel you bro

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my personal story

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>>676812313
And thats all I have.
Keep on keeping on /b/

>>676812115

i honestly hope that that is not true

>>676810717

Jaysus! I don't know whether to throw up at the horror, or cry for your loss.

>>676800902
hit close to home man. too fuckin close

>>676805280
I want the background but don't want the text anyone have the original photo?

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you guys matter, maybe you dont know how, or why, but someone knows you, someone cares for you, even i dont know you, im rooting for yoh, dont ever give up, maybe what you are doing now isnt working but try something else, im rooting for you anon, always will be

here goes nothing...

>be me, about 5 years old, molested by our female maid(it was cheap to hire back then; no I was not molested by my uncle; yes I am male; yes, I was not a virgin anymore at the age of 5)
>fast forward, 9 years old, made a promise with a girl that we will be bf/gf when we get to 13 year sold
>become 12 years old, family moved far from birth town to big city, tfw all that wait and no gf...
>be 13, popular in big city because I can play guitar, all the girls would suck me off if I give the go signal
>13 and half, lost big dad, confidence was burried with him,
>14 and emo as fuck already
>15 fixed my shit by playing vidya all day everyday
>16 moved overseas from big city to main big city
>culture shock, all that shock from being an immigrant
>17 still kissless, lots of opportunity, but my "principles" cock blocks me
>18 still kissless, still virgin (do not want to count the molestation)
>19, first kiss lips to lips no tongue, just won it from a game of truth or dare, well, the girl was dared to kiss me,
>20, had my first date, with a friend, who has a boyfriend... FML...
>21 and I feel like my life is going backwards, no confidence, cant be asked to make friends in uni anymore,
I am literally, mentally disabled if the definition justify my definition of myself.

Anon, I know this doesn't mean much..but.. I want you to believe in the you that I believe in.

-Anon

>>676800410
>Few weeks ago
>Be in a crowded airport
>Two shitskins with AKs screaming in kebab
>Every one fall on their knees
>One of them put his handgun on my forehead, tells me to sit down
>I grab it and dare him to do it
>Feel thrown back, and as if I wasn't in my body anymore
>Why did I have to wake up ?

Dont believe in yourself anon, believe in me, because I believe in you.

-Anon

>>676800591
Now my chest fucking aches because I just realized how true this really is for me

>>676808627
:(

should i green text my 15 month relationship and the mistakes.

>>676816215
You've got nothing to lose, even if you did.

>>676805872
whats this from?

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>>676816215
>be me, pretty happy 5 or so months into a relationship, drive to the beach for a week with girlfriend.
>everything is amazing, we walk on beach at sunset, i use my knife to carve our names into the lifeguard stand
>movielike.jpg
>we get back after great week, i just really need time alone because 24/7 for a week was rough i just needed vidya games
>after week i have bad gut feeling and i ask her if shes done anything
>no anon i just sat at home
>she calls me
>ohfuck.jph
>she tells me she sent pictures to 2 other guys, i cried for 30 minutes on the phone asking her how she could do it.
>i forgave her and tried my best to forget about it.

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>>676817032
>month 8
>eating lunch together i see a text from another guy
>i get curious and ask her if shes been texting another guy
>no anon i wouldnt do that
>ohfuck.jpg
>i called her out on it and she told me she just wanted pot from him
>pissedfortheday
>very pretty girl on instagram messages me asks me if im okay
i dont know what happened but i just said no i wasnt okay
>she found me in the weakest spot i could be in.
>i cheated on my girlfriend with her.
>i told the girl i couldnt do it anymore with my girlfriend and she freaked out and told her.
>i didnt know what to do
>gf freaks out on me and throws at sandwich at me.
>i walk away and punch a wall
(pic related surgery day)

well, fuck
for the first time in my life a girl likes me.. but she's 5000 miles away

>>676802235
in similar situation, girl lives in other country and we're fairly close friends, visited her etc. but she told me that one of her friends once confessed to her and she didn't understand why he would tell her that and they stopped talking completely...cant bring myself to tell her now

>>676810717
Plate is smash?

