secrets/feels thread
I last had sex in October of 2013.
I feel like the longer I go without it, the more desperate I get, which turns people away from me, making it harder to meet girls.
I don't know to change. At this point, I'm a porn addict.
I am not lonely but noit really happy. I am well liked work hard but I could use a little female attention
I don't get why this nympho says she loves me.
Sometimes I think she's sharing my texts with other people and laughing about it with them.
>>23534943
>watching road to el dorado with gf
>chel is swinging her luscious hips on screen
>get hard
>pretend it's because I'm feeling my gf up
>pause movie to have sex
>imagine i'm fucking chel
>>23536137
Protip: Stop jacking off and watching porn for a month. You'll get your sex drive back in shape and you won't give a fuck about anything else but scoring.
Do what evolution planned you to do; get laid!
>>23538370
do your gf have big hips too?
I use the attention of people online to keep me from being depressed.
>been on a relationship with this girl for 1 year and 4 months
>really love eachother
>about 6 months be4 we started hanging out, used to date her cousin
>2 months ago me, gf and her cousin were in gf's house, getting ready for a party
>shit, her cousin is so hot, such big tits and bubble ass
>she gets me hards even now a days
>her cousin get out the bath and go choose cloths at the bedroom
>gf's go to bathroom take a bath (duh)
>i walk i the bedroom naively and run into the cousin completely naked
>that gigantic boobs still a little wet, that bubble butt exposed
>close the door behind me
>cousin asks wtf i'm doing
>i answer: something i always wanted to
>she blushes and says that we shouldn't
>no time for bullshit, mt gf could finish tha bath soon
>throw her as the bed and starts to kiss like animals
>time is running
>get my dick in that pussy
>there is a god, and he loves me
>fucks her like i haven't fucked my gf in months
>I mean, so many positions, so little time
>came in her mouth, bitch swallows all of it and wants more
>she dressses up quiclky, and some minutes later gf come in
>she has no idea of what just happened
I love my gf, truly, and thinks she's hot af. But i really like her cousin, in a fleshly way. Any advices of how to proceed?
inb4: yes, i'm trying a threesome. don't think it's possible, at least not for now
I'm tired of dating my gf of 4 years
But I don't want her to be sad if I break up with her
>>23539929
why not anon?
>>23540082
Wow thanks for caring anon...
She is really perfect more me and no reason why we shouldn't be together. I just don't want a wife or anything now.
I regret every major life decision I've ever made.
I'm also a terrible person and shit all over anyone who dares to care about me, so now I'm wasting my 20s in solitude.
I fuck everything up and go 2 steps back for every 1 forward. I can already tell that I'm in deep financial shit for the rest of 2016 and will only escape with incredible willpower.
It's very hard to know that you're stupid.
I'm so lonely I'm considering buying used panties.
I'm pretty sure my obsessive spanking fetish (I don't watch regular porn, only girls getting spanked) is a projection of wanting to take out my anger at someone who's helpless, and maybe that's why I drove away my friends.
>>23539926
Jesus dude. You could've been charged with rape. I hope you're really attractive or she was really into you.
>>23540162
I kinda know where you're at.
Lots of regret mixed with mental issues and being put in a bad position. I'll be lucky if I get my shit together by my late 20s or ever really. Don't want to be a loser, don't want to be alone.
Thinking of just ending it really. But there's just enough hope that I choose to stay.
Was married for many years, now separated. Her fault.
But I do miss the companionship. Like, having someone at home I can always talk to about stuff and intellectually matching.
I'm banging girls now that I'm single again, but it's just not the same. Don't plan on getting a gf either, not ready for commitment again that quickly. Even if I did, I'd want a live-in gf.
>>23540531
This guy is alright
>Girlfriend has rapid cycling bipolar
>She agrees to undergo a trial off medication in a mental hospital
>Visit every few days
>She's incredibly horny after a week
>Sneak in the next night
>Find her room
>She's getting fucked by another patient
>Realise this is what she's like without the meds
>tfw we were talking about having kids
>She'd have to come off meds for the pregnancy
>tfw I remember she had to spend a few days without meds a few months back
>Stop visiting
Haven't visited in 3 days and haven't answered her messages in 2. I'm torn. She's mentally ill, but has she been cheating on me the whole time? If not and it's just when she's off meds, could I really have a child with her knowing she's going to go out and fuck random guys at every opportunity? Could I even have confidence the kid's mine?
Fuck, I just want to sell my place, take everything I have and move country. Start a new life and forget the last 4 years ever happened.
I secretly have a 9 inch dick but I haven't gotten to use it in years because I'm socially awkward
That's my secret
>>23540735
Fuck her (metaphorically). Break up, dont See her again. The whole stuff
>>23540735
Now you know what it means when they told you not to stick dick in crazy.
>>23540735
firstly
>sticking your dick in crazy
secondly, yes, you should get as far away from her as possible. the fact that you're asking /soc/ indicates to me that you're on the fence about it, which is a terrible place to be. hop off and leave her, you'll feel much better about it in the long run
>>23540775
this isn't the crazy people talk about not sticking your dick in (which is usually the slash your tires and try to choke with your intestines type)
this is a whole other separate tier of medically certified crazy, this is like, common sense don't stick your dick in it
i add shit tons of people on skype threads on the thin hopes i'll show them my dick or jerk off for them, it's such a problem, it's only guys which i have no problem with, but i wanna jerk off for a chick for once
I'm disgusted by all the horrible things that people say about others on this board. I can't do anything about it because I'm a coward and don't want to make myself a victim and sometimes I even join in to be safe. If you can't beat them, join them, right?
Also I've posted pics of my ex on soc so when thirsty faggots compliment her I'm reminded that I can get hot girls
im in love with two women
>>23534943
Everyone wants the large dude to be dominant... why can't we give up power now and then?
When I'm sober, I can't think of anything other than my extreme sexual unsatisfaction. not sex itself, or women, just the fact I'm not getting any. This makes it hard for me to concentrate at work and school and stuff. I go to parties, and, according to my friends, I'm a pretty decent and sociable guy once I'm drunk, as opposed to the autistic fuck I am normally. This means that I can only talk to girls when drunk.
