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>>672096070
I'll dump for a bit

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Can't have grn txt, except it's true and if I type it I'll probably fucking cry.

I missed these kind of threads

>>672096862
thats what these are for

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I'm out of pictures.
I'll still be lurking if anyone wants to chat.

>>672097824
If that shit it's true, i fucking lost...

>>672098066
Sorry dude, I'm not really in the mood for a feels thread...

I've got a fuckton of other stuff to think about right now, and even though I have depression I don't want a feels thread right now

anyway, if you wanna talk I'm here /b/ro

>>672097888
k

> The worst thing that ever happened to me was on Christmas. Oh, God. It was so horrible. It was Christmas Eve. I was 9 years old. Me and Mom were decorating the tree, waiting for Dad to come home from work. A couple of hours went by. Dad wasn’t home. So Mom called the office. No answer. Christmas Day came and went and still nothing. So the police began a search. Four or five days went by. Neither one of us could eat or sleep. Everything was falling apart. It was snowing outside. The house was freezing, so I went to try to light up the fire. And that’s when I noticed the smell. The firemen came and broke through the chimney top. And me and Mom were expecting them to pull out a dead cat or a bird. And instead they pulled out my father. He was dressed in a Santa Claus suit. He’d been climbing down the chimney on Christmas Eve, his arms loaded with presents. He was gonna surprise us. He slipped and broke his neck. He died instantly. And that’s how I found out there was no Santa Claus.

>>672099500
gremlins much

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>>672099500
If that is true, HOLY SHIT DUDE

That must have been horrible

Stay strong /b/ro

>>672099162
>Be me
>Uncle says when he dies, I am receiving his inheritance, definitely 6 figures
>Married my wife, but by herself she gets tricked easily
>The problem with all that is doctors told me I have 10-15 years to live, that was 7 years ago, and I might be getting worse
>I am looking for someone to take care of my wife after I am gone, and not someone who would just marry her for her money
>I can't trust my family b/c they are all golddiggers which is why I'm getting the entire inheritance
>I tried to put faith in her sister, who is just like me, she's very tough and overall strong-willed
>The problem is she keeps making bad decisions with relationships and thinks people she can trust are trustworthy, they are not
>Her sister also said she would stand up to her abusive bf, b/c I told her I trusted her to make the right decisions from here on out
>Since she said she would, he's completely dominated her, and she hasn't done shit, and she is the closest person I trust to protect my family when I'm gone
I don't know what to do so here I am typing, and no don't say shit like you're married and getting a large inheritance, that's not the fucking point.

>>672099640

hug me oldfag

>>672099500
Kek

bamp

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>>672096070

do you ever want to kill yourself, end it all or just feel extremely depressed for no real reason? I can't be the only one. some days I'm fine, some days I want to hang myself. it's becoming the reason that I am always depressed. it sucks not knowing why.

>>672099640


a kindred spirit

>>672100006
have a child

>>672101135
It comes into my mind often as well. No triggers or anything. Just an urge to leave.

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I buy these for cheep. Usually they're dirty, or damaged, or broken. I fix them. I take them apart, clean them, replace old wiring and rotten strain relief, fix solder joints and put new plugs and connectors on them. I polish them. I have gold and chrome paint, I have flat and glossy black touch up paint. I have wire wheels and polishes and 4000 grit sandpaper. I take each mic, usually they're 40-70 years old, and I fix it, make it look great and make it sing again. I find a stand that matches its personality and look perfectly and pair them up.

I do this to make money. Most of these mics I bought for $10 or $15 and now they're worth $50 or $100 or even $200. But they keep piling up because I can't bring myself to sell them. Every time I find another fixer-upper I tell myself I really have to sell it and make some money, but then after all the days and hours I spend with it in my hands, I put it with the others and I can't get rid of it ;_;

>>672101135
i cant stop thinking about it

>>672102827
those are real pretty, anon

>>672097821
the "ifs" are the worst part

>>672101810
That's an okay idea, but do you really want to have a kid just to make him fatherless?

