long story short

i met a girl, dated her for half a year and she went back to her ex
we had no contact for a couple of months
started to text each other again
told me how much she missed me yada yada
she couldn't bear it
again no contact for a month
then out of the blue she asks if i'm down for grabbing something to eat
she'd be in my town for a day

and just with that, she starts texting me as if nothing ever happened
tells me she thinks she's now okay with texting me and that she feels meeting up will be fun.

now i don't care about friendzone or whatever bullshit i might've gotten myself into, i accepted that she's with that guy
but i feel that it's bringing me down again, knowing that i'll see her just for shits and giggles and now being able to be around her like i used to

i accepted the offer
we've been texting like nothing ever happened, besides her going all up in arms when i'm texting innuendo-ish stuff

last thing she wrote was
>i'm gonna be away for this evening
i do not care
i do not care if she gets fucked by her guy with whom she has bad sex, she literally told me


yesterday we were texting the whole day about pokemon guy
i was drinking with some people
sent her a voice message, said some dumb stuff, nothing too risky but she hasn't replied to it or something else

Posted in previous thread, sorry if it bothers someone.

Someone felt ignored by everyone?
I live alone in the same city as my friends, but I'm the one to constantly start convos with family and friends, but whenever I decide it is their turn I at times never get a message, if I'm lucky it just takes a week for my childhood bestfriend (not really anymore) to message me and ask how I'm doing since she hasn't heard from me, but I get invited out to meet friends.

Only time I see family is birthdays or holidays.

I need tips /b/ros, I'm at my lowest, I hope.

>>695073482
women are pretty hard to understand
since you were the last one to message her i guess all you can do is wait for a reply, and if you get one then try sticking around to see what happens, i guess. good luck dog
>>695073759
i used to feel like that, actually. i don't know if i have any good advice because nowadays i kinda prefer to be left alone most of the time since interacting with people gives me tons of anxiety and shit. people only message me every month or so to check up and see if i killed myself yet or not so i also tend to take ages to reply now
honestly, people will only talk to you when they need something, that's a fact. in the end we're all selfish. whether that selfishness comes from wanting something material or not, that's different for everyone
do you live with anyone or near any close friends?

>>695073482
If you get the chance to be with her again, alone. Just talk with her, about the two of you. Just be clear with everyone, as one anon told me ''Fortune favours the bold''

>>695074595
yeah, been waiting the whole day so eh
>>695074621
well she told me pretty clearly that she wants to be with that guy but on the other hand

>>695074595
My closest friend is a 5 minute walk away, compared to my mother and sister who lives a 5 minute drive away. I don't know.. the only one I feel care is my childhood friend, but I feel she force herself to talk to me as whenever I tell her its ''a-okay'' the conversation usually only last 2 more minutes about what she has done since we last talked.

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>>695074933

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>>695075063

> Be me 13th birthday
> Parents say that I can invite all my friends to a birthday party
> Deliver 20 invitations at school
> Get party ready with food and fun
> Tell parents what I want for my birthday
Birthday day comes
> Wake up and go downstairs
> Parents sit me down "Anon, our dog Sasha got out last night and got hit by a car"
> Bad start to the day but it will be okay, it's my birthday
> party is at 2:00 PM
> 3:00 PM No one is here
> 4:00 PM No one is here, parents bring out cake anyway
> FML there are nuts on the cake (I am allergic)
> 5:00 PM I break and just sit in the back yard crying
> 6:00 PM Dad comes out back and starts yelling at me to grow up, I can't just cry about everything
> Tried (and obviously failed) to kill myself that night.

That's the last birthday I will ever have....

>>695075110
>>695075063
Gods work anon

Bampin

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>>695073759
i know the feeling. however, it's probably just your view on things. keep yourself busy, try new stuff, find new hobbies. this will have two effects: you stop thinking about other people not calling you and you and your life are more interesting, so other people want to be a part in it. worked for me.

>>695073759
not OP from other thread but everyone does fucking ignore me and it is the worst pain anyone could have possibly inflicted upon me

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>>695074837
I can relate to an extent. Was this girl I started dating, and I found out later she had a boyfriend who lived cross-country (Norway, so not that far. Try Google ''Oslo and Trondheim'') and I still dated her, I even asked her several times to end her relashionship with her ''old'' boyfriend and let me be hers like officially. But she stuck with him instead, and we haven't really talked since. I meet her once and we did was wave and walk past eachother.

I'm not >>695074621 by the way.

Anyone feeling down..
I'm here to tell you that it gets better.
I promise it does.

Couple years ago I was a shut in who never left the house, right now I'm unpacking into my new apartment with my pregnant girlfriend.
Never would I think I'd be here, but here I am.

It gets better, just tough it out.

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>>695075151
Pic was posted in the last thread, but anyways.
Sorry for you anon... Cry as much as you need if that makes you feel better :)

>>695075379
yeah well, she did break up with him like 2 months prior to us
but i would have never asked her to leave him for me

>>695075151
Shit..

