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2016-06-17 15:29:45
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How do i get through this situation? I've been like this for almost my whole life. I was a mischievous kid,tomboyish and sporty until that incident in physical class turned my life to another page.
It happened when i was 11. After that incident there was something wrong with my knee and i got some big operations to get it fixed. Thanks god its function is totally perfect now but what i got after those operations wasn't the same anymore.
I started closing myself to others. I went through some days where others kids stared at me,some tried to show their sympathy,some made fun of me while i was in a wheelchair.
I didn't want anyone to share with as my ego was too big i didn't want them to look at me as somebody disabled.
I went through my high school time trying to get away from guys even if they show their interest or chasing me. I dated but whenever the relationship get to another point I quit. I can't show them what i am since i was rejected by it once when that boy in the same highschool rejected me.
Yes and I'm depressing by it. No one knows as i was trying to cover it my whole life. I moved to another state. Now that some people i made friends with starting to question me why i am still single even makes me more stressed. It's just the way I choose to live with I don't know why they care about it too much as it was their business.
Also i am stuck in the stage where I want to fix my fear to have a better life but afraid of showing it to others.
I went to the therapist before but refused to take those pill. Don't really want to depend on it too much.
What can i do now?