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I am about to kill myself, but first I need to get this off of my chest. Here it goes. I just typed all of this out so I hope you will all hear me out.

Also, someone please tell me, why do drugs fuck people up so badly?

>be 25
>walking home from dental school
>see homeless woman, no older than i was, maybe 23 at the most
>don't want to walk around her rudely
>say hello
>she seemed scared
>she was really dirty, but had these eyes like humble pools of water
>chat for a little bit(i grew up hearing that homeless people really appreciate human contact, plus i didn't have any money to give her)
>find out that she was kicked out by her parents when she was 20, been roaming the streets ever since
>almost ashamed to be thinking she was a 7/10, she didn't even smell as bad as most homeless ive encountered
>offer her a shower and meal at my house
>still very shy, but she had that humble/thankful look in her eyes
>get to my appt, neighbors giving us dirty looks
>get inside show her to the bathroom, find some ladies' shower stuff that my ex at the time had left
>she comes out after about 35 minutes wrapped in a towel, pile of filthy towels and washcloths
>no joke, 8/10 without the dirt
>give her some of my ex's clothes, nothing fancy, but she looked like a proper lady
>made a pasta/red bean salad while she was washing up
>we're eating, she burts into tears
>"No one has ever been this nice to me. I can't repay you, but if you want... I can..."
>You're a lovely woman, but it wouldn't be right"
>look of relief on her face tells me I did the right thing
>we finish eating in silence and she asks if i can take her back to her spot
>i walk her "home" with a few extra clothes, soaps, blankets, and the leftovers
>get to the spot and she tears up and gives me a kiss on the cheek
>thanks me for everything and says she'll never forget me

Last part coming up.
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>walk by her spot most days after class, sometimes ill bring some dinner for us, sometimes i bring lunch before class
>we become pretty good friends
>it's not even that weird that it started as an act of charity
>do this almost every day for about 2 months
>in that time, she got a job at a Panera and supplied some of the meals for us
>she takes showers usually once a week at a nearby shelter by this time
>pretty much back on her feet, but still homeless
>i usually get a kiss on the cheek like that first night when i leave
>invite her back again one night saying that a change of setting could be nice
>get to the house and she nearly pounces on me
>making out wildly, not even thinking/caring if she had any diseases
>i don't even care at this point, we fucked wildly for a few hours
>she legit put all of her gratitude into it
>dont see her for about a week after, got checked by doctor, didn't catch anything
>another week passes and i still don't hear from her
>start to get nervous and check her spot daily
>search frantically and find her online
>searching her name i find shocking videos of her
>she relapsed badly and is now giving blowjobs to anyone for $1 dollar
>all of the traces end up nowhere
>3 months pass with me searching nonstop for her
>finally get in touch with her family and they tell me the most horrible news i have ever heard in my entire life
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cont. fucking feels /b/ro
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>>690532266
Holy fucking shit dude...
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>>690532266
No way anon. Just no way.
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>>690532266
More OP, what was the news??
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OP these feels, I just can't.
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bumping for a continuation, more OP I'll suck your dick for a 1$
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>>690532266

weel look at the bright side. At least you got some ass
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>>690532075
Bro, I can help you get through this. Are you still here? Finish the story?
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>>690532075
>>690532266
THis is literally a feels copy pasta that some faggot re-wrote to mess with people.
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>>690532075
> why do drugs fuck people up so badly?
It's life anon. There are much worse things going on in the world. Life is a bitch and then you die.
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>>690532075
nice copy pasta lol
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>>690532266

FINISH THE DAMN STORY
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I haven't read this one for years. Liking the twist, though.
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>>690532075
Anon, she's in a better place, but you still need to keep on living, for her. Don't let that light go out.
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The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Btw, nice history op
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>>690533302
yep it totally is copy pasta with the end result changed to something stupid
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>her parents told me to talk a walk with them
>we got halfway down the block to where her elementary school was
>they point to a jungle gym with some kids playing on it, and ask me if i used to play on one
>i say "what for?
>her dad looks over to me, and says "we just walked the dinosaur"
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;-;
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>>690533302

Just wait for the ending, I want to see what it is.
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>>690533412
You mean the bad end?

>>690533418
Fucking kek
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>>690533418
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everybody walk the dinosaur
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>>690533572
>You mean the bad end?

