>>674616878
>my gf left me recently
>found out she's been flirting/texting with another dude already
>well at least I have alcohol and fapping
>drinking too big of problem
>doctor prescribes anti-depressants
>tells me I can't drink with this
oh yeah fuck you
>google and find out drinking will make depression worse
>mfw
>well at least i can still fap
>find out a side effect is difficulty orgasming
>fuckmylife.jpg

>>674617737
You can still kill yourself

>>674617737
how much of a pussy beta faggot are your to not even bare to get left by a woman? i bet she knew what a whimp you are, no wonder she left you

>>674617737
that sucks, bro
i am not familiar with those feels, but maybe edging can be your new thing, since you can't cum easily anyway..

>dropped out of college for the 3rd time
>smokes 5 joints a day
>don't hang out with friends because paranoid
>fap
>tfw used to be very populair in highschool

>>674616878
Go outside and walk somewhere you've never been before. Unless you live in niggerville. Actually... do it even if you live in niggerville. Y'all need adventure. Staying inside will literally kill your happiness if you're already sad.

>>674617737
I'm sorry to hear that man, how long were you two together?

>>674619061
my advice to you would be to stop enrolling in college.
find people to smoke weed with.
continue fapping, until you find a nice girl.
then stop fapping.
spellcheck and proofread.

>>674618011
thought about it but my mother already lost her only other son, can't put my family through that again
>>674618561
except we were together for like 5 years and I was actually about to propose to her
and it's not just that, she was the one who was there for me when my brother died, now that's coming back up too
>>674619010
yeah but after a period it gets unfun, like i was at peak and its over but i couldnt finish

>>674619656
5 years

>>674619929
Yeah, I read after I posted, I'm sorry man

I wen't through something similar last year, me and my girl were together for almost 4 years prior to her cheating. It fucked me up good and still does, after almost a year...

It did get better tho, so I can at least tell you that it can get better.

I did try to an hero, I did started going in for therapy, I did self harmed... all kinds of shit

But I also got better

As you can too Anon

A few days ago I had yet another date with a girl i really like. I never met someone like her before but unfortunatly she lives so far away that a relationship is close to impossible.
I feel like shit atm, and it only gets worse and worse even though we still write alot... This goes on for a few months already and everytime I see her I feel like shit because I know I can never be with her. I really hate myself.

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Any of you sad /b/ros got this picture:

>Orange background
>Image of male surrounded by bad thoughts scribbled on the image
>Underneath the above, male with female
>Text in head reads "Her."
>No more bad thoughts around him

It would be a big help
Super relevant

Everyone passes test. you missing 1% to pass :.(

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>>674620307
there you go

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This one?

>>674620171
thanks, I know I just gotta hang in there
I realize I'm sad she's gone but that I wouldn't take her back if she tried, so I'm just trying to focus on my last semsester of school
>probably won't be last semester cause I fucked up from all this shit and its all group projects
but then I'll just live life like any other grown man and start over

>>674619700
smoking weed won't help. just don't do drugs, none of them.

>>674618011
>>674618561
b is savage today

>>674619318
>Go outside in niggerville.
Why are you telling him to commit suicide?

>>674620481
Cheers man, it feels a little better just seeing this post cause now I can actually cry

>>674620579
Aaight, just looking after you man. I was there not long ago and I know how bad it can get, if you're interested I can share my Kik or something, if you really need contact or just talk, aaight?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WAGAoy5WZWY

>>674620841
describes my situation perfectly aswell, see
>>674620290
Good luck with whoever "she" is for you!

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>>674616878
listen up faggots. i don't care if you're 16 or 60. there's always time to make the best of what you got. sitting online complaining will not make things better. instead you will be left wondering for the remainder of your life as to what could have been. shit happens but you gotta keep on keepin on.

>>674620900
that's a nice offer man but I got some friends that'll come back in a couple days from spring break
just hard now cause I've been isolated in my apartment
have a good one anon and thanks for being awesome
>check'd

>>674620948
rubish

>in a relationship I don't care about at all
>they're everything someone could ask of out of a partner, I just stopped feeling the same a long time ago
>have people chasing after me asking me to leave them, I don't like them either
>only ever been in love once, I fucked it up so bad
>that one is single now, but so much happier than me and matured so much since we ended
>I would only bring them down, so I don't bother chasing after them
>no job
>got caught by cops with weed, on probation for idk how long
>no friends
>haven't eaten in two days because I just don't fucking care
>haven't left my room in three days except to piss or get a drink
>thinking about dropping out of school
>really thinking about just ending everything

I have nothing, /b/. I have nothing keeping me here. I have no reason to be here, I don't contribute anything by staying alive to anyone but me s/o.

