femanon here. what's everyone up to tonight?
general chat thread.
walking around at 11 pm, I fucking hate these dead towns
I wanna move downtown
>>23475247
Staying up and doing nothing instead of going to sleep before I get up for work in the morning haha
>>23475254
where do you live?
>>23475257
what do you do for work?
>>23475247
pic related but without food.
and less light
listening to music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crhE8l6WnfY
this is stuck in my head
what about you "femanon"?
>>23475254
how's the weather outside?
are you enjoying your walk?
I took personal time to leave work early (at lunch) because I feel depressed, my head hurts, and my balls hurt.
Now it's the start of my weekend (3 days) but I don't even know what I'll do.
Trying to be confident with a girl situation, how about you?
>>23475259
colorado
>>23475260
its nice, its my favorite time of year for late night walks
>>23475247
Drunk and depressed alone in my room, how are you
>>23475260
i'm not doing much. i was playing games but now i'm arting, or trying to anyway. haven't been too happy with my outcome of my art lately.
>>23475262
i feel depressed too. it's ok <3
>>23475266
good luck with that. i still haven't mastered it.
>>23475271
just depressed, as i don't drink. what're you feeling depressed over?
Just came to say good night.
You don't know me and I don't know you but... Goodnight, sleep tight.
I know I will ;)
>>23475277
arting?
what kind of art do you art?
also; painting? drawing? digital? etc.
but I've been feeling the same with my music. but moreso writers block and can't finish anything lately.
what games are you playing?
>>23475277
I feel lonely and ugly. I came to this board to go to a rate thread but im too scared of what people will say about me
Just got back from work. Still daylight, might do some study, then eat dinner, then play some vidya.
>>23475286
i draw and am mostly a writer. i'd like to get into painting but shit's expensive. i know what you mean though...i've hated most of my writing lately and haven't brought myself to finish a thing in a few months. i wrote two novels over the summer, dammit. you'd think i could finish anything since then. i was trying to finish the DLC for mafia 2 but it sucks so hardcore, which is sad since the game itself was so great.
>>23475287
i too feel this way. i'm sure you look fine :)
>>23475277
Is it a good sign if a girl says you're sitting too far and tells you to sit close to her? She's friendly with people though. She's also been talking to me whenever she sees me for like hours. But she's still friendly with people.
the usual, drinking to numb the pain of crippling loneliness.
>>23475299
Thats nice of you to say. Why are you depressed?
>>23475259
Currently work at the movies part time while I'm in college
>>23475287
I'd rate you a 5. nothing personal. that's just what I rate everybody.
>>23475299
that's really awesome! what's your favorite genre to write about?
and you should just give it a rest for a few months. usually when you don't like your outcome it's because you're trying to force it. let the idea come to you!
and yeah I have heard that about the DLC.
I've been playing Guild Wars 1 for nostalgia sake desu. I'm surprised the servers are still up hahaha.
>>23475300
if i do that, it's definitely me flirting, but i'm gay and i also don't flirt ever and every girl is different so idk :/ it kinda sounds like she's into you, man.
>>23475307
idk, i'm alive? existence is hard to adjust to a lot of the times. i just don't like myself.
>>23475310
luuuuuucky
>>23475316
Yeahhhhh. Free movies whenever I want haha
>>23475312
i mostly write depressing, philosophical, nihilistic fiction. yeah i know i should take a break, but i write a lot to help me work through my issues, so if i DO take a break, i start to feel even worse. kind of a screwed cycle lol
just got home, craving a burger
took pics for future threads, i will leave you in the dust one day /soc/ !
>>23475260
what do you usually put in your salads, chef?
Chillin out maxin relaxin all cool.
I was enjoying my unemployment until I got a doctor's bill in the mail today. Gonna have to go to the temp agency on Monday I think.
Either way. Life's been alright lately. I watched all 3 Godfather movies for the first time earlier this week, been playing civ, BOOORING.
You the same girl that made one of these a few weeks ago? I'm thinking of a gay girl from California/west coast ish and we talked about Hard Candy and moving around a lot because wanderlust and life sucks.
>>23475327
yeah that is me! how you doin man? it's cool to run into you again!
>>23475247
my lady was too tired to do much of anything, so I'm browsing the web and waiting for a r20 game to get off the ground. One of our players is missing.
>>23475321
that's awesome
>Nihilism
I like you. I like you a lot.
Anywhere online where I can find what you've written and liked the outcome of?
and if that's the case, then just don't beat yourself up for your unliked ideas. recycle them for something you do like later on when it comes back to you.