Original was happy ending.
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>>690533581
Not a newfag nor a samefag, so fuck off summer fag
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>>690532266
[spoiler]She died.[/spoiler]
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>>690532266
Not sure if nigger or niggerfag
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fuck op
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>>690533572
>>690533418
>>690533589
im just joking i wasnt OP, im an imposter. but lets be real we all knew thats where the story was going so just think of me saving you some time
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>>690533581
You can see how many replies and how many posters their are I a thread newfag
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>>690533418
Was (not was)
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>>690532075
>>690532266
What's sad is the girl in the pics/webm really was attractive and fucked her life up on drugs. She actually really is probably dead from AIDS, aside from OPs fake story.

So the story is fake but that girl is fucked her name is Kelsey.
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>>690533909
No shit retard
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>>690533854
I like the bad end more
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You're all new fags this story is old as the moon
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>>690533302
Can confirm sorry folks nothin to see here
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>>690533854
thx m8.
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THIS IS NOW A FEELS THREAD
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>>690532947
I want this girl
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>>690533854
I don't remember the original thread this was in, probably didn't see it, but I hope this is true, I'm getting tired of reading about shitty endings and lonely anons, as strange as the thought of a normal anon sounds.
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>>690534333
check em
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>>690532075
>be me 30
>no job or school
>live with mother, and father is terminally ill
>no hope
>no future
>i play games and eat taco bell everyday
>300lbs
>everyday i want to die
>someone please fucking kill me
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rip Maebe Funke
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Op you fucking fag hurry up
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>>690533418
you're dead to me
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>>690534903
Sell your organs and give it to your parents so that they can live on
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>>690534668
>I'm getting tired of reading about shitty endings
You mean real endings from the real world? That story is fake, but drugs are killing people every single day, and alienating families.
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>>690535044
that's probably for the best but my home would probably die of a heart attack if she heard that i died. im suck a fucking disappointment. the only thing that i ever wanted in life was to make my mom proud and im fucking 30 and i just couldn't do it. suicide is probably best but i can't do that to her
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This is now a Baww thread.
>pic related always makes me cry hard
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>>690535357
my mom*
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>>690535389
Holy shit that twist.
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>>690532266

BUT WHERE'S THE SAUCE, ANON?! GIVE US THE SAUCE!
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I had a fight with my Gf a week ago, we havent been talking. I went to go see her today to apologize, and her dad said she was at the movies. I asked my best friend a while ago if he would go see Star Wars with me in Omnimax, he said sure. I found out he took her instead. I know shes not cheating, he's gay, he was like that before i met her.

Tl;dr, both my Gf and Best friend ditched me. I haven't thought about an-heroing in a long time but it sounds good right now
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>>690535389
thank you anon i was depressed until i read that
moar?
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>>690533302
it is a copy paste
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>>690536040
I don't have moar, but i have some more shitty oc for ya
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>>690536236
got any real feels/baww stuff?
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>>690532266
>dont see her for about a week after, got checked by doctor, didn't catch anything
>another week passes and i still don't hear from her


takes way longer than a week fam
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>>690536370
here's one
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>be me
>23 years old
>havental issues, asperger and shit
>parents always were very distand
>they are divorced since i was a child
>rarely goes outside
>meet cute girl 8/10
>we use to talk every day all day for like 5 years
>One day she stop talking to me
>she blocked me from all social media
>dont pike up my calls
>she just says im pathetic and i bored her
>still wants to talk to her
>she told me she will upload our conversations on a fb page if i wont stop
>feels like shit
>afraid of she exposing me
>still crying
>still want to talk to her
>startes seeing another psychiatrist
>send me some pills
>prozac, altruline y kastandi
>love her like a sister
>she just doesnt want to talk to me
>doesn't tell me what went wrong
>still looking at her pictures
>still a patheric little shit

Will de medication help me out?
Will she come back some day?

no metter what, i love you /b/ros you always there.
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>>690533854
Knew it seemed super familiar.
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>>690536633
is this a YLYL thread now?
cause i kek'd hard
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>>690536633
>no metter what, i love you /b/ros you always there.

