Playing video games on a Friday night?
That's a one million yen fine!
on /v/ on a friday night?
>/v/
>playing video games
>>261855342
Why is she bullied? I only watched the anime and if it's in there then I forgot it.
>>261855236
>That's a one million yen fine!
Alright, that's fine. What is that, like fifteen bucks?
>>261855772
Around $10,000.
>>261855772
10 grand.
>>261855236
BITCH, I DO WHAT I WANT WHENEVER I WANT
YOU CAN'T STOP ME, BITCH
>>261855651
The plot varies from anime, to manga, to book.
I haven't read the manga.
Freeze! Put your fat million yen where I can see 'em!
>>261855236
Fuck off, I found a job and don't need you anymore.
LN>anime>manga
Fuck off, I've been having some fucked up explainable anxiety problems these last few days and need to stay home and relax. Doctor's orders.
>>261855236
>Watch this anime a couple days ago
Dem FEELS
NHK is /v/ the anime, right?
>>261856358
niceme.me
>>261856179
I found the novel to be poorly written.
It could be cause it's a shitty translation, or it could be that I don't like his writing style.
and on that note, why did the drugs have to be legal? Is there some kind of drug stigma in Japan? And whoever heard of a hallucinogen you snort
But yeah, I liked the anime better.
>>261856534
It's shit, /v/ is shit. So yeah, pretty much
>>261856534
it's 4chan the anime. I feel like the vast majority of 4chan browsers can relate to Satou way more than they'd like to admit
>>261856130
do you think it could be... DV?
>>261856842
yep nowadays since the post-millennial generations are growing up
>>261855342
True class
>>261856167
It's funny because that's literally the point of the story.
>>261858196
atleast in the anime
the manga was slightly different
made it seem like it was 'a rough patch' in his life
>>261856842
>I feel like the vast majority of 4chan browsers can relate to Satou
Not any more.
>>261858591
>Not any more.
Care to explain?
>>261855236
>Misaki will never come and save you
>>261859070
the whole place being overrun by normies hell even /r9k/ is getting overrun by normies now that the robot is kill
SAAAAATOU-SAAAN why do you never play vidya with me?
>>261859070
Normals.
>>261859070
You're a fool if you think shut-ins and hikikomori types make up the majority of this site in 2014.
![033-6[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/dPdMfpb.jpg "033-6[1].jpg")
>>261855236
Barry please go
>>261859317
i litterally had this happen irl maybe a year ago
too bad i answered the door in my boxers and half asleep
>>261859369
BECAUSE YOU'RE A TRYHARD AND GET TOO ANGRY
>>261859329
True. But hikkies and NEET's still find a way here so nothing really changes. Mostly.
>Watch NHK
>Realise my life won't turn around by the end of the next episode like in my animes
>Cry
Manga>anime>LN
Its the only way
>>261859823
every man deserves a cute girl to save himself from himself ;_;
>>261859317
>tfw i already have my own misaki
>>261859317
>that time when Sato is reading the contract she gives him after the course is done
Man, I cried like a little girl during all that scene, holy shit.
>>261860163
where is her nose
>>261860231
how do i find my misaki?
>>261860163
cute girls don't exist in real life anonwhen i move out i'm getting a daki
>>261859826
What is the point of the show?
>>261860345
You buy a daki with your waifu.
>>261860324
Depictions of noses are illegal in Japanese animation.
>>261860163
>tfw trying hook up with qt gril I've known since 8th grade
>swear I heard her call my name when leaving uni today
>text her and ask if she did
>"lol no why would I do that"
>"oh i must've been imagining things haha"
>die a little inside
every time I talk to her I feel as though she's trying to distance herself from me more and more
>>261860473
Everyone has to deal with life, you can't just hide in your room and escape reality.yfw the author of the book has reverted back to his hiki ways and just lives off of royalties
>>261860473
Get a job.
>tfw leveling a prot war on a BC private server
It's okay.I gave up on meeting a decent girl a long time ago.
>>261855236
is the NHK anime better or worse than the manga?
>>261860801
That's a pretty retarded thing to text someone, anon.
