>>674388291
this is a continuation of the old thread thats about to 404

Alright just so anyone doesn't waste their time, as I have in the last past several hours. This kid is retarded. Shows every symptom of depression yet refuses to admit he's depressed. Refuses to try antidepressants or hallucinogens.

>>674388291
anyways, what I was trying to argue in the old thread is that suicide does not equal depression. I have absolutely no depression, I just have no strength of character or any ability to handle anything, and thus I need to kill myself. That is all.

Just poating here for dat screencap

>>674388602
hallucinogens are a terrible fucking idea. That shit is literally fucking poison. Also, you can't say I show every symptom of depression because you're not a psychologist and therefore can't diagnose people.

>>674388602
also, while I do disagree with you, I appreciate that you have talked with me for the past few hours, so thank you.

>>674388705
I'm done arguing OP. You're closemindedness and ignorance is just too much for today. You really should kill yourself. Its blatantly apparent that you're going to do no actual good in the world. So please, for everybody's sake, buy a gun sometime soon & remember to go for the heart instead of the spinal cord.

>>674388705
how are you going to say all hallucinogens are poison? do you know what DMT is? Yes, drugs are bad for you for sure, but oxygen also a poison if you look at it like that.

>>674389037
I want your name or something so I can celebrate when I search Google for suicides in two weeks though if that'd be alright

>>674389078
outta spite, imma go for the head instead. btw, are you still the guy training to be a nurse?

>>674388705
go ahead pull the trigger, hang yourself. bet you dont have the stones to do it anyway faggot

>>674389130
I wouldn't get started, he's absolutely delusional.

I work with NaCN at work. just add water or acid for HCN lol.

>>674389192
Have fun being a parapalegic once you miss dude. Yeah I am.

>>674388705
Have you ever even seen a hallucinogen? DMT is in every single living thing on Earth, but it's poison? If you look at it that way than you might as well say oxygen is poison. it does slowly kill you. Ignorance is NOT bliss OP.

>>674389187
as far as personal identity goes, im not giving you jack shit. However, Im a vassar student from the 4th floor of Lathrop, so if you see a suicide from someone matching that description in two weeks, then you'll know that op stopped being a faggot and killed himself.

>>674389251
Btw, I'd skip Cyanide all together. Shit will fuck your world up.

>>674389335
holy shit, how long have you been in this thread?

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>>674389251
>>674389394
wait... I just realized we ain't talkin about Hydrogen Cyanide.... (HCN)
So I posted this pic of a hot redhead in return for my misguidance.

>>674389369
Fuck you, you crazy schizo. I've spent hours of my time helping you plan how to kill yourself. Eat a dick

>>674389233
just you wait, nigga. In two weeks...

>>674389436
>>674389515
I've been in this thread for forever.

>>674389515

I witnessed that

OP is obvisouly an attention whore

>>674389590
Me too.

>>674389515
why are you getting more pissed off at me when I just gave you what you wanted?

>>674389678
how so, anon?

>>674389690
Because college kids offing themselves are a dime a dozen, I want to know for certain that I was responsible in making the world a little bit of a better place

>>674389251
how do you get the NaCN?

Rubber pipe, duct tape,and your car. Maybe some sleeping pills.

>>674389867
goddamnit nigga, there's only like 15 people on my floor, lol. You think there's gonna be more than one suicide in 1 week of each other? Shit, i don't think anyone's killed themselves at vassar in like 80 years. If you hear of a death matching my description, suffice to say its me.

>>674389679
I don't understand how someone can be in denial that much. Like how is that possible?

>>674390100
well, personally I disagree with that, but whatever.

>>674389901
how many?

>>674390100
Couldn't give you a legitimate reason tbh. I just accepted my own shit, never had denial.

>>674390195
Give me at least a fucking letter of your first name, I need to know without a doubt that I contributed

>>674389867
well, I may not agree with you overall, but nevertheless, I wish you luck on achieving your goal of becoming a nurse, anon. If you've put up with me for this long, then I'm sure you'll be able to handle any patient.

>>674390450
For real, this was how I thought when I was in grade school. Like don't you grow out of this as you mature?

>>674390552
Thanks schizo. Yeah I realized a couple years back that nursing is all I want to do, so no matter what I gotta do, I'm gonna be the best nurse around.

>>674390465
my first name starts with an s. you'll know its me because in my suicide letter ill say that I dedicate my death to anon, the nursefag from 4chan who tried to convince me that I was being retarded for wanting to kill myself.

