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>Music Discussion
>What are you doing?
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
>Video Games(?)
>Books you're currently reading
>Films etc.
General Discussion
You don't have to follow these guidelines, it's just a suggestion, just post some content so other anons get to know you.
This is a meet-up board after all.
This isn't exactly a rate thread but if that is truly what you seek OP will deliver. R8 others if you're into it.
Let's try to be civil.
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>>23437563 (You)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQJLKks0mJo
who /girlmo/ here
Post itt for a variety of (You)'s
>Music Discussion
objectivley the most ambitions and exciting emo band to exist in the past 10 years
prove me wrong
pro tip: you can't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wr6Xtbs0c7c
post warm weather-core tunes itt
>What are you doing?
smoking cigs and drinkin' coffee
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Just got off of work :^)
>Video Games(?)
pic related, anon inspired me to pley again
>Books you're currently reading
none, I need to /gold/ pill
>Films etc.
Just saw The Witch the other night, fucking great atmospheric period(?) thriller, did not feel it's length.
>do you wish to see the world
>do you wish to live deliciously
>>23448021
FEELS
>>23448075
I know ;__; but it's too good not to op
fug I need to just make a macro or something
fug
First
>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_iIZ01e8FR4
>are you doing?
Calculating Electric current in third resistance in circuit.
>musicks
Some classic Dethklok
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvLDLusWXBI
>do
Eating some pizza
>vidya
Probably gonna play Pokemon Emerald in a minute
>reading
The occasional Cvlt Nation article
>films
None as of recently, but I might go see The VVitch soon.
>>23448047
>tfw can't find my old pokemon collection
>>23448109
>forgot pic
>AGAIN
lazy sunday with my doggo cramming for a final tomorrow
>>23447798
easily one of my favorite reaction pics
>>23448047
>pic relaed
which one you playing first tho
>>23448105
Doesn't look like it. Needs more duck.
>>23448119
cute doggo
cute grill
cute pj's
>>23448119
What he said >>23448152
>>23448130
Why the duck
sAy it.
>>23448089
dude weed lmao
>>23448109
>Dethklok
I like how this isn't even a bad meme band
I highly suggest Le VVitch, it was pretty spooky without relying on le ebin jump scare, it was like a constant feeling of suspense and tension, really great.
>>23448105
>Heroin and Your Veins
patrician hindi post, what's the music scene like over where you are.
>>23448119
S I L V E R B B
It's my fav, had to youtube a way to change the battery in the cartridge for loyalty points.
>>23448163
They get better with every release. Can't wait for Season 5.
I've been told it's super historically accurate, and made like a classic horror movie instead of a jumpscare fest
>>23448160
It?
Cuz i sez
>>23448021
>that webm
do you want me to cry?
>Music Discussion
Z A C H
A I
C L
H I L L
>What are you doing?
Watching full metal alchemist. Nearly finished with the second season. brotherhood really is a lot better then the original!
>Video Games(?)
You know what Im playing
>Books you're currently reading
You know what Im reading
>Films etc.
Full of de meddel witchdoctor
Also watched an amazing little german movie abotu gentrification!
MY REPLY TO KOREANON:
>>23446226
I wont let any (you)´s slip through my fingers!
>>23448047
>not emulating
What kind of faggot are you?
>warm weather tunes
dude Im from germany, we dont know that shit here
>>23448175
made like a classic horror movie instead of a jumpscare fest
this
it's like Rosemary's Baby-core except if it was also directed in the same vein as There Will Be Blood. It's really reviving the genre because Horror Directors are too scare to step outside of the dude jump scare lmao $$$$$$$ formula. The dialogue is fucking top notch but also pretty hard to understand at times because Ye Olde.
>>23448190
>emulating when you have the actual copy
>literally being this degenerate
"I may have the hard cover but I sure do like reading on my wittle kindle tablet soo much more teehee :3" - germanon
kys
>
>Music Discussion
Heard a concert on Wednesday, that was the last real listening I've done. Think I mentioned it a couple threads ago though, Joe Lovano is one of the greatest sax players of all time.
>What are you doing?
I'd rather be practicing, but no, I'm transcribing a Black Eyed Peas tune for the rock band at work. Gotta make up some horn parts. My ears suck, I have such a hard time picking out harmonies, but that's exactly why I need to do more stuff like this.
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Today I'm going to be. Friends are grilling later, I've got too much shit to do. Might go out for coffee when I need a break.
>Books you're currently reading
Dark Tower #6 complete! On to 7.
>Films etc
Friday was movie night, Big Lewbowski. Many white Russians were drunk. The new guy from work was hungover the next morning. And don't ever try substituting bourbon for vodka, I was asked to do that for one person, and it was gross as fuck.
>>23448047
Love the games, makes me want to break out my old blue version!
>>23448202
>Rosemary's Babycore
>same vein as There Will Be Blood
Fuuuck, now I know I'll love it.
>Locally
A few known bands that consist of pseudos that produce hella pretentious music trying to copy these following bands that are pretty famous in the Arab world
>Arabic rock
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okFHMO6q8gY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6HqHdBlQEe8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxusdgQdJnU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AcIsYEgGMDo
>>23448190
>Z A C H H I L L
would I be bullied if I described NECROMANCER as neo-free jazz :^)
HEY also if you haven't heard of these guys yet, Nick Reinhart from Tera Melos (ebin math band)
and Zach Hill (lil ebin drummer boy) made a project together and it's pretty underrated imho
check um'
>Bygones - click on that smash the plastic death
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=waVxTL_d1gI
>>23448222
>trips
>arabic rock
Dis post a whole mess.
>>23448186
>>23448228
Go play with your Apps.
>>23448202
>that picture
stealin it
>playing those shitty version when you could be playing emerald
>supporting conglomerates by using their product
youre a literal Untermensch
>>23448205
Oh hay Jazzanon! I normaly dont get a word of the shit youre talking about but I still appreciate your Jazz knowledge
>Big Lebowski night
That sounds like a ton of fun!
White russian clearly is my favorite mixed drink!
>>23448223
>zachy
Nah man I think its free jazz aswell (pls dont kill me anyone)
>link
D00d that sounds awesome!
Saved it, will check out more if tommorrow
>>23448222
This is the worst get I have ever seen.
>>23448233
Stop with the dubs and give me more material then.
>>23448109
which starter
>treecko for life
>>23448105
how's the studying going? if I rember correctly
>>23448152
>>23448160
and thank you. he really is best doggo ^-^
>>23448163
oh god that's always such a pain in the ass. one time I dropped my cartridge for platinum in a puddle of mud so I opened it up and cleaned the entire thing twice, then closed it back up. fucker still works
>>23448190
>emulators
im gonna hurl
>>23448238
gotta agree emerald is based. hoenn shelf of my pokemon collection
>mfw my in box copies of r/s are in storage
>I'm in love with Wala Bint
My sides xD
>>23448269
How much you want for that?
>>23448243
>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qvg9r5-BCOA
>>23448244
I=1.5 mA
I can rip in pieces now
Have this last one before I slepe.
>>23448269
It's going to sleep.
Night thread.
>>23448269
das dope
Do you grasp the range of your peasantry now, BJ?
>>23448088
>>23448269
>torchic for life
You're welcome <3
>>23448291
>sunglasses+collar
Idek.
No rip yet until after I rip.
Night toots.
>>23448238
>capitalist pig dog
YOU'RE RIGHT I MUST DISPOSE OF ALL OF MY COMMODITIES CYKA BLYAT
WE UBER NOW JA
steal away anon, all labor is entitled to all it creates :^)
>shitty
>calling these games shitty
>using the word shitty to describe 1st gen
>shitty he says
mad
Yeah Bygones are pretty gud, their first album was best and their newest one was kind of meh but still good, they only released two albums, I really can't imagine their collaboration would last too long seeing as how they are both big ego's in the math scene, honestly though expected a little more from two of my favorite artists working together.
I said this to Koreanon last thread but I'm pretty sure Zach listened to "Orient" and was just "yeah I wanna do that" thus necromancer was born. Probably his best album honestly.
>>23448205
Yes but did you drink the white russians in Dude fashion using only vodka and milk, I'd love to hear some of your stuff if you've ever recorded pieces or practice sessions.
>>23448222
>222
arab rawk is fucking acquired
I guess I really meant is there like an edgy/angsty underground scene in your area, what's the pretencious art scene like there. These bands are actually bretty alright really.
>>23448269
wow what a comfy post, I remember I hadn't come back to Pocket monsters for years because my silver wouldn't save and it was soul deadening, battery switch fixed that but jesus fucking christ they don't make screwdrivers small enough to deal with these cartridges. Do you post on the pokemon board a lot?
>emulators
>ahahahah
get a load of this guy, am i rite
>>23448311
AYYYYYYYYYYYY
>>23448321
>pokemon
Dunno why I had to laught so hard. You win!
>Zip Zap Zachy
I think Astrological Straits is better then Face Tat anyways, Necromancer is just a huge bonus. You should really /into/ free jazz drums anyways if you liked that!