I often find myself doing just that, but the thing is, when I'm drunk, I also become a pretentious fuck, and suddenly I start having plenty of weird fetishes, and start telling myself either that the girl I'm talking/flirting with isn't good enough, or that she won't want to do any of my fetishes, and I start getting all stressed and weird for no reason. Then I just leave the party, taking booze off random people along the way, then I run home, jack off to the girl I was flirting with less than an hour ago, drink my face in, then wake up hungover the next day, hating myself for being an autistic fuck who can't sexually satisfy himself. This has been going on for more than a year.
I feel so weird about people desu. I actually like being alone. I have no friends or hobbies or anything, just work and computer. Movies, internet, games.
But I like that. I hate when I have to run errands or go to events that take away from my alone time. But then I also get lonely and wish I had friends and girls and sex, but... then when I try to make friends they always let me down causing me to go back to withdrawing. It's very weird.
>Have corruption fetish
>Dating girl who loves me but who I don't love
>Convinced my emotionally fucked up gf who I was planning to dump after a while to become a hooker
>She didn't like it at first
>She slowly came to enjoy it
>Now she fucks 20+ guys per week
>Comes home and fucks me soooooooo good because her customers can stimulate her but can't get her off
>Our relationship is lubed by great sex, shared fetishism (she likes having been corrupted and I like being her corrupter), and luxuries/vacations bought with her escort money
>I caught feels somewhere along the way
>I'm now in love with a girl who I made drop out of her PhD program to become a hooker
I miss my ex and when I'm fucking my current gf I usually picture my ex to keep me into it. I really want to find a new girl who turns me on as much as my ex.
bumpin
>>23534943
I'm a size queen. I'm worried I have a big vagina and this is why.
>>23534943
I pay chicks to strip on skype
>>23544545
How big do you require to fill yourself?
My fiancé cheated on me for six months, starting three months after we got engaged and only stopped when I found out. This was nearly a year ago, and it still fucks me up every day. I'd have ended, had I not already dropped everything for them.
>>23544557
I'm not really good with measurements, but bigger than average. I also think I get far too wet. Current bf is not small but when I'm really wet I don't feel him all that much :(
>>23544562
Show your pussy.
We're professionals, we can help.
>>23544568
Sorry, there's no way I'm going to subject myself to all this "beaten up roastie" shit. I'm embarrassed enough about it as it is.
>>23544573
Whhat?
Big labia is my fetish!
Now I'm legit curious!
Please?
>>23544576
Thanks for your appreciation but I'm not going to subject myself to ridicule and reaction images of people vomiting just because one total stranger might appreciate it. I'm also very bushy which is likely to turn a lot of people off despite no doubt turning some on. So not posting, sorry.
>>23544594
Ughhh
you asshole
Hairy and big lips
Sounds like the best thing ever
oh well
Good luck I guess
>>23544599
Bf loves it too. I used to be with guys who clearly didn't appreciate it and made me shave which caused all kinds of problems. Still jealous of the porno pussies though.
While I have fun being a rough dom which most girls seem to be into, secretly I want to find a girl older and taller than me to /ss/ with me. I'm 20 and 5'6" and look young and cute so I'd be perfect for it too. I'm hoping that maybe that'll fix itself when I turn 21 and can go to bars and have drunk cougars coming after me but I kinda doubt it.
>>23544611
20 and young looking and a rough dom... I am kind of impressed and a little intrigued!
>>23544678
Haha, it's not uncommon for people to think I'm like 16. But yeah, choking, slapping, hair pulling, spanking, scratching, pushing down/throwing around, tying up, dirty talk, extensive teasing and denial, etc.
>>23544702
Gah... all that and you look about 16. Thanks for the fuel for my imagination! :P
>>23544705
I guess further bonus is I'm 6.5" too and from what I've been told I have a "really pretty dick".
Also my pleasure!
>>23544738
How many women have you given this fucking hot treatment to at your young age?
Not a day goes by that I don't think about suicide. My youth is slipping away, wasted on self hate
>>23544744
Only 4 actually, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 18 so I had a late start
I don't have a gf.
See everyone having fun or trying hard to get gf or at least hookup.
Will never have gf. I'm a solid 3/10.
>>23544771
Four lucky girls by the sounds of it!
>>23544780
You can if you aim low enough
>>23544786
Awe, you're too sweet!
I'm proud to say I was able to make them all cum multiple times just about every time. Apologies for the kinda bragging :p
>>23544806
Brag all you want, it adds to the hotness in my opinion. I'd be cumming if a really young guy treated me like that.
>>23544820
Want to talk outside of /soc/ maybe? You seem really fun so I'd like to continue talking
>>23544836
I have a bf so nope, sorry :(
>>23544843
Oh I didn't mean sexually or anything! Although I totally understand if you don't believe that considering we're on /soc/ haha
I think I have a mental disorder, maybe depression but I can't self-diagnose and I don't want to tell anyone what's happening to me. It's really affecting my life especially socially and I am unable to connect and hang out with people properly like I used to. I don't know what started this but ever since I got to college, a lot of shit happened recently and since then it's hard to recover. I feel like it's better to be on my own so no one would find out but I'm so lonely.
>>23544859
Thanks but that's the whole problem... I really want to talk sexually with you :S
>>23544862
Ohhh well shit, yeah makes sense
If you could I'd be very down to talk sexually with you since I really want to also
>>23544879
>>23544862
Yeah, I guess even casually would be a bad idea since it would pretty definitely turn sexual
>>23544879
>>23544883
We could carry on talking just here though....
>>23544886
That sounds good to me, I'll just be sad once the thread dies
Virgin, never had a GF (well, does 3rd grade and she touched my penis count?)
Here's the notable encounters, haven't tried since the last one, that was 7 years ago? I'm just mentally broken now, just feel like no one will ever like me to the point they want to be with me.
