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>>577078997
bump you fucks

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>>577078693
bump for the feels

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>>577079264

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>>577079512

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>>577079798
thats the last one i got

>>577079708
that's quite beautiful

Dem feels D:

>>577079180
the feelz. god I'm gonna cry

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>>577080665
let it out anon

>>577078693
>>577078693
think you could've found some friends by now

>>577080665
same here man, it's late at night and I have so much fucking work due in and I gotta apply to university and my shit's not done and the girl I like doesn't like me back and I'm overweight and all i wanna do is just curl up and watch movies but there's so much shit to do my room is such a mess there's no time

>>577079478
Fuck man. I'm on the other end of that shit. It's hell. My girlfriend loves me more than anything. She doesn't have much friends, her mom's a cunt, and life's just kicked her ass. That leaves me as one of the only things to make her happy. So she clings to me. She doesn't want anything but to marry me. Yet I don't really feel the same way. I care about her, but we just aren't compatible. It's the worst feeling. Because i know that I will never marry her, and i know that we probably will one day loose contact, and while that's for the best, It still sucks. because i know she'll go through so much pain and heartache, and I just fucking can't stand it. I needed to get that off my chest for so long.

>>577082162
sometimes your life doesn't matter in the end. it only matters how you've kept others happy and safe. Like the ending of the last dark tower book *SPOILER* he has to repeat his life due to him not saving his friends he was to selfish to get to the end of his life and only did things for his interest

>>577080964
i can't, I'm around people and being a sadfag while on my crappy little android phone with Clover.

fuck you OP, thouggt there was gonba be a funny twist sonewhere in this

>>577082162
*nohomo hugs* cmon man. Go buy yourself some ice cream or frozen yogurt or butterfingers, it really does help.

I'm not joking. Do it.

I hat this thread but I hope it's never 404'd, is there a way to do that?

>>577082162
Similar situaton...

>>577083406
Guy's like you are why I stay on /b/ man. Thanks. I just grabbed my Ice cream from downstairs, and it's helping. i hope that whatever shit is bugging you get's resolved. Thanks /b/ro

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from /v/ with feels

>>577083762
i don't know, so i'll post

going through shit right now, girl problems, parent problems, school problems, practically everything in my life is shit right now.
but i keep going.
i wake up knowing that everyday i feel weak, i become stronger the next day.
i wake up and try to put a smile on everyone's face. i've reached the point where i realized that even though other people need to be happy to live, i don't. just be there for other people, make sure you let other's know there's someone there that knows they exist and care.

>>577084336
GET THAT SHIT OUT OF THIS THREAD! I'M TRYING TO CRY DAMN IT!

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>>577084052
heh, this thread is the shit that's bothering me, along with school (a.k.a. the "Go Fuck Yourself Cuz You're A Dumbass" place).

Have this gif.

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>>577078693
every time

>>577079843
anon, i've already been thinking about an heroing in the past few days
thanks for adding the nail to the coffin

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reposting one more time

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i like to think that what I post makes people cry and feel sad and I take pleasure in doing so. Cry away you depressed little bastards.

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>>577085082

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>tfw

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Requesting music
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=McnY5QWK6UE

>>577085396
Don't do it!

>>577080040
I feel like an asshole now... This was my brother /b/... this is how I've treated him his whole life. And now I don't even know if I'm gonna get another chance to make it right.

I'm the bigger asshole, not him. He only ever wanted to hang out, play vidya, (gears of war is his fave, it was our game together) or watch a fucking movie and I still can't go and do it; even though he's in the fucking next room, right now, ready to drop everything he's doing the moment I go in, just to hang with me.

Why am I such a bad person? How come I have the nice things, the qt3.15 gf, money, the life.

Why does he get an xbox with a second controller still clean and neat--even though it should be dusted over, even though player two hasn't joined him for a game in months and the computer has run for him for fucking months instead?

Even though comics, toys, games, godzilla! Fucking godzilla, his favorite thing-long before 2014 came and went-it was even close to his fucking birthday for goodness sake, and I still haven't gotten his opinion on it. Unless, you count the times he wakes up early enough to watch me head off to work and tries to tell me of it, or something else, in the hopes I'll respond with something other than, "cool, mhm, neato...gotta go to work soon bro, gotta get ready, talk to you later."
and that slightly deflated look in his eyes when he responds "later when, tonight? tomorrow?"

"when I'm not busy."

"Oh...ok..."

Fuck me /b/ why am i trash?

Why do I even have to turn this post about him into something about me in the end, how I feel, why I feel bad...

Fuck me bro's... why am I so...so me?? Why can I never be there for him like he deserves.
Why is Dom so fucking stupid and why does Marcus still wait for him?

>>577085484
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkV5709EG5M

>>577080764
Okay, I'll watch Evangelion now.