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>>672102827
That is when passion takes hold. Don't ever lose that passion, be it over microphones, automobiles (in my case), records, whatever. Passion is such a lost concept today, and that hurts me like hell.

You've done a hell of a job restoring those old mics, anon. I'd like to see them put to good use, and I'd like to see you succeed in repairing them.

Pic related; one of my own "I just can't sell it" projects.

>>672102827
them repairing skillz, /b/ro

>>672104669
kek

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No friends.
No GF.
My father hate me.
No job.
Living whit my mother.
Im only speak whit my cats.
Try to kill myself but im a chiken.
I hate myself and hate the life

>>672105028
...you should get a job, i mean, the grocery stores are always hiring and theyre not that bad.

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>>672105028
hang in ther m8

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lads, i can't take it anymore.

so fucking lonely. siblings are gone, parents are gone, no friends, and the only thing that keeps me going is her, but shes moving away soon.

i'll end my life then. a peaceful death maybe. carbon monoxide seems like the best way dont you think?

their world keeps on turning
ours is standing still
the only excuse is ourselves
fucking failures
life doesn't care
it will never care
just some useless niche talent faggot
you die no one would notice
probably wouldn't even get local news
no one
emptiness embodied.

its been fun.
but now i'm serious
dark is life, dark is death.

>>672105414
I tried to search a job, but i cant find anything
(Sorry for my bad english)

>>672105688
Different anon here.

I know the feels. I've been looking for a job for a month now, been hitting them all up every couple days to ask about the progress with my application and everything, but my area is legit dead right now.

Could you do some odd-jobs for your neighbors or something? Yard work/cleaning/baby sitting?

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>You didn't do anything wrong, you're just not good enough.

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>fuck man, do you guys ever feel like the most lonely when you have everything, like i have eveerything i could ever want yet i feel so empty, and nothing can satisfy that emptiness, sometimes i feel as if thats as much life will ever get and that ive reached the end already,
and i mean ive had girlfriends in the past but even then the emptiness is still there regardless
i took a class about psychology and i learned that there are naturally people who feel low all the time but fuck man coping is sometimes hard.

>>672104694
wow anon, that's a beaut! very classy. so are you just keeping it running and doing the gradual rebuild or what's the plan?

>>672105653
anon don't do something like that, shit will always happen its only natural that you will want to hold on to those precious moments, but thats all they are memories, something left in the past to remember, dont let things like that keep you from doing you, whatever you, or whoever you are remember to live for tomorrow, dont think about her no matter how awesome of a time you spent with that person just keep living who knows maybe you will find something better but all you need to do now is wait, wait for the end of the world and believe that something is waiting for you


good comes to those who wait

>>672105897
Right in the feels, anon

>>672106135
I tried everything but nothing.
Im live in a poor state of argentina. No hace work here

Can someone proof-read this eulogy-thing for me? It's not a full eulogy, but everyone wants me to say a few words because for a week I didn't leave his hospital bedside. My grandpa's being buried tomorrow and there's only like one person from outside of the family who's showing up:

Some might say it's unfortunate that this was all so sudden. One day Bumpa was here and the next, he was gone. However, I feel something obvious is being overlooked. His injury and subsequent illness did something unaccountably important: It brought us together, made us rely on each other, remember the best of times that we had shared, and look forward to the times that we will share.
The process of estrangement is not an obvious one. It's neither malicious nor intentional. It creeps up and gradually takes over. On a long enough timeline, people drift apart. Family members move, get new jobs, buy houses, rent apartments, go to school, even go to sea. Life happens and it's not obvious until something holds a mirror up and gives us pause. Makes us realize what's at stake.
Through our time of trial in caring for Donald, he reminded us that though geographically we've scattered, we will always be one thing: a family. We reunited from across the country and it gave him strength. It gave us strength.. and it made me realize that although there are those amoung us that though I am not related to by blood, I am proud to call you my family.
"I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you visited me" ... you were there for Bumpa and I will always be grateful for that.
The truth is, my grandfather touched our lives in more ways than we will ever know. He was the cornerstone of our family upon which we've built our home and his final gift was to bring us together once more. May we never again drift apart.