We don't care about you, and we don't like you. Just kill yourself you stalker piece of shit.
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>>690532075
Don't kill yourself OP, we need more good dentists.
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Bumping with some cheesy ass feels shit
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>>690537335
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>>690537426
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>>690537566
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>>690537668
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im not sure if its you OP, but i had read this before, shit made me cry. gg
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>>690537566
more like the holohoax
fucking kikes
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>>690536926
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>>690536633
Be strong anon, and move on. I know is not easy, but you will be better whitout her
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>>690538030
Do I go to hell for laughing at this?
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>>690538529
My exact thought
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They're newfags, they didn't know this is a copypasta and I'm guessing you're a newfag like them too so fuck off
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I don't remember exactly when the hallucinations began, but I do remember the first time I was in a ball on the floor crying my eyes out because of all the flames and screams, which apparently only I could see.
My dad found me. I don't know how I would've pulled through if he hadn't been there telling me it would all be okay. That I was going to be fine. That everything would be fine.

Afterwards he kept bugging me about seeing a doctor or a psychiatrist or a priest or someone, anyone, who could help me with the horrible imagines in my mind.

At first, I wasn't very keen on the idea. I didn't like the hallucinations, but I didn't like been told I was sick either. I didn't feel sick at all.

But as the hallucinations got increasingly worse, and my dad kept reassuring me I was just reliving some childhood trauma and any person with Ph.d would be able to fix me right up, I finally went and had a talk with my doctor.

He told me it was post-traumatic stress syndrome. That I was experiencing it due to the horrible car crash my parents died in when I was a kid.

He gave me some medicine and the hallucinations went away.

And so did my dad.
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>>690535857
Cuz your friends went to see a movie without you?

You're either gonna realize people don't exist for your amusement, or kys. The former is preferable for you, as a bit of personal growth may be in order.

I could tell you stories.... but you wouldn't even believe someone could survive the self-fuckery I have.

Smile anon. Your friends might even be talking about you, and the best way to help you grow up.
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>>690535650
Different anon, I forget her name but she was cute before he got hooked on drugs. She started whoring her self out and ended up on some disgusting guys porn site whoring herself out for $1 a blowjob. She's probably dead by now.
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>>690536457
For what? Lotsa stuff would be found after a week.
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>>690539420
Found her!
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>>690539720
Well, what used to be her 3-4 years ago
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>>690536633
Meds may help. She will do what she wants. You should get out and meet more people, so you're not so needy on just one person.

If you do actually care about her, you'll be able to wish her well in life, and not just focus on your own desire to be around her.
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>>690540402
oh fuck this hit home im >>690534903
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>Kelsey Pedersen
http://www.xvideos.com/video1186571/1_dollar_hooker_car_blowjob#_tabComments
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>>690540402
This is bullshit. There's no such thing as 'falling behind'

There is no mandatory schedule that you need to follow to have a good life. You live your life and let other people live theirs. We're all going to die one day anyway, and that's not an excuse to not put in any effort.

There is also nothing that will make your life magically better. You do not have to be rich to have a happy life.

I will tell you something that's worth more than gold:

STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHER PEOPLE.
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>>690540402
This.

I relate to this 100%.
I no longer socialize to the point of where the only social media I have is /b/, youtube, and skype. Deleted my Facebook, never had instagram or snapchat. I have many a nightmares. It has been a good long while where I haven't had a dream where I've killed someone, many people, watched others kill themselves, or killed myself.

One dream I had, I remember being in a seemingly endless hallway, wearing military/swat kind of stuff. Tan walls, white floor, blue boards along the roof. I remeber killing 55 people, then finally walking to the end of the hallway, seeing a friend from middle school crying in the corner between door and hallway. I said "I'm sorry", pulled off my gas mask, then kneeled before her. I then pulled a 45 and shot myself in the head. I remember feeling it. I remeber seeing my blood flow through the hallway. I remeber everything in the dream up until I was zipped up in a body bag, where I woke up.

These dreams are commonplace for me.
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>>690541164
i died at the comments on the video

>i would not let something that looked like that suck my dick...