Best thing that happened in my life: Mother an hero'd

Second best thing that happened in my life: GF of 3.5 years left me

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>>577085559
You were too late D:

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHm9MG9xw1o

>>577086320
Lost so goddam hard, fuck you man fuck you, fucking pikachu didn't have to put up with that

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>tfw when no feel

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>>577084502
oh fuck now i feel full of myself, tbh im an underage fag and haven't had many life experiences, but god the internet has already fucked with me and made me a horrible person. the only reason i have a gf is we were both messed up by tthe internet. i used to be so lonely that i would date girls i met online (roleplay yknow). when i was ≈8 i had an imaginary girlfriend. i have a fucking neckbeard, I'm half jewish on my biological father's side. My adopted father (my biological mother's husband) is a giant douche and im pretty sure would laugh if i died. I started crying because i thought about a game i wanted to make. i have weird mixed feelings about death and i cry over school, even if i don't really care about school.

have a different gif, /b/ruhs

>>577086465
:D

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>>577086143
fuck you anon fma was way to feelly

>>577086456
every funeral home i've ever been to looks exactly like this

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>>577086691
Haha yeah it's a good show

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>>577086664
im legit crying you piece of shit

>>577086320
>"Play?"
fuck you man, that episode made me so sad.

>>577078997
aw fuck, that's sad. Most of the stories don't get me, but for some reason this did.

>>577082162
>Because i know that I will never marry her, and i know that we probably will one day loose contact
>i know she'll go through so much pain and heartache
>I just fucking can't stand it

What do you think love is, nigger?

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>>577086926
Haha I know I'm such a horrible person

>>577085484
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3SwooNpKGdA

>>57708656Normally we come to /b/ to be shitheads, and assholes, and let out our true feelings through this site, but in a feels thread, we come together as /b/ros, and we just let out the bullshit, the fears, the hate, all of it. We cry our fucking eyes out, and we put aside the assholeish wit we pride ouerselfs on, and just be true to ourselfs. . We could be across the world and never be closer. don't be ashamed man. You're with friends here.

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>>577087194
oh man that was a rough season

>>577087446
i hope you don't mind if i post this everywhere

what do you guys tell yourself to get through the day? I feel my life is just sadness.

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>>577087194
Eat shit c:

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may the feels be with you.

>>577087194
I'm gonna be that guy. I don't want shows that much and never did watch it as a child. What show is that dog from? I see it too much to ignore it.

>>577087863
full metal alchemist

>>577087573
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PaFhTYPFG1Y

>>577087863
Full Metal Alchemist.

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>>577087857
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMnrl0tmd3k

>>577087863
It's from full metal alchemist, one of the saddest, if not the saddest, moment/s/ in anime.

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>>577087827
you utter fag

>>577087857
were you in that thread? Was there anything interesting after that?

>Be me, 14
>Mom and Dad divorced
>Brother is 19
>Brother and I always going back and forth
>Brother born with some kind of rare Mental Illness
>Doctors said "as if there were 3 radios constantly playing in his head, all on different stations"
>Bro always picking on me
>not your ordinary "brother fighting"
>Bro beats me, a lot of times he is drunk.
>He never says anything nice to me or even apologizes
>Bro goes to therapy
>Tried to get better
>Doesn't work
>One day I come home from school
>Expecting my Brother to be there
>Bro not there
>Bro is missing for a few days
>Parents really worried
>Get a call
>Bro in car crash from drunk driving
>Severe injuries
>Doctors tell us he probably wont live through
>One night my Mom is sleeping, Dad is not there
>Bro calls me over in a weary-sounding voice
>"Anon, I'm so sorry."
>Bro starts crying
>He continues
>"I only did those things to you because you're the only one who actually talks to me. I really don't have any friends or anything like that."
>"From Brother to Brother, if you have any friends, keep 'em. Having one is better than having none."
>mfw
>Bro never talked to anyone after that
>Bro dies 2 weeks later

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>>577078997

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>>577087446
tfw my best friend for 7 years just moved away from me and couldn't feel more heart broken
more feels is he did it to be close to the girl he may never get, I understand love to the pooint of understanding his pain but damn it's been rough dealing with this shit

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>>577088179
Well then why did you come here? The only reason you come here into these threads is to be sad and cry amongst others. Share stories and sadness.

>>577087324
I realized that I loved my ex when I saw that I was actively trying to convince myself that I didn't love her. Until that point, I had myself convinced that I would be unable to love anyone. Two months later she ripped out my heart.

>>577087715
Think about all the people you could disappoint. Or pets you could leave alone. Even if we are just clumps of little particles, we're the only thing that we know of that's an intelligent form of life, and that makes us special. No matter what, remember you are one of a kind, and it should take longer than the life of the universe for another exact copy of you to appear anywhere.
Also, I have a fear of being reborn and having to live another life. i really don't want to go through another 13 years or more of feeling like i should remember something from before, but never finding it.