Ex-fiancé is getting married to who was once my best friend.

turned 20 today

>>672108493
Give it up Justin, it was over before he moved in on her and you know it.

Why is it when I think of doing something, my brain goes to worst case scenario every time

>>672108677
wow. not Justin, but wow.

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>>672108614
Happy birthday, ya fuck.

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>>672096772
Have another

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I'm back. It's been like a week.
Anyways, if you want to talk about anything, anything at all.
Skype: pipnetskype

>>672097670
I haven't loved in seven years. That is seven years of telling people I'm fine. I don't need to go out and meet people. I don't want to do new things in my life. The truth is that I'm scared. I was hurt, I hurt other people, and I don't want to do that again. I don't want to get my hopes up, I don't want to get someone else's hopes up. I don't want to love because i don't want to lose.

>>672105028
Holy fuck anon this is my exact life

I'm here for you /b/ro

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>>672105028
I'm feeling with you

I'm kinda just a shitty person, man. I look at everything I'm doing in 3rd & It's dumb. I'm just that kind of "have stuff but still empty" and it blows. I am just sad for no reason, and I can't even kill myself. Couldn't even pull the trigger with an empty chamber. I'm a shitter lol

>>672108614
Happy birthday anon

>>672108614
Happy birthday, anon. I have some birthday cards laying around if you have a PO Box

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Feels. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDGuNWu9WSo

>>672111194
what's kirsty about fag?

>>672108614
Happy birthday, kiddo! :)

>>672108296
It's very well done anon, it's great.

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>>672096070

Keanu is done feeling

now he only shreds

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpr8oqyjKIc

>>672104694
Details on the build anon. You and me both with automobile passion.

>>672111756
God damnit keanu. I wish we were friends

My grandfather died today. He was one month short of 92. No one has ever heard him complain ever...period. He never expressed love. Just a clever smirk. I told him I loved him last night. He pointed to his ear and looked back. His name was Constantine.

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>>672112919
My grandpa died in a state he could barely hear me and he couldn;t really talk back to me. Last words I ever spoke to him were "I love you, Grandpa".

Have you ever wanted something terrible to happen in your life just to make it less dull. I feel like my whole life is a flat line and all I want is the slightest bit of emotion but it never comes.

>>672105786
Thanks anon, me completely.
>tried to act cool my whole life
>wanted to be excepted
>now it's senior year in high school and Ive seen how fake I am.
>how fake everything and everyone is.
>try to find "real" friend
>no one
>I'm not cool enough for cool kids and I'm not unpopular enough for the unpopular kids.
>I'd rather go unnoticed and at least own up to it
>instead of putting up this facade and pretending people actually care
>and wanting them to care
>I'm a poser, my "friend group" is too saturated
>to the point where I just don't belong anywhere
>not even with the kids that don't belong anywhere
>I'm fake, just like you, just like everyone else, no one cares

>Be me couple years ago.
>Asking crush I talk to a lot to homecoming
>literally take the time to plan it for 2-3 months
>fast-forward to the day I ask her. Her friends are involved, she was a country girl so I decided to get a hayride going to her house and made sure she was home.
>when we get to her house they held up the signs "home" and "coming" then I held up a sign that had arrows pointing to me.
I see those signs every day. They are still in my room.
>She says yes to it all and I give her flowers and whatnot
>fast-forward a week till homecoming
>"anon I am going hunting instead of homecoming with you."
>be me, now crushed
>can't get a date, her friends can't figure out why she did it
>go with some other people. They abandon me right away.