>>674621159
Damn, that's great m8!
I'm happy for you!
Just keep it together, it does get better. It took me a while, but things start coming up, you meet new people, and then when you try and remember you'll wistfully smile and keep on doing stuff.

Keep strong man
We'll all be here any time you need to baww

>>674621453
That's a bad case of apathy. Please get some food and call your parents.

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>>674621048
I must confess I'm not missing her, we're still together, so it's not because I miss her that I'm crying about seeing it. She's going through a lot of shit right now and unloading it on me, and I'm constantly worrying if she's okay and if some thing bad is happening to her or family member and these horrible thoughts go through my head. But, then, when I see her, and when I get to spend my time with her, and experience her, my mind gets whitewashed and literally all I am capable of thinking about is her. The way she looks, the way she laughs, the way she smells, it's the perfect combination to completely sanitize and cleanse my brain of negativity. It's just overwhelming to know there's a picture, that someone else, who can relate to me from some random part of the world, has made. I find comfort and satisfaction in feeling less "alone" in my beta feels.

>>674619700
thank you, that's exactly what Im planning to do

>>674621099
I like your enthusiasm
I like your dubs
I rate your advice highly

>But I took out an $8k loan and lost my job the day it got improved, got knocked out and got my nose and a front tooth broken that weekend in a sporting match, my car is fucked, the car I bought with the loan is fucked, I've had to survive off MOST of the loan money and I hand out about 20-40 CV's a week when I can wake up during daylight hours and don't even get a fucking rejection call back.

Today's as good a day to die as any

>>674621441
You post one then

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>21
>no gf virginfag but I've held hands kissed etc.
>work 6 days a week
>night classes take up all of my time
>I have a lot of friends but I'm a total social retard
>people mooch off me/take advantage of me often
>See therapist because of depersonalization disorder usually once every 2 weeks
>Therapist says I show savant like abilities
>All of my teachers have told me that
>It just makes me feel alienated, I hate being told I'm smarter or better than other people
>I just want to fit in, be like everyone else so I don't get used or taken advantage of or whatever
>0 self esteem

And like most others, I use drugs to escape the pain. I know it sounds real whiny, there's more to it but I'm pretty high right now and I can't articulate my thoughts well

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hHWnFIVW1g&index=7&list=PLTamLG5qbQQbY74IfK4yZDSVs3HhD6oTb

> be me.
> 28 year old virgin.

I'm just tired guys. I'm just tired of it all. All I've wanted for years now is sex, I'm not asking for some chick to fall in love with me. I've given up on that concept. I just want one of them to have sex with me, I'd even pay. I've tried everything. I've offered my medication (adderall, xanax, tabs) in exchange for sexual favor and still no luck. I've offered money and still no luck. As I said I'm just tired. Maybe a retribution is in order, who knows. I'm too tired to even take revenge...

>>674622096
Do whatever it needs to keep her, bro. If you are anything like me, this would be the best thing to do. I am a better person when I am with her, even though we aren't even dating. I just stop doubting myself, being cynical and bitter. Be happy that you are with her.

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>>674622096
We all can relate. Its just biology at work. Guys love girls

>>674616878
>be 17
->do not but vidya, browse 4chan,and watch chinese drawn porn
>tfw no gf
>desperate for one. Did all autistic and beta things from writing them poems to sending flowers.
>get rejected and laughed at by some
>be 24
>started lifting thanks to /fit/ and /sp/, finally get decent body
>do meditation
>dropped vidya
>start making a business with friends
>self-teach myself about banking and stocks thanks to /biz/
>focus on career
>get an MA
>gonna get PhD next school year
>suddenly, dozens of fresh teens and milfs start lining up for me
>get flirted on and PM'd by coworkers, former class mates, etc.
>find out bitches startup their drama about who's flirting with me on FB (barely use that site so I found out about this from former classmates)
>Still no gf
>Feel nothing for them.
>Try to fall in love
>still nothing
>Find out I lost all sense of romantic and sexual attraction to anything but my own success. Can only focus on my work now.