>>577088087
fug ty m8

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>>577088386

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>>577088603
i was just scrolling man

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>>577088243
i lost the thread after it 404'd that song made my whole day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrMmr1oMPGA

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>>577088808
Ayy no biggie m8
This is a really good song, not feels related
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=C9loy2X0aEg

I lost her and I want her back. The only thing is:
I'm not sure if that would be a good idea, we already broke up a few times and got back together.. I just don't think I can handle another breakup if I can get her back.. Should I?

>>577088136
no. not another super long feels story. i wont read it.

>be anon
>dont go for girls in highschool because you want a real relationship.
>get your first gf at 19 years old
>gf cheats on you
>dont trust girls or anyone anymore
>flash forward 1 year
>meet new girl
>actually start opening up again for the first time
>new girl has also been cheated on
>get really close
>start dating new girl
>new girl also cheats on anon
>now I really cant trust anyone and I think its for good this time

>>577087827
This one fucking got me maan ref to
>>577088602

>>577088968
Does it only take something like that to break you down into tears? I guess every person has one sentence that will utterly destroy them, and leave them broken.

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>>577089396
You're welcome.

>>577089440
that fucking scene man i cried hard then im crying hard now

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How do I overcome being empty /b/?

I have a social life, I'm middle class, and I'm not that socially awkward compared to most people. But by the end of the day, I know that I won't have anyone that looks forward to me messaging them on skype or texting them, that shit. How do I overcome knowing that I'm not going to have a significant other in my life? Life has lost it's luster for me, and I don't know why. Everyday I feel like ending it, but I don't have the balls to pull through. I just don't know what's wrong with me

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Im currently in a shitty place.

i met this girl a year ago at a mates party, i remember the moment i first saw her, she walked through the front room door and my jaw dropped, perfect figure and a lovely smile.
at the time i was trying to get with another girl but she made a permenant mark in my mind.
saw her a few times after the party and got to know her more and more.
went to a gig on halloween in london with her and a few other people, the more i was around her and found out about her the more i liked her.
spent most of yesterday at hers just chilling, she has a little girl from a previous relationship who's two, cutest kid you would ever meet, this was maybe the second time the kids met me and she was comfortable around me which is strange since she doesnt do strangers, even let me pick her up at one point.

sucks because i've been feeling really broody lately and playing with her made me feel dad like.....

fucking hate this because i know i'll be constantly thinking about it for ages now

>>577089652
How old are you now and how old were you When you saw the episode?

>be me
>16 at the time
>fat, virgin, no self esteem
>chronic fear of photos/mirrors
>play hours and hours of video games to escape reality
>one day, (after some faggot makes fun of me) change life completely
>research and make plans of everything i ate in the comming year
>plan exercises i will do
>beggin to fine happiness in my dreams and what i hope to become
>spend 2 years staying committed to my plans and goals
>still no confidence
>lost 65pounds and gained some muscle
>still a virgin
>still absolutely horrified of photos and mirror

>>577089819
im 21 and i dont even remember

>>577080267
That...gave me the reason to stay.

>>577089941
Anything rough going on in your life?

>>577088386
Oh, man

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>>577089243
i need some feels man i seriously need to let out these feels soon best friend got cancer and i had to stay strong and never let that shit out hes fine now but moved and feely but cant cry and i should probably cry soon considering i havnt in several years and have a lot to let out

They're not friends. If they won't even talk to you if you're not around, they're not friends.

add me on steam, anon. kiefac

any /b/tards, fuck off.

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>>577089837
lel

>>577090039
All my friends are dicks my mum died and my girlfriend committed suicide

>>577090117
Refer to>>577085484

>>577079957
YOU SON OF A FUCKING BITCH, GODDAMNIT THE FEELS!.... I've been there... I am there...

>>577088998

i AM NOT PREPAIRED TO CRY TONIGHT :<

>>577089783
plz check, the app derped for a sec.
>>577090263

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>>577090353
Fuck man, I'm sorry about your girlfriend...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wc2kpJBczfs

>>577090714
I just feel like crawling into a hole and hiding for a week

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>>577090457
so close but not yet come at me anons makeme into a little bitch and cry

>>577087715
This is what did it for me.

I started an IRL journal when my ex left me.
I wound up writing a full composition notebook page of my thoughts about myself.
The big 4 were "Coward Worthless Loser Failure"
I reread the page.
Some barrier broke in my head.
I realized that this was how I thought about myself, that that was my self image.
I made a conscious decision to not think that way, to not feel that way anymore.

Fast forward a few weeks.
I decided to get some buffalo wings after work one Friday evening.
It was about 4 months after my ex left me.
I was sitting at the bar with my drink and wings.
The bartender was flirting with me and I back. She asked, "How's life?"
I replied, "There's good and bad."
I thought, "That doesn't sound right."
Another barrier broke.
I realized that I was happy.