>first girl i loved family belongs to a cult
>next girl i loved, bestfriend for 5 years, live together for 6 months, she starts dating some guy online, im too beta to ask her out. We have a falling out, i confess my love but eventually we just move on with our lives
>fall for my lab parter, talk every day for months, have everything in common, leave her a valentines day present at her desk while i go to another class, she takes the candy, throws the rest out, and asks for a new partner
>fall for a good friend of mine, ask her if she wants to go out some time, she says "no", remain friends, go out to dinner with other friends, she expects me to pay for her, have huge fight and we stop talking
>like another friend of mine, she invites me over tons, we hang out a lot and i watch her pvp in WoW, one time she also invites another guy over, they start making out behind me while i load up a movie, walk out of the house, she comes out, "hey whats wrong anon?" I say "i gotta go" and i get in my car and leave, she moved to vegas
>fall for cult girls sister years later, she's manically deppressed and we had a falling out after i offered to get her help, after that i got drunk and said some weird stuff to her (confronted her about her cutting, which i noticed the last time id seen her) and we havent talked since (also the cult thing)
Fuck am i just beta as fuck or do i need a new taste in women?
>>23544862
>>23544879
>>23544883
>>23544886
>>23544891
OMG JUST GET A SKYPE ROOM YOU FAGGOTS
>>23544899
This
>>23544899
:^)
I'm addicted to drugs but I don't know how to quit and it's making me miserable because I know I'm better than this......
>>23544911
Have you told anyone on your life yet? Do that for accountability and check yourself into rehab.
Anyway, secrets:
One of my biggest fetishes is guro, and while I know this sounds sociopathic, often when I imagine a cute girl, I think about taking her apart and cooking/eating her, or skinning her and turning her into a sentimental item. And it's not like 'edgelord I'm so dark' it's just like, I want to feel her inside and outside too, it's just passion turned up to 200. I want to put my hand in a woman's chest while we make love and squeeze it until she dies. I want to sink my teeth into a juicy medallion of her meat. I want to tear at her flesh like I would tear at clothes. I want to take in a woman's last breath, take something beautiful from the world in a violent passionate way.
And I want a girl who doesn't freak out and think I'd actually do it, but understands it. It'd be better if it was exciting to her, but I just want a girl who understands how sadistic and mentally violent I get when aroused, and isn't afraid of that. I'd be mortified if a girl not only knew I had these passions but then told everyone. I want a girl who can help me temper and express my sadism and passion, and help me someday be a good dom through it, but also when it's too much, just lets me hold her and pound hard at her and tell her how much I want to cut her open and hurt her. And I want her to tell me it's okay, she knows I'd never do that because I'm not a bad person, and it's okay to imagine these things, and she loves me all the same.
>>23544545
Scientific impossibility unless you're a heretofore unknown mutation in humans.
>>23544911
>don't know how to quit
Anon, what you feel is normal. Addiction is a gnarly bitch. Try to find some help. There's no shame in needing help to beat a chemically-induced dependence.
>>23534943
Feels time.
Currently fucking two FWB, both heavily into kink, which I am too. It's pretty neat. I also occasionally indulge in casual sex.
However I've lost count with how many women I've slept with, and I'm starting to feel ashamed of what I've done.
Recently stopped chasing strange. Still going with kink buddies.
My point? Kind of want a gf. I just want to experience loving sex for a change. Sex has stopped feeling special. It's like exercise with an orgasm at the end.
Only problem is I feel like I'm not good enough for girls I like.
/end whine
>>23544961
Why is it impossible? Some vaginas are obviously tighter than others. I don't feel filled up very easily, and that's the feeling I crave.
>>23544951
Meh, trust me there are girls out there who wouldn't be freaked out in the least by that. I've dated one who would be totally on board and at least one more who wouldn't really care.
>>23544963
Yeah, I can kinda confirm the other end of the spectrum with that, one of the girls I was with could only comfortably take about 4" max, of course she could take the entire thing, she just didn't like the feeling beyond 4" which made it really hard to be rough with her even though she liked rough sex in every other aspect
>>23544963
Because there's a physical limit on how big it could be (pelvis and other internal organs are necessary).
Tightness has more to do with muscle strength.
If you're worried about it, just do kegels. Plus with greater strength for your pelvic floor muscle, you'll feel fuller.
Oh and a trick I picked up in the slutting around I mentioned in my post: if you bear down on the muscle/tendon around the lower part of the entrance to your vagina, the stretch will make it feel fuller.
After musilm attack, i hates now. Anon im not Nazi.
My husbands foreskin is too tight for his head to come through when he is erect. I haven't given a bj in 5 years because it grosses me out to feel the foreskin on the back of my tongue and all I want to do is lick all around the head area, it is my favorite part of the penis. He doesn't think there is anything wrong with it and it makes me sad that I can't bj my own husband. If I were a lesser woman I would seek it elsewhere but since everything else we do in bed is pretty fucking awesome and he is the love of my life I just accept it and anonymously post it on here. I have never told anyone else.
>>23545026
Had phimosis until I was 19.
>Google phimosis
>Show husband
>Explain easy remedy of gradual stretching while in bath/show or while fapping
>Warn not to force or tears will form scar tissue
>Eventually gets better
>Enjoy that sweet, sweet dick
I love my girlfriend and I think we could have a successful future together. We have similar, reasonable goals for the future, she's excellent with her finances and we agree on important subjects like how to raise children.
But that's the thing - she's... so grown up. We're both 26 and have been going out for about 6 months, but I was a late bloomer / wasted youth being a loser and she's my first ever.
And I want all that sappy school kid crap I missed out on. I want to hold hands in public and get good morning texts and bang in the backseat of a car. I'm tired of dressing up for sit-down dinners and going to family events and shit like that. I want to climb trees in the park, I want her to wear long socks and short skirts like the teen girl I never got to have.
And I get it - she had her fun as a kid and nowadays wants to sip wine at a company party like a normal adult woman, and me trying to recreate a past that doesn't exist is creepy and pathetic.
It's just hard to be an adult when you never got to be a kid. But I realize it's my own fault too.
Siiiiigh.