Here is some cool shit Koreanon linked me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUC98v_r-yc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgQwBGe-GzM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5d3Aexdzog
Anways fags im off to bed now smell ya later
>>23448280
nothing for sale atm :^)
>>23448313
i'm blocking your sorry fighting/chicken meme pokemon loving ass on kik as we speak
>>23448321
>they don't make screwdrivers small enough to deal with these cartridges
>not buying a mini screwdriver specially made for opening up nintendo cartridges
what a fucking casual
>Do you post on the pokemon board a lot?
I mostly lurk these days because the furfags and sperging over sun/moon is overwhelming lately, probably will again once the hype dies down. I still post a lot in the Mystery Dungeon generals tho
>tfw my face feels more like granite than flesh
I don't know how to feel about this. In my family we have either overly soft feminine features or autism cheekbones like mine.
>music
Bach's keyboard concertos, especially in G minor and E major, and Death Grips No Love Deepweb on repeat. I like that Death Grips album the most.
>books
http://www.jacklondon.com/docs/seawolf.htm
I started reading this an hour ago and I intend to finish it in one sitting. Or get as much as I can before I succumb to sleep. I hate sleeping. I always do my best to remain awake until the end, so the time I fall asleep is typically one hour later than yesterday, so I'm constantly going through a cycle of either sleeping the entire day or waking up two hours between daybreak. I love amphetamine since it enables me to do what I must more.
I'm in a bit more sober mood today, so I guess my shitposting won't be as high as it normally is.
>>23448362
noooooooo ;-;
>>23448238
>>23448321
well I wouldn't call 1st gen shitty but johto and hoenn are definitely better. all gen 1 has over them is the nostalgia factor
>the worst gen 5th gen
had a great plot, but not good enough to make up for average at best gameplay and shitty pokemon
>>23448362
Dammit, I buy for free tho...
Wait, what's sun/moon?
>>23448362
>
Disgusting
>>23448321
LMAO
>>23448407
>what's sun/moon?
the new pokemon games Nintendo announced about a week ago. pic related
>>23448418
hey shut your ass up
but t b h I didn't even buy those, my brother gave them to me a while back. Need to trade them in for onces in better condition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6UdOJAvV-cw
>>23448362
>spending money on borderline non existent aspects of my life
>not furry enough to be deconstructing Nintendo cartridges till the small hours of the morning
>literally yiffing
frick off weeb
I can't imagine what the level off asspie sperg-posting goes on over on that board, no offense, but the average modern poke-fan is transcendentally autistic but that's pretty much most fanbases, I would deff play soul silver if I had the chance.
After I browsed the board one lonely night and saw all of the poke-lewd fan fiction it was all kek and regret. :^)
>>23448431
They finally ran out of colors.
Well since X/Y actually...
I bet you fegs dont ebin 31 IVs or properly distrubute EVs.
Fucking plebs
>>23448269
>>23448362
>>23448404
>this collection
wew, lad
forgib my poke shaming post
>>23448440
>frick off weeb
my brother actually makes a lot of his income buying and selling retro games and collects them, even has a whole room in his appartment for it. so I probably think it's a lot more normal than it is
>I can't imagine what the level off asspie sperg-posting goes on over on that board
it's not as bad as boards like /mlp/, and even /an/ has been worse lately with all the trolls, but it's still pretty fucking cringey at times. it's not so bad when the gardevoirfuckers stay in their containment thread
>I would deff play soul silver if I had the chance
you should, it's a genuinely good remake of g/s, plus the pokewalker is fun
>After I browsed the board one lonely night and saw all of the poke-lewd fan fiction it was all kek and regret. :^)
>mfw after stumbling on there for the first time
honestly furries are the worst part of any fanbase
>>23448457
>implying I didn't breed a shiny perfect IV absol before the destiny knot was a thing
you wanna go fgt
>>23448463
>forgib my poke shaming post
you're forgiven fampai
>>23448431
Well it's cool that he personally procured them.
Not like mine's any better. I used to have the charmander tin box set, and that dope chromed out Pikachu brick. Pretty sure my ex has both of them.
>music discussion
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CDORFUm9Dc
>what are you doing
eating shit
>video games
what can i say i just love 'em jrpg's
>books you're reading
i was going to read gravity's rainbow but its binding cracked in half so now i have two separate books. probably going to read something else instead. maybe finish up infinite jest, finally
>>23448321
Did the Dude ever drink one without kahlua? He asks if they have kahlua in one scene, and I'm pretty sure I remember him pouring it in another.
There are some recordings on youtube with me in them, I don't usually keep any recordings of myself practicing though. It's a great tool, very humbling though, not something I'd listen to for fun.
>>23448371
I aspire to be a wayward shitposting /lit/ slav, introspecting in the depths of nihilistic insanity. I think I over romanticize your life anon.
>>23448501
honestly furries are the worst part of human ingenuity to crawl into existence, rivaled only by chemical weapons and eugenics.
I'll vote for whichever president will nuke deviantart.com
>/mlp/
literally a containment board
You're brother sounds like a big guy
is he like a ebay re-seller or like a middle man for nostalgia
>>23448568
nice music post
go to bed Chomsky
>>23448617
I'm not a nihilist as I have a slight feeling of intuition that eternal recurrence might be real. What if. If it is so, everything matters as it always returns. It's a tremendous burden, perhaps even worse that of nihilism that supposes that life is but a one time thing, passing and never again happening, but eternal recurrence is much more terrible and requires even harder look towards life to not grow insane knowing all the failures, pain and suffering will return, but then again, so will the triumphs, so life ought to have a moment that redeems this suffering. Anyways, back to book.
>>23448617
>eugenics
purebred dogs are a prime example of why that shit don't work
>I'll vote for whichever president will nuke deviantart.com
sending out the troops now
wanna know my deepest darkest secret
[spoiler]I got with a brony in highschool[/spoiler]
it haunts me to this day
>is he like a ebay re-seller or like a middle man for nostalgia
both, he does local business in person as well as selling on ebay. a lot of times if I'm looking for a game or something he'll keep an eye out for me, right now trying to get one of those shadow lugia gamecubes without any scratches on the system
>having this lame of a hobby
pull the trigger senpai
Lone lonely loner
:/
>some non-meme music
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zAla2f8EPSg
>>23448683
Sup?
>>23448568
>infinite jest
You're a stronger man than most.
>>23448439
Nei
>>23448371
>autism cheekbones
You mean glorious Mongol invader bones. Make the Great Sky proud brother.
>>23448338
Music taste tops, night g
>>23448291
These timezones don't allow for proper shitposting.
Withdrawals are a real fucking bitch.
>>23448766
The weekly wallowing in self pity. I'm just lonely. No biggie I guess. Thanks for the (You)
>>23448800
Have another for your triple dubs.
We'll all wallow in self-pity together until we become empathetic enough to be real human beans.
>>23448830
Those are some fun numbers. I can't wait to be a human bean
>>23448843
It'll happen before you know it.
Any plans for the night?
>>23448883
Nahh. I was gonna go out but then got cancelled on and now I'm just quaint I was actually doing something
>>23448918
Wishing I was actually doing something*
Fuck
>Music Discussion
So far just listening to billy not really
>What are you doing?
:^) Gunna shoop jp's face onto a peen
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not)
Am not but did call in today
>Books you're currently reading
Reading EMPOWERED
>Films etc.
Just saw zootopia on friday and holy shit it was fucking CUTE
>>23448918
>>23448952
I mean, if you feel quaint, nothing wrong with that. That was one Hell of a typo man. Sorry to hear that people are shit at planning. You'll always have us <3
>so comforting
>>23448648
but senpai, eternal recurrence could not subjectively be observed, why would we waste thought on that which exists outside of perception :^)
>>23448681
>image
ebin
>tfw brony bf shilling
W E W L A D
E
W
L
A
D
I think it's story time desu senpai
>having this lame of a hobby
it's okay my friend just buys game cubes constantly because me and him won't accept that we will never play Super Smash Melee for the first time ever again
>why do
s-show me ur moves ;__;
>>23448996
but don't?
>>23449001
but it'd be fun
>>23449001
Maybe it can be. Heraclitus was definitely unto something with all the flux talk. Anyways, the eternal return is also a very beautiful idea if one has the strength to see it as such.
>>23449001
>eternal reccurence could not subjectively be observed
Woah eh der back up buddy
>>23449000
I was doing the slide typing cuz I'm an old lady at heart. I rarely make typos so I didn't catch it. :/ I always got you guys I guess <3
>>23449012
N O B U L L Y
O
B
U
L
L
Y
>>23449023
>>23449040
But how do I, a mere mortal, /into/ eternity? This is masturbatory pot hipster tier dude weed lmao.
proof me wrung :^)
>>23449099
Everyone is mortal. Some die when their breath stops heaving, some when their name stops being uttered by any living creature.
When girls dance behind you at bars/clubs and rub their asses over your legs/butt what does that mean?
I'd imagine it's just them dancing not giving a fuck but it never seems to stop until I find a new spot to stand.
>>23449099
Get on my level feg
naaah but dude what is up, haven't talked to you inna while and your hardly on skype mann
>>23449116
>Everyone is mortal. Some die when their breath stops heaving, some when their name stops being uttered by any living creature.