Its been a year and 6 months and I just want some pussy but she said "I just don't think of you that way" I'm a beta fag and I know I can do better but I don't want anyone else.

I know this is more cringe than feel but it makes me feel because my gf of 1. Whole. Year doesn't look at me the way I don't and its sorta heart breaking

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I've seen some wild things out here, do you want to hear?

Bumping the tread from two nights ago...

I almost look forward to these late night feels threads. anyone want advice?

Live, thready, I know you have it in you

>>672115013
Yes

I am married, two kids, wife, just paid off my second car with mortgage left on a modest house with a good job and we are all white in mid-america.

But I still wish I pulled the trigger of my .45 while savoring the cold bitter taste of the barrel in my mouth all those years ago. Every day since I've pondered the point of that eject button.

>>672115314
>be me
>9-10 years old, it's all a blur
>trying to protect Mum but it's hard because I'm too small to get work
>make spear because very insecure, only man in household, mum was too weak to walk around
>go trampling with it
>hear noises, tap bushes with spear
>suddenly, a white thing
>white thing makes bellowing sound and sprints off

>>672108614
<3

>>672115619
Then you're dangerously depressed

kill yourself faggot

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In the next year, if you don't post there already, 50% of you will make the transition from /b/ onto another board and it will probably be /r9k/ where you'll end up talking about suicide every day for the next five years before you kill yourselves.

pretty sad to think about.

>>672116439
Maybe... if I've lasted this long, I can probably hold it off until the kids are self sufficient. Maybe dementia will set in by then and it won't be my problem anymore. I refuse meds or treatement because that means I lose what modest collection of firearms I've collected so far.

>>672116763
I have never been to that board and have no idea what it even is. I'll investigate now.

>>672116907
It's not an exaggeration to say it's literally scary. Literal misogyny, unproductive self-pity, hating the world because they're alone, etc, etc.

>>672116810
Refusing treatment isn't helping you and you know it

>>672099500
Thats fucking gremlins kek

>>672114307
Shit /b/ro that duck. You feeling alright?

>>672117446
*sucks

>>672116810
do you love your kids at all? if anything, use them to better yourself and motivate yourself to get better.

i had a father that committed suicide when i turned 16 because he thought i would be old enough to take it and i hated him for it. there are so many things i have needed him for and haven't had him to guide me.

if you lose your firearms, that's a small price to pay for your happiness.

but, despite that you won't lose your firearms for getting help. it's only if you're deemed a hazard to OTHERS via restraining order or other violent assault.

you are literally the only person holding yourself back, so stop making excuses.

>>672096699
Just watched that yesterday. Fantastic film

>>672117201
On the /r9k/, I'm not getting the allure or the target audience for it... it just seems like /b/ with less trolls.

As for the refusal of treatment, I know it's not helping. But I don't want to risk one of the few things I actually look forward to.

>>672117787
considering they are the only reason I've made it this far, I certainly am trying. I don't know about you and your laws, but where I'm at any history of visits to a therapist can be deemed viable enough to be blacklisted and have a CCP revoked.

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dumping my feels

>>672118656
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>>672116060
gf cheated on me

can we please have angry music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHgZOMQQTDA

>>672118745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8ekz_CSBVg

>>672105897
OMG, anon... i love you too

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>>672118597
that's still not reason enough not to go on ahead and get therapy. they don't have to know you have guns, although i do understand your concerns.

why not try getting other weapons instead, if they let you use shootable tasers etc.

also, have you ever had to use your guns once since you've had them to actually protect yourself? if the answer is no, then i doubt you'll need them and suggest seriously thinking about getting rid of them until you get a clear check as being mentally healthy. get a good security system, learn how to protect yourself, set a good example for your children.
it seems like your fear of losing your weapons is one of the biggest things holding you back. it shouldn't be that hard (although again i understand why it might be), when you have so many other options for protection. i really hope things turn out okay, anon, i just hope you don't turn out like my dad and choose your weapons over your mental health like he did. the night he killed himself, they found over 10 guns in his possession. nobody needs that many guns for 'protection'

>>672118745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4sQfHD_b_E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFfY37MAeJ8&list=PLsabVH7fPEzrWCyoS72iRsq-qSre9Rszk&index=7

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0ZGzEYbBhs

That ought to get you started.