>>261861063
I know I was kinda trying to start a convo as well I'm a lost cause
>>261861019
The manga doesn't have HITTORI BOOCCCHHIIIIIIII
>>261861019
the anime is pretty true to the book apart from the filler arcs
the manga kinda goes off in a different direction
>>261855236
BEING LATE? THAT'S A ONE MILLION P FINE!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4VN0in4weA
>>261855831
>>261855874
So, like, fifteen bucks, right?
>>261856659
ditto. It was totally the shitty translation. There were a lot of typos too; it just feels too rushed out by the end of it.
Plus no MMO or Su-su-suicide Island arcs
>watching this as a young hermit of 3~ years, empathize with Saito.
>14 years later, have only left house 3 times since 2001 for emergency surgery and doctors appointments.
YOU NEVER CAME, YOU FUCKING LIAR.
>>261855236
Is that a lot?
>>261861019
it's worth watching
thats all you need to know
>>261861309
except that Satou doesn't do any drugs
>>261861489
Were they in the original book? If so, then that is so ass that they're not in the English version.
Hell I'm pissed off that I spent $20 on this shit mess of toilet paper.
>>261861558
Anon, you need to kill the host and get a job.
>>261861342
superior
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=didzxUkrtS0
>>261860857
I feel really fucking sorry for the author
>>261861689
yeah they couldnt depict drug use in the anime but whenever he eats or drinks something and starts talking to his furniture is when those scenes take place anyway
>>261861951
I figured those were just the whole paranoia thing you get when you have too much spare time and nothing to do.
Thinking is dangerous.
>>261855342
Is she a bit more developed in the manga? I liked the anime but I hated how little backstory she had, "oh no my stepdad(or dad can't remember) hit me now i'm suicidal".
>>261861342
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tC5lZN--TM
![misaki2[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/dP2MZhK.jpg "misaki2[1].jpg")
>>261859317
There is close to no person irl male or female that will care enough fo another human being, minutes or even days after meeting him/her.
If you're lucky enough to find someone who immeadiately fall in love with your disgusting self and do that kind of shit to fix you up, she has to have some heavy issues herself as accurately seen in the show, and that wicked relationship will crumble on itself.
>>261859823
Read a manga called Saikyou Densetsu Kurosawa.
That's a man's cure for depression.
>>261861835
they werent in the LN
the translation is okay the anime doesnt have parts that are in the book either like when satou yamazaki get high and infiltrate the church meeting
>>261861835
No, They appeared on the manga first, then anime.
Although I'd say the Island arcs isn't the best, the MMO one was really powerful.
I'd say it's nice to have the book, it makes for good memorabilia. But honestly, I'd say the anime is better overall
man this show was shit
>>261859823
>tfw NHK is the only anime you own a physical copy of because you enjoyed it so muchand FLCL
>>261855651
Because she's a professional victim.
Less harsh; she couldn't cope with the shock of her parents leaving her and she became a very depressing person who convinced herself that her own shortcomings were caused by the failures of others.
Also haven't read the manga, I hear it's the best of the three though.
>>261861489
>Plus no MMO or Su-su-suicide Island arcs
I never read the manga or read the LN but if those aren't there then it's shit, period. Those are the best parts.
So Anon, what is your personal NHK?
>>261862312
>>261862312
Yeah that's what I thought. I do have the book sitting on my shelf right now. Read it last year and thought it was good. Now that I'm sure those parts aren't in there. I'm keeping the book.
>>261861489
You stupid fuck. You almost got me to burn a book, you fucking nigger. Type out your posts properly you fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_7z_WVcpdw
>>261862208
she said she found someone more worse off than herself so she proceeded to 'save' him
kind of like how men impose their 'strength and usefulness' on women, stifling said women's independence to point where they rely solely on men to do their bidding
>>261862968
Social Justice
>>261862193
I read the book and watched the anime, haven't read the manga.
But from what I remember
>Her Dad died when she was young
>her mom remarried
>he was abusive
>put out cigarettes on her arms and beat her
>that's why she wears long sleeve shirts all the time, to hide the scars
>she saw her mom kill herself
>step dad raised her
>kept beating her
>he dies eventually
>gets taken in by her aunt and uncle
>they want to get a divorce
>she believes it's her fault why bad things happen to everyone around her
>that's why she wants to make at least one persons life better (Satou)
>fails at that
>then she wants to kill herself
>>261862968
What do you mean?