>>23545036
This. If he dos that gradual stretching from time to time, it should get rid of the phimosis over time. If he's too lazy to go for that or doesn't see the need for it (although really, it's healthier to just fix that phimosis regardless even if it's no bother to him now), remind him of the fact that when it's all gone there will be sucking. I know that would definitely motivate me if getting rid of the phimosis itself wouldn't be sufficient motivation.
get real horny knowing hundreds of strangers milked their cocks to my nudes :)
> be married
> meet younger girl
> have lots of sex even though she is vulnerable and needy
> she gets too needy
> dump her to stop constant whining
> start to miss her
> trying to find a way to message her without looking like I just wanna fuck
> she messages me
> "we have a problem"
> pregnant
> has pill based abortion despite both if us being pro life
> she hates me now and never wants to talk again
> I do not blame her but I caught feelings
>>23545036
Literally, you are me... Except for the husband part
>>23544754
Are you me? There is nothing I can do to fix it because I am the problem
I think a total holocaust of humanity would be the most humane thing to do for how we've fucked up this plain of Existence. And if I ever had my hand on the red button I would push it without a second thought.
Despite that, I love people and I want nothing but the best for others. I beleive violent conflict should only ever be a last resort and yet the erasure of a corrupt totality seems only virtious to me
>>23542978
I feel you too much, anon. I'm an artist that doesn't like the world I want to make art for and I feel the exact same way. It's weird.
i realy realy love a girl but i'm too afraid to ask her out i think i have axiety
>>23540102
then tell her how you feel,and try to work on that anon
>>23537185
Are you me?
>>23543369
what about her turn you on?
>>23544860
you will just make it harder to fight your depression,get some help anon
>>23544545
just some women like the feeling of thier vagina being stretch/full,learn to fist it or get a bigger dildo
>>23544898
a new taste in women/female friends anon
>>23547451
She was insanely attractive and fucked like a desperate whore. As many times as I wanted to fuck a day, she was down. Ass, mouth, pussy, cumming in her, on her, whatever. She also was a lot of fun to hang out with. I can't seem to find that perfect combo of super hot, super horny and super fun since we broke up.
>>23547588
what if you can only pick 2 of them ,which 2 do you pick?
>horny,sexy,or fun?
I'm a living cliche, I fell in love with a girl and couldn't get up the nerve to tell her. Now she's happily in a relationship and possibly only sees me like a brother at most.
>go on omegle
>end up talking to girl
>she says to describe how I look
>I do
>she thinks I sound cute and asks for my kik
>I give to her
>she never adds me
Just further confirmation that I'm ugly, and that I will never find someone. It fucking hurts, guys. I never get compliments irl, and at the age of 20 I have never had a gf, kiss or sex. And I know that in this state of desperation, I cannot have a gf. So it's like a loop of hell. And I don't want to wait any further for "self improvement" because it will take even longer.
What do? I don't want to kill myself or anything because I have much more to live for, I'm in uni and I have a job and have friends, but it's the one piece of the puzzle that I'm missing; a girlfriend. It hurts, guys. It really does. And I think I'd be a great boyfriend, I'm nice, romantic and assertive when needs be. I just have no confidence and look like shit.
Lack of access to etorphine, or some such similar chemical, is the only reason im not a serial rapist.
>>23545045
Are you me? Just got asked out by a girl not too long ago. She's 26, I'm 22 and she's the grown up. She's also my first.
>I'm in love with two women; Both of them make me feel alive but I love them in completely different ways
>Friend gave me DMT. Literally haven't been the same since. In a bad way though-- Being in a house makes me feel unsafe as shit, and being around people makes me feel uneasy as hell too.
>Put three people in a financial situation that's going to be bad. One will lose a car, the others will lose a house.
>Despite loving the two girls (I'm dating one of them, the other is my best friend) I really want to just fuck around like a loser. But I no longer care about consequences. Just the other night I went to go hit on a woman whose been married for 25 years while her Husband and brother were in the diner chilling.
>All I really do now is take drugs and chill. Things that were once funny are no longer funny. I find it increasingly hard to smile too.
Pic not related. It's a dog.
I'm in love with my girlfriend and I know I want to marry her, but I still really want to sleep with other girls, particularly one of her friends.
I think its because we met early on in my adult life so I never really had a bachelor period.
I quit my job, legally changed my name, and haven't contacted anyone in months. Within a month I'll be on a train across the country for a truly blank slate.
>>23549776
I dont know how ugly you are, but my own perception of myself is is slighly ugly, with some handsome traits.
Don't worry, some day a girl will touch your willy.
It has happened to me
>>23550193
I basically came here to share a similar secret. I'm in my late 20's and have been dating my gf for about 3 years. We recently moved in together in a new city and one of her married friends came to visit us. Her friend and I have a definite mutual flirtation, but of course never acted on it...
>Friend gets to our apartment, just me and her alone until we meet my gf for dinner
>Have some wine while we wait
>She goes into the guest room to change
>Comes out in her bra, thong, and high heels holding up two dresses wanting my opinion on what to wear
>Try not to look at her, say some nicety about how she'll look great in whatever
>She comes closer with her dresses and presses me for my opinion
>I'm honest and suggest that a dress may be overkill for our reservations
>She says, "Thank you, anon...also I can see your dick outline" and walks away fully exposing her ass in her thong and heels
>Go to dinner, have more to drink, and don't mention anything
>Get back to our place and me, my gf, and her hang out in pjs
>She's clearly not wearing a bra and doesn't give a fuck
>Rubs and grabs her pokies multiple time complaining that we keep our apartment cold
>Next night we're getting ready to go out
>My gf is getting ready in the bathroom, her and I are dressed and ready
>She puts on Drake while we have some drinks and wait for my gf
>Tells me she always imagines Drake songs being great in strip clubs
>Gives me a little lap dance while I sit on the couch and my gf is in the bathroom
>She leaves the next day, but has already made plans to come back without her husband in July
>I can't bring myself to tell my gf
>>23550449
This has to be so lonely...I can't imagine the courage it takes to do something like this. I also can't imagine how tough things were for you to come to this. Good luck, Anon.
>>23550449
Tell me more.
My boyfriend thinks I'm a loser. I'm thinking of breaking up with him because he's right.
>>23543353
Hopefully she gets HIV and infects you with it, then everyone's problem is solved
>>23550193
>>23550968
Similar feel, doods. Met my gf at 18, fell in love, won her over, and have been dating for the last 7 years. I love her, but I desperately miss being able to flirt and fool around with other women because I only did for such a short window. Miss the validation/self-esteem boost of strange, attractive women wanting me.
I wish I still had some outlet, but I've been taken so long, I wouldn't even know where to begin.
>>23550555
I'm like 4/10. People on this site have rated me 7/8 but as you know it's a bit of a circlejerk and you get rated higher.