>>695075413
>Couple years ago I was a shut in who never left the house, right now I'm unpacking into my new apartment with my pregnant girlfriend.
then what the hell are you doing here

>be me, 6 years ago
>kissless virgin
>somehow, fall in love to a girl that used to be a friend
>she seems to love me back in a "beautiful natural way"
>feel for the first time of my life a girl's love and all the great things it gets
>never felt so happy in my entire life

>one day, she seems to be distant from me
>I take my shit and go to her house
>she opens the doors
>we speak a little, but reading through her eyes, she clearly don't love me anymore
>I'm speechless
>tfw I kinda feel like shit at this instant

>from out of nowhere, she take me in her arms
>she hugs me tenderly
>I start crying
>she hugs me stronger

>love story ended
>get back home alone
>felt like the worst shit on earth
>literally cry all night long
>never felt so sad in my entire life

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>>695074936
i see i see. i almost never talk to people one on one nowadays. used to have that shit constantly with some of my closest friends but we're not that close anymore, since they rarely message me, so in turn i stopped messaging them too
you reach a point that you start feeling you're unwanted or a burden or, gee, i dunno, tons of other things. if you have to find people that are interested to get to know you and talk to you, whether it's about something random, your feelings or silly memes. a group chat can be fun, of course it depends on the topic of that chat; you won't get to talk about the meaning of life on a chat that's all about shitposting
there's also a huge problem with people these days: everyone's just too damn busy, you know? either with work or with other people that they care more, like their significant others
remember, there's a difference between people that talk to you in their free time and people that free their time to talk to you

>>695075285
I have a full time job and sort of interact with customers (Walmart kind of job) and colleagues, but what hits me is getting home at night with nothing to do except lie in bed waiting to fall asleep so I can go to work the following day.

>>695075582
So suddenly I'm not allowed to laugh at all the shit humor on this website?

>>695075796
if you've got the life you never dreamt of, go away, this website is cancerous

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>>695075621
fuck man, where did that love go

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>>695075621
I know that feel anon, many of us do...

>>695075743
Last sentence got to me, thank you.

>>695075621

>>we speak a little, but reading through her eyes, she clearly don't love me anymore

That hit home really hard for me, i hate when that happens, when i realised it i cried for so long my eyes were bloated and red.

Atleast you found it, and was happy for a while, but i bet it hurts more than it hurted before

>>695075538
I wasn't in the last thread. I'm 21 now, didn't even have a fucking party for my 21st. just bought some booze and got wasted by myself.

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stay strong anons
unlike me

>>695075792
I have a full time job as well. not so much interacting with customers, rather interacting with other colleagues (let's say there are many meetings with people from different departments). I don't see what's stopping you. if you have time to lie in bed waiting to fall asleep you sure as hell have time to try something new. are you into any sports?

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>>695075621
I know that feel bruv.
The worst fucking thing about it is thinking about all the things you might have done wrong which caused her not to love you anymore.
Fucking feelings everytime

>back from family trip
>Little brother 10y.o unwell
>Ambulance
>Thinking it's appendix
>Reality it is a blood infection
>Thinking about time I spent with him
>Regrets of not spending much time
>Afraid of losing him
>Posting this because I have no one else to talk to rn
>spend time with your family even if it though.

>>695075413
it only gets better if you make it better
most of us are incapable or unwilling to do that man and so we are forced to live our lives like this until we finally end them

>>695075962
>where did that love go

that's the question. for me, I think it was never here... I think she lied to me the whole time...

>>695075151
I'm sorry to here Anon, sounds like a shitty day.

alright, I'll try it again: I am looking for that screencap of an anon telling how he has been trying to better himself everyday since his gf broke up and how he now hopes to never meet her because he's afraid that he got better than her. does anyone have it?

>>695076193
I used to play football (soccer for you amerifags) but I had to quit due to a long lasting injury with I still have to some extent (I quit when I was 14, 20 atm) I'm currently looking to go back to school and or get into a new job like being a truck driver as I do relax when I'm on the road with my own music and feelings, but I can't do that til I die.. unless I drive off a bridge or some shit.

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>>695076466
>RELATABLE
shit dude, they say men are bad but women can be so cruel when it comes to love
they lead you on like no other

>>695076484
this?
>>695076541

>>695076735
no, it was a lot shorter... but cheers for that one, good read

>>695075063
Deep.

>Be me 15
>Dad tells me were getting evicted and that him and mom are getting a divorce
>Starts packing but mom has mental break down
>Forced to wait until police come to throw our shit out on the lawn because mom refused to pack anything
>Had to watch my whole life get thrown onto the lawn as my mom and dad screamed at eachother in the background
>Grandparents take me in, refuse to let me keep my pupper
>Gives pupper to family friend
>Keeps breaking out, by chance we see him walking on a busy street
>Find out friends elderly mom was abusing him, we had to bring him to a shelter
>Shelter calls and says he refuses to eat or drink and my mom tries to go pick him up.
>Hes so happy to see us I nearly cried trying to calm him down
>Grandma again refuses to let me keep my dog
I know its not as bad as other anon's had it but, I felt like throwing in my story for anyone wanting contributors. Sorry for shitty greentext.