>>261862968
Jews and feminists
>>261859317
Don't stick it in the crazy.
I'd rather be a NEET forever than be "saved" by somebody like Misaki honestly.
>>261862693
>If there isn't filler, then its shit.
>>261862968
Spiritualism. Not to be a fedora, but my recent fear of death is really eating at me. And that's considering I believe I used to be a Vietnam Veteran in a past life.
>>261863068
fuck you, now its stuck in my head again
>>261862968
Women
>>261863282
why would you lie to yourself
>>261862968
My appearance.
dub>sub
fucking fight me faggots
>>261863282
>>261861019
i've avoided this series completely all my anime viewing life.
i don't even watch anime anymore.
but for some reason i still feel like i need to just give in and see this eventually.
all i hear is how depressing it is and how much it makes everyone hate themselves and cry for days.
i'm pretty sure i don't need that, yet, that pull is still there.
why?
>>261863405
second
>>261862974
Why so flustered bro? I said I didn't like the book either, did you even read my post?
>>261863147
well shiiiiet that is much better explainedand more sadder;_;
![NHK ni Youkoso! 05 [65B0A5B1].mkv_snapshot_13.28_[2014.07.02_22.24.10].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/cmyPjHG.jpg "NHK ni Youkoso! 05 [65B0A5B1].mkv_snapshot_13.28_[2014.07.02_22.24.10].jpg")
>>261862968
definitely SJWs
>>261863081
>more worse
>>261863453
Normally I would tell you to fuck yourself, but half the cast wasn't bad.
>>261863476
Funny enough, this was my first anime that wasn't shit on Cartoon Network
>>261863476
It's pretty entertaining to watch up until the last few episodes where shit hits the fan.
>>261863147
>there are people who actually have lives like this out there
Misaki is my waifu
![1397966825474[1].png](https://i.imgur.com/IYOIRll.png "1397966825474[1].png")
>>261862968
My whole existence
>>261862968
Myself.
>>261855236
>9,500$ fine for playing vidya
T-t-thanks
>>261863445
are you gonna try to work on it or just keep focusing on it?
try improving yourself in some other way
it one thing to be ugly
it's another thing to be ugly and useless
>>261863536
Most of that was actually said in the anime. It was just more fleshed out in the book.
>always see stuff here and in muh chinese cartoons about NEETs and otakus being depressed, sad losers
>be borderline NEET (literally only leave house to get food and work a part time jobthat I just quit)
>genuinely, almost 100% happy with life
I don't get why people get sad about not having a gf or not being able to socialize with normalfags. Being a total shut-in when you don't need to leave your house seems like bliss to me. I spend all my free time either talking shit with you faggots or playing vidya more or less. That's more than enough for me.
>got drubk Thursday night
>had a terrible time, bar was shitty and a guy half my height tried to fight me over something
>felt like shit all day today
>work was shit, too hot
>friends want to go out again tonight
>can't even enjoy /v/ without an anime girl judging me
Its not my day.
>>261862968
Game Freak and furfags
>>261863757
Shit hit the fan way ealrier, like the beach epidsode.
I am lucky i got my own Misaki, and she lied to me about the ending. This was a surprise
I've never had one of those social lives where you're constantly surrounded by people and don't get a second to yourself on weekends. I'm doing something tomorrow night though.
>>261863476
Only if you empathise with it. If you have a healthy or successful life it's going to make no sense.
What the show does well is getting that feeling of depression or social anxiety down really well.
>>261856534
>le feels
>>261862968
I don't really have one to be honest. The way I see it everything bad in my life is basically my own fault, and not being able to change is my fault too. I don't put much credence in conspiracy theories.
>>261862968
normalfags invading 4chan.
>>261863536
>more sadder
Redundant.
>>261863453
I agree with you.
>English Satous > Japanese
>English Yamazaki = Japenesethe Japanese one might just be a hair better
>English hitomi = Japanese
>English Misaki < Japanese
All of the voices are extremely well matched with their characters in both versions, but god damn does english Satou do a good job
>>261864023
I'm pretty sure it was only mentioned during a flashback in one episode, then again I watched it 5 months ago so I don't remember every detail.
