I docked with my friend when i was 11, didnt know what it was but we did it a lot

I started posting in pet groups on fetlife because being an owner fit my personality better. You know, cute and nice stuff.
I made some friends and got some messages.
One was from a lonely guy who wanted to be my pet.
I was hesitant at first because I dont really identify as gay or bi and I dont find men attractive. But he was all needy and pathetic and I'm a nice guy and I wanted to not discriminate based on gender so I thought I'd throw him a bone. lol
We talked a bit and he lived close to me so one night he said "lets meet".
He wanted to meet somewhere public
There was a middle school up the street so I suggested we meet there thinking we could go back to my place and chat. He seemed reluctant about sex and I wasnt going to initiate anything, I was just trying to help a guy out.
We meet at the track and start walking around talking. He seemed nice but still all pathetic and sad.
We get to the other side and he gestures to the field thats right there and we go into some trees.
You know where this is going and I kinda did to but I was so out of my element that I couldnt stop.
He wanted my Dick soooo bad and I'm still not used to that.
So there I was, on the side of a middle school soccer field, at 1 in the morning, dick deep in an ass,
We had sex for like 10 min, I was using thinner condoms so I actually felt it but I was so far removed from my comfort zone that I couldnt finish.
It was like 1:30 - 2:00 in the morning and some dude walked by and asked us if we had any cigs.
I'm white, real white, but I was wearing enough black to blend in mostly. But sad pet guy was bare assed doggy style and must have stuck out like a sore thumb with a cock in its ass.
That sucked for me but didnt stop him. I told him to hurry up and get off so I could go and hide forever in my room.
He came hard and collapsed. I zipped up and helped him collect himself. We walked back across the field and parted ways.
I dont like sex outside in public. I didnt think I would and I was right.

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>a few years ago
>staying in apartments
>no money for rent
>go hang out at a guys apartment down the way
>hes a semi-buddy of mine
>tell him my situation that im short on rent
>he doesnt say much
>invites me to hang out at his buddies house a few miles away
>his "buddy" turns out to be an older male
>hang out for a while and buddy goes into other room to use computer
>older guy puts on porno
>i dont think its weird at first
>he pulls out his cock and starts stroking it
>oh wtf
>what the hell is going on
>tells me its ok if i fap too
>what the hell why not
>pull out dick start jacking off
>a minute goes by
>he slowly comes over and kneels by me
>oh shit
>puts hand on my dick
>starts to suck me off
>what the hell why am i letting him?
>im straight...
>watch porno while he does it
>cum in his mouth and he swallows
>hung out for a bit more
>said i had to go
>asked him for cash
>he hands me 50 bucks
>feel like a whore lol
>never did anything with a dude again
>watch gay porn every once in a while

I jerked off my friend when I was 11 and he was 13. Of course, that was a side effect of us both being molested, but I was "bisexual," for a little bit. He had a tiny dick though and thought it was amazing that I could "cum fountains".