>>695076082
better experience love and suffer or not experience it at all...?

>>695075621
Shit dude.... I hate it when girls just up and change over night....

> Be me, 10 months ago
> In rocket club (total sausage nerdfest)
> In walks a fucking 9/10 girl
> First person she talks to is me
> Find out she likes literally the exact same stuff as me
(6 weeks ago now)
> We have a stargazing/fancy wine night
> Open up about our past, tell her stuff I've never told anyone before
> I trust her completely with my life and with everything
> I fucking love this girl
> We talk some more and have another bonding experience (She is acting like she really likes me)
> Third time she talks she mentions the friend zone and how she doesn't want to date anyone...
> Hugs me goodbye that night and goes home.
> Find out next day that she is spur of the moment going to Europe for a couple months
A week ago
>Found that she found a guy and is staying in Europe...
> She won't respond to my emails anymore
> I fucking want to die......

>>695075151
My16th 17th and 18 th birthdays all went down like this.
Something or the other always happens which always hurts me emotionally.

>>695077167
Thats the problem, the way you see it before love vs after love

>>695075621
Sorry anon, I had someone do that to me as well.. Instead of telling me herself though she had her friends come screaming at me about how she never wants to see me again. She was a life long friend of mine aswell.

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>>695075980
Don't worry anon, we're always here :)

>>695076312
thank you bros for being here

>>695076157
Elaborate
It feels like you have something you want to get out of your system

>>695077314
16th birthday
>Found out dad's cheating on mom.
>Can't tell her might break family.

>>695077761
Wow, thats shit

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OC

>>695077125
>Be me 15
>Dad tells me were getting evicted and that him and mom are getting a divorce
>Starts packing but mom has mental break down
man i had a similar experience
luck for me my parents did this exact thing only when i was 7
>be me 7
>parents relationship went to shit and they started fighting a lot
>police called a few times
>i once called the police on my own father at the age of 7 or 8
>parents split but tried again a few years later
>end up having worse fights and mother pulls knife on father more than once and threatens to stab him in the throat
>some other shit happens and eventually mother has mental breakdown
>off to the mental hospital for you
>eventually gets out after staff treated her like shit and leader of department came in and caught them doing shit
now after all the shit that happened it was really neither of their fault and i still see my father when i can so it's cool

my life is 1000% shittier than just this part about my parents because brother has autism and shit plus been borderline homeless for 8 months and lived in a tent for a while

im really starting to think i should just off myself since all i do is sit in bed like a depressed faggot and cry myself to sleep at night

really im just a useless sack of shit that is an inconvenience for everyone else

>>695076338
Im still afraid,35% of death :( he is undergoing the operation rn

>>695078709
Hang in there man,you are strong!spend time with your brother

>>695078638
shit man, this got me
also, you misspelled listen, fifth line, heads up

>>695077314
>mfw ever since 10th birday i just stopped celebrating
no one ever came to my 10th birthday and since then no one has came to any of my other birthdays either
haven't had a birthday party since like 13 and at 14 my brothers forgot and didn't even wish me happy birthday until my mother remembered
can't even remember getting cake

>>695077216
I read your story too, fuck me... I felt it like it happens to me. How girls can act like this...

>>695078638
>oedipus complex spotted

>>695079168
i have multiple brothers and the autistic one can go die in a fire

i hate the fucking bastard for what he has done and is still doing to my mother

>>695079795
Details?

I'm sad that I'll never fall head over heels in love with a girl again.
I will never have a constant, burning desire to be around her first thing in the morning and last thing at night.
I won't be reading and re-reading old text messages just to get that rush of sweet, soppy, teenage love.
I can never feel the intense warmth and comfort of being wrapped up in each other, limbs tangled up, inhaling her scent.
I shall never get to say I love you, I miss you, I want you, and ever get a response.
Because you were hit by a drunk driver too young.
And died before I could say goodbye.

I miss you everyday Lesley.

>>695079795
I get it...then just avoid him,what is your living state right now?

>>695079494
fuck if I know bro... They just do. Empathy is dead in the real world. It only exists in anonymous message boards.

>>695079894
breaks the house she lives in during retarded fucking sperg rages and kicks and hits her

whenever i see it happen i feel like knocking the teeth out of the little shit but my mother always stops me so there is nothing i can do

just to put this into perspective he broke the house so much my mother was kicked out and had to find a new place to stay

at the same time he going apeshit and rages when the fucking internet got disconnected for 10 minutes

THE
FUCKING
INTERNET

he then proceeded to start hitting her until she found a way to get it working again

>>695076338
You always have us too anon. Remember, you're part of the family
Hope your little brother gets better soon

>>695073759
anon I feel ya. just thought about today. not just with family but with most people. having good friends, hanging out with them is a lot of fun (for all of us) but pretty much every fucking time it seems like it's gotta be who has to start shit. what sucks most is that I KNOW they do shit w/out me. I mean, the fucking internet is a thing...really don't know what's wrong...