>>674390718
Aww fuck yeah. That's all I needed. I'll be waiting schizo. Don't disspoint. Hope you have an enjoyable last couple weeks.

>>674390557
out of curiosity, when you say grow out of "this" what specifically are you referring to in the post? I'm not trolling, im just not sure what you're referring to.

>>674390833
thanks. I'll try to live it up in your honor.

>>674390557
I wouldn't say you grow out it per-say, but I've realized that no matter how life goes, the bad will always outweigh the good, make the best of what you have. I'm 20, Father died when i was 4, Mother just passed from alcoholism, i'm an ex-heroin addict, sometimes just being "fine" is more than good enough.

I need a pizza dude right now

>>674390718
Can you put me in there too? i've been trying to help as much as i could. HeroinFag is fine

>>674391081
shit, dude, I'm sorry to hear that.

>>674391225
sure. I'll say that in my final days I was given comfort by my two good friends nurseFag and heroinFag, from 4chan. my mom's gonna think I'm fucking retarded when she sees my suicide note (and, to be fair, she wouldn't be too wrong)

>>674390849
The mindset that you have about life. It would take me too long to explain, but a big thing is how concrete your world views are.

>>674391225
out of curiosity, which person were you in the last thread?

>>674391462
don't tell me you're one of those relativismFags, are you?

>>674391500
Suggesting that he at least try some drugs before taking the path of no return.

>>674391590
I don't know, I think philosphy is pointless. Just live life and be happy, there shouldn't be anything else to it. You're a guy though right?

>>674391263
It's okay man, life goes on. I'm very thankful for everything that I have. Thank you for the sincere reply though anon.

>>674391837
yup, im a guy. what about you?

>>674391608
well, to your credit, I do plan to get extremely drunk off of vodka right before I kill myself, so I'm sort of following your plan.

>>674392013
Yeah I am. Just had to make sure, it would've fucked with me if it was a girl that I was pushing to kill herself.

>>674392134
well, I suppose it's always nice to know that chivalry is not dead.

>>674392116
Not really, alcohol can't even compare to psychedelics. Having to piss every 5 minutes is alot different than watching a whole new Earth form or floating along an intergalactic highway for what feels like eternity

>>674392116
Eh, you're sorta right with that. Just make sure your not too drunk to do it right the first time.

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just going to leave this here

>>674392361
So very true.

>>674392365
hmm. This does pose an interesting dilemma Perhaps I could drink 7 shots, wait 20 minutes, drop a cyanide pill into the 8th shot, and then drink it?

>>674392417
nigga please. That shit doesn't work. Helium companies now make their helium 20 % oxygen by volume so that suicideFags can't kill themselves.

>>674392660
WHAT!!! Really? Son of a bitch that was my only hope :'(

>>674392361
I'm sorry HeroinFag, but I just don't trust non-alcoholic drugs. Besides, you can feel like your disconnected from reality when drinking also. You just need to drink to near the point of passing out

>>674392554
How tolerant are you to alcohol? I mean, you could use an enema bag and take in the alcohol threw your cilia in your intestines, you would die from alcohol poisoning way before you finished half a bottle. Won't get processed through the liver and goes straight to the bloodstream.

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>>674392824
me too anon, me too.

>>674392970
im pretty untolerant.

>>674392897
It's alright I guess, I just don't understand that ignorance tbh. I know for a 100% fact i'd be dead if not for recreational drugs.

>>674393141
i have my reasons.

>>674392660
I was talking with an Anon for a few hours a while back about why that rig didn't work for him the night before. He woke up with a headache.

He said was gonna try it again (I didn't tell him about the 20% oxygen mix). Seemed pretty set on doing it.

I wonder if he tried another method later.

>>674393102
Well tbh, any tolerance wouldn't really matter as long as it's more than a few shots. It's what alcoholics do after their livers go bad from heavy drinking. if you do 1 shot this way and don't have any tolerance you can die very easily. Also, no way to purge your body of the alcohol, so no one can help you after it's inside you.

>>674393346
you should have told him about it so that he could make an informed suicide decision.

>>674393384
yeah, but I kind of don't want to shove shit up my ass, fam.

>>674393588
Hey OP, don't knock it till ya try it. That would just be a very easy, and if you like alcohol somewhat enjoyable death.

Samuel Sylvester

>>674393480
Yeah, I guess I could have.
I did call him out on how he was gonna couple his mask to the tank ( he posted a pic of his set up).

