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>Realizing that I can never have a beastly PC because of financial problems.
>Realizing that the girl who broke up with me five months ago was the best thing I ever had and I'll get it back again
>Realizing the break up caused my exam scores to drop from well above average to fucking beta-levels making it hard to find a decent college.
>Realizing I'm a sad fuck who won't amount to anything in life because I lack social skills
>Realizing that posting this on /b/ was a bad idea because I'm Indian.
Bring the rain.

I want to kill everybody, but it's kind of illegal where I live.

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>>693931598
I'll *never* get it back again
I even suck at typing. Just end my life, /b/ros

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>>693931175
im fat and addicted to porn

Honestly I'm just a fat lazy fuck. It's an easy fix. I just have no motivation. Not sure what my problem is.

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I keep getting raped by the cream team

>>693930897
I fear im not talented enough to be pursuing the career path I have chosen which is music. I don't want to be famous or anything, I just want a simple job where I can make a living with music whether that be teaching or running a music store.

>>693931738
you want other people making things for you

>>693930897
Noone to put my dick into.
Nah.

>>693932002
this is exactly my problem. shit good to hear someone say it I guess. now to FIX

>>693931598
Hey,you wanna work for me? I'm Dimash Adilet, you might have heard of me. You're Indian so I guess you have basic skills in programming? I am designing a mobile app and I need a small team of programmers, look me up and find my email, I don't want to type it out for all the spam bots here.

Getting kicked out of apartment. Have three weeks to find new one. All the places I have found near my work are out of my price range due to rent hikes the last couple years. I might have to move far away and look for a new job. Might lose my dream job.

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>>693932293
I'd much rather not

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>>693932440
Easy money but of course, your choice

>>693930897
I don't have it as worse as other anons as my social life is fine, however my work week makes it harder for me to meet new girls.

I took on a new job hoping it would be better than my last but because I'm one of the few who are competent and quick I end up doing a lot more even though I'm still on the minimum wage. It's shit but I need to keep at it as I have a solo mother with cancer that I absolutely love and I don't want her to leave early without me showing her that all the things she has been through for me was not for nothing.

My home city is also getting ridiculously more expensive to live in which is making life a lot more stressful.

I guess my life is a solid 6/10 right now so not too bad.

>>693931598
you in highschool?

>>693932712
it's especially hard to keep up since everything higher tier than minimum wage requires a BA in the minimum

and getting a BA while having a day job sucks. what sucks more is if your job has toxic people in it.

>>693932902
Graduated three months ago, just screwed up in the finals.

My face xddd

I find it impossible to communicate with women because I place the ones I try to speak with on such a high pedestal that it's like I'm trying to talk to the president but simultaneously harbor an extremely deep hatred and distrust of all women in general.

I'd say I'm pretty hopeless.

>>693931598
Feeling sorry for you, but then I realized you're Indian

>have a tumour on my left testicle
>lost my phone today in a taxi cab. the fucker stole it from me cus i noticed immediately that i dropped it inside and the fucking faggot ran away.
>sister and her bf stole from me 3000+us and 100+ games (7000+us) and a cellphone (galaxy s5) that was from my work.
>all that money was to pay a debt they had with a dealer that was threating them they were going to kill my nephew.
>gor fired cus of that
>have to pay that ridiculous amount of money
>gf dumped me
>dont know what to do
>its 6:30am and im awake waiting for the fucker to turn on my phone so i can track where is it.
>thinking of really fucking end my life.

I have strong ideals about making my own way and not accepting help (ideals I extend to nobody but myself) yet am fully aware that I have no discernable skills or talents, no matter how much time and energy I put into things.

>>693932904
Pretty much. I left highschool with no money so there's no university for me (yet). I salute anybody who can handle school and work and the stress that come from both, especially the fuckin debt.

My job has plenty of fuckin idiots so I and many others keep going home sore with half a pack of cigarettes.

>>693933282
Ted Bundy confirmed

I just found out that my girlfriend of 4 years shares the same father as I do. She was adopted, and as it turns out, she was my father's child from another relationship. I have a child with her. With my sister. I don't know what to do with this information.

Searching for work in an overpopulated area after losing my cars. Making side money for a new ride. Trying to get life back on track after 9 months of jail. Also no pussy at all

>>693933742
Move to Newfoundland. You're probably more removed from your half sister than most of the couples there.

>>693931598
You're young, people with much worse circumstances make it out in one piece. There are literally billions of women in the world, you'll find another. Just weather the storm because shit gets better if you work on it.

>Receiving engineering bachelor in 3 days
>Getting engaged end of August with qt3.14 gf of 8 years
>Starting my own company. Government is interested in funding
>Health is 10/10

Still don't enjoy life and have trouble getting up in the morning.

>guess it's okay..
>meh

>>693932999
Checked.

It's ok lad, same thing happened to me. Girl broke my heart and my home life was shit my whole life i got a little more careless with school. Relied heavily on my natural smarts to carry me through those last two years.

I felt lost after school so I just took a job, made a list of all the shit I wanted to do and learn in life and I've been giving myself a sense of purpose again.

If you keep on moving you can eventually look back at this dark point in time and see how strong you actually are in time. You're young as fuck man, just take it easy on yourself for a sec man. Have a drink, smoke a joint, tell your parents you love em. Have a real good think about everything. Show some love to yourself man.

>>693933481
At least your right testicle is fine.

unemployed

I hate my fucking wife

>>693933481
when they say life's a bitch this is what they mean

I make 1500 a week and im two months behind on rent and utilities because I drink so much.