>>672119536
I've drawn a gun one time, not worth greentexting, but I didn't need to fire. Maybe in 20 years I'll have found a way to cope with my malaise, but the guns keep me grounded, I suppose. I can look forward to the range, a new one, etc.

Don't get me wrong, I love my kids, and you may not have had a chance to grow up fully with him but I wanted to wait until they were at least 25+ with their own families to focus on. I also planned on telling them my life story via notepads or flash drives, some way to explain everything it the way they need to hear it. I know I'm limiting myself, but I think it's better than facing that which I fear most.

Also, I'm sorry for your loss. I really am.

I went away. I worked my ass off. I came back greater than Ive ever been. 1 was 1 month too late to get her back.

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I was adopted by an elderly couple who were more parents to me than I could have ever asked.

But I was selfish.

I was rude.

I was argumentative and troubled.

I was never agreeable to them, and I squandered all of my time with them.

Now that I've moved out of my house and on my own, I keep in touch with my dad almost daily. Because he's old, and I don't want him to die any time soon. But I can't tell whether or not he will.

And that's the scariest thing in the world.

Because my mom passed away a few years ago, and I will never regret anything more than how frustrated I was with her the night she went to the hospital for the last time.

She was interrupting my conversation on skype to talk to me, or some other fucking stupid thing that I do every day. When suddenly she collapsed and it was only a few days until she died.

She collapsed Christmas day, she died January 14th.

Her last thoughts were that she wasn't worried about herself. But instead about us.

Her last words were, "I love you Rob." Rob is my dad.

This is the last picture I ever took of her, just a couple days before she collapsed.

>>672105865
Fuck this post in particular

>>672113555
I felt that way before my parents were murdered

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>>672105865
i don't want to feel this feel anymore. it been so long

>>672117999
What film is it?

>>672118745
It's not angry, but still food for thought.

>>672106370
i know this exact feel anon.
>tfw tons of friends but still feel alone all the time

>>672122309
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjPhzgxe3L0

>>672108296
perfect. very well written anon

>>672108614
Happy Birthday anon. 10 more days til 20 for me

>>672113317
Thank you

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>>672096070
I'm 19 and I've been avoiding people and shut my mouth since last year. I mess things up and I accepted that fact about me. So, everyday I wake up and play video games everyday. I don't want to connect with my old friends because I have this feeling that I'll just ruin things like I have before in the past. I'm afraid of having a girlfriend because of the same thing (not that I could ever get one since I'm like a 2/10). Same reason with wanting to own a dog, I just can't. I play video games everyday. I have been since I was 3. Things haven't changed. Though, I have one friend named Joey who's been trying to connect with me even though I've fucked up and messed up our friendship over and over in the past. He's a nice guy. He's way too nice.

>>672123316
I can't feel empathy for humans, some times not even animals. It's not like somebody did something horrible to me, or that I did or want to do to them, I'm just unable to feel loved, or to know that I'm giving any emotions to anybody, and I hate it, I can't know if somebody shows appreciation towards me or if it just a gentle smile, I don't know if they like it when I laugh or when I tell jokes, or say something, or anything. And I hate me because of that, because the only empathy I can feel is about me, and it is that I hate myself.

/thread

Spring break just started, my primary group of friends that I went to high school with is still the closest thing I have to friends. They all go to Michigan state I'm stuck in my hometown going to community college until the fall when I will transfer to a different school. Anyway I haven't heard from any of them in a while, I would not be surprised if they went down to Florida without me again like last year. I hate them all they're shit friends and fake people. But I have no one else, why can I just die.