I just want a qt gf to spend all my time with and play vidya and cook with and meme together ;_;
>>23550449
I envy the shit out of you.
I lost my job due to problems resulting for severe mental illness and haven't told any of my in-laws. They all still think I am ana successful attorney, but really I have no job and haven't for months.
I'm a 24 year old guy, about to turn 25 next month; and I've never had a girlfriend.
I've gotten to know some girls decently well before, and I've asked girls out, but it always ends up not working out for one reason or another. I've been finding it incredibly frustrating as of late, and it's really starting to get to me now.
I can't help feeling like that no matter how hard I try, nothing is ever going to happen. I'm considering just giving up on trying.
I don't even mind being alone all that much, I'd just like to know that having a relationship and being close with someone is a possibility for me.
>>23542257
I've been posted in hate threads atleast 5 times, good life innit.
1st gf dated my best friend after breaking up with me. Sadness.
I only had sex 1 time in my life. It was with a hooker. I am 25 years old, have a babyface, 5'6 tall, walk weird and only had 1 gf on my early 20's and she cheated on me.
The only reason I haven't killed myself is because it would hurt my kid brother. I don't give a fuck about my other siblings or parents, but he means the world to me
>>23552833
I'm sorry, anon.
I'm 21 years of age and afraid to be in complete darkness.
31 year old virgin. Attempted suicide a few times. In love with someone that doesn't feel the same way, No career. Shitty jobs. Waning interests.
I keep wondering if it's worth it to keep going. I'm so far behind where I should be in life that I wonder if it's better to take a chance on reincarnation or just end my existence and spare myself all the suffering.
>This January
>Went back east coast to visit family
>Party with family and friends
>Step sister whom Ive grown up with drunk
>Me too
>Asks me t drive her home
>Get there she asks me in
>Stripper pole in living room
>Dances for me
>Finishes
>Pulls out my cock and sucks it
>We fuck for 30 mins
>I shoot load on her stomach
>Clean up and talk for 20 mins
>Talk about we both wanted to fuck each other
>For years but never said anything
>She turns over and shows nice round ass again
>I pull out my cock again and stuff it inside her
>She starts moaning and calling me names she called me when we were kids.
>Turns me on
>Fuck for another 30
>Pull out and cum on her nice ass
>We still text dirty to each other
>Next time i visit we are again
>>23534943
I save pictures of attention whores from the faces threads and cam whores and compare their rooms so I can one day out them when I feel it's time. I also pay close attention to find out where they are located so I can track down their social media and friends and family so when I do out them it'll be huge.
>>im a permavirgin but dont really care even though I probably should
>>23540735
get out now before she fucking ruins your life 4 years aint shit
>>23554524
>same thing with step cousin
>families lived together when we were both in highschool
>I did a lot of combative sports
>ask her to walk on my back and massage me when no one is home
>she does it wrong
>so I show her
>I get more and more liberal with my hands
>she would get so wet she would soak through her panties
>never finger fucked her but rubbed her clit through her panties regularly
>never to completion, was always too nervous of getting caught or stepping the line
>one night we both get drunk at a family function
>party is over, text her to come upstairs to my room
>she sneaks away
>she comes in my room and asks "whats up?"
>I close the door, push her against the wall and kiss her
>she's wearing a skirt
>I reach up, pull her panties to the side and finger fuck her like I've always wanted
>I tell her to get on her knees and she complies
>as I'm unbuckling my pants I realize that too many people are home and could barge in at any moment
>we both leave and tell everyone friends invited us to a club
>go to a hotel
>was the nastiest raunchiest sex I've ever had
>choked her, slapped her ass, every position, 69 etc. etc. etc.
>I knew she was a virgin but took it like a fucking pro and soaked me and the sheets
Amazing sex, but I know her to be a very boring person otherwise. She's incredibly submissive and I've tried initiating a few times since then but she's always given me the excuse that she's talking to some guy and doesn't want to disrespect him.
I feel kind of guilty because I've actually finger fucked all three of my female step cousins when we were teenagers. Only actually fucked one of them. We're not at all related, but you know, the taboo and shit behind it turned us all on I think.
>only one doing any of the program requirements for my team.
>now I'm the only team member today because they called out
>wow I'm not shocked
>starting to just feel depressed more
>sex life wasn't what it was before
>try to be the one to initiate
>never finish (meaning neither of us do) because s.o wants to stop
>just dissatisfied and disappointed in a lot
>partner knows
>don't get me wrong, he's not cheating or anything.
>but nothing seems to change no matter how much I bring up how dissatisfied I am
>what else is new
Just...
My Friend who i feel safe with talks to me less and less :(
Decided it'd be good to get some practice interacting normally with people since I'm getting rusty (no friends for 4 years now), and someone on /adv/ yesterday said they met their boyfriend here so I thought "worth a try".
Gotta be honest though, y'all seem like fucking assholes. Seriously.
>>23542978
Same here. Schizoid personality type/disorder is the psychological term for it.
Not as easy to fix as more common problems, like social anxiety, in large part due to the very metastable "alone" state, which doesn't exist in other social disorders.
>>23540525
she is. it was that king of "forbidden wish", get it? no rape and shit lol
My biggest sexual fantasy is to have a penis. I'm a girl and I don't want to transition or anything, I just get off on the idea of having a dick.
>Tried to convince my boyfriend to try pegging, bought $150 high quality harness and a nice, very non-penis-like dildo and tried it once. >Stopped about 30 seconds in. Boyfriend never wants to try it again.
>Can't stop thinking about how bad I want a realistic dildo (like the Realdoe).
>Having an increasingly harder time getting off every time we have sex because all I can think about is how my fantasies will never come true.
What's wrong with me? What should I do? Am I maybe trans but I just haven't figured it out yet? I mean, I do have short hair but I don't think I'd ever feel 100% comfortable dressing and acting like a guy either...
I really want to fuck a 300+ lbs chick
I've been with my bf for over a year now, we are great together but the sex is really bad. He doesn't have a lot of experience and I am very understanding but it's just not improving, I am very open with communication and talking about what works and doesn't, what we can do, what I can do and so on but damn.. its so unsatisfying. I want to just keep on trying and hope that it'll improve as it goes on...