>>693933512
you're stubborn. solved.

>>693934315
Loved mine. She just decided to leave yesterday.

So I tripped enough mushrooms yesterday to dissolve reality and float through a fractal world. Sounds amazing but was terrifying at times because my mind, ego whatever the fuck, kept fighting the trip like it was dying. So now I'm trying to process it all post trip. Didn't mean to trip that hard either. The little bastards were way more potent than I thought.

>>693934391
Your better off...

>>693930897
My issue is that I'm still young. (inb4 underage b&, I'm just 19 and fresh out of high school.) Hear me out.

I can amount to anything. Kind of. I have my own life aspirations, my own goals, and I have these visions of great things I could do and how I could do it. And yet, with all of what I can make of myself, I can only pick one path. It's like an RPG where you can only level up one type of skill; point is it sucks. I'm not going to be mopey and "poor ol' me". I am fortunate. I can start a business, I can work on being an astronaut, I know a way to make a quick million and retire, I can focus on my relationship and turn it into something beautiful, I can publish a book with what I and only I know, I can lead aid in some poor country, I can start a revolution, the list goes on and on. The world is my oyster, as that one over posted motivational greentext goes. And yet, even though it may sound incredible and fortunate, I hate it. I hate this. The world has so much to offer; and I can only pick one. And the worst part is, if I screw up at all, at any point in any journey, there's no going back to pick a better route. It's a choose your own adventure book the size of the bible that absolutely sucks ass. One option sounds easy but I hate the outcome, another has a horrid journey but a beautiful outcome. Life is too short to go through the whole book, to level up every skill. Life sucks.

>>693931952
Maybe just do a music related job like fixing instruments... and keep music as your hobby. And wait till you are so good to become next (insert overrated artist here)

>>693934484
Starting to agree with you anon.

>>693933769
Also forgot to mention the fact the girl I'm currently in love with hates my guts and fabricated a rape story about me while I was gone. Nobody believed her, that isn't the problem. Its just I care for her so much but I'm too proud n focused on my life to try and reconcile everything . She still checks up on me and I check on her but its not the same. Now I'm fucking my friends girlfriend and hating life

>>693934511
it is rare to find another life addict in /b/
real sad that we wanna live out a crazy life but at the end of the day we just flat out die... what kind of ending is that?

>>693930897
>18
>Went to Germany for college coz muh free education
>Struggling in the language

Goddamn it why can't everybody just speak English

>>693934881
Want help?

>>693934982
Sure thing mate. How are you gonna help me?

I quit my career job last month because it was taking all my time and energy, but not paying market rate for the work. I found a new job.

The new job hasn't started yet, but since the first duty has a hard and fast deadline, I'm working to learn as much as I can now while there's time.

I'm also using the downtime to do all the home improvements I didn't have time to do before, and won't have time to do in the future.

I'm also trying to enjoy myself as much as possible during the summer months.

In the meantime, my old job decided to pay me higher contract-level wages to finish up some old tasks.

So, I went from one job that took all my time and energy, to now having to split my time between four demanding activities.

Still trying to figure out if this was an improvement or not.

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>>693934104
Wow, my first trips.

I'm assuming it'll take a while since it feels like shit now. It'll be a struggle but I'll fix myself up and get back out there.
I'd much rather stay alone though. A five-year long relationship with an abrupt end can cause a man to no longer need affection from someone else.

You're right. Some day I'll look back on this soon-to-be archived thread and realize how naive I was.

>>693935030
Gonna teach you nazilanguage

>>693934812
The ending we live for.
I was thinking about why I live, and when I look at what I have to live for right now, I've come to realize that I legitimately do not know. I guess it's the refusal to become a waste. To fulfill one of those dreams no matter how terrified I am of actually making a choice. And yet, as it may be those upcoming choices that give me the will to live that I am oh so terrified of, I should be scared of living and find comfort in death. But I don't. It's quite the contrary. It creates a morbid curiosity, wondering that perhaps I won't live up to be any of those visions, and just die a waste of genes and spirit like everyone else.

>>693930897
I am in love with someone I cant afford to move close to for several more months, and even then, when I get there I will have to find a job that will help me afford living there. I currently have to live with my family who do nothing but criticize my every move and make it difficult to keep living. I want to be with that person I love more than anything right now because I cant stand myself when I have to deal with myself alone. This just fucking sucks as I asked them to marry me and the whole answer is contingent on when I come back to see them/ be with them.

the chick i like is just a clever hologram
i have no money
fat and lazy

>>693935250
Sure why the hell not. Add my kik: pravoka

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>>693933481
any fucking moment

forgot to say... im chilean.

>>693930897

I need $100k right now to solve all of my current biggest problems.

>>693934511
I feel you, I just said fuck it and went for something while I decide what I truly want.

>>693935445

What do you need the money for?

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>>693930897
I have a problem that is quite unique on here.
I have no gf.

I can count the amount of times I've gone outside in the past 10 or 11 years or so on my fingers.

My parents are crazy and took me out of school when I was like 7 under the pretense of homeschooling, but in reality I just sat in my room and played videogames all day.

I turned 21 at the beginning of the month and have no idea how I'm actually gonna stay alive after my parents croak

I wouldn't be that worried honestly if it just came down to that but the real problem is they pulled the same shit on my little sister, and shes a lot worse off mentally than me. Somehow I'm gonna have to get my shit together so that I can take care of her, but the whole concept just feels unreal, like a dream.