I'm willing to bet he did try it again that night.

>>674391455
where do u live? what news Chanel should i be looking out for? how do we confirm kill? i wasnt in last thread so u probs wont but if you chuck pilled rat in the note would be cool

>>674393883
how would that be enjoyable if I don't get to taste it and pass out within a minute or two?

>>674393982
nah, fuck off thread newfag. Also, just google news suicide at vassar on the sunday two weeks from now.

how old are u?

>>674394160
18. wbu?

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>>674388291
Have you tried black cock yet?

>>674394126
was worth a shot

>>674394003
I personally hate the taste of alcohol, and you won't pass out that fast, i'm just saying, you said you liked drinking, and you'll be "drinking" yourself to death.

>>674394265
lol, i can't blame you for trying.

>>674394257
nah, thats a pretty gay way too die.

>>674394209
ill probably b& but 17 btw i had depression i made tea from san pedro cactus "its a psychedelic" cured my depression and social anxiety probably worth a shot. your calling it poison but if your gonna an hero might aswell try

>>674394315
maybe, but wouldn't it be easier to inject the alcohol directly into my bloodstream?

>>674394495
I don't think you quite understand why I'm opposed to this. If a person is merely a specific organization of cells and chemicals, then by chemically altering your brain, you cease to exist as a person but you continue to live, which means that you enter into a fate worse than death.

>>674394733
your brain is "chemically altered"(barely) for a short period eventually enzymes break down the mescaline or other psychoactive. if you ingest a taco that chemically alters your bloodstream and cells

>>674394508
Yes, it would I suppose, but it's literally the same thing, the alcohol isn't metabolized in the liver and thus goes straight into the bloodstream. Also OP, alcohol is a drug just like any other recreational substance. And the san pedro cactus contains mescaline. That's the substance.

>>674395035
it still changes who you are as a person, therefore I don't want to have any part in it. I would cease to exist if I used them.

>>674394733
also i dont believe were just cells and cheicals reacting i have had out of body experiences and now believe my consciousness is just inhabiting the vessel which is my body but i geuss everyone has their own experiences thus own belief

>>674395035
100% true, if you wanna talk technical OP, eating a taco would give you the same chemical reaction that doing cocaine would, just a smaller reaction.

>>674395076
I have no problem with using alcohol because I already know that it will not affect me, but I won't use any substance that can chemically alter my brain, for my aforementioned reasons.

Hey Samuel, it's nursefag. How do you think you killing yourself is gonna affect your parents? Do you think they understand your view on life? Or do you think that for the rest of their lives, they'll think it was their fault?

>>674395076
also my main opposition to this is that I really hate the idea of shoving shit up my ass.

>>674395370
who the hell is samuel?

Don't use a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Just wait it out, live out life, don't end it short.

why do u wanna kill yourslef apparently not depressed. just bored with life?

>>674395484
>inb4 trite cliches

>>674395420
Well OP, i'm just giving you plausible easy option.

>>674395481
Pretty sure it's you, I'll be able to make sure on Monday though cause I could be wrong.

>>674395533
i think for now im just gonna stick with the shotgun to the head plan. It seems most efficient. All i need to do now is find a gun store near vassar.

>>674388291

Can you explain logically why you want to kill yourself? Do you even understand your own mind? I don't think you're qualified to kill yourself.

>>674395625
i don't even know anyone on the 4th floor named Sam. idk who the fuck that is.

>>674395484
Depression isn't a temporary problem for some people, you fucking retard.

I fucking hate when people say that shit.

>>674395370
well first of all, my dad is already dead, and when he killed himself he wrote in his suicide note that he hoped we'd all die, so he sure as hell wouldn't care. As for my mom, I believe that due to irrational reasons she would briefly care but would over time come to realize that this was for the greater good, and she would come to accept it.

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>>674395645
If that's how you wanna go out man, i can't tell you what to do.

>>674395768
Well some random kid's parents are gonna have quite the scare zozzle

>>674396083
whose parents?

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>>674388705
>Hallucinogens
>Poison

>>674396260
Samuel's

>>674396061
>moralfag detected.

>>674396454
But maybe not, who knows

>>674396454
once again, who the fuck is Samuel? Which person are you referring to and what specifically did you do?

>>674396439
idk why people here won't admit this.

>>674396575
Some bro who goes to Vassar, and why are you so concerned dawg?

>>674388705
eeeeediaaat.

>>674396734
what I mean is did you contact his parents? and also, how did you find this person?