He was a big guy.
Anyways, back to reading.
>>23449099
S-should I clog the threadspace with a full first edition explanation of my understanding of the properties?
>consider carefully
>this is transcending shitposting
>>23449093
I thought that would kind of mess with your arthritis, you're a trooper.
We're pretty great objectively.
Any music you're currently really feeling?
>>23449125
Because my skype device is not near me and I haven't downloaded it on this device, I will into skype l8r
>>23449147
she clogg me
go go go go
>>23449119
>never seems to stop until I find a new spot to stand
>not giving a fuck
I think you just answered your own question anon
>>23448996
>zootopia
how was it? I've kinda wanted to see it but it seems like major furbait
>>23449001
>brony bf
HEY HEY NOW I NEVER SAID THAT
>I think it's story time desu senpai
fug fine
>be freshie in highschool
>hung out with the nerds and weebs because being alone sucks
>right at the hight of brony popularity
>cool with it at first, liked guys into nontraditional stuff
>met senior
>he's 18 and I'm barely 15
>brony as fuck
>starts flirting with me a little
>weirded out but accepting cuz insecure freshie
>he's super handsy all the time
>all his friends are gross neckbeards and he's the only moderately attractive one out of the group
>always showing me his pony OCs and talking about the show
>things weird but ok for a couple weeks
>he starts saying really mean uncalled for things about my appearance
>really pushy and possessive
>says mildly sexual things about the ponies but hope he's just kidding
>says really bigoted things all the time but just brush it off and try to lighten up
>he asks me to "read something he wrote"
>he wants to be an author so figure it's just an essay or short story
>it's graphic fanfiction of his pony OC fucking PinkiePie in the ass
>blocked him on everything and avoid him like the plague
>he's so butthurt he spreads a rumor that he dumped me (even though we were never actually a couple) after having sex then almost gets in deep shit because 18 is the age of consent here
it's like i'm a magnet for scumbags
>s-show me ur moves
ah yes captain meme
>tfw my main was pikachu
why did they have to make him suck in ssb4 ;-;
but really melee had the best stages
>>23449147
Anything by the antlers atm. They stir they feels. I also listen to older music classics such as queen and Kansas
>>23449172
tfw l8r means never
;_; okiii;;
>>23449181
...........IT IS REALLY FUCKING CUTE MAN
10/10 would reccomend
but you just know so much furry porn has already been drawn of it
a bit furbait but damn good movie none of the less
Hello! Not quite sure what to talk about, so I'll just say I'm listening to Rings of Saturn.
>>23449236
>qt as fuck
How technical and hard-to-listen-to do you like your death metal?
>>23449249
Thank you hon'! It depends on my mood, really. I can go from Whitechapel (deathcore, technically, but whatever!) to much, much heavier, darker stuff..whatever fucks my duck, really.
>>23449268
So you just stay in the death metal realm? lol
>>23449285
Well. I listen to Tool, obviously, and they're more progressive metal..if you even wanna consider them metal! I can just list off some of the bands I listen to, if you'd like.
>>23449212
await my digital arrival faggo
>>23449236
Why did Pussifer have to kill Tool
>Brony
>into underage girls
>possessive because not being able to control the fact he is not anime
>asspie level social skills
>brony lewd fan fiction
>surprise purprise
>assmad brony gets BTFO by the legal system and smol grill
WEW
I figured this story was going to go this way before you even wrote it. Wait, how old are you again?
>magnet for scumfuckers
because you tolerant introvert prolly, I am crazy grill magnet :^)
we emotional hostage now f a m
>Pika-chuuuuu
Yeah my friend mains Pikachu, only really a solid character in melee, oh well
it's cool though, I'm a shiek poser
>gotta go fast
>>23449268
>much veavier
>much darker
yay I get to shill this band again http://yoursonisdead.bandcamp.com/
>>23449172
Hokay.
So, everything is of a fluid electric nature. This can be seen from the light spectrum to the subatomic bonds(wave properties, fusion, fission, and particle annihilation). The scientific theory of an all-encompassing mass, reaching a state of criticality and expanding outward, in whatever terms of creation you hold on to, also suggests that there will be a critical limit for the gravitational adherence of all matter. This is supported by the emergence of greater dark energy levels in correspondence to dark matter, matter, and energy levels since the original expansion. From a spiritual aspect, all matter is connected through this electric fluidity of being, be it the unobservable spirit and soul or something more closely related to unobserable energy and form. This is seen through stream-of-consciousness, internal stimuli and inspiration, and the belief of connectedness with all of existence through common form of energy(aura, spirit, soul, aether, life-force, qi, chakra, asana). With respect to scientific backing, all spiritual beliefs can be linked to the understanding that it all has a center and beginning that serves as an "end". That transcendence requires becoming one with all, at peace, returning to the flow of existence. This return to the center, in the same manner of the critical limit of the universe, is held together by an idea of congruence and elasticity. If spectographs and other observations of the known universe are accurate, and as much as they resemble the traditional aura/asana/chakra/qi/etc. mappings, even our own neurological systems, and bound by the same laws of inter-particulate gravitation and attraction, all will return to the beginning and end. Alpha and omega, one in the same, all that bullshit. If the outward expression of creation was determined by common resistance and attraction, wouldn't it make sense that the retraction of all creation would follow a similar path and then reupon?
>I'm also just a scummy ginger
>>23448501
>shiny
Le so speshul veri shy knee wan iz dif colour
Battle me feg
>>23449236
Oh why do you look so familiar.
>>23449196
What's your take on Bear by them?
>Queen
>Kansas
You're pretty cool.
>>23449293
Tool could be metal, technically
Well if you want to list, sure lol
>>23449297
>Your Son is Dead
They need to release new shit, I got their EP. I want more.
Did someone say bae's band?
>>23449303
I'm not sure. Why do I look so familiar?
>>23449297
I am now listening to this. And it's wonderful so far.
>>23449312
lmao never
>>23449310
I was yelling at them on FB the other day for this exact reason.
>>23449303
I can't remember it rn. My favorites are two and wake. I probably like it. I learned the ukulele part to I don't want love and that's fun to sing. And thanks
>>23449319
Did they reply?
>>23449319
Never what.
Freddie Mercury is my bae
If i vent would like anyone judge?
>>23449332
Depends on who you are and about what.
>>23449332
I would listen and give my input but no judgment
>>23449323
no they are deff gone forever, their last post was in 2014
>>23449337
just a piece of shit
>>23449341
coo
better question: would anyone care if i vented
>>23449345
damn
I wish my friends band Sounding stayed together. They were basically Your Son is Dead, but grindcore, and with noise. Their live show was fucking phenomenal.
>>23449297
>forgetting to give me a (You)
unacceptable
and yeah, there were so many red flags going in, I was just really young and really fucking naive
>mfw have been into mlp since the 90s
they kinda ruined it for me
>Wait, how old are you again?
19 ;-; i just a bby
>I am crazy grill magnet :^)
>tfw am crazy grill too
o-oh
>Yeah my friend mains Pikachu, only really a solid character in melee, oh well
it's cool though, I'm a shiek poser
>stil awaiting the day waluigi is a playable character
one day sweet prince, one day
how do you feel about ssb4 shiek
>>23449354
go ahead f a m
>>23449321
Ah, it's a good one. As are those two. You should definitely get a recording of that, ukeleles are neat.
>>23449316
You're not from the Midwest, right?
>>23449312
>no thread is good without this picture at least once
>>23449354
Proceed.
You do whatever you want anyways. I'll hear you out
>>23449368
I am from the Midwest. Now I feel uncomfortable.
>>23449368
Haha I'm not that good. Its just for fun. Also a very good stress reliever
>>23449332
>>23449354
Nope, all you.
>>23449368
>once
I haven't posted this pic in the last couple of threads, and it should be more than once imqho.
My hair is almost at optimal length, just need to learn how to makeup and I will be able to tribute the Queen of all kings.
have this pic of spidergwen while i'll ramble about
So not too long ago i was used as a rebound to some guy i kinda fell for and he then he just told me that we should stop talking to each other and what not(he also only wanted me to have sex with him and i didn't want that like at all im not a sexual person in the slightest) So a day after that passed by and he got with the same chick who cheated on him.
I was pretty fucking mad and i already have overwhealming amount of self esteem issues
Weeks pass by, still super hurt about it just sorta sob myself to sleep cause im a oversenstive piece of shit, and this really cute guy starts talking to me and we both like each other but are too far and it kinda breaks me a bit more hahahahaaaaa
Now....I feel so damn dead, i really do not want to try to be alive, and both my mom and sister tell me that im not really depressed and im just need to get over it
I keep thinking about suicide cause im so weak, like why even exist when its the strong to prevail
I just shouldn't be alive, i don't want to be and i cannot decide. Iunno hahahaa, man.....iunno
>>23449411
Das hawt.
Um brah, if you're gonna kill yourself, it should be for a way better reason than because of a person .
>>23449418
its not just them, i just feel really broken ya know?
Sometimes you just feel like a spinning door, of course i want to fly and succeed and do all these wondrous things but at the moment its like you just can't you know?