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>>577090934
I feel ya man

>>577090319
/b/tard on feels thread, such dickiness

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>be me
>7 years ago, 23
>have gf
>move to her hometown so she can be closer to family
>i don't have a family, mother dead, father gone somewhere I don't care to know
>been together for 4 years at this point
>get call while working 3rd shift at some shit manufacturing plant
>gf's father has been in a car crash
>emergency surgery to stop his brain from swelling
>we camp at the hospital for 2 days
>we're told he might not be himself or even remember us
>he wakes up and is totally lucid
>my gf and her two younger siblings are elated
>later while my gf was asleep he called me over to his bedside
>"anon, can you do me a solid and clean the gutters out for me, buddy? I don't think I'll be getting around to them any time soon."
>I will
>"promise me that you'll take care of her. she needs you more than you know" - tears roll down his face
>I will
>I did
>she left me about a two months ago. We'd been married for 4 years.

I don't sleep, my dreams haunt me. In them I see her. She holds me, tells me she love's me - that everything will be okay. Then someone else enters, someone I don't know. they laugh, embrace each other and leave. I awake in the trows of a panic attack. When the adrenaline subsides, I cry like a child until morning... then go to work. I drink to sleep now.

I know what love is. I've held it in my hands. I've watched it dissolve into pain and loneliness.

I'm offing myself as soon as the dissolution paperwork goes through

>>577087827

this shit hit me hard

>>577091141

>father died that night

...failed to mention that critical piece of information

>>577091060
Did you check my other music? Read the comments on the dead island theme, they're pretty sad

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>>577091292
Glad to bring you deeper into depression tonight

>>577091318
Listened to all the music posted on this thread becausem my mental state is seriously fucked right now, i wanna cry

>>577091141
That really sucks, dude, I'm sorry.
I really do honestly wish I had words to convince you to stick around. I couldn't imagine life if my girl left me, or got sick and died or something. I wish I could say it gets better, but we all know that's a matter of perspective.
If there's nothing that anyone can say or do to help you stay, then stay anyway. We all love you here, /b/rother.

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>be me, feeling.
>feel feel feel feel
>feel feel feel
>feel feel
>feel
>fell

>>577091141
That sucks anon. I know I can't really coax you into not offing yourself, but I saved your story just incase you don't change your mind and end it. At least you can live in my feels folder until it dies :(

>>577080040
Fuck you, hope is the thing that keeps people happy.

>>577085574
you recognize your behavior doesn't align with how you want to behave.
so change it.
you have a wonderful gift that not everyone has right now, man. the chance to fix it.

if there is such thing as a human soul, I believe it forms when two people bond. I have a little brother almost just like that, and I know that feeling you get right after beginning to entertain them. they come off as annoying, and you question why you even started talking to them.

but do it, bro. give him some time. pick up a new game for you guys to try out. put up with the dumb things he says so he can learn to say less dumb things. have a positive impact on the guy.

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>>577091654
Uuuhhhh try imagine dragons demons or some shit

>>577080267
Oh fuck all of you. Fuck this post, fuck this website, fuck all of this. No one GIVES A SHIT. NO ONE FUCKING CARES. STOP PRETENDING

>>577082162
there's a saying that you should love those who love you more than you love them (I think). Stay with her, at least you'll get pussy for life

>>577092075
la de da, tum tee tah

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I'm feeling like shit right now /b/ this is probably a good place to vent. I Just lost the only person that could make me feel like this worlds worth living in. She was my best friend and my lover. If I wasn't so fucking stupid I could have stayed in bed for 3+ more hours before leaving. But I had to leave things fucked up and in a fight. she's dead now and I'll never get the chance to tell her I loved her! That's what hurts most

>>577086561
you have your whole life ahead of you. there is literally nothing you cannot do.

talent is NOTHING more than a head-start in a skill. all skills take time and effort to hone, regardless of the natural talent. make your life one worth living. only you have the power to do that.

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.-. I'm still on this thread. feels for everyone, not everyone gets to know someone cares i guess

>>577079180
Had this happen to me once. She had a heart attack and I was told by a relative that played the same game months later. RIP Trish

>>577091141
no anon. please continue. heaven doesnt need anymore saints, earth does

>>577092310
When'd this happen, if you want to answer?

>>577091563

Right in the feels, anon...
That's just rain 10/10 IGN

>tfw you move away for college and you tell your high school friends that you will stay close
>tfw you realize that was a lie

>>577091141
Get yourself the sweetest revenge. Live and prosper. Be happier than you ever were with her. Make it so that when she learns about you she realizes that she's the one missing out. One day look back at the relationship and know that you are better and stronger for it. Look back on it and enjoy that it did happen, not lament that it ended.

>>577079957

Fuck this made me sad... Everyone who has been in a long term relationship knows that feel.

>>577092015
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oswqHfHJwIk
watch this and tell me you didn't feel

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Part one of two

>>577092529
A couple of weeks ago

>>577088653
love is great when it happens.

but true love won't happen until you truly love yourself. you'll never find another person to love you through and through until you mold your life into something that you can love yourself.

and you can do it, bro.

