I just want some advice on whether or not I tell my boyfriend this.
My boyfriend had a masturbation problem since he was 10 and eventually became a porn addict, he would spend entire paychecks on cam models before he met me. He doesn't do it much anymore but he practically killed his dick in the process. I have to really put in effort to get him hard and it has always put me off slightly but I overlooked it because I love him.
He doesn't know, but I feel so bad about myself every-time we have sex because I am nothing compared to the porn/models he looks at, even though I do put in effort, I just can't compete with them or even come close.
The other day he was soft again and I got really down on myself, I felt ugly and projected the whole thing on me. So instead of talking it over with him like I usually do, I got naked on cam for some strangers. I wanted either validation or to be told I am hideous ...but I just needed to know if it was me. Now that I have come to my senses, I am feeling really bad about the whole thing.
Do I confess to him I did this? Or should I just move on from it?
Ye can't really help you with this, you can play it safe and not tell him, but the guilt can be a pain in the ass.
What we can help you with is validation or attention, so post some nudes.
>>17322071
>bf gets off to camwhores
>camwhores to strangers instead of bf
Sounds logical.
He needs to go full cold turkey on sex/porn/fapping for at least a month.
I used to be kinda like him, and this was the only thing that really helped.
>>17322071
>camwhore to strangers expecting validation
Your logic is... amazing...
>>17322082
kek
>>17322071
Honesty is the best policy. Keeping it from him means you have to keep it from him forever. It'll get tiring.
>>17322120
Noted.
To add; I'm sure he doesn't tell you EVERYTHING he does either....
Just don't do it again and talk to him
