Who here /depressed/? I'm just looking for people to share feelings with, preferably someone of the opposite sex (I'm a 24 y/o male). Have no interest in anything sexual...just feel like if someone else were to talk to me about why they feel so sad maybe I'd feel a little less lonely and sad myself.
me too bro. im 19 and i already feel like a failure
>virgin
>no uni
>poor family
>shit never ending job
Lets go bruh
>>23310125
Don't be picky PHAM. You aint meetin no weminz on here.
>>23310288
I guess you're right.
Well whoever wants to chat my Skype is Sangeli7
>>23310294
if you really want to talk, heres my kike
BrendanFrasie
>>23310390
I don't use kik...
>>23310411
u still around? im down to talk but ima dude and only would through emails
Just remember. ....
If anyone in portland feels up for paying for a candytrip with a friend that would be wonderful. Helps depression too, for at least a little while.
>>23315188
candytrip?
>>23315208
Meant to say flip. It's where you take acid and molly at the same time.
>>23315220
...I'm only a 3 hour drive away
>>23315300
Well if you feel up for it and up for paying for it would certainly be worth it. I also have a friend who could drive us a little bit so you wouldn't have to drive the whole time once you got here.
>>23315311
>tfw never done drugs
>tfw would literally die
>tfw only down to do this if followed by a rave?
>>23315484
You wouldn't die, I wouldn't let you, you'll certainly trip though. If you'd wanna go to a rave we could. I've wanted to myself.
>>23315521
I feel like I'd question reality once and boom, done for life. I actually really want to go to a rave. Can i ax you something anon? Are you gonna steal my kidneys?
20 yo guy here pretty bummed out at this moment. Kinda hoping for a thread like this so I can vent but now idk if I should
>>23315543
Probably, you might have a revelation or two. Raves do seem pretty fun, raves candyflipping even more fun.
> Are you gonna steal my kidneys?
Not unless you're into that, but it's not really a first date kind of thing ya know?
also my email is [email protected]
>>23315556
Just do it anon, it'll feel good.
20 y/o girl. Got kicked out because my boyfriend thinks I cheated on him. Been sitting on park benches and sidewalks all day. I really just want to die. I've had my entire life ruined OVER and OVER again every fucking time I'm happy and shit looks good. I'm done.
>>23315556
go for it, ignore us talking abut drugs and shit lol
>>23315567
Nowhere to go? Did you cheat?
>>23315566
i'm wondering like "why is this anon trying to get people to candyflip with him off of 4chan, he has to have a motive". Just be honest ok, are you gonna rape me? My butthole is full of glass i've eaten
>Disabled
>Having a shitty period
>No one adds you on Skype friends
Sure is fun being unable to move and not being able to find people to talk to.
20 yo female, major depressive disorder, social anxiety, avpd, dpd, OCD, bpd, histrionic personality disorder.
all i do is sleep my life away :~)
>>23315582
How are you disabled and whats your skype?
>>23315583
Self diagnosed? If not, what's it like having all that? I'm curious what happens through your head
>>23315582
I'll skype you, we can even play vidya
i should be sad and depressed but i'm on a perfect combo of meds and im like forcefully not depressed now. it feels weird.
>>23315610
Hows that feel?
>>23315579
Kek no anon. I'm a femboy, there isn't much I can rape. I really just wanna meet more people who are into the scene and are up for buying drugs. All my real friends I met through 4chan anyways so why not meet more. I like hanging out doing drugs and playing Yume Nikki, not much of a rapist.
>>23315597
the OCD and BPD were, i recently (last month or something) talked to my doctor and therapist about them to which they confirmed them.
I've suffered from HPD and depression since i was 13, social anxiety, avpd and dpd since 15 (im basically a shut in now, only leave when forced to) and the rest in later years.
it's really tiring and confusing. my moods change instantly constantly and im always in a battle with myself.
>>23315566
>>23315571
I mean I KNOW I shouldnt be to hard on myself. I have noone to talk to though.. Every one vents to me and I hear em out but I'm afraid to talk about myself. im pretty much a neet and im disgusted with myself being one. Im a selfish friend. I feel really ugly and i feel like everyone doesnt want to admit it. i see most of my peer excell and i hate them for that.
>>23315588
>>23315605
Chronic pain and I'm older than most people, so I'm only wanting people 25 or older.