>>672124528
cont.
Because of this I have ruined all or most relationships I ever had with most people, and it's not just real life, even on the internet, I have ruined it with almost every single person I have met, or that's what I feel it like, I don't know if they are mad at me, or if they don't want to talk, I just can't understand.

>>672124528
Man, if you can't love yourself, how can you expect anyone else to? You need to try to find something you're passionate about and good at. You'll find yourself with more self respect and maybe find it easier to let someone in your life. Even if it is just an animal

>>672124841
I know it's super cliche to say this but you deserve better than that. Don't let others drag you down when you are capable of more. Just try to find friends with common interests at your campus. Fresh new friendships are always nice.

>>672124964
I agree with this dude. You need to love yourself first if you plan on being whole with someone else. Your love needs to be grounded, respected, and pure and you can't get that out of someone who doesn't love themselves. Trust me.

>>672124964
Thanks for these words anon...
I can't love myself because I know that I will fuck up, I have been doing that even when I wasn't aware of this, I thought I had friend but all of them didn't enjoyed being with me and just were around because we were forced to (school, work, etc). I cant' love myself because nobody is able to do so, because probably me personality sucks and that's why everybody gets away from me. The only girlfriend I had was my crush for 4 years, we were friends, but I messed things up and she ended up hating me.

>>672125319
Thanks to you too, there was a time where I loved myself, but I ended up noticing that I'm not somebody that is able to actually love

>>672097708
That would have more impact if it was spread out over a couple years or something.

>>672125110
Thank you

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>>672106008
julius i know youre one of us. we're here for you /b/ro

>>672108614
happy b-day anon <3

>>672108614
Happy bithday anon.

>>672125629
Like I said, you cannot focus on how you've messed up past relationships. You must focus on something that you're good at. If you keep dwelling on the past then you will have a miserable future. This something that you're good at will give you something to look forward to. Something that you can make great. Whether it be getting involved in your community, focusing on your job, or maybe even getting involved in a church. Anything you can do to dedicate your life to and make great. Stay strong Anon. And remember to love yourself.

>>672126645
Thanks anon, you helped a lot.

>>672097708
God, that kinda touched my heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZqrG1bdGtg

>>672106370
Your prob like 15-18 years old you don't have everything and never had come on now guy.

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Had to put our dog down yesterday. She has been with me for 15 years (17 currently). one of the most hardest things ive ever experienced.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Salz7uGp72c Feels: The Movie

>>672119111
"ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU FUCKING BLUE IDIOT!"

sides fucking destroyed. i think i just got a six pack from laughing too hard.

>>672128193
18*

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>>672128193
Goddamn. I'm sorry man.

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>>672128623
glad i could bring a smile to someone

The only feel I ask myself as of late is why my own mom hates me. Ive never been anything but successful and didnt complain or ask for help when life happened. Her number is right there in my contacts but I just dont know how to hit the dial button. I dont know how to open up conversation to get at least a bit of some closure on why I was treated the way I was. Sometimes I feel like I'll die not knowing. Most importantly I feel as though I'd call and get the same rejection. Im scared of rejection. Im scared to just finally understand that some things cant and wont change. I promise im not mad mom. Just tell me why.

>>672099500
I love gremlins but that scene was so insane it disrupted the movie.

>Tells the most horrific story in history.
"Mmm hmm anyways about school..."

I finally get why I'm alone. I'm selfish, through and through

>>672129307
There's nothing wrong with that.

I want to just end it, but I can't bear to think of how it will affect my father and brothers. I never got along with my mom so her reaction doesn't bother me too much. I also know that once I'm gone, I won't be able to feel the regret, shame, or self loathing due to what I've done. It's extremely conflicting.
Anyone else know this feel?

>>672129576
How so?

>be me
>friend circle is tight as that poos
>poos gets passed round group
>be me too poos to be mad
>ditch friends and be a loner

>>672129690
It's just alright. It's ok to be selfish. I'm alone too, anon. It's ok and I promise you that I bet you can find some great friends in a heart beat. If you are alone then I'm sure it won't be for long. Just don't blame loneliness on being selfish. Everyone is selfish man. It's only human to be selfish.