Guilty of feeling sad, guilty of being sad, like you should just smile everything away and its so hard
Its a heavy weight that just doesn't go away
Been going to therapy but haven't in the pass weeks cause low on income
also thanks
>>23449411
Yo, there's nothing weak about being able to recognize strong emotions, be it pain or not. Sounds like your mum and sister don't want to accept that you're going through a hard time, but talking openly about how you feel and finding ways to take that pressure off of yourself is definitely the way to move forward. Getting close to people and having it taken away sucks, but you've got more to look forward to I promise. Keep on focusing on doing you, it'll get better.
>>23449385
Need to keep that quota up.
>>23449374
Ah you're probably just fine, and it'd be fun to hear anyway. I feel you on the stress relief, though. Play any other instruments?
>>23449372
Oh no.
You're tellin me.
>>23449430
I'm probably the worst at giving advice because I've grown really apathetic to a lot of things.
But
Try it, you'll never know if you can do all these things if you don't make an attempt. You don't always need someone to back you up, it'd be nice to though I think.
Trying to be as optimistic as I once once tbqh. Personally, I wouldn't trust or care what people think.
>>23449442
Do you want my Kik? 'Cause I'm not sure how I'd know you! Is it even okay to give out your Kik here..? Sigh.
>>23449442
Clarinet and tenor sax. I love them both dearly
>>23449442
I will not fail bae-sama.
>>23449448
>to though
Ugh, I'm out I just got home from bowling and I gotta work early.
I didn't really finish the point I was getting to now that I look at it, ah well you understand right
Smell ya sn0ws l8er
Oooh, I gotta work on Marie's drawing kekekek
>>23449411
that really sucks, I'm sorry fampai
but in all honesty you gotta learn to be okay on your own. way easier said than done, but it's incredibly worth it in the long run. you don't need another person to validate your worth, you on your own can do that
I got severe BPD, so I was getting dependant on people to the extent that I couldn't function and would get sent to the ER because I would carve myself up like a fucking jack-o-lantern if I even suspected someone I was close to started losing interest, so I'm no stranger to self esteem issues and feeling shitty because of other people. the only way to break that and improve how you feel about yourself is to focus on yourself and your own improvement, just attaching to someone to feed your self esteem doesn't work because people usually leave, and you end up worse than you started. You have to learn to stand on your own two feet
>>23449355
drop link my man
>>23449357
>>23449357
>>23449357
>>23449357
fug, here, I make up for it
I get it though, even the most obnoxious people become tolerant once you throw some soul deadening lonesomeness in there. We were all freshman once, we all make weeb mistakes.
>19
aw u smol :3
your power level was revealed in your story, I remember /mlp/ being meme hated while I was still in college
>am crazy grill
j-just
>image relevance
I dun get that vibe from our small exchanges though :^)
>still awaiting the day waluigi is a playable character
>you will not live to see this day
>tfw your favorite characters are not practical for tournament play or just not memes
w-wah
HONESTLY post melee sheik is aggravating for me to play because of the timing, melee had the best character speeds and everything else feels so slow, Sonic is even fucking bearable even if it is for speed mechanics, tfw you can't fucking wavedash post melee comparably.
>>23449299
WEW gonna need a separate post for this one bucko, stay frosty
>we dude meed lmao now f a m
>>23449316
Dude it's soo good
>>23449411
These are not addaquate reasons to kill one's self but then again I have no idea what the inside of your mind looks like, but pls don't fall for the trap that external stimuli equals happiness. You're just at a weird juncture in your life, especially at your age. I'm sorry if this sounds like "get over it" tier post advice I don't want it to sound like that but dudes just aint worth it senpai.
>>23449459
Who are you? ox
>>23449480
They never recorded. They played two shows then fell apart, from what my friends in the band told me.
>>23449459
Just remember you have a responsibility to care for yourself.
Here's some prose that might mean something for ya.
>>23449453
Shit sorry, I don't have a Kik, but down to talk. Not sure how though. I used to be all over the place, you just look way familiar.
>>23449455
>clarinet and tenor sax
Okay, seriously, now you're going to have to record something. There are at least 3 other jazzanons in these threads, please orchestra.
>>23449493
Do you have Snapchat?
>>23449459
Okay so definitely misposted, hermana. Disregard that. Later though!
This>>23449493
>>23449411
For you.
>>23449442
everyone says that
"It gets better"
For everyone else it has.
But for me? ha, i don't know if it will
>>23449462
I get you, i don't mind being alone its the damn vultures that keep picking my mind
>>23449480
No no its cool dude, but i don't reckon anyone be surprised if i do die
Its just one of those things that happen
>>23449480
>fug, here, I make up for it
fine fine you're forgiven senpai
>aw u smol :3
b-baka
>I dun get that vibe from our small exchanges though :^)
im actually Dx with BPD but I try to keep my crazy a bit low-key in the threads t b h f a m
>melee had the best character speeds and everything else feels so slow
yeah I've noticed this too. Like mewtwo in the new game is slow as fuck, makes him pretty much unusable
but my brother throws bitchfits and rage quits ssb4 because he can't take nerfed meta knight :^)
>>23449493
We need to get a jazz group going. But my babies are getting fixed up atm. Maybe some other time
>>23449523
>its the damn vultures that keep picking my mind
the vultures aren't going to go away until you give them a reason to, and even then they're still going to fly by to piss you off once in a while
it really sucks getting through it, but you can if you just stick with it. my kik is quil_ava if you ever wanna vent or somethin
alright I'm taking my online med terminology quiz wish me luck f a m
>>23449523
You have to make it better for yourself, people can only help you along with the effect. Look at it this way, doctor's told me 6 years ago that cancer was going to kill me before I turned 18, and instead of letting them tell me what was and isn't best for me, I decided to do the best I could. My life isn't that great, but I'm still not dead yet. You just need to get your feet firmly planted and make sure nobody pushes you around, it won't be quick or easy but it will get better if you want it to.
>>23449480
On my toes familia
>>23449509
Nah, just email and a number, shitty I know. You could shoot me an email but it's kind of oldschool.
>>23449555
Sure, I'll take your email. I'll give ya my number from there. ^-^
>>23449299
>everything is of a fluid electric nature
are you referring to the theory that all matter is just energy slowed down. Yes right I do tend to believe the "human consciousness is a singularity" theory, there are some vague phenomena that support that and I can't really remember who was the original pioneer of that thought. I will say that the beginning and end meme may just be an extension of the human perception of time being linear, I'm not sure really how to /into/ circular time but when the human capacity tries to delve into metaphysics it gets pretty limited because of how we are able to explain things given what we know, tends to be restricted to us projecting our environment onto the infinite, which I don't think really works. Electormagnetic phenomena tends to support the theory of "connectivity"
>wouldn't it make sense that the retraction of all creation would follow a similar path and then reupon?
possibly, although it maybe a bit limiting or even defeatist to follow the rule that if one thing is something, then something similar is also that thing, if that makes any sense, here uhm: just because something happens a certain way doesn't mean it has to always be that way, although the gravitational adherence you spoke about before does support that. I mean, we are all matter, everything, we are all made up of the same exploded stars from the conception of the universe, even if we aren't spiritually connected, we are literally, all things, connected by universal birth. HOWEVER like I said before, this may explain how objectively eternal recurrence can exist, it still does not exist within the realm of subjectivity, if we could perceive the infinite, then we would. Since we can't, we will experience fresh and new suffering upon each life restart :^)
>"dude weed lmao" - Carl Sagan
>>23449555
yeah you're right
>>23449545
oki
>>23449554
good luck pupper :3
>>23449526
Meta Knight was fucking stupid OP anyway, glad he's nerfed lmao
BPD don't crazy though f a m, not in the sadistic, sociopathic , narccistic way I mean when I say "crazy ex's"
>>23449554
good luck, hope you pass
koreanon reporting
comfort eating sugary shit
diabeetus here I come
>"face it, your resistance is slipping away"
I think it's kinda unsettling how chocolate is marketed as "decadent" and like it's almost taboo
long day today but it was okay
prepare for my /blog/
there's a superqt I see at my aunt's house every week, but she's like 4 years younger than me so I don't really talk to her. Words cannot describe how cute she is. She talks to me sometimes and I pretend that I'm unfazed. I can't stop looking at her. Maybe next week I'll try to talk to her more. Ugh I could stare at her all day.
>tfw you don't have your shit together and don't feel ready for any new relationships
>music
learned this short little Bill Evans tune today
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzMhTCMak5s
I love all his songs so far. Where to go next...pls rec. So far I've listened to Portraits and Everybody Digs. I'm about to search for his other albums. Pls rec if you also lub Billy E.
>>23448047
>pokemon bread
I started a game on an emulator a few months ago and crashed it with cheats, which was probably a good thing anyway because it was making me forget to do homework. Guh. Hab fun without me yall. ;-;
>>23448119
>qt BJJanon is real
jellous of doggo tbhfam
>>23448190
AYO MY GERM
HERE'S YOUR (You)
>>23449336
>in soviet germany, you cold forever
dude I think a lot of your music taste reflects the cold weather
>>23448205
JAZZANON-KUN
I missed you ;-;
>Joe Lovano
Awesome, I just heard this guy for the first time through Antonio Sanchez's last two albums. Although, I like the compositions on his older albums better because they feel more organic, but Joe didn't play on those.