>>693935378
>the chick i like is just a clever hologram

3d printers are available

>i have no money

Stop leeching and start working

>fat and lazy

join a gym with the money you earn

>>693931598
cheer up at least you aint me who's currently failing his math classes and can't code for shit

>>693935225
attaboy. oh don't worry men age like fine wines, sooner or later another girl will come.

good luck anon.

>>693930897
to be honest, i don't have very big problems. but i'm sad, disappointed, angry and in generally, not happy with my life at all. i've just learned to live with those thoughts and I've accepted it that it will be like that until the day i die.

>>693935405
Wait a moment, trying to find a way to use it without a phone

>>693935471
I'm nervous about doing that.
My apologies for being rather pushy, but care to share what some of your aspirations are and what you're doing to pass the time? Could use some inspiration and ideas.

>>693930897
exams. 5 of them and 2 of wich will cause me to get kicked out of uni if I fail them.

>>693935689
Alright thanks man, I appreciate it. I can also use other things like discord if you want.

>>693935911
Don't sweat it anon, odds of failure are slim if you've ever payed any attention. And if not, hit the books. Start with "For Dummies" shit and move forward from that point. When're they coming?

>>693934511
>...
>The world has so much to offer; and I can only pick one. And the worst part is, if I screw up at all, at any point in any journey, there's no going back to pick a better route.
>...

As a grown up fag, I would say this is the biggest problem your generation has.

You've been raised on Harry Potter, Divergent, Hunger Games, Maze Runner, etc etc etc - all these stories where young people basically run the world, and everyone older is foolish, corrupt, and/or ineffectual.

You've been raised to think that if something meaningful is going to happen in your life, it's going to happen when you're young, and that life is over by the time you're 30.

This is bullshit. You really don't know shit at your age and it's going to take you a long time to figure it out.

Look at movies that were made in the 1970s. They almost all showed adult people - not juveniles - accomplishing meaningful things. This is why previous generations were more successful - they were raised to understand that it took long work and hard effort over years to become a person that can accomplish something meaningful. And they did.

That's why so many young people are still living off the work done by the previous generations.

Enjoy your parents' free WiFi.

Figuring out what to do about a grill, and deciding if this job is worth taking up full-time if they offer it to me.
Just normie probs this time, 4chan. This time.

>>693930897

spending too much money on coke. Currently in a kind of fwb relationship with an 18 year old girl even though I have a gf

>>693930897
That picture is so depressing.

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>>693930897
>Have Marfan Syndrome
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marfan_syndrome
>Body looks and feels like shit
>Going to the gym will literally kill me
>Social life is dying faster than I am somehow

>Hopeless. Pic related its me.

>>693930897
asides from the thoughts of suicide here and there i am doing fine

>>693935276
Touché.
Pretty much what's on my mind everyday, part of the human condition is the constant struggle for success and making our lives mean something. Wonder what it would be like if we were just naturally content people. Ah well, I guess I couldn't enjoy all the shit I enjoy unless someone out there truly believed that they were put on this planet for a reason. Even though no one gives us a reason or purpose from the get-go because we have to decide that for ourselves. That's the hard part.. as me, you and many others have discovered. I love that I love everything but man I wonder if my life would be easier if I was extremely good at one particular thing. It'd be more boring living that way but at least I'll sort of feel like that is my purpose. Fuck it, I'm an explorer, I'm deciding now.

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>being fat
>trying to fix debt to income/credit to buy a house

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I can't find anymore of Gamecatts college dormroom lesbian vid and its killing me.

>>693935651
google can solve most problems. a job, therapy and some normality for your lives can also help.

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Seriously, Emma Watson and Natalie Dormer could have a sextape leak and I wouldn't care.

>>693934352
Drink less

>>693930897
>met cute girl
>first gf despite being 21
>virgin
>been going out with this girl a few times, we are ok together and i really enjoy her company and i think she enjoys mine
> nervous about sex in general after kissing her and finding out that was a whole weird experience that wasn't like i thought it would be
>fucking worried that im gonna do something stupid in bed
>i want to make her orgasm too but being a virgin i'll probably blow my load in under a minute
>i might be going out with her tomorrow night and will be dropping her off at her house around midnight
>if she invites me inside for the night that will be it, it'll end in sex
Fuck bros i know im pathetic for being like this but i've always been slower to adept to shit then everyone else i know. im just hoping that when this shit goes down that i dont fuck it up

>>693936651
Yeah that stuff sounds nice, the job part is whats gonna actually be pretty rough. A ged seems like the logical place to start but I feel like I'm probably way too stupid to get one right now, what with the whole no school past the 3rd grade or so thing.
It feels sorta surreal even writing about this stuff since I haven't talked to anyone about it in my whole life.

>>693936074
wouldn't really call it being raised more like being bombarded by cancerous messages and living in a completely toxic period. better than the 1940s though so that's still a plus.

>>693936074
You're probs right, except for the whole what I was raised on part. I was pretty sheltered until just recently really. Grew up watching 70's and hell even more so 50's shows, while reading books like 20,000 Leagues and the Neuromancer. That's beyond the point though, I get what you're saying. It will take a lot of hard work. And I understand that. Really dumb luck and natural charisma and intelligence have gotten me to where I am today, not hard work. And yet, the paths I can take and what my life has really been go against my personal beliefs of what life should be about. There is no free lunch; you've got to work your ass off if you want something. I don't expect to be anywhere until I'm much older, and that's a thing that worries me. A fear of building up my kingdom per say, working for years, and coming to a dead end or abrupt stop, and regretting the path I took.

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My wife is riding high on the Zootopia "Anyone can be anything and be happy" train of thought. She supports any cause that begins and ends with people being free to be what they want.