>>23475325
>salads
I'm insulted. I'm not a rabbit you fuck.
It's a stir-fry
also hi, how are you?
>>23475327
shootin' some b ball outside the school?
>>23475316
I understand that feel. Sometimes you just aren't happy with the way things are going.
>>23475312
lmao, at this point I'd be happy if someone called me a 5
>>23475343
>Anywhere online where I can find what you've written and liked the outcome of?
I'm starting to submit to write articles for some sites, but nothing's been sent out yet. I was accepted into the Cracked writers workshop, but their guidelines were far too strict. Ridiculous. As of right now, not really. Sorry :/
>>23475344
What're ya gonna do, ya know? It's all about just moving on until you eventually die. That's what I do. I just keep going no matter how much it hurts inside.
>>23475353
it's fine! I just hope you can manage to publish one day! If you're happy with even some of your work you should get it out there. Be like the guys in high school that brag about their penises. but with your writing.
congrats on the workshop though!
and keep submitting :)
>>23475344
well, you are indeed a 5, my young grasshoppa.
>>23475336
OMG let me tell you.
So a few weeks ago on my last day of work I was supposed to meet up with a coworker for drinks and he didn't show up so I got really fucked up by myself.
I tried absinthe for the first time and there's this special glass for it that looks like a fucking bong.
ANYWAY after that I went to the movie store totally sloshed and tried to get them to order Big Bad Wolves for me since you recommended it but I didn't want to pay all that shipping.
So that's how you have deeply affected my life :P
What's new with yoU?
>>23475247
Eating pizza. Drinking beer. Watching Star Trek. You?
>>23475381
I wasn't aware i had this type of power over people lmao not much honestly. just starting to pack to move and whatnot. gotta start jobhunting, looking to work in a bookstore. been pretty tame around here lately desu
>>23475386
pizza and star trek sounds like a good combo. you know how to live, my friend.
>>23475367
thanks! i definitely will! as an example of artsy shit, my mother got me some motivational quote card things for christmas this year, so naturally i made them into depressing quotes using a sharpie.
>>23475343
i'm good! just sketching a few poses and bumping some tunes.
sorry about your stirfry btw. hope the mix up isn't *eating* at him. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh
--yourself?
Bored as balls, going on this board thinking I can get some nudes when I really don't get any.
tired, in bed just watching dumb videos even though I should go to sleep for work soon. just feeling dejected lately
>>23475394
Bookstore would be such a good job. Easy and quiet. I remember you saying you were moving, where are you headed?
>>23475399
do you like butts >>23461755
>>23475325
chicken and waterchestnuts
>>23475409
why dejected?
>>23475399
aren't there like, 5 rate threads with nudes?
Just got home from work. Have to go back at 9 am but I get off at 5 then maybe get drunk with some friends. Bretty good.
>>23475399
Seems like the case for most people right?
>>23475426
I went through a pretty difficult breakup in December, still not over him and it doesn't help that we stayed kinda friends. but I've had trouble connecting with people since then in a healthy way and I can feel it starting to effect my social habits and stuff. plus school has been a bitch lately.
>>23475425
>>23475426
>>23475431
ok so like I really don't care for nudes, but that changes the second i get a random boner so them im like 'lets get some pussy tonight' then the second i go flaccid im like wtf am i doing and go back to being normal.
>>23475425
pacific northwest, possibly oregon. really liked it there a few years ago. really cheap and no sales tax. bookstore is like my ideal job if i can't be a published writer, or be a kindergarten teacher.
>>23475456
>possibly oregon
ayy I've lived in Eugene forever
it's pretty good, if you're alright with rain and rednecks. bookstore or kindergarten teacher would be very easily doable here, especially bookstore
>>23475247
on a rest day from the gym and watching the shit show that is Chicago I really want to get past 315 dead lift on Sunday
>>23475456
>kindergarten teacher
I did that from my volunteer work at my high school they were super sweet.
>>23475454
happens to the best of us.
>>23475449
suuuucks. Took me quite some time to get over my ex. Sorry you're going through a rough time. Solidarity .gif
>>23475456
Oh, I didn't know Oregon didn't have sales tax. NH doesn't either and it's kind of weird because when you go up to buy something you're so used to it.
>99 cent candy bar
>that'll be 99 cents
>wut
I also remember you talking about teaching, that's super cute. I love kids but they cry a lot at that age :P
>oregon is #1 state for bigfoot sightings
>>23475463
yeah that's where i was a few years ago. everyone was pretty nice, actually, and i love rain so yeah ^^ i could easily live that life.