>>695080326
Damn, shits fucked

>>695080086
emergency house type of thing
probably have to leave in 6 months and have nowhere to go after that

>>695075016
saved

>>695073172
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>>695080547
Can you Fix a good job? Or is that hard?

>>695080801
I have no penis ;)

>>695080854
not rn but shit doesn't matter anyway
im probably going to off myself before then

life is shit and im mostly just a burden on everyone including my family

only have 2 close friends and they are both shut ins and im pretty sure 1 of them is starting to dislike me anyway

never going to have a girlfriend and it crushes me every time i think about it

sick of crying myself to sleep

>>695079424
thanks, gonna fix that right away

Its been 2 years now
A little back story during middle school my teachers feared I would become violent, telling me to my face that I was over imotional and they didn't want anything bad to happen during an outburst. Mainly because I drew gore and my teacher found out, was also anti-social so they wanted me on drugs thinking it would help.
>be me 16 years old never dated because of religious belief and wanted to evade drama at the same time
>have routine of talking to a few people during school and then spending the majority of my day after school alone doing homework
>one day I meet a girl we talk and chat for a while
>Dont care for her but need to talk to people or else teachers will think I'm depressed again
>tell her she was fun to chat with and that I need to be alone to do work
>everyday she would come to me since then to talk about stuff
>I knew she liked me so I switched it over to guy talk
>ask her if she saw any guy around capus she liked
>talks about multiple guys and I tell her to go for it
>everytime she git a guy ut seemed like she was trying to some how make me jelous
>All I wanted was my diploma and to leave school
>One day she gas to talk about her feelings, I reluctantly listened as she told me about her family
>She hugs me fir an hour crying her eyes out
>I like this feeling of being needed and didn't want the whole thing to end
since then we graduated she tried getting my attention through jr year and gave up on sr year getting pregnant leaving high school.
I don't miss her but I keep thinking about that day she was in my arms crying and how I miss that. I don't know why it made me feel the way it does.

>>695079535
it's not about my mother, I don't talk to her much

>>695080188
it's so sad to say, but you're so right.
I fucking hate how people behave nowadays, how they ignore our feelings, how they just care about useless things

I know I have too much love inside me, so much I could die from it. Some days I feel like I'm the only one who can feel the right way in this fucking world... But nobody can see it anymore. That's why I hate people so much.

Me and my gf just broke up. We were supposed to go on a little trip on thursday. I know it's the right thing to do but why does it hurt like hell?

>>695081170
Do Not kill your self /b/ro

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>>695073172
>dad died last week
>couldn't go to the funeral because of job
>everyone hates me fightfully so
>feel like a peice of shit
>cant do shit but jerk off to anime
>tfw I hate myself so much...
Someone come to my house and kill me please

>>695081597
>why does love hurts?
because it's true

>>695075151
fuck, man. how old are you now? or was it that recent?

>>695075743
>remember, there's a difference between people that talk to you in their free time and people that free their time to talk to you
well said

Me and my gf just broke up. We were supposed to go on a little trip on thursday. I know it's the right thing to do but why does it hurt like hell? >>695081900

Doesnt make it easier, does it? She was my first real gf. I had a few friends with benfits and ons situations before but i didnt even know I was capable of feeling the way I do atm

>>695081584
I find that the best way for me to get my anger out is go out driving, get intentionally caught in traffic, and then roll down my windows and start screaming at literally everyone for every little thing using as many curses and profanities as I can think of.

Hell I did it yesterday for a solid 3 hours, I can barely speak today but yesterday when I got home I actually felt good. Then today I remembered that the one girl I have loved is in fucking europe fucking some dude after she said she didn't want any sort of relationship...

>>695082065
I am 21 now, didn't have a party, just sat at home and drank my first legal booze. (my birthday was a week after she left for europe, so I was already feeling pretty down)

>>695079455
Didn't have a party until i was like 35 years old.

>>695081897
safety reply

>>695082221
Know that feel.
Girl left City for University. Met her some times. Wrote a lot on WhatsApp etc.. She broke contact 1 year ago. Dunno why. Feels Bad.

Sorry i am on mobile

>>695082156
You have to learn to hate women. When you learn how soulless they are you can watch them go without emotion.

>>695082412
thats unfortunate
even now at 19 i dont have partys and shit
i feel like such a fucking failure

>>695082787
never feels good, that's for damn sure....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8f0DKR037PA

>>695082839
that's pretty fucked up... Be the demon to understand the demon...

>>695077167
It's always better to love and suffer in my opinion. In the end, only the good memories last, and you eventually learn to live with the pain.

>>695082839
Fuck. Learned this again today.
Woman friend toll me how she manipulated guys to reach her goals (some times other guys)
Asked one of her ex Boy friends to meet a other guy or she will leave him. if the other is cool she leaves him anyway...

This exfriend Talks to her for 2 years After that.

>>695082839
>>695082839

Had my ways around women before meeting her. That's probably the reason why I never had trouble. When I left for uni and she stayed in that crappy down shit started to go down the drain. We have been together for one year at that time and now, over the course of another year, we drifted apart, slowly but steady. I realized that there's no hope when I found myself not chatting with her for a day or two. From a logical pov it's the only way but i just dont know..