>>261863282
I don't know anon, misery loves company. At best I'm saved, at worst I have someone to be miserable with and feed off off in an extremely unhealthy relationship. It's not like I could ask for more
>>261863289
>If there isn't filler, then its shit.
When the filler is the best part? Yeah kinda. You watched DBZ as a kid/young adult, don't lie to me. Don't tell me the driver's ed episode wasn't amazing.
>>261864191
Also, the OST helps with that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ei2izPLpHc
Now i can just sing this song if i ever want to stay awake. The feeling makes me unable to sleep.
>>261864351
Yeah probably. But that scene really hit me, so I remembered it way too well.
>>261864434
Yeah, no. And I don't remember shit about DBZ.
>>261864045
Stop lying to yourself brother.We understand.
>>261864045
It doesn't last
>>261864045
>and work a part time job
Then you weren't a fucking NEET.
Be unemployed for the next 4 years and see how you feel. You sound like a kid that just got told he can have some free time.
>>261863282
I want to fucking get out of this shithole of a life.
Fuck, I wish I was saved
>>261863476
>all i hear is how depressing it is and how much it makes everyone hate themselves and cry for days.
it's pretty humorous if you can laugh at yourself.
![doa-avi_002133064[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/SbBHetc.jpg "doa-avi_002133064[1].jpg")
>>261864386
> later that evening
>>261864351
It's the whole point of the last 2 episodes.
I really liked the switcharoo at the endSatou being the teacher was neat
>>261862208
Initially she didn't really love him the relationship was parasitic by both parties
She was a hikki as well, and when she discovered him used him as a pet project to try and justify her existence
mind you saito was a fucking shameless leach and in a lot of ways way fucking worse then that mmo hikki, since saito on multiple occasions did really manipulative shit
that said the two of them I think did come to form a very intimate bond, since they both knew how fucked the other was and still wanted to save eachother.
I think after the whole ending climax thing at the cliff they really did come to love each other on some level
That said, the thing that made saito not be a hikki was the threat of fucking starvation. Everyone was else was just enabling him and should have cut him off way sooner to avoid all of that shit.
Misaki on the other hand needed someone to try and understand her and push her, her aunt and uncle were nice by they were clearly just housing and enabling her but not trying to really understand her.
All of this said, I think it was actually a pretty honest show about how this shit goes and what these people are like.
>>261864045
>mfw I'm almost like this except I go to college and live off of the grants/loans/part time work
I guess it's just the way we're wired, though.
Some people, currently NEET or not, have a desire for a social life. People like you and I just don't give a shit though.
Sometimes I reflect on it and think it's shitty of me that I'm content with spending all my time alone whenever possible and doing just enough work or socialization to simply get by and live the routine I like, but in the end who cares, really?
Having a group of friends or your own family isn't something everyone literally needs. I think I fall into the category of people who don't.
Whats the term like "asexual" that just deals with not caring about human interaction at all, not just limited to sex?
Though I guess I come on 4chan for a reason.
>>261859317
>>Misaki will never come and save you
>>261862208
>If you're lucky enough to find someone who immeadiately fall in love with your disgusting self
holy shit
rewatch the fucking show
>>261863459
>tfw Yamazaki was just trying to cover for the fact that his 3DPD waifu didn't actually like him
That episode at the University is the most depressing one bar none. Every time I see an idea guys thread on /v/ I always imagine the professor from that laughing at me while I'm typing my own ideas up.
So besides NHK and this, what are some good NEET/Hiki core literature?
I don't even play video games.
>>261863289
>Spiritualism
Are you brazilian?
>>261864595
The whole point of the those was that nobody's going to help you but yourself. The one girl that came for Satou just happened to do it to feel less miserable, to feel like she was worth something.
![nhkniyoukoso01large07ty4[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/qixpq6U.jpg "nhkniyoukoso01large07ty4[1].jpg")
>>261864048
Mistaking /v/ for your personal blog?
That's a another million yen!
>>261864974
go to /b/ or /r9k/
>tfw Yamazaki's game bombed
>>261865078
>Implying anyone on /v/ plays video games.
>>261863748
I watched NHK back in 2009 or 2010, when I was only just getting into /v/ and not really as deep into anime/toku as I am now. I liked it for what it was at the time, found it relatable and all, but if I watched it now it'd probably fucking wreck me.