>>23475468
you got to do that? lucky! i'm jealous. i love kids. i wanna be a mom so badly.
>>23475471
it was very hard to adjust to, yeah lol i was like "you mean this comic is really just 2.99 and not 3.50? awesome!" lol
i love kids and i love bigfoot. if only there was someway to combine the two into one viable career...
Migraine somehow slipped passed my preventative. Had to suffer all day at work, bc my department in a very crucial transition period and I don't want to seem like the weak link -- especially as I am countering my offer letter. Worked 9 hours, came home, smoked and took 2 tramadol and now I can't sleep. Feels bad, man.
>>23475469
yeah it does and it sucks. im also one of those guy that are trying to quit fapping (so far about two weeks) though I have gone one full year without beating it lol
>>23475485
>tfw found all the alien omnibuses
feels good. Kids are great though at my job I learned that people need to discipline them. Nothing worse than kids screaming for half an hour and you can't do anything
>>23475497
quit altogether? Why? No judgement, of course. Just curious.
>>23475498
i know. i have autism so i can't be around loud noises like that for that long, and it's a major issue with wanting to work with kids and wanting children of my own.
ya know, my gf and i were recently reading up on all the spooky activity in spokane. that was an entertaining read.
>>23475502
fapping has been something that's been with me since I was really young, it has fucked me up and given me depression as funny as it sounds. I was doing fine for that 1 year but I got a gf at the time so we all know how that goes
>>23475513
>spooky activity in spokane
Spooky Spokane: The Bigfoot museum for children
Boom, there's your career.
>>23475498
THERE'S ALIEN COMICS
as in
Sigourney Weaver Alien?
>>23475521
/nofap would be able to help you out. I find myself transitioning between fapping and not-fapping. Some things trigger people, like /soc/ or pretty much most hyper-sexualized media.
>>23475513
>spokane
nice lived 5 years in brimmerton like the area. Home of the world's best boots.
>>23475525
as in the true sequel to aliens and alien sonny jim
>>23475525
YOU'RE A GENIUS. I wanna do that. And maybe the bad kids we can just feed to Bigfoot. That'll learn 'em.
>>23475532
yeah a friend of mine lived in spokane and he hated it, but he's an idiot, so. we might check it out.
>>23475534
it does suck 9 months out of the year
july through sept tho its the prettiest state in the union
>>23475527
yeah it does, I've used it before, helped a lot and taught me some new things that I had no idea of. I'm sure I can get that 1 year back if I try a little bit harder
>>23475540
when i lived in eugene it was fucking blistering in the summer and then snowed like crazy in the winter. i miss seasons.
>>23475532
it wants to shake my hand
>>23475541
Would be down for accountability partner type thing!
Sometimes the urge is so strong! Worst is when you're secluded.
>>23475551
she wants to give you hugs and kisses what's wrong with that?
>>23475543
I miss snow other than that I don't miss seasons at all
>>23475556
I find that when things are going fine for you in general, you often get the urge to fap a lot. I was able to stop for a while because I had depression and that shit motivated me to quit.
god i mostly can't wait to move so i can start streaming stuff again, and downloading. we have such terrible internet here...
maybe i'll paint my nails tonight. it's been a while.
>>23475557
i'm an old school type of lady in a lot of ways. i like seasons. i wanna be a housewife. i wanna live in the suburbs with a white picket fence. i am completely monogamous.
Just got back from the bars.. dead and zero good looking girls, as usual ..
>>23475565
hey I'm married to a lovely lady its worth it you just gotta stick it out you know?
>>23475564
I actually have a low sex drive in general, and it surges only when I'm depressed, so I masturbate a ton when I get the sads.
>>23475564
That's really true, at some point it's a force of habit and you fall into the mindless routine. At times I don't even want to but after so many years I feel like I can't go back. Welp, I think a SO would help.
>>23475570
i'd kill to be wife'd, believe me. i'm pretty sure my gf will propose, just a matter of WHEN.
>>23475586
why wait?
if you want a story time I'll tell you how I proposed
>>23475574
When I was addicted, I was always depressed and fapping was my only way to feel better, but once I was done I just felt even worse.
>>23475581
The best way, at least for me is that you need to go out more, like get a job something that'll keep you busy throughout the day. SO's probably will only make you even hornier lol, from my experience at least.
>>23475592
gotta wait so we're financially stable and can afford the wedding we want. basically that reason and that alone.
i'd love to hear a story though! :)
>>23475598
That's true man, I go to two schools and intern at a hospital but damn, I still manage to find the time!