>>695083014
I miss her so fucking much.
Cant even get a other girl cause of that feeling :(

>>695083012

Most parties suck anyway. I think most people go out because their lives suck and it is expected to go out which is complete bollocks.

>>695083546
Yeah... All we can do is hope that the feeling fades....

>>695083809
not saying i hate it

i don't have anyone to invite so it would be awkward as fuck with my 2 introvert friends and me drinking or something

probably better than nothing

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>>695080801
Then I will finally be a girl :')
Thanks Allah!

>>695083012

Most parties suck anyway. I think most people go out because their lives suck and it is expected to go out which is complete bollocks. >>695084182

Maybe your friends would like it more than they think. Worth a shot

>>695079455
Me too anon. I just turned 22 and my best friend and parents were the only ones who said happy birthday... The guy that stuck around though... I swear I'm going to marry this guy...

I think he loves me too.

>>695083546
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtEmJeojY0I
This is all I want from her... I don't want sex, I don't want money, I don't care about anything but being able to do this with her.

>>695084763
Happy birthday anon

>>695084687
it would just be us sitting around talking about video games while having a drink which is something i could arrange at any time because they don't work really work or anything either

>>695083098
Looks like a pretty bad liar to me...
Even if is just a camera, she isn't able to handle eye contact with it.

>>695084763
happy b'day

probably late but fuck it
i hope it works out with that guy lucky you for having someone :)

>>695084928
Thank you

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>>695081170
Dont feel bad about crying man. Every guy cries himself to sleep at one point or another. Pic related

>>695085622
dubs

>>695084763
Happy birthday! And good luck with that guy :) Wish you the best.

>>695075151

>older brother, spoiled because he was "first born"
>gets everything he wants, exactly as he wants it
>his 16th birthday comes, gets vehicle he wanted
>be me, 4 years younger
>16th birthday coming up
>figure i'll at least get something sort of neat, but not car neat as they treat older brother way better
>16th bd comes
>not only got nothing, but parents gone all day to visit older brother at school
>2 days later - "oh, we forgot your birthday didn't we?? hahahahaha" they laugh about it

>>695078845
Wow

>>695085321
Barely. I flew myself out of state by myself for a concert tonight to celebrate. I think when I get back I'm going to try and go for him...

>>695085622
it's not the crying that im worried about
its all thing i cry about

>>695085776
Thank you so much. He's even picking me up from the airport, and dropped me off (insisted I didn't uber). We've known eachother more than 10 years

>>695084788
I just want to talk with her. We were really good friends in puberty.
Told me anything. I tried to help her in dark hours. She cut her self and shit... She had a lot of friends and shit but Told this only me.

>>695081897
fuck you

>>695086229
mine told me that she had been raped... I'm only the second person she's told. She told her now ex boyfriend, but he didn't give a shit.... I showed her my scars. I had cut on my lower hip so that no one would ever see them. Then I showed her the scar from when I tried to kill myself. I went for the femural artery with a knife... She was the first person I have told about it who isn't here on 4chan.

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I'm going to die alone. I just need to accept that and be happy with it. I know it's possible to be happy alone, but I don't know where to start or how long it'll take before I can be happy being alone.

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>>695086958
Come here /b/ro have a hug

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>>695087310
Do Not Do this /b/ro

>>695081897
Wew

>>695081897

what job doesn't let you go to your dad's funeral?

>>695076338
I hope your bro gets well anon :(

I met this fatty over tinder on monday, started to sharing selfies of me and she started to feel srsly attracted to me.
We met in person on tuesday, went to the movies, shes fat, tall and ugly and yet she said I was hot ad (I'm not but I guess I am by her standards).
She wanted to see me ona very late night next day, we had sex, it was so bad: her pussy stinks like hell, my short dick fell of her pussy every 4th stroke and I still came a minute later.
Feels bad man, I guess bitch's in love and I'm ghosting the hell out, she left my dick smell like here horrid pussy.
So sad.

>>695087515
Thanks mate

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>>695075151
welcome, our new /b/tards friend. We won 't despise you here cause we're amm despicable.

>>695077216
Its not the sad thing that she is a 9/10. The really sad thing is that she likes the things u do aswell. Its like finding ur other Part, being complete. Get well anon. You are a good person

>>695087721

I'm not suicidal nigger, did I fucking say that anywhere? Why would I do something that stupid?

>>695089345
Now you loosed your virginity you can leave her

>I am alone in the dark, smoking some cigs I stole from my roommate.
>Thinking about her
>I did for the past 3 years
>I wish highschool never ended
>I wish I could hear her saying I love you once more
>I wish she would stop telling me how cool her boyfriend is
>I was never even her boyfriend
>She just loved me, for who I were
>Now I am not the same
>I will never be the same
>I can't find my use without her

I think that I will drop out and go get her /b/ros...
I don't know
I never knew
I talked to her boyfriend, he says he wants to quit her
What should I do. WHAT CAN I DO?