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>>577092853
Part two of two

>>577085574
This. This brought me to tears. This is exactly me and my little sister. She's only 11 and I'm 22 but I've been such a shit sister.. Never spending time with her even though she looks up to me so much. Fuck anon.. You've spoken from my soul.

>>577092382
but i have no talents, other than being a socially awkward nerd with aspergers

>7 years old
>loving life
>ADD as fuck
>legitimately try in school, but just not able to focus
>feel bad about it all the time because i'm not at par with what my teachers say I should be.
>parents reassure me
>eventually get tested officially for ADD
>put on meds
>bad move

>always tired
>always mad
>no more friends for about 4 years
>give up on being good at anything because I want to be happy again
>move on and recover

>be 15
>grades slipping in school
>trying as hard as I can to be adequate
>friend at lunch suggests I go back on medicine
>laugh it off and go to bathroom
>cry like a bitch because I remember what the meds were like

>be 17
>develop seizures
>no doctor knows why, so they just use the blanket statement "epilepsy"
>put on medicine after it's established that this will make me unable to go a week without having one
>medicine is good for a while
>no more waking up sweating and all my muscles burning
>no more falling and fucking my back
>no more hyperactivity
>realise that I'm getting more and more tired
>this is no better than being on my other mind-altering medicine

story time faggots

>be me, 17
>dad is very sick, has been for 2 years, has non-stop 24/7 hiccups
>at times it would cause him to choke/suffocate
>we are a close family, emotionally we're all drained
>had grown super close with my dad
>the only period where I actually saw him cry (2-3 in total, ever) not on his condition but out of love
>finally mother decides to go abroad for his treatment
>financially we're in a shit position
>day of flight, gives him a tight hug
>me & bro (18) are left home alone cause of our exams
>talked with him 1-2 over the phone
>eventually exams started
>mom tell's that he's recovering and feeling better in hospital
>says she's coming to visit to get some loans here and take me & bro to for the summer
>mother's flight is on the day of the exam
>comeback home and see a giant van
>see some family outside the house
>enter house, climb the stairs, legs are shaking for some reason, see the room filled with a shit ton of people
>mfw told dad had passed away
>mfw found out his body is arriving today back to my country
>mfw he had passed away 9 days ago but nobody told me & the bro because we were home alone and had exams

Not a day goes by that I don't remember him, his death shattered me completely and thankfully 5 years later I managed to built myself up.

anons, cherish your family, I would take a bullet for them and would take their place anywhere and anytime

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>age 21
>can't drive because seizures sometimes happen anyway
>can't drink because Kepra and alcohol should never mix
>can't care about anything because seizure meds make you unable to care
>friends notice big time
>ask me how they can help
>knowing kill me is not a valid repsonce, say it's fine and it'll subside
>didn't subside last time

>stop taking medicine
>seizures at night
>feels like I'm dying when I try to sleep
>can actually live during the day time though
>Seizures get more frequent
>literally have to stop going out ever because of this shit
>take medicine in higher dosages than before, but nothing stops them
>take different meds, but nothing works
>I think i'll be dying soon for real

Not sure if I made a good choice. I think stopping my medicine caused this, but noone has answers about any of this anyway. At least this way, I had some kind of life I could care about.

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>>577093063

>Be me 12 year old kid
>Into boy scouts vidya and all that
>Dad really into it too
>He got me into outdoors and techy things
> Early december
>Just about to go on the best camp out of the year ( guns and shit)
> Dad has been having stomach pains all night for weeks
>Stays up late and I feel bad so I say goodnight every night
>He goes to get it checked and goes with my grandma
>When they come back my dad steps out of my grandma's car and walks inside without talking to me
>A little weirded
>Go up to grandma and ask what happened
> She just hugs me and says it will be ok
>I go inside and hear my mom screaming and slamming her door
>Now I'm really freaking the fuck out
>I'm spooked out of my mind
>Grandma takes my sis and me to McDon's to get away
>Come back any mom says its just a tumor and it's probably benign
>Mfw it's actually pancreatic cancer and he was told that night he had 3-4 months
>Every day is slow but I try to make it feel as normal as possible
>He can't drive because of medication so he's stuck inside all the time
>He's very techy so he messes with music and spends a lot of time in his room
>Always wants to watch movies
>Asks my sister and me to watch shows with him
>Some nights the internal bleeding would cause him to throw up
>I would stay up hearing it and not knowing what to do
>In April two days before my mom's bday I wake up and talk to him
>Ask him how he is and he says he's not that good
>Say I'll see him after school
>Come home to see uncle and grandma's car outside
>Hear crying upstairs and that same feeling as before comes back
>Moms friend takes us to dinner and halfway through mom calls
>"Anon your dad died today do you want to see him?"
>I say no
>"Ok but don't tell your sister."
>The worst feeling of sitting there knowing this
>Come home and everyone is crying
>I go up to my room and lie in my bed
>Just sit and cry not wanting to believe it
>/b/ros he was the one that brought me to the world of tech and gaming
Continue

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Not sure if this is feels or giggles, but I'm posting it.