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So, this will take a while to read

I am not happy with myself. I have never been. But when I was younger, I didn't care about that much. After all, I had my vidya and friends to play with. I still have both. I just don't enjoy it anymore as I see how meaningless it is.
But I keep playing. It is my way to escape from the reality and forget how much of loser I am in real life.
I am getting sick of everything. I am sick of being single. I am sick of being virgin and having to hear jokes about that from my very own friends. I am sick of being such a pathetic loser, but I can´t break the circle alone. I tried many times, but I just can't do it alone and no one seems to care enough to help me with that.
And longer I stay in this circle of depression and sadness the more empty I feel.

I have nothing to help me keep going.
No interests. No hobbies. No talents. No one to tell me "I love you".I have never heard it from anyone. Hell, I have never even heard anyone saying "I like you, Anon". I can't even imagine anyone being interested in me. Why would any they be? I am not the most handsome. I am not smartest. I don't have any special skill. I am just a saracstical, cynical asshole. I tried to get a girlfiend /b/. I tried.

I have nothing. Only thing I have are my friends. But that makes me feel worse. I am getting pissed at them whenever I see how successful their lifes are.
How girls are hitting on Jake even tho he is same asshole as I am.
How Thomas and his girlfriend make that fucking perfect couple.
How Dan always gets out of every problem with luck.
How fucking succesfull they are while I am just pathetic virgin without talents or skills.
I am happy for them, sure I am, but in the end it always gets me more depressed.

I have been like this for months now and I feel like dying every day.
I am not suicidal. I don´t think I want to hang myself or anything. I just want to die. Every single day.
Call me beta, call me a faggot. I don't care anymore.

>>674623203
mylife.txt

>>674620605
that's true
i started smoking weed 5 or so years ago and now i can't stop.
as soon as i go a day without, all the bad shit my mind does happens at once and can hardly function as a person.

>>674620574
kek

>>674623203
right in the feels

>>674621999
trips have spoken

>>674623203
same anon, same

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derealizations, can't laugh anymore, it's always a cringy smile.
Depersonalization, used to be populair af in highschool, now it's been 4 years and I haven't progressed at anything besides bodybuilding.

>>674622968
Find a prostitute retard

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>>674623095
This is a bad thing?

>>674623203
Shit man, my life is kinda better, but im afraid im going straight to this real soon if i don't change, but no matter what i try i just cant seem to change positively, while im feeling myself sliding down a cliff, starting to feel more like u every day and it frightens me man

>>674623203
you creaated all your problems. Doesn't seem that you have anything holding you from enjoying life.

>>674623203
Man...

>>674624271
Same.

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>>674616878
I've been single for the last 11 years. I have friends, but most of them live out of the country. I'm alone 98% of the time, with the other 2% being when I'm in class or at work.

I just turned 27 yesterday.

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>>674620307
>>674620481
>>674620574
>>674623578

>>674625277
as my belated birthday gift:
>dubs checked

>>674625277
Happy birthday anon
Basically the same thing as me except for the fact that I never had any real friends,only my two cousins maybe, and I haven't touch a pussy in almost 4 years now, I'm 19.

>>674619318
https://youtu.be/vUf6lxRyLrU

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>>674625709
Thanks.

>>674625748
Thanks, and it was an...enjoyable day, despite being alone. I went shopping, and found a book store that sells Gundam models AND Figuarts figures, as well as hving a HUGE selection of manga. Would be great if I could work there.

In any case, don't worry about sex. In my early-20s, I lived in a foreign country, and had sex ALL the time, any time (prostitutes). I would literally go grocery shopping after class, then fuck a prostitute on the way home (lived with my parents). Didn't care. But, these days...I just don't care that much about sex anymore. Truth is, sex isn't really 'all that' once you've had it enough times, and it's more of a headache than it's worth.

I also may have given myself ED from all the sex and porn. Fapping is a chore now.

>>674622968
Go to Bangkok or Kiev. Tons of prostitutes

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>>674622968
>>674626297
Or South Korea. "Red Light" Districts in practically every city, and/or "barbershops."

>>674617737
SSRIs are so bad for you, not even worth it. Get counselling or something instead.
Also drinking on anti-depressants will increase your tolerance extremely fast and destroy your liver. Still worth.

Isn't it weird?
I can only speak for myself, but I would never speak about these things to anyone in person, not even with my family.
This is the only place where I can be honest.
/b/ is a shithole in nearly every way and it is these threads that help me to face my feels.
Thank you guys.