Have you found ways to channel your sexual energy?
>>23475608
I have find some ways to deal with fapping. One of the best things you could do is start taking cold showers, another thing you could do is meditating, those two things will give you a lot of benefits.
>>23475586
Be my waifu pls
>>23475614
Going to start doing this, total hot shower wuss.
Thanks for the tip, I heard about it but was skeptical but why not.
>>23475603
>want to wait for stability
thats fine we were engaged for 2 years. An engagement ring tho really puts things into perspective and gives you a great end goal.
anywho
>be in long distance relationship
>vist her over christmas as I got two months off from uni.
>have four opportunities to propose
>1 is in the capital on top of a tower however she's afraid of heights.
>2 was with her family over christmas which she'd said if I proposed to her she'd turn me down (said she didn't know anything about that)
>3 was the last chance I could have done it its in our favorite city by ourselves
>4 at new years with her all her friends
I went with option 4
cont'd
>>23475627
>An engagement ring tho really puts things into perspective and gives you a great end goal.
believe me, it's more her decision to wait than mine. i'd tried to make this argument. trust me.
>>23475624
I'm warning you though, you're going to cry like a bitch when you turn on that cold water. But god damn you're going to feel energized when you finish.
>>23475627
>part 2
>get all nice and dressed up put on a suit
>get her a nice blue dress for her to wear
>set up a night out with her dearest friends and go to this pub
>all her friends from school are there some she hasn't seen in years
>one of her ex's was there
>as I get another round he steals my spot
>rush over there pick him up slam him against the wall (he was a skinny fucker)
>he slinks down and says sorry a hundred times
>get more rounds after this
>30 mins before midnight go to a pub near her house
>right at midnight propose and she says yes
and thats my story
>>23475638
Fffffuuuu must do it for the special powers.
>>23475647
god it's my dream to be proposed to. ugh. i'm jealous. i just gotta be patient i guess.
when do you get married?
>>23475657
when I was 20 friendo
and to be fair don't worry about money when you get engaged all my coworkers are married all over a decade and we all work at a boot store. No one ever said on their death bed I wish I worked more
You'd be surprised what you can live on
>>23475247
Hello! Well, I just got back from work. Glad to be off and now I'm on here listening to music and talking on here!
>>23475669
i'm jealous. well, believe me, if it were up to me i'd be married right now. but it's a give and take situation. it'll happen eventually.
>>23475679
yo, welcome! have a nice day?
>>23475692
I gotcha it will happen soon
anywho I need to get to bed night friendo I got work in the morning
>>23475692
I had a really good day! Thanks for asking! I was called into work though, but it went surprisingly great for the most part! I got hours in so that my paycheck isn't slim because it's been scarce recently due to vacations! How was your day?
>>23475703
what do you do? vacations...goodness, i hate the beach but even i would kill to be on an island lately. glad things went so well for you!
>>23475712
Well, I just work at a convenience store and I do enjoy it though. Even though you deal with assholes, it's better than landscaping by far!!! I took a vacation to Boulder, Colorado and I love that place! I was going to school there at CU for a bit, but I needed to have a break financially. Oh, an island would be ideal though! I miss the beach, but my body is a bit... well... it's not in the best shape right now because winter tends to make me eat a lot at times. Thank you very much!
>>23475721
i can't wear bathing suits or bikinis. i hate my body and feel uncomfortable around people in that skimpy an "outfit". but i still would like to be in some warm weather for a bit.
what were you studying at CU?
>>23475731
Oh ok. Well, I bet your body is alright though! Me too, I love the warm weather, too! I was studying chemistry for a bit and then I switched my major to film studies because I love movies and how they are made. It's actually a team effort to create a movie and to me, that's fascinating. It's like a brain creating a dream basically!
>>23475740
I took a film class and have a pseudo film degree so I can recognize that interest ^^ i mostly just enjoy the screenwriting process though. I HATE working with people lol
no, my body is okay, i just am uncomfortable around people is really the problem lol but thanks!
>>23475754
Oh, that's awesome!!! Yeah, the screenwriting process is amazing though! Lol, I like working with people only if they are willing to work and have a good time, lol! Oh, what's your favorite movie of all time or like a top 5?
Oh ok, that's understandable. Lol, you're welcome!