I hate it. I hate that train of thought and I think schadenfreude is one of the most wonderful feeling ever. I enjoy seeing misery, and humiliating defeat. Not being edgy, I just get a kick out of seeing people's dreams collapse and drag them down to the wretches with the rest of us. Think Married With Children

I can't tell her this because it will destroy my marriage. She used to think like me as well, just a little more optimistically, but now she has gone off the rails with Positive Attitude YAY!!! I think I might be in serious trouble because it's not getting any better and it's driving us apart.

yhvjhv

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>>693930897
I have no friends. And no way of finding any. By making a wrong choice about my education 5 years ago i have condemned myself to be surrounded with morons. Now there's only 2 years remaining, but then what? What are the odds there will be nice or at least decent people on my furute job? Given that all my student "colleagues" are straight up braindead? Don't get me wrong im willing to put up with a lot of shit from my friends, i am not perfect myself, but i can't endure those oceans of shit that my fellow students are capable of producing. They seem to like be but really, i don't need that shit. So i'm just making an excuses to not contact with them most of the time. I'm so fucking afraid. It's beed such a long time since i've talked to a decent person. Needless to say no gf either, but that doesn't bother me. Well at least it feels nice to share my misery with somebody i guess.

>>693937473
>Not being edgy, I just get a kick out of seeing people's dreams collapse and drag them down to the wretches with the rest of us.

I chuckled tbh

>>693934881
Enjoy free college.
Also enjoy 2 years conscription.

>>693937807
You just sound condescending with some slight hints of narcissism to me.

>>693937807
If this were a feels thread, I'd say I feel you bro. Take that genuinely.

I hate the pointlessness of society. Not the concept of it, just OUR society. Everything is vain, humans going left and right switching rapidly between forms of communication and entertainment. A life of vanity. A life without purpose, trying to snatch on to the things that give us the slightest bit of delightment in a search for joy and peace.
And then there are those of us who get it, and must watch hopelessly. There is no hope for them, nor us.
Godspeed anon.

>>693935604
Just faggot your ass out there.
Then faggot the faggot you get.
Easy done, you fucking faggot.

>>693938091
Yeah, im easily misunderstood, the point is: i just want to be friends with some nice people. I also am a filthy foreginer so that's might be the case.

>>693935911
Including english I assume?
>also checked

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I fell in love with a woman after being in the military for 8 years. Thought a family life would be good, but instead got fatter, have less money and hate my woman and wish I stayed single and alone where I had more money and a better body.

>>693933481
>getting in debt with your dealer

Worst decision

>>693938577
I also abuse sleeping pills a lot, cant stand reality.

I failed all my courses on uni. now im looking for a job. did not want to go to uni in the first place. i was an oil worker and there is an oil crisis in Norway at the moment.

>>693936607
Fair shout. Share what you got mate.
>mfw that fat fuck is banging a chick like her, and I'm with my fat frigid 50yo wife.

>>693938266
May be im not alone in my agony, may be there's still hope yet. Thanks for your thoughts.

>>693938945
whoops, that's a 'maybe' not 'may be'. Fucking foreignness is starting to show.

>mom is dead
>I feel guilty because I was slow to call the ambulance
>dad is alcoholic
>dad has been drinking a half-gallon every two days
>probably sending my dad to rehab on my birthday

Hopeless? Not yet. Watching everything fall apart right now. Hopelessness is for after this is all done.

>>693939145
Nah you're good man, I come from Germany (which may explain odd inconsistencies in grammar and the overuse of commas). No need to acknowledge such an unacknowledgeable mistake.

i want sex but i dont have sex

>>693930897
Extreme porn addiction. Been fapping for 24 hours.

>>693930897
>Bought laptop form ebay for 3k$.
>Laptop have 3 micro scratches.
>Want a refound

My whole life has been fucked up, and I have had people constantly trying to ruin my life. Got married to my dream man took care of him in school, started a business together getting successful, he gets a rare cancer almost dies. Took care of him then too, we loose everything over 3 years cause of cancer his family doesn't lift a finger to help once. He dumps me for another woman after everything, I start over move to new town only to be constantly attacked by fucked up certain people in this new town. Loose everything again, meet a guy who is a total asshole and treats me like shit cause he's from stupid small town, he fucks up my life, his ex fucks up both our lives his ex accuses us of horrible things we move away and try and start over again an have nothing. Move far away from ex in a place we hate, no jobs, no friends. Just total looser in life

>>693931952
I know the feel nigga <3

>>693934061
Tell her - if she's been worth your 8 years she's doubtless good enough a person that she'll understand it's not your fault and help you through it.

Then go talk to your GP, just sounds like a spot of depression. CBT it, or consider medication for a year or so if CBT don't work. 12 months from now you could be feeling the dream you're living - for all of us who won't be either way, don't be the dude that could have done and chose not to bother!

>>693939444
but u have trips

>>693935904
My aspirations are to do something good for the world.
I looked at some rather simple things, like what is the primary fuel type for energy and transportation and began thinking what alternative source could be used instead.
So I will study solar power and electronics.

To pass my time I play video games and work in the relatively simplicity of restaurant business.

>>693938795
All I have. There was a third pic of the girl wielding the strapon and Catt making a fake "scared" pose while staring at it. My pc crashed during the thread and it 404'd after I rebooted, almost thought I dreamed the pics then someone posted them on /b/ 6 months ago. I almost want to pm her on twitch and offer her money for them. I'd pay hundreds on privates if she came back to myfreecams as opcandybutt_ again.

>>693939771
Tits?
Or gtfo.