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I'm not depressed. Just kind of empty, there's only ever a weird static feeling no matter what I do. I don't want to be some emo fag that whines about the hardships of his privileged, 1st world life but I just wonder what it would be like to share this with people, I've never been particularly great at conveying this kind of emotion to those around me.
I don't know if it's the fact that I know that I'll never know how it feels to have someone love me, care about me, want to be around me, or that I am constantly reminded of the fact that everyone else is so much better than me in all aspects of life. It's gotten to the point where I just don't go on social medias because it's practically just a highlight reel all the ways in which I fail as a human being and all the ways in which everyone else excels.
I'm not about to go jump in front of a train or anything, it's not like that. I don't particularly hurt inside, in fact it's the exact opposite. I don't feel anymore. It may sound stupid but sometimes I go out in really bad weather (Britfag so it's always raining and cold) in clothes that aren't very warm just because the sensation caused by the cold gives me something to think about rather than just focusing on the ceaseless expanse of stillness. My life has become just one big non-moving, unchanging reel of black and white film. Stagnant. I'm drowning face down in a festering pool of self pity and monotony and the worst part is that because I don't feel things as much I'm less likely to bother to try to make things right, thus creating a vicious cycle of grief that I can't seem to escape from. I don't know what I need to do the feel again, I'm not sure I even care anymore.

>>676810717
haha upvoted ,
also source?

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>>676817032
>month 12
everything was fine and dandy, i tried my absolute hardest to make everything fine, we went to homecoming together and it was a lot of fun and I prefer to stay inside or work out. She forgave me for when i cheated on her with other girl. everything was fine. But one day it wasn't fine, one day she was very mad at me for something really stupid. I ignored her the whole day trying to just be calm.
>she wants to break up
>ohwhy
We mend things that day and figure things out, but i offered a plan. We have a free night were no rules she does what she wants i do what i want
>nonoanonicouldnever
i have to say okay and discard the plan.
i go out to eat that night and she tells me shes really tired and takes a nap
>she didnt fucking nap
She was at my house the next day and i saw messages on her phone and asked her about what she did and she said nothing, i asked her if she'd tell me if she did anything and she said "oh of course i would anon i wouldnt hide anything"
>godfuckingdamnit
i call her out on it
>she cries for 30 minutes as i drive her home
promises me she'll never do it again and it was her friends idea.
>lie.jpg

I got drunk do I care less about feels
goodnight, /b/
I love you guys

>>676818898
Goodnight

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>>676818852

>>676800591
argh god, I normally message about 4-5 people a day, everyday. School just ended for Easter break and I decided to see what would happen if I didn't message anyone.


It's been a week and nothing. Fuck me, man, nobody fucking cares

>>676818696
hello anon, was in a similar situation to you, can't really say anything about "people caring for you". that happens randomly, eventually you'll find someone. Seems to me like you need some meaning in your life. Find something to that makes you a better person.

>>676805280
I disagree, I just want someone to talk to, don't care whether they're stuck up or not. I hate being alone

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Be me waiting for her to be more revieling. Waited...got this. Now want more. Have diamond now for appendage.

>>676820931
That's exactly what I need, I just have no idea of how to get it.

>>676814929
stay strong man, just join a band maybe then youll get laid?

>>676821587
Anyway, I need to go to sleep. I've got to be up at 5am and it is currently 2:40am where I am so that should be fun. Thanks for your help.

I been inside my house so far for my spring break. I was planning to go outside today and go somewhere but I then I realized I don't have anyone to ask to hang out with. Now I'm just going to go drive alone around my city for a bit.

>>676798891
Sauce on that pic?

Not the saddest story but really fucked me up
>be 10
>grandpa dies and grandma gets depressed
>she attempted suicide with pills ambulance came quick and she survived
>been normal ever since, always joyful for a old lady
>her house is next to the school I attended
>I was 15 and I used to go everyday to her house to eat lunch. She cooked great and was free food, uncle also ate there
>one nice monday, weather was great for november, classes went great everything was nice
>went to her house
>uncle says almost screaming "Anon don't come, anon don't come, phone your mom, tell her to take you home"
>I ask what's wrong and he bursts to tears, explains sobbing, with the most desperate voice I've heard "It w-w-as grandma, she... she...
>collapses crying, saying no-one's prepared for this
She cut her wrists surrounded by old photos of her and my family, my uncle had just seen that
> ambulance comes, people stack at the house because it's next to school
>kids start making a lot of noise because of the ambulance and because they knew me
This might not be one of the worst stories but it really fucked me up in my teens

>>676799199
And literally not one fuck was given

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This anon told the truth.