I'm curious. What make you love Joe?
>>23449540
>jazz group
I second this
jazz support group all the way
>>23449602
>are you referring to the theory that all matter is just energy slowed down.
In a sense, all solid, observable matter is subatomic particulate with stronger bond adherence than say, light waves. Neutrinos are an amazing example of something that can display both matter and energy properties. You hit it on the head man, we really can't grasp the full extent of singular existence as something nonsingular, despite that being one of our most prevailing scientific theories as to "why we is", but that's where consciousness comes in. We view time as linear, measure things to fit a standard, but only out of necessity and fear. The substrate of our conscious self has roots a little deeper than fear and order, hence the sensations of timelessness you can experience in meditational states. One of the easiest way to view the "snap back", is in total-annihilation. Observations of rate of curvature and the moment of annihilation give some pretty weird testament to projection and return of mass to follow similar paths as long as external stimuli aren't effected. If the universe can assumed to be "one", but all, external stimuli could also be considered internal and consistent with the original path of best-motion. It's all conjecture, scientifically, so there's really not too much to give it any substance unfortunately.
>possibly, although it maybe a bit limiting or even defeatist to follow the rule that if one thing is something, then something similar is also that thing, if that makes any sense, here uhm: just because something happens a certain way doesn't mean it has to always be that way
This is the strongest argument against it, and it's really a bitch to rebuttal for, because it is flawless and untestable.
>this may explain how objectively eternal recurrence can exist, it still does not exist within the realm of subjectivity, if we could perceive the infinite, then we would
Cont!
>>23449568
Sounds good, [email protected]
>>23449615
No matter what, though, got you if you need to talk. There's absolutely nothing wrong with being able to open up, and you're a sweet girl for being able to share how you feel.
>>23449602
>this may explain how objectively eternal recurrence can exist, it still does not exist within the realm of subjectivity, if we could perceive the infinite, then we would
This is where I apply spirituality, from an internal aspect without fear or order, to allow a broader view of what is and isn't, and the flow in either direction of becoming and returning. It's subjective in a sense, but we all have our own perceptions of one objective existence, so it remains objective as well.
>420 bellcurve it
This is what happens when you study quantum physics and yoga.
>>23449675
............how'd you know i was a girl
haven't even posted my face yet
>>23449650
Meet up on Tuesday nights?
>>23449602
PROOF OF PSYCHIC>>23449689
>>23449689
I know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a tootsie pop.
>>23449540
>fixed up
Did you get super into it and smash them on stage hardcore style? But really, just a tune up?
This is going to be glorious, we got 3 sax anons, guitarist, drummer, and a bassist(pretty sure). Wait for me to get another cello and we can make some real memes.
>>23449706
Sounds good to me. I'll be practicing all evening tomorrow. :)
We could record clips of things we're working on and ask the others for feedback. It'd really help me, since I have trouble getting motivated to practice. I always try to hype myself up by listening to stuff I love, but it doesn't go far.
>>23449741
Nah just a tune up. But we do get pretty crazy on Friday nights
>his name is Olivair
Let's do this thing
>>23449753
Totally should start a musicians thread. It would be a blast
>>23449741
you win a faggy kiss from urs truly fampai
>>23449675
Emailed ya.
>>23449778
>>23449788
Texted ya.
>>23449778
>filename
You tryin to say something?
>>23449777
Oh jeez, this sounds like a sight. Do you do gigs?
>Olivair
That's unique, what's the inspiration?
It's on.
>>23449800
right away austin powers music played
thank you, i grew them myself
>>23449826
Yes, that i am a fag
>>23449826
Haha no. Twas a joke. I'm just in a couple ensembles
Idk I just like the name and it suits his skinny clarinet ass
Hey CHAT senpai.
Kinda depressed today. Getting over old feelings and memories and things. Still working on the skiffle cover of Sting - Windmills of Your Mind. It's a day project, I can't work on it at night because I don't want to piss off new neighbors. However I'm bored and may want to produce some sort of electronica. Anybody up for a stream?
>>23449635
>>23449624
YEA I got a 90% good enough for me
>BPD don't crazy though f a m, not in the sadistic, sociopathic , narccistic way I mean when I say "crazy ex's"
really? you mustve dated some nuts. well I am lucky in that I don't really have the manipulative traits of BPD and I mostly just withdraw and kinda shut down when I'm really upset at someone, or I fight them, depending on the situation kek
[spoiler]why don't I have your kik yet senpai[/spoiler]
>>23449650
>>qt BJJanon is real
>ever doubting I was real
>pic related
why you do this to me f a m
>>23449778
qt
>>23449851
>It's a day project, I can't work on it at night because I don't want to piss off new neighbors
what's the project :o
>>23449886
The project is the skiffle thing. But I'm thinking about doing some production right now that doesn't require monitors. Just bored.
>>23449886
*applause*
>>23449777
lucky trips
The last music thread was really musician-focused, but the current one isn't. If we can get all the musicianons itt to migrate over there, maybe it'll work. We need a good OP to lead things though. It might be tough to do that though, since the janitors seem to only let one music thread stay active at a time, so we'd have to take over the music threads.
I dunno if I'm up for all that, but I'm definitely up for jamming. I think other musicians should download MuseScore (which is free) and create a basis for other musicians to play over. The program actually has a pretty nice midi system, where you can basically write your own jazz backline. I'll post up something like that in a bit.
>>23449886
>doubting the authenticity of BJJanon
ah don't kill meh
it was more of a roundabout way of saying
>omg a superqt itt
>tis unreal
mostly because you obscured your face in the past and now it is displayed in its full qt glory
but don't get me wrong I ain't tryna contactfag
just saying u qute qurlfran
J-JUST
>>23449842
Ensembles are good, though. Classical stuff?
>skinny clarinet ass
Hey hey keep it PG
>>23449839
Could've fooled me
>>23449913
>mostly because you obscured your face in the past
yea I have a lot of confidence issues and stuff so I tend to do that a lot ;-;
t-thank you tho
>>23449851
what kinda project is it
btw join the club dudee
>>23449929
But i couldn't had if you are psychic~
>>23449997
Skiffle version of Sting - Windmills of Your Soul. That's the daytime thing. That's not what I'm working on at this moment. You're the second person to ask that same question lol.
>>23449997
That's why could have, you're going to have to try a lot harder!
Daily reminder.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7Vj9V_pX8yw
Should I get a Tool chest tat, you guys? I'm contemplating it.
>>23450061
at least he's sober now
>>23450149
What design are you gonna get?
>>23450149
You should.
I've been on a xanax binge since Friday night, no leaving my bed or eating so far. Tried starting a thread but no one gave a shit.
Just looking for a little attention before I pass out again
Rare Finnegan, don't steal.
>>23450149
I doubt you'd be able to find a tattoo artist who can pull off an Alex Gray piece, but go for it if this is what you chooses.
>>23449886
>you mustve dated some nuts
>Post traumatic stress sets in
no it's not that serious but a lot of them like to punch me in the head while driving :^)
the most craziest of ex's I had tossed a bottle at me head and it went bonk. never again.
Yeah I mean I can tell you are genuine with the content of yer lil posts :3 the tolerant, kind humans always get meme trapped by the crazies, this is a fact I have discovered.
>she kikk me
I don't have one but I've been thinking about downloading, what is it exactly anyway?
also I do skype : webdriverj :^)
>>23449851
S T R E A M
>>23450510
kik is basically a text messaging app. other people can add you by your username, it's pretty convenient. you should do it!
but I made a new skype a little bit ago so sent a contact request
>n-notice me senpai
>punch me in the head while driving :^)
I'd crash the car desu
>mfw watching the last mythbusters episode
>my childhood is over
im so upset
>>23449741
ITS REAL ITS HAPPENING TONY YOU RAT GABAGOOOOOO
>>23449653
This sounds like a theory I was just reading some months back, it was suggesting that matter, specifically electrons change state or act different when they are not being observed, that they almost act as marbles being shot out of a canon when in motion, but when they are no longer being observed they act in a wave like fashion, really supporting the "we live in a world of perception, not a world of reality" theory. Right, I can't imagine these philosophy's will we backed with definitive evidence any time soon, but that deff does not dismiss this to only conjecture, even if the context kind of does.
>This is the strongest argument against it, and it's really a bitch to rebuttal for, because it is flawless and untestable
Yes unfortunately conjecture matched with conjecture will fizzle into self indulgent talks, the filter of self narrative will ultimately take hold and destroy the arguments credibility because dude subjectivity lmao.
>>23449675
I won't dismiss spirituality for this reason, I would also suggest that ego death is the only true way to view anything objectively, anything that is burden by the idea of self will always exist in the realm of collective objectivity. No universal truths would be revealed, if they in fact exist :^)
>smonk wed
why
not
It is foolish to ask why; better ask what would it mean not to cry out why and then the whole affair takes a clearer picture. For every why there is a one big pair of unchecked digits waiting to be checked.