Hi soc, I have a question. I recently turned down a guy (multiple) times because he told me he doesn't enjoy sex due to a tight foreskin. Sex isn't everything to me, but I'm not interested in dating someone if there isn't a lot of sex. He was fucked up for other reasons, but knowing he didn't place equal importance on boning was the final straw. Am I a heartless asshole? Or is that reasonable?
>>23556034
Over a year and no improvement? How is it not satisfying? Too short, no orgasm, too boring?
>>23555919
>Am I maybe trans but I just haven't figured it out yet?
Highly doubt it. You've heard of /d/ and futa porn, right ("/d/ is for /d/ickgirls")?
Enjoying such a fantasy is entirely separate from the whole trans thing, should be seen more like a fetish.
Not particularly wrong to indulge it, though you will definitely be frustrated just enjoying it privately without your BF.
>>Stopped about 30 seconds in. Boyfriend never wants to try it again.
Shame. Keep asking, who knows. Maybe he'll change his mind.
>>23556061
Not heartless. Different people have different interests and if your interests aren't similar, then it's likely you wouldn't have lasted long with him anyway.
>>23556068
He gets into his head too much, overthinks things so he will lose his hardon, he isn't used to being pleasured by someone other than himself so when I am sucking him off or jerking him off he likes it but feels so strange about it again he loses his hard on. I tend to be really perverted and I have shared some of it with him, when we talk about it during the day through kik he has all these ideas and whatnot and talks about shit he wants to do but when we are together at home he closes off. I am trying to just be really supportive and calm about it, I know some people really take time to come out of a shell but I am incredibly unsatisfied.
>>23556061
It's reasonable. If sex is important to you, and he can't do it properly, it's a non-starter.
Though it is a little sad i guess, since phimosis is easily fixable. Just see >>>16968329 for example (a guy who just got the operation).
>>23556092
Does alcohol help him loosen up at all?
>hen we talk about it during the day through kik he has all these ideas and whatnot and talks about shit he wants to do but when we are together at home he closes off
Tried roleplaying? Sounds corny as hell but can help some people get rid of inhibitions sometimes (they can act more freely since they're playing a part, makes them feel more emotionally secure, so they let loose)
>have a gf for 2 years
>start talking with girls over snapchat
>one of them wants to be my slave
>well, she's 11/9 so ofc I agree
>own her for a couple of months, and enjoy it too much i guess
>eventually she fell for a man and wanted to end this
>since then have another 3 slaves
>it's been 1,5 year since i started this and I can't stop
i don't have any slave-girl right now, searching actually
>>23556141
He gets whiskey dick like crazy, one drink helps him loosen up a bit but not much, I have asked if he wanted to RP he says he doesn't feel comfortable enough to do so. Mostly he is just thinking all the time and it causes a rift in our sex life.
My secret is i'm obsessed with female domination.
My dream is to live with a female roomate who makes me pay all the rent, clean, cook and on top keeps me as a cuck in chastity.
I live a healthy normal life and have a girlfriend who is unaware but this is literally all I think about.
It's on the tip of my tongue it's on the back of my lungs
and I'm going to keep it
I know something you don't know
Just took a leak and noticed a little drip near the toilet when I was done.
I figured I just missed the bowl when I was shaking off but it was blood.
>tfw I just had my first experience with period blood
I... I don't know what to think right now.
>>23543353
C U C K
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Anywho, all my relationships have been a series of bad choices followed by even worse ones
I meet women online to have sex, and I'm damn good at it, but it's damn hard for me to form an emotional bond with them. Hell, it's hard for me to form an emotional bond with anyone I don't already know.
I keep on looking for something to break me out of this, but....nothing. Whenever I bring a date to the movies, I always ask myself "why did I bring her here? I could've gone by myself and not have someone sleeping on my shoulder for 90 minutes.
Somewhat unrelated, but the only time I welled up watching Daredevil is whenever Frank Castle is talking about his family.
im a piece of shit.
i treated my legit 10/10 ex-gf like shit because all my friend were single and their mentality i uess fucked with mine so i thought i was, treated her like shit for 2/5 yeras, 5th year she left me for some douche, i started on heroin to drown out the pain/bullshit/thoughts/care (trust me, i tried everything else) it worked, shes now with some dude who makes 150k a year (I only make 46-50k) anyways, shes happy and i'm 9 months fully clean on anything besides alcohol (drink maybe twice a month) and I daily smoke the best medicine (marijuana).there's my pussy feelin ass right now, i miss her everyday. laymans terms, if you have a great woman (if others say so) listen and care, i wish I could take it all back, she was the best person I've ever had the provilige to share my life with even if it was for a short 5 years, i love her to this day. fuck now i want to fuck her or slam a gram of black. -_-
>>23538370
She gets me crazy hard too, anon. I completely understand your feelings.
>>23542286
I wish I was in love with onde, anon. I really miss the feeling, the Adrenaline, the excitement of that.
I was gangbanged last year and it was so fucking awesome, only told a friend of mine
feels good to brag man
I used to weigh over 350 lbs at 5'3 and now I'm 220 lbs and still losing.
I constantly feel mentally fucked and have cried every night for the past three months. I make a lot of jokes to make others feel better or pretend I'm okay, but I'm so depressed and wonder what the point is of even doing this if I'm going to be too ashamed of my body to do what normal people do like finding someone to love or something as simple as wearing a short sleeved shirt without getting looked at weirdly because of the loose skin.
People say things like "At least you'll be healthy!", but who gives a crap? I'd rather live 10 years in a normal body and feel comfortable in my own skin than 50 with a high maintenance body that gives me rashes, makes embarrassing noises and makes me too disgusted to even have a relationship with someone.
I'll be back to normal after posting this. It just feels good to let it out.