>>695089689
> loosed
Get the fuck out spic

>>695089523
Well she is a 9/10 just on looks, but the more important thing is that she is smarter than I am, and she does the same hobbies. If I were to rate her overall, she would be a fucking 15/10.... I need this woman, but I will never have her.

>>695089463
I've been here for a while /b/ro, though it would appear that you need to learn a bit more english...

>>695085622
kek

>>695087721
the logic in that image is so flawed. "becoming the next james bond" would require lots of care, planning, and organization. If you're suicidal, you can't afford to invest emotionally in things like that.
Most likely if you REALLY didn't care about anything you'd just be a hobo living on the streets and smoking crack.

>>695089885
if you have a top tier dating game then get her on the rebound and try to keep her

>>695090378
I don't know if I can do that
We are 300km away from eachother
I own a car but having to drive 9 hours to get to her, I can do that, but then what?
My parents broke any kind of connection with me and got a big fat no when I asked them if I can stay at them for a few weeks yesterday. After 2 years since I've talked to them.
I just can't go anywhere. I meet her and then go back? Fuck no. I want more. Much more.

>>695076541
This was in a thread yesterday right

>>695076731
Not the same guy, but fuck man, I agree with you. Had somewhat same experience as that guy, everything was great, until one day she became distant towards me. It all ended later on. She kept telling she doesn't want to be in a relationship with anyone and yada yada. Midsummer eve comes, she's in a relationship with a guy from her school. Like fuck man, it broke me. Still have trouble falling asleep, even tho it's been almost a month.

Don't you guys just love it how /b/ros are nice on feels threads?

>>695089941
I know that feel /b/ro. In 2014 i met a girl and we both had the same hurmour. She gave me this feeling like i finally found the one. Few months later i saw her with a other guy. R.I.P My Heart. Its been 2 years but i cant forget about her.

>>695091840
yeah it's from yesterday

>>695078882
Try not to think and worry about thingsthat you can't do anything about anon

>>695075151
stop with the cringe fest life gets way better

I was a super lonely kissless virgin until last year I met a beautiful girl who i took with me to college.
always thought I was ugly and worthless, and she made me feel good, still does, and now I'm a male model for H&M.

shit shapes up, i'm still fairly young but I was gonna kill myself at the end of senior year because I didnt know what I'd do with my life, she gave me direction.

Keep yourself occupied bud.

>>695092993
I can type out how we met but it probably wont get done with how short threads are on b

>>695092310
I was in the thread I was the one to ask for a screencap of this, maybe if I wouldn't have asked it would of never been posted in this thread and it would always been gone forever

>>695093444
profound trips. You dun good

>>695093444
Checked

>>695076541
That dude is fucking alpha...

>>695094080
thanks

>>695078709
the autistic brother part reminded me of a girl i know, in her early 20s
>brother has autism
>autism came from her father
>some years ago she met a guy
>they got engaged
>guy takes ride on his motorcycle
>ends up under a truck literally three streets away
>instant death
>girl hears ambulance, thinks nothing of it
>later hears it was her fiancé's accident
>some months later, her parents are getting a divorce because her dad's and brother's autism is too much for her mother to deal with
>this girl studies psychology, has to take a break year
>tries to emotionally support her mother, brother and father.. she's in the middle of all of them while trying to process the death of her fiancé
>somehow after a year she manages to go back and complete her study
I lost touch with her, don't know how she's doing now.

>>695095052
She's so strong. How can she do that? That's amazing

>>695078638
same, we work and have class at conflicting hours so we both find ourselves alone most of the time.

>>695085810
It's not you, your parents are assholes.

Don't become like them.

>>695085622
If I was a citizen i'd vote for Trump just because of this post

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>>695073172
>21 yo
>It seems as if my aspirations are there but I can't bring myself to care
>I want to feel loved, but I can't bring myself to look for it
>I'm drunk right now, because that's the only way I know of feeling alive and well
>Suicide is always in the back of my mind

>>695096116
Same here. Don't kill yourself before I do

>>695073482
Why don't you get with somebody then? See how she feels

>>695096116
What are your hobbies? What do you do in your spare time? What goals have you personally set yourself and reached in the last 6 months?

>>695096283
We'll never know what waits around the corners. We might as well do our best to wait for it. Love same anon

>>695092993
What's the salary and what's your height if you don't mind me asking

>>695096116
That feeling never leave anon, I'm 26, tried to die many ways but didn't. Alcohol is the only thing keeping me going.

>>695096616
My hobbies are music and art. I used to be very passionate about it, but now I just can't find the passion. I'm strongly contemplating using anti depressants.

>>695096910
Do some physical exercise. Easiest and most common way of beating depression is more sunlight and getting sweaty. Lift heavy weights. Run long distances.

>>695096890
Maybe happiness is just around the corner. I know it sounds like a stupid fairytale, but it just can't be denied.

>>695097192
You're right. It seems so far away from who I am, but I need to try some time.

>>695097248
There's no such thing as happiness. My brother died in a car accident 4 months ago and my parents are old, they won't be here for me forever so when they die. Ill have no one. No brother, mother, father. No one. It only gets worst.