>>23450551
>I'd crash the car desu
wish I took this advice
the best part is that the reason she did it was because I had liked a girls picture on facebook the day prior, she was all /drunk/ and went full vulgar display of power on me and bam rite in tha kisser.
She then got out of the car while it was moving, had to drive around and find her, then when she got back in the car I got so frustrated that I got out of the car then, needless to say she did not try to drive around and find me, so I just walked home for like a couple hours
she was nice girl
>MFW I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY REPLIES TWICE
>>23448021
hi op~ what're you up to tonight?
>Music Discussion
i have shit taste so i'm listening to kpop again. my manager has been listening to it at work lately and customers surprisingly love it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYXyzXBhecI
if anyone has any recommendations i'm always down
>What are you doing?
trying not to think about life and my future by distracting myself with manga and harada (heheheh)
>Video Games(?)
i've been playing the new fire emblem, birthright, conquest and now i'm getting ready for the extra route. haven't done lunatic yet but i'm getting ready for the pain. i've also been trying to get back into ddr, since my arthritis pain has gotten bad it'll help to warm up
SO, POST YOUR FAVORITE DDR SONGS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXkUMAIVhH8
>Books you're currently reading
got through reading all the novellas in 'in a glass darkly' collection, carmilla was my absolute favorite, i can definitely see how bram stoker was inspired
>Films etc.
not a film but i've been binge watching whose line is it anyways and busting a gut for the last two hours
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmnZ9HZTHjw
the new episodes are bittersweet since i'm realizing they're going to die soon
>>23448119
omg hahaha your dog is adorable, my dog does the same shit when i'm trying to do things
>>23448190
i still haven't finished fma, i got discouraged for some reason and i don't remember why. i'm horrible at not finishing anime and video games ;-;
>>23448371
granite as in your skin is dry? or just super cold? it looks smooth as hell
>>23449236
aw, god, you're so cute. if i could i'd hire you at my job in a heart beat because you'd get all the customers flocking after you, lmao
>>23450657
Speaking of cars, I wonder if you know the joy of drunken driving. Last summer I had acquired a 1997 1.3 Ford Fiesta for a sum of 150€. I couldn't drive a car, but an acquittance of mine taught me how, well, at least the basics. Car had a terrible transmission box, so I considered myself quite good at clutch when I could start that wreck without stalling. So my cousin came over and we got drunk. I started going all sorts of places. Mind me, I live in a small seaside town that is full of visitors during the summer season, so it is with police. At first I used derelict country roads, then I took the main highway, first time for me going on a larger road, and I did better than sober. I only managed to land the rear in a lofty pine when I miscalculated the distance whilst reversing in slow speed. I lost my exhaust, but who needs that? Besides, the car sounded much more aggressively without the exhaust, although gas consumption goes up when you lose that. Highlight of it was me going to a very busy parking lot and managing to both successfully park my car and leave thereafter without crashing all whilst drunk and barely knowing how to drive. I neither had drivers licence or insurance for my car, so I'm still surprised I was lucky enough to not into police. In an all the car was unlucky. I lent it to this guy who wanted to buy it. He drunkenly crashed it in my neighbours fence and like an idiot ran away despite my neighbour very well knowing it my car. I got him back there, but he fucked off when my neighbour was adamant to handle the situation with police. Police came and I told them the car was stolen and I don't know who did it. We burned it the next day, but somehow they managed to prove he did it, so he had to pay a fine of three hundred euros. In the end I convinced that guy to pay me my loss back in cash and didn't end with a fine by giving a false statement to police, which is a pretty bad offence here. In an all that was a fun summer.
>>23450693
Nah, I mean my features are bit rough. It's quite a bony mess to touch.
>>23450693
Hi anon, actually if you still want some Kpop recs I've been talking to this dude on /mu/ with yellow fever, all he listens to is Kpop, I'm going to ask him for some recs, his taste is pretty good too so I hope you enjoy it
stay frosty
>what do
Trying to sift through a bunch of bandcamps to find some good diamonds in the rough bands, so far the forcast is : it's all shit
the search continues.
About to watch X Files though. Honestly Who's Line is it anyway is pretty gold, pure comedy my man.
>>23450149
i'd say go for it, as long as it can be covered up. then again i'm a grandma so that's always my answer
>>23450166
>xanax binge
why you binge on the xanax?
my doctor prescribed me that and also had me try ativan for a while for my ptsd, and i ended up almost overdosing with my other medicines. i remember feeling my heart beat slow down and at the same time speed up before waking up in the hospital, it's some scary shit
>>23449411
well, first of all, your mom and sister aren't you so they can't have any say in how you actually feel. all i can say is, all the times i've thought about committing suicide, i've always forced myself to take a few days before doing something about it, to see if i'll stay in the same state of mind. every single time, even though i'm still depressed, i realize that i actually don't to die, i just don't want the situations i'm in.
only way out of it though is to keep going a little longer. try as hard as you can, when you're feeling this way, to wait it out at least a day and see how you feel. when i say take it a day at a time, i mean literally, haha.
there are plenty of guys in the world, and you already know that guys have liked you, which means you are a likeable, attractive person. more will come along, just take it a day at a time.
I don't like to participate in these threads but I'll post just because i'm looking for some company.
I am a touring musician from the LA area. Just got back home not too long ago and shit hit me damn hard once I got home. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I was hurt badly by a woman I loved dearly. She didn't cheat on me or anything she just had bad psychological problems and she needed to put distance between me and her in order to get better. I get it.
I wrote about her and still sing to her this day but I know i have to move on. Many say "well you are a musician, you'll find someone easily". What they don't get is that when I love, I love passionately. I loved her. I gave her my all. I still weep on stage when I play and think about her.
>>23450697
Jesus, you slavs sure know how to have a good time, are you still m8s with the snake who into yoru neighbors house? Honestly I sometimes think I'm already dead from drunk driving accidents and this is just meme purgatory, I don't have any interesting stories like that but I know the craft well. One time me and a few friends where coming back from a party, all of us hammered, my friend driving. We sang drunken songs while traveling at high speeds down narrow streets, it was only till later that my sober friend in the back told me that both me and the driver had our eyes closed for 80% of the drive.
How am I live.
>>23450693
Here you go anon :^)
girl groups:
f(x) - pink tape (also literally everything they've ever done desu)
t-ara - again 1977
girls generation - love & peace
after school - dress to kill
mamamoo - hello
nine muses - sweet rendezvous
wonder girls - reboot
boy groups:
shinee - the misconceptions of us
block b - blockbuster
big bang - alive (the Korean one not the Japanese one)
BTS - in the mood for love pt 2
girl solo:
gain - hawwah
lim kim - simple mind
ailee - magazine
ha:tfelt - me?
hyolyn - love&hate
>>23450785
I sometimes meet him, he works in a place faraway. He only visits on weekends. In an all he is chill to hangout with, he just does retarded things.
I have crashed whilst drunk in a BWV with a lad of mine at the wheel. We each drank two bottles of bum wine and since that car is powerful as fuck and he is an aggressive driver, he drove dangerously as fuck all the time. I wasn't surprised we totalled earlier. He ended up going through a T intersection, going in to where the fork divides in two. The manoeuvre was in itself very well executed, but what fucked us over was that we lost traction by transitioning from gravel to asphalt. So the car flipped on this seaside widdow on my wing. I passed out for good fifty minutes, tried to smash the window out with a stereo player before I was pulled out. In my stupor I thought I was bleeding all over, so I went up to seashore and washed my face for good half an hour in icy cold water, as it was November, and went back home still thinking my face was bleeding. I feel asleep in my bed but I awoke on the floor in a carpet of my own vomit. I think I was 13 or 14 at that time.
Was worth it/10
>>23450773
you alright anon? At least you have an outlet of expression to let this out with, that last line was a nice read, genuine.
>>23450818
Seaside meadow. *
I also passed out for five minutes not fifty, fuck you autocorrect for making me blacked out longer than I was. *
>>23449650
What's going on Koreanon!
Joe's really an amazing player. I've heard him live a few times now and he always puts on a good show. That's one of the things I like about him, amazingly consistent.
Some of his stuff can be hard to get into, his tunes are complicated and he often plays outside the changes, but even if you don't get past that his sense of time and drama are fantastic. Pretty sure he's one of those guys that has hundreds of tunes memorized as well. This past week John Scofield, the guitarist he's been touring/recording with, commented that everyone should come back and hear another set because each one was different, owing to the fact that, "we can't remember what we played last time anyway." (or something close to that)
I heard Roy Hargrove's group live as well, and while I love his tunes and what I've heard of his recordings (not as much as I should have heard, unfortunately) he wasn't nearly as good as Joe live. The group wasn't meshing, the drummer was too busy and time fluctuated. Nothing can ruin a groove faster than bad time. Probably just heard them on an off night, the sound system was giving them some trouble, but none the less I've never experienced anything like that with Joe Lovano. He and his bands are just solid every single time.
All the best everyone, I need to sleep.
And those Milano's look like the embodiment of my hopes and dreams.