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saved this from another feels thread

>>674626939
cont?

>>674626939
>only saved half of it
fuck

>>674627344
Does the kid die or something?

Guy from the last thread here. Still haven't texted the girl. What should I text her?

>>674627399
yeah
a nother co-worked makers him od on insulin

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>>674627399
>>674627344

>>674627537
On purpose? Like to spite anon?

>>674626198
damn
thats not too many

>>674627678
Kid had type 1 diabetes so it was probably an accident

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A Spanish girl has a crush on me and I'm developing one for her but right now I have a friend with benefits and I'm being tempted to end it, all while a 15 year old with a nice rack wants to date me (I'm 19).

I don't know what to do.

>>674627812
I wish I had your problems mate

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>>674626198
Pops had a 2nd heart attack

Had to hold him in my arms and lower him to the ground.

>>674627802
Man that fucking sucks. That's gotta be the kind of pain that instantly changes who you are.

>>674622286
M8....

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I have bad anxiety, but never with her. She's the antidote to this gay earth. The panacea that cures my sickness. Then she swallowed some peanut M&Ms wrong and choked to death. I miss her smile.
>webm related

jews

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>>674626939
nvm found it

>>674627509
If you're the one that you have that best friend that you really like and you posted some pictures of her, tell her that you just want to go out with her (after all it's Saturday tommorow). Pick a nice and quiet place and tell her how you feel. Go for it or else live with wondering what could have happened.

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>>674628030

>>674628438
Not me.
Want me to post mine again?

>>674628168
wait what

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>>674628620
If you don't mind, I'll be here.

>>674628509
Brother was murdered and I went to the police station to clean out his car. Found my christmas present in the trunk but I can't open it.

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Some girl said I was cute and invited me to hang at her dad's restraunt and we were there and all her co workers were just saying story's and I was laughing at them and then she was talking with them as well and I was having a good time until I looked at her phone and she was on snapchat looking at a other guys story and today she said were just friends idk niggas I think I'm super autistic as shit or a cuck

>>674628636
I HAVE BAD ANXIETY, BUT NEVER WITH HER.
SHE'S THE ANTIDOTE TO THIS GAY EARTH.
THE PANACEA THAT CURES MY SICKNESS.
THEN SHE SWALLOWED SOME PEANUT M&Ms WRONG
AND CHOKED TO DEATH.
I MISS HER SMILE.
>webm related

>>674628410
fucking christ
I would kill a bitch

>>674628801
So there's this girl. She's been my best/only friend in school for like 4 years now, but lately she's gotten popular and got more friends and kind of just left me behind. We also went to 2 different classes since this year, so I don't really get to see her or talk to her anymore. When I do talk with her, I'm always the one to initiate it. I miss her. I want to text her that, but I've no clue what to say not to sound whiny/cringy or sounding like I'm trying to force her to hang out with me or something

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3HydRGIwt8

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i smoke weed to remember him because he introduced me to it and it makes me remember the good times before it all fell to shit.

sorry for everything. see you when the sun sets east, don't forget me.

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>>674629422
>him

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>be me
>be 20
>tfw i have lived 10 years with paranoid schizophrenia
>never trust in a women
>not even my mother
>or my psychologist
>when a women treated me good, she always want something from me.
>i always fall in the bait.
> i never had girlfriend
>now i understand it all
>i waiting for finish my book
>then die
>fuck all the women in the world

>>674624212
Somewhat, yeah.

It's just the loneliness gets to me sometime. I mean, it's great. It's all great right now. I have time, money, career, hobbies, friends, etc. but I can't help but feel I've missed out, and is currently missing out, on the best that life has to offer. At 24-years-old, I've accepted that I'll never experience that wish-fulfillment romance in the spring of our youth we were promised to see in our movies or poems.