>>23315628
Do you want to talk more about it? You sound like you have some things you could be better off sharing.
>>23315618
...yume nikki you say?...don't steal my kidneys and only light raping and you got a deal
>>23315632
I'm a geez too. Why the 25 mark though?
>>23315618
yume nikki is the best - i really feel for madotsuki.
>>23315633
ahh i dunno. i just feel bad that my parents and boyfriend have to deal with me and look after me :-)
>>23315578
No place to stay. I don't have any friends in this town. And no money at all. No contacts or anyone to call. Nothing.
>>23315628
I'm spiteful towards people like this even though they're legit fucked in the head and I might be just as bad but I keep that shit deep down repressed
>>23315578
No I didn't. And I have time stamped pics to prove I was where I was and I was with who I said I was with but he don't care.
>>23315648
How did that happen and where are you at?
>>23315644
If they deal with you, might mean that they love you.
>>23315640
Because I'm 30 and don't want to deal with immature kids who just turned 21 and haven't had the stuffing knocked out of them yet.
>>23315632
welp, i tried i guess
>>23315650
sorry mang.
>>23315662
maybe - i feel like the worse i become the more they hate me but im trying to get better!! i got myself into therapy again.
>>23315636
Yume Nikki is the best, with drugs it's really amazing to me. Deal, but the rape has to be both ways! Now email me anon!! so I can add you on something.
>>23315644
It is, Madotsuki is best girl.
>>23315629
We all have peers just strive after don't hate them, don't bog yourself down anon it's rough but it's life.
>>23315669
I get sick of my girl's shit often, but that doesn't mean I hate her. A lot of people, especially family won't hate you. Just let yourself drop if it comes to that and rely on them if you can.
depressed
girlfriend and I broke up
rarely connect with people/lonely
I waiting for things to get worse lol
next stop suicidal thoughts? choo choo
>>23315685
I'm*
>>23315673
ending still makes me cry
>>23315681
i try not relying on them. im just very problematic i think - throw tantrums a lot. im glad to hear what u said abt ur girlfriend, it reassured me a little <3
>>23315673
You see I KNOW all that anon. I'm the captain of my own ship and all that jazz. I just want to get drunk or get stoned right now. To many emotion seeping out that I try to suppress.. I think its the combination of Valentines day and my father being sent away
>>23315673
deal!
>>23315693
I think everyone's somewhat problematic for everyone else in one way or another
>>23315629
First and foremost, I'm sure a lot of anons on here would love to talk to you if you just wanted to vent, so maybe finding a vent would help? second, if you aren't happy with your current situation maybe you could try to change it up a bit? Don't compare your life to others, just do what you feel like you need to also what the candytrip anon said
>>23315614
feels bad man. let me just suffer in peace. except i can't because i was the one that took myself to therapy and a psychiatrist
>>23315732
Dude I'm deathly afraid of talking to anyone I know. I give the happy go lucky person and I play it real well. But in the inside I'm just shouting and screaming to be alone. I usually don't compare my life to others but when I eventually have to socialize its just a pain to chest telling how I'm unemployed and not going to college another year. I usually only smoke weed and drink. Occasionally dab
>>23315764
If you can pull off the happy go lucky person thing, then do that, fake it til that becomes a significant part of you. And yeah i know easier said than done, but you sound kinda like me and so far that's what's been fairly effective for me so can't hurt to try it. As for the socializing thing, just steer the conversation away from the college or job topic, ask them about their interests, traveling, etc. Weed and drank? You already sound like a cool dude
Literally End my FUCKING life senpai
>>23316006
no anon you'll always have an ehug from me
Does going to a doctor or something actually help with anxiety and shit. I don't think im that bad but my anxiety has stopped me going into uni unless i absolutely have to. My head constantly goes over shit and its like its fighting against me or something.
I'm dead inside. I had weird saucy thoughts about a coworker that spiraled into me thinking of her every night, get even more awkward around her at work and fuck she's 18 years older than me and is married with two kids. We just went on our second business trip together and she went for a kiss two nights ago after we were slow dancing. I was so heartbroken...have had no sort of affection shown for a year and look who fucking does - my sexy, cooler, older coworker who is married with two kids...god damn man. It hurts so much. I don't want to deal with all of this