I've been with my boyfriend for 4 months now and the connection is crazy. I love him so fucking much it's incredible. He makes me so happy. We are so similar in the best ways, and complement each other well. We are comfortably vulnerable around each other. Tonight I asked him how he would feel about a girlfriend looking at his text messages. It spiraled into this long conversation about privacy and full self-disclosure and what I want out of love/ what true closeness means to me. I would and want to tell him everything about me I can. To increase our understanding of each other. I would like the same out of him. I think there should be little privacy in a truly intimate relationship and complete open communication where nothing is off limits to talk about. He doesn't feel the same. He says what I think might not be healthy. He thinks that it is about respect and trust. I do not. Full disclosure is just something that is natural to me as I am totally okay with saying anything/being vulnerable around those closest to me. I do respect individuality, but in a romantic relationship it is extremely disheartening for me to hear about this fundamental difference in our approach to love. Especially since full disclosure is the absolute most important thing to me in love and intimacy. Is wanting to know any and everything (loose term) a controllig behavior or is it just my way of interacting? I'm confused and very upset. Since we are so similar I thought our values in love would be more or less the same.
>>23558239
Keep shredding brah, surgery isn't expensive. Get the loose skin removed and a little touch up work in terms of fat removal and you'll be looking fucking joocy m8
>>23558641
I have absolutely zero issue handing my phone over to my girlfriend. She's more than welcome to look through every single social media account and text message. Will she do it? No. Because she trusts me to honor our relationship, and she respects my individuality enough to allow my privacy. I would never insult her by asking to look through her personal messages, emails, Facebook group chats and conversations via social media.
We respect each other well enough, and value one another's trust enough - that we would never put ourselves in situations that would compromise that trust.
That said, why is it so important to you that you go through his phone? The text messages he has sent have been part of conversations that do not concern you and are not pertinent in any way to your relationship. Respect his individuality. The way he talks to his friends is NOT the way he talks to you. Trust him to honor your relationship.
And to be clear, your values in regards to love may very well be lined up equality - but you're talking about monitoring him in a way that would be judgemental no matter how you want to cut it. Full disclosure is one thing, what you're talking about is possessiveness. That has absolutely nothing to do with love.
>>23558751
I trust him. And I'd probably rarely if ever be interested in actually looking through his things. I just like the knowing that if I wanted to it wouldn't be a big deal as that is how I am. And the phone question was me seeing how he feels about things like that. I don't think it's weird but everyone else seems to. It's not sneaky to me or out of distrust. It's just sheer curiosity. At least in my view...
i jacked off while groping sleeping friend when she needed a place to stay.
>>23558794
Do you value your curiosity over his right to privacy?
>>23558239
yo, my ex lost 120 pounds, and while i didnt exactly find the loose skin attractive i easily looked past it and loved her for who she was. until she broke my heart. we fucked every day we were together too.
>>23558829
I would say I value them the same. I just feel sad that he wants to keep certain things from me as I would tell him anything.. the issue is that I feel like true intimacy is a bare all deal. It seems like a big deal to me now. That's why I wanted other opinions on my stance. He says he wouldn't want to tell me things he tells his therapist etc. I feel like the more willing someone is to be completely open about who they are and what they think the deeper and more meaningful the connection can be. I like doing things like reading his reddit posts because even mundane things like that are just insight into the brain of the man I love. I also don't want to be in a relationship filled with pleasantries to save face and all that. Am I too intense?
>>23558662
>surgery isn't expensive
People say this every time I happen to post, but I have no idea where you guys get that idea. It's $30,000-$55,000 depending on different states and insurance will very rarely help you out besides part of the stomach if it gets rashes bad enough.
And women don't get joocy usually hah. Although I'm going to attempt going lady bear mode and see if I can at least get massive thighs to prevent that from getting too terrible.
>>23558840
You're very sweet and it's nice to hear you could still love someone despite their physical flaws. Thank you for saying that and I'm sorry she still ended up breaking the heart of someone so special.
>>23558868
You're possessive, and it's not healthy. Try talking to a therapist like he does.
>>23558913
Mmm, thanks for the insight. I will take care discussing this with my boyfriend and maybe try to be less crazy.
I have never had a gf and I'm 22.
>>23555919
Fuck I wish I were your boyfriend!
i just want to be a real life sub
taken care of by some super rich person
lame right?
>>23558868
I definitely feel you on that. If I can't be 100% honest about everything with my long-term girlfriend then it's not worth it imo... I don't think you're too intense, love is supposed to be intense.
>>23559375
like most women?
>>23559375
>wants to be a slave
>taken care of by some super rich person
where are the strong independent and self-respecting women? this shit is disgusting
gf and i split 6 months ago after 3 years together. Still eats at me. So much so i've lost all game. Shit sucks. Can't even talk to girls like i used to, alpha to mega beta type shit. Come to realise in the last few months in time i'll end up ending my own life. probably many decades from now who knows. But i feel like unless i die from something like sickness or car crash, i'll end up ending my own life.
I mean, i'm okay. I'm not all baw all the time i think ive just decided how i'll finish it.
>>23559971
>where are the strong independent and self-respecting women?
>where are the women
to both, not on 4chan
Recently got a new boyfriend. Hes a 10 but im only like a 5.5. I have no idea why he likes me and Im so afraid to lose the hottest guy ive ever had..
>>23560098
this post demands pictures of him and you. You probably think too lowly of yourself or too highly of him. Or both. so, pics?
>>23540535
Sounds like my ex. Theres not a second that goes by that i dont regret leaving him. He was my bestfriend and all i wanted and still want...
>>23560104
I dont really wanna post pictures of him without him knowing..
Its not just looks either. he is damn fine. but hes sweet motivated and not a little immature kid like everyone else ive been with.
Every female i see in public i imagine what their asshole would look like and think about sniffing it. Every female no matter their size age or race. I just cant help it.
>>23560256
The mere fact you respect his privacy and can identify that there is far more to a person than what you see in front of you suggests you're much higher than a 5.5. You seem nice. Don't think so lowly of yourself!
i love my wife dearly but she's not the greatest in bed. i want to bang every hot girl i see and I'm not as turned on by wife any more. still love going out, having fun, and cuddling her and we still fuck cuz it feels good but my college self isn't done with having fun.
anyone else? is this just a marriage thing?
sometimes i feel so unwanted and that i cant turn to anyone during my darkest hours. I suppose i just keep my mind focused on the possibility that things do get better, and in greatful for that.
Always did good at school.
Got best grades.
I'm about to finish university (Psychology degree, regret this choice).
My QI's 133, everyone in my family has great expectations about my future carreer.
