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>>555780758
>be two weeks ago
>It's time for holidays
>Sees Tim a last time and told him I was coming a few weeks after
>He said he was impatient to see me again
>I felt a bit sad, but I needed holidays with all the patients
>Leave for two weeks
>Don't receive any calls about Tim
>Thinks he is okay if no one calls me
>Profit from holidays
>Two weeks later, come back to work
>wears bags with a lot of toys
>I was happy about the idea I was seeing him again
>enters room
>Nobody's here
>what_the_hell_is_happening.gif
>sees colleague
>" Where is Tim? "
>he tell me to follow him
>tfw I know something isn't right
>he conducts me to that department
>" mortuary "
>colleague start to look at ground
>" I know you loved him, but we couldn't do anything "
>" He felt to a non-return point "
>Silence
>...
>More silence
>asks with a little voice why I wasn't called
>Colleagues thought I needed to profit from holidays
>I couldn't move nor say anything
>starts crying
>starts thinking about all those moments
>starts thinking about the fact I didn't save him
>Colleague was there when he died
>" I didn't believe enough "
>Those were his last words


Tim, I'm sorry. Forgive me. I couldn't save you.
I wasn't the hero you needed.
Rest in peace.

Tim is now free.

>>555780758
>physicist
You mean physician?

RIP Tim

;______;

>>555781179
Yeah sorry, I messed up the two.

>>555781179
/thread

you're killin me, man.
nothing on /b/ has ever wrenched my heart like this.

>>555780758
>>555780895

Dude it wasn't your fault, you gave him hope and made him happy, thats what you have to remember
RIP tim

>>555780895
well he's in a world that 4chan doesn't exist

this is bullshit. no one would say physicist

>>555781681
I'm not a native english speaker, what can I say about that?

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>>555780758
TL;DR

KILL YOURSELF

Lol great story 9/10
Needs more dead children
Heaven

>>555782254
>>555782257
Fuck you all guys. This kid meant so much for me that faggots like you without any feels don't even makes me mad anymore.

>>555782376
>Fuck you all guys. This kid meant so much for me that faggots like you without any feels don't even makes me mad anymore.
Lol move on. Everyone dies. Even those around you. Life's too short to cry about the dead. Enjoy it faggot.

>>555781179
/threadddddddddddd

theres a bunch of edgy kids in here

>>555782603
YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND FUCKTARD.

I THOUGHT HE WOULD LIVE. I THOUGHT HE WAS OKAY. I THOUGHT I WAS THE TURNING POINT OF HIS LIFE. BUT NO, HE DIED WHILE I WASN'T THERE.

I HAD A JOB: TO MAKE HIM BELIEVE. I FAILED MISERABLY. I FEEL GUILTY. I'M SO MUCH DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW.

WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAPPEN TO HIM? WHY?

>>555781179
nah he's the guy that measures the velocity of how fucked you are

>>555782848
You killed him.

>>555783298
kek

>>555782848
/b/ro. calm down. they're just fucking with you.

you gotta just let it all go. don't forget about it, just let it go.

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Fuck Tim USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA USA

Calm down, OP. Some people on here are idiots.

There's nothing you could've done, you can't and you shouldn't blame yourself for this. You didn't fail. Don't feel guilty. You couldn't have done anything.

>>555782848
Shoulda posted in the bawww thread that you came from.

>>555782848
Well consider that you did more than most would. You can not be stronger than nature and it seems like his time actually came. There is no one to be held responsible for this, but you are a good man and you owe it now to other patients to be strong. It may be difficult to get over things like this, but it is your job to keep face and hope for others.
This world is for the living and while you surely can mourn do not obsess over it and tend to the people you can actually help now.
It might sound cheesy as fuck, but you took something for Tim and now it might help other people.

>>555783298
Le maximum lel

>>555784109
I know I shouldn't get too close to patients, because if this shit happens you're so fucked up. But he was the shine of my life.

Especially that time when he told I was a hero. It was the best day of my life. And now, everything is done in a clap of hands.

I don't know what to do. I'm so sad right now. I wanted to say him goodbye at least.

We pay 300k/year on average on doctors with our taxes and they don't know the difference between physicist and physician. I'm an anesthesiologist, I call bullshit. Cancer kids aren't assigned to pediatricians, they're assigned to oncologists and psychologists, the oncologists talk about their medical plan with them and the psychologists do psychotherapy to the kids. Pediatricians have nothing to do with end-stage patients.

>>555781179
Sean Locke did the same thing on an episode of 8 out of 10 cats does countdown. Ruins the whle story. 1/10

Valar Morghulis

OP is a faggot

Just kidding

Not

>>555784426
Plus the psychologists to end-stage patients are avoiding giving them false hopes at all costs no matter the age of the patient . They accomodate them with the idea of death, they don't tell them they'll live, no doctor would consent with that and it would cause havoc.

>>555781179
>>555780758
What the fuck. how can a doctor misspell physician? You graduated from somalia?

story is fake, carry on guise

>>555780895
Nigga, I just got super high and you just bummed me the fuck out

>>555784874
I'm not a native english speaker.

>>555785213
I sure hope so, otherwise misspelling the drug name can lead to serious shit.

>>555784367
Yeah losing someone always is shitty business.
Just try to not hang up on things which are done anyway. Look in the future and learn from the past, its not like you can change anything now, keep your head straight and walk onward.

You can do it, everybody has to someday.

>>555784627
OP is bullshit

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>>555782848
OP's upset, cause /b/ doesn't react the way he wanted. This no longer a place to cry, bro. This is a place full of fucktards, not knowing what emotions are. You got +1 tear from me. Now go and call your best friend. Tell him this story and get the fuck out. Nobody likes people like you here.

>be me
>new guy moved to pediatric department
>always talking to himself
>starts talking to kid called Tim
>never let anyone stay in the room with him
>sometimes there'd be screams from the room
somethingsfuckedup.mp3
>he takes 2 weeks off
>decide it's time to fuck with him
>walk into room whilst Tim is sleeping
>move him to a different room
>pull the plug on other kid and put him into mortuary under some sheets
>wait 2 weeks
>faggot walks in licking his lips and rubbing his thighs
>sees Tim isn't there
>starts talking to the bed anyway
>unzips his pants
>urm, anon...
>falls onto bed and apologizes repeatedly
>tell him tim died
>take him to mortuary
>he starts drooling onto the body
>he told me to tell you something
>under his dying breath he requested something from you
>"what? ANYTHING"
>all he wanted before he died
>was tree fiddy
>mfw

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>>555783298

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>>555786270
>never let anyone stay in the room with him
>sometimes there'd be screams from the room