>>261864538
I was for 6 monts afterKatawa Shoujo
Depression+ Canadian Winter + Scool problems + Mother sickness + job loss
I got otu of it because of a friend, i still thank her to this day
>>261864823
The threat of starvation is literally the only thing that works.
Only problem is that life isn't like anime and you can't just walk into an employment office and get employed. Wish I had thought of that earlier.
>>261864825sociopathy
>>261864045
Because people think they need to be "useful" to society.
>>261865043
American, dude. And spiritualism is an actual word. Look it up you illiterate fuck.
>>261863996
Well, I am. The main thing is my teeth, they've been horrific for a long time and I recently had a lot of work done and I'm in $2700 in debt, but I'm still not satisfied. Plus I've been going to /fa/ and I'm getting some ideas for outfits but I know that only goes so far. I'm just trying to get to the point that I feel sort of 'neutral' instead of bad looking.
>tfw my Misaki is my middle aged professorfor giving me a job
>Im older than Satou
Time to end it all
>>261864045
I don't enjoy those things anymore though. It's not that I want to be out socializing, because I really don't like that, but I don't want to be doing nothing but sleeping and waiting for death. Is that so hard to understand?
>>261865226
If you look like shit enough, it CAN work on soem restaurants. Maybe not longterms
>>261865176
>main love interest modeled after 3DPD
It never had a chance, he was a hack.
>>261865176
>tfw even though he tried his best to escape a life he didn't want he still was pulled into it, what he wanted didn't matter
>>261865539
Shoulda been a kitsune ghost past lover reincarnation.
>>261865510
Not here. Restaurants are all staffed by internationals.
>>261865502
I'd rather do nothing but sleep and wait for death over doing nothing but sleeping, working, and waiting for death.
I don't know why anyone's mind set changes as soon as you get a job. It changes absolutely nothing in the grand scheme.
>>261865226
>you can't just walk into an employment office and get employed
Fuck that reminds me of moving out for college. I had help with my first 2 months rent and figured it'd be just like muh japanese animes like Clannad or something where i'd easily find some simple, mindless part-time job almost instantly.
Nope. Took almost a year to actually land something that didn't conflict with my school schedule or wasn't a 3 hour bus ride away.
>>261865339Thanks.
>>261865176
It's not about making a best seller. It's about just making something.
>>261865176
>tfw you could of saved someones h-game and it could of been GOTY
>tfw all those untouched h-games
>>261865353
be useful to yourself but generate evidence that you in fact ARE useful
that way anyone who tries to bring you down about being a 'societal parasite' can be subject to an intellectually confident individual who knows what the fuck is up
also stop watching shows aimed at children thats where the brain washing starts
>>261865683
Can still try, do buswork or someshit. Hrll, if you can actually speak the language you could do the counter.
>>261865502
Is that image from what I think it is.
Please say it's not.
WHAT THE FUVK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!?
Anybody ever read Notes from Underground? It's kinda like a 19th century Russian version of NHK.
>>261860163
Did you even watch the fucking show?
> I'm such a hikki, I spent all weekend on Facebook!
>>261865547
he's successful as a male host though
>>261865763
>I need to get a job in 6 months
>That was 12 months ago
That was when I panicked.
>>261865923
Some of us let the fucking normies know of this place some years ago.
![NHK ni Youkoso! 16 [8C1953C9].mkv_snapshot_19.16_[2014.07.13_20.02.44].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/UCIORVI.jpg "NHK ni Youkoso! 16 [8C1953C9].mkv_snapshot_19.16_[2014.07.13_20.02.44].jpg")
>>261865176
That hit me right in the feels.
He was just kinda sitting there at the con, with no one paying any mind to their hard work. Then he just lugged the excess baggage back home. Just damn, dude.
>>261865779
>those game creators are probably starving right now because Ipiratedtheir h-game.
>>261865428
well thats a positive aint it?
that debt though... get on that shit NOW
NHK
NI
YOUKOSO
anons
i feel you
deeply
>>261865751
I don't want a shitty job either. I just want to do something valuable, to not be completely worthless, and to enjoy what I do. Though that's not going to happen because I am a useless passionless person.