Heard this for the first time, almost cried. I don't cry. Scroobius Pip is a fucking genius.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HkOwMPAJpY

>>577092015
the lyrics are great and teared up a little but the instaloks league version is all i hear lol but he called up and said "how's shit holding up? said shit sucks already and he linked me a song and told me to not get upset about it, bawwed for a while

>>577092935
I'm really, really, sorry, anon.
Give yourself some time to cope.
Take a vacation from work/uni; do things you like. Game, art, fap, gym, who cares. Live your life as she would have wanted you to. I can't say I believe in the afterlife, but I know for a fact that she knows. She knows you love her.

>>577089250
only you can know the answer to that question.

sometimes being in solitude is the greatest gift you can have. (there is a difference between solitude and loneliness.) but we are social creatures by nature.

my personal experience suggests multiple break ups means the relationship is almost past saving, on its last legs. if you want it to work out, you may have to change the way you look at it, the way you look at her.

insanity is attempting the same thing over and over while expecting different results.

>>577080267

Jesus fuck...

>>577091661
>>577091906
>>577092725


We grew up. We talked about having kids. We changed our lives, got serious about life. I never thought I wanted kids until about a year ago. Something clicked in me.

We end up trying to get pregnant, partly because we thought there may be something wrong with one of us considering how healthy our libido was and we hadn't had any pregnancy scares in out decade together.

Out of nowhere she needs to see a doctor. Tells me she needs surgury.

>for what?
>"for a cyst"
>what kind of cyst?
>"I don't know"
>how do you not know? If your pregnant you can tell me. If you don't want it, you can tell me.
>"I'm pregnant. I don't want it."

I support her decision, I supported my wife 100% in everything she wanted in life. Paid for the procedure. To cheer her up I got her a dress for this wedding she was going to go to with a friend.

...stumbled on a Dear John letter on her computer when I installed a webcam for her to Skype with; wasn't snooping, the computer just woke up. Confronted her. She admitted she was going to leave.

Took the clothes on my back and my laptop, left my 2 dogs and all my other possessions. Living on a friend's couch for the remainder of my stay on this corporeal plane.

Life is cold, immutable, and random. It has teeth. It can do heinous things to the best of us, and reward the worst of us at the expense of others.

I gave it what I could. There aren't even fumes left in the tank.

>>577091994
He's sleeping now, but I'm gonna try my best to remember him and do this. Thing is, I'm scared that once this thread comes and goes, my feelings will 404 with it and I'll go back to my robot lifestyle tomorrow morning...

>>577093008
Honestly, that's about our age gap too. a few less years between, but pretty close.

If she saw how pathetic I am now browsing this baaaaaws threads she would probably tell me to snap out of it

damn.

>>577089334
if you don't love yourself, you can't expect anyone else to love you either.

take some time to work on your own life, not "needing" to be in any sort of relationship.

loving another person is great, but it will only ever bring pain if you can't love yourself in the process.

and avoid whores. at least relationship-wise. broken people break people. some women have their priorities completely whack because of events in their past.

but we're all people. not really much different from one another. we're all just trying to figure this out, day by day.

>>577093381
>He brought me to my only concert "The wall"
>He got me into Pink Floyd
>Without him I wouldn't surf or hike or camp
>He gave me the life I have now
>Sometimes I still cry about it
Thanks for reading this even though its probably not very well worded or told
On a funny note he was alowed to smoke pot and he would keep it in his bathroom. He once convinced my mom to do it with him. Once I almost walked in the bathroom and my dad freaked out and I had no idea about the stash until my mom told me about 4 months after he died.

>>577090934
feel the same way dude, different reason but you'll make it bro.

chin up

Okay guys, need a little advice. I put out a story on SC about my new haircut and got a response from a girl I've been talking to the past week or two almost immediately. We chatted for a bit but the conversation died with me being the last sender. This was about a half hour ago.

I want to see if she wants to grab a movie tomorrow. What's the best way to ask her?

This is relevant to feels because I've been locked inside my room as a recluse for the past day and a half and I'm finally getting out of whatever funk I was in

>>577092946
Totally the truth.

Thanks, bro.

>>577093816
it may hurt because he may remind you of yourself when you were that age, not even so long ago.

if adults have a hard time figuring things out, try remembering how fucking frustrating the tween years were.

treating him with kindness and patience can have the impact to completely change his life, anon. never underestimate what even small actions can do.

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Fuck it anyone here na that wants to play league and get on curse or skype im down and add bownec123

>>577088386
holy shit

>>577089837
well you're getting there aren't ya?
Any progress is good

"I have a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the points here I can barely function."
- Kurt Cobain in his suicide note

>>577093461
Thanks anon
I just miss her a lot.