>>23475769
top 5 would be SUPER hard but i really like worlds greatest dad, a boy & his dog, ghost world, jeff who lives at home and beautiful creatures. young adult is a great film too.
like i said it's hard to pick lol
>>23475775
Nice!!! Those are solid choices! Lol, I know! There's a lot of good ones. Mine would have to be "The Shawshank Redemption, Back to the Future, A Clockwork Orange, Ghostbusters, The Deer Hunter, Full Metal Jacket, Evil Dead, and Mad Max! I'm also fond of Stanley Kubrick and his work, too!
>>23475791
i also really love harold and maude. i'm writing a screenplay along with all the other shit i'm writing now, actually. it's been a while since i've written anything for film. we'll see if i ever actually make the damn thing though.
>>23475810
I like that movie! Oh, that's awesome! What's the screenplay about? Yeah, it's a lengthy process to do. Plus, the filming locations can be pretty tough to do if they refuse because you have to crunch on time and rewrite certain scenes that could have fit well in the story. I have a few ideas in mind, but with work and other life options, I have to put it on hold for right now.
anyone else still hangin around? feel free to join the chat!
>>23475818
i just vowed after my last foray into the filmmaking world that i wasn't working with people anymore lol i was so annoyed by the end of that experience. it's about a female astronaut who hates human interaction. that's all i feel comfortable revealing.
>>23475834
Lol, oh that's understandable and I know, it gets nerve-wracking at times!!! Oh, that's a great story concept! I can see potential in it!
>>23475820
It's just me as of right now, but I'm down to talk to you still! You seem pretty awesome and you're definitely making my night eventful! Plus, might as well post my face since you're posting yours! By the way, you're cute!
>>23475850
thanks ^^ i've been feeling pretty lowly about my appearance lately so that's nice to hear. i'm more used to writing novels since that's what i've spent the last few years doing, so it's kinda weird to go from that into screenplay mode but hey, it's fun cause it's different!
what else ya doin tonight?
>>23475860
Hey ive made my twin made at me and digusted even myself while drunk so I feel lime shit. Hope younare doing good
>>23475860
You're very welcome and hey, you're cute and don't let anyone tell you different!
Oh, that's cool and it is a great experience though! I love making characters third dimensional because it shows their evolution on how and who they came to be!
Well, I'm talking to you and probably going to stay on here until I fall asleep in a few hours. Even though I had a long day, I always tend to stay up late! as much as my bed feels like a hotel bed right now, I love the nightlife!!! What about you? I'll be down to post more pics of my face in a few though just to make it even!
>>23475871
i always stay up super late too. it's actually really bad for me, it makes me depressed the next day. god damn insomnia. sometimes i don't sleep at all. a lot of times, actually. i'm not really doin much. playing xbox, listening to music. kinda boring evening actually lol
it's been a good while since i've felt attractive, so thank you ^_^ you're very sweet.
>>23475895
Same here and I don't get depressed though, I just get a little groggy and I have out of gas moments at times! Seeing the sunrise is beautiful though! Same here and lol, it's kind of boring, too, but not too boring because I'm on here and about to listen to some music, too! I would be playing xbox if I had one. I need to go back to gaming again though! Favorite games you like playing?
That's very amazing to hear and you're very welcome! You have beautiful eyes and an adorable smile, too!
>>23475908
i really love mafia 2 and am currently trying to 100% the DLC, but it's so awful that I'm about to fly to 2k and kick everyone who developed the DLC square in the dick. i really like adventure games, puzzles and platformers. sorry if i DO fall asleep though. i was sick for over a week and it's wrecked havoc on my sleep schedule lol
>>23475920
I still need to play Mafia 2!!! How is it? Hahaha, yeah and those are fun!!! I love solving puzzles, too! Have to keep the brain active, right? Oh, that's totally alright. I'll completely understand and oh, I'm sorry! Lol, I hope I'm not getting a cold though! Yeah, it's always the sicknesses that make your sleep schedule into a punchline!
>>23475920
Also, I'm sorry if I fall asleep on you, too! Just giving you a forewarning as well!
>>23475920
Anyways, I hope you get better though! That sickness is going around. I hope you have an awesome night and it was wonderful talking to you! If I see you on here again, I'll drop in and say hello! Good night and sweet dreams!
>>23475959
mafia 2 is great, to answer your question. i HIGHLY recommend it. yeah it really sucked being sick, but thankfully it only happens like once a year lol
I feel like shit. Idk why or what to do. I just want to sleep.
>>23475968
Oh, awesome!!! I'll have to check it out! I know and lol, same here! It happens once a year for me, but it builds up and gets brutal at times!!! I'm not going to bed yet though! I'm just telling you good night just in case we do fall asleep involuntarily though!