I smoke a lot of weed everyday and occasionally do ecstasy at raves.
Recently I began gambling and made some money.
[No one knows that]
I don't know what I'm doing with my life, actually I'm just enjoying it and take it easy, but I'm scared for my future.
I'm a nympho.
My wife is the hottest sexiest woman I have ever seen and she is pure awesomeness in bed.
I wouldn't and will never cheat or break up with her.
Can't stop looking at other girls which fuels my fire.
Making me lose focus at work, in school and in everything else I do in life.
Want to lock the wife and myself in a room and sex her for eternity...
>>23538383
Easier said than done
>>23544771
This is 4chan. Most of the posters are late 20's early 30's helpless virgins. To them 18 is early as fugg.
>>23560314
see>>23560565
its a marriage thing
Broke up with my GF after 3 years. She is really religious, but I was madly in love with her. So I put up with the crap for 3 whole years. I went to church with her family, no sex, attended family events. The whole package.
She did not have any friends beside me, and she broke up with me because she started seeing me as a close friend. While all I wanted was to be in a romantic relationship with her. I am broken, and have not had contact with her since february 13th. Every time I am reminded of her I just feel empty. I kind of feel guilty I stopped all contact after our breakup, but on the other side I just feel betrayed. I was the only social contact she ever had appart from her family and church.
Anyone know how to get rid of the heartbroken feels?
>>23561465
Fuck some pussy.
i let other guys have sex with my girlfriend
already broke up with her, but.. she was 10/10
;_;
>>23561498
and i only did that just because i loved her, i didin't wanted to lose her
I'm a wizard mode virgin who'd tolerate being in a terrible relationship with a cheating, hypersexual girlfriend just to be in a relationship. I've convinced myself its a fantasy, even.
I put up with "friends" who lie and hurt me because I haven't been able to make any new ones.
Every time I say I'm done and try to put myself out there all I do is get made fun of by strangers and come crawling back to you assholes.
>>23561465
drugs
I've been with someone for four years. I'm trying to leave. He makes all the money. I have a part time job but it's not enough to live on, especially after I give him some. I have no family to go home to. I had a chance at a job I could live off of. I didn't get the job. Feels like I'm running out of time. The longer I stay, the less happy I am. Opportunities pass me by because I don't know how to leave. I have no friends. I can't with him. I want to breathe again.
>>23534943
>The main reason I stretch at the end of a gym session is that I like feeling the stares on me while doing sexy poses in tight clothing
>I have a really tight vagina. Not in a good way. Only time I tried to have sex the guy couldn't get inside me, even with lots of lube. Asking guys if they have a small dick just seems rude. Wat do.
>I masturbate exclusively to female humiliation. Women getting spanked, desperate and wetting themselves, forced to wear diapers, etc. It's like I have a misogynist sexuality. I probably just want to be dominated. But I feel too embarrassed to tell anyone.
>>23564871
Kik me fanboy281
>>23534943
> be me
> man whore
> in a relationship
> haven't stepped out yet
> (well, almost (trying to forget))
> have a fetish for nice toes and (not gonna name the other for fear of being called out)
*literally cannot stop gazing around during spring time and flip-flop season*
> have a fetish for *new*
> have a strong desire for doing strangers
Either I'll be transformed or I'll mess it all up by stepping out. Idk. I have a bad trigger/switch, see a lady with cute toes and it's like I must get flirty. Wish I could stop. But for now I just stay in or avoid bars. Help?
>>23563425
be homeless and happy?
I'm in deep emotional and physical pain and I can't sleep
Too weird for the freaks.
Too ugly to get what I want from women.
Too old for anyone.
>>23550011
Same anon here. Just thought I'd tell everybody that the financial situation has been dealt with. People are okay now.
I'm still messed up from the DMT though. I've been hallucinating a lot more lately, and I've just been beside myself even more.
I want to cheat on my wife.
>>23569985
then divorce her
Pretty sure I met and started dating my soulmate. It's been over a year. I will likely marry and have kids with her.
But I miss being single pretty hard. Before I met her I would sext strangers pretty regularly. I hooked up once. Then I met her. I really wish though that I met her a few years later so I could slut myself up. But I'd probably get an STD or something.
>>23570375
I don't understand why so many people say this. "I love him but I'm not done whoring around" and "get it out of my system" and that. I would be much more comfortable and happy to know I was only ever with my wife, ever.
>>23570392
In my case it might be because I'm bisexual but have never had any gay real gay experiences. I feel like I'm really missing out. I would never ever cheat on my gf or break up with her though.
I'm feeling like I want a relationship then I want it to end just to feel miserable again. I seek for that feeling. I'm no long depressed but I still crave these feelings sometimes. Still miss my ex everyday, had a new gf after her but I guess that was just distraction. Any girls who just like good conversations add me in kik: Varulfur99 21/m
Everyone thinks I'm a fairly well adjusted happy person--I actually hate every last thing about all of them, my own life, the rest of the world to such an extent that the internal pressure makes my skin constantly crawl and the only thing that even sounds like it would give me some release would be to start screaming, and rampaging until I could physically destroy everything in my path and beat the life out of others by crushing their sculls with my fists until my own heart exploded and allowed me to die satisfied & at peace for the first time in my entire life. But I physically don't have the strength, have no money to get away with it if it all went wrong and I got caughtnalive, and have enough people relying on me that the guilt of how it would affect them (because unfortunately I'm not a socio/psychopath--honestly wish I was) keeps me trapped in my own head.
>>23570465
2edgy4me
>>23534943
I want to go full Elliot Rodger but I'm too emotionally attached to my bedroom.
I was abused as a kid by my dad, mum and her boyfriend (not in that order... It's complicated)
I was put into care a few months before my 7th birthday... This room has been my sanctuary for the past 17 years, it's the one place I feel safe.
Fuck it room. Just let me end some normies already. Perhaps I'll see you in the next life
>>23539926
You lasted such a short time. Very disappointing
>>23534943
>Frequently fap to wincest
>have 2 sisters
>>23534943
im not really happy anymore, just floating between shit and okay. im going to the gym occasionally, but don't have any real friends. i don't know what to do in my future, i know how shitty i am and how undesireable i am... after my gf broke up with me a year ago i feel this stuff more than ever..