>Can't find an internship which means another year of delay in school
>which probably means working more mind-numbing security jobs
>used to think I was not that bad looking, but every now and then see my reflection in the window of a bus at night
>I'll never have a 8/10 super model gf who loves me like my mommy never could

>>693939771
Im so sorry... always wanted to take care of someone, to help someone escape the horrible cruelty of this world and the horrid fate, seeing posts such as theese reminds me that i haven't helped anybody yet.

>Mother died in car accident
>Grandfather on dad's side died 2 years later
>Shit you not, my 63 year old father just came out as a tranny
>mfw I think he legitimately has had a breakdown/mid life crisis as an escape
>no idea how to broach the subject without sounding inconsiderate for his "life decision"
>mfw he's taking female hormones and got his name changed legally.

>>693930897
I'm tired. I should go to bed.

>>693939771
you won the thread.

>>693940228

your father is a faggot and people die

>HUR DUR MUH LIFE I CANT KEEP IT TOGETHER

>>693931598

go shit in a street you will feel better

I had a manic episode last year. Now I'm turning into a depressive one. Not sure if I can handle this shit.

Just got broken up with by the person who gave meaning to my life, for the sole reason of not feeling like being in a relationship anymore. Put all time and effort into it but still nothing.

>>693938687
Are you a lucid dreamer, Anonymous?

abused as a kid leading to health and confidence issues.. I have unrealistic expectations with all my relationships and am not happy by myself.

>>693930897
I'm white, I have no problems.

>>693939771
if the guy is a dickwad, why stay with him?
you sound like you are man dependent, and kinda minority-like (not sure its a nogger. its what i thought when you said "small town hates you")
my advice: go be alone for a bit, collect your life, avoid men for a while, if you cant avoid men then you are likely codependent.

Pretty much guaranteed that my boyfriend of a year is breaking up with me in a few months. I love him so much and I 'm going to be devastated without him.

>>693941479
Boyfriend of a year? Like the best boyfriend you had this year?

>>693940144
check'd
anon, im afraid you are wasting your time nowadays, no one enforces the old ways anymore.

>>693930897
America.

>>693941479
shit, that blows, well, this might be your opportunity to stop being a faggot?

>>693941700
amurrikun here, kek'd and check'd also heartily agreed

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>>693941590
no, I've been dating him for a year and almost a month. I love him so much.

>>693941861
He tells me it's to do with our age difference. He also says that he loves me but how can he if he wants to break up with me over an age gap of 2 years!? he knows how miserable i'll be.

Can't find a job, and haven't been able to sleep more than three hours a night for the last week or so. Better than ever despite these two things.

Have no idea what's causing the insomnia. Thought it was comin' off the smokes so I bought another pack, still no luck. Silver lining is, I can definitely kick the bitches now.

>>693942092
Yeah, if that's that's the problem, might as well save yourself both the heartache and the trouble to come and end it now, on your terms.

Age difference, much less one that small, is a bullshit problem if you truly love someone.

>>693942396
I want to, but I just love him too much. I want to keep him mine as long as I can. He's my whole world and more and I care about him more than i do myself. Losing him is like losing oxygen.

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>>693930897
Anxiety and depression, it renders me unable to enjoy anything anymore. I can't even escape it by travelling. Anywhere I go I'm still just trapped inside my head with thoughts and existential dread

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>>693942568
thats love, and i hate to be the one to break it to you, but...he let go a while ago. guys generally are ripped up and never heal from a bad breakup, women heal and move on, so if he is trying to break it off, then he has been disinterested for a while now and only holds on out of reminiscent feelings.
he probably lined up a younger one somewhere, best to start letting go and brace for impact.
i did find a use for it after all, kirby i mean

>>693940613
You can still help people. That's the part that hurts me the most throughout my life I have helped people that needed it yet when people see me struggling they push me den further.

>>693936240
Two of my cousins have it, seriously shitty luck. On the bright side Abe Lincoln may have had it

>>693931598
one chicken curry with rice please Ajeet
Also, my mansion needs cleaning this week

>>693941445
Yeah I left and he followed me, the small town is really messed up I am not the only one who notices. Throughout all this I also had severe back pain that eventually required surgery but doctors didn't believe me because bitter ex to,d our shared Doctor that nothing was wrong with me I was just looking for drugs so took years to finally get an mri and back surgery.

>>693943030
Thanks. That adorable kirby gif made me cry. I can't get him off my mind. I'm in a constant state of fear. I'm just gonna hold on for 2 more months. I don't care if he's cheating on me I just want to be in his arms for as long as possible. Hes the only one who acepts me for me. He's started texting me a lot less, I'm just going to hold onto any thread of hope for dear life.

>I'm not losing him

>>693943277
checked, also....you would trust indian to not shit in your driveway?
hope you have security guards, and check the help as they leave for stolen shit

my golfswing

>>693942808
>180
Bro same here. Honestly the best way to get on with your life and get past the anxiety is to get out and talk to people as much as you can. And by that I mean go out at night and even on the streets during the day of you can even if it's by yourself, and just talk to random strangers. Try and make some friends and make a time to meet them again. You don't need to drink either and in fact you might find it better not to because you'll be able to remember them better later. That's what I did and at first I was anxious as fuck but as soon as I got going it felt amazing.

>>693931598
I'm cool with all those things anon, American Indian or Indian Indian.
If you ever find yourself with an insatiable appetite for men, I'm your guy.

Hey, at least you've got that.