>tfw you will never be 17 again and just starting out in life who just wants a companion all the way
>tfw you will never find that innocent short-haired 7/10 squirrelly librarian girl
>tfw you will never have coffee while you talk about your favorite books
>tfw you will never have a date planned date to a restaurant and end up just reading Sophie Jewett on a park bench
>tfw you will never go home to the surprise of a hug
>tfw you will never go home to her freshly cooked spaghetti
>tfw that pasta was still somewhat raw but you eat it anyway cause it's the best in the world
>tfw she will never tell you how much she liked that wine you bought
>tfw she will never tell you that you need a day off and she'll set up a picnic
>tfw she will never cry tears of happiness that she finally finished that 100k-word novel and got it published
>tfw you will take time off from work to take care of her when she gets a fever
>tfw you will never hug her from behind as you both fall asleep

I'm glad fantasizing is free or else I'll be in debt by now. Anyway, so yeah. The women currently buzzing around me seem to be high-maintenance liabilities or gold/validity diggers. I know I don't want to hunk that way, but I do. Recently, I've outline what my life would look like at 30 (business, savings, career plans, stocks, etc.) and it looks well, only still no gf. Looking at it, the only reason I'd probably get a woman is to marry her (prenup and all) for tax benefits.

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>>674629422
But the sun always sets in the West.

>>674629422
is he dead?

>>674628759
Fk you man. I didnt wanna cry today

>>674629702
They didn't actually put him in the oven retard

>>674629688

translation: "see you never"

>>674617737
Drink until you will be dead

>>674628106
Closest thing to sympathy I've gotten, thanks anon

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>>674630009
>now I know...

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Where were you when Goku was kill?

>>674629817
I am sorry Mr. But this is not the thread for that.

>>674629702

yes

>>674629348
Sorry for the late answer. How often do you get to talk her in person? How does she react? Does she listen to you or does she beg you to stop talking? Does she show any sign of interest in what you say?

>>674630133
which when?

>>674629735
Your welcome

>>674630119
I wanted to reply aswell but damn it is hard to find something positive about your situation. You have some really bad shit happening to you as it seems. I wish you the best of luck that everything works out better than you think it will.

Any you guys have that greentext which compares a dude losing his virginity in his teens compared to losing it in his 30s? Can only remember a few lines.

>seen as sweet and naive
>is now seen as pathetic and sad

>>674630425
The first time was sad, the second time he was kind of a dick because he killed Kai, Bubbles and Gregory and destroyed their planet.

>>674630938
It's pathetic and sad in both cases. It's best to do it as soon as you get a chance and get it over with.
Then you are free to enjoy sex for what it is.

love requires stable persons who can take responsibility for what they do. otherwhise you're neither able to love someone, nor will anyone love you back. at least not in a healthy way. get your life together instead of blaming women for how cruel the world is.

>>674630691
Thanks anon. To think the most encouragement anyone's given me comes from /b/ of all places... I would've been happy with "Do a flip when you jump faggot"

>>674631568
This. Whiny dudes in these threads are the equivalent of women who "keep making bad choices" and always end up with guys who beat and disrespect them.

>>674631862
yeah /b/ is the scum of the internet but it's threads like these that give me some hope.
I mean if even places like this have at least somewhat of positive impact on any persons life the world can't be that bad.
If I ever anhero I will do a fucking flip just for this board.

>>674632485
pussies

>>674632952
Whatever dude, I know I am on /b/, there will always be at least one faggot like you
It's nice having you here

>>674632485
Word.
>>674632952
Don't challenge us, cunt. We will do flips

>>674633607
It was nice talking to you and everyone else, I'll go to bed now. Try to get out of the shit you are in, I'll do the same. Wish you all a good life

>>674634540
Same to you anon, good luck

>>674631400
>standard 4chan moron response

Everytime. It's not about the sex, it's the the social hurdles you've failed to overcome to remain a 25+ virgin.

i'm incapable of making lasting friendships with people who reciprocate and put any effort in.

last girlfriend ruined most of my genuine life long friendships by fucking a bunch of my friends while we were broken up (granted, for a year+) and then she left me on christmas after planning to move across the world without telling me.

not a shut in, i get out and meet new people all the time. but i always have to be the one to initiate and make plans or it never happens. i'm not making this up it's been almost 2yr since i've had somebody call me to hang out.

i used to have a big ass house and people would be stopping by at all hours to hang out. since i moved it's become very apparent they were all just using me for the location or because i was selling dope.

i'm now jaded as fuck and my exterior's probably so hard to pierce i don't blame people for not liking me. but i'm this way for a reason. fuck.

>>674635532
Being jaded and being in the flip game is a good mindset and business model at least. Just listen to some MF DOOM and get money like you got time on your hands

>>674635892
I'm out of that game tho, but I'm still stuck in the mindset. I got out after someone I really cared about was murdered.

can anyone post the one with the disabled kid eating ice cream with his family unaware of his future?