>>23450827
>>23450827
i'm alright.
the music I write clearly hits the feels. Everyone can usually tell i'm weeping over someone. It's sad.
I miss her.
>>23449484
I'm no one.
>>23449493
>>23449519
Kek, tl:dr it tho.
I.
I worked hard on this the whole day for the last 5 minutes. Rate and critique my art fegs.
Gib 10/9 and I'll gib succ
>>23451777
TRIPS OF GIB SUCC
>>23451183
Woop no damage done.
>>23450558
AYYY YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYIN
>>23450558
This requires a well thought response, oh fug gathering mana
>>23450154
>at least
The man was a monster.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1cJRRc8FToQ
If you don't listen to wax cylinder recordings you're a nerd and probably drive a geometro willingly.
>>23451794
Succ will b given youngin.
>>23451815
Guh I'm gonna need to wax
This thread is fucking glorious guys.
Why do I always have to miss the best parts cuz of sleep
>>23448404
I cant play the 3D games, theyre just so goddamn slow!
Dont know how you plebs can play this shit without making it 5x the normal speed.
>>23449181
>is this real life
>>23449299
Wont link all the posts, I´ve read through the whole discussion.
PJ I think you ment the fact that light has a very weird state of being. Its both a wave and particles at the same time, but if you try to take a look at it, it will reveal itself as one of the two at random. Fucking Quantum Dynamics man, shits sp0oky.
You also discussed itfrom a scientifical viewpoint, which is perfectly fine but science isnt perfect either, its a human made way to explain the Universe. Doesnt mean that any of the shizzle is true though, every year shit gets proofen wrong that a quadrillion studies rely on, so just because it has no place in science it doesnt really mean it isnt possible.
But not even that is true, Einstein himself said that he cant disprove the existence of the soul mathematically, so there is that.
You can also discuss it from a philosophical standpoint tho.
Anyways great discussion guys, keep it up, proud of you.
>>23449650
>Regina Spektor
Ay shes fucking great, homeboy!
Gonna look at some of her stuff
Also the shit she says after her songs in the live version is cuteness overload!
You guys really give me an overload of awesome music in the past days... keep it up!
>Calling twice
good boi
Tell me if it helped!
>Atleast Saturo gets all the bitches
Hahaha, true!
>siblings
Why do you need to be a good rolemodel? Why cant you just be yourself?
>Eurofagging intesifies
Hah, I bet you are! Well atleast NY is like one of the cool places in that giant shitole.
You can always move over here m8 :^)
>Berlin
my father lives in Berlin so Im over there often. Its an awesome city cont.
>>23449650
cont.
Hipster overload but so many great stores. I Just like to go to the inner city and look around until I find someone interesting, then I follow them around a bit and see where they lead me. Rinse in repeat. That way I see some great and unique parts of the city every time. Its also cool to think about what kind of people they are while just wandering around.
All in all a city one should visit! I´ll give everyone a tour for free aswell :^)
>my music taste has to do with the weather
Im hugely relying on weather anyways, I feel way worse in the winter then in the summer. I hate when I cant relax outside cuz of cold. But I think my taste in music mainly comes from my depressing view on society :)
What do you think does your music display from yourself?
Ay guys Imma hand out more (you)´s to the discussions that happened before I came but I godda go to the barber now
Hi, I have been playing my flute all day and now feel slightly dizzy. Started playing play along tracks for jazz improv and playing to that, it's really fun. What I've been listening to today:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0Fmg_4cDiGo
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MVMb3oPMQPA
>>23449650
I agree, I have a small piece of dark chocolate almost every morning and it helps with feeling good. It's a fantastic product, the decadent bit is all of the sugar and dairy that is added to a lot of chocolate.
>>23448648
Eternal recurrence is only terrible if you're living like a hedonist, it can be the notion that brings you to feeling at peace with yourself depending on your perspective. I believe that immediate pleasure of the material world are far less potent than the raw emotions felt when you take the path of living with the idea of eternal recurrence as your reality.
>books I'm currently reading
On a Lovecraft binge :-)
>video games
Lol
>>23451851
Yeah, nobody likes hair in the mouth.
Leave a lil love trail leading to the goods tho ;)
>>23450950
>pic related
kek
>Joe and Roy
Awesome. I'll check em out.
>>23451932
>waifu Regina
She has such a playful personality and she tells really charming stories through her songs. Also, she's got some solid chops. I'd rec starting out with her album, Songs. I think it shows the most sides of her personality.
From there, I think most of her albums are pretty accessible. She gets more and more pop-sensible as you listen to her newer albums. Her older albums are more experimental pop.
I think you should definitely check out her album, Soviet Kitsch, though. Especially because you're so close to her motherland Russia.
omg you gotta listen to her sing in Russian
She doesn't do it often, but when she does, I swoon so hard *o*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6Lr8ggJWi4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmzfaapaPMA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbeHq1CLqJ8
>siblings
well I mean I am myself around them, but I'm just lazy and depressed so I'm not a good influence
>moving to Germany, land of free college and Germanon
if I took German classes in high school, maybe haha. I'm not a big fan of NY because it's so crowded and everything is expensive, especially housing. I just wanna move back home where my childhood friends are.
>Berlin: Hipster Overlord
it's pretty much the same in NY with hipsters everywhere, but I guess we should be grateful to the hipsters for spreading most of the music and art that we love.
I've never even considered visiting Germany but now I kinda want to. I just hope I can make enough money to go there sometime. I would definitely give you a shout! We need to contactfag yo. Hit me up on skype: eidoloneiroimago
>misanthropic coldfag music taste
damn I feel ya, I listen to more depressing music during the winter.
As far what my favorite music says about me, I think a lot of it shows how depressed and lost I tend to feel, but at the same time, some of my favorite music has to do with self-awareness and improvement.
>>23452004
AYY another musicianon!
>jazz improv
omg yes, welcome
>based Pharoah
intense af. Idk how you can endure such intensity. I can't get into his stuff, but I loved his playing on Coltrane's live version of Ogunde on the Olatunji album. Fucking savage.
>jazz flautist
Have you listened to this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEQN_rzQt20
>chocolate, food of the gods
You reminded me of how I use to get dark chocolate all the time. At one point, I was getting sugarless baker's chocolate and almost every other piece I ate, I sneezed lol. Now I'm craving. Will probably get some later tonight. For a while I had a Ritter Sports obsession, and before that, it was Lindt. Ferrero Rocher is true hedonism. What are your favs?
>>23452063
I love him, he takes me to other worlds...I could listen to him all day everyday for the rest of this lifetime. Haha.
>have you listened to this?
Just finished listening to it and it's amazing, going to listen to more now. Thank you!
>chocolate
I like green and black's ginger dark chocolate since it's relatively affordable...basically any ginger dark chocolate is my favourite.
I loved Ferrero Rocher when I was younger too..I still do in theory but dairy is pretty gross to me now.
What do you play?
>>23452036
Cant listen to moar of her right now since Spotify seems to be down ;_;
The songs you posted are absofuckinglutely gorgeous though!
>siblings
How old are they? I mean if theyre 18 or something I think just being yourself and hanging out with them might actually just be enough to help you feel better but on the other side, what the fuck do I know.
>Moving to Germany
Well, I ment Europe in general, even though Germany obviously is the best country there :^)
>NY too crowded
Well, I like crowds so I wouldnt mind it.
But I understand that you want to move back to your friends man
>Hipsters
youre right, theyre actually not the wurst at all.
You definetly have to come over here sometimes, shit isnt even that expensive! I mean I will stay at an awesome apartment for two weeks, in brooklyn, for 900 bucks (flights incl.) germany prolly is even more cheap.
Hit you up, yo!
>dem depressed beatz
I share your feelings, a lot of my favs, well arent really optimistic, but they arent that self destructive either.
>>23449851
Hope you get better soon m8!
Also I would watch the shit out of a stream
>>23450149
Seems edgy and hard to pull off.
risky/10
>>23450697
Youre a goddamn beast man, I think I couldnt survive a week living your life
>>23448766
And now I gotta work so I won't be properly shitposting till next thread.
>>23448321
>what's the pretencious art scene like there
Richest people of society sucking each other's dicks over a pile of salvaged documents from an ancient chocolate factory to a recording of chirping birds in a white interior with plastic grass carpet (Most of these elements literally were there at some point)
Nothing alternative sadly.
>>23451777
>777
7/10
>>23452326
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YLmIlVJYEtw
Music.
>>23452025
Maybe I'll just braid it.
>>23451932
Purkakow, you gotta get in on this stuff next time mang, quantum physics and philosophical relevance are some fucking fun topics. Most people around here are too busy fucking moose and drinking cheap rum to ask, "hey why did I fuck that moose?".
>>23451183
)':
>>23450697
What the fuck, you're an animal dude that's awesome.
>>23450558
This is where quantum effect and string theory start to really get ballsy. We understand so little about what we consider "observable and not", and it really supports your point of something not always happening the same way just because it was observed doing so. Fucking mechanical variance.
>unfortunately conjecture matched with conjecture will fizzle into self indulgent talks
Spirituality to fill all blanks.
