Why do I feel the need to win acceptance from a so called friend who sees me as a clown?
>>17169586
You (and humans as a whole) want what we can't have, especially from people we care about.
>so called friend
>sees me as a clown
Elaborate? Fuck his shit or stop talking to him.
>>17169608
He is a extroverted DJ man whore with 1000 fb friends while I'm an introverted autistic virgin with 17 fb friends.
>>17169619
So when you say he is a so called friend, does he treat you poorly? Or do you feel your friendship is not very genuine?
Honestly if you feel he is not very genuine and you are seeking acceptance and acknowledgement from him because of his status, just stop.
>>17169586
repetition compulsion
>>17169643
Is that a legit disorder?
>>17169638
He's a nice guy but he will do things like not explain a joke when I don't get it, laugh at me when I tell him how I was sexually assulted, pretend he's going to help me with my website but blow me off and not respond to messages I send him on fb.
>>17169586
ego