>>695082221
Fuck dude, I was in the same shit as you. Bonded with girl who I thought liked me, later said she didn't want any relationship. We eventually got closer, but then out of sudden she mentions it again and that she doesn't one to be in relationship because she ends up hurting others. Guess who's in a relationship. Yup you fucking guessed it, she with some other guy.

>>695081897
fuck you, please kys

>>695097568
Write this down on a piece of paper right now so you don't forgot. Stick it to your computer screen.

>"All I need to do is put on my shorts, t-shirt and shoes."

I promise you, you'll feel more like going once you get ready. You won't want to do anything sitting at your computer in your underwear on /b/. Turn off your PC. Get dressed. Leave.

Complete mini-goals. Run a mile. Beat your personal record. Run 2 miles. Beat your personal record. Lift 20kg 5x5 sets. Lift 25kg 5x5 sets.

Achieving goals released endorphines and dopamine. You'll be happier for doing so. You'll want to complete more goals. That's where your passion for music/art comes in. I will compose some music today. Even if it's shit, it's a lot easier to perfect a page of shit than it is to perfect a blank sheet.

Good luck.

>>695075151
Just don't be your dad. Make a goal of gour life to not be the man that yells at his 13 yo son on his, probably, worse day up to that point.

>>695085622
Wow, so many faggots today

>>695089104
Good question

>>695097743
People have found happiness in such severe cases we can't even believe. Even though I'm a miserable piece of shit, I believe it is possible to find it, and I want you to feel it to. I know you might think I'm too young to understand, but many people do find happiness late in life.

>>695075538
Nice pic. Men can cry all they want as long as they are alone. In public we have to be strong, because if we are not then who should be?

>>695099389
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGMN-gNfdaY

listen to this. grow balls. ???. profit.
welcome to life son.

>be me 18, almost graduated from high school
> i was always that dude that never had a girlfriend
> never felt love towards a girl much in my entire life
>meet this chick that sparks something in me cause we seemed very similar and i felt like i could actually talk to her
>begin to actually feel what people call love
> feel the urge to ask her out in someway but having never loved anyone before and being socially awkward i don't know what to do
>keep wasting my time until i run out of time and i graduate
>never see her again and i have felt lost ever since
>girl has stayed in my mind ever since
what do /b/?

>>695097743
you'll be free of all expectations, though

>>695098406
I just wrote it down. I know I have to do this. Thanks anon, bless you.

>>695073482
get penis enlargement surgery youd be suprised how diffrently females act when you touch their cervix

>>695097836
yeah.... I'm the kind of guy that every girl wants a as a best friend, but no girl wants to date.... It is a shitty position to be in...

>>695096788
I'm 5"4, only about 16k a year but it's a side job. I started doing it bc my gf and mom suggested it to make some more cash so I could pay off my car.

and I'm making about 35k a year as a National Park Service Intern. It's a good gig, I get to travel, be in the outdoors most of the day, give tours, and learn local history wherever i'm assigned. It's not well paying but it's hardly work.

>>695075538
I need sauce

>>695099653
The reason you are obsessed with this girl is because you are socially awkward. Be honest, how many other women have you met in a similar way?

>>695078882
He'll be back at being a pain in the ass in no time, don't worry.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pEdhYYTp7lc
Yes I'm a fag. This song is about unhappy love and It hits my feelies.

> be me
> have no clue what it's like to be loved back

>>695100206
tbh, probably like 2 other girls but that was back in middle school and after that i never fell for anyone because i knew it would just end in disappointment, but i just felt something different from this girl.

>>695100734
You do now.

>>695100839
You're still a kid. Once you graduate HS life is different. You won't be feeling like this in a half a year's time I can guarantee it.

>>695077125
I know what it feels like to lose a pet, anon. They're a part of the family and it's true what they say about them being man's best friend. I lost my dog to some kind of cancer in her uterus and it was ome of the worst moments in my life. Remembering all the constant love from her

>>695085622
Nice dubs

>>695099896
I feel the same, fuck that shit. My doctor is a cunt, she doesn't want to prescribe me any sleeping pills, but for the past month I had huge problems falling asleep and actually staying asleep. I have her on my mind, I don't know how to forget her. I don't talk with her, yet she's always on my mind. Every little thing reminds me of her. All I want is to sleep properly, but I can't. Fuck me

>>695073172
To the anon(s) who were here a few days ago:
I wore shorts outside and nobody cared about the scars.
I met a nice person out hunting pokemon, and it's nice to know that the scars didn't drive anyone away or make anyone openly uncomfortable.
Thank you guys, I was not cooperative, and I was scared.
But if anything I was stubborn and wanted to prove I could do it.
I'm going to wear shorts out tonight again, so I thank you for giving me the courage to do so.

>>695099896
That's because you're not attractive. The good news is being attractive =/= having good genes.

