how many games do I have to buy to fill the void?
>>318241942
how about you start playing them you fucking queer
Dota 2 is f2p
>>318241995
this desu
>>318241942
so comfy
>>318242385
I guess this is now a comfy thread
>>318242705
>>318241942
Not many, but anon let me tell you how much this shit sucks.
So you buy a random game or maybe going through your backlog and you finally found one that catches you and draws you in.
You spend dozens of hours in it, getting to know the world and characters, making connections and FEELING things when something threatening or silly unfolds. Things that you probably suppose to feel if you were a normal human being and not some sociopathic fag, but anyway.
You going through the whole thing in a week or less and at the very end, in the afterglow of the whole adventure you feel the void kicking back in. It's here, it devours everything you just achieved, feelings towards the "friends" you made there, the warmth of companionship - it's going to disappear there without a trace.
So you cling to these things by discussing the game, trying to find other people who share your views or listening to the soundtrack, maybe doing some fan works.
But that feeling will go eventually, you know that, you can only delude yourself for so long. And in the end you start seeking for it again, looking for something that would provoke a similar reaction knowing full well the void will never be sated and all the things you experience don't really matter.
>>318246627
Kinda sounds like how attached I get to movies. I haven't ever really felt this way with video games (except maybe when I was younger).
I literally feel that way about movies. I get way too attached to the characters and scenes and keep going over them in my mind.
Pic related, favorite movie of all time.
>>318246915
Gotta say, I very rarely attach to movies on this level, and even then it mostly happened when I was a kid too. The Land before time, Disney movies and all that stuff.
>>318247271
Yeah, I feel that. I like games a lot but I think I'd definitely say I get more emotionally caught up in movies and TV shows. Sopranos is another show that depresses me to even think about because I was so attached to it.
Even nostalgic games like Ocarina of Time and shit don't give me that same feeling. Idk. Maybe I'm getting old, anon.
comfy bump
>>318241942
It doesn't work, OP. I've tried. Take up reading or watching movies/TV instead, it's not nearly as tedious as playing video games.
>>318241942
Fuck, I want to live there. I really do. Why did you have to post this.
>>318246627
The only video game that ever made me feel this way is Tales of Symphonia. Other than that, a few TV shows and severalanime. Books, however, seem to provoke this feeling most often. I don't know if it's because I finish more books than I do shows/games or books are just more immersive for me. I fall into deep depression for a few days and wish intensely that I was a part of the world and could interact with the characters. It sort of fades with time but the feeling never really entirely goes away. I'm basically a drug addict chasing that ever-elusive high.
>>318249996
Haven't read seriously since high school but I agree. I posted above about movies, but books make me feel even more like that. Maybe my mind is more imaginative?
With movies I like to imagine parts between the scenes and shit, maybe that's what I feel that way.
With books, everything is up to the imagination so it's much more personal.
Idk what to do with my life.
when i was 18, i knew was at least in a position where i could salvage my life and make something of it.
i'm 27 now. I literally let 9 years roll by and didn't do a single thing, i didnt make any friends, learn any skills or even learn how to live. My mind is that of a baby yet I am an adult with zero life skills.
I pissed away 9 years down the drain like it was nothing, wasted it by playing video games. Now I have no chance to redeem myself, its too late, I've become too pathetic in the mind.
Just thought i'd share that and a nice comfy wallpaper i found earlier today.
So while we're on the topic of comfy, autism and buying too many games. What do you all think of Farming Simulator? Is it worth it?
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just buy "The Void"
>>318250295
What do you do for a living/how do you make money, anon?
Do you live with your parents? On your own?
Roommates?
21 and trying to want anything besides computer and vidya and alcohol all day.
Also, thx for the comfy wallpaper. I'll keep posting more from my folder.
>doesn't buy a gf
>>318250391
Never played it, but Euro Truck Sim 2 is really comfy. Sims in general seem comfy tho. Maybe another anon can help.
>>318241942
would also like to know the answer to this
>>318250295
You are me, aha. Same age. Same problems. I have no comfy wallpaper though.
>>318250295
It's never too late, Anon.