>>577080267
I'm tearing up. Thanks, anon. I really do think this could not have been said with more eloquence or power.

>>577093045
that's my point. you don't need talent to do anything. you need skill. skill can come completely separately from talent.

find a passion. something that interests you. then do THAT.

There will be hard days. there will be easy days. and everything in between. but that's life.

treat people kindly, and spend your time learning things that interest you.

>>577078693
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>>577080368
This. So much this.

"I wish that someone here knew
How it felt to be all alone
It could maybe happen to you
But friendship is all you've known

It wouldn't even cross your mind
But one morning in the early dawn
What if you woke up to find
That all of your loved ones were gone"
- Anonymous

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>>577079943
Thanks for posting anon. There were some good reads.

>>577092661
true friendship bridges all gaps.

i will go months or years never speaking to some of my friends, but we can still pick up right where we left off when we do get together again.

there are so many people in the world, it's impossible to keep a relationship with all of them, all of the time. people move apart, and people come back together. but you can always stay close.

>>577095374
Im out, it's to much, i have to go hug my dog and cry for a bit

>>577094582
the downs will pass and the ups will be back before you know it, bro.

>>577093648
Fuck dude, I feel so bad for you, but I wholeheartedly agree. Life isn't what it was back when we were kids, and honestly I don't want to live it. Sure there would be good times, but the bad outweigh the good. Everytime I'm exposed to the real world I see myself growing more angry at the fact that people have feelings. Everything ends up with death in the end, what's really the point in trying to live life? I really don't know whats more scarier, knowing you'll never love, or knowing that soon no one will even remember you

>>577080267
>tfw no gf
>tfw no ex gf cause never had one
>tfw no best friend because no friends

>>577091141

Please dont off yourself anon. Life sucks, and I understand that. It feels like it will never stop hurting either but eventually...you will get through. I broke up with my long-term gf (living together, talking about marriage, children, etc) and I can relate with you... When I sleep, I see her, when im awake I see her. I smell her on my clothes she used to wear to bed. I see her everywhere. When im not at work im not sober. If I had a choice to not sleep I would not. I hate the dreams. Ive sat staring at my loaded guns for hours anon. Please dont do it, its not worth it.

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>>577084890
digging up emotions shouldn't hurt you.

Honestly these threads always help me so much... because... if I don't address my issues they will eventually smother me.

>>577093648
You know that cliche about doing it one day at a time? Well, it's true.

>>577093258
Damn man I'm sorry. I wouldn't want to live on medicine either.

>>577093258
all we ever really want is a chance to live our lives out peacefully in the way we choose. it really sucks to hear that you have less of that chance than most, bro.

but even in your situation, I firmly believe that life is what you make of it. there has to be something that you enjoy doing and that epilepsy can't interfere with too greatly.

art, music, writing, inventing, helping others. I hate telling you to basically "get over it" when this is clearly a shittier scenario then I will probably ever be exposed to. but, man, I have to believe that even a life like yours can have tons of meaning.

I believe in you, anon. it's not your fault, and you still have time. try to make the most of it.

>>577096242
>>577096832
>>577097320

Life is a zero sum game. I gave it what I could. I'm good with that. I've known happiness, love, selflessness, and compassion. I seent that shit. It's real. It can give you purpose. It gave me purpose.

I am bittersweet about not getting to have kids. I would push through this for their sake if they existed. I've always said that suicide was a selfish act because those who do it don't think of the people they'll hurt by committing it.

...there's nobody left to hurt. So, I'm hanging out with the only friends I have tonight.

>>577093346
This described me so well I can't stop crying, I need help.

>>577085484
Here's one that really gets me for whatever reason
Still a really good song without feels
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=peLiLUIpNvM

>>577085574
Dude, talk to him. Soon. Shit, maybe tonight even, I don't know his life. I feel like I've been such a shit to my brother since I was a teenager, and now we're both in college and he isn't near me all the time for me to make it better. The worst part is that I don't think he holds any resentment towards me. I'm just too aware that I'm an asshole and he forgives me for it all the time without thinking about it. So talk to your brother, before he's hundreds or thousands of miles away and you can't be with him when you're ready to.

>>577095759
Have fun

>>577079426

This is the saddest, most outrageous thing I've ever read, and the only way I'm going to sleep tonight is by convincing myself it's not real

>>577095139
you know what?

I'm gonna make a fucking video game.

I'm gonna make it have a plot, but still be mostly open ended.

It'll have multiplayer but not singleplayer.

And I'm gonna fucking get some goddamn coding skills, and make it by myself like the fag I am.

and if people don't like my game, Ill guilt trip them. Because they're fuckers if they don't give two shits about how much work it takes.