>>261865910
It is, I don't like the content but it makes for good reaction images because of the emotional pain the guy conveys through his art.
>>261864838
>>261864823
I mistakenly used "fall in love" I get the show, it's just that, for something like that to happen in real life, it most start as a "love" at first sight relationship, no way some chirstian girl would do that shit outta nowhere, but a daddy issues girl for example.
Believe meI was Misaki in a relationship with a pretty depressed, bulimic girl
>>261866247
Youkoso Hitori Bocchi
>>261865751
I'd rather see the world before I die instead of the inside of my room.
and how do you pay bills without a job? Fucking rent, sewage, power, cable, groceries
We are here
We are queer
We dont want anymore bears
>>261865502
Man, that fucking manga was the work of a man who did not want to spend his career writing that kind of manga.
>>261865176
and yet he didn't falter like satou
he just moved on with his life and even gave 3dpd a chance
i wish i could be like yamazaki
not folding at every failure
>>261866247
DAME DAME NINGEN!
>>261866048
It's fucking nuts. This happened to me when I lived between two major cities and I still had problems.
Yet when I'd go to the stores I previously applied for, I'd see a new fat black woman working the register or something. Different every time, even if I went on the same day at the same time.
I'm not one to spout took muh jerb just because, but sometimes it looks that way.
Just keep at it, man. You'll land something as long as you keep applying.
![f965bd8ad6e91728c0df43fcdedc6c04[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/za0s5D7.jpg "f965bd8ad6e91728c0df43fcdedc6c04[1].jpg")
>>261866304
hurf durf
everyone settles into their lives eventually
also those who dont work, dont eat
>>261866304
i dont want to do anything valuable to anyone other than myself
>tfw youve experienced work, friends, relationships, and connections in general, but it is just so much fucking easier and less stress inducing to just sit alone in your room and not have to worry about anything
honestly, sitting on /v/ by myself for the last year and a half on EI has been the most tranquil year and a half of my entire life
>>261865226
>be 20 year old hikki
>aunt and uncle say I have two days to get a job or i gotta go
>would probably be in a homeless shelter
>freaking the fuck out
>print stack of resumes
>go door to door all afternoon
>no luck all retail places
>get desperate
>go to light industrial area
>go door to door asking for any work they have
>first place I go too is a lumber yard
>they say since the school year is starting so a lot of these places need people for general labor since lots of people were only working for the summer
>try the other places on the street
>end up at a warehouse
>they tell me they need a new afternoon loader for the trucks
>tell them I can start right away
>guy tells me sure and loans me some old work-boots
You can find a job easy but you have to be willing to do real hard labor
satou finding that shitty traffic job is pretty realistic, tokyo has real fucking bad traffic and constant construction
the reason hiki stay hikki is because they don't have enough connections to the outside world and people enable them
>>261866783
> wanting to work cash
>>261866798
>tfw you know EXACTLY what you want and what makes you happen
>it doesnt involve working, at all
Well so much for me, right? GUESS I GOTTA GO 2 WORK BECAUSE ITS EXPECTED OF ME HUEHUE
>>261865414
>Spiritism, the branch of Spiritualism developed by Allan Kardec and today found mostly in Brazil, has emphasised reincarnation
Calm your tits.
>>261866889
he says exactly so too. Hikky is being previledged, you ned some good money to never have to work.
>>261866783
Well I have a job now, but it was given to me on a platter and it's a work at home job. So I was saved, but it feels like tainted.
I'm still looking for a second job though.
>>261866953
Wanted a job, anon.
You can't be picky when you have rent to pay.
Once I got a retail job I was still sending applications everywhere to get out.
>>261866829
>experienced work, friends, relationships, and connections in general, but it is just so much fucking easier and less stress inducing to just sit alone in your room and not have to worry about anything
isn't it kind of like, whether you are neet or working, you generally, feel the same things, eventually. the same troubles coming to the surface.
>>261865059
Thanks for the response!
Do you remember all those dreams, goals and ambitions you had when you were a kid anon? what happened to those? at what point did they change? at what point did you let society break you?
>mfw I ask myself these questions everytime I go to sleep
> Friday night
> Playing sad post-rock songs alone
It'll get better eventually. I'll have my time.