>>672128193
Sorry m8, just think of the good times and how much you loved each other. A well cared for pet passing away isn't a tragedy, it's a success given all the cruelty in the world.

>>672096070
One of my good friends passed not too long ago and I can't get over it. rest in peace man, 25 isn't when anybody should die

Over the summer I got on these threads all the time. I really loved my ex girlfriend and we we hadn't talked in months and I was so depressed I didn't know what to with myself. At the end of July I messaged her and after a while of talking we got back together. I love her more than I could ever love anyone. And my brother was dying and now there's actually a drug that is helping him get a lot better. I love all of you so much, and I hope everything gets better for you too.

>>672130682
I'm sorry man

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>>672131095
glad it all worked out for you and your brother m8

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>>672122200
fantastic 4

here's some oc feels for you b/ros
>be me 10 years old
>get news that my grandpa who had alzheimers has passed away
>time to play with my only friend, my dog
>throwing his favourite raggedy tennis ball down the hallway in my home
>he's 9, can't remember a time i wasn't with him
>throw the ball down the hallway, Jack (dogswithhumannames.png) turns and starts running
>stops randomly in hallway, sits down in the middle and starts whimpering really loud, like nothing i've ever heard before
>he'd tweaked a nerve or some shit in his spine causing him to become paralyzed from the middle to the back half of his body
>MFW as a 10 year old who just lost his grandpa thought that he killed his dog by playing with him
>have had his ashes with me for 10 years now, going on monday to get them infused into ink and getting his paw print (we had a mould of it) tattooed over my heart

I think I'm broking my own perfect relationship because I'm a retard how can't deal with long relationship kind. I just woke up after dreamed my gf was cheating me and I even looked at google for ways to check her fucking mobile. . .

I will be the only guilty of being alone in the future.

Hi Paul.

>>672131385
Thanks, anon. It means a lot.

>>672131955
Checked :)

>>672130283
I agree with this guy.


I have a girl who I'm in love with but she just never leaves her current boyfriend. Next thursday we're meeting up again and I'm thinking about stopping to talk with her after that. Its always sad to realise but I'd rather have her be unhappy with me than being happy with her. Selfish? Human?

>>672132206
adding to that that im in poland for only 5 more weeks anyway

>>672132307
Where are you from, mate?

>>672131804
Tell her about your dream and how you feel anon, you'll feel a lot better about it if you do.

>>672132373
Originally from finland but I'm in poland to visit family, what about you? :)

>>672132387
I can't. We (she neither) don't know why she's suffering some changes and I'm in a delicate point, I don't know how this will go in the future, so I usually don't move risky moves.

>>672132489
Spain, but I have a friend there on Erasmus and the situation was fucking alike.

>>672097708
The problem in this case is that was her who posted the conversation

>>672132701
In Poland? Would be insane if it was the same situation. Most likely not though.

I've never been to spain. Hope you guys have better weather than us...

>>672132997
Friend didn't complain about weather, so sure is better, but not that better I guess.

And well, will be an alike situation, he talked with her girlfriend about being in Poland for a year, so they both agreed on he can fuck there, but one of the first bitches he got almost catched him. We have a multichat with other ones and he was like "yo man, I think I'm starting to love this bitch". Fortunately he recovered the common sense.

>>672131504
srsly?

>>672133311
hahaha shit. that made me smile.

Well keep it up chatting to folks here. For me personally I dont really know what's left and what's right anymore...

All I can do is follow my dick like a fucking caveman. Your friend did well in the whole friends with benefits thing. That's ideal.

>>672108614
happy /b/irthday <3

>>672102827
My favorite one is the bottom row second to the left anon

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Bumping this.

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This fuckin kid.

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Come one, don't 404 on me.