I thought the same thing when I was 18 and when I was 24 I decided to move to a different country to experience another culture. I've been working here for 1½ years now and I will probably stay at least another year. I have made a lot of new friends.
>>318250570
Can I get you to answer same questions I asked here?
>>318250478
>>318241942
>You will never live alone on a misty mountain
>>318250478
i dont work, i live with my parents, please.. dont piss away your life like I did.
>>318250560
Is that steam calculator?
>>318241942
What a shitty overdesigned house. That place will get too damn cold in the winter and won't warm up for shit.
>>318250815
Trying not to. Scared as fuck I will every day. Barely passing my senior year of finance in college. Scared shitless of what I'm going to do come May with my degree and shitty GPA.
Thank god I joined a fraternity and fulfilled some positions with finance there, helps my resume.
Still scared as fuck I might not make it.
>>318250295
Same age and same problem. I do have a shitty job working minimum wage.
I did gamble everything on Bitcoin hoping for it to take off.
Ganbare~ Anon
>>318241942
You know what game anon.
My dream is to stumble over a huge pile of gold and use that wealth to buy a house in the woods and not do anything for the rest of my life.
>>318250913
It doesn't get that cold in southern China.
I'll dump a few.
>>318251089
>>318250505
Thanks anon
>>318251024
Oh shit, senpai. What game this is?
>>318251161
>>318251238
I want Adam Jensen's apartment.I could be in Detroit in 30 minutes.
>>318251187
Teaching Feeling
>>318251306
out
>>318241942
Have you tried buying The Void, then filling it?
>>318251391
Is the game subbed yet? IIRC it was like 80% subbed or something a couple weeks ago.
>>318251646
Warning! Warning!
Shit game detected, contamination detained in 'shit not even worth the download' folder. The recycling bin.
>>318251391
I'm too old to be into loli stuff, I would snuggle that girl like a father.
I've only seen screenshots, but I assume its a porn game, otherwise I'd pay it.
>>318251980
I get that it's not TF2 so you got bored, but it's legitimately a good game if you're willing to think a little.
>>318251912
Its almost there anon, almost there.
>>318252048
Game in a nutshell
>>318252172
Is it porn though? What if I want to just care for her?
>>318252091
No it isn't. It's garbage, and a waste of time.
>>318253657
there's no accounting for shit taste. Enjoy minecraft.
You can't keep hiding, anon. You can dose yourself with digital dreams for a while, for years, but eventually you will be challenged by reality. You will need to face the fact that you are an unquestionable failure at everything you try to do.
You are lazy, and you are worthless. And only you can change, but you don't have the strength to anymore. Every second you're still you is time against your future, and you still can't change. You are doomed to rot while living. Try to pick up a hobby, work out more, meet a girl, go out with a friend, do anything, because every second you spend on a video game is a second that the void just gets bigger.
And when you feel that emptiness, when you -really- recognize that emptiness, you'll do something insane.
>>318254002
lol that projection
>>318253923
I've never played either TF2 or minecraft. Those missed ad hominems really make you shine like a beacon of intellect and superior taste for enjoying pretentious garbage. See, it's the game that is shit, not you for enjoying it. #flylivesmatter
Now, I'm off to enjoy a cup of superior game of pong, as a connosieur of virtual media, I am have impeccable taste compared to you, plebian.
>>318254449
>babbys first logical fallacy
Yeah you showed me. Those are strawmen, not ad hominem. Ad hominem would be if I insulted you. Jesus how far has logic fallen?
>>318250705
It sounds nice, as long as you also get a fast internet connection.
Imagine all the dumb shit you could say and show and never live up to it. No one can ever SWAT you. Post every day about school shootings you'd like to do, what are they going to do, ask the ISP for your IP?
>x.x.x.x.x
>State/Country
>Misty Mountain (always misty)
>Forest road 920
>House nr 1
>To the left of the grizzly lair
>>318254546
Strawman is misrepresenting the argument, which you didn't. You prescribed negative connotations to attack the person, that's an ad hominem. More specifically, you can educate yourself here. It's under ad hominem.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poisoning_the_well
>>318244946
best so far.
>>318257559
jesus christ. looks just like where i'm from, headed out to a friend's cabin or taking a back road somewhere.