>>261866986
well you can always be a bum
they dont work and some how they get foodbut no internet
you can do what you want with your life bruv but working and getting monies just increases your potential
>>261866986
How will you eat?
>>261866207
The internet has helped me to be confused about what my standards for happiness even are now lol. But in every sense yeah, it's a positive, though not quite there yet. I am working on the debt, $100/month, but I'm running out of money that I saved and need to find work that I can handle.
I guess my other NHK would be that I am a severe pessimist.
girls are scary
every time i see a girl walking towards me i make sure i'm looking at the ground
>>261866889
All the warehouse jobs I've seen require you to have a license or some sort of heavy machine license.
>>261867220
I take solace in the fact that very few other people get to live their childhood dreams either.
Dreams back then were pretty much alternate universe roleplays.
I can't really feel bad about it since all my dreams back then were so unrealistic there's nothing for met to feel like I'm missing out on. They were realistically impossible.
>>261866247
YOUKOSO
OTOKO
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SEKAI E
>>261867323
I don't know.
I'd honestly rather kill myself than work for the large majority of my life, just so I can use the minority of my time left doing what I want.
That isn't fair. That's complete bullshit.
>>261867220
>thought I would be 6 feet because of families genes
>shortest one in the family
I also thought I would have my drivers license before 18 and even now I don't have one because I never go anywhere
>>261866798
I don't understand what you mean by what you say.
>>261866829
That's fair. I just always wanted to be important and useful, just to make my life have some meaning, but like I said it's impossible for a worthless person like me to do that now.
>>261855236
>people just now watching NHK
Wow guys, this thread is a fucking joy killer. Thanks.
Loved the show though.
>>261867220
Society literally beat it out of me. Pretty hard I must say.
>>261865176
>Game was a piece of generic shit
>Overpriced for a demo
Faggot deserved it.
>>261867220
I woke up one day and just didn't give a shit about anything.
>>261867735
you are too cute =w=.
>>261867671
That's a lie or you would be dead already. You're obviously in a spot of privilege right now.
When that runs out, you will choose to work.
The only way to fix yourself is to kill the host. You're a parasite.
>>261866798
>working a job just to get by
If you aren't at least content with your job you should fucking find another job. I'm not saying it has to be some kind of wonderful paradise but if you're going home most/every day feeling miserable and wanting to quit hey guess what you should probably fucking quit.
>>261867220
I never had goals, dreams, or ambitions, that I can remember anyway.
I just float from one thing to the next, completely apathetically.
you mean you've NEVER kissed a girl before?>>261864640
>my post is the only one that gets deleted
Fuck you, you doing it for free sack of shit.
>>261867735
there are people on /v/ that haven't seen eva or TTGL
there are people no /v/ that haven't played a single metal gear game
>>261867220
>Doing exactly what I wanted to do
>Turns out it isn't what I want to do
>Can't stop now because of expectations
>>261867220
As far back as I can remember I was directionless, with no real dreams or passions. I was tired of life a long time ago anon, I only hang on because I'm too cowardly to end it, and because I have some stupid idea of hope stuck in my head.
![Kaiji-HD-Wallpaper-2[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/vi9A99t.jpg "Kaiji-HD-Wallpaper-2[1].jpg")
>Welcome to the NHK and kaiji were the only good anime in years with relatable characters
>>261867220
I never really had any. I always just wanted an easy life.
>>261867914
Is working a shitty trade job where I run the risk of death every day for minimal pay just to get by privilege?
The only thing STOPPING me from killing myself is that I can't know for sure my life will be entirely this.
>>261868059
yes i have you dumb slut
Sato did too
oh fuck i was gonna post a chapter from The World is Mine but i found out it go licensed!! FUCK YEAR
>>261867961
This is to survive, anon. Once you're in, you can try and find better work, sure, but you don't have the privilege to pick and choose if you have no money.
>>261867961
It's about weighing the pros and cons.
Good hours and good pay doing a shitty job is better than few hours and bad pay doing a good one, imo.
It makes your off hours enjoyable, and that's the most important for me.
Plus, I completely lack ambition and any clue of what I even want.
