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2016-06-20 09:04:03 Post No. 17274141
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2016-06-20 09:04:03
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Hi /adv/isors.
>so this girl, let's call her X, we've been buds for 6 years now
>I kinda liked her but I was young at the time so I didn't try anything funny, there were other girls at play
>years pass, it's a year ago from now
>by this time I'm falling hard for her, listening to romantic songs on my balcony, the works
>getting really riled up about outing myself to her
>decide it's been too long past my chance to come clean, hide my feelings
>3 months pass
>talk her best friend up (also friends for quite a while, although not as close as X), go out, have a friendly chat
>let's call her Y
>snap, delude myself into thinking that she's the best woman in the world
>crush hard, go out on a few occasions
>X and I talk about stuff so this comes up, she's genuinely surprised
>tell Y I like her a lot and I'm sorta obsessed with her
>chat with Y on skype, tells me we have a big past together and it's wierd
>blabla go out one more time, blabla tells me it's not that we had a past, it's that she straight up doesn't like me (I already picked up the hint, just tried a few tricks, was just me grasping at straws)
>really depressed at this point
>already going through tough shit
>my best friend trying to talk me into convincing myself that X is who I wanted in the first place, and Y was just a distraction
>I kinda thought so as well 6 months ago but I've tried to put my mind off of it
>not even sure if I want her any more
I definitely love her in the familiarity sense of the word.
I'm not sure if I should sacrifice that love to the shrine of awkwardness.
>also X and Y are estranged now because of reasons, Y feels betrayed by X and X is trying to make up, nothing to do with my person
Any help is more than welcome.
And, femanons, if you were X how would you react?