>>674636262
Smart choice, no one rolls that hard around here thankfully. Sorry for your losses man, all of them

>>674617737
>be with gf 4 years
>love her dearly
>catch her with guy 12 years older
I'm going to kill him.

>>674631568
More like if your girl refuses to do anything more than sit on her ass, nothing you do will bring you happiness. Don't fall in love with a lazy cunt.

This is not a thread I needed to read today.

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>>674637983
We're all here to suffer together now

>be me 15
>like this qt3.14
>liked her for 2 years
>go to football game for first time
>hug her and get her number
>ask her out the next week
>she says yes
>go to classes together hold hands etc
>hear from her friend shes only dating bc pity
>crushed.jpeg
>keep dating her thinking is bullshit
>am dumbfag
>gf starts acting like a bitch on period always
>inb4 shit story is all i have
>break up with her a few weeks later
>become closer with her bff (ex of my friend)
>like her friend more than her
>feels love for the first time in life
>deep talks late nights etc
>confess feelings to her
>says im an asshole and a dick
>ripme.jpeg
>both dating douchebags now

>>674637111
trust trips

>>674629614
Im 18 now and Im heavily driven by my own life choices and the hope that I can earn a college degree in order to be financially stable.
The success is what keeps me going.

The thought of earning more money than i can ever imagine keeps me going.

But in my pursuits, I have so far cut contact with any past girl...friends or suitors that I have met in order to focus on my goal.

You,my friend, seem like a glimpse into my own future, and I couldnt be more afraid.

>>674640633
just keep telling yourself you're better off that way
after a few years it sticks

>>674641091
Would you say that youre doing well for yourself in terms of education and income?

Because if I am being honest here, that is all Ive ever truly wanted in life. And I think I could live without a wife if I knew that I and my immediate family were taken care of financially.

>>674641503
bout to graduate college with no student load debt, so id say im doing pretty well

>>674629614
That's some pretty detailed fantasising but I get your yearning for a missed teenage years, I'm 26 myself though I'm KV.

>>674641503
> And I think I could live without a wife if I knew that I and my immediate family were taken care of financially.

I'd rather be dead if I could tale care of my family financially. No point in living miserably for long.

>>674616878
Just told my best friend I loved her
She doesn't love me

>>674643368
You must not care for your family. I, on the other hand, care for them very much.

>>674643542
bruh you're scaring me

>>674620841
Edgy

>>674643542
i know the feel dude the same thing happened to me too but hey it could have been worse

>>674643654
Harsh statement but after living with them for 25 years and having no real friends, life kinda sucks. A lot.

>>674643542
Told my friend a similar thing once. She got with one of my best friends less than 24 hours later. Dont trust girls man no matter how chill they seem, deep down they're all whores.

>>674643801
>>674644492
I always feel cold
Literally sitting here in the corner seeing her flirt with assholes that we know
I know she doesn't want to talk to me
I know I sound like a faggot but Idc about fucking her I mean given the chance I would want to but before that I would rather just for one night be able to hold her
Lie down with her in my arms
Fall asleep feeling her heat next to me
Maybe that could finally warm me up

>>674625407
only honest post in this thread

>>674644887
I'm slowly getting that
I just wish it weren't true

>>674645497
sometimes it take longer for the truth to rise to the top. Sometimes they keep it hidden so long that you marry them, but no matter how cool they seem, they're all unreasonable assholes.

>>674623561

Because you're mentally dependent. Learn to be a fucking person while you're sober.

>>674645497
>>674645739
And so begins the thread derailment. Man just go suck dicks, no women involved and you'll be happy.

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>>674645739
Don't even know what to do
All I want is a qt3.14 to hold at night and she was perfect
Beautiful
Hot
Funny
Smart
I don't even know what to do now

>>674617737
It sucks, but everything heals over time. You're still stuck with some misplaced affection, that has yet to fade. Try to understand that your feelings for her are destructive rather then constructive and she doesn't deserve them. Placing and understanding feelings and thoughts is more productive than suppressing them imo.

I'm sure your mind will figure it out on it's own over time. Godspeed.

>>674646021
problem solved. I thank you

>>674646055
Caving in to talking to her despite her rejecting you will do nothing but feed her growing ego. best thing to do is to leave it alone and hope for the best