>>261867710
>didn't get my license till i was 18
>still no car
my parents keep saying they'll buy me one but every time they look at one that's affordable they turn it down because it's got a few unnoticeable dents in the bumper I keep telling them they aren't gonna find a mint condition car for less than $3500 but they ignore me
>>261867220
I never had any, actually. I always just wanted to be a good person who helped people that I meet who need help, and I still do.
>>261867625
but what about ambition or goals? surely you had some during your highschool years. You see thats what I think my problem is, I have no motivation or ambition i'm a pretty easy person to please. I'm not trying to make excuses but as long as I have food and internet I see no reason to get a job or the need to socialize.
>>261868059
Never kissed, only might have hugged a childhood friend when I was less than ten, never even had a crush.
>>261867220
Probably around the second or third year of high school when I realized how fucking pointless this shit was and that I was only doing it for a piece of paper saying I knew a bunch of shit I never remembered after I took the test.
I tried college for two years, getting by on state funding since I was a poorfag, figuring I'd figure out what I wanted to do with my life by the time I got through a year or two, but once I got to the end of that second year and realized I still didn't know what I wanted to do I just dropped the fuck out and started working fast food because fuck everything, I was gonna end up here regardless and at least I won't be in debt for my whole life this way.
>>261867525
Here in Australia, a lot of places will get you the required training. I think it's either because it's paid for by the government or they get the money they spend on it back in tax.
That's true for my situation anyway. I went from being a hikki neet to working in a warehouse. Getting a forklift license and being trained in proper warehouse procedures.
>>261856179
Why are all LNs bad
>>261867671
Who is supporting your life?
I have bad news, everyone works.
Well not everyone, homeless people don't work, and that's the only life you can live without some kind of income
>>261868281
Then look for other work. The solution to your problem is simple.
Just because your job is bad doesn't mean working is bad.
>>261868381
Emiya please.
>>261867525
Just look for "general labor" jobs
Doesn't have to be a warehouse, since its the beginning of September you'll see a shit ton of postings.
It's not easy since you'll be the "lifting shit, cutting grass and cleaning" monkey, but getting one isn't hard.
Some places may require that you can drive to get there but you can always try to negotiate, my first job I tried as hard as possible to be on time and rode the bus super fucking early.
These types of jobs tend to have much more flexibility and your boss will probably be more understanding too, all you gotta do is be on time and work hard.
And while the job may be shit you might end up becoming bros with the guys you work with, I remember they'd invite me to drink on fridays.
Having a net of friends will also help keep you from being a hikki again
>there will never be discussion of this show without these blogging faggots
>/v/ will never talk about video games
Now, for the (somehow) opposite
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OM8ODecbuhA
>>261859317
Maybe cause you stink of piss.
>>261868154
what about dis nigga here
http://www.crunchyroll.ca/gargantia-on-the-verdurous-planet/episode-1-castaway-622613
>>261868409
Yeah, nah. I'm in the same boat. No ambition or motivation beyond just getting by and staying alive.
I want to travel and have made attempts to try and get myself a teaching job overseas(not Japan, fyi. 2many weeaboos), but they've mostly fallen flat. When that happens your previous lack of motivation comes in and says "See? What did I tell you? Just stop caring, accept where you are." and it tends to sound very reasonable.
>>261868683
My problem is that I'm still studying so I need to find a casual job.
I could probably find a full time job, but I wouldn't be able to get through uni with that.
>>261867712
Hey man go fuck yourself. Make a game. Learn to program or something. Take up Japanese, I don't know translate a thing. Somebody will play that game or watch that show you translated. If even one person enjoyed that entertainment, well that is good enough I would think.one of these fucking days I'll listen to myself and do that, hopefully.
>>261868334
I quit my part time job because I felt about ready to kill myself if I had to stay there. I have no financial recourse right now but I'd die before I worked at a place like that again.
>that scene where Yamazaki shows his 3D waifu his powerlevel
>that scene where he burns all his books & shit while shit's all quiet and snowing around
I wish I had a good torrent of this shit, 'cause I need to rewatch it.
Any anime/manga like this and Punpun?
>>261868748
>>261868683
This guy got it.
If you are not a total asshole, it's easy to be friend with coworkers and build some relations. From ther,e you got people you want to see again, and staying around is easier
>>261868381
Same here.Being dumped by my previous gf actually made things worse. Now I only leave for the sake of others and I can't find any value in my own life.