>>693930897
>What is your biggest current problem anon?
I woke up one day, some time ago, and realised I fucked over my life.
>Are you hopeless?
Sure, but that's an off-season thing, when I can't ride my bike. Other than that I don't give a fuck.

>>693931831
Best thread in a while!

>>693943334
the answer is sometimes to cut all ties, if he follows you again, pay someone to put him in a hospital, if your town is messed up, its not hard to find someone to do that for $30.
not sure where you are from, but it might just be best to vanish without a trace, tell no one, get a fresh start.

>>693931738
This was me couple months ago (still slightly overweight tho but I'm working for it)
6 weeks ago I was 230 pounds and I'm 6 feet tall. I was fat and unhealthy (not muscular). Now im at 205 pounds and got muscle also. My goal is not to ber "ripped" or "buffed" or anything, I just want to be healthy and enjoy the life. It took me couple of weeks to get started and now it's coming by like itself. You just need to get started for your progress bro.

>>693943416
my personal motto might do you some good right now.
> hope for the best, prepare for the worst.
i really hope it turns out alright, and theres nothing wrong with holding on, but you have to accept that he might just be drifting away.

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>>693930897
I was a cynical jaded teenager.
Then I grew the fuck up, went out and experienced the shit out of life in the world for 2 decades.
Then I saw the true nature of people, and not understanding it, studied it formally. And eventually my endless optimism was replaced by a more realistic understanding of mankind and his place in the world. ...at the end of it.

Now, this is all I really look forward to. Virus, Asteroid, or Nukes (unlikely), what will get us to annihilation fastest and most fully, and is there any way of speeding it up?

>>693943334
you are in USA i assume. don't you have rights for woman protection against man/husband/boyfriend violence? go there and ask for help. start a new life you sound a decent, cultured woman. don't waste your life with dickheads.

>>693930897
I won't be able to make enough natty gains to impress at a party in a few weeks oh and my bf % is stalling at about 16-18%

Probably others on here have bigger problems than mine.

The last couple of days, I've been sleeping ~16 hours a day and spending the rest trying not to think so much about all the things that worry me. I live with my mother and sister. We're a poor family, not very poor, just enough to afford a flat and enough for necessities and sometimes vacations. I'm jobless rn and really need to start making some money. My mom sees me as a disappointment although she doesn't show it directly. Otherwise my life is ok but I have a gf overseas whom I've lived with for over a year and I want to bring her to my country, Germany. She's fighting a tough battle over there and that's what's worrying me so much. She got released from work for a month for screwing something up and has barely enough food for herself after paying the rent. She can't live with her parents because they're abusive and really all around shit parents. Her sister who still lives with her parents and still is in highschool is pregnant and the baby will be born in 2 weeks. The girl's parents don't give her any money for shit, so my gf is the one paying for the ultrasound, the rides to the hospital and will be there during the birth. I've sent her roughly 900€ over paypal, that money was meant for my driver's license. Now I don't have money and the worst thing is I won't be able to help her financially anymore. We chat and skype everyday and I try to be strong and make her forget her worries and laugh and promise her wonderful times when we're together. But I barely believe in all that. I cry a lot about this and don't know if we're gonna make it. She's so loyal and loving though. If I try hard enough, maybe it will work out somehow. My moral is very low and I don't have any motivation to do shit. I stopped drinking and smoking just to save money for her. The love we have is a wonderful thing, so I'm thankful for that and the good body and health and bed and roof over my head.

>>693943667
I've been building my bike since spring. It needs a proper fork, and i have one nearly built, but now I need brake studs and have to order them... and then make an alignment fixture to place them... man it's gonna be end of the season before I actually get to ride this thing

>>693944337
what the fuck are natty gains, and 16-18% of what?

>>693944365
Man, that sucks.
However I feel the need to point out it's a cyclo-bike rather than a motour-bike for me.
Cheers.

>>693944568
in all likelyhood
16-18% of a cock

>>693944353
amen

All my life is based on playing games and i just can't win. I'm considering suicide, seriously.

>>693944568
>>693944730
natty gains are muscle fam and bf is bodyfat percentage it's like you don't want to make it, go do starting strength before it's too late

>>693930897
That i don't have a PC for gaming lolOloLolol.

>>693944829
oh yea, well i got razor burn one time!
elaborate, what the fuck are you talking about, as it stands all i can think is "how did you manage that?"

>>693930897
My first girlfriend is the only thing that's made made me happy and I'm afraid I won't get her back, we've been apart for almost 3 years now and I've been with ca 20+ girls since and no one gets close

>>693944852
i know, i was just using the opportunity to make a gay joke.

>>693945026
No gf, no friends, no college. The only thing i like in life is playing games and my ego can't stand not being pro.

>>693945207
this is your life now, ive had to do this too, and getting her back would be worse than letting it go, it wont be like it was, like gold turned into lead

>>693943582
Hi, thanks for the input. But just to clarify I do not have social anxiety at all. I do however have generalized and health anxiety.

>>693945366
loose the ego, you suck, accept it.
being a pro isnt completely dependent on being good at something.
its about selling yourself as a product, and just like any livestock, you need to be marketable, no-one will buy an egocentric shitbag, take care of your appearance, dont be an asshole, dont rub it in other peoples faces when they loose, and when you loose (and you will) do it with dignity and composure.
focus on your game, if you want to make a career out of it, then hone it like any craft, practice key things (if its a shooter like overwatch, memorize map points, bottlenecks, health pickups, character strengths/weaknesses) work on your teamwork, and diet better, get some greens in that gob, no junk-food and definitely no energy drinks.