BTW Thank and fuck you, now i have to do sonething with my life.

god fucking shit i wish i could scream without somebody freaking out right now

>>577097894
Please please get help if you need it

>>577097959
Oooohhhhh I've heard this before. Sad keys and tone of voice

>>577095528
Those god damn feels. Tears flowing every where

>>577092075
i care

>>577097959
Also, Subterranean Homesick Alien (also by Radiohead) is pretty good for feels and without as well. In fact, OK Computer, the album they're both from is one of my favorite albums of all time. I really love their stuff.
Does anybody else feel fine (or "fine," I guess, definitions vary so not really that great but not horrible) during the day, but when you get home and you're at long last alone, you start wondering why your friends put up with you? Why you can never get the courage to tell her how you feel? Why you hate yourself? That's me almost every day, /b/.

>>577098362
That's the ticket!

"Don't depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness"
"though the fall will kill me for a moment i will fly"
"I still repeat the things you said to me in my head."
"Some days, I wish things had turned out differently."
"My favorite time of the day is the brief moment when you wake up and you don't know who you are."
"Sometimes I don't feel like continuing to live. I don't want to kill myself, I just want it to all stop or go away. I want to be calm. I want to be happy again."
"I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen"
"The worst feeling isn't being lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget."
"When I say I don't care, I'm not trying to convince you, I'm trying to convince myself."
"This year I wished I was dead and they all clapped. Without knowing"
"There's no such thing as a painless lesson."
- Unknown or Anonymous

>>577091141
That's shitty anon, please don't go. I was in a semi-similar situation. Serious relationship, lasted for almost 6 years. Her parents were separated and I only ever met her dad a few times, but apparently he thought I was a great guy. He told me to take care of her with tears in his eyes. As a military man, I knew that didn't come easy.

Anyway, long story short, its been like, over two full years now since she dumped me. Most nights I dream we get back together. Or dream that we are still together. Sometimes we make love and I can feel myself inside of her, others we just cuddle and I can feel her breathing gently next to me. Every time I can hear her voice and every time I can feel that feeling of being so completely in love with someone.

Then at the end, there's something that sours it. She tells me shes been with someone else. She tells me shes been with tons of other people. Her mom gets in my face. It's always something that ruins it. Then I wake up and it takes me a moment to realize we aren't together and then that day is completely shot because I spend every moment thinking about her and wondering what shes doing or who shes fucking and it drives me insane.

Had a real shit run since she dumped me. Grandfather died a few months ago, basically my hero and my first best friend. Watched him go those last few months and held his hand and cried with him at the end.

Just please don't go anon. I know there's no way for me to know if you end up killing yourself. But it would just give me a semblance of hope. These last few months have been especially hard. I'm just a fat miserable drain on my parents. And they don't complain at all about me. And I just don't want to be here any more. Thought about killing myself on my birthday last month but couldn't do it. I don't think I'll be able to do it until they are gone, but I don't want them to go.

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>>577093258
please. do something amazing...

just...for the rest of us...

>be me, 20
>bipolar depression diagnosed
>not really a bad life
>I have some "friends" and have had a lot of girls
>I'm fun and family loves me
>In the end of the day, when I'm about to sleep it doesn't matter.
>feeling as sad and empty as usual
>I feel like nobody really cares about me
>I feel like a need love, I feel like I don't deserve it and I don't like family even though they are nice to me and they show me they care
>I feel like I'm going nowhere, that everything's worthless
>not sad enough to try to kill myself tho, but sad enough to feel like alone every single second.

>>577093405
neither. its bullshit.

>>577099734
Anon you're not alone.

>>577092972
i'm crying my eyes out anon thank yoiu

thank you god bless your soul

>>577084205
I know the feel. After school ended and people started to branch out with their friends, I was left behind. I've met no new people and I rarely see those I considered my best friends. The thing is, they're still my best friends, but I am not theirs. I mean so little to so many people, and I mean less to them with every passing day.

>>577081487
exactly the same here bro D:

>>577099314
god damnit

now i really just hate people in general, because people are mostly assholes.

>>577099734
Welp, I've officially met my clone, because I feel exactly like you right now. Replace "bipolar disorder" with "severe depression" and remove the part about girls altogether and we're on the same page. It sucks, but at least I know that I'm not alone.

>>577098362
there are loads of successful indie games, some even made by just one person. Cave Story is a good example, if you've never heard of that game. all the art and music and coding and story were written/made by one guy, and the game is fantastic.

so, make your fucking video game. coding is a useful skill for shit tons of reasons, not just making video games. same with storytelling. art is more important to society than most people will ever realize. it'll take work, but if you do this then one day you'll be able to look back and feel a sense of accomplishment that can only stem from working yourself to the bone.

and fuck you for thinking guilt trips are okay. don't make things so that others will like you; make things so that YOU will like you. only YOU need to be truly satisfied with your work. If you are, honestly, then others will naturally be attracted to it. that's the truth behind people saying "don't worry about what others think"

you can do anything you set your mind to, anon.

If you want feels you should read "Flowers for Algernon" by Daniel Keyes. I think a lot of 4chan autists will relate to it. The feels.