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Being bad at life
2016-02-07 03:30:53 Post No. 16776987
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Being bad at life
Anonymous
2016-02-07 03:30:53
Post No. 16776987
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How do I get better at life? By it I mean, motivation to do anything. Having ADD/memory problems doesn't help my situation(neither putting all the blame on it like I do), and staying at home all day, everyday just using PC, not working or studying leeching my parents isn't really something that I want to my life. Sometimes I feel really good and want to go out, meet people, study, work, try new things, but 100% of the times that I feel like that I just end up in front my PC thinking on "oh man, it would be really nice if I had a good memory, and a nice job to live alone in peace" and never do anything to change.
Looking at the past makes it even worse because I wasn't like this at all, and I had pretty good chances to get into the best university in my country and get a good job, but in the end I let myself in this never-ending circle of procrastination > depression > get motivated > procrastination, and I don't know how to end this. Now I'm 24, got kicked of university because low grades and too poor to pay one myself; I get kicked of every job that I try because I get demotivated in the middle way and stop going; never leave home and stay on internet all day doing nothing. I don't understand how I failed this hard to fuck up the last 6 years of my live, but I want to change this, I just don't know how.
TLDR: How to stop being a depressed NEET/leave the NEET depression circle, and actually try to be a human being.