>many suicide attempts in the family
>seems to be genetic
>depressed cripple since i can remember
>finally decide to take therapy
>6 months wait for a health insurance financed spot
>can't pay for it myself
>drinking myself to sleep
nobody around to talk to except for this Chinese porn tapestry forum
How are you crippled?
>>17265674
Isnt the sunlight beautiful?
>>17265674
we all go trough ups and down man,
just work on improving yourself,
It's hard.
Maybe things will get better.
you are not alone.
>>17265674
Shit nigga, at least you can drink. I can't even do that. You can type at least. Write some shit.
>>17266888
Yeah, everyone goes through several years of their life with constant depression and a desire to kill their life. It is totally normal. (I'm not op)