>>695076541
What a fag this guy

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>my mother and my father spent my early childhood being manipulative fucks, trying to turn me against one another while they fought like dogs having a turf war
>nasty little words aimed at each other, guilting me when I didn't immediately side with them, telling me nasty things the other said about me when I was already sensitive about it
>it rarely ever seemed like it was because they loved me, and more because they hated each other
>father flies away to another province, and I spent my teen years with an overbearing cunt that forces her principles and life experiences onto anyone else, snubbing her nose up at anyone who she deems "lesser" than her
>get berated constantly for being slower in class than my younger brother and she talks about me not having a hoard of friends and acquaintances like I'm the biggest disappointment in her life
>just kind of get used to it
>father comes back, starts stringing me along with pretty words and I'm stupid enough to fall for it
>he gets me drinking, and for the first time in ever I don't feel like I'm an alien among my own family members
>asks me to go away with him, and I later find out he only asked to bring me as a tax dodge of sorts for a child support bill he doesn't want to pay
>when I confronted him, he called me an inbred mongoloid and told me I belonged in a home for retarded people
>he leaves, and I tell my mother about everything I learned
>she told me it serves me right for listening to him, and that she wished I'd gone with him
>I finally graduate high school
>nothing ahead for me, and nothing to look back on fondly
>start working as a maintenance guy at a retirement home, and the dementia-addled old people and their misery is just enough to numb it all
>four years later I'm still coming home alone, doing nothing more than waking up, going to work, coming home, and going to bed

I'm just really tired

>>695101208
i certainly hope so, it's just the combination of loneliness and liking someone fills me with false hope and i just go crazy

>>695101879
Holy fuck. You are hopelessly pathetic.

>>695081897
wew lad

>>695102229
The thing is that I am not unattractive. Granted I'm not anything great, but I'm not ugly either. I attract plenty of women, just none that I would ever consider asking out because of their severe personality flaws

Girls are awful. Had a bad experience in high school that put me off ever being friends with them again.

>be 14, middle of high school
>transferred after family moved so I'm the odd one out who no one knows
>felt like I'd never make friends, no one talked to me, etc.
>suddenly, one day at lunch these four girls come up to me
>"Hey Anon, we like your shoes, where did you get them?"
>think, holy shit. Real people. I might actually not be a social retard.
>we talk a bit, they end up inviting me to the shopping centre in town that weekend
>excited as fuck, mum super happy for me - gets me a new top so that I feel good
>day comes, I go to the meeting place
>half an hour later, no one there
>after an hour I phone one of them, ask whether something happened
>"Oh you thought we were serious?" laughing at me because I was stupid and got my hopes up
>cry, go back home
>lie to mum, tell her I had fun. She was so damn happy for me
>next day at school I'm publicly shamed and no one talks to me ever again

And now I'm 25, in the middle of university and still completely alone. All because of some bitches who wanted to be cruel.

>>695103098
dude.... that is just 4 cunts... That is no reason to give up being friends with all girls....

>>695103305
I just can't. It's safer just not to invite that again.

>>695103072
Personality flaws attract personality flaws.

>>695103407
Of the 4 girlfriends I have had, all 4 of them have cheated on me. One of them got pregnant from their cheating and tried to claim that it was mine. That does not stop me from trying. I know that there are good people out there, despite the bad ones I have encountered.

>>695103768
I don't have a compulsive need to steal things... Nor do I have a completely irrational jealousy of other men who are around girls I like. Those are the kinds of girls I attract.

>>695081897
What kind of job keeps you from going to your dads funeral?

90% of this shit is because of girls. What did we learn? Stay alone, stay happy.

>>695104208
what if loneliness is the problem?

>>695085622
Wew

>>695104208
/thread

>>695102487
I'm sorry your parents are such assholes.
I hope you'll outgrow them.
Btw, you might want to consider getting a lifecoach or sth like that

>>695103098
lower your expectations of friends

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>>695104479
I think at that point I'd be admitting how fucking pathetic I am
It's easier to live in denial, my pride can at least push my shitty problems aside long enough to do my job well before I come home and die inside
Thanks anyway, though, the sentiment means a lot

>be me 14
>moved to rural area
>summer, school hasnt started
>nobody but old people and vacation homes are in my area
Skip a month; September 1st
>first day of school, all goes well, quiet and reserved
>some people talk to me but not really caring
>first half of school, has no friends, doesnt talk to people
Skip to December
>group of girls wave to me from the other table, sitting alone at mine
>wave back
>stoppls.png
>they do it for days, after a while they stop and fall back into silence and sitting alone still
Skip to March
>a person sits at my table, talks to me.
>coolgoawaynow.jpg
>sits for 2 days then leaves, goes back to normal
Skip to April
>comes back, brings his friend. sits with me for days
>mentions that people liked him for talking to me, because nobody else did
>tfw its for his own gain
>brings a table of people over to my table
>pot smokers, drug users, sex addicts
>doesnt talk to them
>keeps asking me personal and invasive questions
>fuckoff.jpeg
Skip to May
>end of year
>still sitting with those people
>still looking down and not talking much
>parents dont know what really goes on at school
>thinks i was fine
To this day I still am a bit depressed from that, and I haven't recovered.

>>695104074
New feels thread