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>be me
>be 17 never had sex
>doesntbothermetho.exe
>i meet girls online from around the country
>tinder.jpg
>meet this 8/10 girl on tinder this january
>think nothing of it for the first 2 weeks
>talking everyday
>one month past not a day were we wouldnt speak
>she lives 120km away
>another month goes past its end of february, things are getting rocky
>made plans to go on holiday together already
>another couple of weeks pass
>she doesnt want a relationship as shes going uni v soon
>fuckmylife.gif
>i understand
>i cant get over her
>we argue and bicker but i always come back
>never met only know her for 3 months
>we decide to only be friends
>lowkey tryna smash but in a romantic way
>''anon r u gay?''
>26 hours ago
>i see snapchat story of her cuddling with someone
>i knew she had someone on the side but she only wanted a fling
>always called him a fuckboy
>i see snap
>heart and stomach sinks
>she messages me 5 hours ago
>''im at a party talk to me im bored''
>i tell her im busy
>3 hours later i text her back like a little bitch
>she replies fast
>ignores 2ns instant message
>probs getting laid again
im crying over a girl i never met /b/ what the fuck is wrong with me

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...
>be me
>unkissable virgin
>people tell me I'm 7/10
>play stardew valley all the time
>talk to my in-game wife
>kiss her
>watch her until it turns night then go to sleep at the same time as her
how do I stop feeling so fucking sorry for myself? I feel so fucking pathetic

>>676824109
whats your steam name, if you need a friend add me its either skansneo or femnismismylife
ironic dw

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>>676823764
I Understand the feels man just stay strong anon we are here for you.

>>676824247
sorry too paranoid to give out steam. I have a "shrink". We only talk, but never solve anything.
just need advice from someone who isn't getting paid to "care" about me.

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>>676824416
cont(kinda)
>she cant get over her ex
>shes too scared to get into a relationship
>i hate listening to her talk about guys
>i tell her
>shes upset
>lulwut
>2 weeks ago i tell her i dont fancy her anymore
>she seems upset
>ohshit.jpg
>i tell her im talking to someone else (pic related)
>she seems kinda jelly
>i stopped talking to girl B even tho girl B was 11/10 and lived super close
>should i kill myself?
>or just drown my sorrows in games and fast foods

>>676824974
if you need help im here /b/ro

>>676805791

This is such a fake story that it actually really irritates me.

>>676825178
Anon suicide isn't the right thing to do I know from personal experience just stay calm and stay strong you may think its not worth continuing to go on but it always is I promise you that you might have to go through hell to reach the gold but in the end the gold is always there

>>676802653
That's too funny... everyone's always saying that girls should tell guys that they like them and ask them out, every single time I have done that I've been rejected. It's not coincidental, each person I asked out first, even if I KNOW they "like" me has rejected me. I've even experimented to where I just won't ask anyone out ever, 9/10 ends in a date. That stuff about girls should be asking guys out is complete bullshit.

>>676826221
i dont think im gonna kill myself but i feel like shit, should i tell the girl im upset?

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This whole thread.

>>676816784
Free to Play: The Movie

>>676804795
Has he ever had a long standing interest? Ask for his number so he can give you advice on it.

>>676826440
to be honest I never told my feelings to the person in my story but if I was in your shoes I would just to see how the person responds but if its not what you are hoping for I promise you ill be here for you anon I promise

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>>676827055
its 3am here shes probs cuddling with some guy again, i wish i never met her sometime

>>676827429
UK bro?

>>676827429
Anon I feel the same about the person in my story it breaks my heart and almost makes me want to cry when I think of them but my person loves some one else its hurts a lot to say that but I moved on or at least try to but I promise anon Im here I wont leave you