I experienced ego death after binging on acid for a Summer, and it was probably one of the worst times of my life. I observed, from my mentality, flawlessly, but it was all so "empty". It gave such an all-is view, and was really intense as a learning curve, but as soon as everything started to snap back it was replaced with this utter pointlessness. Took maybe a year to get back into a more positive philosophical view on life, and in the end it was definitely a positive influence, but holy fucking wew lad. We should all just sit down and drink some peyote.
>yo Frankie, what the fuck are you talking about?
>universal truths my motha
>>23452384
> Most people around here are too busy fucking moose and drinking cheap rum to ask, "hey why did I fuck that moose?".
Fucking beautiful, going in my senior yearbook
And yuh I´ll join next time, its annoying as fuck though thats the thread is always the most active during my sleepy deepy time
You got fucked up a whole year by taking acid once?
>>23452399
Your yearbooks sound a lot more forgiving than ours. Yeah, the bane of international sites, what time is it over there anyway?
Oh no, it was about 4 months of dropping about 3~ days a week, and at the end of it I was a fried fucking wreck.
>>23452479
>not stalking the entire thread and knowing that Im from germany
peasant.
Its8:48 pm
>that amount of acid
holy shit man, I think everybody would be a wreck after that! Glad you recovered!
>>23452326
>work
What does he mean.
No succ 4 u
>>23452384
I really hope when gril opens up zipper and this is what pops out kek.
>>23452510
>we all know you're Germanon
>you can't hide
B-but I thought Germany has multiple time zones.
Fug you're 7 hours ahead, that's a bad mix considering the other half of us are on the East Coast.
>recovered
No only survived. Nah it was all real LSD, no weird chemicals, so it washed off kind of nicely aside from existential dread. Is there a large community for that kind of thing over there, or were you ever into it?
>>23452326
>shitposting on hold
Only because I respect you and your work.
>>23452554
AND MY AXE wound.
You realize rating has gone too far when
Walking in piece suddenly some guy jumps in your face and shouts Daaamn you ugly kek.
>>23452564
>Respected on 4chinz
Is this the real life.
>>23452554
Stupid project due thursday.
>>23452384
I'll have you know I listened to that twice.
>>23452605
>AXE wound
No no, I don't have a vagin thank Allah, I'd rather keep my feminine penis.
>>23452632
Oh shit you're still here, I was about to start spilling troofs. Phew dodged a bullet there.
>>23449929
Yupp classical stuff and some jazz
>>23449913
That sounds good. Now I just have to find time lol
>>23452632
>>23452639
Or bomb I should say.
>>23452643
Awesome, mind if ask your favorite piece?
>>23452639
>feminine peen
I was not prepared.
>>23452632
This is the Matrix, Neo.
So, you're into it?
>>23452653
Moar pls.
>>23452648
Try being this edgy with your face, faggot.
>>23452653
Gee Billy, two weiners?
>>23452676
Scathing.
Tempting offer but you could do that for me at this point.
>>23452676
>same band
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=e4pqpup4xjc
>different you might like
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5UeWKi_7ZGA
>>23452686
If it's not six, it don't fits.
>>23452700
That's why I kegels.
Am a size Queen, a total of 18 inches for both holes.
>>23452727
>
>>23452653
Solo piece would be Rhapsody in Blue. Idk for ensemble piece
>>23452560
>germany
>several timezones
Im having the biggest of keks right now
the whole of europe has like 2 timezones man
>LSD
Nah my family had drug induced depression and schizophrenia a lot so Im staying noided regarding that. Prolly will take it once and not more.
Its so spooky that LSD seems to make you connect with the universe so hard that it changes your philosophical worldview
>>23452738
That neko so smart lel.
I joke bby, I am pure virgin. None of my holes have been spoiled.
>>23452778
He into Pythagorean.
>spoiled holes
I'm going to go dig my grave now.
>>23452773
WHAT DID I EVEN GO TO SCHOOL FOR
>schizophrenia
Oh, yeah, that is something to avoid very heavily. I've seen a few people have breakdowns during trips and it is not in the least funny. If you can find clean LSD, not 25i, or any of the 2c or related research chemicals you should have a relatively peaceful experience.
It's definitely something else, the best times seem to be when you get into with a solid grounding, that way you just inflect more on what you already "know", instead of freaking about on everything.
>>23452757
Neat, that's a really sweet bit.
How many people make up your ensemble?
>>23452809
About 50 in the ensemble and 20 in the jazz part of it
>>23452554
this game
What does /soc/ thinks about USSR?
>>23452809
I like pemdas better.
But why.
>>23452832
Only like the Beatles song.
>tfw you wake up and aren't dead
So how is everyone doing? Finally a nice today so I could my windows down going to school
>>23452809
>what did I even go to school for?
To get devided and brainwashed by the social standarts the state wants yout o inheritino
stay noidd
>the L to the S to the D
Yuh im defintely curious about, but I really really really dont want to fug around, so I will still probably only take it once. You dont know how hard it has ruined my father, grandmom etc.
>>23452832
>what do I think about the best thing in the existence of the world you ask?
The crop of the creme?
The red redicilious ramming radiating rare raw radical rattling rallying raspy raging USSR you ask?
>>23452951
I sadly know das feel bro
>>23452951
I remember when I use to take the mini bus to school too.
>>23452971
ebin meme
>Books you're currently reading
I used a random number generator to pick the next ebook I read, and it picked Confessions of Felix Krull by Thomas Mann
>>23452986
"meme"
Shuure
>>23452967
Noiding way too hard how do I meme grips.
Best of luck in your pursuit mang, hopefully it turns well. Sorry to hear of your family, though.
>>23452951
>waking up alive
How is this possible???
>>23452941
I'm gonna put my pemdas in your bell curve bb
>>23452821
Jeezus, that's a bit more than an ensemble. Like a gathering. Aside from jazz, is it otherwise classical?
last call for free tickets to see deafheaven in bristol on the 12th hmu somebody take my free shit you autists
>>23453455
is this a joke
ill take one im going to bristol on the 11th for 10 days
>>23453455
If Bristol wasn't full of chavs.
>>23453016
How does this work?
>>23453466
how can i contact you anon
i've only got one so you don't get to bring friends
>>23453444
>not waking up as a ghost
Your goals are a little low they seem
XDD
>>23453483
i dont have friends to bring anyway anon
email me at [email protected] can you send me your skype there
:-DDDDDDDDDDD
>>23453444
Haha yeah. Its with the band for the small college I'm at. And yeah mostly classical
>>23453444
With those quatres, you can do forth whatever you want to me.
XD
>>23453483
>>23453497
>Don't bring friends
Found the murderer.
>>23453534
Put your consecutive numbers in me senpai.
That's not the only thing that's 3 4's.
>>23453509
That's cool, so you get together outside of the college setting, or through?
Sorry if I'm blowing you up with questions it's been a while since.
>>23453489
>not astrally projecting at all hours
It's like you don't even.
>>23453552
If only it were possible...
>>23453552
At least my last memory will be of deafheaven
>>23453552
Well you got me there but being spooky is always top tier
>Music
been going through my iPod from high school lately feeling all nostalgic n' stuff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sGaLNMKwjo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVMubOGxAVc
favorite version of this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBfzm5JiZ9o
Also listening to Jazz Cartier's mixtape Hotel Paranoia. I'm digging it so far, fav track so far 100 roses
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3N2imy91k0M
production is A+ on the beats. Getting a slight Travis $cott vibe but he's still has his own voice, delivery, and flow.
>What are you doing?
trying to up my photochop skills
>Video games
little bit of Farcry Primal still
>Books
Still slowly working my way through Dune, reading about 10 pages a day at minimum. The slowest pace I've ever read a book but i'm kind enjoying it t bh
>Films
Thinking about re-watching the Fall lately. Still have a long list of film suggestions that I need to go through from all the nice anons on here.
Wageslaves are so pathetic. One of them assumed I was unhappy for staying home all day. They assume I do nothing all day. That's what they assume because it is what they want to do all day and why all of their religions fancy an afterlife of nothing more than eternal sloth, of course, while at same time denouncing it. They want to do nothing for eternity, that is, they want to be dead for eternity whilst seeking eternity and this is why their disgusting kind is specifically fit for nothing more than wageslavery. I'm unhappy for what, thousands of Euros in debt? For a mode of living that is as - receive your wage and spend most of it on alcohol and knocking up second rate women in some drunked club scene? Unhappy for not reveling in disgusting work and further stealing my own dignity by wasting away my entire money on things which they hate anyways? No, I'm happier than ever. I'd still be the happiest man if I was all alone on an island and didn't need to see more of this mental slave kind anymore. I do work, but it's incomparable with your menial chores you do.
God I despise these shits.
1,2,3
NOT IT!
>>23453552
Most of it is in college setting but I have a lot of good friends from the ensemble
>not it
Not it!
>>23453681
Nice, that's pretty cool.
>>23453604
>nostalgia
Oh my god.
>>23453584
But can you spook your own skeleton?
>>23453559
Love and sex is not bound to this internet Hell bb.
>>23453571
>not sure how positive that is
>>23453694
I never tried too scary don't want to lose him