>>693945498
Hi man, I saw this video the other day about a guy talking about anxiety. It helped me tbh since I had it to (not chronical anxiety tho).

Give it a shot for what it's worth, you can't loose anything: https://www.youtube.com/user/NoahElkrief

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I come from an underclass background, but I am intelligent.

I wanted to do music as a course at college but couldn't due to not being able to afford an instrument and lessons.

I have to do Creative Media, which seems impossible due to limited experience in video editing, and not being able to afford a PC.

My family consists of idiots, who are almost entirely militantly Religious, stupid, and all think they're either Irish or fucking pikeys.

I am the only non-white member of my family, and my grandmother has repressed racism against me, hidden through unnecessary aggression towards me.

>What is your biggest current problem anon?
Various members of my family (my father in particular) deceived me and got mne into shit... and now I have debts because of them, which I will be paying for many years. Thanks to that, I can't have child with my GF or marry her and I am worried, that se leaves me. Every fuckin day I'm in fear of the debt collector knocking on the door (literally I am startled by every ringing of door bell or knocking and my heart sinks). I can't have or buy me,her o us anything nice although I have good paying job (compared to local standards), because everything over living minimum goes to paying the debts....
>Are you hopeless?
Sometimes I feel like that.

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>>693930897
I guess there are a lot of college anons here..Can anyone that finished college decently give me some studying tips? Much appretiated

>>693930897
I am committed to obtaining a degree that I really do want, but have been striggling to study, attend lectures, and be in general a passing student. Not hopeless but refusing to change is causing problems, I don't know if anyone on /b/ has has this issue or similar, but if someone has, however they got out of it would help about now

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>>693944715
same here.

mine's my old 1992 Merlin Titanium with a campy MTB gruppo. the fork is a Fat Chance Yo Eddy fork that was damaged in a crash. I'm rebuilding it.

>>693930897
The biggest problem to the World is poor. We should kill all poor people and problem will solve themselves.

>>693946034
ugh, if your family are retards, it might be worth noting to you, that people who think they are smart, usually aren't, blacks, on average, are not as smart as whites, i figured black because of racist grandmother, its either that or asian right?
what type of music?

I literally don't feel anything anymore.

>>693931598
Well, you can always sell curry in New York . #blacklivesmatters

>>693946127
what kind of debt?

>fails all subjects in uni
>gets dismissed from uni
>parents wont let me transfer to another one because current uni is top-tier in this shit-tier country
>professors scare me
>interviews for re-admission make me want to self-harm
>actually did some self-harm during on the interviews last friday
>going to an hero and livestream it if i dont get in

>>693930897
I want to fucking die.

>>693946383
yeah the poor are the ones in power running everything dictating how shit goes and corrupting democracy lol

>>693946428
Yeah, I'm half-Asian, half-White, and as far as music goes, I have a pretty large music taste.

Pretty much anything that /mu/ would eat up.

>>693946429
im in the same boat, have been wearing this mask for 10 years, how long have you been like this?

>>693946340
that is a level of obsession

most people would just buy a new fork for like $75 slap it on and ride, but i guess a cheap chinese fork on a classic ride like that would be sacrilidge

>>693946665
Been like this for as long as I can think back. Not to this extent but I've always been dull. I've just gotten more emotionless as the years passed by and I think it reached its peak about 2 years ago.

>>693946340
Pretty fucken cool.
I just got myself a ""serious"" bike, first one like that too, about a month and a half ago. Road-y/gravel thing. Already put 1k km in and that's way more than what I used to do. Loving it so much.

>>693930897
im fat, even if i lost weight... i have no social skills at all

>>693946429
>>693946665

Psychopathy's pretty cool though.

>>693946634
But they don't want to work to pay for our corrupt system!

Summer is near and I need to take my books to school tomorrow. Too bad I lost my French book so now I need to pay €40.

I just bought a house that pays for itself but I have 30k Harley debt and a 22k car loan I still have to pay for and I want to buy a rolls Royce now

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I'm addicted to filming hidden camera videos of my sister and fapping to them. Pic related. I'm obsessed with her beautiful tits.

>>693946556
Well to USD it's "only" approx. 21000$... but as I said, i will be paying it for 5-6 years (and I'm pying it for 3y already)... enough to say, that there are shitty salaries in my country :) But relocation is out of the question, since I have no money and the debts are enforceable throughout whole EU....

>>693947029
Part of me wants her to find out and catch me. That's a turn on for some reason.

>>693930897
i keep fucking my gf for hours but she never cum

>>693946948
lol yeh, imagine that, they don't want to willingly become slaves and labor to prop up a disfunctional shitshow that doesn't value them and tells them they're horrible people for being at the bottom of it. How illogical. They must be crazy.

>>693946428
I'm also not the type of person to use words they do not understand to seem smart, or act like a hipster to seem cool. I just mentioned it because of the, underclass parent = stupid chavvy child stereotype.

>>693947029
that's not a video anon, that's an image

you need to webm that shit and post

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Im an absolute slave to debt. Trying to play catch up while trying to save so i can get out of shithole. Working as an emt doesnt make much . Trying to join the fire Academy next year jan so im also going to gym to get in shape. Too much shit...too much stress. Sometimes i think its easier just to end it all. Pic related.