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Ultimate feels. This fuckin one gets me everytime.

>>672108614
Happy birthday anon

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>>672096070
>be 24
>gf broke up with me
>feel like shit
>cry myself to sleep
>have 4 days of back to back shifts (closing,double,double,opening)
>start losing my mind
>I got lost on the way from work to transports
>trip on a homeless man
>get yelled at by hobo crack head and people aroubd
>fuckthisshit.jpg
>can't take this anymore
>years of depression start coming up
>today I will an hero I said to myself
>got home to find a note from my beat friend and roomate
>pic related
>hides all my pokemon plushies aroubd the room and makes me "catch them all"
>best friend I could ever ask
I got more pics of the pokemon if you guys are interested

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>>672135923
Best shot untill the end. Loved each chapter.

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>>672135900
tfw I failed to post he fucking pic

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I don't want this to be my life /b/. Why can't I forget her?

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Hello feels thread, I'm going to fucking unload on all of you.
When I was about nine my mother remarried to this guy named Chuck right? Originally Chuck is just a shitty step dad telling me I'm ugly, stupid, too skinny, whatever. Then things escalate, for example I drop a glass at dinner and he beats me with a wooden plank on my sides. Actually smart because then the bruises aren't plainly visible. Then "Verbal abuse" didn't seem so bad anymore.
May I continue?

>>672136763
the floors yours bro

>>672136763
no need to ask to continue here friend. this is the place to let it all out

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>>672136763
Please do, will read every letter from your post.

So then when I'm 11 around Christmas I come home from school and I can just feel that he's waiting for me. I was right. He chases me, I run to my room and lock the door and I hear him pounding on it, I remember trying to focus on my pikachu doll. It's that kind of lock you can just open with a knife or your nail, and I just have to watch it rotate. That I think was the most heart stopping part. He raped me, and I bled everywhere and I don't know how to describe it other than it fucking hurt. I became way more depressed than a normal 11 year old girl should be.
Will be cont.

>>672136103
hang in there man we still got to catch em all.

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>>672137547
I will bump for you.

yone or any place. My mom became "jealous" of the attention I was getting from her husband (if you can fucking believe that) So, she tried to be as abusive as he is almost to impress him I guess? She burns me, beats me, all of it. One day she locks me in our small laundry room with I bucket of ammonia (I'm guessing) in it, I pass out from the fumes. My doctor tells me I have a huge percentage of scar tissue in my lungs And eventually I will need surgery to scrape it all out. In high school my friends used to call me Cinderella because of the insane chores she's have me do. (They have no idea about how bad it really is) I could feel all of my strength fading everyday.
So this was my life for a while.
Still continues hang in there guys

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Sorry the beginning is just I moved to a new school every couple of years, so I didn't have long term friends.

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>>672138470
Why every couple of years?

>>672097824
Fucking crying.

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>>672136103
OMG anon! That was so sweet of your friends!

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>>672097824
You got me man! I hope you'll erase this auwful karma. Good luck

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So finally we get to now. I'm away from them, in college. I only see them over holidays, and they act so normal like its all fine and i dont know how to fucking act. But, as crazy as it is to me it's now when I'm free that I want to kill myself most. My mind is poisinous and I'm just ruined. I'm in pain from my muscle/lung complications every day. I don't know if I can get over this, I wake up sometimes afraid that I'm 11 years old again. I really think that this could be the last month of my life, because I don't think I can live now. I'm shaking typing all of this, I've never said all this at once. It feels nice, this is the nice thing about 4chan.

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>>672097879
Lost

>>672138301
Xhole?

>>672139243
I think you need a revenge on them of some kind, or at least to say to them "FUCK YOU FOR FUCKING ME" because I think that weights your chest more than the illness.

>>672097879
Oh no, this got me. I've been in love with the same woman for over 5 years now, but she will never feel the same. I feel like part of me will always love her no matter what. I just wish I could move on but I've tried and I can't.