>FUCK THIS DRUGS LOOK AT THIS 1 DOLLAR A BJOB, DONT USE DRUGS KIDS, OR U END LIKE THIS

>He is not using condom. I see u in hell

>LOL HAVE FUN WITH AIDS
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Dads been dead for a few years now. Sucked seeing everyone posting Fathers Day stuff. Been up north all weekend helping my boss get his boat ready for water. Wishing I could curl up and die all day. I wish I was a better person.
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>>690541579
damn i never have dreams that vivid
sorry bro
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>>690541938
It was one of the worse off dreams, but one of the motivating factors I deleted my Facebook and stopped talking to all my friends. Back in highschool (about a month ago) I was informed by one of my few friends that a few people were actually betting money that I was going to shoot up my school. I don't want to be like this. I never wanted to have the constant fucked up dreams, constant 4 hours of sleep, constant images of death, and constant anger. This, however, is what I have to live with. I have to live with the fact that I'll never fit in. I'll never have a girlfriend or any of the regular things. I just always ponder as to what set me on this path. I don't think I'll ever figure it out.
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>>690541579
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>>690542389
how do you cope with all of that? what do you use for escapism?
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>>690542739
I dont.
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>>690541710
Cheer up anon. Mine's been gone 6 years this June and I'll always miss him but I'll never forget his sense of humor which I think I got and learned a lot from. Cleaning out a shitty toilet for a lady and she said "Ew how could you do that?" He said it may be shit to you but it's my bread and butter.
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>>690543303
different anon, but what helps me is remembering that death is a natural part of life
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>>690541164

https://twitter.com/kped22

Poor lady. Your life can change in such a short time
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>>690536236
the good carpet
and hell what a fucking long turd
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>>690543860
Fuck dude, that picture in 2012 when she was jogging. She was hot, and she looked like she was trying to stay healthy. I never asked for these feels.
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>>690543860
Poor girl. I was trying to find more info! thanks! How'd you go about finding her?
I feel genuinely bad for this person!
Granted shes a crack whore but golly gee should could of just been a regular whore.
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>>690543860

All of my life I've been taught to believe that anyone in shitty situations are in those situations because they did it to themselves, and fucked up their own life and they put themselves there. I was taught to never feel sorry for them, but now... I'm not so sure if that's true.
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This is a repost you Dumb Nuts

Saw it here 2 years ago or so

OP says "I typed this out"
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>>690545183
It doesn't matter, that girl in that webm is real and I want to know if she's dead or not.
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Anyone know?
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>>690545283
someone already posted her name, kelsey penderson. idk if shes dead
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Daily reminder that drugs ruin lives.
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>>690532075
I've read this shit before. Copypasta.
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>>690532075
and the ugly people losers pretend there ugly so dont look pathatic and ugly but is smart and ugly
so who wants to be around the ugly people losers and the ugly guys losers that smell like shit and is ugly and cock block everybody and is ugly and smell like dog poo like beyonce
like reddit and the ugly people losers that get rejected by the popular people and is ugly and act different when hurt the popular people with a trap or different traps cause the ugly people losers is lame and ugly and too ugly to hurt popular people with looks and smell like dog poo like beyonce like the ugly people losers like the ugly guys losers and beyonce
and the ugly people losers has lie about being ugly or not smell like dog shit in movies or music
so fuck the ugly people losers that is ugly and still act gay and powerful but is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks and smell like shit like beyonce and is ugly on facebook and tv and the ugly people losers has loser friends on face book and smell like dog shit like beyonce and is ugly and people only pretend to be nice to the ugly people losers cause outnumber the popular people and everybody but the ugly people losers got rejected by the popular people and the ugly people losers is ugly and smell like shit like beyonce so fuck the ugly people losers like the ugly guys losers and reddit that smell like dog shit like beyonce and is ugly on tv and music
and the ugly people losers kill popular people like biggie smalls and other popular actors the ugly way cause the popular actors thought the ugly people losers is ugly like the ugly guys losers that smell like poop like beyonce and is ugly and smart and ugly and smell like shit like beyonce and is ugly
thats why fuck the ugly people losers that outnumber the popular people and everybody like the ugly guys losers that smell like dog poop like beyonce and is ugly on tv or movies or facebook or school or workplace
fuck white people n usa belongs to the other races
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>>690548998
wut
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>>690543860
hey, you still here? i was wondering how u found this girl bc the video on xtubes was posted on 2011, while this girl's twitter acc has stuff as recent as 2015. she didn't seem fucked up in 2011/2012 either. do u know anymore about this?
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>>690550673
I am interested in this as well.
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>>690548998
You just strung words together...
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Kek. this thread reminds me of That Butterfly Effect movie.
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>>690551650
I hate that movie, but at the same time I love it. granted I haven't seen it in 10 years.
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>>690534788
CHECKED MY NIGGA !
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>>690533418
Top kek
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>>690537566
No forgiveness for dirty kikes.
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>>690550673
it's not the same girl retard

holy shiiiiiiit some of you really can't put 2 and 2 together can you

i mean really
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