>>693946647
nver went to /mu/ after the whole brittany spears thing, il just take a peek.
saw
> nondescript metal
> jap junk
> crazy frog
> one classical
> surprisingly little pop/rap

alright, if gramas got some deep hatreds, tell her to go fuck herself, dont talk to her, do nothing for her, refuse her help (never take help from someone who is racist toward you, take some advice from admiral akbar on this one.)
next is to focus on money, as sad as it is, money is always the answer, make a real effort and leave the bullshit in your life behind, got drama?
the answer to drama: don't pay any attention to it, its not important, if you think something that is drawing drama is important, you are the problem.
focus your energy on work, fund your hobby if you want it to be a career.
if you havent started courses yet, you might want to put it off to fund, then do what you are really interested in, why settle? this is your life.

1. im a 32 year old virgin
2. i weigh 320 lbs
3. im flat broke living paycheck to paycheck shit job.

>>693946844
hang in there, at least when it gets worse, we wont feel bad about it, right?

>>693946945
not sure if you are really trying to anger apathetic people or just genuinely a millennial

>>693947788
why did you choose this life?
dose anyone have that comic of "you get exactly what you want" 3 friends on a hillside, one of ems a chick?

>>693947656
I'm referring to the old stuff that was posted there like lo-fi post-rock, and shit like Crywank. But I see what you mean.

Thanks for the advice.

I find it funny how /b/ is the kind of place where if you ask "should I kill myself" you'll get told "yes".

But if you ask for reasons why you shouldn't, you get genuine answers.

>be 19
>have girlfriend
>girlfriend in jail
>girlfriend pregnant with my child
>girlfriend has to go to rehab for three months after shes out
>haven't completed degree
>have job but not a lot of savings
>have to grow up quick, get an apartment, etc, etc, but don't have the means of doing so yet.
>have really good job which pays for my schooling, crazy rehab gf wants me to move wherever the rehab is, which could be cross county.
>family unsupportive of everything and anything relating to her and that baby

It's not like my situation's terrible, but it's not ideal at all in any case. At least she'll be out by the time the baby is due.

>>693947854

Yeah, it's come to the point were I see it as coping method of some sort. I used to have severe depression but now that I don't care anymore, well I just don't feel it anymore.

im poor and nobody likes me

>>693948252
remember though, drama requires attention to survive, dont feed it your time, spend that time funding your future.
get that instrument, practice until your hands go numb

>>693948482
I'm already pretty decent at singing, and have friends who play instruments, so fuck it, might as well start a band, it's better to get paid doing something I enjoy, even if it's just a bit of money.

>>693939771
Post some sexy pics of yourself.
Become appreciated by /b/

Whenever I develop feelings for a girl, I become extremely attached and obsessive over said girl. Currently pretty depressed because I realize that every single girl that I have fallen for hasn't loved me back the way I loved them. Maybe it's cause I'm ugly

>>693948453
then go fuck yourself.
lets apply logic to this:
im poor
> is my money going into nonproductive shit, not in the bank?

>yes
< no

> stop being nigger rich, save money
< find the problem, cut it out of your life or get a better paying job

noone likes me:
> is it your fault

> yes
< no (it really is, this is just here for consistancy)

> are you willing to change?

> yes
< no

> then do
< go fuck yourself

>>693948482
I'm going on another thread now, but genuinely thank you for helping me out.

>>693948718
pump the breaks man, slow down a bit, that will come, first, get a job to fall back on, this is an important step in not becoming a money vacuum, after you have established yourself, then its time to chase your career in a band.
take it slow at first, always have a plan B

None. Life's alright.

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>>693943416
>"I'm not losing him"

You already have.

>>693949312
Okay, thanks for your help.

I'm probably going to go on another thread now.

But, really, thank you.

>>693949622
check'd and bye anon, good luck.

>>693930897
>6/10 looking
>no gf because only 1-4/10 girls seem interested on me and i have high standards also I'm bored af i smell bad im to depressed to shower
>24y/o shitty job shitty salary
>Still living with parents i can see their look of disappointment on their face everytime they see me
>Acne scars
>Cant finish anything i start i give up to fast on everything cant stand pressure
>betafag careless about everything including my own life
>ex gf pregnant of another guy
>she did good at dumping me I'd have dump myself too if i was her there's no future with me
>only hope is to die before hitting 30
I am beta and weak af i have no idea how my gene's survived through generations

My biggest current problem is not finding a hacking forum, or learn how to make one functioning line of script.

/g/ doesn't make any fucking sense to me but I am definitely getting a better computer.

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>>693930897
No cause to believe in.
No purpose to anything.

>>693949755
Do something fun. That'll run your engine.

>>693937020
Literally in the same posistion as you and im 21 also, they wont help me get a car or license since they don't want to pay for it, I've had jobs in the past but I always blew the money on drugs :\ clean 2 years now though so hopefully I'll get a job soon and car soon after, get my life rolling doing shit labor jobs

>>693932253
Idiot

>>693935661
same here /b/ro

i thought i can get through all that math stuff and learn to code if i sit down and really learn for it. but im going to fail university REALLY hard. i cant code for shit and im unable to solve one of those math exercises.

>>693950176
I have a car.... Life doesn't get better with a car... You'll end up with alot of insurance to pay and feeling as shitty as you usually feel and regretting buying a car

>>693930897
Only 53 days and then back to school :/

>>693950134
Well i play vydia

>>693949755
I match you near perfect except for acne scars(never had it in the first place) and I'm 25.

I feel like getting a massive loan and fucking off out the country.

>>693950378
Well I had a really nice job doing water damage restoration, 12.50 an hour and overtime was pay and a half but they had to let me go cause my friend who gave me rides flaked out a few times, with a car I could atleast keep a job imo

>>693949987
I know that feel. 50 years ago. I'd be thriving due to my personality. Nowadays not so much.

>>693949820
Quite simple to find man have to venture to Reddit for that one.